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REBECCA WEISS: HEY, EVERYONE,

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WELCOME TO THE SHOW.

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I'M SUPER EXCITED TODAY

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BECAUSE WE HAVE PASTOR
OF CELEBRATION CHURCH,

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TIM TIMBERLAKE
IN THE BUILDING.

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PASTOR TIM TIMBERLAKE: OH,
WHAT AN HONOR, REBECCA.

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THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR
HAVING ME ON THE PODCAST.

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REBECCA: THANK YOU
FOR BEING HERE.

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AND WE'RE GONNA BE TALKING
ABOUT YOUR NEW BOOK,

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<i>THE ART OF OVERCOMING:</i>

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LETTING GOD TURN YOUR
ENDINGS INTO BEGINNINGS.

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PASTOR TIM: YES.

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REBECCA: WHICH IS
A BEAUTIFUL TITLE.

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PASTOR TIM: THANK YOU.

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REBECCA: SO, TAKE
US BACK TO GROWING UP

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AND YOU HAVING TO
EXPERIENCE

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YOUR OWN LOSS IN YOUR LIFE.

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PASTOR TIM: YEAH.

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SO, GROWING UP IN
AND AROUND PARENTS

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WHO ARE IN MINISTRY,

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YOU GET THIS,
YOU ARE CONSTANTLY

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IN THE LIMELIGHT.

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WE CALL IT THE FISHBOWL.

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YOU KNOW, PEOPLE
ARE ALWAYS WATCHING

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AND PEOPLE ALWAYS
HAVE AN OPINION.

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AND SO GROWING UP
AROUND CHURCH,

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IN CHURCH,

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ALWAYS KIND OF INVOLVED
IN CHURCH IN SOME ASPECT,

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YOUR PARENTS
BECOME YOUR HEROES.

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AND YOU GET AN
OPPORTUNITY TO SEE

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THE CALL OF GOD ON THEIR LIFE.

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FROM KIND OF ITS
INFANCY STAGES,

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UNTIL YOU KNOW, THE REST
OF THE WORLD SEES THEM.

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AND I HAD AN OPPORTUNITY
TO GO ON THAT JOURNEY

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WITH MY PARENTS,

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KIND OF SEEING
THEM GO FROM

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NO ONE KNOWING
WHO THEY ARE,

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TO EVERYONE SEEMINGLY
KNOWING WHO THEY ARE.

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AND THE UPSIDE
TO THAT IS,

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YOU GET A CHANCE TO GO
WITH PEOPLE ON A JOURNEY.

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THE DOWNSIDE TO THAT IS

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EVERYONE GETS AN
OPPORTUNITY

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WITH THEIR OPINION

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TO JOURNEY WITH YOU,

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EVEN IN THE STRUGGLES
AND DIFFICULTIES OF LIFE.

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AND IN 1997,
MY FATHER WAS DIAGNOSED

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WITH TERMINAL CANCER.

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AND AS A RESULT OF THAT,

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HAD DIFFICULTIES LIVING

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FOR THE REMAINDER
OF HIS LIFE,

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WHICH WAS FIVE YEARS.

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AND SO IN THAT PROCESS -

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REBECCA: I ACTUALLY
WANT YOU TO GIVE

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THE DETAILS OF THAT.

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PASTOR TIM: YEAH.

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SO HE HAD TERMINAL
THROAT CANCER,

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STAGE 4.

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THE DOCTORS GAVE HIM A
VERY SHORT WINDOW TO LIVE.

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THEY ALSO GAVE
HIM THE OPTION

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TO GET AN
EXPERIMENTAL SURGERY,

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WHICH HADN'T BEEN DONE
AT THE TIME,

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BUT I BELIEVE
FOUR OTHER TIMES.

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AND SO IT WAS REALLY A
SMALL WINDOW OF SURVIVAL.

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IF HE SURVIVED, LIFE
WOULD BE VERY DIFFICULT,

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OR THEY SAID
THAT IT WOULD.

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AND SO HE OPTED FOR IT
BECAUSE IT WOULD

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EXTEND HIS LIFE,

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EVEN IF IT WAS FOR
AN EXTRA WEEK OR TWO.

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AND SO THE SURGERY
WAS VERY INVASIVE.

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THEY CUT HIM FROM
THE BACK OF ONE EAR,

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OPENED UP HIS NECK,

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AND THE SCAR ENDED UP ON
THE BACK OF THE OTHER EAR.

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AND WHEN THEY
OPENED UP HIS NECK,

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THEY REMOVED A TUMOR
THE SIZE OF A CHIPMUNK.

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WHEN THEY DID
THAT, THOUGH,

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THEY REMOVED A
QUARTER OF HIS TONGUE.

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AND SO HE WAS NO LONGER
ABLE TO SWALLOW,

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NO LONGER ABLE TO
DRINK OR EAT ANYTHING.

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HE WAS FED THROUGH
A G-TUBE

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FOR THE REMAINDER
OF HIS LIFE.

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AND SO MY FATHER
WAS A BIG GUY.

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6'5, 265 POUNDS.

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JUST COUNTRY STRONG.

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AND OVER THE
NEXT FEW MONTHS,

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I JUST SAW HIM DWINDLE
AND BECOME A SHELL

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OF WHO I KNEW
MY HERO TO BE.

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AND SO FOR ME -

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REBECCA: HOW OLD WERE
YOU WHEN THAT HAPPENED?

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PASTOR TIM: I WAS 12.

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REBECCA: SO YOU WERE IN
A REALLY IMPORTANT

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PHASE OF YOUR LIFE.

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PASTOR TIM: OH, MAN.

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I WAS IN THE MOST
FORMATIVE YEARS OF MY LIFE.

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I REMEMBER, THEY
GOT THE DIAGNOSIS

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SHORTLY AFTER MY BIRTHDAY.

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AND I REMEMBER HE ENDED UP
DYING AND TRANSITIONING

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THE DAY AFTER
MY 18TH BIRTHDAY.

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AND SO, YOU KNOW, OVER THAT
FIVE-YEAR WINDOW OF TIME,

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HE'S FIGHTING
FOR HIS LIFE,

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MY MOM IS FIGHTING
FOR HIS LIFE.

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I'M IN THESE
FORMATIVE YEARS

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AND I'M TRYING
TO DISCOVER,

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OKAY, WHAT DOES LIFE LOOK
LIKE MOVING FORWARD,

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AND REALLY TRYING TO DO
MY BEST TO BECOME A MAN,

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YOU KNOW, FROM 12 TO 18.

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YOU KNOW, THOSE YEARS YOU
ARE A SPONGE AS A YOUNG BOY

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AND YOU JUST WANT
TO KIND OF ABSORB

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THE HEROES AND
THE MENTORS

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AND THE PEOPLE SPEAKING
INTO YOUR LIFE.

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AND TO HAVE HIS VOICE
STILL ECHO FROM A DISTANCE,

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JUST WASN'T ENOUGH FOR ME.

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AND I STARTED TO ALLOW
THE WRONG VOICES

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TO SPEAK INTO MY LIFE.

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AND REALLY KIND OF
GO DOWN THIS PATHWAY

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THAT WAS OPPOSITE OF
WHAT THEY HAD

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RAISED ME TO BE LIKE.

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REBECCA: YEAH.

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PASTOR TIM: AND I WAS
FRUSTRATED WITH GOD,

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AND I WAS ANGRY WITH GOD

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AND DISAPPOINTED WITH GOD.

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AND REALLY JUST STARTED
TO KIND OF REBEL,

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AND SAY, YOU KNOW WHAT?

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IF THIS IS THE
WAY GOD IS,

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I DON'T WANT TO SERVE
A GOD LIKE THAT.

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REBECCA: YEAH.

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PASTOR TIM: AND NOT REALLY
HAVING MY FAITH ROOTED

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IN MY OWN PERSONAL
RELATIONSHIP,

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BUT IT WAS
ROOTED IN THEIRS.

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AND SO I KNEW ABOUT GOD,

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BUT I DIDN'T KNOW HIM.

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AND THE BEST WAY FOR
ME TO EXPLAIN IT

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FOR OUR LISTENERS
AND VIEWERS,

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IS LIKE READING
A HISTORY BOOK.

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YOU KNOW, YOU GET AN
OPPORTUNITY TO READ

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AND LEARN ABOUT
ABRAHAM LINCOLN

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AND KNOW ABOUT HIM,

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BUT YOU CAN'T SAY YOU
KNOW ABRAHAM LINCOLN

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UNTIL YOU MEET
ABRAHAM LINCOLN.

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AND SO YOU KNOW ALL
THESE FACTS ABOUT HIM,

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YOU KNOW SOME
OF THE DATES,

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YOU KNOW SOME OF THE HISTORY,

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BUT YOU DON'T
KNOW WHO HE IS.

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YOU KNOW ABOUT HIM.

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AND IT WAS LIKE
THAT FOR GOD FOR ME.

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I KNEW ABOUT GOD,

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I KNEW SOME OF THE
FACTS ABOUT GOD.

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I KNEW SOME OF THE
INCREDIBLE

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TESTIMONIES AND STORIES

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ABOUT MEN AND
WOMEN IN THE BIBLE

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AND ALL THESE
GREAT THINGS

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THAT I READ ABOUT.

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BUT I DIDN'T
KNOW WHO HE WAS

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BECAUSE I DID NOT HAVE

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A PERSONAL
RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM.

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AND IT WASN'T UNTIL
AFTER MY FATHER HAD DIED

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AND I HAD SEEN HIM
WRESTLE THROUGH LIFE

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AND REALLY STAND FIRM AND
REALLY CONCRETE IN HIS FAITH,

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AND REALLY LIVE OUT A LIFE
THAT WAS AN EXAMPLE TO ME

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OF WHAT STEADFASTNESS
LOOKED LIKE,

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RESILIENCE LOOKED LIKED,

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ENDURANCE LOOKED LIKE.

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IT WASN'T UNTIL HE
DIED THAT I REALLY

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ESTABLISHED A RELATIONSHIP
WITH JESUS FOR MYSELF

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WHERE I KNEW
HIM FOR MYSELF.

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AND MY PERSPECTIVE
OF GOD CHANGED.

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MY PERSPECTIVE
OF JESUS CHANGED.

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AND IT WAS NO
LONGER SERVING HIM

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BECAUSE OF WHAT
HE COULD DO.

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IT WAS JUST SERVING HIM
BECAUSE OF WHO HE WAS.

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REBECCA: YEAH.

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PASTOR TIM: AND, YOU KNOW,

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WHEN MY HEART TURNED
TOWARDS JESUS

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AND MY MIND WAS
SHIFTING TOWARDS

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A TRUE RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM,

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THAT'S WHEN GOD REALLY
STARTED TO CALL ME

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INTO MINISTRY.

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AND I HAD NO DESIRE
TO BE IN MINISTRY.

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AND I HAD NO -

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SEEING YOUR PARENTS
IN MINISTRY

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AND SEEING HOW PEOPLE
TREAT YOUR PARENTS

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AND JUST THE UGLY
SIDE OF MINISTRY,

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IT'S NOTHING THAT YOU WOULD
REALLY WANT TO GET INTO.

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REBECCA: YEAH.

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PASTOR TIM: IF YOU KNOW.

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AND GOD WAS LIKE,
NOPE, I WANT YOU.

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I'M CALLING YOU.

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I'M ASSIGNING YOU
INTO MINISTRY.

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AND I FOUGHT IT AS HARD
AND AS LONG AS I COULD

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UNTIL I COULD
NO LONGER FIGHT.

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AND WHEN I ACCEPTED
THE CALL OF GOD,

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IT WAS A VERY
BEAUTIFUL THING.

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HE SPOKE TO ME IN A DREAM.

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AND I BELIEVE GOD SPEAKS
TO US THROUGH DREAMS

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BECAUSE WE CAN'T
INTERRUPT HIM.

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YOU KNOW, IT'S LIKE I'LL
WAIT UNTIL YOU GO TO SLEEP.

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REBECCA: YOU'RE A
CAPTIVE AUDIENCE AT NIGHT.

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PASTOR TIM: THAT'S
RIGHT, ABSOLUTELY.

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HUSH, LISTEN, I HAVE
YOUR ATTENTION,

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DON'T SAY ANYTHING.

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YOU'RE ASLEEP, GREAT.
LET'S BEGIN.

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SO HE SHOWED ME
IN THIS DREAM,

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I WAS STANDING
ON THIS STAGE

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AND IT WAS A SEA
FULL OF PEOPLE

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AS FAR AS I COULD SEE.

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AND I GLANCED
DOWN AT MY HANDS

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AND I COULD SEE
THERE WAS BLOOD,

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JUST KIND OF
SMUDGED ON MY HANDS.

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AND IT WAS THE FIRST TIME
I HEARD GOD SO CLEAR

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SPEAK TO ME AND SAY,

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THE LONGER YOU RUN FROM
WHAT I'VE CALLED YOU TO DO,

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EVERYONE YOU COULD
HAVE INFLUENCED -

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NOT EVERYONE
YOU WOULD MEET,

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NOT EVERYONE YOU
WOULD IMPACT,

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EVERYONE YOU COULD
HAVE INFLUENCED,

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THEIR BLOOD WILL BE
HELD TO YOUR ACCOUNT.

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AND I WOKE UP AND I
WAS JUST SO AFRAID,

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I WAS SCARED.

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I CALLED MY MOM AND I
TOLD HER ABOUT THIS DREAM

00:07:53.539 --> 00:07:54.807 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND I THOUGHT SHE
WAS GONNA BE LIKE,

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OH, IT'S OKAY, YOU KNOW.

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MAYBE IT MEANS THIS.

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AND SHE STARTED
LAUGHING HYSTERICALLY,

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LIKE SHE COULD NOT
CATCH HER BREATH.

00:08:02.815 --> 00:08:04.450 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
AND I WAS SO CONFUSED
BECAUSE I WAS

00:08:04.517 --> 00:08:05.718 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
SCARED OUT OF MY MIND

00:08:05.785 --> 00:08:07.787 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
AND MY MOM IS LAUGHING
LIKE THIS LADY HAS LOST

00:08:07.854 --> 00:08:09.655 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
HER NATURAL-BORN MIND.

00:08:09.722 --> 00:08:12.425 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
SHE IS GOING CUCKOO
FOR COCOA PUFFS.

00:08:12.491 --> 00:08:15.361 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
AND SHE CAUGHT HER BREATH
LONG ENOUGH TO TELL ME,

00:08:15.428 --> 00:08:17.230 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
THAT'S THE EXACT
DREAM YOUR FATHER HAD

00:08:17.296 --> 00:08:19.098 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
WHEN GOD CALLED
HIM INTO MINISTRY.

00:08:19.165 --> 00:08:20.299 align:center line:85% position:50% size:33%
REBECCA: WOW.

00:08:20.366 --> 00:08:22.101 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
PASTOR TIM: AND I
WAS LIKE, OH, MY GOSH.

00:08:22.168 --> 00:08:23.002 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
REBECCA: THAT'S SO WILD.

00:08:23.069 --> 00:08:24.203 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
PASTOR TIM: SO WILD.

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REBECCA: LIKE,
WHAT ARE THE CHANCES?

00:08:25.338 --> 00:08:26.505 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
PASTOR TIM: OH, MAN.

00:08:26.572 --> 00:08:29.141 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
AND HE NEVER TOLD ME THAT.

00:08:29.208 --> 00:08:33.246 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
AND, YOU KNOW, ONE OF MY
GREATEST GIFTS TO DATE

00:08:33.312 --> 00:08:35.281 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
THAT I HAVE IS I HAVE

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ALL OF MY
FATHER'S NOTEBOOKS.

00:08:38.584 --> 00:08:42.188 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
AND SO AFTER MY DAD DIED,

00:08:42.255 --> 00:08:45.524 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
I WAS READING THROUGH
ONE OF HIS NOTEBOOKS

00:08:45.591 --> 00:08:48.661 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND HE WAS TALKING
ABOUT THAT DREAM.

00:08:48.728 --> 00:08:52.498 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
AND HE WAS TALKING
ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED.

00:08:52.565 --> 00:08:55.368 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
AND JUST, IT WAS
SO SPOT ON,

00:08:55.434 --> 00:09:00.606 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
SO MUCH OF THE SAME
DREAM THAT I HAD,

00:09:00.673 --> 00:09:03.643 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
THAT IF I HAD
CONTINUED TO DISOBEY,

00:09:03.709 --> 00:09:06.279 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
IT WOULD HAVE
BEEN AT MY DEMISE.

00:09:06.345 --> 00:09:10.716 align:center line:79% position:50% size:68%
YOU KNOW, AND SO TO BE ABLE
TO STEP INTO OBEDIENCE

00:09:10.783 --> 00:09:13.085 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
AND STEP INTO
THE CALL OF GOD,

00:09:13.152 --> 00:09:14.387 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
IT NEVER IS EASY,

00:09:14.453 --> 00:09:17.290 align:center line:79% position:50% size:68%
ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU'RE
STEPPING INTO AN ASSIGNMENT

00:09:17.356 --> 00:09:21.894 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
BEHIND A SPIRITUAL
GIANT LIKE OUR PARENTS,

00:09:21.961 --> 00:09:24.096 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
AND, YOU KNOW, LIKE
OUR FATHERS.

00:09:24.163 --> 00:09:29.001 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
BUT YOU STEP INTO A
POSITION AND A SEASON

00:09:29.068 --> 00:09:30.636 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
OFF OF THEIR SHOULDERS

00:09:30.703 --> 00:09:33.906 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
AND IT ALLOWS US TO SEE
FURTHER THAN THEY COULD,

00:09:33.973 --> 00:09:36.275 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
AND IT ALLOWS US TO REACH
FURTHER THAN THEY COULD

00:09:36.342 --> 00:09:38.811 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
BECAUSE WE STAND
ON THEIR SHOULDERS.

00:09:38.878 --> 00:09:41.180 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
AND I REMEMBER
PRAYING ONE DAY

00:09:41.247 --> 00:09:44.016 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND GOD JUST ASKED
ME THIS QUESTION.

00:09:44.083 --> 00:09:48.487 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
HOW DOES A KING OR A QUEEN
BECOME A KING OR A QUEEN?

00:09:48.554 --> 00:09:50.189 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
AND I WAS LIKE,
I DON'T KNOW.

00:09:50.256 --> 00:09:52.758 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
THEY'RE KNIGHTED
INTO IT, I GUESS.

00:09:52.825 --> 00:09:54.093 align:center line:85% position:50% size:33%
I DON'T KNOW.

00:09:54.160 --> 00:09:55.728 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
THEY'RE ADORNED WITH IT.

00:09:55.795 --> 00:09:56.896 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
AND HE SAID, NO.

00:09:56.963 --> 00:09:59.899 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
A KING OR A QUEEN
MUST FIRST DIE.

00:09:59.966 --> 00:10:02.335 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
AND THAT'S THE
HARD REALITY

00:10:02.401 --> 00:10:04.971 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
ABOUT THE POSITION
THAT WE'RE IN.

00:10:05.037 --> 00:10:06.739 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
IN ORDER FOR US
TO STEP INTO

00:10:06.806 --> 00:10:08.341 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
SOME OF THE ASSIGNMENTS

00:10:08.407 --> 00:10:09.942 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
AND SOME OF THE SEASONS,

00:10:10.009 --> 00:10:12.478 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
THERE HAS TO BE SOMEONE
THAT GOES BEFORE US.

00:10:12.545 --> 00:10:13.512 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
REBECCA: YEAH.

00:10:13.579 --> 00:10:15.881 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
PASTOR TIM: SO THAT
WE CAN OCCUPY THE SEAT

00:10:15.948 --> 00:10:17.583 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND THE ASSIGNMENT
THAT WE ARE IN.

00:10:17.650 --> 00:10:19.819 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
AND SO THINKING
ABOUT THAT,

00:10:19.885 --> 00:10:21.754 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
AND EVEN FROM OUR
CONVERSATIONS EARLIER,

00:10:21.821 --> 00:10:26.759 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
JUST REFLECTING ON,
YOU KNOW, THE ROADS

00:10:26.826 --> 00:10:28.494 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
THAT OUR FATHERS
PAVED FOR US,

00:10:28.561 --> 00:10:32.765 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
IT BRINGS ME BACK
TO SO MANY MEMORIES.

00:10:32.832 --> 00:10:35.835 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
BUT THE MOST IMPORTANT
IS GRATITUDE.

00:10:35.901 --> 00:10:38.204 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
SO, YEAH, IT'S
JUST A LITTLE BIT.

00:10:38.270 --> 00:10:40.106 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
REBECCA: THAT'S
SO BEAUTIFUL.

00:10:40.172 --> 00:10:42.241 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
BUT IT'S A SPIRITUAL
INHERITANCE.

00:10:42.308 --> 00:10:45.111 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
YOU ARE CONTINUING
THAT WORK.

00:10:45.177 --> 00:10:46.679 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
AND IT'S KIND OF LIKE,

00:10:46.746 --> 00:10:47.947 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
I READ SOMETHING
THE OTHER DAY,

00:10:48.014 --> 00:10:50.750 align:center line:79% position:50% size:68%
IT'S LIKE THEIR TOP, THE
HIGHEST THEY'LL GO IN LIFE,

00:10:50.816 --> 00:10:52.118 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
THAT CAN BE OUR FLOOR,

00:10:52.184 --> 00:10:53.819 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
BECAUSE THEY PAVED
THAT WAY FOR US.

00:10:53.886 --> 00:10:54.720 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
PASTOR TIM: THAT'S RIGHT.

00:10:54.787 --> 00:10:55.921 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
REBECCA: AND WHAT'S SO
BEAUTIFUL IS

00:10:55.988 --> 00:10:58.457 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
YOU SAW THAT DREAM,
THE FEAR OF GOD HIT YOU.

00:10:58.524 --> 00:11:01.961 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
WHAT WAS IT AGAIN,
GOD SAID THERE -

00:11:02.028 --> 00:11:03.462 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
PASTOR TIM: EVERYONE
I COULD HAVE INFLUENCED,

00:11:03.529 --> 00:11:05.865 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
THEIR BLOOD WOULD BE
HELD TO MY ACCOUNT.

00:11:05.931 --> 00:11:08.434 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
WHICH THAT'S JUST SO
WILD TO THINK ABOUT.

00:11:08.501 --> 00:11:10.002 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
BUT WE NEED TO BE
THINKING THAT WAY.

00:11:10.069 --> 00:11:11.103 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
PASTOR TIM: ABSOLUTELY.

00:11:11.170 --> 00:11:12.905 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
REBECCA: BECAUSE WE WILL
STAND BEFORE GOD ONE DAY.

00:11:12.972 --> 00:11:15.441 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
AND WE WILL HAVE TO GIVE
AN ACCOUNT OF OUR LIVES.

00:11:15.508 --> 00:11:17.343 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
LIKE THANK GOODNESS
OUR SINS ARE FORGIVEN

00:11:17.410 --> 00:11:18.377 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
BY THE BLOOD OF JESUS,

00:11:18.444 --> 00:11:20.513 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
BUT THERE'S ALSO THE
JUDGMENT OF OUR LIVES.

00:11:20.579 --> 00:11:22.048 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
AND WERE WE OBEDIENT,

00:11:22.114 --> 00:11:23.682 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
AND WE ARE HELD
RESPONSIBLE.

00:11:23.749 --> 00:11:25.484 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
SO THAT'S A WORD FOR
WHOEVER IS LISTENING.

00:11:25.551 --> 00:11:26.585 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
PASTOR TIM:
I'M TELLING YOU,

00:11:26.652 --> 00:11:28.220 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
AND I JUST ENCOURAGE
OUR LISTENERS,

00:11:28.287 --> 00:11:30.923 align:center line:79% position:50% size:68%
YOU KNOW, WE OFTEN THINK
WE'RE JUDGED BY WHAT WE DO,

00:11:30.990 --> 00:11:32.058 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
WHICH IS TRUE,

00:11:32.124 --> 00:11:37.863 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
BUT WE'RE JUDGED BY WHAT
GOD TOLD US NOT TO DO.

00:11:37.930 --> 00:11:40.800 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
AND WHAT GOD TOLD US
TO DO THAT WE DIDN'T.

00:11:40.866 --> 00:11:43.436 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
AND OFTENTIMES WE THINK
THAT WE'RE LIMITED

00:11:43.502 --> 00:11:45.438 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
BY WHAT WE DON'T HAVE.

00:11:45.504 --> 00:11:47.807 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
AND I WOULD ARGUE, WE'RE
NOT LIMITED

00:11:47.873 --> 00:11:49.075 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
BY WHAT WE DON'T HAVE,

00:11:49.141 --> 00:11:50.476 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
WE'RE LIMITED
BY WHAT WE HAVE

00:11:50.543 --> 00:11:52.545 align:center line:85% position:50% size:45%
THAT WE DON'T USE.

00:11:52.611 --> 00:11:53.446 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
AND THERE'S AN ANOINTING,

00:11:53.512 --> 00:11:54.447 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
THERE'S AN ASSIGNMENT,

00:11:54.513 --> 00:11:56.082 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
THERE'S A GIFTING IN US,

00:11:56.148 --> 00:11:58.117 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
THAT GOD HAS PLACED IN US.

00:11:58.184 --> 00:12:01.520 align:center line:79% position:50% size:68%
AND SOME OF THE LIMITATIONS
THAT WE'RE FACED WITH

00:12:01.587 --> 00:12:05.257 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
IS BECAUSE WE HAVE NOT
SAID YES TO THOSE THINGS

00:12:05.324 --> 00:12:06.992 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
THAT REALLY HOLD US BACK

00:12:07.059 --> 00:12:11.497 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
FROM BECOMING
OUR BEST IN GOD.

00:12:11.564 --> 00:12:12.598 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
REBECCA: YEAH.

00:12:12.665 --> 00:12:14.133 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
AND I JUST THINK ABOUT
THE PARABLE OF THE SOWER.

00:12:14.200 --> 00:12:15.468 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
PASTOR TIM: YEAH.

00:12:15.534 --> 00:12:16.869 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
REBECCA: WHERE
IT'S LIKE,

00:12:16.936 --> 00:12:18.838 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
WE WILL BE RESPONSIBLE,

00:12:18.904 --> 00:12:20.072 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
EACH PERSON HAS A
DIFFERENT AMOUNT OF

00:12:20.139 --> 00:12:21.740 align:center line:85% position:50% size:45%
TALENTS, YOU KNOW,

00:12:21.807 --> 00:12:25.077 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
BUT EACH PERSON, TWO OF
THE PEOPLE MULTIPLIED IT,

00:12:25.144 --> 00:12:27.113 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
AND THE OTHER PERSON
WENT AND BURIED IT.

00:12:27.179 --> 00:12:29.615 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
AND IT DOESN'T MATTER IF
SOMEONE HAS TEN OR FIVE,

00:12:29.682 --> 00:12:31.851 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
YOU JUST HAVE TO STEWARD
WHAT GOD HAS GIVEN YOU.

00:12:31.917 --> 00:12:34.153 align:center line:79% position:50% size:68%
AND WE WILL BE HELD
ACCOUNTABLE LIKE THEY WERE.

00:12:34.220 --> 00:12:35.855 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
PASTOR TIM: ABSOLUTELY.

00:12:35.921 --> 00:12:36.789 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
REBECCA: SO WHEN
YOU HAD THAT DREAM,

00:12:36.856 --> 00:12:37.957 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
HOW OLD WERE YOU?

00:12:38.023 --> 00:12:38.958 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
PASTOR TIM: I WAS 18.

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REBECCA: OKAY,
SO YOU WERE 18.

00:12:40.259 --> 00:12:41.393 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
PASTOR TIM: YEAH.

00:12:41.460 --> 00:12:42.294 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
REBECCA: SO GO
BACK TO THAT MOMENT.

00:12:42.361 --> 00:12:43.996 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
YOU HAVE THAT DREAM
AND YOU DECIDE

00:12:44.063 --> 00:12:45.631 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
THEN AND THERE WHAT?

00:12:45.698 --> 00:12:46.899 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
PASTOR TIM: SO MY
FATHER HAD DIED THE DAY

00:12:46.966 --> 00:12:48.868 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
AFTER MY 18TH BIRTHDAY.

00:12:48.934 --> 00:12:53.205 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
ON MY 18TH BIRTHDAY,
MY DAD SAT ME DOWN

00:12:53.272 --> 00:12:57.676 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
FOR FIVE HOURS AND
JUST SPOKE INTO ME,

00:12:57.743 --> 00:13:00.112 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
JUST DECLARED OVER ME
ON MY 18TH BIRTHDAY.

00:13:00.179 --> 00:13:03.983 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
I'M NOT REALLY THINKING,
MAN, THIS IS INCREDIBLE.

00:13:04.049 --> 00:13:05.084 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
THIS IS MY 18TH BIRTHDAY,

00:13:05.151 --> 00:13:06.452 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
SO I'M THINKING ABOUT
WHAT I'M GONNA DO,

00:13:06.519 --> 00:13:07.920 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
WHAT AM I GONNA
HAVE FOR DINNER,

00:13:07.987 --> 00:13:09.455 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
WHO AM I GONNA
HANG OUT WITH.

00:13:09.522 --> 00:13:10.556 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
REBECCA: DON'T
YOU JUST HATE THAT?

00:13:10.623 --> 00:13:11.624 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
PASTOR TIM: OH, MAN.

00:13:11.690 --> 00:13:13.058 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
MY DAD IS TALKING TO ME -

00:13:13.125 --> 00:13:15.294 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
REBECCA: SPEAKING LIKE
THE FATHER'S BLESSING.

00:13:15.361 --> 00:13:16.829 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
PASTOR TIM: HE IS
DECLARING OVER ME,

00:13:16.896 --> 00:13:20.199 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND SO I'M THERE
BUT I'M NOT THERE.

00:13:20.266 --> 00:13:23.969 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
AND HE IS TELLING ME

00:13:24.036 --> 00:13:27.907 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
THE PLAN OF GOD
FOR MY LIFE.

00:13:27.973 --> 00:13:30.242 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
AND, YOU KNOW, AFTER
ABOUT FIVE HOURS

00:13:30.309 --> 00:13:31.710 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
HE PATS ME ON THE LEG,

00:13:31.777 --> 00:13:33.646 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
HE GOES UPSTAIRS
TO HIS ROOM,

00:13:33.712 --> 00:13:35.114 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
HE GOES TO SLEEP.

00:13:35.181 --> 00:13:36.348 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
2 A.M. THE
FOLLOWING MORNING,

00:13:36.415 --> 00:13:37.583 align:center line:79% position:50% size:33%
MY MOM KNOCKS
ON THE DOOR,

00:13:37.650 --> 00:13:38.684 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
SHE SAYS, HEY, I
NEED YOU TO HELP ME

00:13:38.751 --> 00:13:39.685 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
GET YOUR DAD OUT OF BED.

00:13:39.752 --> 00:13:41.253 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
HE'S NOT RESPONDING.

00:13:41.320 --> 00:13:43.155 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
SO WE RUSH INTO THE ROOM.

00:13:43.222 --> 00:13:44.490 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
PULL HIM OUT OF BED.

00:13:44.557 --> 00:13:46.058 align:center line:85% position:50% size:45%
HE'S ALREADY GONE.

00:13:46.125 --> 00:13:48.027 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
AND I REMEMBER
THINKING TO MYSELF,

00:13:48.093 --> 00:13:50.162 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
I WISH I HAD MORE TIME.

00:13:50.229 --> 00:13:52.932 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
I WISH I HAD PAID
MORE ATTENTION.

00:13:52.998 --> 00:13:57.403 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
I WISH THAT I COULD
GO BACK IN TIME,

00:13:57.469 --> 00:13:59.638 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
SIT DOWN, GET A PEN,

00:13:59.705 --> 00:14:00.906 align:center line:85% position:50% size:25%
GET A PAD,

00:14:00.973 --> 00:14:03.008 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
WRITE DOWN WHAT
HE WAS SAYING.

00:14:03.075 --> 00:14:06.512 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
AND SO FOR THE LAST
20-SOMETHING-ODD YEARS,

00:14:06.579 --> 00:14:09.415 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
I'VE RELIVED THAT
CONVERSATION OVER AND OVER

00:14:09.481 --> 00:14:10.482 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
AND OVER AGAIN

00:14:10.549 --> 00:14:14.620 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
TO TRY TO GRAB AHOLD
OF MORE PIECES.

00:14:14.687 --> 00:14:19.658 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
AND ONE OF MY BIGGEST
REGRETS IN LIFE

00:14:19.725 --> 00:14:21.961 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
IS NOT BEING PRESENT.

00:14:22.027 --> 00:14:23.696 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
AND SO FROM THAT MOMENT,

00:14:23.762 --> 00:14:26.599 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
EVERY CONVERSATION
THAT I'VE HAD

00:14:26.665 --> 00:14:28.934 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
I AM 100 PERCENT PRESENT.

00:14:29.001 --> 00:14:30.836 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
BECAUSE I NEVER KNOW HOW
THOSE CONVERSATIONS

00:14:30.903 --> 00:14:32.438 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
WILL MARK ME

00:14:32.504 --> 00:14:35.474 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.

00:14:35.541 --> 00:14:38.644 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
AND HOW THAT
MOMENT CHANGED ME

00:14:38.711 --> 00:14:41.146 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
FROM A PLACE OF REGRET

00:14:41.213 --> 00:14:43.249 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
IN SUCH A POSITIVE WAY.

00:14:43.315 --> 00:14:45.618 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
YOU KNOW, REGRET CAN
DO ONE OF TWO THINGS.

00:14:45.684 --> 00:14:49.555 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
REGRET CAN ALLOW US
TO LIVE IN REMORSE,

00:14:49.622 --> 00:14:53.192 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
OR REGRET CAN ALLOW US
TO LIVE IN REDEMPTION.

00:14:53.259 --> 00:14:54.260 align:center line:85% position:50% size:33%
REBECCA: WOW.

00:14:54.326 --> 00:14:57.196 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
PASTOR TIM: AND IT
ALLOWED ME TO REDEEM

00:14:57.263 --> 00:15:00.866 align:center line:79% position:50% size:73%
SOME OF THE THINGS THAT
I WISH THAT I HAD DONE BETTER

00:15:00.933 --> 00:15:04.003 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
AND STEWARD MY LIFE MOVING
FORWARD DIFFERENTLY.

00:15:04.069 --> 00:15:07.740 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
AND SO, YOU KNOW, FROM
THAT CONVERSATION,

00:15:07.806 --> 00:15:11.543 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
I JUST, I TRY TO DRAW AS
MUCH FROM IT AS I CAN,

00:15:11.610 --> 00:15:13.579 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
AS MY MIND WOULD REMEMBER.

00:15:13.646 --> 00:15:17.249 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
BUT I GO BACK TO
THOSE NOTEBOOKS.

00:15:17.316 --> 00:15:19.051 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
AND, YOU KNOW,
SO EVEN NOW,

00:15:19.118 --> 00:15:21.787 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
ONE OF MY GREATEST JOYS

00:15:21.854 --> 00:15:25.491 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
IS TO WRITE
NOTES TO MY SON.

00:15:25.557 --> 00:15:27.893 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
AND, YOU KNOW, TAKE
IT A STEP FURTHER,

00:15:27.960 --> 00:15:29.261 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
SOMETHING THAT
I WISH I HAD -

00:15:29.328 --> 00:15:33.299 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
I WISH I HAD A VIDEO OF
MY FATHER TALKING TO ME.

00:15:33.365 --> 00:15:36.735 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
AND SO I'LL READ WHAT
I WRITE TO MY SON,

00:15:36.802 --> 00:15:40.239 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
IN KNOWING ONE DAY
I WON'T BE HERE,

00:15:40.306 --> 00:15:43.175 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
BUT THESE RECORDINGS
AND THESE NOTES WILL BE

00:15:43.242 --> 00:15:44.910 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
AND WHAT THEY'LL
MEAN TO HIM

00:15:44.977 --> 00:15:48.447 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
BECAUSE OF WHAT THOSE
NOTES MEAN TO ME NOW.

00:15:48.514 --> 00:15:51.317 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
AND SO THAT'S ONE OF MY
GREATEST JOYS RIGHT NOW.

00:15:51.383 --> 00:15:53.585 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
AND, YOU KNOW,
THE OLDER WE GET,

00:15:53.652 --> 00:15:57.356 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
THE MORE I
START TO THINK,

00:15:57.423 --> 00:15:59.758 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
WHAT CAN I DO DIFFERENTLY

00:15:59.825 --> 00:16:03.262 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
THAT I WISH I
HAD FOR MY KID

00:16:03.329 --> 00:16:07.166 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
THAT I HOLD ON TO
AND CHERISH NOW.

00:16:07.232 --> 00:16:09.968 align:center line:79% position:50% size:78%
AND, YOU KNOW, YOU JUST
START TO PROCESS IT DIFFERENTLY

00:16:10.035 --> 00:16:11.804 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
WHEN SOMEONE
CLOSE TO YOU DIES

00:16:11.870 --> 00:16:13.439 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
THAT MEANS THE
WORLD TO YOU.

00:16:13.505 --> 00:16:17.776 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
AND, YOU KNOW, YOU HAVE
PEOPLE THAT WILL

00:16:17.843 --> 00:16:18.944 align:center line:85% position:50% size:38%
COME BEHIND YOU

00:16:19.011 --> 00:16:21.280 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
THAT YOU MEAN
EVERYTHING TO THEM.

00:16:21.347 --> 00:16:24.249 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
AND SO, YEAH, IT'S
ONE OF THOSE THINGS,

00:16:24.316 --> 00:16:25.651 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
LIVING FOR IT,

00:16:25.718 --> 00:16:29.688 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
BUT ALSO OUR ASSIGNMENT IS
TO LIVE WITH FORESIGHT,

00:16:29.755 --> 00:16:32.024 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
WHICH IS THE ABILITY
TO SEE MORE BEFORE

00:16:32.091 --> 00:16:33.625 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
AND LIVE HINDSIGHT,

00:16:33.692 --> 00:16:36.228 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
THE ABILITY TO
LEAVE BEHIND US

00:16:36.295 --> 00:16:38.464 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
SOMETHING THAT
WILL BE IMPACTFUL

00:16:38.530 --> 00:16:40.366 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
FOR THE GENERATIONS
TO COME.

00:16:40.432 --> 00:16:41.700 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
AND THAT'S WHAT LEGACY IS.

00:16:41.767 --> 00:16:43.535 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
LEGACY ISN'T WHAT WE
LEAVE FOR PEOPLE,

00:16:43.602 --> 00:16:46.772 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
LEGACY IS WHAT WE
LEAVE IN PEOPLE.

00:16:46.839 --> 00:16:49.074 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
I DESIRE TO LEAVE
SOMETHING IN MY SON

00:16:49.141 --> 00:16:51.577 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
THAT MY DAD LEFT IN ME.

00:16:51.643 --> 00:16:52.745 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
REBECCA: AND THERE'S
SOMETHING LIKE YOU SAID

00:16:52.811 --> 00:16:54.680 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
ABOUT THEM PASSING ON.

00:16:54.747 --> 00:16:56.382 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
BECAUSE I FELT THAT
WHEN MY OWN DAD WENT.

00:16:56.448 --> 00:16:57.816 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
IT WAS LIKE HIS
LIFE WAS A SEED

00:16:57.883 --> 00:16:59.218 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
THAT WENT INTO THE GROUND.

00:16:59.284 --> 00:17:00.252 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
PASTOR TIM: YEAH.

00:17:00.319 --> 00:17:01.954 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
REBECCA: AND IT WASN'T
UNTIL THAT HAPPENED,

00:17:02.020 --> 00:17:03.756 align:center line:85% position:50% size:45%
IT CAUSED A SHIFT.

00:17:03.822 --> 00:17:07.092 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
AND, YOU KNOW, IT'S
TERRIBLE, IT'S HARD,

00:17:07.159 --> 00:17:08.827 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
BUT SOMETHING DOES HAPPEN

00:17:08.894 --> 00:17:11.029 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
AND THERE IS
PURPOSE TO IT.

00:17:11.096 --> 00:17:12.765 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
AND IT'S HARD TO GO
THROUGH THAT PROCESS,

00:17:12.831 --> 00:17:14.433 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
BUT YOU ALSO SEE,

00:17:14.500 --> 00:17:16.068 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
IT'S LIKE YOU GRIEVE,

00:17:16.135 --> 00:17:18.470 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
BUT THEN YOU ALSO
SEE THE SIGNIFICANCE

00:17:18.537 --> 00:17:20.806 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
AND THE PURPOSE AND HOW
THERE'S SO MUCH MORE

00:17:20.873 --> 00:17:21.874 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
IN FRONT OF YOU,

00:17:21.940 --> 00:17:23.008 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
THAN WHAT'S BEHIND YOU.

00:17:23.075 --> 00:17:24.543 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
YOU LOOK AT EVERYTHING.

00:17:24.610 --> 00:17:26.445 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
MY WHOLE, LIKE,
PERSPECTIVE SHIFTED

00:17:26.512 --> 00:17:28.247 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
WHEN MY DAD WENT
TO THE LORD.

00:17:28.313 --> 00:17:30.115 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
YOU KNOW, EVERYTHING,
GOD EVEN BEGAN

00:17:30.182 --> 00:17:31.650 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
TO COME ALIVE IN ME.

00:17:31.717 --> 00:17:34.052 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
FAITH, YOU KNOW, I HEARD
ABOUT FAITH MY WHOLE LIFE.

00:17:34.119 --> 00:17:36.321 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
BUT FAITH REALLY BEGAN
TO MAKE SENSE TO ME

00:17:36.388 --> 00:17:37.756 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
WHEN MY DAD PASSED.

00:17:37.823 --> 00:17:39.458 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
AND UNDERSTANDING
WHAT IT MEANS.

00:17:39.525 --> 00:17:41.360 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND HOW WE NEED TO
LIVE FOR ETERNITY

00:17:41.427 --> 00:17:43.128 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
AND NOT LIVE FOR THE NOW.

00:17:43.195 --> 00:17:44.329 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
PASTOR TIM: YEAH.

00:17:44.396 --> 00:17:45.998 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
REBECCA: YOU KNOW, SO
THERE'S SO MANY

00:17:46.064 --> 00:17:47.633 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
IMPORTANT LESSONS

00:17:47.699 --> 00:17:49.935 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
THAT CAME FROM
MY DAD'S PASSING.

00:17:50.002 --> 00:17:53.038 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
WHAT DID YOU LEARN THROUGH
YOUR DIFFERENT LOSSES

00:17:53.105 --> 00:17:55.274 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
THAT YOU EXPERIENCED?

00:17:55.340 --> 00:17:57.943 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
PASTOR TIM: ONE OF THE
THINGS THAT I LEARNED

00:17:58.010 --> 00:18:02.281 align:center line:85% position:50% size:33%
THROUGH LOSS,

00:18:02.347 --> 00:18:04.783 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
IS JUST THE CYCLE
OF GRIEVING.

00:18:04.850 --> 00:18:06.552 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
I THINK MOST OF THE TIME,

00:18:06.618 --> 00:18:08.887 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
YOU KNOW, FOR PEOPLE WHO
HAVE BEEN FOLLOWING JESUS

00:18:08.954 --> 00:18:10.289 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
FOR ANY AMOUNT OF TIME,

00:18:10.355 --> 00:18:14.893 align:center line:79% position:50% size:68%
ONE OF THE MISCONCEPTIONS
IS THAT YOU'LL GET OVER IT.

00:18:14.960 --> 00:18:17.796 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
AND WITH JESUS, YOUR
FEELINGS WILL

00:18:17.863 --> 00:18:19.932 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
EVENTUALLY GO AWAY,

00:18:19.998 --> 00:18:22.835 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
AND THINGS WILL CHANGE.

00:18:22.901 --> 00:18:24.536 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
AND THAT'S NOT
NECESSARILY TRUE.

00:18:24.603 --> 00:18:27.973 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
YOU KNOW, THERE'S DAYS
WHERE I HAVE INCREDIBLE

00:18:28.040 --> 00:18:29.875 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
MOMENTS OF REFLECTION,

00:18:29.942 --> 00:18:31.643 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
WHERE I HAVE A
SMILE ON MY FACE.

00:18:31.710 --> 00:18:33.979 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
AND THERE'S DAYS WHERE I
HAVE INCREDIBLE

00:18:34.046 --> 00:18:35.481 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
MOMENTS OF REFLECTION

00:18:35.547 --> 00:18:38.584 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
WHERE I'M CRYING AND
IT'S LIKE YESTERDAY

00:18:38.650 --> 00:18:44.490 align:center line:79% position:50% size:70%
THAT WE TALKED, AND
YESTERDAY THAT HE HUGGED ME,

00:18:44.556 --> 00:18:46.825 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
OR, YOU KNOW, IT JUST
DEPENDS ON THE DAY.

00:18:46.892 --> 00:18:49.761 align:center line:79% position:50% size:75%
SO ONE OF THE GREATEST
THINGS I'VE LEARNED IN LOSSES,

00:18:49.828 --> 00:18:53.398 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
NEVER ROB YOURSELF OF
THE HUMAN EXPERIENCE.

00:18:53.465 --> 00:18:56.735 align:center line:79% position:50% size:68%
YOU HAVE TO ALLOW YOURSELF
TO FEEL EVERYTHING YOU FEEL

00:18:56.802 --> 00:18:58.437 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
BUT DON'T BE LED
BY YOUR FEELINGS.

00:18:58.504 --> 00:18:59.805 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
REBECCA: OH,
THAT'S SO GOOD.

00:18:59.872 --> 00:19:00.806 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
PASTOR TIM: YEAH.

00:19:00.873 --> 00:19:01.673 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
REBECCA: SO YOU
DON'T INVALIDATE THEM,

00:19:01.740 --> 00:19:02.908 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
BUT YOU'RE NOT
LED BY THEM.

00:19:02.975 --> 00:19:04.409 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
PASTOR TIM: I'M
NOT LED BY THEM.

00:19:04.476 --> 00:19:05.878 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
YOU KNOW, IF EVER
I COME TO A PLACE

00:19:05.944 --> 00:19:08.514 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
WHERE I'M BEING LED
BY MY FEELINGS,

00:19:08.580 --> 00:19:12.784 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
THEN OFTENTIMES I'M
BEING LED AWAY FROM

00:19:12.851 --> 00:19:15.454 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
THE PURPOSE AND THE
WILL OF GOD FOR MY LIFE.

00:19:15.521 --> 00:19:18.156 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
AND SO GOD DOESN'T WANT
US TO NUMB OUR FEELINGS.

00:19:18.223 --> 00:19:19.525 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
HE DOESN'T WANT
US TO AVOID THEM.

00:19:19.591 --> 00:19:21.226 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
HE WANTS US TO FEEL THEM.

00:19:21.293 --> 00:19:23.195 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
BUT WE HAVE TO
PROCESS THEM WITH HIM

00:19:23.262 --> 00:19:25.764 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
SO THAT WE CAN BE LED
BY HIS SPIRIT.

00:19:25.831 --> 00:19:27.332 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
WHEN WE'RE LED
BY HIS SPIRIT,

00:19:27.399 --> 00:19:30.536 align:center line:79% position:50% size:73%
THAT'S WHERE WE EXPERIENCE
THE GREATEST LEVEL OF HEALING

00:19:30.602 --> 00:19:33.272 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
KNOWN TO MANKIND.

00:19:33.338 --> 00:19:35.874 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
AND JUST BECAUSE YOU HEAL

00:19:35.941 --> 00:19:37.709 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
DOESN'T MEAN THAT
YOU WON'T HAVE

00:19:37.776 --> 00:19:39.378 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
SEASONS AND TIMES

00:19:39.444 --> 00:19:42.814 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
WHERE YOU NEED TO GO
BACK AND HEAL AGAIN.

00:19:42.881 --> 00:19:49.655 align:center line:79% position:50% size:70%
AND SO, YOU KNOW, GRIEF
AND THE DEATH OF A LOVED ONE

00:19:49.721 --> 00:19:52.558 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
IS SOMETHING THAT
YOU WILL HAVE

00:19:52.624 --> 00:19:54.526 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
RECURRING FEELINGS WITH,

00:19:54.593 --> 00:19:57.963 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY
MEAN A LOT TO YOU.

00:19:58.030 --> 00:19:59.464 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND, YOU KNOW, THE
BEAUTY OF IT ALL,

00:19:59.531 --> 00:20:00.732 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
IS THAT WE GET A CHANCE
TO WALK OUT

00:20:00.799 --> 00:20:02.701 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
THIS LIFE WITH JESUS,

00:20:02.768 --> 00:20:05.103 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
AND HE GETS A CHANCE TO
WALK HAND IN HAND WITH US

00:20:05.170 --> 00:20:06.738 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
THROUGH EVERY
SEASON OF GRIEF

00:20:06.805 --> 00:20:08.907 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
THAT WE FIND OURSELVES IN.

00:20:08.974 --> 00:20:10.475 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
REBECCA:
THAT'S SO GOOD.

00:20:10.542 --> 00:20:14.379 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
SO IN THE BOOK
YOU BREAK DOWN

00:20:14.446 --> 00:20:17.015 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
THE DIFFERENT
PARTS OF A FUNERAL.

00:20:17.082 --> 00:20:18.317 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
SO I WANT TO START WITH,

00:20:18.383 --> 00:20:19.851 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
I KNOW WE PROBABLY ALREADY
TAPPED ON SOME OF THIS,

00:20:19.918 --> 00:20:21.753 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
BUT THE FIRST ONE
IS THE CONTRADICTION.

00:20:21.820 --> 00:20:22.554 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
PASTOR TIM: UH-HUH.

00:20:22.621 --> 00:20:23.422 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
REBECCA: SPEAK ON THAT.

00:20:23.488 --> 00:20:25.891 align:center line:85% position:50% size:68%
PASTOR TIM: LIFE AND DEATH,

00:20:25.958 --> 00:20:29.261 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
THE CONTRADICTION
IS THAT WE OFTEN

00:20:29.328 --> 00:20:32.097 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
EXPECT THINGS TO GO
DIFFERENTLY THAN THEY DO.

00:20:32.164 --> 00:20:35.167 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
AND SO WHENEVER WE
HAVE THAT EXPECTATION,

00:20:35.233 --> 00:20:38.070 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
AND WE EXPERIENCE
SOMETHING THAT CONTRADICTS

00:20:38.136 --> 00:20:40.572 align:center line:85% position:50% size:70%
OUR HOPE OR OUR EXPECTATION,

00:20:40.639 --> 00:20:44.276 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
IT OFTENTIMES LEAVES US
IN A PLACE OF CONFUSION.

00:20:44.343 --> 00:20:49.781 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
AND CONFUSION UNCHECKED
TURNS INTO CHAOS.

00:20:49.848 --> 00:20:52.384 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
AND, YOU KNOW, WE HAVE
TO BRING OURSELVES TO

00:20:52.451 --> 00:20:54.553 align:center line:85% position:50% size:38%
THE RESOLUTION,

00:20:54.620 --> 00:20:56.822 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
THAT ALTHOUGH WHAT WE
LOVED OR WHO WE LOVED

00:20:56.888 --> 00:20:58.790 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
IS NO LONGER THERE,

00:20:58.857 --> 00:21:00.926 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
WE LIVE OUR LIVES FORWARD

00:21:00.993 --> 00:21:02.794 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
AND GOD HAS A PLAN FOR US.

00:21:02.861 --> 00:21:04.363 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
AND SO THAT'S
THE FIRST STEP.

00:21:04.429 --> 00:21:06.832 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
THE SECOND STEP
IS CONFRONTATION.

00:21:06.898 --> 00:21:09.334 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
THAT'S US REALLY
FACING, ACKNOWLEDGING,

00:21:09.401 --> 00:21:11.937 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
ADDRESSING WHAT IS
NO LONGER PRESENT,

00:21:12.004 --> 00:21:13.772 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
OR WHO IS NO
LONGER PRESENT.

00:21:13.839 --> 00:21:16.041 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
THAT'S WHEN WE HAVE
AN OPPORTUNITY

00:21:16.108 --> 00:21:22.314 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
TO ALLOW THE
HEALING TO BEGIN.

00:21:22.381 --> 00:21:26.618 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
ALLOW THE STEPS OF HEALING
TO TAKE ITS COURSE,

00:21:26.685 --> 00:21:28.320 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
AND REALLY
PARTNER WITH GOD.

00:21:28.387 --> 00:21:29.788 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
AND THE REASON
I SAY PARTNER,

00:21:29.855 --> 00:21:31.823 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
BECAUSE YOU CANNOT
DO IT ON YOUR OWN.

00:21:31.890 --> 00:21:33.358 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
ONE OF THE GREATEST
MISCONCEPTIONS

00:21:33.425 --> 00:21:34.926 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
IS THAT TIME HEALS ALL.

00:21:34.993 --> 00:21:36.294 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
TIME DOES NOT HEAL ALL.

00:21:36.361 --> 00:21:37.362 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
REBECCA: HUH-HUH.

00:21:37.429 --> 00:21:38.930 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
PASTOR TIM: BUT
TIME IN GOD DOES.

00:21:38.997 --> 00:21:39.898 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
REBECCA: YEAH.

00:21:39.965 --> 00:21:40.866 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
PASTOR TIM: AND WHEN WE
PARTNER WITH GOD

00:21:40.932 --> 00:21:42.401 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
ON THIS JOURNEY,

00:21:42.467 --> 00:21:45.437 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
GOD ALLOWS US TO GO
THROUGH THIS PROCESS

00:21:45.504 --> 00:21:47.272 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
HAND IN HAND WITH HIM.

00:21:47.339 --> 00:21:51.743 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND HE JUST WRAPS
HIS ARMS AROUND US

00:21:51.810 --> 00:21:54.579 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND HE PULLS US IN
CLOSE TO HIS HEART

00:21:54.646 --> 00:21:58.417 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
SO THAT WE CAN HEAR HIS
DESIRED PLAN FOR US.

00:21:58.483 --> 00:22:00.752 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
AND THE PLAN THAT
HE HAS FOR US,

00:22:00.819 --> 00:22:02.921 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
YOU KNOW, JEREMIAH SAYS,

00:22:02.988 --> 00:22:04.022 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
I KNOW THE PLAN
I HAVE FOR YOU,

00:22:04.089 --> 00:22:06.324 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
THAT PLAN IS GOOD
AND NOT EVIL.

00:22:06.391 --> 00:22:08.860 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
AND OFTENTIMES WHEN
WE EXPERIENCE LOSS,

00:22:08.927 --> 00:22:11.096 align:center line:79% position:50% size:33%
WE THINK, OH,
THIS IS EVIL.

00:22:11.163 --> 00:22:13.665 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
AND GOD'S PLAN FOR
OUR LIFE IS NOT THAT.

00:22:13.732 --> 00:22:15.634 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
AND SO WE HAVE
TO STAY CLOSE

00:22:15.701 --> 00:22:18.170 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
TO EXPERIENCE
THE PLAN OF GOD.

00:22:18.236 --> 00:22:19.504 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
SO THAT'S THE SECOND STEP.

00:22:19.571 --> 00:22:20.772 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
SO YOU HAVE THE
CONTRADICTION,

00:22:20.839 --> 00:22:22.674 align:center line:85% position:50% size:68%
YOU HAVE THE CONFRONTATION,

00:22:22.741 --> 00:22:28.880 align:center line:79% position:50% size:70%
AND THEN, YOU KNOW, YOU
HAVE WHAT I CALL THE EULOGY.

00:22:28.947 --> 00:22:33.552 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
THAT'S WHEN YOU REALLY
HONOR WHAT HAS BEEN LOST

00:22:33.618 --> 00:22:38.790 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND BRING YOURSELF
TO THE PLACE OF

00:22:38.857 --> 00:22:42.694 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
MOVING FORWARD
THROUGH HONOR.

00:22:42.761 --> 00:22:45.731 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
AND SO OFTEN WE
DON'T HAVE A PROBLEM

00:22:45.797 --> 00:22:48.800 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
HONORING THOSE
THAT HAVE LEFT,

00:22:48.867 --> 00:22:50.502 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
THAT TRANSITIONED FROM
THIS LIFE TO THE NEXT,

00:22:50.569 --> 00:22:53.138 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
BUT WE DON'T
PROPERLY HONOR

00:22:53.205 --> 00:22:56.074 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
AND BRING RESOLUTION TO
THINGS THAT HAS DIED.

00:22:56.141 --> 00:22:57.909 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
AND WE MOVE ON FROM THEM
WITHOUT PROPERLY

00:22:57.976 --> 00:22:59.711 align:center line:85% position:50% size:45%
HEALING FROM THEM.

00:22:59.778 --> 00:23:01.947 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND SO ANYTHING
THAT WE DON'T GIVE

00:23:02.013 --> 00:23:04.716 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
PROPER TIME AND PROCESS
TO THROUGH HEALING

00:23:04.783 --> 00:23:06.885 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
WILL REVISIT US IN
AN UNHEALTHY WAY.

00:23:06.952 --> 00:23:08.019 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
REBECCA: YEAH.

00:23:08.086 --> 00:23:09.588 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
PASTOR TIM:
AND SO, YOU KNOW,

00:23:09.654 --> 00:23:12.491 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
WHEN WE HONOR AND
EULOGIZE THOSE THINGS,

00:23:12.557 --> 00:23:15.260 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
THAT REALLY ALLOWS US
TO START

00:23:15.327 --> 00:23:16.561 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
THAT HEALING PROCESS.

00:23:16.628 --> 00:23:18.430 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
AND THEN THE FOURTH STEP

00:23:18.497 --> 00:23:21.466 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
IS THE PROCESSIONAL.

00:23:21.533 --> 00:23:24.202 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
IT'S, YOU KNOW, KIND OF
THE REPASS OF A

00:23:24.269 --> 00:23:25.170 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
HOME-GOING SERVICE.

00:23:25.237 --> 00:23:26.138 align:center line:79% position:50% size:33%
IT'S WHEN THE
FAMILY COMES

00:23:26.204 --> 00:23:27.472 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
AND FOOD IS BEING COOKED,

00:23:27.539 --> 00:23:29.307 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
AND THERE'S A CELEBRATION.

00:23:29.374 --> 00:23:30.842 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
YOU KNOW, OFTENTIMES
WE DON'T TALK ABOUT

00:23:30.909 --> 00:23:32.010 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
THE PERSON DYING,

00:23:32.077 --> 00:23:34.780 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
WE DON'T EVEN TALK ABOUT
THE PERSON BEING BORN.

00:23:34.846 --> 00:23:36.815 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
WE TALK ABOUT THE
LIFE THAT THEY LIVED.

00:23:36.882 --> 00:23:38.650 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND THIS IS AN
OPPORTUNITY FOR US

00:23:38.717 --> 00:23:41.453 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
TO REALLY HONOR THE
DASH IN BETWEEN,

00:23:41.520 --> 00:23:43.722 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
HIGHLIGHT THE HIGHLIGHTS.

00:23:43.789 --> 00:23:45.957 align:center line:79% position:50% size:33%
AND SEE WHAT
WE HAVE TO DO

00:23:46.024 --> 00:23:47.726 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
TO MOVE OUR LIFE FORWARD,

00:23:47.793 --> 00:23:50.395 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
TO HONOR THE LIFE
THAT THEY HAVE LIVED

00:23:50.462 --> 00:23:53.298 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
AND REALLY LEFT
BEHIND IN US

00:23:53.365 --> 00:23:55.801 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
SO THAT WE DO JUSTICE

00:23:55.867 --> 00:23:59.070 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
THE LIFE THAT THEY
HAVE IMPACTED US WITH.

00:23:59.137 --> 00:24:00.906 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
OR THE THINGS
THAT IMPACTED US.

00:24:00.972 --> 00:24:03.875 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
AND SO I STOPPED
SAYING I LOST MY DAD

00:24:03.942 --> 00:24:05.443 align:center line:79% position:50% size:33%
AND I REALLY
START TO SAY,

00:24:05.510 --> 00:24:07.813 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
I CELEBRATED THE
LIFE THAT HE LIVED

00:24:07.879 --> 00:24:10.248 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
AND THAT HELPED ME
CHANGE MY PERSPECTIVE

00:24:10.315 --> 00:24:17.722 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
AND REALLY SHAPE MY PAIN
IN A PURPOSEFUL WAY.

00:24:17.789 --> 00:24:19.558 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
REBECCA: YOU KNOW,
ONE OF THE THINGS IS,

00:24:19.624 --> 00:24:20.625 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
WHEN MY DAD PASSED,

00:24:20.692 --> 00:24:22.928 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
ONE OF THE THINGS THAT
GOD GAVE TO ME WAS,

00:24:22.994 --> 00:24:24.529 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
HEBREWS 11, THE
CHAPTER OF FAITH.

00:24:24.596 --> 00:24:25.664 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
PASTOR TIM: YEAH.

00:24:25.730 --> 00:24:27.265 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
REBECCA: AND WHAT'S
INTERESTING IS,

00:24:27.332 --> 00:24:29.367 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
WE WANT TO HAVE FAITH
FOR THE GOOD THINGS,

00:24:29.434 --> 00:24:31.670 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
BUT IT'S ALSO SO
IMPORTANT TO HAVE FAITH

00:24:31.736 --> 00:24:34.139 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
WHEN THINGS DON'T MAKE
SENSE IN THE MOMENT.

00:24:34.206 --> 00:24:36.274 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
BECAUSE FAITH IS TRUSTING

00:24:36.341 --> 00:24:38.276 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
THAT GOD IS WHO
HE SAYS HE IS,

00:24:38.343 --> 00:24:40.145 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
AND THAT GOD IS GOOD,

00:24:40.212 --> 00:24:42.314 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
SO HE IS GOOD EVEN
WHEN OUR SURROUNDINGS

00:24:42.380 --> 00:24:43.782 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
DON'T MAKE SENSE TO
US IN THAT MOMENT.

00:24:43.849 --> 00:24:46.384 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
AND WHAT'S SO POWERFUL
ABOUT THAT PASSAGE,

00:24:46.451 --> 00:24:48.887 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
IS IT SAYS THAT
ABRAHAM WAS PROMISED

00:24:48.954 --> 00:24:50.956 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
THAT HE WOULD BE A
FATHER OF A GREAT -

00:24:51.022 --> 00:24:52.290 align:center line:85% position:50% size:45%
OF SO MANY PEOPLE.

00:24:52.357 --> 00:24:53.592 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
AND IT NAMES THESE
DIFFERENT PROMISES.

00:24:53.658 --> 00:24:55.126 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
AND AT THE END IT SAYS,
THEY DIDN'T ALL SEE

00:24:55.193 --> 00:24:56.761 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
THE FULFILLMENT OF
THOSE PROMISES,

00:24:56.828 --> 00:24:58.463 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
BUT THEY HAD FAITH ANYWAY.

00:24:58.530 --> 00:24:59.865 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
AND WE KNOW THAT
THOSE PROMISES,

00:24:59.931 --> 00:25:01.199 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
EVERYONE LISTED
IN THE SCRIPTURE

00:25:01.266 --> 00:25:02.467 align:center line:85% position:50% size:33%
CAME TO PASS.

00:25:02.534 --> 00:25:03.902 align:center line:79% position:50% size:33%
AND SO WHAT'S
SO IMPORTANT,

00:25:03.969 --> 00:25:06.338 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
IS HAVING FAITH WHEN
THINGS ARE DIFFICULT.

00:25:06.404 --> 00:25:07.372 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
CAN YOU SPEAK TO THAT?

00:25:07.439 --> 00:25:08.573 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
PASTOR TIM: YEAH.

00:25:08.640 --> 00:25:11.142 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
THAT'S ONE OF MY FAVORITE
CHAPTERS IN THE BIBLE.

00:25:11.209 --> 00:25:12.944 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
YOU KNOW, WE CALL IT
THE HALL OF FAITH.

00:25:13.011 --> 00:25:15.547 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
AND IT STARTS OFF
BY TALKING ABOUT

00:25:15.614 --> 00:25:18.116 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
GREAT MEN AND WOMEN AND
THE FAITH THAT THEY HAD.

00:25:18.183 --> 00:25:20.018 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
AND WHAT THEY SAW AND
THE THINGS THAT

00:25:20.085 --> 00:25:21.820 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
THEY ACCOMPLISHED BECAUSE
OF THEIR FAITH.

00:25:21.887 --> 00:25:24.723 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
AND THEN THE SECOND
PORTION OF THAT CHAPTER,

00:25:24.789 --> 00:25:26.825 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
IT KIND OF
CHANGES THE TONE.

00:25:26.892 --> 00:25:29.828 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
AND IT BEGINS TO SAY
THAT THEY DIED IN FAITH.

00:25:29.895 --> 00:25:30.996 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
REBECCA: YEAH.

00:25:31.062 --> 00:25:32.063 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
PASTOR TIM: THEY DIED
IN FAITH.

00:25:32.130 --> 00:25:34.666 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
WHICH MEANS THAT
THEY HAD FAITH,

00:25:34.733 --> 00:25:37.335 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
BUT THEY DID NOT
SEE IN THIS LIFE

00:25:37.402 --> 00:25:39.638 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
WHAT THEY WERE
BELIEVING GOD FOR.

00:25:39.704 --> 00:25:41.640 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
AND I BELIEVE THAT'S
SUCH A SPECIAL,

00:25:41.706 --> 00:25:43.541 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
SPECIAL MARKER FOR US,

00:25:43.608 --> 00:25:47.078 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
THAT WALK OUT THIS LIFE
UNDERSTANDING AND KNOWING

00:25:47.145 --> 00:25:49.514 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
THAT OUR FAITH
IS NOT ANCHORED

00:25:49.581 --> 00:25:51.583 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
IN SOMETHING HAPPENING.

00:25:51.650 --> 00:25:54.119 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
OUR FAITH IS
ANCHORED IN JESUS.

00:25:54.185 --> 00:25:56.454 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
AND REGARDLESS IF
WE SEE IT OR NOT,

00:25:56.521 --> 00:25:58.490 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
IT STILL WILL BE PROVIDED

00:25:58.556 --> 00:26:00.859 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
AND IT STILL WILL
BE PERFORMED.

00:26:00.926 --> 00:26:03.361 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
AND SO ALTHOUGH
I NEVER SAW

00:26:03.428 --> 00:26:06.164 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
MY FATHER GET
COMPLETELY HEALED,

00:26:06.231 --> 00:26:07.565 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
HE RECEIVED HIS HEALING.

00:26:07.632 --> 00:26:08.600 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
REBECCA: YEAH.

00:26:08.667 --> 00:26:10.902 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
PASTOR TIM: AND HE
DIED IN FAITH BELIEVING

00:26:10.969 --> 00:26:12.537 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
THAT GOD WOULD
DELIVER HIM,

00:26:12.604 --> 00:26:14.139 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
BELIEVING THAT GOD
WOULD HEAL HIM,

00:26:14.205 --> 00:26:15.407 align:center line:85% position:50% size:28%
AND HE DID.

00:26:15.473 --> 00:26:16.641 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
IT JUST DIDN'T HAPPEN
THE WAY

00:26:16.708 --> 00:26:18.243 align:center line:85% position:50% size:75%
THAT I THOUGHT THAT IT SHOULD.

00:26:18.310 --> 00:26:20.979 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND I BELIEVE WHEN
OUR PERSPECTIVE

00:26:21.046 --> 00:26:23.782 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
IS REALLY ATTACHED
TO SCRIPTURE

00:26:23.848 --> 00:26:25.517 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
AND THE WORD OF GOD,

00:26:25.583 --> 00:26:27.118 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
IT REALLY BUILDS
OUR FAITH

00:26:27.185 --> 00:26:29.387 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
AND AT CERTAIN POINTS,
IT CHALLENGES OUR FAITH.

00:26:29.454 --> 00:26:31.489 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
AND ONE OF THE THINGS I
LEARNED ABOUT THE BIBLE

00:26:31.556 --> 00:26:34.292 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
IS IF THE BIBLE DOES
NOT BOTH BLESS ME,

00:26:34.359 --> 00:26:35.427 align:center line:85% position:50% size:38%
AND BLISTER ME,

00:26:35.493 --> 00:26:36.995 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
IT IS NOT THE BIBLE.

00:26:37.062 --> 00:26:38.430 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
THERE ARE THINGS
IN IT I LOVE.

00:26:38.496 --> 00:26:40.298 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
THERE ARE THINGS IN
IT THAT I DON'T LIKE,

00:26:40.365 --> 00:26:44.569 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
BUT IF I APPLY IT, IT
ALWAYS BENEFITS ME

00:26:44.636 --> 00:26:46.705 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
TO MOVE CLOSER TO GOD.

00:26:46.771 --> 00:26:48.006 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
AND SO THERE
ARE SOME THINGS

00:26:48.073 --> 00:26:49.507 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
THAT I WILL HAVE FAITH
FOR IN THIS LIFE

00:26:49.574 --> 00:26:50.608 align:center line:85% position:50% size:28%
THAT I SEE,

00:26:50.675 --> 00:26:52.177 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
AND THERE ARE SOME THINGS
THAT I WILL DIE IN FAITH

00:26:52.243 --> 00:26:53.645 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
BELIEVING TO SEE

00:26:53.712 --> 00:26:55.680 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
THAT I WILL SEE
ON THE OTHER SIDE.

00:26:55.747 --> 00:26:57.415 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
AND THOSE THAT
COME BEHIND ME,

00:26:57.482 --> 00:26:59.017 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
THAT WILL BE
THEIR TESTIMONY.

00:26:59.084 --> 00:27:03.088 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
HE DIED IN FAITH BELIEVING
FOR WHAT HE NOW SEES

00:27:03.154 --> 00:27:06.391 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
THAT WE HOPE TO SEE UPON
THE DAY OF JESUS' RETURN.

00:27:06.458 --> 00:27:09.995 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
REBECCA: THAT'S SO GOOD.

00:27:10.061 --> 00:27:11.796 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
THERE'S JUST SO
MUCH TO THINK ABOUT.

00:27:11.863 --> 00:27:14.899 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
I LOVE WHEN YOU SAID THAT
WE SOMETIMES HAVE FAITH

00:27:14.966 --> 00:27:17.202 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
WHEN WE WANT THINGS TO
TURN OUT A CERTAIN WAY.

00:27:17.268 --> 00:27:18.069 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
PASTOR TIM: YEAH.

00:27:18.136 --> 00:27:18.937 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
REBECCA: AND I THINK
PEOPLE GET

00:27:19.004 --> 00:27:20.205 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
TOO CAUGHT UP IN THAT,

00:27:20.271 --> 00:27:21.973 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
AND YOU HAVE TO PUT
YOUR FAITH IN HIM.

00:27:22.040 --> 00:27:23.241 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND EVEN IF THINGS
DON'T TURN OUT

00:27:23.308 --> 00:27:25.343 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
THE WAY YOU THINK
THEY'RE SUPPOSED TO

00:27:25.410 --> 00:27:26.845 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
OR WHEN THEY'RE
SUPPOSED TO,

00:27:26.911 --> 00:27:28.046 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
YOU HAVE TO HAVE
FAITH AND TRUST

00:27:28.113 --> 00:27:29.681 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
THAT HE'S A GOOD GOD.

00:27:29.748 --> 00:27:31.016 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
YOU HAVE TO HAVE
FAITH AND TRUST

00:27:31.082 --> 00:27:32.317 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
THAT HE'S A GOOD GOD,

00:27:32.384 --> 00:27:34.619 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND YOU ALSO CAN'T
GET OFFENDED.

00:27:34.686 --> 00:27:37.689 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
AND THAT'S A SNARE I SEE
SO MANY PEOPLE FALL INTO,

00:27:37.756 --> 00:27:38.823 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
IS THINGS DON'T TURN OUT

00:27:38.890 --> 00:27:40.325 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
THE WAY THEY WANT IT TO

00:27:40.392 --> 00:27:41.159 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
OR HOW THEY WANTED TO,

00:27:41.226 --> 00:27:42.293 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
OR WHEN THEY WANTED TO,

00:27:42.360 --> 00:27:44.429 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
AND IT'S SO EASY IN THAT
MOMENT TO GET OFFENDED

00:27:44.496 --> 00:27:46.598 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
AND YOU COULD HAVE GOT
OFFENDED AT THE LORD

00:27:46.664 --> 00:27:47.899 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
WITH WHAT HAPPENED
WITH YOUR DAD,

00:27:47.966 --> 00:27:49.634 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
BUT YOU DIDN'T
ALLOW IT TO.

00:27:49.701 --> 00:27:52.303 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
WHAT IS YOUR WORD FOR
PEOPLE WHO ARE WATCHING

00:27:52.370 --> 00:27:54.372 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
HOW NOT TO FALL INTO
THAT SNARE OF OFFENSE

00:27:54.439 --> 00:27:56.041 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
AND DISAPPOINTMENT?

00:27:56.107 --> 00:27:58.176 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
PASTOR TIM: YEAH.

00:27:58.243 --> 00:28:01.713 align:center line:79% position:50% size:73%
SO OFFENSE IS REALLY
ROOTED IN ENTITLEMENT, RIGHT?

00:28:01.780 --> 00:28:02.814 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
REBECCA: UH-HUH.

00:28:02.881 --> 00:28:04.482 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
PASTOR TIM: THE REASON
I'M OFFENDED IS BECAUSE

00:28:04.549 --> 00:28:08.053 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT
IT HAPPENED LIKE THIS.

00:28:08.119 --> 00:28:09.788 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
THAT'S ENTITLEMENT.

00:28:09.854 --> 00:28:12.257 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
AND ENTITLEMENT
IS ALWAYS ROOTED

00:28:12.323 --> 00:28:15.093 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
IN AN ANTICHRIST SPIRIT.

00:28:15.160 --> 00:28:16.394 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
REBECCA: OH, WOW.

00:28:16.461 --> 00:28:17.962 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
PASTOR TIM: AND SO
ANYTHING THAT I FEEL

00:28:18.029 --> 00:28:19.764 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
ENTITLED TO,

00:28:19.831 --> 00:28:22.767 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
IS CONTRARY TO
THE PURPOSE

00:28:22.834 --> 00:28:24.302 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
AND THE WILL OF GOD.

00:28:24.369 --> 00:28:27.172 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
AND IT'S SOMETHING THAT
WE HAVE TO REALLY FIGHT

00:28:27.238 --> 00:28:29.941 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
TO KEEP SUBMITTED AT
THE FEET OF JESUS

00:28:30.008 --> 00:28:32.777 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
SO THAT WE DON'T TRY
TO BECOME OUR OWN GODS.

00:28:32.844 --> 00:28:34.646 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
WE DON'T CONTROL
OUR FUTURE,

00:28:34.712 --> 00:28:36.581 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
WE DON'T CONTROL
OUR DESTINY.

00:28:36.648 --> 00:28:38.216 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
YOU KNOW, GOD DOES.

00:28:38.283 --> 00:28:40.452 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
SO ANYTIME WE PUSH BACK
AND FIGHT ON THAT,

00:28:40.518 --> 00:28:44.089 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
WE REALLY OPERATE
IN AND FROM A PLACE

00:28:44.155 --> 00:28:46.925 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
THAT IS CONTRARY TO THE
WILL OF GOD FOR OUR LIVES.

00:28:46.991 --> 00:28:49.394 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND SO WHENEVER WE
FIND OURSELVES

00:28:49.461 --> 00:28:50.595 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
GETTING FRUSTRATED,

00:28:50.662 --> 00:28:51.729 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
OKAY, THIS HAPPENED,
THIS HAPPENED,

00:28:51.796 --> 00:28:52.897 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
I WASN'T EXPECTING THIS,

00:28:52.964 --> 00:28:53.998 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
THIS SHOULD HAVE
BEEN THIS WAY.

00:28:54.065 --> 00:28:55.400 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
IT'S REALLY ROOTED
IN ENTITLEMENT.

00:28:55.467 --> 00:28:59.270 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
SO REALLY OFFENSE
IS THE FRUIT,

00:28:59.337 --> 00:29:01.306 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
BUT ENTITLEMENT
IS THE ROOT.

00:29:01.372 --> 00:29:03.741 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
AND SO WE HAVE TO
ATTACK THAT ROOT SYSTEM

00:29:03.808 --> 00:29:07.145 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
TO MAKE SURE THAT
WE ARE CARRYING OUT

00:29:07.212 --> 00:29:10.248 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
AND REALLY LAYING AT
THE FEET OF JESUS

00:29:10.315 --> 00:29:12.750 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
EVERYTHING THAT
WE NEED TO

00:29:12.817 --> 00:29:15.520 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
SO THAT WE CAN
BE LIKE HIM.

00:29:15.587 --> 00:29:16.821 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
REMEMBER WHAT JESUS SAID.

00:29:16.888 --> 00:29:18.523 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
YOU KNOW, THERE ARE
THINGS THAT I BELIEVE

00:29:18.590 --> 00:29:19.657 align:center line:85% position:50% size:45%
JESUS WANTED TO DO

00:29:19.724 --> 00:29:21.693 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
BUT HE SAID I ONLY DO WHAT
MY FATHER TELLS ME TO DO.

00:29:21.759 --> 00:29:22.694 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
REBECCA: YEAH.

00:29:22.760 --> 00:29:23.428 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
PASTOR TIM: AND I ONLY
SAY WHAT MY FATHER

00:29:23.495 --> 00:29:24.696 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
TELLS ME TO SAY.

00:29:24.762 --> 00:29:26.531 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
WHICH MEANS HE
HAD A CHOICE,

00:29:26.598 --> 00:29:28.833 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
BUT HE STILL
CHOSE TO OBEY.

00:29:28.900 --> 00:29:30.802 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
AND THAT'S WHAT WE HAVE
TO BRING OURSELVES TO

00:29:30.869 --> 00:29:32.937 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
AND THAT'S WHERE WE HAVE
TO SUBMIT OUR WILL

00:29:33.004 --> 00:29:34.973 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
AND WAY TO JESUS

00:29:35.039 --> 00:29:37.142 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
BECAUSE EVEN HE
HAD TO DO IT.

00:29:37.208 --> 00:29:39.277 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
REBECCA: THAT'S SO GOOD.

00:29:39.344 --> 00:29:40.311 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
ANY FINAL WORDS,

00:29:40.378 --> 00:29:41.446 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
ANY WORD OF ENCOURAGEMENT

00:29:41.513 --> 00:29:44.115 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
TO THE PEOPLE WHO
ARE LISTENING?

00:29:44.182 --> 00:29:48.286 align:center line:79% position:50% size:68%
PASTOR TIM: MAN, IF I COULD
LEAVE ONE LAST THOUGHT,

00:29:48.353 --> 00:29:50.421 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
IT WOULD BE THIS.

00:29:50.488 --> 00:29:53.324 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
REGARDLESS OF THE
SEASON THAT YOU'RE IN

00:29:53.391 --> 00:29:56.594 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
AND REGARDLESS OF THE
PAIN YOU MAY BE FEELING

00:29:56.661 --> 00:29:59.164 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
OR THE CONFUSION THAT
YOU MAY BE FEELING,

00:29:59.230 --> 00:30:01.199 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
UNDERSTAND THIS:

00:30:01.266 --> 00:30:04.269 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
THAT THE PLAN OF
GOD WILL NOT FAIL.

00:30:04.335 --> 00:30:10.275 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
AND WHEN YOU FIND
YOURSELF IN CONFUSION,

00:30:10.341 --> 00:30:11.910 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
FOLLOW THE VOICE OF GOD

00:30:11.976 --> 00:30:13.811 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
WHEN YOU CANNOT SEE.

00:30:13.878 --> 00:30:16.381 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
AND I'M REMINDED
OF A GAME

00:30:16.447 --> 00:30:18.449 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
THAT ME AND MY WIFE PLAY

00:30:18.516 --> 00:30:20.084 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
WITH OUR SIX-YEAR-OLD SON.

00:30:20.151 --> 00:30:22.120 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
IT'S CALLED THE
SILENT GAME.

00:30:22.187 --> 00:30:24.122 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
AND WE PUT THIS
BLINDFOLD ON HIM

00:30:24.189 --> 00:30:26.191 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
AND HE HAS TO TRY TO
HEAR WHERE WE ARE

00:30:26.257 --> 00:30:27.458 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
AND FIND US.

00:30:27.525 --> 00:30:28.760 align:center line:85% position:50% size:33%
HE CAN'T SEE.

00:30:28.826 --> 00:30:29.928 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
HE DOESN'T KNOW.

00:30:29.994 --> 00:30:31.529 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
BUT HE CAN HEAR.

00:30:31.596 --> 00:30:33.464 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
AND IN LIFE IT'S
A LOT LIKE THAT.

00:30:33.531 --> 00:30:36.501 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
OFTENTIMES YOU CAN'T SEE
HOW THINGS WILL TURN OUT,

00:30:36.568 --> 00:30:39.370 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
BUT AS LONG AS YOU FOLLOW
THE VOICE OF YOUR FATHER,

00:30:39.437 --> 00:30:41.906 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
HE WILL LEAD YOU DOWN THE
PATH OF RIGHTEOUSNESS,

00:30:41.973 --> 00:30:44.375 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
AND HE WILL LEAD YOU
DOWN THE PATH OF TRUTH.

00:30:44.442 --> 00:30:46.311 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
SO CONTINUE ON
THAT JOURNEY

00:30:46.377 --> 00:30:48.980 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
UNTIL YOU
DISCOVER HIS HAND.

00:30:49.047 --> 00:30:50.148 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
AND THAT'S IT.

00:30:50.215 --> 00:30:51.349 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
REBECCA: THAT'S SO GOOD.

00:30:51.416 --> 00:30:53.017 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
THANK YOU SO MUCH
FOR BEING HERE.

00:30:53.084 --> 00:30:54.419 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
FOR PEOPLE WHO WANT
TO GET THE BOOK,

00:30:54.485 --> 00:30:55.186 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
<i>THE ART OF OVERCOMING,</i>

00:30:55.253 --> 00:30:56.454 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
WHERE CAN THEY GET IT?

00:30:56.521 --> 00:30:57.589 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
PASTOR TIM: THEY
CAN GET IT FROM

00:30:57.655 --> 00:30:58.890 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
TIMTIMBERLAKE.TV

00:30:58.957 --> 00:31:01.025 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
OR ANYWHERE
BOOKS ARE SOLD.

00:31:01.092 --> 00:31:03.861 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
IT'S IN ALL BOOKSTORES
EVERYWHERE.

00:31:03.928 --> 00:31:06.598 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
SO I'M EXTREMELY GRATEFUL

00:31:06.664 --> 00:31:08.399 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
THAT YOU WOULD HAVE
ME ON THE PODCAST

00:31:08.466 --> 00:31:09.934 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
AND LOOK FORWARD TO DOING
THIS AGAIN VERY SOON.

00:31:10.001 --> 00:31:10.835 align:center line:85% position:50% size:33%
REBECCA: YES.

00:31:10.902 --> 00:31:11.936 align:center line:85% position:50% size:45%
THANK YOU SO MUCH.

00:31:12.003 --> 00:31:13.238 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
AND FOR PEOPLE WHO WANT
TO CHECK OUT YOUR CHURCH,

00:31:13.304 --> 00:31:14.439 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
WHERE ARE YOU LOCATED?

00:31:14.505 --> 00:31:15.940 align:center line:85% position:50% size:70%
PASTOR TIM: CELEBRATION.ORG.

00:31:16.007 --> 00:31:18.843 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
WE ARE BASED IN
JACKSONVILLE, FLORIDA,

00:31:18.910 --> 00:31:20.645 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
BUT HAVE MULTIPLE
LOCATIONS KIND OF ALL

00:31:20.712 --> 00:31:22.113 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
AROUND THE WORLD.

00:31:22.180 --> 00:31:24.749 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
FOR MORE INFORMATION,
GO TO CELEBRATION.ORG.

00:31:24.816 --> 00:31:26.351 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
REBECCA: WELL, THANK YOU
SO MUCH FOR BEING HERE.

00:31:26.417 --> 00:31:27.452 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
PASTOR TIM: THANK YOU.

00:31:27.518 --> 00:31:28.319 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
REBECCA: WE
REALLY APPRECIATE IT.

00:31:28.386 --> 00:31:29.287 align:center line:85% position:50% size:68%
PASTOR TIM: APPRECIATE YOU.

00:31:29.354 --> 00:31:33.791 align:center line:85% position:50% size:05%
♪♪