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LEIF HETLAND: JESUS HIMSELF IN
THE FIRST STORM,

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HE IS ASLEEP.


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HE IS RESTING.


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AND JESUS COULD SPEAK TO
THE STORM THAT WAS AROUND HIM

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BECAUSE HE DIDN'T HAVE
A STORM ON THE INSIDE.

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THE WAY YOU
HANDLE DISAPPOINTMENTS

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IS CONNECTED TO
HOW YOU CAN BE ENTRUSTED

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WITH THE
DIVINE APPOINTMENTS.

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REBECCA LAMB WEISS: YOU GET HURT
AND YOU WANT TO REACT BACK.

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YOU WANT TO STAB BACK.
AN EYE FOR AN EYE.

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BUT JESUS SAYS,
NOT AN EYE FOR AN EYE.

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TURN THE OTHER CHEEK. AND
SO HE'S STARTING TO LAY OUT

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THE WAY OF
THE KINGDOM.

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LEIF: REST BECOMES THE
WEAPON OF WARFARE.

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SO I KNOW THAT I'M NO
LONGER IN THE RESTING PLACE

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AND FEEL I
NEED TO DO SOMETHING.

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RESTLESSNESS IS ONE OF
THE BIGGEST SIGNS.

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BUT HOW CAN YOU
HURT A DEAD PERSON?

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HOW CAN YOU HUMILIATE
SOMEBODY THAT IS HUMBLE?

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IT JUST MEANS


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THERE'S STILL
SOME WORK WORK TO DO.



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REBECCA: WELL, I'M SO
GLAD YOU'RE BACK.

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LEIF: IT IS GOOD TO BE BACK.


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REBECCA: HEY, I HAVE TO
TELL YOU THAT EPISODE

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THAT YOU AND I FILMED,


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WHICH I'LL
LINK IT DOWN BELOW,

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IS THAT EPISODE TOTALLY
IMPACTED ME AND CHANGED MY LIFE.

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SO I WANT TO SAY
THANK YOU.

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I GOT YOUR BOOK.


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I READ MOST OF IT.


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I'M REALLY BAD ABOUT
FINISHING BOOKS.

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I'M JUST LIKE COMPLETELY HONEST,
BUT IT REALLY TOUCHED ME.

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AND I REMEMBER
I WAS PREGNANT WITH MY DAUGHTER.

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SHE'S NOW SIX MONTHS OLD AND
I JUST HAVING THE UNDERSTANDING

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OF THE FATHER
TOTALLY SHIFTED MY LIFE.

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AND ONE OF THE BIGGEST TAKEAWAYS
FROM THAT WHOLE THING FOR ME

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WAS THAT THE MOMENT


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I BEGAN TO UNDERSTAND
GOD AS A GOOD FATHER,

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I BEGAN TO BE ABLE TO HAVE
FAITH AND BELIEVE AND TRUST

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THAT HE WOULD TAKE CARE OF ME
AND HANDLE THINGS IN MY LIFE,

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AND I WAS ABLE TO
UNBURDEN BURDENS

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I HAD PLACED ON MYSELF AND
PUT THEM INTO HIS HANDS.

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AND SO I REALLY FEEL LIKE
MORE PEOPLE NEED TO HEAR,

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OH, MORE PEOPLE NEED TO HEAR
THIS MESSAGE NOW MORE THAN EVER.

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I HAVE JUST, I THINK A LOT
OF CHRISTIANS ARE HURT

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AND THEY ARE DOING MORE
HURTING OUT OF THAT PLACE.

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AND WE NEED TO GET HEALED
BY THE FATHER'S LOVE

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AND START LOVING PEOPLE MORE
INSTEAD OF WOUNDING ONE ANOTHER.

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LEIF HETLAND:
AND THAT'S BEAUTIFUL,

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BUT THANK YOU
FOR SHARING THAT.

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AND I ALSO
TOTALLY AGREE WITH YOU

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THAT AS I TRAVEL
AROUND THE WORLD

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AND TRAVEL TO DIFFERENT
PLACES, THAT IT'S SO EASY

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FOR US TO OPERATE FROM THE TREE
OF KNOWLEDGE OF GOOD AND EVIL

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WHERE YOU CHOOSE WHO IS
GOOD AND WHO IS EVIL

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INSTEAD OF OPERATING
FROM THE TREE OF LIFE,

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WHERE HIS LIFE COMES FROM.
AND I ACTUALLY JUST MET

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WITH A COUPLE OF
PEOPLE EARLIER TODAY

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WHERE I SAID, YOU ONLY HAVE
AUTHORITY OVER WHAT YOU LOVE

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AND WHERE YOU LOVE. SO WHEN
YOU'RE COMING FROM A PLACE

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OF HURT, HURT PEOPLE
HURTS PEOPLE.

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AND THERE'S
A LOT OF PEOPLE

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HURTING OUT THERE,
AND THEY DON'T REALIZE

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THEY'RE HURTING
THE PEOPLE AROUND THEM

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WHEN THEY'RE HURTING, BUT HEALED
PEOPLE BRINGS HEALING TO PEOPLE.

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SO UNTIL
THE FATHER STARTS TO HEAL

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THE DEEPEST BROKEN
AREAS IN OUR LIFE,

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WE ARE NOT GOING TO BE
ABLE TO RELEASE HEALING

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TO THE PEOPLE THAT
ARE AROUND US.

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REBECCA: AND THE ONLY WAY YOU
CAN TRULY ENDURE

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THROUGH TRIALS AND TRIBULATIONS
IS TO HAVE THAT RELATIONSHIP

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WITH HIM BECAUSE WITHOUT
THAT RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM,

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I COULDN'T
MAKE IT THROUGH.

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LEIF: NOW, AND IT IS SO
IMPORTANT BECAUSE IT'S A WAR

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AGAINST IDENTITY.


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THAT'S WHAT IT IS. AND I
THINK IT DOESN'T MATTER

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WHAT SHIP YOU HAVE, IF
THAT'S A BIGGER PARTNERSHIP

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OR LEADERSHIP OR FRIENDSHIP
OR WHATEVER SHIPS

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THAT ALL OF THOSE SHIPS
IN THE STORMS OF LIFE

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ARE BEING AFFECTED, AND IT SEEMS
LIKE THERE'S WATER IN THE BOAT.

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THERE'S WIND.
SO IT WAS A PHYSICAL STORM,

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THERE'S EMOTIONAL STORMS,
THERE'S SPIRITUAL STORMS

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WHERE YOU AND
JESUS ARE IN THE MIDDLE OF IT.

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DON'T YOU CARE WHEN THE STORM
HITS. SO THE ENEMY IS

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TRYING TO GOING
AFTER OUR IDENTITY,

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AND IF HE CAN
STEAL OUR IDENTITY,

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WE DON'T HAVE ANY AUTHORITY, AND
WE CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT,

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SO THEN WE WOULD BE LIKE
THE DISCIPLES.

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SO WHEN JESUS SAYS, HEY,
LET'S GO TO THE OTHER SIDE.

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AND WE HAVE A LOT OF BELIEVERS
THAT HAVE A WORD FROM HIM.

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YOU'RE GOING TO
GO TO THE OTHER SIDE

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OR HERE'S WHAT GOD IS GOING
TO DO. AND THEN THEY END UP

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IN THE MIDDLE
OF A STORM.

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IT SEEMS LIKE THESE
PARADOXES, AND SOME PEOPLE

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HAVE A THEOLOGY


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THAT THEY DON'T EVEN WANT TO
TALK ABOUT THE STORM.

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THEY JUST WANT TO TALK
ABOUT THE GOODNESS AND KINDNESS

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AND WHAT IT LOOKS
LIKE ON THE OTHER SIDE.

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AND YOU KIND OF IGNORE IT,
IT DOESN'T

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MAKE A WHOLE LOT
OF DIFFERENCE.

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THEY'RE STILL ALSO DROWNING IN
THE MIDDLE OF THE SAME STORMS.

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SO YOU HAVE CULTURAL
STORMS GOING ON

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AND WE'VE HAD
POLITICAL STORMS,

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AND IT'S JUST BEEN
A LOT OF CHAOS THAT'S GOING ON.

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SO WE JUST HAVE TO BEING
AWARE OF THOSE STORMS,

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BUT JESUS HIMSELF IN
THE FIRST STORM,

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HE IS ASLEEP.


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HE IS RESTING.


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HOW COULD JESUS
BE AT REST

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WHEN THE DISCIPLES ARE FEARFUL
WE ARE ABOUT TO DROWN?

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AND AGAIN,


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HE KNEW WHO HIS FATHER WAS,
HE WAS RESTING

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BECAUSE WHERE
HIS FATHER IS,

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THERE IS TOTALLY PEACE.
SO IT'S TOTALLY POSSIBLE

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TO BE IN THE MIDDLE OF A
STORM WHERE THERE'S PHYSICAL,

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EMOTIONAL, AND
EVEN A SPIRITUAL STORM.

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AND TO BE AT REST,


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AND WHEN YOU ARE AT REST, REST
BECOMES YOUR WEAPON OF WARFARE,

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AND IT IS AT REST


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YOU'RE WEARING THE ENEMY OUT.
AND WHEN PEOPLE --

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SO THE BIGGEST WAR
FOR THE ENEMY

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IS IF HE CAN
GET US TO BE RESTLESS,

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THEN WE FEEL
WE NEED TO DO,

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THEN WE RESPOND, THEN WE
ATTACK, THEN WE PUTTING UP

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OUR WALLS AND
PUTTING OUR FIG LEAVES.

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AND YOU HURT ME, SO
I'M GOING TO HURT YOU,

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OR BEFORE YOU HURT ME,
AND WE'RE GETTING INTO

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ALL OF THESE DIFFERENT WRONG
BATTLES INSTEAD OF DEALING WITH

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THE ROOT ISSUE
THAT IS TAKING PLACE.

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I AM AFRAID.


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THAT'S WHAT WAS HAPPENING
WITH THESE DISCIPLES.

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THEY WERE FEELING LIKE
THEY WERE DROWNING.

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AND THEN FINALLY,
THEY WAKE JESUS UP.

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DON'T YOU CARE?


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DON'T YOU SEE
WE'RE DROWNING?

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THIS IS WHAT'S HAPPENING
TO US AND OUR FAMILIES.

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AND YOU CAN JUST MAKE A LIST
OF WHATEVER IS GOING ON.

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BUT JESUS SAYS,


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WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID?


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AND WE THINK IT
OFTEN AS A REBUKE,

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BUT NOT ONLY
WHY ARE YOU AFRAID?

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AND OF COURSE, FOR THEM,


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DON'T YOU SEE, JESUS, DON'T
YOU KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON HERE?

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AND AGAIN,
BECAUSE WHERE HIS FATHER IS

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THERE WAS PEACE, AND
JESUS COULD SPEAK TO THE STORM

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THAT WAS AROUND HIM
BECAUSE HE DIDN'T HAVE

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A STORM
ON THE INSIDE.

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SO I THINK THAT WHEN
THE STORM HITS US,

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IT'S IMPORTANT FOR US TO BE
AWARE AND HAVE A SELF-AWARENESS

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OF WHAT'S ACTUALLY
HAPPENING ON THE INSIDE

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SO WHEN PEOPLE
ATTACK ME, DO I BECOME BITTER

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OR BETTER? WHEN
PEOPLE ARE FALSELY ACCUSED ME,

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SO I OFTEN SAID THE WAY THAT
YOU HANDLE LOSS IS CONNECTED

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HOW YOU CAN BE
ENTRUSTED WITH GAIN.

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THE WAY YOU HANDLE
DISAPPOINTMENTS IS CONNECTED

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HOW YOU CAN BE ENTRUSTED
WITH THE DIVINE APPOINTMENTS.

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SO IF I DIDN'T HAVE
A JUDAS IN MY LIFE,

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I WOULDN'T HAVE A JOHN
THAT'S LEANING INTO MY CHEST.

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SO THE PARADOX IS SO WHEN
I'VE BEEN BETRAYED

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AND SOME OF THE THINGS THAT IS
TAKING PLACE IN MY LIFE

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IS THE VERY THING THAT HAS
INVITED ME IN TO BE ABLE

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TO HAVE CERTAIN UPGRADES


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I COULDN'T GET IF IT
WAS NOT FOR THE STORM.

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THAT'S WHY YOU CAN
CONSIDER TRIALS.

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WHEN YOU CAN CONSIDER JOY WHEN
THESE TRIALS COME AGAINST YOU,

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BECAUSE IT HAS AN OPPORTUNITY
TO LEAD TO AN UPGRADE.

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REBECCA: YEAH, IF YOU ALLOW GOD
TO DO THE PROCESS WITHIN YOU

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AND YOU DON'T RESIST HIM,
AND I THINK THE OTHER THING

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THAT WAS
COMING TO ME

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AS YOU WERE SPEAKING WAS
THERE WAS TWO THINGS,

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ONE, HOW THE ENEMY WANTS TO
GET US TO REACT,

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AND HE HITS THIS WORD HURTS, AND
HE USES PEOPLE TO --

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PEOPLE ARE HIS FAVORITE.


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WHAT'S THE WORD? HIS FAVORITE
THING TO USE TO HURT US.

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AND IF WE GIVE IN. AND IT'S
REALLY THE FLESH, RIGHT.

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YOU GET HURT AND YOU
WANT TO REACT BACK.

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YOU WANT TO STAB BACK.


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YOU KNOW, AN
EYE FOR AN EYE.

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BUT JESUS SAYS, NOT AN EYE FOR
AN EYE, TURN THE OTHER CHEEK.

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AND SO HE'S STARTING TO LAY OUT
THE WAY OF THE KINGDOM.

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AND WE
AS CHRISTIANS,

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IT SAYS WE HAVE TO WALK
WORTHY OF OUR CALLING.

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AND SO THERE'S A HIGHER LEVEL
THAT HE'S CALLING US TO;

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THE WAY OF HEAVEN,
THE WAY OF THE KINGDOM.

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IT'S NOT DOWN HERE AND GETTING
VENGEANCE AND FIGHTING BACK

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AND DOING
THESE THINGS.

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BUT MOST PEOPLE,


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I DON'T THINK,


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KNOW THE WAY OF THE KINGDOM AND
HOW TO WALK LIKE JESUS WALKED.

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AND I THINK THERE'S A LOT OF
CONFUSION IN THE WORLD

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ABOUT WHAT IT MEANS TO
LIVE LIKE JESUS.

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YOU KNOW, PEOPLE
SAY ALL THE TIME,

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WELL, THIS IS
WHAT JESUS WOULD WANT

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OR THIS IS WHAT JESUS
WOULD WANT ME TO DO.

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BUT THEY'RE SAYING,


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THIS IS WHAT
JESUS WOULD DO,

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BUT THAT'S NOT ACTUALLY
NOT WHAT JESUS WOULD DO.

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AND THEY GET IT TWISTED.


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LEIF: THERE'S ALSO SO MUCH
CONNECTED TO WHO JESUS IS TO YOU

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IS WHO JESUS WOULD BE
THROUGH YOU.

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SO EVEN THOUGH I KNOW
A LOT OF THE PROPHETS

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IN THE PREVIOUS SEASON


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WHERE THEY ARE LIONS
WITHOUT LAMB'S HEART.

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SO YOU ROAR AND
PEOPLE SCATTER INSTEAD OF GATHER

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BECAUSE IT DOESN'T
COME FROM THE LAMB.

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SO JESUS IS THE LAMB OF GOD,
BUT HE'S ALSO

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THE LION OF THE TRIBE OF JUDAH.
SO IT'S A LAMB AND A LION.

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BUT YOU FIRST HAVE TO
DEVELOP THE IDENTITY OF THE LAMB

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TO GET THE AUTHORITY AS A LION
BECAUSE THE IDENTITY.

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SO LIKE I TELL PEOPLE,


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I DO A LOT IN THE MUSLIM WORLD,
AND I SAID THEY'VE NEVER BEEN

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AFRAID OF MY LION, BUT THEY
JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO

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ABOUT THE LAMB.


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REBECCA: BECAUSE THEY'RE
NOT USED TO THAT.

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LEIF: BUT WHY WOULD JESUS SEND
US A LAMB AMONG WOLVES?

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THEY'RE GOING TO EAT US UP.
IT DIDN'T SAY, SEND US AS LION

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AMONG WOLVES OR AS SHEEP.


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SO WHAT IS IT THAT
THE LAMB'S NATURE OF JESUS

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AND THE POWER
OF THE LAMB?

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SO WHEN EVERYBODY, WE'RE
LOOKING FOR A PALM SUNDAY JESUS

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THAT WOULD
VOTE IN A CERTAIN WAY,

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TAKE OVER
CERTAIN CULTURES.

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AND IF WE DO THAT, THEN
IT'S GOING TO BE PEACE.

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THAT'S WHAT WE
WANT, PALM SUNDAY JESUS.

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BUT HE CHANGED, AND
INSTEAD THEY GOT THE LAMB.

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THEY WANTED A LION. AND
JOHN IS AN EXAMPLE THAT.

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I LOVE THIS. A COUPLE OF
STORIES IN THE BIBLE

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I JUST LOVE HERE THAT
HAS MINISTERED TO ME.

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JOHN, HE WAS
A SON OF THUNDER

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AND EVEN LEARNING
THE LESSON FROM ELIJAH.

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LET'S GET FIRE FROM
HEAVEN TO STOP THOSE.

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DON'T REALIZE THAT
ELIJAH WAS A PROPHET

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WITH SOME ANGER ISSUES.
AND BUT ANYWAY, SO BUT JOHN

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ALSO HAD SOME OF THAT SPIRIT.
THE SAMARITANS WOULD TAKE HIM,

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AND THAT'S KIND OF A, LET'S
HERE'S THESE ENEMY AGAINST US

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CHRISTIAN, WE NEED TO
GET FIRE FROM HEAVEN.

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AND LET'S JUDGE THEM
AND NOT REALIZE THAT

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WE ARE THE ONE


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THAT'S CREATING
THE JUDGEMENT.

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SO IT'S, BUT THEN JOHN STARTED
TO SPEND TIME WITH JESUS.

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HE STARTED TO MEET THE LAMB
BECAUSE JESUS WAS A LION

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IN HEAVEN
THAT BECAME A LAMB

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SO WE COULD BECOME LAMBS
THAT BECOMES LIONS.

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SO WHEN WE ROAR, PEOPLE
WILL GATHER AND NOT SCATTER

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BECAUSE IT COMES
FROM THE LAMB'S HEART.

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SO HE GAVE UP A LOT
OF THE LION NATURE

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AND HE CAME DOWN HERE TO LAMB
AND SHOWED US THE WAY

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OF THE LAMB


00:09:58.766 --> 00:10:00.732
BECAUSE HE KNEW THAT IF
WE DON'T CAPTURE THE LAMB,

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WHICH IS THE LOVE,


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IT'S THE LIGHT AND LOVERS.


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THAT'S WHAT BARABBAS,
I KNOW WHAT BARABBAS DESERVED,

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BUT LET ME TAKE HIS PLACE
AND HE CAN BECOME FREE.

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IT IS CERTAINLY COMING IN WHERE
YOU WASHED THE FEET OF THE JUDAS

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THAT'S ABOUT
TO BETRAY YOU.

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AND HE SAYS, AS I
HAVE LOVED YOU,

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YOU LOVE ONE ANOTHER. AND THAT'S
HOW THEY'RE GOING TO BELIEVE.

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SO JOHN STARTS
HIS JOURNEY ON JESUS.

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AND THEN HE STARTS TO REALIZE
HOW MUCH JESUS LOVES HIM,

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BUT THERE'S SOMETHING ELSE
THAT JOHN CAPTURED

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AND NOBODY ELSE YET
HAD CAPTURED.

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JOHN STARTS TO LOVE JOHN


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THE WAY THAT JESUS LOVES JOHN,
AND HE'S BECOMING LOVE.

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THAT'S THE DIFFERENCE FROM
RECEIVING LOVE TO BECOMING LOVE.

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SO JOHN COMES INTO THIS
PLACE THAT SIX TIMES

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IN THE GOSPEL OF JOHN


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JOHN DESCRIBES HIMSELF AS
THE DISCIPLE WHO JESUS LOVED

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BECAUSE JOHN LOVED JOHN THE WAY
THAT JESUS LOVED JOHN.

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HE HAD BECOME A LAMB.
SO IN THE BOOK OF REVELATION,

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THERE'S ABOUT 28 TIMES
THE LAMB IS MENTIONED,

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BUT ONLY ONE
TIME THE LION.

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SO THE FUTURE JESUS


00:10:51.600 --> 00:10:53.699
THAT WE ARE MEETING,
THAT CONQUERED THE ENEMY,

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THE APOSTLESHIP IS BUILT UP
ON THE THRONE ON THE LAMB.

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THE RIVER FLOWS FROM
THE LAMB. ALL OF THAT COMES

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FROM THE LAMB'S NATURE.


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SO THE ENEMY IS AFRAID OF
THE LAMB. HE'S NOT TOO AFRAID

00:11:02.566 --> 00:11:05.032
OF A LOT OF US LIONS
THAT WE HAVE JUSTICE.

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WE'RE GOING TO
COME AGAINST THIS.

00:11:06.133 --> 00:11:07.066
WE'RE GOING TO ROAR.


00:11:07.166 --> 00:11:08.266
WE'RE GOING TO FIGHT BACK.


00:11:08.366 --> 00:11:11.332
HE'S NOT SO AFRAID OF A
LION WITHOUT A LAMB'S HEART.

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SO LEARNING
THE WAY OF THE LAMB,

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I THINK THAT PEOPLE
MISUNDERSTAND JESUS

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IF THEY DO NOT SEE THE MAIN
THING WAS THE MAIN THING,

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AND IT'S ALSO WHAT WE CALL KEY
KNOWLEDGE OR KEY NARCISSIST.

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AND I TRY
TO NOT BE CLEVER,

00:11:22.433 --> 00:11:24.833
BUT I GOT A DOCTORATE DEGREE
SINCE LAST TIME I SAW YOU.

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REBECCA: ARE YOU SERIOUS?


00:11:25.499 --> 00:11:25.999
LEIF: YES, I DID.


00:11:26.099 --> 00:11:26.933
YES.


00:11:27.033 --> 00:11:27.833
REBECCA: THAT'S AWESOME!
CONGRATULATIONS.

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LEIF: SO I GOT A
DEGREE IN THEOLOGY.

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BUT WHAT I'M SAYING


00:11:29.500 --> 00:11:31.466
IS THIS THIS
WHOLE JESUS EMPTIED HIMSELF

00:11:31.566 --> 00:11:32.399
OF ALL OF THAT.


00:11:32.499 --> 00:11:33.466
I HAVE ALL
THESE AUTHORITY.

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I CAN GET ANGELS
FROM HEAVEN.

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I COULD DESTROY,
I COULD...

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BUT I CHOOSE A
DIFFERENT WAY.

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AND THEN HE SHOWS US
AN EXAMPLE FOR US TO FOLLOW

00:11:40.766 --> 00:11:41.666
IN HIS FOOTSTEPS.


00:11:41.766 --> 00:11:42.433
REBECCA: A BETTER WAY, TOO.


00:11:42.533 --> 00:11:43.499
LEIF: A BETTER WAY.


00:11:43.599 --> 00:11:45.366
YEAH,
AND IT IS THE WAY.

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SO THAT'S WHY HE'S
CALLING US TO FOLLOWING HIM.

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SO JESUS IS A LITTLE
BIT DIFFERENT.

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JESUS IS
NOW AN EXAMPLE.

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HERE IS THIS
SAMARITAN WOMAN.

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FIRST, A JEW CANNOT
BE WITH A SAMARITAN.

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SECOND OF ALL, A MAN
DON'T MEET WITH A WOMAN.

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IF YOU ARE A JEW,
GO AROUND SAMARIA.

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JESUS GOES INTO SAMARIA, THEN
THEY GO AND SIT AT THE WELL,

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JESUS.


00:12:05.766 --> 00:12:06.632
IF I WERE THE CHURCH,


00:12:06.732 --> 00:12:07.866
I WOULD SAY THIS WOMAN
HAS SOME ISSUE.

00:12:07.966 --> 00:12:09.500
SHE'S BEEN MARRIED
TO FIVE MEN,

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AND NOW SHE'S LIVING
WITH SOMEBODY ELSE.

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JESUS SEES
SOMETHING DIFFERENT.

00:12:12.866 --> 00:12:15.066
HE SAYS, WOULD YOU GIVE
ME SOMETHING TO DRINK?

00:12:15.166 --> 00:12:17.766
HE ASKED FOR A FAVOR.


00:12:17.866 --> 00:12:18.900
AND SAYS THAT THIS WOMAN


00:12:19.000 --> 00:12:20.733
HAS SOMETHING
THAT HE NEEDS.

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WHAT DOES GOD NEED? I
THIRST FOR WHAT YOU HAVE.

00:12:25.000 --> 00:12:27.599
WOULD YOU
GIVE ME SOME WATER?

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AND SO LOVE LOOKS
A LITTLE BIT DIFFERENTLY.

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SO I THINK THAT THIS IS
ALSO THE MISSING POINT.

00:12:34.400 --> 00:12:38.099
AND THEN EVENTUALLY THAT
LEADS TO A CONVERSATION

00:12:38.199 --> 00:12:41.032
WHERE JESUS ALSO HAVE SOMETHING
TO GIVE HER THAT LEADS HER

00:12:41.132 --> 00:12:43.466
TO BECOME A WORSHIPPER
WORSHIPPING THE FATHER

00:12:43.566 --> 00:12:44.766
IN SPIRIT AND IN TRUTH.


00:12:44.866 --> 00:12:48.366
HE RESTORES HER IDENTITY.
SO I JUST FEEL LIKE THAT

00:12:48.466 --> 00:12:51.799
I HAD TO REREAD THE WHOLE
BIBLE WITH THE LENSES OF LOVE,

00:12:51.899 --> 00:12:54.666
BECAUSE IF I HAVE A
LOVING FATHER AND BEING LOVED

00:12:54.766 --> 00:12:56.699
BY THE SAME FATHER
THAT JESUS WAS LOVED BY

00:12:56.799 --> 00:12:59.632
AND I HAVE THE LENSES OF
LOVE, SCRIPTURES CHANGES

00:12:59.732 --> 00:13:02.266
FROM GENESIS
TO REVELATION.

00:13:02.366 --> 00:13:04.232
I HAD TO REREAD
IT THE LENSES.

00:13:04.332 --> 00:13:05.466
BUT IF YOU HAVE
A VIEW OF HIM,

00:13:05.566 --> 00:13:08.400
HERE IS THE LION AND JUSTICE
AND YOUR FAVORITE SCRIPTURES

00:13:08.500 --> 00:13:11.900
HAS HIM
TURNING THE TEMPLE.

00:13:12.000 --> 00:13:13.832
AND THEN IF YOU HAVE,
THAT'S WHAT YOU'RE LOOKING FOR

00:13:13.932 --> 00:13:16.733
BECAUSE WHO HE IS TO YOU IS
WHO HE WILL BE THROUGH YOU.

00:13:16.833 --> 00:13:19.200
AND IF YOU
HAVE A WRONG IMAGE OF HIM,

00:13:19.300 --> 00:13:20.699
YOU GET A WRONG IMAGE
OF YOURSELF.

00:13:20.799 --> 00:13:21.966
REBECA: AND THE
WRONG IMAGE OF OTHERS.

00:13:22.066 --> 00:13:23.900
LEIF: YES, IT'S
HOW I SEE HIM

00:13:24.000 --> 00:13:25.499
IS HOW I SEE MYSELF.


00:13:25.599 --> 00:13:26.600
SO I REALLY DON'T
SEE THE WORLD THE WAY IT IS.

00:13:26.700 --> 00:13:28.099
I SEE THE WORLD
THE WAY I AM,

00:13:28.199 --> 00:13:31.232
BUT I CANNOT SEE WHO I AM
UNTIL I'VE SEEN ME

00:13:31.332 --> 00:13:33.200
THE WAY THAT HE SEES ME.
AND THAT'S CALLED THE TRUTH,

00:13:33.300 --> 00:13:35.333
AND ONLY
THAT TRUTH SETS ME FREE.

00:13:35.433 --> 00:13:37.733
SO JOHN, WHEN HE GOT THAT
REVELATION, I'M THE ONE

00:13:37.833 --> 00:13:39.833
THAT HE LOVES, THAT
WAS NO ARROGANCE,

00:13:39.933 --> 00:13:43.532
AND IT IS AS INSPIRED AS JOHN
3:16. NOW IT WAS A REVELATION.

00:13:43.632 --> 00:13:45.566
AND THAT'S WHY
HE WAS MEEK.

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HE WAS HUMBLE. WHEN
EVERYBODY'S ASKING QUESTIONS,

00:13:47.399 --> 00:13:49.133
HE PUT HIS HEAD
AGAINST JESUS' CHEST.

00:13:49.233 --> 00:13:53.766
SO PETER IS, WHEN JESUS SAYS,
ONE OF YOU ARE ABOUT TO BETRAY

00:13:53.866 --> 00:13:54.433
ME,
PETER IS LIKE,

00:13:54.533 --> 00:13:55.033
WHO IS IT?


00:13:55.133 --> 00:13:56.433
REBECCA: YEAH.


00:13:56.533 --> 00:13:58.133
PETER WANTS TO HANDLE
IT IN HIS OWN FLESH.

00:13:58.233 --> 00:13:58.800
IN HIS OWN WAY.


00:13:58.900 --> 00:13:59.433
LEIF: AND THIS IS THE WAY


00:13:59.533 --> 00:14:00.133
WE'RE GOING TO DO IT.


00:14:00.233 --> 00:14:01.399
LET'S GET THE SWORD,


00:14:01.499 --> 00:14:03.266
LET'S CHOP OFF AN EAR HERE
AND LET'S SEE WHAT --

00:14:03.366 --> 00:14:06.066
WHILE JOHN JUST GOES UP AND PUT
HIS HEAD AGAINST JESUS' CHEST

00:14:06.166 --> 00:14:07.866
AND HE LEANS
INTO THE BELOVED.

00:14:07.966 --> 00:14:11.532
SO WHEN EVERYBODY IS ASKING
QUESTIONS WITH A CULTURE STORM

00:14:11.632 --> 00:14:13.033
AND
ATTENTION IS GOING ON,

00:14:13.133 --> 00:14:16.266
HE KNOWS HOW TO PUT A HEAD
AGAINST JESUS' CHEST

00:14:16.366 --> 00:14:19.000
AND LEANING IN AND GET A
HEARTBEAT OF JESUS LIKE JOHN,

00:14:19.100 --> 00:14:20.833
AND HE USED ALSO TO
BE A SON OF THUNDER

00:14:20.933 --> 00:14:22.366
UNTIL HE HAD
AN ENCOUNTER WITH LOVE.

00:14:22.466 --> 00:14:26.166
HE HAD A BAPTISM OF LOVE
AND HE HAD A 2.0 VERSION.

00:14:26.266 --> 00:14:28.666
HE LEARNED TO LOVE HIMSELF
THE WAY THAT JESUS LOVED HIM.

00:14:28.766 --> 00:14:30.966
AND LATER ON, ACTUALLY,
PETER ALSO GOT IT.

00:14:31.066 --> 00:14:31.799
REBECCA: HE DID.


00:14:31.899 --> 00:14:34.332
LEIF: HE DID IN
THE END, JOHN 21.

00:14:34.432 --> 00:14:35.966
BUT UNTIL THEN, PETER
WAS UP AND DOWN.

00:14:36.066 --> 00:14:37.199
AND WE ARE GOING TO BE
UP AND DOWN.

00:14:37.299 --> 00:14:38.566
PETER WAS IN ONE MOMENT,


00:14:38.666 --> 00:14:40.466
I WOULD DO THIS FOR YOU.
AND THE NEXT MOMENT --

00:14:40.566 --> 00:14:42.166
LET'S CHOP


00:14:42.266 --> 00:14:43.132
OFF AN EAR.


00:14:43.232 --> 00:14:44.433
AND IT WAS UP AND DOWN
AND UP AND DOWN

00:14:44.533 --> 00:14:47.966
UNTIL HE HAD THIS LAST
LOVE ENCOUNTER WITH JESUS.

00:14:48.066 --> 00:14:49.399
ASKED DO YOU LOVE ME
THREE TIMES,

00:14:49.499 --> 00:14:51.433
HOW MANY TIMES DID HE
BETRAY? THREE TIMES.

00:14:51.533 --> 00:14:52.666
HOW MANY TIMES DID
HE FALL ASLEEP?

00:14:52.766 --> 00:14:53.699
THREE TIMES.


00:14:53.799 --> 00:14:56.833
HOW MANY TIMES DID HE
SAY, DO YOU LOVE ME?

00:14:56.933 --> 00:14:58.233
THREE TIMES. BECAUSE THE LOVE
HAD TO GO INTO

00:14:58.333 --> 00:14:59.966
THOSE DEEPEST ROOT AREAS.


00:15:00.066 --> 00:15:02.533
AN AREA WHERE YOU ARE NOT
COMFORTABLE WITH LOVE,

00:15:02.633 --> 00:15:05.066
YOU'RE NOT COMFORTABLE
WITH GOD, BECAUSE GOD IS LOVE.

00:15:05.166 --> 00:15:06.399
AND WHEN YOU HAVE
LOVE DEFICIENCIES,

00:15:06.499 --> 00:15:08.132
YOU HAVE GOD DEFICIENCY,


00:15:08.232 --> 00:15:10.366
AND YOU START TO OPERATE
FROM A DIFFERENT NATURE.

00:15:10.466 --> 00:15:13.500
REBECCA: HOW DOES SOMEONE GET
THEIR LOVE DEFICIENCY

00:15:13.600 --> 00:15:16.866
TAKEN CARE OF? HOW DO THEY GET
FILLED WITH THE LOVE OF GOD?

00:15:16.966 --> 00:15:19.566
LEIF: I THINK THAT AS A
STARTING POINT IS ALSO

00:15:19.666 --> 00:15:24.300
TO GET SOME SELF-AWARENESS TO
REALIZING THAT HOW YOU SEE HIM.

00:15:24.400 --> 00:15:29.932
AND I THINK IT'S MANY MANY TIMES
AS THIS FATHER WOUNDS FATHER

00:15:30.032 --> 00:15:32.400
DEFICIENCY,
AND THAT BECAUSE

00:15:32.500 --> 00:15:34.933
THAT ALWAYS
AFFECTS YOUR IDENTITY.

00:15:35.033 --> 00:15:36.999
SO WHEN YOUR IDENTITY,
THERE'S THREE THINGS

00:15:37.099 --> 00:15:38.566
WITH THE ORPHAN SPIRIT


00:15:38.666 --> 00:15:41.433
THAT YOU WILL FIND. ONE OF THEM
IS THE ORPHAN HEART,

00:15:41.533 --> 00:15:43.733
AND THE
ORPHAN SPIRIT IS I AM

00:15:43.833 --> 00:15:46.166
WHAT I DO. IF
YOU'RE GOING,

00:15:46.266 --> 00:15:47.599
WELL, I'M THE
SENIOR VICE PRESIDENT.

00:15:47.699 --> 00:15:51.033
I AM THE PRESIDENT.
OR I'M THE VALUE.

00:15:51.133 --> 00:15:52.132
AS YOU START TO
HAVE CONVERSATION,

00:15:52.232 --> 00:15:55.166
YOU SEE CLEARLY WITH THE ORPHAN,
THE VALUE SYSTEM

00:15:55.266 --> 00:15:58.733
IS WHAT I DO, BECAUSE IF THEY
DO, THEY HAVE, THEY BECOME,

00:15:58.833 --> 00:16:00.999
AND THEY GET SUCCESS BASED UPON
HOW WELL THEY DO OR DON'T DO.

00:16:01.099 --> 00:16:02.333
IF YOU
STRIP THAT AWAY,

00:16:02.433 --> 00:16:04.966
THEY DON'T KNOW WHO THEY ARE
BECAUSE THEIR VALUE SYSTEM

00:16:05.066 --> 00:16:09.133
IN DOING. SECOND OF ALL,
I AM WHAT I HAVE.

00:16:09.233 --> 00:16:11.066
BUT IF YOU TAKE AWAY WHAT
THEY HAVE, THEIR TITLE,

00:16:11.166 --> 00:16:13.632
OR THIS AND THAT, THEY DON'T
KNOW WHO THEY ARE ANY LONGER.

00:16:13.732 --> 00:16:15.966
OR THE THIRD ONE IS,
I AM WHAT PEOPLE SAY ABOUT ME

00:16:16.066 --> 00:16:19.066
OR WHAT THEY DON'T SAY
ABOUT ME FROM THE CRITICS, TOO.

00:16:19.166 --> 00:16:20.666
AND SO THEIR
VALUE SYSTEM,

00:16:20.766 --> 00:16:23.666
SO IF YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT
THE FATHER SAYS ABOUT YOU

00:16:23.766 --> 00:16:26.299
AND ALL OF THOSE THREE IS
CONNECTED TO THE ORPHAN SPIRIT,

00:16:26.399 --> 00:16:29.099
AND THE TEST WHY
JESUS IS SO BEAUTIFULLY

00:16:29.199 --> 00:16:32.266
IN MATTHEW 3:17 WHERE HE
HEARD FROM THE FATHER

00:16:32.366 --> 00:16:35.066
THAT
THIS IS MY BELOVED SON

00:16:35.166 --> 00:16:39.999
WHOM I LOVE
AND WHOM I AM WELL PLEASED.

00:16:40.099 --> 00:16:42.666
BEFORE HE DID ANYTHING,
BEFORE HE HEALED ANY SICK,

00:16:42.766 --> 00:16:44.233
BEFORE HE
PREACHED ANY SERMON.

00:16:44.333 --> 00:16:46.699
SO WHEN THE ENEMY COMES IN,
IF YOU ARE A SON, DO SOMETHING.

00:16:46.799 --> 00:16:47.866
HE DIDN'T HAVE
TO DO ANYTHING.

00:16:47.966 --> 00:16:49.999
HE DIDN'T HAVE TO PROVE
ANYTHING. HE ALREADY.

00:16:50.099 --> 00:16:51.766
IF THEY ACCUSE HIM
OF CERTAIN THINGS,

00:16:51.866 --> 00:16:55.233
HE DIDN'T HAVE TO DEFEND HIMSELF
WHY? BECAUSE HE ALREADY HAD

00:16:55.333 --> 00:16:57.600
AN A-PLUS ON THE
REPORT CARD FROM HIS FATHER.

00:16:57.700 --> 00:16:59.766
SO HE DIDN'T HAVE ANY
FATHER DEFICIENCY.

00:16:59.866 --> 00:17:02.132
THAT MEANS HE DIDN'T HAVE ANY
LOVE DEFICIENCY.

00:17:02.232 --> 00:17:05.533
AND IT WAS NOT WHAT PEOPLE WERE
SAYING OR NOT SAYING

00:17:05.633 --> 00:17:08.666
BECAUSE I AM AND I'M HIS
AND I'M HIS BELOVED.

00:17:08.766 --> 00:17:11.066
I'M HIS BELOVED SON OR YOU
ARE HIS BELOVED DAUGHTER.

00:17:11.166 --> 00:17:14.833
HE LOVES YOU AND HE IS
WELL PLEASED WITH YOU.

00:17:14.933 --> 00:17:17.300
AND THAT'S
A ROOT HERE.

00:17:17.400 --> 00:17:21.799
SO UNTIL PEOPLE THEN GET THEIR
IDENTITY OF BEING A BELOVED

00:17:21.899 --> 00:17:24.299
AND BEING A BELOVED
SON OR DAUGHTER, YOU CAN BE

00:17:24.399 --> 00:17:28.300
AN APOSTLE OR LEADER OR A
PASTOR OR CEO OR CAMERA PERSON

00:17:28.400 --> 00:17:31.399
OR WHATEVER, THERE'S NOTHING
WRONG WITH THESE OTHER TITLES,

00:17:31.499 --> 00:17:32.933
BUT THAT'S NOT WHAT YOU
GET YOUR VALUE FROM.

00:17:33.033 --> 00:17:34.999
YOU DON'T GET YOUR IDENTITY
FROM THAT. AND THEN IF YOU

00:17:35.099 --> 00:17:39.900
ATTACK THOSE THINGS, YOU
CRUMBLE. AND THEN THERE'S

00:17:40.000 --> 00:17:42.566
PAIN IN YOUR LIFE, AND
THAT PAIN THEN STARTS TO RESPOND

00:17:42.666 --> 00:17:46.899
BECAUSE THERE'S AREAS IN YOUR
LIFE THAT IS UNHEALED,

00:17:46.999 --> 00:17:48.900
AND WHEN YOU GOT SQUEEZED AND
THE PRESSURE THAT COMES IN

00:17:49.000 --> 00:17:50.066
JUST REVEALED


00:17:50.166 --> 00:17:51.833
WHAT WAS INSIDE THAT
STARTED TO BE REVEALED COME OUT.

00:17:51.933 --> 00:17:53.333
SO IF I COME OVER AND I
SQUEEZED YOU, IF YOU'RE JUST

00:17:53.433 --> 00:17:54.766
FULL OF
LOVE, JOY, PEACE,

00:17:54.866 --> 00:17:56.266
THAT'S WHAT'S GOING
TO COME OUT OF YOU.

00:17:56.366 --> 00:17:59.233
BUT IF THERE'S STILL
ANGER OR HURT OR REVENGE

00:17:59.333 --> 00:18:00.966
OR ALL OF THOSE
THINGS COMES,

00:18:01.066 --> 00:18:02.966
BUT THE INVITATION IS THEN
TO PUT PRESSURE ON

00:18:03.066 --> 00:18:06.000
TO GET RID
OF THOSE THINGS.

00:18:06.100 --> 00:18:07.766
THAT'S BELOVED SONS
AND DAUGHTERS WHEN I KNOW

00:18:07.866 --> 00:18:09.033
THERE'S STILL
FEAR IN MY LIFE,

00:18:09.133 --> 00:18:10.466
COULD YOU SQUEEZE ME
A LITTLE BIT HARDER,

00:18:10.566 --> 00:18:11.899
BECAUSE I DON'T WANT
IT ANY LONGER.

00:18:11.999 --> 00:18:14.499
REBECCA: WHEN THAT FEAR,
THAT ANGER, COMES OUT,

00:18:14.599 --> 00:18:16.166
YOU CAN TAKE TIME TO
BE WITH THE LORD AND SAY, OKAY,

00:18:16.266 --> 00:18:17.999
LET'S DEAL WITH THIS.


00:18:18.099 --> 00:18:19.633
HEAL THIS PART OF ME.


00:18:19.733 --> 00:18:20.933
FILL ME WITH YOUR LOVE.


00:18:21.033 --> 00:18:22.599
YOU KNOW, YOU DON'T HAVE
TO BE ASHAMED ABOUT IT.

00:18:22.699 --> 00:18:24.566
YOU DON'T HAVE TO RUN AWAY FROM
IT, AND YOU REALLY WON'T KNOW

00:18:24.666 --> 00:18:26.500
WHAT'S INSIDE OF YOU
UNTIL YOU GET SQUEEZED.

00:18:26.600 --> 00:18:27.466
LEIF: THAT'S RIGHT.


00:18:27.566 --> 00:18:29.599
REBECCA: THIS IS ANOTHER
ASPECT OF STORMS.

00:18:29.699 --> 00:18:31.566
AND ANOTHER THING THAT YOU'RE
HITTING ON THAT'S SO IMPORTANT

00:18:31.666 --> 00:18:34.132
IS THE
TOPIC OF SONSHIP

00:18:34.232 --> 00:18:37.033
AND KNOWING WHO YOU ARE.
AND ONE OF THE THINGS

00:18:37.133 --> 00:18:42.466
THAT I THINK ABOUT IS US.
WHEN WE LOOK AT JESUS' LIFE,

00:18:42.566 --> 00:18:46.833
THE RELATIONSHIP WITH THE FATHER
IS SOMETHING THAT IS SO SPECIAL

00:18:46.933 --> 00:18:49.399
THAT'S RECORDED IN THE GOSPELS
IS WE KIND OF GET TO,

00:18:49.499 --> 00:18:51.499
AND THEN IN JOHN 17,
HE PULLS BACK THE VEIL

00:18:51.599 --> 00:18:53.366
AND YOU CAN KIND OF SEE
THIS INTIMATE CONVERSATION

00:18:53.466 --> 00:18:55.033
HE'S HAVING
WITH HIS FATHER

00:18:55.133 --> 00:18:59.832
AND WE WHAT HIS DESIRE IS FOR US
IS TO BE SONS AND DAUGHTERS

00:18:59.932 --> 00:19:03.733
OF GOD, OF HIS FATHER.
AND A BIG THING

00:19:03.833 --> 00:19:07.132
THAT CHRISTIANS ARE STRUGGLING
WITH IS THEIR SOURCE,

00:19:07.232 --> 00:19:10.266
AND THERE'S A LOT OF CHRISTIANS
THAT MAKE THEMSELVES

00:19:10.366 --> 00:19:13.533
THEIR OWN SOURCE,
AND THEY THE MOMENT

00:19:13.633 --> 00:19:15.500
YOU MAKE YOURSELF
YOUR OWN SOURCE,

00:19:15.600 --> 00:19:17.099
YOU CAN BE PRIDEFUL.


00:19:17.199 --> 00:19:18.933
YOU'LL TRAIN
OTHER PEOPLE

00:19:19.033 --> 00:19:21.132
BECAUSE YOU DON'T HAVE GOD
AS YOUR SOURCE.

00:19:21.232 --> 00:19:23.333
IF GOD IS YOUR SOURCE,
YOU STAY HUMBLE

00:19:23.433 --> 00:19:25.499
BECAUSE YOU KNOW THAT IT'S NOT
IN MY OWN STRENGTH THAT I DO

00:19:25.599 --> 00:19:26.632
WHAT I DO.


00:19:26.732 --> 00:19:29.732
IT'S IN YOU, IN HIM, THAT
WE DO WHAT WE DO.

00:19:29.832 --> 00:19:32.466
AND SO I THINK THAT'S
A HUGE ISSUE THAT I SEE

00:19:32.566 --> 00:19:35.399
IS THAT I SEE TWO EXTREMES.
YOU SEE CHRISTIANS

00:19:35.499 --> 00:19:38.232
THAT ARE REALLY RELIGIOUS
AND THEY ARE PRIDEFUL

00:19:38.332 --> 00:19:40.866
AND THEY
ARE SELF-SUFFICIENT.

00:19:40.966 --> 00:19:41.899
I FOLLOW THE RULES.


00:19:41.999 --> 00:19:44.066
I DO THIS. AND THEY
MAKE HARSH JUDGEMENTS.

00:19:44.166 --> 00:19:45.900
AND THEN YOU HAVE
CHRISTIANS ON THE OTHER END

00:19:46.000 --> 00:19:47.700
THAT, AND THERE'S
NO LOVE IN THEIR HEARTS

00:19:47.800 --> 00:19:50.233
AND THEY HAVE CHRISTIANS ON
THE OTHER END THAT, YOU KNOW,

00:19:50.333 --> 00:19:52.566
LIVE IN SIN AND THEY
TWIST THE WORD OF GOD.

00:19:52.666 --> 00:19:57.233
BUT WHAT'S CRAZY IS THAT BOTH
SIDES OF THAT ARE WRONG,

00:19:57.333 --> 00:20:00.133
AND YOU HAVE TO HUMBLE
YOURSELF AND RECOGNIZE THAT

00:20:00.233 --> 00:20:01.400
I NEED A SAVIOR.


00:20:01.500 --> 00:20:02.966
I NEED THE LORD.


00:20:03.066 --> 00:20:04.466
I NEED A FATHER.


00:20:04.566 --> 00:20:05.966
LEIF: I'M JUST THINKING ABOUT
WHEN YOU DESCRIBED THAT,

00:20:06.066 --> 00:20:09.133
I DON'T KNOW IF YOU'VE
READ MY BOOK CALLED<i>TERRAIN</i> ,

00:20:09.233 --> 00:20:12.166
BUT IT'S ABOUT THREE CHAIRS
AND IT'S PROBABLY MY FAVORITE

00:20:12.266 --> 00:20:15.433
BECAUSE IT'S A
VISUAL THAT EVERYBODY CAN SEE.

00:20:15.533 --> 00:20:19.033
SO WHEN YOU DESCRIBE
THE TWO DIFFERENT CHRISTIANS

00:20:19.133 --> 00:20:21.366
AS A TYPICAL CHAIR, TWO
CHRISTIANS IS WHAT I CALL THEM.

00:20:21.466 --> 00:20:22.399
REBECCA: YEAH.


00:20:22.499 --> 00:20:24.399
LEIF: AND ONE IS THE
PRODIGAL SON TENDENCY.

00:20:24.499 --> 00:20:25.566
THAT WAS THE REBELLIOUS.


00:20:25.666 --> 00:20:28.000
AND THE OTHER ONE IS
THE PRODIGAL BROTHER TENDENCY.

00:20:28.100 --> 00:20:30.366
REBECCA: OH, MY GOSH,
THAT'S TRUE!

00:20:30.466 --> 00:20:31.200
LEIF: IT IS.


00:20:31.300 --> 00:20:32.033
REBECCA: I NEVER
PUT THAT TOGETHER

00:20:32.133 --> 00:20:33.399
THAT I'VE BEEN
THINKING ABOUT

00:20:33.499 --> 00:20:36.166
THOSE TWO INDIVIDUALS BECAUSE
I'VE BEEN SEEING BOTH OF THOSE.

00:20:36.266 --> 00:20:37.300
LEIF: BUT IT'S
A CLASSIC EXAMPLE.

00:20:37.400 --> 00:20:38.699
IT'S INTERESTING WHEN JESUS
TELLS A STORY,

00:20:38.799 --> 00:20:40.432
HE'S THE
THIRD SON IN THE STORY.

00:20:40.532 --> 00:20:43.232
THIS IS NOT A STORY
ABOUT TWO SINNERS.

00:20:43.332 --> 00:20:45.299
IT'S THE STORY
ABOUT TWO SONS.

00:20:45.399 --> 00:20:47.933
SO HE TALKED ABOUT, THE
WHOLE STORY STARTS WITH

00:20:48.033 --> 00:20:50.300
HOW COULD SINNERS
AND TAX COLLECTORS

00:20:50.400 --> 00:20:53.299
WANT TO
BE AROUND YOU, JESUS?

00:20:53.399 --> 00:20:56.633
WELL, IF WE ARE LIKE JESUS,
SINNERS AND TAX COLLECTORS

00:20:56.733 --> 00:20:58.266
LOVE BEING AROUND US,


00:20:58.366 --> 00:20:59.866
MAYBE NOT
THE RELIGIOUS PEOPLE.

00:20:59.966 --> 00:21:03.133
SO THE RELIGIOUS AND JUDICIAL
PEOPLE QUESTIONED JESUS,

00:21:03.233 --> 00:21:04.366
HOW COULD YOU BE


00:21:04.466 --> 00:21:06.966
WHO YOU SAY YOU ARE IF
YOU ARE REPRESENTING THE FATHER

00:21:07.066 --> 00:21:09.966
WHEN SINNERS AND TAX COLLECTORS?
THAT WAS THE QUESTION.

00:21:10.066 --> 00:21:13.700
AND HE TALKED ABOUT
ONE SHEPHERD, ONE HUNDRED SHEEP.

00:21:13.800 --> 00:21:15.366
LOST ONE,
GOING AFTER HIM.

00:21:15.466 --> 00:21:16.299
SO NOW YOU TALK
ABOUT LOSS.

00:21:16.399 --> 00:21:17.966
THAT WAS A LOST SHEEP.


00:21:18.066 --> 00:21:18.866
THEN IT WAS
THE LOST COIN.

00:21:18.966 --> 00:21:20.332
A WOMAN SWEEPING
THROUGH THE HOUSE.

00:21:20.432 --> 00:21:23.999
BUT THEN IT COMES
THE FATHER HAD TWO SONS.

00:21:24.099 --> 00:21:26.000
IT DIDN'T TALK
ABOUT IT AS LOSS.

00:21:26.100 --> 00:21:27.266
IT WAS TWO SONS.


00:21:27.366 --> 00:21:28.333
HE WOULDN'T HAVE
GIVEN HIS INHERITANCE

00:21:28.433 --> 00:21:29.999
IF THERE WERE
NO SONS.

00:21:30.099 --> 00:21:31.466
HE'S TALKING ABOUT
DIFFERENT BELIEVERS.

00:21:31.566 --> 00:21:37.066
ONE WAS REBELLIOUS WHO VALUED
GOD, WHO VALUED PEOPLE, WILL

00:21:37.166 --> 00:21:39.399
VALUE YOUR MOM, WOULD VALUE YOU
FOR WHAT YOU'RE GOING TO DO

00:21:39.499 --> 00:21:41.599
FOR THEM BECAUSE
SELF IS IN THE CENTER.

00:21:41.699 --> 00:21:42.900
GIVE ME, TOUCH ME,


00:21:43.000 --> 00:21:46.266
BLESS ME, FILL ME. AND IT IS
THE REBELLIOUS ORPHAN SPIRIT,

00:21:46.366 --> 00:21:49.100
BUT THAT ORPHAN SPIRIT IS
MANIFESTED IN REBELLION.

00:21:49.200 --> 00:21:52.433
THERE'S PAIN UNDERNEATH. AND
IT TAKES YOU TOWARDS A PIG PEN

00:21:52.533 --> 00:21:53.866
SOONER OR LATER


00:21:53.966 --> 00:21:55.899
THAT IS GOING TO TAKE YOU.
AND A PIG PEN IS JUST

00:21:55.999 --> 00:21:58.666
A PICTURE OF A JEWISH BOY
BEING SO FAR AWAY FROM LOVE

00:21:58.766 --> 00:22:01.332
THAT YOU CAN BE
BECAUSE JEWS CANNOT EAT PIGS,

00:22:01.432 --> 00:22:02.599
AND HE'S EATING
THE FOOD OF PIGS.

00:22:02.699 --> 00:22:07.266
IT'S JUST A DESCRIPTION OF
A CHRISTIAN, NOT A LOSS.

00:22:07.366 --> 00:22:10.266
THIS IS IMPORTANT TO SEE,
THAT THIS BOY HERE WAS A SON.

00:22:10.366 --> 00:22:12.733
HE NEVER CHANGED
THE TOPIC OF HIM.

00:22:12.833 --> 00:22:14.700
THIS IS DEALING
WITH A CHRISTIAN

00:22:14.800 --> 00:22:16.966
OR A CHRISTIAN
THAT IS REBELLIOUS,

00:22:17.066 --> 00:22:19.200
THAT HAVE MOVED
SO FAR AWAY FROM THE LOVE.

00:22:19.300 --> 00:22:20.466
EVEN WHEN
HE'S COMING HOME,

00:22:20.566 --> 00:22:21.900
HE HADN'T REPENTED.


00:22:22.000 --> 00:22:23.100
HE'S ACTUALLY
JUST THINKING,

00:22:23.200 --> 00:22:25.033
IT'S BETTER TO GET THE
BASEMENT IN THE FATHER'S HOUSE

00:22:25.133 --> 00:22:27.632
THAN BEING EATING
FOOD AMONG PIGS.

00:22:27.732 --> 00:22:30.366
AND HE'S COMING HOME TO
NEGOTIATE WITH HIS FATHER.

00:22:30.466 --> 00:22:33.466
BUT THEN WHILE HE WAS FAR OFF,
THE FATHER WAS LOOKING.

00:22:33.566 --> 00:22:35.533
THE FATHER WAS
FULL OF COMPASSION.

00:22:35.633 --> 00:22:36.800
THE FATHER WAS RUNNING.


00:22:36.900 --> 00:22:40.433
THE FATHER WAS EMBRACING
AND THE FATHER WAS KISSING.

00:22:40.533 --> 00:22:44.699
THAT'S BEFORE HE REPENTED.
AND THEN HE REPENTED,

00:22:44.799 --> 00:22:47.033
BECAUSE IT'S THE GOODNESS
AND THE KINDNESS OF GOD

00:22:47.133 --> 00:22:48.100
THAT LEADS TO REPENTANCE.


00:22:48.200 --> 00:22:49.799
THEN HE SAID,
FATHER, I'VE SINNED.

00:22:49.899 --> 00:22:51.766
I'VE SINNED AGAINST HEAVEN
AND I'VE SINNED AGAINST YOU.

00:22:51.866 --> 00:22:54.399
HE TOOK THE RESPONSIBILITY
BECAUSE RIGHTEOUSNESS IS

00:22:54.499 --> 00:22:56.266
TO BE IN RIGHT
RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD.

00:22:56.366 --> 00:22:58.866
BUT IT'S ALSO BEING RIGHT
RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU

00:22:58.966 --> 00:23:02.366
ONE ANOTHER. SO THE
RIGHTEOUSNESS IS AS IMPORTANT.

00:23:02.466 --> 00:23:05.266
WE OFTEN JUST TALK ABOUT
GETTING SAVED AND GET RIGHTEOUS,

00:23:05.366 --> 00:23:06.799
IN RIGHT
RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM,

00:23:06.899 --> 00:23:09.833
BUT IT'S ALSO TO BE CONNECTED
TO PEOPLE IN A RIGHT WAY.

00:23:09.933 --> 00:23:12.799
RIGHTEOUSNESS. SO
THAT RESTORED HIM.

00:23:12.899 --> 00:23:16.199
BUT A PRODUCT OF BROTHER THAT IS
A LOOK WHAT I'M DOING FOR YOU.

00:23:16.299 --> 00:23:17.033
I'M BUILDING
THIS MINISTRY.

00:23:17.133 --> 00:23:17.633
I'M DOING THIS.


00:23:17.733 --> 00:23:18.966
I'VE SERVED YOU.


00:23:19.066 --> 00:23:20.866
I'VE BEEN SERVING WELL. AND
LOOKING NOBODY DOES THIS FOR ME

00:23:20.966 --> 00:23:23.700
AND HE DID OR SHE DID.
AND HE IS OUT THERE,

00:23:23.800 --> 00:23:26.800
THE PRODIGAL BROTHER THAT IS
OUT THERE WORKING AND STRIVING

00:23:26.900 --> 00:23:30.333
AND EVERYTHING ELSE. AND THE
FATHER, HIS SON, HE CALLED HIM

00:23:30.433 --> 00:23:33.099
SON, ALL THAT
I HAVE IS YOURS.

00:23:33.199 --> 00:23:34.400
EVERY SINGLE DAY,


00:23:34.500 --> 00:23:36.733
YOU COULD HAVE INTIMACY. EVERY
DAY, YOU COULD BE IN MY LAP.

00:23:36.833 --> 00:23:37.633
EVERY DAY,


00:23:37.733 --> 00:23:38.699
YOU COULD SEE IN
MY FACE. EVERY DAY,

00:23:38.799 --> 00:23:40.666
YOU COULD HEAR MY VOICE.
AND YOU ARE OUT THERE.

00:23:40.766 --> 00:23:43.566
THERE'S NOTHING TO BE OUT THERE
SERVING FROM LOVE.

00:23:43.666 --> 00:23:47.166
BUT YOU WERE SERVING FOR LOVE
AND YOU'RE GETTING YOUR VALUE

00:23:47.266 --> 00:23:50.166
IN WHAT YOU'RE DOING
INSTEAD OF WHO YOU ARE.

00:23:50.266 --> 00:23:52.600
AND IT IS JUST PART OF THE
SAME TREE THAT WAS CURSED.

00:23:52.700 --> 00:23:53.799
ONE WAS
THE EVIL BRANCH.

00:23:53.899 --> 00:23:55.066
THE OTHER ONE WAS
THE GOOD BRANCH

00:23:55.166 --> 00:23:56.166
THAT WAS CURSED
IN THE GARDEN.

00:23:56.266 --> 00:23:57.466
ONE WAS
THE PRODIGAL SON,

00:23:57.566 --> 00:24:00.799
THE OTHER ONE WAS THE BROTHERS.
SO THAT'S THE TWO

00:24:00.899 --> 00:24:02.466
YOU'RE DESCRIBING THAT ALL WAS
PART OF THE TREE OF KNOWLEDGE

00:24:02.566 --> 00:24:04.266
OF GOOD AND EVIL
IN THE GARDEN.

00:24:04.366 --> 00:24:05.433
THERE WAS ANOTHER TREE


00:24:05.533 --> 00:24:07.199
THAT'S CALLED THE TREE OF LIFE,
AND THAT'S JESUS.

00:24:07.299 --> 00:24:09.866
AND HE TELLS THE STORY
ABOUT HIS TWO BROTHERS.

00:24:09.966 --> 00:24:11.400
REBECCA: YEAH.


00:24:11.500 --> 00:24:13.299
LEIF: AND HE HAD A DIFFERENT
RELATIONSHIP WITH THE FATHER.

00:24:13.399 --> 00:24:14.233
ALL I DO
IS WHAT I SEE.

00:24:14.333 --> 00:24:16.066
MY FATHER DO,
I HAVE NOTHING TO PROVE.

00:24:16.166 --> 00:24:18.866
I ALREADY HAVE
THE APPROVAL OF THE FATHER.

00:24:18.966 --> 00:24:19.700
FATHER, FORGIVE THEM.


00:24:19.800 --> 00:24:21.132
THEY DON'T KNOW
WHAT THEY DO.

00:24:21.232 --> 00:24:22.799
REBECCA: HIS LIFE,


00:24:22.899 --> 00:24:25.833
REALLY, WAS THE ULTIMATE TEST
AND THE ULTIMATE SACRIFICE

00:24:25.933 --> 00:24:28.066
BECAUSE HE WAS
THE MOST POWERFUL BEING

00:24:28.166 --> 00:24:33.399
AND HE HUMBLED HIMSELF COMING
AS A BABY, GREW UP IN OUR WORLD,

00:24:33.499 --> 00:24:37.233
YOU KNOW, AND HE LIVED HIS
LIFE IN SUCH AN INCREDIBLE WAY,

00:24:37.333 --> 00:24:41.433
BECAUSE HE IS SUCH, HE IS
THE PERFECT EXAMPLE OF SONSHIP

00:24:41.533 --> 00:24:44.199
BECAUSE HE NEVER LET THE
ACCOLADES OF PEOPLE SWAY HIM,

00:24:44.299 --> 00:24:46.399
AND HE
NEVER LET THE PERSECUTION

00:24:46.499 --> 00:24:48.666
AND THE HATEFUL THINGS
OF PEOPLE SWAY HIM.

00:24:48.766 --> 00:24:50.799
AND HE WASN'T SWAYED EITHER WAY.
AND BOTH OF THOSE THINGS

00:24:50.899 --> 00:24:55.533
CAN SWAY YOU IN DIFFERENT WAYS.
AND HE, LIKE YOU SAID, HE WAS

00:24:55.633 --> 00:24:57.033
THE LAMB. AND IT SAYS
IN ROMANS 8,

00:24:57.133 --> 00:24:59.633
HE WAS THE SHEEP THAT
WAS LED TO THE SLAUGHTER.

00:24:59.733 --> 00:25:02.299
HE LAID DOWN HIS LIFE
WILLINGLY BECAUSE PILATE,

00:25:02.399 --> 00:25:05.966
YOU KNOW, QUESTIONING HIM,
AND HE SAYS, I GIVE UP MY LIFE,

00:25:06.066 --> 00:25:06.766
YOU KNOW,


00:25:06.866 --> 00:25:07.599
NO ONE CAN
TAKE THIS FROM ME.

00:25:07.699 --> 00:25:08.566
I GIVE IT.


00:25:08.666 --> 00:25:10.600
HE LAID DOWN
AS A SACRIFICE.

00:25:10.700 --> 00:25:14.933
AND THAT IS THE LIFE AND THE
MODEL THAT HE HAS LAID BEFORE US

00:25:15.033 --> 00:25:17.299
AS BELIEVERS, AND
WE CAN ONLY DO THAT

00:25:17.399 --> 00:25:20.066
BY BEING IN THE SAME KIND OF
LOVING RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM

00:25:20.166 --> 00:25:23.233
AND THE FATHER. ONE OF THE
THINGS THAT I WANTED TO TAP ON,

00:25:23.333 --> 00:25:25.532
AS WELL, IS ONE OF THE THINGS
THAT I'M LEARNING

00:25:25.632 --> 00:25:28.800
IN THIS SEASON OF
MY LIFE IS THAT GOD CALLS US

00:25:28.900 --> 00:25:32.332
TO COMMUNION WITH HIM,
AND THE NEXT STEP FROM COMMUNION

00:25:32.432 --> 00:25:36.566
IS OBEDIENCE, AND THE TRUE
MARKER OF A SON AND A DAUGHTER

00:25:36.666 --> 00:25:38.466
IS THOSE WHO ARE LED
BY THE SPIRIT OF GOD

00:25:38.566 --> 00:25:39.632
ARE SONS OF GOD,


00:25:39.732 --> 00:25:42.000
AND GOD HAS CALLED US TO
OBEDIENCE, AND I THINK ABOUT

00:25:42.100 --> 00:25:47.266
THAT STORY IN THE BIBLE WHERE
YOU MIGHT BE ABLE TO,

00:25:47.366 --> 00:25:51.333
DOCTOR OF THEOLOGY, HELP ME
BECAUSE I BELIEVE IT WAS DAVID

00:25:51.433 --> 00:25:54.366
OR WAS IT SAMUEL, YOU'RE GOING
TO HAVE TO CORRECT ME, LEIF,

00:25:54.466 --> 00:25:55.332
WHO WAS
IN THE BIBLE

00:25:55.432 --> 00:25:57.132
WHERE THEY SAID, WAS
IT SAMUEL TO SAUL?

00:25:57.232 --> 00:25:59.833
HE SAID, OBEDIENCE IS
BETTER THAN SACRIFICE.

00:25:59.933 --> 00:26:02.433
AND SO THAT'S WHAT GOD'S
LOOKING FOR WITH US

00:26:02.533 --> 00:26:03.766
IS HE'S LOOKING
FOR THOSE OF US

00:26:03.866 --> 00:26:09.066
WHO WILL OBEY, THAT WILL FOLLOW
HIM. AND WHEN IT'S DIFFICULT

00:26:09.166 --> 00:26:10.466
AND WHEN WE WANT
TO DEFEND OURSELVES

00:26:10.566 --> 00:26:13.532
OR WE WANT TO FIGHT BACK
OR WE WANT TO HANDLE THINGS

00:26:13.632 --> 00:26:16.799
IN OUR OWN FLESH, AND HE'S
SAYING, WILL YOU LAY THAT DOWN

00:26:16.899 --> 00:26:19.033
AND WILL YOU PICK UP
MY CROSS AND FOLLOW ME

00:26:19.133 --> 00:26:24.633
AND LIVE THIS LIFE OF HUMILITY
AND LOVE AND SACRIFICE?

00:26:24.733 --> 00:26:25.433
YOU KNOW,


00:26:25.533 --> 00:26:26.433
I THINK ABOUT
PHILIPPIANS 3.

00:26:26.533 --> 00:26:28.866
HE SAYS, I WANT TO
KNOW CHRIST AND THE POWER

00:26:28.966 --> 00:26:30.000
OF HIS RESURRECTION,


00:26:30.100 --> 00:26:32.400
BUT ALSO THE FELLOWSHIP
OF HIS SUFFERINGS

00:26:32.500 --> 00:26:34.766
THAT I
MIGHT BECOME LIKE HIM,

00:26:34.866 --> 00:26:38.700
YOU KNOW, IN HIS DEATH. AND
SO IT'S THAT FULL PICTURE

00:26:38.800 --> 00:26:41.599
OF, THERE'S BLESSINGS
AND THERE'S LIFE,

00:26:41.699 --> 00:26:43.832
BUT THERE'S ALSO SUFFERING, BUT
THROUGH IT ALL WE CAN HAVE

00:26:43.932 --> 00:26:48.266
INTIMACY WITH HIM, BUT
HE'S CALLING US TO OBEY,

00:26:48.366 --> 00:26:49.599
AND THAT'S MORE IMPORTANT


00:26:49.699 --> 00:26:53.366
THAN THE THINGS THAT WE'RE
WILLING TO SACRIFICE.

00:26:53.466 --> 00:26:54.933
LEIF: YEAH, AND I THINK
IT'S CONNECTED.

00:26:55.033 --> 00:26:56.433
THERE'S A COUPLE OF THINGS
THAT COMES TO MY MIND.

00:26:56.533 --> 00:26:59.699
ONE IS JUST A PICTURE THAT
EVEN WITH A COMMUNION,

00:26:59.799 --> 00:27:01.333
THAT WE STARTED OUT
WITH A COMMUNION.

00:27:01.433 --> 00:27:02.966
BUT HE TOOK THE BREAD.


00:27:03.066 --> 00:27:04.200
SO HE TOOK IT


00:27:04.300 --> 00:27:05.399
THEN HE BROKE IT


00:27:05.499 --> 00:27:07.300
AND THEN HE BLESSED,
AND HE BLESSED IT.

00:27:07.400 --> 00:27:09.100
BUT THEN HE BROKE IT


00:27:09.200 --> 00:27:11.966
AND THEN HE GAVE IT. AND YOU SEE
IT AGAIN WITH THE

00:27:12.066 --> 00:27:15.632
LOAVES AND FISHES, THAT
HE TOOK IT, AGAIN,

00:27:15.732 --> 00:27:19.666
BLESSED IT, THEN BROKE IT.
AND THEN NOW HE COULD SEND IT.

00:27:19.766 --> 00:27:21.700
BUT IT'S ALSO
JESUS WAS THE SAME THING.

00:27:21.800 --> 00:27:24.099
HE WAS ONE THAT WAS
TAKEN OR CHOSEN.

00:27:24.199 --> 00:27:27.166
THEN THE NEXT MOMENT, HE
WAS BLESSED BY THE FATHER,

00:27:27.266 --> 00:27:28.433
BUT THEN HE WENT THROUGH
THE BROKENNESS,

00:27:28.533 --> 00:27:30.532
AND THEN IT WAS THE SENDING
AND GIVING US. AND IT'S THE SAME

00:27:30.632 --> 00:27:34.233
FOR US THAT OFTEN I SAY
I STRUGGLE TO TRUST PEOPLE

00:27:34.333 --> 00:27:37.666
THAT DON'T
WALK WITH A LIMP.

00:27:37.766 --> 00:27:40.299
I'M VERY NERVOUS ABOUT
PEOPLE THAT ARE VERY STRONG

00:27:40.399 --> 00:27:43.300
THAT HAVE A LOT OF GIFTINGS,
THAT HAVE A LOT OF THINGS,

00:27:43.400 --> 00:27:45.499
BUT WHEN I'M LOOKING AT THEM,
THEY THEY COME ACROSS THAT,

00:27:45.599 --> 00:27:48.833
BUT BECAUSE IF THERE'S NOT
A PLACE OF WEAKNESS IN US

00:27:48.933 --> 00:27:49.999
WHERE I'M SAYING


00:27:50.099 --> 00:27:53.000
IT'S ALSO CONNECTED TO
THE OBEDIENCE PART. FOR ME,

00:27:53.100 --> 00:27:56.033
THERE WAS A TIME WHEN I
OBEYED HIM JUST OUT OF DUTY.

00:27:56.133 --> 00:27:58.699
NOW I'M OBEYING HIM
BASED UPON THE LIGHT.

00:27:58.799 --> 00:28:01.433
SO IF YOU LOVE ME,
YOU OBEYED ME. SO IN ESSENCE,

00:28:01.533 --> 00:28:04.399
THE EVIDENCE OF THIS LOVE
IS YOU DO WHAT I SAY.

00:28:04.499 --> 00:28:06.099
BUT I USED TO DO THAT
MORE AS A DUTY.

00:28:06.199 --> 00:28:08.833
SO IT WAS A FEAR-BASED
INSTEAD OF A LOVE-BASED.

00:28:08.933 --> 00:28:10.566
AND NOW IT'S A WHOLE
DIFFERENT LOVE

00:28:10.666 --> 00:28:12.666
OPERATING ON
A WHOLE DIFFERENT LEVEL.

00:28:12.766 --> 00:28:15.433
THE BEST WAY I CAN SAY IT IS
LIKE I GO IN TRAFFIC,

00:28:15.533 --> 00:28:17.533
I GOT THE HONOR YESTERDAY OF
JUST DRIVING AROUND

00:28:17.633 --> 00:28:21.566
A LITTLE BIT IN DALLAS AND THE
BEAUTIFUL TRAFFIC AND THE RAIN

00:28:21.666 --> 00:28:23.299
AND THE STORM,
AND THEN I REALIZED, OOPS,

00:28:23.399 --> 00:28:25.999
I'M DRIVING A LITTLE FAST, AND
I SEE A POLICE OFFICER UP THERE,

00:28:26.099 --> 00:28:29.966
SO I SLOW DOWN
AND IT'S CALLED THE LOVE OF LAW,

00:28:30.066 --> 00:28:30.966
BECAUSE
THE LAW IS THERE,

00:28:31.066 --> 00:28:32.699
I DON'T WANT TO BE PUNISHED.
AS A RESULT,

00:28:32.799 --> 00:28:35.566
I'M GOING TO BE OBEDIENT.
AND THERE IS BELIEVERS,

00:28:35.666 --> 00:28:37.900
AND IT'S OFTEN CONNECTED
TO A RELIGIOUS SPIRIT,

00:28:38.000 --> 00:28:38.966
AND IT'S
A FEAR-BASED.

00:28:39.066 --> 00:28:42.066
SO YOU CAN OBEY, SO WE
JUST HAVE TO BE CLEAR.

00:28:42.166 --> 00:28:44.432
IF WE WANT OBEDIENCE, WE ARE
TALKING FROM THAT THE FATHER,

00:28:44.532 --> 00:28:46.932
I MEAN, YOU GO BACK TO
THE LAW, AND I CALL IT

00:28:47.032 --> 00:28:50.433
THE LOVE OF LAW. SHARIA IS
THE LOVE OF LAW FOR THE MUSLIMS,

00:28:50.533 --> 00:28:53.333
BUT YOU HAVE LAWS, YOU
HAVE TRAFFIC LAWS.

00:28:53.433 --> 00:28:54.766
YOU HAVE LAWS IN
A FOOTBALL GAME.

00:28:54.866 --> 00:28:56.766
IF NOT, IT WOULDN'T BE A
FUN GAME, THAT YOU BREAK THIS,

00:28:56.866 --> 00:28:59.732
HERE'S THE CONSEQUENCES.
AND PEOPLE ARE THERE,

00:28:59.832 --> 00:29:03.266
BUT JESUS GAVE US A GREATER
LAW TO BE ABLE TO OBEY,

00:29:03.366 --> 00:29:04.966
TO LOVE THE LORD YOUR GOD WITH
ALL YOUR HEART, SOUL, MIGHT,

00:29:05.066 --> 00:29:07.699
AND STRENGTH AND LOVE YOUR
NEIGHBOR AS YOUR LOVE YOURSELF.

00:29:07.799 --> 00:29:09.799
THEN HE UPGRADED
THAT TO A 2.0 VERSION.

00:29:09.899 --> 00:29:11.233
HE SAID,
AS I HAVE LOVED YOU,

00:29:11.333 --> 00:29:13.433
YOU LOVE ONE ANOTHER.


00:29:13.533 --> 00:29:15.233
SO NOW, IT'S NOT
JUST A LOVE ONE ANOTHER,

00:29:15.333 --> 00:29:18.399
BUT LOVING ONE ANOTHER
HOW HE HAS LOVED US,

00:29:18.499 --> 00:29:20.266
HOW HAS HE FORGIVEN US,


00:29:20.366 --> 00:29:25.099
HOW HAS HE -- SO THE OBEDIENCE
FROM A LOVE UPGRADED VERSION

00:29:25.199 --> 00:29:26.066
IS VERY, VERY DIFFERENT.


00:29:26.166 --> 00:29:27.766
SO NOW WHEN I GO
TO THE MIDDLE EAST,

00:29:27.866 --> 00:29:29.232
OR I WAS IN CUBA
LAST WEEK,

00:29:29.332 --> 00:29:32.599
I'M DOING A LOT OF THINGS
THAT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE,

00:29:32.699 --> 00:29:35.733
BUT AGAIN, THE OBEDIENCE PART
THE FATHER'S INVITING ME,

00:29:35.833 --> 00:29:37.666
I DON'T DO THAT
OUT OF DUTY ANY LONGER,

00:29:37.766 --> 00:29:39.199
I DO IT
OUT OF DELIGHT.

00:29:39.299 --> 00:29:42.366
IT'S NOT SOMETHING
THAT IT IS MINE.

00:29:42.466 --> 00:29:44.200
IT IS THE FATHER'S GOOD
PLEASURE TO BE ABLE TO

00:29:44.300 --> 00:29:48.033
CO-LABOR WITH HIM AND TO WALK
WITH HIM, TO TRUST HIM.

00:29:48.133 --> 00:29:51.400
BUT HOW YOU'RE GOING TO TRUST
SOMEBODY THAT YOU DO NOT KNOW?

00:29:51.500 --> 00:29:53.600
OR IF YOU HAVE
A WRONG VIEW OF HIM.

00:29:53.700 --> 00:29:57.866
SO THE ORPHAN IS MORE
THE ORPHAN SPIRIT.

00:29:57.966 --> 00:30:01.266
I EVEN THOUGHT ABOUT THE JOHN 4
ABOUT THE SAMARITAN WOMAN,

00:30:01.366 --> 00:30:03.532
THAT AFTER SHE HAS THIS
ENCOUNTER WITH JESUS,

00:30:03.632 --> 00:30:06.466
BUT JESUS SAYS, THIS IS
THE KIND OF A WORSHIPER

00:30:06.566 --> 00:30:09.333
THAT I WANT THAT WILL
WORSHIP THE FATHER.

00:30:09.433 --> 00:30:11.066
I USED TO THINK JESUS
IN SPIRIT AND TRUTH,

00:30:11.166 --> 00:30:14.699
BUT THE BIBLE DOESN'T SAY THAT.
IT SAYS, WORSHIP THE FATHER

00:30:14.799 --> 00:30:17.633
IN SPIRIT AND IN TRUTH,
IS WHAT JESUS SAID.

00:30:17.733 --> 00:30:19.932
HOW WE'RE GOING TO WORSHIP THE
FATHER IN SPIRIT AND IN TRUTH

00:30:20.032 --> 00:30:22.899
IF YOU'RE AN ORPHAN OR
HAVE AN ORPHAN SPIRIT

00:30:22.999 --> 00:30:25.633
OR AN ORPHAN HEART? YOU
CAN'T BE A TRUE WORSHIPER.

00:30:25.733 --> 00:30:28.232
AND THAT'S THE ULTIMATE THING
THAT THE FATHER IS LOOKING FOR,

00:30:28.332 --> 00:30:30.399
THE ONES THAT
WILL WORSHIP HIM.

00:30:30.499 --> 00:30:32.032
YOU'RE GOING TO WORSHIP
SOMETHING ELSE.

00:30:32.132 --> 00:30:34.933
AND WHAT YOU WORSHIP IS
WHAT YOU BECOME LIKE.

00:30:35.033 --> 00:30:37.766
WHAT YOU'RE BEHOLDING IS WHAT
YOU'RE BECOMING. SO JESUS HAD

00:30:37.866 --> 00:30:42.133
A PROPER VIEW OF THE FATHER,
AND ALL HE DID IS WHAT HE SAW

00:30:42.233 --> 00:30:44.066
THE FATHER DO. SO WHEN
HE'S TOUCHING THE LEPERS,

00:30:44.166 --> 00:30:47.232
IT'S BECAUSE THE FATHER
IS TOUCHING LEPERS.

00:30:47.332 --> 00:30:50.599
THAT WAS OBEDIENCE. SO THE
OBEDIENT RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM

00:30:50.699 --> 00:30:53.533
WAS TO
OUT OF AN IDENTITY.

00:30:53.633 --> 00:30:55.266
AND I KNOW WHO MY FATHER
IS, I KNOW WHO I AM,

00:30:55.366 --> 00:30:57.000
AND I DO WHAT I SEE
MY FATHER DO.

00:30:57.100 --> 00:31:01.399
THERE WAS AN INTIMACY THAT ALL
OF THAT FLOWED IN. THE INTIMACY

00:31:01.499 --> 00:31:02.633
I WOULD HAVE
WITH THE FATHER.

00:31:02.733 --> 00:31:04.299
YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO COME AND
TELL HIM ALL THE RULES

00:31:04.399 --> 00:31:06.766
AND REGULATIONS. YOU DO
THAT WITH IMMATURITY.

00:31:06.866 --> 00:31:09.799
BUT WHEN YOU'RE MOVING INTO THE
MATURITY OF SONS AND DAUGHTERS,

00:31:09.899 --> 00:31:11.599
YOU'RE NO LONGER
A CHILD.

00:31:11.699 --> 00:31:13.533
CHILD,
I NEED TO TELL YOU --

00:31:13.633 --> 00:31:14.466
DO THE DISHES.


00:31:14.566 --> 00:31:16.533
DO THAT. DON'T DO THAT.
YOU NEED THAT.

00:31:16.633 --> 00:31:17.866
SO I'M NOT AGAINST LAW.


00:31:17.966 --> 00:31:21.233
I JUST THINK THERE IS A HIGHER
LEVEL, AND THAT'S CALLED LOVE

00:31:21.333 --> 00:31:23.200
IN REGARD TO
OUR OBEDIENCE PROCESS.

00:31:23.300 --> 00:31:25.066
SO THAT IS WHEN MY KIDS
TAKE OUT THE TRASH

00:31:25.166 --> 00:31:28.133
NOT BECAUSE I TELL THEM TO. IT
IS SIMPLY BECAUSE THEY KNOW

00:31:28.233 --> 00:31:30.932
THE HEART OF THE FATHER THAT
THIS IS PLEASING TO THE FATHER.

00:31:31.032 --> 00:31:33.332
AND THIS IS THE LEVEL
THAT HE WANTS US TO DO.

00:31:33.432 --> 00:31:36.766
SO LOVE KEEPS
NO OFFENSE.

00:31:36.866 --> 00:31:37.832
LOVE DOESN'T
GET OFFENDED.

00:31:37.932 --> 00:31:40.100
IT KEEPS
NO RECORD OF WRONG.

00:31:40.200 --> 00:31:41.933
SO WHEN YOU HURT ME
OVER AND OVER AGAIN,

00:31:42.033 --> 00:31:42.500
EXCUSE ME,


00:31:42.600 --> 00:31:43.633
WHAT HURT ME?


00:31:43.733 --> 00:31:45.633
I DON'T HAVE IT ANY LONGER,
BECAUSE LOVE KEEPS,

00:31:45.733 --> 00:31:48.166
OH, I FEEL OFFENDED AGAIN.


00:31:48.266 --> 00:31:50.833
OKAY, THAT MEANS, I STILL
REMEMBER DURING THE COVID TIME,

00:31:50.933 --> 00:31:53.200
I HAD,
IT SAYS, LEIF, WHY

00:31:53.300 --> 00:31:57.033
ARE YOU BEING PREJUDICED AGAINST
PEOPLE THAT ARE PREJUDICED?

00:31:57.133 --> 00:32:00.133
SO I REALIZED THE SUBTLETY OF
THERE IS THAT I REALLY STRUGGLE

00:32:00.233 --> 00:32:02.433
WITH THESE PEOPLE THAT
ARE SO PREJUDICED OUT THERE

00:32:02.533 --> 00:32:04.200
THAT I BECAME
PREJUDICED AGAINST THEM,

00:32:04.300 --> 00:32:06.133
AND THEN I STARTED
TO JUDGE PEOPLE

00:32:06.233 --> 00:32:08.366
I WAS JUDGING, AND I WAS
NO BETTER THAN THEM.

00:32:08.466 --> 00:32:11.566
BUT INSTEAD OF THEM COMING IN
WITH THE SHAME, THAT SHAME

00:32:11.666 --> 00:32:14.700
WILL ALWAYS TELL YOU WHO
YOU ARE NOT, TO GET BACK

00:32:14.800 --> 00:32:16.466
INTO WHAT MY FATHER
SAYS ABOUT ME,

00:32:16.566 --> 00:32:19.066
WHICH IS THE TRUTH, AND
THAT TRUTH SETS ME FREE.

00:32:19.166 --> 00:32:23.366
SO THEN I SAID, FORGIVE ME
FOR JUDGING THESE PEOPLE

00:32:23.466 --> 00:32:26.366
OR JUDGING PEOPLE, FORGIVE ME
FOR BEING PREJUDICED AGAINST

00:32:26.466 --> 00:32:28.599
PEOPLE OR FORGIVE ME FOR
BEING OFFENDED BY PEOPLE

00:32:28.699 --> 00:32:32.199
THAT HAVE ALL THESE OFFENSES,
AND IT'S VERY SUBTLE

00:32:32.299 --> 00:32:35.166
HOW THESE THINGS COMES INTO OUR
LIFE, BUT THEN WHEN IT COMES IN,

00:32:35.266 --> 00:32:37.666
IT GIVES ME
ANOTHER UPGRADE IN LOVE,

00:32:37.766 --> 00:32:40.932
AND I GO BACK TO WHAT
THE I CORINTHIANS 13:10,

00:32:41.032 --> 00:32:42.599
AND I JUST GO IN
AND I WASH MYSELF,

00:32:42.699 --> 00:32:44.466
AND HERE'S WHAT LOVE IS
AND HERE'S WHAT I GOT,

00:32:44.566 --> 00:32:46.733
BUT LOOKS LIKE
IN DIFFERENT SITUATIONS.

00:32:46.833 --> 00:32:48.666
AND THERE'S TIMES I
DON'T OPERATE FROM THAT,

00:32:48.766 --> 00:32:50.666
BUT THEN THAT'S
ALWAYS AN INVITATION,

00:32:50.766 --> 00:32:52.433
AND THIS IS
WHERE I FEEL IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL

00:32:52.533 --> 00:32:54.599
WHERE JESUS SAYS,
COME TO ME,

00:32:54.699 --> 00:32:55.966
YOU WHO ARE WEARY.


00:32:56.066 --> 00:32:58.033
THERE'S A LOT OF WEARINESS OUT
THERE AND YOU FEEL HEAVY-LADEN.

00:32:58.133 --> 00:32:59.832
YOU FEEL HEAVY WITH
WHAT'S GOING ON.

00:32:59.932 --> 00:33:02.666
COME TO ME. SO
THE QUALIFICATION,

00:33:02.766 --> 00:33:03.899
EXCUSE ME,


00:33:03.999 --> 00:33:06.300
THE QUALIFICATION TO COME
TO JESUS IS THAT YOU'RE WEARY

00:33:06.400 --> 00:33:08.466
AND HEAVY-LADEN. IF
YOU'RE ALREADY DOING WELL,

00:33:08.566 --> 00:33:12.099
THERE'S NO REASON TO COME
BECAUSE YOU'RE ALREADY THERE.

00:33:12.199 --> 00:33:14.099
SO IT'S NOT
CONDEMNATION.

00:33:14.199 --> 00:33:16.866
THERE'S AN INVITATION WHEN
YOU'RE WEARY AND HEAVY-LADEN

00:33:16.966 --> 00:33:19.633
TO COME TO HIM AND
HE WILL GIVE YOU REST.

00:33:19.733 --> 00:33:22.766
AND, YOU KNOW THAT'S ONE OF
THE BIG EVIDENCE OF OBEDIENCE,

00:33:22.866 --> 00:33:25.066
SONS AND DAUGHTERS
THAT JUST REST.

00:33:25.166 --> 00:33:25.966
REST ON THE INSIDE,


00:33:26.066 --> 00:33:28.266
BUT ALSO REST
ON THE OUTSIDE.

00:33:28.366 --> 00:33:30.233
REST BECOMES
THE WEAPON OF WARFARE.

00:33:30.333 --> 00:33:32.932
SO I KNOW THAT I'M NO LONGER
IN THE RESTING PLACE

00:33:33.032 --> 00:33:34.766
AND FEEL I NEED TO
DO SOMETHING.

00:33:34.866 --> 00:33:38.033
RESTLESSNESS IS ONE OF
THE BIGGEST SIGNS

00:33:38.133 --> 00:33:40.032
AND YOU FEEL YOU NEED TO DO
SOMETHING, RESPOND TO SOMETHING,

00:33:40.132 --> 00:33:40.966
ATTACK.


00:33:41.066 --> 00:33:43.666
BUT HOW CAN YOU
HURT A DEAD PERSON?

00:33:43.766 --> 00:33:46.099
HOW CAN YOU HUMILIATE
SOMEBODY THAT IS HUMBLE?

00:33:46.199 --> 00:33:49.733
IT JUST MEANS THERE'S
STILL SOME WORK TO BE DONE.

00:33:49.833 --> 00:33:51.133
REBECCA: IT'S TRUE.


00:33:51.233 --> 00:33:52.466
THAT'S SO GOOD.


00:33:52.566 --> 00:33:55.732
WELL, I WANT YOU JUST TO TALK
A LITTLE BIT ABOUT YOUR BOOK,

00:33:55.832 --> 00:33:58.199
<i>THE LOVE OF AWAKENING:
LIVING IMMERSED</i>

00:33:58.299 --> 00:33:59.866
<i>IN THE
SUPERNATURAL LOVE OF GOD</i> .

00:33:59.966 --> 00:34:01.832
WHAT A WORD.


00:34:01.932 --> 00:34:04.333
CAN YOU GIVE US A
LITTLE DOWNLOAD OF THAT?

00:34:04.433 --> 00:34:06.900
LEIF: I CAN GIVE A LITTLE BIT
OF THE BACKGROUND OF IT,

00:34:07.000 --> 00:34:09.833
BECAUSE I HAD, AS I'VE
SHARED BEFORE, ABOUT WHAT I CALL

00:34:09.933 --> 00:34:12.566
THE BAPTISM OF LOVE EXPERIENCE
WHERE I WAS

00:34:12.666 --> 00:34:15.099
IMMERSED IN THE FATHER'S
LOVE AND KNEW HOW MUCH

00:34:15.199 --> 00:34:17.832
MY FATHER LOVES ME, AND
I WENT FROM BEING AN ORPHAN

00:34:17.932 --> 00:34:21.333
LIVING FOR GOD TO
BECOMING A BELOVED SON

00:34:21.433 --> 00:34:24.466
THAT ARE LIVING FROM GOD AND
FROM LOVE AND A WHOLE PARADIGM

00:34:24.566 --> 00:34:28.233
SHIFT THAT CHANGED MY LIFE.
BUT OVER A PERIOD OF TIME,

00:34:28.333 --> 00:34:31.866
I WAS SUDDENLY GOT MINISTRY, AND
PEOPLE WERE PULLING FROM ME.

00:34:31.966 --> 00:34:32.699
YOU GET BETRAYED.


00:34:32.799 --> 00:34:34.100
YOU GET HURT,
YOU GET REJECTED,

00:34:34.200 --> 00:34:36.099
YOU GET ALL OF THE THINGS
ALSO THAT FOLLOW BY

00:34:36.199 --> 00:34:38.133
TAKING UP YOUR CROSS AND
FOLLOWING HIM.

00:34:38.233 --> 00:34:42.133
SO THERE'S ALL THE ASPECTS OF
THE SONSHIP THAT NOW FOLLOWED.

00:34:42.233 --> 00:34:44.533
BUT THEN IN THE
JOURNEY BY 2005,

00:34:44.633 --> 00:34:47.732
I WAS JUST, I WAS TIRED AND
BEATEN, AND I'D HAD A LOT

00:34:47.832 --> 00:34:50.333
OF SURGERY AND CHRONIC PAIN
AND BROKEN NECK,

00:34:50.433 --> 00:34:53.166
BROKEN BACK, BODY CAST. SO I'D
GONE THROUGH A LOT OF ATTACKS

00:34:53.266 --> 00:34:55.533
OVER THE YEARS AND I'VE BEEN ON
A LOT OF OPIOIDS

00:34:55.633 --> 00:34:58.399
AND PAIN MEDICATION
AND TO SLEEP AND EVERYTHING,

00:34:58.499 --> 00:35:00.199
AND OVER
A COUPLE OF YEARS,

00:35:00.299 --> 00:35:02.299
I GOT MORE AND MORE BUSY,
BECAUSE EVEN THE LOVE MESSAGE,

00:35:02.399 --> 00:35:05.633
EVERYBODY WANTED IT. SO ON SUNNI
AND PAKISTAN ALL OVER THE WORLD,

00:35:05.733 --> 00:35:08.532
AND BEFORE YOU KNOW IT, BUT
IT WAS STILL SOMETHING MISSING

00:35:08.632 --> 00:35:09.666
IN ME.


00:35:09.766 --> 00:35:11.233
I KNEW HOW MUCH MY FATHER
LOVES ME, AND I LOVED HIM

00:35:11.333 --> 00:35:12.732
AND I LOVED THE WORLD.


00:35:12.832 --> 00:35:14.066
BUT IT WAS A
MISSING PIECE.

00:35:14.166 --> 00:35:15.900
I STILL DID NOT
KNOW HOW TO LOVE ME

00:35:16.000 --> 00:35:17.800
THE WAY THAT HE LOVES ME.


00:35:17.900 --> 00:35:20.066
REBECCA: WOW.


00:35:20.166 --> 00:35:23.733
LEIF: AND I DIDN'T KNOW THAT. SO
I ENDED UP IN A CRASH LANDING,

00:35:23.833 --> 00:35:26.333
ACTUALLY, IN A
TREATMENT CENTER, BURNED OUT,

00:35:26.433 --> 00:35:28.399
GOT OFF ALL THE
OPIOIDS, PAIN MEDICATION.

00:35:28.499 --> 00:35:31.299
I HAD TO DEAL WITH MY PHYSICAL
PAIN WITH ALL THE BROKEN BONES

00:35:31.399 --> 00:35:32.800
AND MY EMOTIONAL PAIN.


00:35:32.900 --> 00:35:34.533
I HAD TO DEAL WITH
THE INNER STUFF

00:35:34.633 --> 00:35:37.599
THAT WAS GOING ON THERE,
AND IT WAS A SCARY.

00:35:37.699 --> 00:35:40.632
AND FOR FIVE MONTHS,
THE PRESENCE LIFTED ME

00:35:40.732 --> 00:35:41.866
AND I WAS IN
THIS DARK PLACE.

00:35:41.966 --> 00:35:42.933
THERE WAS NO PRESENCE.


00:35:43.033 --> 00:35:44.500
I COULDN'T SEE HIS FACE.


00:35:44.600 --> 00:35:45.566
I COULDN'T HEAR HIS VOICE.


00:35:45.666 --> 00:35:47.266
I COULDN'T FEEL HIS LOVE.


00:35:47.366 --> 00:35:51.633
I COULDN'T EXPERIENCING. AND
THIS THAT'S STARTED MY RESUMING,

00:35:51.733 --> 00:35:53.700
AND THAT LED TO
HIM FOR ANOTHER UPGRADE

00:35:53.800 --> 00:35:55.966
WHERE HE STARTED HIS LIFE.


00:35:56.066 --> 00:35:59.766
YOU HAVE NOT YET LEARNED TO LOVE
YOU THE WAY THAT I LOVE YOU.

00:35:59.866 --> 00:36:03.833
JESUS LOVED JESUS THE WAY THAT
A FATHER LOVED JESUS.

00:36:03.933 --> 00:36:06.699
SO THERE WAS NO PLACE
THE ENEMY COULD GO.

00:36:06.799 --> 00:36:09.200
AND THAT'S STARTED WHERE I
REALIZED THE LOVE AWAKENING.

00:36:09.300 --> 00:36:12.066
I'VE WROTE A BOOK OF
BAPTISM OF LOVE,

00:36:12.166 --> 00:36:14.266
BUT I'VE REALIZED, AND ONE OF
THOSE INCIDENCES THAT KIND OF

00:36:14.366 --> 00:36:17.133
WAS AN ILLUSTRATION
BEHIND THAT BOOK

00:36:17.233 --> 00:36:18.833
THAT I WAS WITH
THIS RADICAL MUSLIM

00:36:18.933 --> 00:36:21.466
IMAM, HIS SON HAD JUST
BECOME QUADRIPLEGIC.

00:36:21.566 --> 00:36:23.966
HE FELL DURING RAMADAN
IN AN ACCIDENT.

00:36:24.066 --> 00:36:26.700
THEY WERE FIXING SOME
FIXTURES OF THESE BANNERS,

00:36:26.800 --> 00:36:29.332
AND HE FELL DOWN, BROKE HIS
NECK. AND I WENT TO THE HOSPITAL

00:36:29.432 --> 00:36:32.299
AND BELIEVED THAT
JESUS WAS GOING TO HEAL HIM.

00:36:32.399 --> 00:36:33.699
AND IF JESUS HEALED HIM,


00:36:33.799 --> 00:36:36.099
WOW, THEN THIS IS GOING TO BE
A TESTIMONY.

00:36:36.199 --> 00:36:38.000
KING OF SAUDI ARABIA WILL KNOW
BECAUSE HE'S FRIENDS

00:36:38.100 --> 00:36:40.300
WITH WHO IS WHO.
BUT I DIDN'T REALLY,

00:36:40.400 --> 00:36:41.799
AND I WAS SO DISAPPOINTED


00:36:41.899 --> 00:36:44.099
WHEN JESUS
DIDN'T HEAL HIM.

00:36:44.199 --> 00:36:47.866
AND I WAS SITTING THERE
IN A HOTEL KIND OF WHINING

00:36:47.966 --> 00:36:50.399
INSTEAD OF SHINING
AND SAY, GOD, WHY?

00:36:50.499 --> 00:36:53.199
I MEAN, HERE'S WHAT,
IF THIS HAS HAPPENED,

00:36:53.299 --> 00:36:55.099
THIS WOULD HAVE SPREAD A
REVIVAL IN THE MUSLIM WORLD.

00:36:55.199 --> 00:36:57.166
THIS IS WHAT WOULD HAVE HAPPENED
IF YOU, JESUS, HAD HEALED HIM.

00:36:57.266 --> 00:36:58.400
AND I WAS JUST
DISAPPOINTED WITH GOD.

00:36:58.500 --> 00:37:00.766
AND FINALLY
THE STILL SMALL VOICE,

00:37:00.866 --> 00:37:06.166
AND IT SAYS, SON, WHY ARE
YOU ALWAYS LOVING WITH A HOOK?

00:37:06.266 --> 00:37:08.732
I DON'T
LOVE WITH A HOOK.

00:37:08.832 --> 00:37:10.999
STOP LOVING
WITH AN AGENDA.

00:37:11.099 --> 00:37:13.366
SO I WAS ACTUALLY
LOVING THERE

00:37:13.466 --> 00:37:15.699
SO THAT I COULD
GET FAVORED.

00:37:15.799 --> 00:37:18.366
AND THIS DOORS OPEN UP,
EVEN IF THE BYPRODUCT,

00:37:18.466 --> 00:37:19.733
I'M GOING TO BRING
GLORY TO YOU.

00:37:19.833 --> 00:37:20.933
AND DAH, DAH,
DAH, DAH, DAH.

00:37:21.033 --> 00:37:22.166
IT WAS STILL ME


00:37:22.266 --> 00:37:25.899
NOT JUST BECOMING LOVE
SIMPLY BECAUSE I HADN'T YET,

00:37:25.999 --> 00:37:29.733
I HAD RECEIVED IT, BUT TO BECOME
IT IS A DIFFERENT PROCESS.

00:37:29.833 --> 00:37:34.399
SO THAT YOU TEACH WHAT YOU KNOW,
BUT YOU REPRODUCE WHO YOU ARE.

00:37:34.499 --> 00:37:35.199
REBECCA: YOU TEACH
WHAT YOU KNOW,

00:37:35.299 --> 00:37:36.632
BUT YOU REPRODUCE
WHO YOU ARE.

00:37:36.732 --> 00:37:38.666
LEIF: YEAH. SO IT'S DIFFERENT
FROM HAVING A SEED OF LOVE

00:37:38.766 --> 00:37:41.433
TO BECOMING
A TREE OF LOVE.

00:37:41.533 --> 00:37:42.866
AND THEN EVERYBODY
GETS A TASTE OF FRUIT.

00:37:42.966 --> 00:37:45.832
SO THE PROCESS OF BECOMING THAT.
THEN I PRAYED FOR ANOTHER MAN.

00:37:45.932 --> 00:37:46.899
WE WERE IN NORWAY.


00:37:46.999 --> 00:37:49.899
THEY HAD ABOUT 400 MEN
AND THIS MAN'S STRONG,

00:37:49.999 --> 00:37:52.066
NORWEGIAN STOIC VIKING.


00:37:52.166 --> 00:37:53.099
AND I WAS TEACHING ABOUT
THE BAPTISM OF LOVE

00:37:53.199 --> 00:37:54.166
AND I WENT
DOWN THE LINE.

00:37:54.266 --> 00:37:55.533
I WAS GOING TO GIVE THEM
THE LOOK OF LOVE

00:37:55.633 --> 00:37:57.766
OR KISS ON THE CHEEK
OR EMBRACE THEM.

00:37:57.866 --> 00:38:00.166
I JUST DID A LUKE 15,
HOW THE FATHER WAS,

00:38:00.266 --> 00:38:03.266
AND I REPRESENT A PAPA GOD,
AND I WENT DOWN THE LINE.

00:38:03.366 --> 00:38:06.166
BUT IT WAS SEVEN OF THESE GUYS
THAT I HADN'T TOUCHED.

00:38:06.266 --> 00:38:09.166
THEY WERE JUST EITHER
A LITTLE STOIC AND COLD.

00:38:09.266 --> 00:38:11.900
IT WAS MINUS TWENTY OUTSIDE. AND
SO SEVEN OF THESE GUYS

00:38:12.000 --> 00:38:13.166
STOOD IN,
AND THEY SAID,

00:38:13.266 --> 00:38:14.500
WELL, COULD YOU
PRAY FOR US?

00:38:14.600 --> 00:38:17.666
WE ALSO WANT THIS BAPTISM OF
LOVE. AND IT WAS KIND OF A RRR.

00:38:17.766 --> 00:38:19.266
AND I WAS TIRED.


00:38:19.366 --> 00:38:20.233
BUT I ASKED
THE HOLY SPIRIT

00:38:20.333 --> 00:38:21.366
AND I FELT
THE FATHER SAID,

00:38:21.466 --> 00:38:22.866
WOULD YOU LIKE
A SEED OF LOVE

00:38:22.966 --> 00:38:25.200
OR WOULD YOU LIKE
A WATERFALL OF LOVE?

00:38:25.300 --> 00:38:26.366
AND THEY ALL LOOKED
AT ME STRANGE.

00:38:26.466 --> 00:38:27.666
YEAH.


00:38:27.766 --> 00:38:29.533
IF I PRAY AND YOU JUST GET
IMMERSED IN LOVE, ANOTHER WEEK,

00:38:29.633 --> 00:38:31.300
YOU'RE GOING TO
NEED MORE LOVE.

00:38:31.400 --> 00:38:34.532
BUT IF I GIVE YOU A SEED OF LOVE
GETTING INTO THE RIGHT SOIL

00:38:34.632 --> 00:38:36.999
AND IT GETS
ROOTED AND GROUNDED,

00:38:37.099 --> 00:38:39.433
THEN ON THE INSIDE, LOVE IS
GOING TO START TO CHANGE YOU

00:38:39.533 --> 00:38:40.533
FROM THE INSIDE OUT,


00:38:40.633 --> 00:38:42.399
AND YOU WILL GO THROUGH
A PAINFUL PROCESS.

00:38:42.499 --> 00:38:45.266
YOU WILL BECOME LOVE. AND
THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU

00:38:45.366 --> 00:38:47.066
GETS TO TASTE
THE FRUIT OF LOVE.

00:38:47.166 --> 00:38:49.100
SO YOUR WIFE GETS TO TASTE
THE JOY, THE PEACE,

00:38:49.200 --> 00:38:50.900
AND ALL OF THAT.
YOUR FRIENDS,

00:38:51.000 --> 00:38:53.133
THE WORKERS, EVERYBODY
AROUND YOU IS GOING TO BE

00:38:53.233 --> 00:38:54.533
CHANGED BY THIS LOVE.


00:38:54.633 --> 00:38:55.433
SO WHICH ONE
DO YOU WANT?

00:38:55.533 --> 00:38:56.933
AND THEY LOOKED AT ME.


00:38:57.033 --> 00:38:59.032
THEY CAN'T. WE JUST WANTED
AN ENCOUNTER TO HEAR

00:38:59.132 --> 00:39:01.799
THAT WE'RE GOING TO BE CHANGED
BY THIS INSTEAD OF A SEED.

00:39:01.899 --> 00:39:05.399
AND THAT STARTED A PROCESS
FOR ME THAT LED TO THIS BOOK,

00:39:05.499 --> 00:39:08.633
<i>THE LOVE AWAKENING</i> ,
BECAUSE GOD STARTED TO SAY,

00:39:08.733 --> 00:39:11.666
AND BY THE WAY, THIS
QUADRIPLEGIC DID GET HEALED.

00:39:11.766 --> 00:39:13.000
REBECCA: REALLY?


00:39:13.100 --> 00:39:17.066
LEIF: BUT SUPERNATURALLY, I WAS
SITTING LIKE THIS IN A HOTEL

00:39:17.166 --> 00:39:18.666
FAR AWAY FROM HIM.


00:39:18.766 --> 00:39:20.800
AND WHEN I SAT THERE
AND SAID, FATHER,

00:39:20.900 --> 00:39:22.166
I DON'T KNOW HOW
TO LOVE THIS WAY,

00:39:22.266 --> 00:39:24.633
BECAUSE, BUT HE SAID, WOULD YOU
TAKE YOUR SON, LEIF EMMANUEL,

00:39:24.733 --> 00:39:26.766
WOULD YOU TAKE YOUR ONLY SON?
AND I SAID,

00:39:26.866 --> 00:39:30.033
I CAN'T DO THAT
AND SACRIFICE HIM.

00:39:30.133 --> 00:39:32.166
SO THAT MUSLIM IMAM'S


00:39:32.266 --> 00:39:33.333
SON COULD BE HEALED.


00:39:33.433 --> 00:39:35.733
WOULD YOU TRADE
PLACES WITH HIM?

00:39:35.833 --> 00:39:36.899
REBECCA: BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT
HE DID FOR US.

00:39:36.999 --> 00:39:38.099
LEIF: THAT'S WHAT HE DID
FOR US, BUT I DIDN'T KNOW

00:39:38.199 --> 00:39:39.132
HOW TO LOVE THAT WAY.


00:39:39.232 --> 00:39:40.733
REBECCA: OH, YEAH.


00:39:40.833 --> 00:39:41.866
LEIF: I'M TALKING ABOUT,


00:39:41.966 --> 00:39:43.066
WE HAVE THESE
CHARISMATIC PHRASES,

00:39:43.166 --> 00:39:44.599
OH, GOD, I WOULD
BE WILLING.

00:39:44.699 --> 00:39:45.500
THIS WAS A HOLY TIME.


00:39:45.600 --> 00:39:47.632
I KNEW THAT. WHEN
I FELT THIS THING,

00:39:47.732 --> 00:39:48.466
I SAID,


00:39:48.566 --> 00:39:49.766
I DON'T KNOW HOW
TO LOVE THIS WAY.

00:39:49.866 --> 00:39:50.566
I CANNOT
GIVE SOMETHING

00:39:50.666 --> 00:39:52.300
I DIDN'T FIRST RECEIVE.


00:39:52.400 --> 00:39:53.566
SO I JUST SAT THERE.


00:39:53.666 --> 00:39:55.600
AND I JUST GOT BATHED IN
THIS NEW WAVE OF LOVE.

00:39:55.700 --> 00:39:58.599
I SAT THERE AND I WEPT. I'M IN
THE MIDDLE EAST AND WEPT

00:39:58.699 --> 00:40:00.866
AS WAVES OF LOVE CAME OVER ME.
AND AT THAT MOMENT,

00:40:00.966 --> 00:40:02.566
I APPEARED IN ONE CITY


00:40:02.666 --> 00:40:04.799
AND THEN IN ANOTHER CITY


00:40:04.899 --> 00:40:07.099
AND AT THE HOSPITAL. AND
THEY CALLED, THE HOSPITAL,

00:40:07.199 --> 00:40:09.566
HE WAS TAKEN OFF A
VENTILATOR AND GOT HEALED.

00:40:09.666 --> 00:40:11.199
REBECCA: WOW.


00:40:11.299 --> 00:40:12.900
LEIF: AND THEN GOD SAID,
THIS IS JUST LIKE

00:40:13.000 --> 00:40:14.400
THIS IS JUST LIKE
A LITTLE GLASS OF WATER

00:40:14.500 --> 00:40:17.566
COMPARED TO THE OCEAN OF
LOVE THAT I'M ABOUT TO POUR OUT.

00:40:17.666 --> 00:40:20.032
SO THAT STARTS, I REALIZED THAT
THERE'S A NEW LOVE AWAKENING

00:40:20.132 --> 00:40:22.599
COMING, AND THEN I'M SEEING
VERY CLEARLY IN SCRIPTURES,

00:40:22.699 --> 00:40:24.199
LIKE YOU MENTIONED
IN JOHN 17,

00:40:24.299 --> 00:40:27.399
I REALIZED THAT THE WORLD
IS GOING TO KNOW,

00:40:27.499 --> 00:40:28.499
COLORADO IS
GOING TO KNOW,

00:40:28.599 --> 00:40:30.366
TEXAS IS GOING TO KNOW
WHO WE ARE, BY THE WAY.

00:40:30.466 --> 00:40:33.766
WE LOVE ONE ANOTHER.
SO OVER AND OVER AGAIN,

00:40:33.866 --> 00:40:34.900
IT'S THREE
DIFFERENT TIMES

00:40:35.000 --> 00:40:36.366
HE DESCRIBES THIS LOVE
SO THAT THEY MAY BELIEVE,

00:40:36.433 --> 00:40:38.366
SO THAT THE
WORLD MAY BELIEVE.

00:40:38.466 --> 00:40:40.666
SO WHEN WE HAVE
THIS LOVING COUNTRY,

00:40:40.766 --> 00:40:42.833
THAT'S THE EVIDENCE, IS THAT
THE WORLD IS GOING TO BELIEVE.

00:40:42.933 --> 00:40:45.800
SO WHAT IS THE ENEMY DOING?
ALL THE OPPOSITE. FAMILY

00:40:45.900 --> 00:40:47.700
FIGHTING AGAINST EACH OTHER,
AND YOU HAVE ALL THESE CRISES

00:40:47.800 --> 00:40:51.032
AND TURNING.
WHY IS THE ENEMY TRYING

00:40:51.132 --> 00:40:54.599
TO KILL THE BABY BOYS? AH,
EMOTIONS. DELIVERANCE IS COMING,

00:40:54.699 --> 00:40:56.466
WHY IS THE ENEMY TRYING
TO KILL THE BABY BOY.

00:40:56.566 --> 00:40:58.466
OH, JESUS THE SAVIOR
IS COMING.

00:40:58.566 --> 00:41:00.466
SO IF YOU SEE WHAT
THE ENEMY IS ATTACKING,

00:41:00.566 --> 00:41:02.166
HE GOES AFTER
THE IDENTITY.

00:41:02.266 --> 00:41:03.466
HE GOES AFTER FAMILY.
WHY?

00:41:03.566 --> 00:41:06.600
BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT GOD IS
RESTORING IN THIS SEASON.

00:41:06.700 --> 00:41:08.966
AND THEN WE GET SO
OVERWHELMED, AND YOUTUBE

00:41:09.066 --> 00:41:10.733
AND NEWS MEDIA AND
EVERYTHING ELSE,

00:41:10.833 --> 00:41:13.366
WE'RE TALKING ABOUT
WHAT THE ENEMY IS DOING.

00:41:13.466 --> 00:41:14.766
AND WE ARE FEEDING THAT,
AND WE'RE FEEDING THE FEAR

00:41:14.866 --> 00:41:17.266
BECAUSE IT SELLS
VERY WELL, AND THEN

00:41:17.366 --> 00:41:18.532
WE'RE GETTING INVOLVED


00:41:18.632 --> 00:41:20.899
AND GET DISTRACTED BY
WHAT THE ENEMY IS DOING

00:41:20.999 --> 00:41:22.899
BECAUSE WE DON'T SEE
WHAT GOD IS DOING

00:41:22.999 --> 00:41:25.432
INSTEAD OF REALIZING, NOW,
THERE'S A REAL ATTACK RIGHT NOW

00:41:25.532 --> 00:41:27.732
WHERE THE ENEMY IS TRYING TO
STEAL A WHOLE IDENTITY

00:41:27.832 --> 00:41:29.533
OF A GENERATION,
AND HE'S TRYING TO

00:41:29.633 --> 00:41:32.699
COME AGAINST FAMILY AND
GENERATION AND GENERATION

00:41:32.799 --> 00:41:35.032
OF BLESSINGS THAT IS
SUPPOSED TO FLOW.

00:41:35.132 --> 00:41:36.700
THEN WHEN WE REALIZE IN THAT
YOU'RE BECOMING

00:41:36.800 --> 00:41:39.499
A PROPHETIC PEOPLE, SO INSTEAD
OF WHERE GOD WANTS TO

00:41:39.599 --> 00:41:41.499
EXPOSE THIS AND HE
WANTS TO DO THIS AND THAT,

00:41:41.599 --> 00:41:43.999
YOU'RE COMING IN WITH
A MINISTRY OF RECONCILIATION

00:41:44.099 --> 00:41:47.999
AND RESTORATION BECAUSE THAT'S
THE HEART OF THE FATHER IN THIS.

00:41:48.099 --> 00:41:49.200
REBECCA: THAT'S SO GOOD.


00:41:49.300 --> 00:41:51.666
LEIF: SO IT'S JUST SO THAT WAS
KIND OF THE BACKGROUND

00:41:51.766 --> 00:41:52.566
OF THE LOVE AWAKENING.


00:41:52.666 --> 00:41:54.100
THERE IS A
TSUNAMI WAVE OF LOVE

00:41:54.200 --> 00:41:57.166
THAT IS GOING TO SWEEP, AND
IT'S GOING TO TOUCH THE NATION.

00:41:57.266 --> 00:41:58.299
AND WE
THINK WE'RE GOING TO HAVE

00:41:58.399 --> 00:42:02.099
A 1-BILLION SOUL HARVEST,
THAT PEOPLE LIKE BOB JONES

00:42:02.199 --> 00:42:04.366
AND PAUL CAIN,
OTHER ONES PROPHESIED,

00:42:04.466 --> 00:42:06.466
BUT GOD DOESN'T
WANT A BILLION ORPHANS.

00:42:06.566 --> 00:42:10.366
HE WANTS A BILLION
SONS AND DAUGHTERS.

00:42:10.466 --> 00:42:12.933
SO GOD WANTS FAMILIES.
SO HE'S HOLDING BACK

00:42:13.033 --> 00:42:15.066
THE BIGGEST HARVEST
THE WORLD HAS EVER SEEN

00:42:15.166 --> 00:42:17.133
BECAUSE WE CAN GET THE
GOOD NEWS OUT THERE EVERYWHERE

00:42:17.233 --> 00:42:19.966
AND GET ORPHANS TO
JOIN ORPHANAGES

00:42:20.066 --> 00:42:22.500
THAT WE CALL CHURCHES.


00:42:22.600 --> 00:42:23.666
REBECCA: YEAH.


00:42:23.766 --> 00:42:26.966
LEIF: NOW, HE WANTS FAMILY,
BECAUSE GOD IS A FAMILY.

00:42:27.066 --> 00:42:29.400
HE IS A FATHER, SON, AND
HOLY SPIRIT, AND THE ONLY WAY

00:42:29.500 --> 00:42:32.766
HEAVEN IS GOING TO BE ENTRUSTED
ON EARTH IS THROUGH FAMILY.

00:42:32.866 --> 00:42:35.733
AND IF GOD WANTED SOMETHING
DIFFERENT THAN A FAMILY,

00:42:35.833 --> 00:42:37.933
HE WOULD ASK US TO CALL HIM
SOMETHING DIFFERENT

00:42:38.033 --> 00:42:39.599
THAN A FATHER.


00:42:39.699 --> 00:42:40.766
REBECCA: THAT'S TRUE.


00:42:40.866 --> 00:42:43.933
LEIF: SO WHY DIDN'T WE SAY
OUR CEO OR OUR BOSS OR,

00:42:44.033 --> 00:42:45.366
NO, IT IS OUR FATHER,


00:42:45.466 --> 00:42:46.966
BECAUSE REBECCA,
IT IS YOUR PAPA.

00:42:47.066 --> 00:42:47.699
IT IS MY PAPA.


00:42:47.799 --> 00:42:49.266
IT IS OUR FATHER.


00:42:49.366 --> 00:42:50.633
WE HONOR HIS NAME.


00:42:50.733 --> 00:42:52.366
THEN WE CAN SEE
HIS KINGDOM COME

00:42:52.466 --> 00:42:54.400
AND HIS WILL
BE DONE RIGHT HERE,

00:42:54.500 --> 00:42:55.833
RIGHT HERE IN TEXAS,


00:42:55.933 --> 00:42:57.766
RIGHT IN YOUR LIFE, IN YOUR
MARRIAGE, IN YOUR FAMILY,

00:42:57.866 --> 00:42:59.500
IN YOUR FINANCES,
ON EARTH

00:42:59.600 --> 00:43:00.966
AS IT IS IN HEAVEN.


00:43:01.066 --> 00:43:03.400
SO HEAVEN ON EARTH
IS A FAMILY BUSINESS.

00:43:03.500 --> 00:43:04.566
REBECCA: IT IS.


00:43:04.666 --> 00:43:06.966
LEIF, THIS HAS BEEN SUCH AN
INCREDIBLE CONVERSATION.

00:43:07.066 --> 00:43:09.266
I JUST WANT YOU TO CLOSE
WITH A PRAYER FOR THE PEOPLE

00:43:09.366 --> 00:43:14.866
WHO ARE WATCHING.
JUST BE LED HOWEVER YOU FEEL.

00:43:14.966 --> 00:43:16.099
LEIF: FATHER,


00:43:16.199 --> 00:43:21.399
I JUST WANT TO REMIND YOU
THAT YOU ARE A GOOD GOOD PAPA.

00:43:21.499 --> 00:43:26.566
THAT'S WHO YOU ARE AND
LOVED AND LOVED AND LOVED.

00:43:26.666 --> 00:43:29.266
THAT'S WHO WE ARE.


00:43:29.366 --> 00:43:32.932
I WANT TO FIRST TO REPENT
ON BEHALF OF ANY WAYS

00:43:33.032 --> 00:43:38.133
WHERE WE HAVE SHOWN THE WORLD
A FATHER, A GOD

00:43:38.233 --> 00:43:41.733
THAT DID NOT LOOK LIKE JESUS
BECAUSE EVERYTHING

00:43:41.833 --> 00:43:44.033
THAT JESUS DID
WAS TO SHOW US

00:43:44.133 --> 00:43:45.933
HOW THE FATHER
IS LIKE. THE WAY

00:43:46.033 --> 00:43:48.399
HE FORGAVE. THE WAY


00:43:48.499 --> 00:43:49.932
HE LOVED. THE WAY


00:43:50.032 --> 00:43:51.466
HE SERVED. THE WAY


00:43:51.566 --> 00:43:53.166
HE WASHED FEET. THE WAY


00:43:53.266 --> 00:43:55.566
HE CONTINUED TO FORGIVE
OVER AND OVER AGAIN.

00:43:55.666 --> 00:43:59.433
EVERYTHING HE DID
WAS TO DISPLAY TO US

00:43:59.533 --> 00:44:01.299
HOW GOOD YOU ARE, FATHER.


00:44:01.399 --> 00:44:04.032
SO FORGIVE US WHEN WE
DON'T TOTALLY TRUST YOU,

00:44:04.132 --> 00:44:07.166
ESPECIALLY WHEN OUR
CIRCUMSTANCES LOOKS DIFFERENT.

00:44:07.266 --> 00:44:09.333
FORGIVE US THAT
WHEN WE ARE NOT LIKE JESUS

00:44:09.433 --> 00:44:12.433
THAT CAN FIND SLEEP
IN THE MIDDLE OF OUR STORMS

00:44:12.533 --> 00:44:13.833
THAT'S GOING ON.
AND WE ALL HAVE STORMS

00:44:13.933 --> 00:44:15.833
AND DIFFERENT LEVEL
OF STORMS,

00:44:15.933 --> 00:44:18.133
BECAUSE
WE REALLY DO NOT TRUST YOU,

00:44:18.233 --> 00:44:20.533
BECAUSE WE REALLY
DO NOT KNOW YOU.

00:44:20.633 --> 00:44:24.266
SO SHOW US, FATHER,
HOW MUCH YOU LOVE US.

00:44:24.366 --> 00:44:25.666
AND I WAS JUST THINKING ABOUT
AS I WAS HOLDING

00:44:25.766 --> 00:44:29.066
MY LITTLE GRANDSON, AND RIGHT
BEFORE I WAS COMING HERE,

00:44:29.166 --> 00:44:32.699
AND HE TOTALLY TRUSTS ME.
AND I'M LOOKING AT HIM

00:44:32.799 --> 00:44:34.333
AND HE'S LOOKING AT ME,
AND I'M JUST FEELING

00:44:34.433 --> 00:44:37.366
HE IS HEALING AND
RESTORING THE CHILDLIKENESS

00:44:37.466 --> 00:44:41.899
AND THE INNOCENCE BACK IN
MY LIFE, AND I FEEL THE SAME.

00:44:41.999 --> 00:44:43.832
THE FATHER
WANTS TO DO FOR YOU

00:44:43.932 --> 00:44:45.633
THAT SOME OF YOU HAVE
BEEN AT WAR FOR SO LONG,

00:44:45.733 --> 00:44:48.299
DISAPPOINTMENTS HAS BEEN
HAPPENING SO LONG,

00:44:48.399 --> 00:44:49.600
AND I'M FEELING
A LOT OF YOU

00:44:49.700 --> 00:44:52.332
THAT ARE OUT THERE,
HOPE DEFERRED

00:44:52.432 --> 00:44:53.966
HAS MADE
YOUR HEART SICK.

00:44:54.066 --> 00:44:55.666
YOU HAD HOPE. YOU HAD HOPE.
YOU HAD HOPE.

00:44:55.766 --> 00:44:56.866
THEN IT DIDN'T HAPPEN.


00:44:56.966 --> 00:44:57.966
YOU HAD PROPHECIES.


00:44:58.066 --> 00:44:59.700
YOU HAD WORDS OVER YOU,
BUT IT DIDN'T HAPPEN.

00:44:59.800 --> 00:45:02.666
AND YOUR HEART
HAS BECOME SICK.

00:45:02.766 --> 00:45:03.966
BUT I'M HEARING
THE FATHER SAYS

00:45:04.066 --> 00:45:06.232
IN THIS
SEASON, BELOVED,

00:45:06.332 --> 00:45:08.799
IT'S TIME FOR YOU TO DREAM
AGAIN AND DESIRE AGAIN,

00:45:08.899 --> 00:45:11.566
BECAUSE IT IS
THE TREE OF LIFE.

00:45:11.666 --> 00:45:12.832
SO FATHER,


00:45:12.932 --> 00:45:14.833
I JUST EVEN ASK RIGHT NOW
THAT WE ARE GOING TO ENTER INTO

00:45:14.933 --> 00:45:19.799
THIS BEAUTIFUL LOVE AWAKENING,
AND FIRST OF ALL,

00:45:19.899 --> 00:45:24.199
EACH ONE OF US, STARTING WITH
ME, TO GET A FRESH NEW ENCOUNTER

00:45:24.299 --> 00:45:26.766
WITH A FATHER'S
LOVE AND TO BE LOVED BY

00:45:26.866 --> 00:45:28.000
THE SAME LOVE


00:45:28.100 --> 00:45:30.999
THAT JESUS WAS LOVED BY SO THAT
WE CAN LOVE THE WORLD

00:45:31.099 --> 00:45:33.500
THE SAME WAY THAT JESUS
LOVED THE WORLD,

00:45:33.600 --> 00:45:37.366
TOTALLY DEPENDENT ON
THE HOLY SPIRIT.

00:45:37.466 --> 00:45:38.299
I'M JUST INVITING YOU,


00:45:38.399 --> 00:45:39.966
HOLY, HOLY SPIRIT,


00:45:40.066 --> 00:45:43.533
THERE'S SO MANY WEARY
SONS AND DAUGHTERS

00:45:43.633 --> 00:45:46.500
AND THEN THERE'S SO MANY ORPHANS
OUT THERE THAT ARE JUST

00:45:46.600 --> 00:45:49.800
STRUGGLING WITH THE ORPHAN HEART
AND THE ORPHAN SPIRIT.

00:45:49.900 --> 00:45:52.166
I THANK YOU FOR THE
GLORIOUS HOMECOMING

00:45:52.266 --> 00:45:55.666
THAT IS RIGHT NOW, AND THAT
THE SONS AND DAUGHTERS

00:45:55.766 --> 00:45:58.433
IS GOING TO FIND A PLACE
AT THE FAMILY TABLE.

00:45:58.533 --> 00:46:01.200
AND I'M HEARING HIM EVEN SAY
THAT I PREPARED A TABLE

00:46:01.300 --> 00:46:03.000
EVEN BEFORE YOUR ENEMIES.


00:46:03.100 --> 00:46:05.033
THAT MEANS, WHAT ARE YOU GOING
TO FEAST FROM, THE ENEMY

00:46:05.133 --> 00:46:07.000
OR THE ONE THAT


00:46:07.100 --> 00:46:10.366
SAYS, WHATEVER YOU NEED,
I HAVE PREPARED A TABLE

00:46:10.466 --> 00:46:12.300
RIGHT IN THE FRONT
OF YOUR ENEMIES.

00:46:12.400 --> 00:46:13.433
AND SO, FATHER,


00:46:13.533 --> 00:46:16.066
THE LORD IS STILL MY
SHEPHERD, AND I DO NOT LACK.

00:46:16.166 --> 00:46:19.533
HE MAKES ME LIE DOWN
IN GREEN PASTURES.

00:46:19.633 --> 00:46:23.632
AND HE ALSO RESTORES MY
SOUL, EVEN WHEN I WALK THROUGH,

00:46:23.732 --> 00:46:24.932
I'M NOT GOING TO STOP IN
THE MIDDLE OF IT,

00:46:25.032 --> 00:46:27.300
WALK THROUGH THE VALLEY OF
SHADOW OF DEATH, I FEAR NO EVIL

00:46:27.400 --> 00:46:30.499
BECAUSE
YOU ARE WITH ME.

00:46:30.599 --> 00:46:31.632
SO FATHER,


00:46:31.732 --> 00:46:33.966
WE'RE JUST GOING TO FEAST
TODAY OF THE DAILY BREAD.

00:46:34.066 --> 00:46:36.399
YOU SAY, GIVE US THIS DAY
OUR DAILY BREAD.

00:46:36.499 --> 00:46:38.199
WE WOULD LIKE TO HAVE
TOMORROW'S BREAD

00:46:38.299 --> 00:46:42.433
OR EVEN SOME, EAT OLD BREAD FROM
YESTERDAY'S BREAD.

00:46:42.533 --> 00:46:44.733
BUT YOU'RE GOING TO GIVE US
DAILY BREAD OF YOUR PRESENCE,

00:46:44.833 --> 00:46:47.166
DAILY BREAD, DAILY WISDOM,
DAILY JOY,

00:46:47.266 --> 00:46:50.032
DAILY PEACE, WHATEVER WE
NEED FOR TODAY.

00:46:50.132 --> 00:46:53.566
SO WE DEPEND ON YOU. AND I
FELT ALSO FOR SOME OF YOU

00:46:53.666 --> 00:46:54.666
THAT ARE OUT THERE,


00:46:54.766 --> 00:46:56.399
IT'S THE FOURTH WATCH OF
THE NIGHT, AND YOU FEEL

00:46:56.499 --> 00:46:58.666
YOU'RE GOING ONTO THE
FOURTH WATCH, AND I FELT

00:46:58.766 --> 00:47:00.266
THAT WAS VERY IMPORTANT.


00:47:00.366 --> 00:47:02.633
IT'S KIND OF IN THE LAST MINUTE
THAT NOTHING HAS HAPPENED

00:47:02.733 --> 00:47:04.999
AND YOU SAY, WHY HAVE
YOU LET THIS HAPPEN?

00:47:05.099 --> 00:47:07.000
WHY DIDN'T YOU SHOW UP AT THE
FIRST WATCH OR THE SECOND WATCH?

00:47:07.100 --> 00:47:08.633
I PRAYED AND I
WAITED AND I WAITED,

00:47:08.733 --> 00:47:10.999
AND IT JUST GOES ON
AND ON AND ON. AND NOW,

00:47:11.099 --> 00:47:11.966
IT'S THE FOURTH WATCH,


00:47:12.066 --> 00:47:13.732
AND IT SEEMS IMPOSSIBLE,
AND I FEEL THAT

00:47:13.832 --> 00:47:15.933
YOU'RE JUST
THE BATTLE FATIGUE.

00:47:16.033 --> 00:47:18.499
BUT I FELT THE FATHER'S
JUST SAYING, ONE OTHER REASON

00:47:18.599 --> 00:47:20.633
I WAITED TO THE
FOURTH WATCH IS THAT

00:47:20.733 --> 00:47:23.933
WHEN THERE'S NOTHING ELSE YOU
CAN TRUST IN THAT YOU WILL KNOW

00:47:24.033 --> 00:47:26.000
THAT YOU CAN TOTALLY TRUST ME.
AND I JUST FELT

00:47:26.100 --> 00:47:27.333
FOR SOME OF YOU,


00:47:27.433 --> 00:47:31.166
HE'S GOING TO HEAL. TRUST IN
THIS SEASON WHERE YOU KNOW THAT

00:47:31.266 --> 00:47:37.000
YOU KNOW, THAT THE 1,159 ARE
SHOWING UP AND THAT THE FATHER,

00:47:37.100 --> 00:47:39.032
HE FLIES FASTER
THAN YOU CAN FALL.

00:47:39.132 --> 00:47:40.999
SO EVEN IF YOU FEEL YOU
ARE IN A FREEFALL IN LIFE,

00:47:41.099 --> 00:47:43.400
THE FATHER IS UP THERE AND
HE'S NOT FORGOTTEN ABOUT YOU.

00:47:43.500 --> 00:47:46.466
HE'S NOT FORGOTTEN ABOUT
HIS SONS AND DAUGHTERS.

00:47:46.566 --> 00:47:48.633
AND WHEN YOU'RE LEARNING
HOW TO REST IN HIM,

00:47:48.733 --> 00:47:53.699
HE STARTS TO WORK IN BEHALF OF
YOU. SO FIND THAT RESTING PLACE.

00:47:53.799 --> 00:47:54.999
AND I JUST
SEE LITTLE BOYS AND GIRLS

00:47:55.099 --> 00:47:58.232
CLIMBING UP ON PAPA'S LAP,
INCLUDING A 59-YEAR-OLD

00:47:58.332 --> 00:48:01.799
NORWEGIAN AND PUTTING HIS
HEAD AGAINST PAPA'S CHEST.

00:48:01.899 --> 00:48:03.733
AND I SEE THE FATHER, I
WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR YOU,

00:48:03.833 --> 00:48:06.600
JUST LIKE I'M HOLDING MY LITTLE
GRANDSON OR I'M HOLDING THEM.

00:48:06.700 --> 00:48:08.033
AND THERE'S
SOMETHING THAT HAPPENS.

00:48:08.133 --> 00:48:09.366
I WOULD DO ANYTHING.


00:48:09.466 --> 00:48:11.133
SO THE FATHER IS FIGHTING
ON BEHALF OF US,

00:48:11.233 --> 00:48:12.833
AND I ASK FORGIVENESS.
FOR SO MANY OF US,

00:48:12.933 --> 00:48:13.766
WE ARE FIGHTING


00:48:13.866 --> 00:48:16.199
ALL THESE STRUGGLES
DOWN HERE OURSELF

00:48:16.299 --> 00:48:19.899
INSTEAD OF LEARNING TO COME, AND
THAT'S THE INVITATION OF JESUS.

00:48:19.999 --> 00:48:21.066
COME TO ME,


00:48:21.166 --> 00:48:21.866
ALL OF YOU


00:48:21.966 --> 00:48:23.166
WHO ARE WEARY
AND HEAVY-LADEN.

00:48:23.266 --> 00:48:26.866
SO WE'RE COMING HOME.
WE'RE RECEIVING THIS LOVE.

00:48:26.966 --> 00:48:28.066
BUT NOW IN THIS SEASON,


00:48:28.166 --> 00:48:31.233
WE ALSO LEARNING TO BECOME
LOVE SO THAT THE WORLD CAN

00:48:31.333 --> 00:48:33.832
SEE WHO WE ARE, BECAUSE WE
GENUINELY LEARN HOW TO

00:48:33.932 --> 00:48:34.799
LOVE ONE ANOTHER,


00:48:34.899 --> 00:48:38.966
EVEN DIFFICULT PEOPLE,
EVEN OUR ENEMIES.

00:48:39.066 --> 00:48:40.299
SO THE FATHER LOVES YOU


00:48:40.399 --> 00:48:44.333
JUST THE WAY YOU ARE, BUT
HE REFUSES FOR YOU TO STAY

00:48:44.433 --> 00:48:49.232
THAT WAY, BECAUSE HE WANTS
YOU TO BE JUST LIKE JESUS.

00:48:49.332 --> 00:48:50.233
AND FATHER,


00:48:50.333 --> 00:48:52.900
I WANT TO BLESS,
ESPECIALLY REBECCA, TODAY,

00:48:53.000 --> 00:48:57.699
YOUR BELOVED DAUGHTER,
REBECCA.

00:48:57.799 --> 00:49:02.066
I'M JUST SENSING THIS INCREDIBLE
JOY OF THE FATHER'S FACE.

00:49:02.166 --> 00:49:03.166
WHEN HE'S LOOKING,


00:49:03.266 --> 00:49:05.633
HE'S LIKE, THAT'S MY GIRL,
AND THAT'S MY GIRL.

00:49:05.733 --> 00:49:08.599
AND I KNOW LAST TIME WE WERE
HERE ALSO, AND I FEEL IT AGAIN.

00:49:08.699 --> 00:49:10.400
IT'S LIKE HER, EVEN HER
NATURAL DAD, MARCUS.

00:49:10.500 --> 00:49:13.666
BUT YOU SEE IN THERE, IT'S AMONG
THE LARGE CLOUD OF WITNESSES

00:49:13.766 --> 00:49:16.166
THAT IS WATCHING.
THEY'RE JUST WATCHING.

00:49:16.266 --> 00:49:19.432
AND THEREFORE, REBECCA, YOU CAN
RUN THE RACE THAT IS SET

00:49:19.532 --> 00:49:22.999
BEFORE YOU. LET GO OF ANY OF
THE THINGS THAT ENTANGLE YOU

00:49:23.099 --> 00:49:26.399
AND SO MANY THINGS HERE
AND WHATEVER BURDENS

00:49:26.499 --> 00:49:27.866
THAT IS IN THERE. BUT BOTH
THE LARGE CLOUD OF WITNESSES,

00:49:27.966 --> 00:49:30.099
INCLUDING YOUR DAD, IS
UP THERE WITH THE FATHER

00:49:30.199 --> 00:49:31.233
AND LIKE,
THAT'S MY GIRL.

00:49:31.333 --> 00:49:32.333
THAT'S MY GIRL.


00:49:32.433 --> 00:49:35.766
AND NOW, YOU JUST RUN,
FIX YOUR EYES ON JESUS,

00:49:35.866 --> 00:49:38.099
TAKE YOUR EYES OFF EVERYTHING
ELSE THAT DISTRACTS YOU IN THIS,

00:49:38.199 --> 00:49:39.333
BUT FIX
YOUR EYES ON

00:49:39.433 --> 00:49:40.900
JESUS AS THE AUTHOR.


00:49:41.000 --> 00:49:45.633
HE WROTE YOUR STORY, BUT HE
IS THE FINISHER OF YOUR FAITH.

00:49:45.733 --> 00:49:48.299
YOU STARTED WELL AND
YOU'RE GOING TO END WELL.

00:49:48.399 --> 00:49:50.766
SO RIGHT NOW, DO NOT LET
ANYTHING STUMBLE YOU

00:49:50.866 --> 00:49:51.566
ON THIS RACE.


00:49:51.666 --> 00:49:52.933
STAY WITHIN YOUR LANE.


00:49:53.033 --> 00:49:56.132
IT'S SAFE BECAUSE YOUR ANOINTING
RESTS UPON YOUR ASSIGNMENT,

00:49:56.232 --> 00:49:58.933
AND YOUR ASSIGNMENT
IS CONNECTED TO YOUR ALIGNMENT.

00:49:59.033 --> 00:50:01.066
AND I JUST,
SEEING AGAIN THAT LITTLE GIRL

00:50:01.166 --> 00:50:02.866
THAT MELTS
THE FATHER'S HEART,

00:50:02.966 --> 00:50:07.933
WHO THE LITTLE GIRL THAT MELTS
THE FATHER'S HEART. SO FATHER,

00:50:08.033 --> 00:50:11.433
JUST EVEN IN THIS SEASON
THAT YOU JUST EXPERIENCING IT,

00:50:11.533 --> 00:50:12.266
AND I'M HEARING THE FATHER SAY,
I'M GOING TO BLESS

00:50:12.366 --> 00:50:15.500
THE REST
OF YOUR LIFE.

00:50:15.600 --> 00:50:16.166
AND THAT IS, AGAIN,


00:50:16.266 --> 00:50:17.499
DOUBLE FOR YOUR TROUBLE.


00:50:17.599 --> 00:50:20.633
THAT'S THE INTERNAL. THAT IS
ALSO FUTURE, THE EXTERNAL,

00:50:20.733 --> 00:50:24.399
THE REST, THE REST,
THE REST OF YOUR LIFE.

00:50:24.499 --> 00:50:29.533
SO LET THIS BE A SEASON OF
RESTING, RECEIVING, BECOMING,

00:50:29.633 --> 00:50:34.799
RELEASING, REST RECEIVED, BECOME
RELEASED, RESTING, AND REIGNING.

00:50:34.899 --> 00:50:36.766
SO EVEN AS
I'M BLESSING REBECCA,

00:50:36.866 --> 00:50:39.733
I'M BLESSING YOUR FAMILY
AND JUST EVEN FOR THE JOY.

00:50:39.833 --> 00:50:42.666
I'M THINKING ABOUT THE
SIX-MONTH-OLD, BUT I'M JUST

00:50:42.766 --> 00:50:44.832
FEELING THAT YOU'RE GOING TO BE
A STUDENT OF

00:50:44.932 --> 00:50:46.833
LEARNING FROM THAT
SIX MONTH OLD.

00:50:46.933 --> 00:50:48.966
THERE'S ALL THESE LESSONS
THAT YOU'RE GOING TO LEARN THERE

00:50:49.066 --> 00:50:51.466
WHOA, AS YOU'RE LOOKING THERE,
BECAUSE YOU'RE GOING TO

00:50:51.566 --> 00:50:53.332
FEEL THE FATHER'S
HEARTS TOWARDS YOU

00:50:53.432 --> 00:50:55.332
AS YOU'RE LOOKING
AND REFLECTING.

00:50:55.432 --> 00:50:56.732
AND THERE'S
SO MANY LIFE LESSONS

00:50:56.832 --> 00:50:57.766
THAT YOU'RE
GOING TO LEARN,

00:50:57.866 --> 00:51:00.433
THAT YOU'RE GOING TO
DEMONSTRATE THERE,

00:51:00.533 --> 00:51:02.433
AND EVEN SOME OF
THE HELPLESSNESS

00:51:02.533 --> 00:51:03.800
OF A LITTLE SIX-MONTH-OLD


00:51:03.900 --> 00:51:06.732
AND DEPENDENCY, AND THERE'S SO
MANY OF THESE DIFFERENT LESSONS

00:51:06.832 --> 00:51:09.432
THAT YOU'RE GOING
TO BE TUTORED

00:51:09.532 --> 00:51:12.499
AND YOU'RE GOING TO BE TAUGHT
BY. THAT'S WHY WE HAVE TO

00:51:12.599 --> 00:51:14.299
BECOME LIKE THEM TO
ENTER THE KINGDOM.

00:51:14.399 --> 00:51:15.866
SO THERE'S GOING TO BE
SOME NEW VALUE,

00:51:15.966 --> 00:51:17.466
AND IT'S GOING TO
BE A NEW LANGUAGE

00:51:17.566 --> 00:51:18.900
AND YOU'RE GOING TO
SPEAK THIS LANGUAGE

00:51:19.000 --> 00:51:20.799
TO SO MANY OF THE PEOPLE
THAT ARE OUT THERE

00:51:20.899 --> 00:51:23.999
THAT'S GOING TO OPEN UP
THE BLIND EYES AND THE DEAF EARS

00:51:24.099 --> 00:51:25.433
AND IT'S GOING
TO TOUCH PEOPLE'S HEARTS

00:51:25.533 --> 00:51:28.066
AND IT'S GOING TO HELP THE SONS
AND DAUGHTERS TO BECOME FREE

00:51:28.166 --> 00:51:33.300
BECAUSE WHOM THE SON
SET FREE IS FREE INDEED.

00:51:33.400 --> 00:51:35.900
AND I JUST RELEASE A NEW JOY
OVER YOU IN THIS SEASON

00:51:36.000 --> 00:51:37.900
BECAUSE JESUS
ENDURED A SUFFERING

00:51:38.000 --> 00:51:40.566
BECAUSE THERE WAS A
JOY SET BEFORE HIM.

00:51:40.666 --> 00:51:43.599
I JUST RELEASE A GIFT
OVER YOU TO BE ABLE TO SEE HOPE,

00:51:43.699 --> 00:51:46.499
AND YOU'RE GOING
TO SEE BE ABLE TO ALSO

00:51:46.599 --> 00:51:47.699
RELEASE A GIFT OF
HOPE OVER YOU TO SEE

00:51:47.799 --> 00:51:49.632
WHAT'S ON THE OTHER SIDE,
THAT EVEN WHEN YOU HAVE HAD

00:51:49.732 --> 00:51:52.766
A FRIDAY SEASON AND
IT'S BEEN A LONG, LONG SATURDAY

00:51:52.866 --> 00:51:55.299
THAT YOU WILL SEE
SUNDAY AND IT'S GOING TO

00:51:55.399 --> 00:51:57.066
GIVE ALL THE SATURDAY,


00:51:57.166 --> 00:51:59.100
IT'S GOING TO
GIVE THE PAIN PURPOSE,

00:51:59.200 --> 00:52:01.466
AND THAT'S WHY YOU'RE GOING TO
HAVE THE JOY BECAUSE YOU CAN

00:52:01.566 --> 00:52:02.532
SEE IT SUNDAY,


00:52:02.632 --> 00:52:03.966
THE END RESULT OF WHAT
THE FATHER'S GOING TO DO

00:52:04.066 --> 00:52:06.766
WHEN HE'S GOING TO USE ALL
THESE THINGS OUT FOR GOOD

00:52:06.866 --> 00:52:07.966
BECAUSE YOU LOVE HIM,


00:52:08.066 --> 00:52:10.399
REBECCA, AND YOU ARE CALLED
ACCORDING TO HIS PURPOSE.

00:52:10.499 --> 00:52:12.966
SO IT'S TIME FOR YOU TO
GET OVERWHELMED AGAIN.

00:52:13.066 --> 00:52:14.732
AND MAKING SURE I JUST FELT
THAT MAKE SURE

00:52:14.832 --> 00:52:16.666
YOU DON'T PUT ANY INSULATION
AROUND YOUR HEART

00:52:16.766 --> 00:52:18.299
BECAUSE YOU DON'T WANT
TO BE HURT AGAIN

00:52:18.399 --> 00:52:21.066
BECAUSE THAT
SAME INSULATION

00:52:21.166 --> 00:52:22.566
YOU PUT
BOUNDARIES ON

00:52:22.666 --> 00:52:24.832
AND THE BOUNDARIES JUST CHOOSES
WHAT COMES IN AND OUT

00:52:24.932 --> 00:52:27.333
OF YOUR HEART, BUT IT'S
JUST LIKE A DOOR

00:52:27.433 --> 00:52:30.700
WHERE A KEY WITH A LOCK, YOU
CHOOSE WHAT COMES IN AND OUT,

00:52:30.800 --> 00:52:31.799
BUT DON'T PUT
INSULATION BECAUSE IT ALSO

00:52:31.899 --> 00:52:34.833
STOPS THE FATHER FROM
BEING ABLE TO TOUCH

00:52:34.933 --> 00:52:36.466
THE TENDERNESS
OF YOUR HEART.

00:52:36.566 --> 00:52:38.432
SO KEEP YOUR HEART TENDER.


00:52:38.532 --> 00:52:40.532
I JUST SEE THIS
BEAUTIFUL TENDER HEART

00:52:40.632 --> 00:52:43.066
AND THAT THE FATHER'S
JUST LOVING THAT HEART,

00:52:43.166 --> 00:52:44.599
THAT TENDER,
BEAUTIFUL HEART.

00:52:44.699 --> 00:52:48.099
BUT DO NOT ALLOW THE PAIN
FOR YOU TO PROTECT THAT.

00:52:48.199 --> 00:52:51.566
THOSE BEAUTIFUL SENSITIVE
ANTENNAS BECAUSE YOU'RE

00:52:51.666 --> 00:52:54.166
PICKING UP A LOT OF
THINGS WITH THOSE ANTENNA,

00:52:54.266 --> 00:52:56.066
AND IT'S PAINFUL AND IT'S
HARD, BUT IN THE MIDDLE OF IT,

00:52:56.166 --> 00:52:58.499
YOU'RE GOING TO KEEP YOUR LOVE
ON, YOU'RE GOING TO STAY FIRM,

00:52:58.599 --> 00:53:01.466
AND YOU'RE GOING
TO LOVE WELL IN THIS SEASON

00:53:01.566 --> 00:53:04.432
BECAUSE YOU CAN SEE
WHAT SUNDAY LOOKS LIKE

00:53:04.532 --> 00:53:07.333
AND YOU CAN BE ABLE TO BRING
HOPE, EVEN WHEN PEOPLE

00:53:07.433 --> 00:53:08.632
ARE NOT
ABLE TO SEE

00:53:08.732 --> 00:53:10.766
WHAT THEIR SATURDAY IS
GOING TO LEAD TOWARDS,

00:53:10.866 --> 00:53:12.366
SUNDAY IS COMING.


00:53:12.466 --> 00:53:15.999
SO BLESS THAT,
IN JESUS' NAME, AMEN.

00:53:16.099 --> 00:53:16.832
AMEN.


00:53:16.932 --> 00:53:17.666
AMEN.


00:53:17.766 --> 00:53:18.333
REBECCA: AMEN.


00:53:18.433 --> 00:53:19.932
WOW.


00:53:20.032 --> 00:53:21.499
THANK YOU SO MUCH.


00:53:21.599 --> 00:53:23.799
YOU ARE SUCH A BLESSING.


00:53:23.899 --> 00:53:24.399
I CAN'T SAY
ANYTHING ELSE

00:53:24.499 --> 00:53:25.166
BECAUSE I'LL CRY.


00:53:25.266 --> 00:53:26.100
OKAY.
LEIF...

00:53:26.200 --> 00:53:27.033
LEIF: IT'S OKAY
FOR YOU TO CRY.

00:53:27.133 --> 00:53:27.933
THIS IS GOOD
FOR YOU.

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GOOD MEDICINE.


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REBECCA: I KNOW.
I KNOW.

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THANK YOU SO MUCH.


00:53:32.566 --> 00:53:34.233
FOR PEOPLE TO GET
CONNECTED TO YOU,

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HOW DO THEY FIND YOU?


00:53:36.333 --> 00:53:37.233
LEIF: IF THEY CAN
SEE MY NAME.

00:53:37.333 --> 00:53:38.766
LEIF HETLAND.


00:53:38.866 --> 00:53:40.032
LEIF HETLAND.


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AND THEN THEY CAN FIND ME.
OR GLOBALMISSIONAWARENESS.COM

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OR ANY BOOKS OR
MATERIAL OR FIND A YOUTUBE

00:53:47.599 --> 00:53:49.266
OR YOU CAN FIND
ME ON EVERYWHERE.

00:53:49.366 --> 00:53:50.700
SO YEAH, JUST
LOOK UP THAT LEIF,

00:53:50.800 --> 00:53:52.133
L-E-I-F.


00:53:52.233 --> 00:53:54.932
HETLAND, H-E-T-L-A-N-D.


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AND THEY CAN GO AND
CHECK IT OUT THERE

00:53:56.066 --> 00:53:59.299
AND HOPEFULLY
FIND SOME OF THE TOOLS.

00:53:59.399 --> 00:54:01.933
I FELT ESPECIALLY<i>THE LOVE
AWAKENING</i> , BUT THE BOOK ON

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<i>THE THREE CHAIRS</i> .


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EVEN THERE I WOULD
ENCOURAGE YOU, REBECCA,

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YOURSELF, CALLED CALL TO REIGN,
BUT JUST SO YOU CAN SEE,

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CHAIR NUMBER ONE IS
THE LIFESTYLE OF JESUS.

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SO YOU CAN SEE THE DIFFERENCE
OF THE CHURCH OPERATING.

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BECAUSE
DECEPTION IS SO DECEIVING.

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SO I WANT US TO GET THE
SUPER GLUE TO SHARE ONE.

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AND THE CHAIR ONE HAS LEG
NUMBER, ONE IS IDENTITY NUMBER,

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TWO IS INTIMACY.


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THEN INHERITANCE.


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THEN DESTINY.


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ONE CHAIR TURNS
THE OPPOSITE WAY.

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SO I JUST WANTED TO, THAT'S
A BOOK CALLED<i>CALL TO REIGN</i>

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THAT IS HELPING SO MANY PEOPLE
LEARNING SELF-AWARENESS.

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SO THAT HOW DO I RESPOND
WHEN I GET SQUEEZED,

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GET INTO CHAIR ONE, AND STARTS
TO OPERATE LIKE JESUS

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IN EVERY CIRCUMSTANCE, AND
JUST IT'S JUST A PRACTICAL WAY

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OF LIVING AND LOVING
LIKE JESUS, TO BE WITH HIM,

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TO BECOME LIKE HIM, AND SIMPLY
DO WHAT JESUS DOES

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IN EVERY SITUATION.


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THAT'S THE CALL
OF ANY APPRENTICES

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OR DISCIPLES OF JESUS


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THAT IS BEING LOVED BY THE
FATHER THAT JESUS WAS LOVED BY.

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REBECCA: I LOVE THAT.


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WELL, YOU'RE A BLESSING.


00:54:59.866 --> 00:55:00.832
THANK YOU SO MUCH.


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WE APPRECIATE YOU.


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LEIF: I APPRECIATE YOU, TOO.