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This program is made
possible by the giving
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of the God called partners
of Renner Ministries.
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Hello friend.
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I'm Denise Renner and I've
been waiting for you today.
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Welcome to my program.
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I have had the most
wonderful guest on my program
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for the last few days.
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And if you haven't seen those
programs, go to the archives
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because you are going
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to receive something very
special from the Lord.
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Because this is a woman
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who has experienced the power
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of God in very amazing ways.
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Define death several times.
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So you don't wanna miss that
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because in this world there's
so much death around us.
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You can watch it on television,
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you can watch it on the internet, you can,
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I hear it on your phone.
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We're surrounded by death.
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But I wanna tell you, friend,
the life of God on the inside
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of you is greater than
any death that is speaking
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and screaming at us in this world.
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And you need to watch this program
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because you need to be encouraged.
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The Bible says that as
we draw closer to the day
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of Jesus coming,
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that we should encourage
one another daily.
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So I'm so thankful you're with me today
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and that you're gonna hear
some more amazing testimonies
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from my friend Heather Z.
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She's an Unstoppable woman.
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And I want to also offer
to you my book, Unstoppable,
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because you might be right this moment
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pressing through fear, offense,
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or negative opinions from somebody else.
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Have you ever been tried, stopped
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by somebody else's negative opinion?
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I have. And it's not God's will
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because we need to recognize the power
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that's in us is greater
than those negative
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opinions that are surrounding us.
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That's the power of God in you.
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Oh, I'm so excited about
this program today.
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If you need prayer, please let us know.
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We are here to pray for you.
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You can write us by
email or you can call us.
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And there's somebody there
waiting to minister to you.
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And thank you so much for your
comments and your responses.
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They mean so much to me.
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And God is moving through these programs
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and I love to hear about it
as you communicate with me.
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Well, I want you to stay with me
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because I'm gonna be right back
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and you're going to hear more and more
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and be encouraged more
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and more by the power of God
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that's on the inside of you.
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You know, Jesus said that the gifts
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and callings he's put
inside of us, that they,
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they are without repentance.
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What he's put inside of you,
the dreams he's put inside
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of you, he's not repenting from. He put those inside of you.
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And we need to recognize His power
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to fulfill those amazing dreams
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and plans that are inside of us
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by the Holy Spirit.
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So I wanna encourage you
today, so stay with me
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and I'm gonna be right back.
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It's time for big miracles
and changes in your life.
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Join Denise Renner
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and dive into the study of God's word, which has great power
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to strengthen faith, inspire change,
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heal physically and spiritually.
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And most importantly, help
you learn about the power
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of Christ Jesus living in you.
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It's time with Denise Renner.
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Well, I'm so glad that
you are with me today
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because I told you I have an amazing guest
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and it's Heather Z. Heather, thank you so much
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for being with me today on
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these programs, for having me.
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We've been having such
a good time. Absolutely.
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Getting into the word and
the the power. Absolutely.
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God, that's just been present even here.
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That's right. While we've been
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Meeting, I know he's here right now.
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It's so wonderful. It's just so wonderful.
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It's, and I wanna tell you
a little bit about Heather.
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She and her husband Joseph,
they have an amazing ministry.
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You can find them at josephz.com.
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And I wanna encourage you to go there
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because these, this couple is amazing.
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I mean, he moves in a prophetic place telling, you know,
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speaking to people, talking about the times
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that we're in it is so encouraging.
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And Heather moves in the gifts of healing
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and she's a teacher and
a powerful woman of God.
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So I just have to talk about it
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because they're so amazing.
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So I want you to go there,
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josephz.com. Now, Heather,
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Yes.
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We've had some amazing times together.
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We have been having
some great conversations.
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That's right. And
you have death defying,
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you know those people who
go out on their motorcycles
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and they cross mountains
and stuff like that? Well,
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Extreme sports.
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Oh yes. Extreme sports. They
think they're death defying.
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Well, you have a death,
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you have a death defying testimony.
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Yes. And so I wanna just kind
of give you a review. Good.
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So to begin with, Heather,
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when she was 12 years old,
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she broke her neck.
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Yes. She broke her neck. She broke C-1
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which people die or are paralyzed?
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Christopher Reeves. Reeves. Yes. Who was the old Superman.
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He, that's what happened
to him. He's gone now.
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But he had to have a tube to breathe.
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I mean, he couldn't move
anything. Oh dear Jesus.
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Thank you that you healed Heather.
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And so,
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but what happened to Heather was she died
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because she couldn't get
any breath to her body.
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And she went to heaven
and she spoke with Jesus
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and he told her some amazing things.
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And then she came back
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and when she came back, the
doctors were looking at her
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and he said, I see that
you broke your neck,
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but it's been fused
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and all you need is just this
little soft pillow on your
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neck and you're gonna be fine.
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So she's already defied
the death in that way.
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And then she was carrying her first baby,
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a little girl, and she
was six months pregnant.
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And the baby - stopped
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kicking for 3-days.
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She completely stopped moving.
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And so we went in and
they just sent me home
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and Joseph prayed.
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He said, I know I need to pray.
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And he laid hands on my stomach
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and just said, I command
life with his words.
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He just spoke a life to
our daughter in the womb.
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And the next morning she got up, I got up
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and she started kicking
and moving around and,
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and she was raised to
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And the doctor called you the next day
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and said, I'm sorry to tell you this.
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Yes.
But your baby is dead.
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Yes. By your test results
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that your baby is, is dead,
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and if you need grieving counseling,
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we will provide that for you.
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And I said, no, it's too late.
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She's kicking and moving
and everything is okay.
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Oh, praise God.
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See, that's the power of God
that's on the inside of you.
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That's right. - because the Bible says in Romans
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8:11, that the very resurrection power
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of God that raised Jesus from the dead,
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that very power lives inside of you.
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If you're a believer that
very power lives on the
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inside of you.
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That is right. Well then, Heather,
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you had another thing happen to you
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when you were 32 years old.
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Yes. - And you came down with kidney failure.
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That's right. Yes.
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I ended up with double kidney failure,
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which then put me onto
dialysis, which is a machine
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that keeps you alive.
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It's a, you literally, you
only live by the machine.
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It's like a part-time job to stay alive,
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that you have to go to the
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Oh - clinic every other day.
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And doesn't matter if it's a holiday
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or no holiday, it doesn't matter.
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You have to be there no matter what.
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it was impossible for me
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to get a kidney transplant
'cause that's what I needed.
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And they just said, it's impossible.
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She'll be in this chair
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until this dialysis chair takes her life.
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And so we begin to pray and believe God.
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And I was frustrated
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and I just said, I know all
the scriptures, Lord, what is,
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what is the problem here?
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I know the word of God.
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And he said, first of all, you're doing it
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through mental ascent,
through a mental ascent.
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A knowing but not fully
persuaded in my heart.
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And out of frustration, I just said, Lord,
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you're gonna have to help me.
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Heather, that's a word to
somebody. Sorry to interrupt
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You.
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No, it's wonderful. But it's
about being fully persuaded.
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It's not about knowing the
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scriptures. Will you say that again?
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Yeah. So I, it's, I was
taking in all the scriptures
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by the hours, whether I was
listening to it on audio
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or whether I was reading the word.
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'cause I would mostly listen to it
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'cause I was just too exhausted.
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And so the Lord just came to
me and said, I was frustrated.
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I was tired of healing,
hearing, healing tapes.
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And I was tired of
listening to the scriptures
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because I, I was, it was
becoming tormenting to me.
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It was like torment, hearing
it and not seeing any change.
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And I said, what is it, Lord, help me.
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And he said, you're doing
it by mental ascent,
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by you have a knowing,
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but you haven't fully persuaded your heart
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to be fully persuaded
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that I was seeing myself
completely healed regardless
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of my natural circumstances. That's,
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That's powerful.
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And Heather, I do wanna say Yeah.
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That we need to put the
word of God in our eyes,
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in absolutely our ears.
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Absolutely In our mouth all the time. Yes.
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Because it is the word of
God. She's not saying that.
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Yes.
But it has to go from here.
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Yes.
Down to here.
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Yes.
As a revelation as,
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and you're fully persuaded as she said,
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that this is true no matter what.
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Yes.
Now that's called faith.
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Yes.
That's called faith.
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Yes.
And that,
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and so Heather, of course now
we see you are sitting here.
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Beautiful. You feel good, you
restored, you're wonderful.
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But, but would you take us through,
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'cause you had another
little bit of a journey
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I did - Of coming out of
all that medicine, coming out
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of dialysis, the strain that all of
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that can put on a
marriage and on your life
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and on your emotions.
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Yes. So would you us up to that point
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where you were out walking with God?
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Yes, absolutely.
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So once you get transplant,
you take a lot of medication
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and it doesn't make you, yourself: you change quite a bit.
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But you, you come out of
that where you do detox
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and you start to come back to yourself.
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And that's where I was starting
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to feel good again and all of that.
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And I was out walking one day
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and I was, I was, you
know, wanting to go out
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and walk and pray.
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And, and Joseph was joining me and,
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and I just said, you know,
I just need a minute.
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I, I need to be with
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Because we were doing so much
ministry during being sick
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and everything that I was starting
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to get a little frustrated
where I was like,
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I need some help here, Lord.
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because we went through
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and difficult time after
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with just some things in the community
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'cause revival was happening so much
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that the enemy just did not want us there
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and created some drama there.
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But it, it all got worked out.
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But in the middle of it, you don't see
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that it's getting worked out.
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And so I was on this walk,
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and honestly, Denise, it's embarrassing.
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I was murmuring and complaining.
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I mean, I'm walking and I'm
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muttering and about this.
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And I'm frustrated about
this and I can't believe this
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and da da da.
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I was just murmuring.
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The Bible says something about murmuring and complaining.
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Yeah. It's, - And so just do all things when that
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Murmuring, Philippians 2:14
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Yes.
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Do all things without murmuring
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and complaining - without. I was needing to get the -
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I've been there too, with the whip.
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Yeah. Okay. So I am
just muttering to myself.
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And all of a sudden I, I've
felt the Lord, he was present.
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And all of a sudden it
was supernatural, Denise.
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All of a sudden I started
hearing my own words
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'cause, you know, people were
not saying very nice things
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about us being there doing revival.
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And then all of a sudden, my own words,
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literally almost audibly
like a tape player
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or recording being played back to me,
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I started hearing my own words of things
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that I have said about and what I was doing.
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And it, Denise, it got, it started quiet,
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and then it got louder and louder.
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And my own words started
coming back at me.
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And the Lord said, Heather,
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and I just, I was, I
literally got so loud.
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I was like, okay, Lord, I get it, I get it, I get it.
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Stop. 'cause I could hear my
own words coming back at me.
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And the Lord said to me, Heather, just
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as these people have
done wrong towards you,
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you yourself have done the same thing. You've -
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you've been guilty of the same thing.
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And I was so full of conviction
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and just, Lord, forgive me.
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Mm. I've, the very thing
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that I'm angry about
towards these other people,
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I myself have done the same thing.
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And I just said, Lord,
forgive me. I repent.
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Please forgive me.
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And as I began to repent, I just,
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it literally lifted this
weight lifted off of me.
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It was like seething anger towards our circumstances.
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And it just, I was delivered
of that the moment I repented
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and, and, and from the heart,
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not just saying it like the mental ascent,
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but the minute from the heart, you know,
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I said it from the heart.
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This thing lifted off of me.
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Denise, next thing I
know, I was praising God
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and I was worshiping
and I was celebrating.
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And I came back to Joseph
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and I said, Joseph, first of
all, I'm so sorry I repented
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'cause I'd been frustrated.
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Yeah. - So I repented to him as well.
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And I just said,
everything's gonna be okay.
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And from that moment, things just begin
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to turn in a dramatic, wonderful way.
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Even in our ministry,
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You know, forgiveness
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and recognizing that
we don't have the right
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to throw stones at other people - is so powerful.
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Yes. - And in Matthew 7,
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Jesus talks about that
we're not supposed to judge.
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Yes.
And he gives,
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he gives a whole amazing teaching on it.
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He even says that, I mean,
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there's like a process here in verse chapter 7:
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3: and why do you look at the speck in
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your brother's eye?
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So it's like the 1st thing that happens is like,
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we look, we think, we look, we
think we look, we think, oh,
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I can't even believe that they did this.
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How could they do this to me?
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You know, it all becomes about me
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and how bad that other person is.
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And we're looking and we're thinking,
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and then the Bible says,
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but do not consider the
plank in your own eye.
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Well that's because you don't have time
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to look at the plank in your own eye
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because you're so busy
looking at the speck in
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your brother's eye.
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Or how can you say to your brother, this is vs 4,
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and now we don't just look and think,
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now we're talking.
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Now we're saying now we've,
it's involved our mouth.
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Now we're just talking.
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And we might even be
gossiping about that person.
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I can't bully. Oh, let me tell you.
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Or we disguise it in the,
in the auspice of prayer.
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Oh, well, you know, I just
want to tell you that so
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and so did me this way.
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I think we should pray for them.
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Well, that's called gossiping,
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and that's called looking at the speck in your brother's eye
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and not recognizing the plank that's in your own eye.
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So Jesus has a lot to say about judgment.
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And so Heather, what i I wanna say is
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that when I have found myself
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judging or critical of somebody else,
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one of my brothers, one of my sisters, that God loves
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so much
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and that he shed as much blood
for them as he shed for me.
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That's right. And then I see what Jesus did on the cross
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to take away my sin and
my guilt and my shame.
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And he paid this huge prize
for me to go to heaven.
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And it's like, it's like
those religious Pharisees
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that had stones in their hands ready to stone
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the woman caught in adultery.
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And Jesus said, who among you is without sin,
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throw the first stone.
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And so for me, when I
see what he did for me,
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then I'm like,
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Lord, I dropped these stones.
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How can I judge somebody
else when you've done
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so much for me?
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And Heather, that is such a powerful place.
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That's what you're talking about.
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Yes. And just even
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after that place from the heart, asking the Lord for help,
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sometimes you ask the Lord
for help with forgiveness,
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and you're not completely,
fully persuaded in your heart
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yet, but the Lord will honor
you just with the, you know,
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just even like how it was
with, in the situation
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of unbelief, Lord, I believe,
but help me in my unbelief.
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You can say, Lord, I forgive.
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I want to forgive from the heart.
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He'll have compassion on you. Yes, yes.
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But help me with
forgiveness. That's right.
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And just saying it outta
your mouth. That's right.
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Because it's a beginning of turning.
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That's right.
When you say, Lord,
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Yes, - You know that that
person did me wrong, you know
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that I'm struggling, you
know that I'm hurting.
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That's right.
But by your word.
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Yes.
I see that I need to forgive
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Lord, I don't feel like
forgiving right now,
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but I'm saying with my
mouth to you, help me.
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Yes.
Forgive.
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And when we recognize
that his word is true,
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and what we are doing is not, is not the it,
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it's not the life of God
that's coming out of us.
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It's that it's that carnal nature.
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Yes.
That brings death.
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That's right.
And we turn from that,
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even if it's just a little turn.
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But you turn and you say, Lord, okay, help me forgive.
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And you say, by faith I forgive
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this person.
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Yes. - You at that moment
are starting to open the door
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to the presence of heaven in your life.
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And Heather, I see that
that's what happened with you.
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Absolutely. 'cause I was still, from all the medications,
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I was still very, you know,
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having struggling at different times.
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But I can tell you,
Denise, from that point of,
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from the heart of forgiveness, I had a
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significant shift in my
body of feeling even better
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and even more healed
and becoming more whole.
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And it was just, even from
that point of forgiveness,
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I woke up the next morning
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and I was like, I feel this big weight had lifted off,
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not only mentally, but in my
heart, but even physically.
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Mm.
Even physically,
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He did not create us to carry
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That's
Right.
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Unforgiveness and bitterness
and resentment. That's right.
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Your very body was not created for that.
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That's right. - Our bodies were actually created
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to experience love
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from Him because he is the one who made us.
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And when we get in unforgiveness or criticism
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or bitterness,
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it opens the door to sickness and disease.
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And scientists even say that to, to today.
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That's right - they have discovered,
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and the bible said it all along, it said
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that bitterness dries up the bones Wow.
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In Proverbs. And
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so our choices to forgive
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and release other people.
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Oh friend. It's so powerful.
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I'll give you my short testimony
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because we're almost out of time,
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but I was really suffering many years ago
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and I didn't even know I was in unforgiveness.
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I just thought that person needed to change.
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My hands were painfully cold all the time.
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My feet were painfully cold all the time.
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I was having panic attacks.
I mean, this is awful.
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The fear that's over my soul is awful.
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And you know what it was that set me free -
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forgiveness: just like you said, Heather in one,
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I was able to see my situation from another perspective
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and I forgave that person.
I went to bed that night.
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Yes. And I completely, just like you said,
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I completely woke up in a different world
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and I was completely free.
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Your body was not made for that.
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Your body was made to give understanding
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and love and mercy to that
person that wounded you.
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Oh. I want you to stay with us
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because we are gonna pray for you.
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And I know that the Holy Spirit's working right now
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because you see, he is alive in you.
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He's working in you.
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It we're, it says in the Bible
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that we work out our salvation
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and the Holy Spirit right now is working
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and your very being to set you free
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from any unforgiveness
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or bitterness that has caused - letting that in
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cause disease in your body.
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So you stay with us and
we're gonna pray for you.
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Are you tired of getting
stopped by the negative voices
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and opinions that seem to
paralyze you along the way?
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Fear, offense,
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and negative opinions can have a stifling
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effect on your life.
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It's time for you to
push them out of the way
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and become Unstoppable.
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In Denise Renner's new 5-part series, Unstoppable,
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she opens up and shares
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how she overcame profound
negativity in her own mind
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so she could do what God wanted her to do with her life.
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As only Denise can do,
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she talks about the lies
the devil spoke to her mind
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and emotions and what she
had to do to uproot silence
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and become absolutely
free from those lives.
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In this empowering series, Denise reveals: How
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to identify the mental lies that are trying
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to emotionally control you -
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that have dominated you too long - How to embrace freedom
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Father, I thank you that
your presence is right there
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with my friend - Lord, no matter what happened to them:
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the abuse, the neglect, the shame,
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the betrayal. Lord, you became all of
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that on the cross.
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You paid the horrible
price for us to be free.
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And Lord, we thank you
that by those wounds
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that you took all of that
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and it has no right to stay
in our body or in our mind,
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or in our soul.
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And right now, father, by an act
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of our will right now.
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Dear friend, just say it with your mouth.
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I forgive,
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I release,
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I let go this person.
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Maybe you need to say, God, help me.
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Help me Lord, I'm convicted in my heart
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of the truth right now
that I need to forgive
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and by my will right now, Lord, I agree
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that your word says this
and I'm asking you, help me.
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Forgiveness I know is flowing out of some
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of your hearts that are listening to me.
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Oh, please let me know what
God is doing in your life.
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We love you, Heather.
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Thank you so much for being
with me on this program.
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Denise, thank you for having me.
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I'm having such a wonderful time.
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It's my joy in the joy. It's my joy.
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And I'll see you next time.
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If you've never received
Jesus as your Savior
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and Lord, now is the time for
you to experience a new life
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Jesus has to give you.
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Pray this prayer with me right now: Lord,
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I repent of my sin and receive you as my Savior
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and Lord. Wash away my sin and make me completely new.
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I thank you that my sin is removed
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and Satan no longer has any
right to lay claim on me.
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I faithfully promise that
I will serve you as my Lord
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for the rest of my life.
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Amen.