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REBECCA WEISS: HEY, GUYS,

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WELCOME BACK
TO THE PODCAST.

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I AM VERY EXCITED BECAUSE
I AM JOINED HERE WITH TODAY

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WITH AUTHOR AND FOUNDER
OF <i>HER VOICE MVMT,</i>

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FROM PORTLAND, OREGON,

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JENNY DONNELLY IS HERE.

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JENNY DONNELLY:
THANK YOU.

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I'M SO HAPPY TO
BE WITH YOU TODAY.

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REBECCA: I'M SO
EXCITED TO HAVE YOU

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BECAUSE I'M REALLY
IN A PLACE RIGHT NOW

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WHERE I'M UNDERSTANDING

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THE IMPORTANCE OF INTERCESSION,

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AND I THINK FOR THE
FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE,

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FEELING THE CALL TO LIKE
AT LEAST BE INTERCEDING

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FOR LIKE, MY FAMILY,
MY HUSBAND.

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WHICH IS SO INTERESTING,

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BECAUSE I'VE BEEN IN
CHURCH MY WHOLE LIFE,

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BUT I FEEL LIKE FOR THE
FIRST TIME, REALLY,

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GOD'S STIRRING
THAT WITHIN ME.

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AND I THINK
MAYBE ALL OF US

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ARE CALLED TO INTERCEDE.

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AND, YOU KNOW, GROWING
UP, I KIND OF PUT, LIKE,

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THE INTERCESSORS
OVER THERE.

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BUT I THINK WE ALL
SHOULD BE DOING IT.

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AND I JUST HEARD THE
MOST POWERFUL TESTIMONY

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OF THIS MAN, AND HE
TALKED ABOUT

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THE POWER OF INTERCESSION.

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AND I WAS LIKE, WOW.

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IT'S SO IMPACTFUL
IN THE SPIRIT.

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IT'S NOT SOMETHING THAT
PEOPLE USUALLY SEE

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WITH THEIR EYES.

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BUT WHAT PEOPLE ARE DOING
BEHIND CLOSED DOORS

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IS REALLY MAKING
A DIFFERENCE,

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WHETHER WE RECOGNIZE IT
AS THE CHURCH OR NOT.

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JENNY: WOW.

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REBECCA: SO THANK YOU
FOR WHAT YOU'RE DOING.

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JENNY: YES.

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REBECCA: MOBILIZING PEOPLE.

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AND FOR THE PEOPLE
WHO ARE LISTENING,

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TALK ABOUT HER VOICE MVMT
AND WHAT YOU DO.

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JENNY: SURE.

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SO ABOUT 15 YEARS NOW,

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WE'VE BEEN
MINISTERING TO WOMEN.

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AND I ACTUALLY REALLY
LEARNED KINGDOM THINGS,

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KINGDOM PRINCIPLES
IN THE MARKETPLACE.

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REBECCA: OH,
THAT'S SO COOL.

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JENNY: YES.

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I DIDN'T GROW UP
IN THE CHURCH,

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BUT IN MY EARLY 20S,

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I HAD AN ENCOUNTER
WITH THE LORD.

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GAVE HIM MY LIFE.

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WENT INTO BUSINESS
RIGHT AWAY.

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AND IN THAT PROCESS, AS
I WAS BEING ENCOUNTERED

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BY GOD AND THE
HOLY SPIRIT,

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ALL I KNEW WAS,

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IF I HAVE ANY INFLUENCE
WITH SOMEBODY AT ALL,

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I HAVE TO TELL THEM
WHAT I'VE ENCOUNTERED.

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I HAVE TO TELL THEM
ABOUT THIS JESUS.

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SO, WE ENDED UP
BUILDING THIS BUSINESS,

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AND IT WAS -

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IT WAS A BLESSING.

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BUT I KNEW IT WAS
FOR THE PURPOSE

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TO CONNECT PEOPLE TO GOD.

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AND SO IN THAT PROCESS,

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I STARTED
ROUNDING UP WOMEN

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LIKE IN MY LIVING
ROOM AT FIRST.

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LIKE, HEY, MAYBE
YOU CAN COME OVER

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AND STAY 'TIL MIDNIGHT
AND WE'LL PRAY.

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AND IT ORGANICALLY
HAPPENED.

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REBECCA: COOL.

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JENNY: YEAH.

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AND THEN IT
WAS LIKE, WELL,

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MAYBE THIS IS TOO MANY
PEOPLE FOR A LIVING ROOM.

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LET'S GET LIKE A
RETREAT CENTER,

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WE'LL GO FOR
A COUPLE DAYS.

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AND EVERYONE IS LIKE,

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WHAT IS THIS
MINISTRY CALLED?

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I'M LIKE, NOTHING.

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WE ARE NOT STARTING
A MINISTRY.

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WE'RE JUST GONNA -

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SO I DID THIS FOR A WHILE.

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GOD LET ME JUST DO THIS
THING WITHOUT A NAME

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BECAUSE I REALLY DIDN'T
WANT IT TO BE SOMETHING

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THAT I WAS BUILDING.

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I WANTED JUST TO
GET IN THE PRESENCE

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AND TEACH WOMEN TO PRAY

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AND JUST TEACH THEM -

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TEACHING, YES,
BUT ENCOUNTER GOD

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THE WAY THAT HE WAS
ENCOUNTERING ME.

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IT WAS TOO GOOD TO
HOLD BACK FROM ANYBODY

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IN MY SPACE.

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AND SO AFTER
A LITTLE BIT,

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PEOPLE STARTED
HANDING ME MONEY,

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LIKE, HERE, SURELY YOU
NEED SOME MONEY FOR THIS,

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AND SURELY YOU NEED
HELP WITH THIS.

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AND JUST BECAUSE I WAS
COLLECTING SOME MONEY ONE DAY,

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I WAS LIKE, MAYBE THIS
NEEDS TO BE LIKE

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A NONPROFIT, I DON'T KNOW.

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AND I HAD TO GET A NAME.

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SO GOD KIND OF GENTLY
WALKED ME INTO

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HAVING A MINISTRY.

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SO, ANYWAY, SO WHAT
WE'VE BEEN DOING

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IS FREEING THE
VOICE OF WOMEN

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TO THE POWER OF GOD

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SO THAT OUR NATION
CAN BE FREE.

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AND THE NATION, YOU KNOW,
MOST PEOPLE KNOW THIS,

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BUT OUR CHILDREN
ARE UNDER ATTACK.

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REBECCA: MM-HMM.

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JENNY: AND SO THERE
ARE WOMEN OF EVERY AGE,

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ESPECIALLY THE
MAMA BEARS,

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THAT ARE SAYING,
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.

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BUT WHAT WE REALIZED IS
THAT SILENCE ISN'T SAFE,

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AND SO WOMEN HAVE TO USE
THEIR VOICES IN THEIR HOMES,

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OUTSIDE THEIR HOMES,

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IN ORDER TO HELP
THESE CHILDREN.

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IT REALLY JUST, FULL
CIRCLE, COMES BACK TO,

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IF A WOMAN HAS
BEEN WOUNDED,

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WHICH IS EVERY WOMAN TO
SOME DEGREE, RIGHT,

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SO WHEN WE EXPERIENCE
DEEP WOUNDS,

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WHETHER THAT, LIKE FOR
ME, IT WAS DIVORCE

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IN MY FAMILY.

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DEEP REJECTION.

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FATHER WOUNDS.

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MOTHER WOUNDS.

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YOU KNOW, ALL THE THINGS.

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AND THEN IF THOSE GO
UNRESOLVED, RIGHT,

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THEN OUR MOUTHS
BECOME SILENT.

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AND SO, BUT WHAT'S INTERESTING
ABOUT THIS, REBECCA,

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IS I DIDN'T HAVE
THIS CLARITY

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OF WHAT WE WERE
ACTUALLY DOING.

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I JUST KNEW MY
HEART WAS BROKEN

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AND NOW IT'S NOT BECAUSE
OF THIS MAN, JESUS.

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AND SO I WAS JUST
LEADING PEOPLE THERE.

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AND THEN LOOKING BACK,

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WE SAW WOMEN'S
VOICES COME FORTH.

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SO THEY'RE
PLANTING CHURCHES,

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THEY'RE STARTING
MINISTRIES,

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THEIR MARRIAGES
ARE HEALING.

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YOU KNOW, ALL THESE
THINGS HAPPENED

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WHEN THESE WOMEN
FOUND THEIR VOICES.

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SO THAT'S BEEN ABOUT
THE LAST 15 YEARS.

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REBECCA: HOW DO YOU HELP
A WOMAN FIND HER VOICE,

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WHAT IS THAT PROCESS LIKE?

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IS IT INNER HEALING?

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IS IT DIFFERENT THINGS
FOR DIFFERENT WOMEN?

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WHAT ARE THESE
WOMEN EXPERIENCING

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SO THAT THEY CAN STEP
INTO THEIR CALLING?

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JENNY: INNER HEALING IS -

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I CAN'T SAY THERE'S
A SINGLE PERSON

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THAT THAT WOULD NOT DO
SOMETHING MASSIVELY FOR.

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I HAVEN'T SEEN A PERSON
THAT HAS GONE THROUGH

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THE ADVERSITY, THE
FIRE, THE WOUNDING,

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WHO HAS NOT HAD A
LEVEL OF, INNER LEVEL,

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OR INNER HEALING.

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NOW, HOW THE INNER
HEALING TAKES PLACE,

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THAT CAN BE A VARIETY
OF DIFFERENT THINGS

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THAT HAPPEN.

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BUT WHAT WE'VE FOUND, I'LL
JUST GIVE YOU AN EXAMPLE.

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WE WERE AT A RETREAT.

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I HAVE ONE OF MY
GIRLS, SHE'S AWESOME,

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LIKE MY PARTNER IN CRIME.

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SHE'S ON THE
LEADERSHIP TEAM,

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SHE'S PRAYING FOR PEOPLE.

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AND WE HAVE A MOMENT
WHERE WE GO TO THE CROSS,

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AND WE JUST, YOU KNOW,
HAVE A MOMENT WITH JESUS,

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HAVE AN ENCOUNTER.

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AND SHE WAS CRYING OUT,

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GOD, YOU KNOW, I WANT
BREAKTHROUGH IN MY BUSINESS.

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I WANT BREAKTHROUGH
IN MY MARRIAGE.

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I WANT BREAKTHROUGH
WITH MY KIDS.

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AND HE SAYS, SWEETHEART,

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THEN YOU'RE GONNA
HAVE TO LET ME HEAL

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THE 15-YEAR-OLD
LITTLE GIRL

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THAT HAD AN ABORTION.

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AND SHE WAS LIKE,
WHOA, WAIT A MINUTE.

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HOLD ON.

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HOLD ON, WHY ARE
YOU GOING THERE?

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SHE WAS TALKING FUTURE,

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LIKE I WANT MY
MARRIAGE BETTER.

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AND HE PULLED
HER BACK TO 15.

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NOW SHE WAS IN
HER LATE 30S

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WHEN THIS HAPPENED ON
THE LEADERSHIP TEAM,

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ORDAINED AS A PASTOR.

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AND SHE WANTED TO BACKPEDAL,
BACKPEDAL, BACKPEDAL,

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AND HE SAID IF YOU
WILL LET ME HEAL

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THAT 15-YEAR-OLD
LITTLE GIRL,

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THEN WE CAN MOVE FORWARD

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IN ALL THOSE THINGS
YOU JUST ASKED ME FOR.

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BUT THAT 15-YEAR-OLD
IS STILL THERE,

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AND SHE'S STILL
HEARTBROKEN,

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AND SHE'S HIDING.

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AND SO SHE JUST
GOT ON HER KNEES.

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AND AT FIRST,
SHE HAD NO TEARS.

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SHE WAS NUMB.

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REBECCA: YEAH.

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JENNY: AND THEN HE
SHOWED HER ON THAT TABLE.

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AND SHE SAID, STILL NUMB.

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I HAVE NO CONNECTION
WITH THIS.

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IT WAS BURIED.

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IT WAS SO DEEP.

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SHE SAID THIS
THING WAS GONE.

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I NEVER EVEN
THOUGHT ABOUT IT.

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SO DEEP.

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AND SHE'S LAYING
THERE AND HE SAID,

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LET ME SHOW YOU A PICTURE.

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AND HE SHOWED HER A
PICTURE OF ANOTHER

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15-YEAR-OLD GIRL.

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IT WAS MY DAUGHTER
AT THE TIME.

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AND HE SWAPPED
OUT IN HER MIND

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A 15-YEAR-OLD LITTLE GIRL

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LAYING ON THE TABLE.

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AND SHE WAS LIKE,
WAIT A MINUTE.

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THAT'S A LITTLE GIRL.

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AND HE SAID, EXACTLY.

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YOU WERE JUST
A LITTLE GIRL.

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AND SHE BEGAN TO WEEP.

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AND THE TEARS
STARTED COMING.

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AND SHE BEGAN TO WEEP.

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FOR AN HOUR, SHE WAS
OUT ON THE GRASS.

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REBECCA: OH, WOW.

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JENNY: AND WE JUST
STOOD NEXT TO HER,

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DIDN'T TOUCH
HER OR NOTHING,

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AND WE JUST KNEW
TO STAND BY HER.

00:07:12.231 --> 00:07:14.400 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
WE DIDN'T KNOW WHAT WAS
GOING ON ACTUALLY, RIGHT,

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BECAUSE THIS WAS ALL
HAPPENING IN HER OWN SOUL.

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BUT SHE CAME OUT OF THAT,

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SHE CAME TO ME
AND SHE TOLD ME

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WHAT HAD HAPPENED.

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AND WHAT WE'VE
FOUND WAS THAT

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YOU KNOW, CONFESSION
ISN'T TRANSACTIONAL.

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IT'S VERY DEEP
AND IT UPROOTS

00:07:30.283 --> 00:07:32.318 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
THE THINGS THAT HAVE -

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THE DEVIL USES
TO PLAGUE US.

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AND SO OVER TIME, SHE
BEGAN TO TELL THE STORY.

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AND SHE'S TOLD HER
STORY SPONTANEOUSLY

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WHERE HUNDREDS OF WOMEN,

00:07:45.464 --> 00:07:47.834 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
WE SAY IF YOU'VE
HAD AN ABORTION,

00:07:47.900 --> 00:07:49.702 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
AND HUNDREDS OF WOMEN
HAVE COME TO THE ALTAR

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AND JUST WAILED.

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BUT THEY'RE
GETTING SET FREE.

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THEY'RE GETTING DELIVERED.

00:07:54.106 --> 00:07:56.042 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
AND THE LORD HAS TOLD ME,

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HE SAID, THESE
ARE MY WARRIORS.

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WHEN THE SHAME
GETS UPROOTED,

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WHEN THE DEEP HURT AND
PAIN GETS UPROOTED

00:08:05.885 --> 00:08:09.522 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
THROUGH LETTING THE
LIGHT IN AND CONFESSION,

00:08:09.589 --> 00:08:15.294 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
THEN WHAT HAPPENS IS,
THEY BECOME THE AUTHORITY

00:08:15.361 --> 00:08:19.165 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
TO WAGE WAR ON THE ENEMY
IN THIS AREA.

00:08:19.232 --> 00:08:22.835 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
SO THE AUTHORITY THAT MY
FRIEND WALKS IN IS CRAZY.

00:08:22.902 --> 00:08:24.770 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
SHE CAN WALK INTO A ROOM,

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AND BECAUSE OF HER
AUTHORITY NOW,

00:08:27.506 --> 00:08:29.575 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
YOU KNOW, HUNDREDS, IF
NOT THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE

00:08:29.642 --> 00:08:30.610 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
HAVE BEEN
GETTING SET FREE

00:08:30.676 --> 00:08:32.378 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
FROM THE SHAME
OF AN ABORTION.

00:08:32.445 --> 00:08:33.412 align:center line:79% position:50% size:33%
AND THESE ARE
THE SOLDIERS

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THAT GOD'S LOOKING
FOR, ACTUALLY.

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SO, THAT'S JUST
ONE EXAMPLE.

00:08:39.185 --> 00:08:40.052 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
BUT WE JUST HAVE
A REAL HEART

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TO SEE WOMEN'S
VOICES SET FREE.

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BECAUSE A MOTHER'S VOICE,

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WHEN A MOTHER'S
VOICE IS SILENT,

00:08:45.157 --> 00:08:47.059 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
WHAT HAPPENS TO
HER CHILDREN?

00:08:47.126 --> 00:08:51.063 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
HER CHILDREN BECOME OPEN
TO ATTACK ON THE ENEMY.

00:08:51.130 --> 00:08:53.299 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
SO THE VOICE OF A WOMAN

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IS DIRECTLY RELATED
TO HER CHILDREN,

00:08:56.802 --> 00:08:58.671 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
AND WHETHER HER CHILDREN
ARE GONNA BE PROTECTED.

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SO IT'S ALL ABOUT THE
FAMILY UNIT AT THIS POINT.

00:09:01.007 --> 00:09:03.142 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
REBECCA: SO I WANT
TO GO BACK TO THAT.

00:09:03.209 --> 00:09:05.111 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
I WANT YOU TO RE-SAY
THAT STATEMENT.

00:09:05.177 --> 00:09:08.147 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
WHEN A MOTHER'S
VOICE IS SILENCED,

00:09:08.214 --> 00:09:09.749 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
WHAT DOES THAT DO
TO THE CHILDREN?

00:09:09.815 --> 00:09:12.551 align:center line:63% position:50% size:48%
JENNY: THE CHILDREN
ARE OPEN TO ATTACK.

00:09:12.618 --> 00:09:15.621 align:center line:63% position:50% size:48%
SO LIKE A MAMA BEAR
WITH HER CUBS,

00:09:15.688 --> 00:09:17.657 align:center line:63% position:50% size:55%
THAT'S WHY SHE DOESN'T
LEAVE HER CUBS.

00:09:17.723 --> 00:09:20.359 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
I ACTUALLY WENT ON
A GOOGLE SEARCH.

00:09:20.426 --> 00:09:21.994 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
WHAT WOULD CAUSE
A MAMA BEAR

00:09:22.061 --> 00:09:23.162 align:center line:85% position:50% size:45%
TO LEAVE HER CUBS?

00:09:23.229 --> 00:09:24.864 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
GOD ASKED ME, HE SAID, WHY
DON'T YOU LOOK THAT UP?

00:09:24.931 --> 00:09:27.066 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
I WANT YOU TO FIND OUT
THE NATURE OF A BEAR,

00:09:27.133 --> 00:09:28.801 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
A MAMA BEAR.

00:09:28.868 --> 00:09:30.403 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
MY DAUGHTER ESTHER
HAD HAD A DREAM

00:09:30.469 --> 00:09:31.404 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
THAT BEARS FROM
ALL OVER THE WORLD

00:09:31.470 --> 00:09:32.471 align:center line:85% position:50% size:45%
CAME TO ONE PLACE,

00:09:32.538 --> 00:09:34.106 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
MAMA BEARS AND THEIR CUBS.

00:09:34.173 --> 00:09:35.741 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
SO IT KIND OF
SENT ME ON THIS,

00:09:35.808 --> 00:09:37.810 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
LIKE, OKAY, I WANT TO
FIND OUT ABOUT THIS.

00:09:37.877 --> 00:09:40.513 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
AND I COULDN'T FIND
A SINGLE PLACE

00:09:40.579 --> 00:09:42.014 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
THAT A GRIZZLY MOM,

00:09:42.081 --> 00:09:44.583 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
OR ANY TYPE OF MAMA BEAR
WOULD LEAVE HER CUBS.

00:09:44.650 --> 00:09:46.085 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
AND I SAID, GOD, WHY
DID YOU SEND ME ON THIS?

00:09:46.152 --> 00:09:48.287 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
I CAN'T FIND ANY PLACE
EXCEPT FOR TO MATE.

00:09:48.354 --> 00:09:50.189 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
THEY WILL GO HIDE BEHIND
A BUSH OR SOMETHING.

00:09:50.256 --> 00:09:50.990 align:center line:85% position:50% size:13%
OKAY.

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WHICH IS PROBABLY
PRETTY WISE.

00:09:51.824 --> 00:09:53.559 align:center line:85% position:50% size:13%
OKAY.

00:09:53.626 --> 00:09:55.528 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
BUT SHE WILL
NOT LEAVE THEM.

00:09:55.594 --> 00:09:56.629 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
AND I SAID, I CAN'T FIND

00:09:56.696 --> 00:09:57.697 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
WHAT YOU'RE
GETTING ME TO FIND.

00:09:57.763 --> 00:09:59.732 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
AND HE SAID, EXACTLY.

00:09:59.799 --> 00:10:04.270 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
IT IS ABSOLUTELY
DEMONIC FOR A MOTHER

00:10:04.337 --> 00:10:06.772 align:center line:79% position:50% size:33%
TO EVER LEAVE
HER CHILDREN.

00:10:06.839 --> 00:10:09.342 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
AND YET I'M THINKING,
OKAY, HOW DID WE GET HERE?

00:10:09.408 --> 00:10:13.145 align:center line:79% position:50% size:75%
AND HE SAID THAT THE VOICE
IS THE PROTECTOR OF THE CHILD,

00:10:13.212 --> 00:10:14.513 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
OF THE CUBS.

00:10:14.580 --> 00:10:15.614 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
SO WHEN YOU GO
BACK TO PRAYER,

00:10:15.681 --> 00:10:18.617 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
YOU'LL OPEN THIS UP
WITH DEEP INTERCESSION,

00:10:18.684 --> 00:10:19.952 align:center line:85% position:50% size:38%
I LOVED PRAYER.

00:10:20.019 --> 00:10:21.120 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
I VALUED PRAYER.

00:10:21.187 --> 00:10:23.255 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
I SAW RESULTS IN PRAYER.

00:10:23.322 --> 00:10:27.827 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
AND THEN I HAD A
13-YEAR-OLD DAUGHTER.

00:10:27.893 --> 00:10:29.061 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
AND I WENT, OKAY, WE'RE
GONNA PARENT THIS.

00:10:29.128 --> 00:10:30.329 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
OKAY, WE'RE GONNA
COACH THIS WAY.

00:10:30.396 --> 00:10:31.464 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
OKAY, YOU'RE
HAVING PROBLEMS?

00:10:31.530 --> 00:10:32.932 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
SURELY I CAN FIX IT.

00:10:32.999 --> 00:10:34.367 align:center line:85% position:50% size:20%
AND, NO.

00:10:34.433 --> 00:10:36.469 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
AND IT DROPPED
ME TO MY KNEES.

00:10:36.535 --> 00:10:39.638 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
THAT'S WHERE I FOUND
MY DEEPEST PRAYER LIFE

00:10:39.705 --> 00:10:41.707 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
WAS WHEN I
COULDN'T FIX IT.

00:10:41.774 --> 00:10:45.144 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
SO GOD SAID, FIRST YOU
USE YOUR VOICE IN PRAYER.

00:10:45.211 --> 00:10:47.346 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
AND THEN IN THE NATURAL,
YOU'LL HAVE ANOINTING

00:10:47.413 --> 00:10:50.916 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
TO BREAK THE CHAINS OF
BONDAGE ON YOUR CHILDREN.

00:10:50.983 --> 00:10:54.053 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
SO, MOTHERS NEED TO,

00:10:54.120 --> 00:10:55.755 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
AND I DON'T WANT TO SOUND
BOSSY BY ANY MEANS,

00:10:55.821 --> 00:10:57.089 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
BUT THIS IS JUST
THE PATHWAY,

00:10:57.156 --> 00:11:01.460 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
IS GET INTO PRAYER.

00:11:01.527 --> 00:11:03.496 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
GET THE WORD OF GOD.

00:11:03.562 --> 00:11:06.232 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
SPEAK THOSE OVER
YOUR CHILDREN.

00:11:06.298 --> 00:11:08.501 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
AND THEN WHEN YOU COME
OUT OF THAT PRAYER,

00:11:08.567 --> 00:11:10.636 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
NUMBER ONE, YOU'RE
NOT IN YOUR FLESH.

00:11:10.703 --> 00:11:12.471 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
YOU KNOW, ACTING CRAZY
AND ALL THESE THINGS.

00:11:12.538 --> 00:11:14.273 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
AND I'VE ACTED CRAZY WITH
MY KIDS SO MANY TIMES,

00:11:14.340 --> 00:11:15.674 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
COUNTLESS TIMES, OKAY.

00:11:15.741 --> 00:11:16.742 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
SO NOBODY'S PERFECT.

00:11:16.809 --> 00:11:18.044 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
REBECCA: NO JUDGMENT.

00:11:18.110 --> 00:11:19.045 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
JENNY: NO JUDGMENT.

00:11:19.111 --> 00:11:20.146 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
ACTUALLY THOSE ARE THE
TIMES THAT DROVE ME

00:11:20.212 --> 00:11:21.247 align:center line:85% position:50% size:45%
TO PRAYER, REALLY,

00:11:21.313 --> 00:11:22.882 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
BECAUSE I WAS LIKE, HOW
DID I BLOW IT SO BAD?

00:11:22.948 --> 00:11:24.483 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
BECAUSE I COULDN'T
GET CONTROL.

00:11:24.550 --> 00:11:27.553 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
I WANTED TO CONTROL WHAT
WAS HAPPENING TO MY KIDS.

00:11:27.620 --> 00:11:28.821 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
I WANTED THEM TO
DO THE RIGHT THING.

00:11:28.888 --> 00:11:30.322 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
WHY ARE THEY NOT
LISTENING TO ME, YOU KNOW?

00:11:30.389 --> 00:11:31.457 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
AND GOD WAS LIKE,

00:11:31.524 --> 00:11:33.092 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
BECAUSE YOU HAVE TO FIGHT
THIS THING IN THE SPIRIT.

00:11:33.159 --> 00:11:34.627 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
IT IS NOT A
NATURAL BATTLE.

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IT'S A SPIRITUAL BATTLE.

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AND HE TOLD ME THAT
SPIRITUAL BATTLES

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REQUIRE SPIRITUAL WEAPONS.

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SO, WE HAD A WINE
CELLAR AT THE TIME,

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THAT WE DIDN'T, YOU
KNOW, WE DON'T DRINK,

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AND SO I JUST EMPTIED IT OUT,

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GOT DOWN THERE, GOT A LITTLE
PILLOW AND A BLANKET

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AND JUST LAID AND
WEPT BEFORE THE LORD.

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AND HE SAID, I'M GONNA
SHOW YOU YOUR CHILDREN,

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ONE AT A TIME, HOW I
SEE THEM IN HEAVEN,

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AND YOU ARE GOING TO
BEGIN TO PRAY FOR THEM.

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WELL, I SAW MY DAUGHTER,
MY OLDEST DAUGHTER,

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SHE'S ON A KEYBOARD AND
SHE'S WORSHIPING AND SINGING.

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AND I'M LIKE, I'VE
NEVER SEEN HER DO THAT.

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HE'S LIKE, I KNOW.
I KNOW.

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BUT THAT'S WHO YOU'RE
GONNA PRAY FOR.

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SO NOW, YOU KNOW,
FAST-FORWARD

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MANY YEARS LATER,

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THAT'S WHAT SHE DOES.

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SHE'S A WORSHIPER.

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THAT ALL HAPPENED.

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BUT IT WAS TWO YEARS
GETTING ON MY FACE.

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AND HE SAID DO NOT
PRAY FROM A PLACE

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OF FRUSTRATION.

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DO NOT PRAY FROM
A PLACE OF -

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BUT SHE'S ACTING CRAZY
AND NOW I'M ACTING CRAZY.

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DO NOT PRAY FROM A PLACE
OF FAILURE OR FRUSTRATION.

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PRAY FROM HEAVEN TO EARTH.

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WHAT I'M GONNA SHOW YOU

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IS THE REALITY OF
WHO SHE REALLY IS.

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AND SO I BEGAN TO
PRAY FOR A GIRL

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WHO I HAD NEVER SEEN
UP TO THAT POINT

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IN THAT STATE OF MIND.

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AND SO -

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AND THERE'S SO
MUCH TO THIS.

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YOU GET ME TALKING
ABOUT PARENTING,

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IT'S LIKE, PFFT, YOU KNOW.

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REBECCA: IT'S
SO GOOD, THOUGH.

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I'M JUST HERE LIKE TAKING
NOTES, MENTALLY,

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BECAUSE I HAVE
LITTLE KIDS.

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AND, SEE, YOU'VE
ALREADY GONE THROUGH -

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WHAT'S THE AGE
RANGE OF YOUR KIDS?

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JENNY: SO, SEVEN
IS THE YOUNGEST.

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REBECCA: OKAY.

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JENNY: UP TO 21.

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REBECCA: SO YOU'VE
ALREADY KIND OF

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GONE THROUGH IT

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WITH SOME OF
YOUR CHILDREN,

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LIKE ALREADY
REACHING ADULTHOOD.

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JENNY: OH, YEAH.

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SO YOU'VE KIND OF
BEEN THROUGH -

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SEE, MINE ARE JUST LITTLE.

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SO I'M LIKE, GEARING
UP IN MY MIND,

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LIKE, OKAY, THIS IS
WHAT I NEED TO BE DOING.

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AND THERE'S SO MANY THINGS

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THAT ARE BEAUTIFUL
ABOUT THAT.

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ONE THING IS,
JUST TAPPING ON

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WHAT YOU WERE SAYING
ABOUT YOUR DAUGHTER,

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IS LIKE THAT IS
WHAT I BELIEVE

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THE PROPHETIC IS FOR,

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IS TO CALL THINGS AS
THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO BE.

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JENNY: THAT'S RIGHT.

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REBECCA: NOT
AS HOW THEY ARE.

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BUT KNOWING LIKE, THIS IS
HOW GOD SEES THEM

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AND YOU'RE SPEAKING THAT
IN FAITH INTO EXISTENCE.

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JENNY: YEAH.

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REBECCA: COMING TO
AGREEMENT WITH GOD.

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I ALSO LOVE THAT HE WAS
CLEAR WITH YOU

00:13:36.015 --> 00:13:38.050 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
NOT TO BE LIKE
IN YOUR FLESH,

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BUT TO MOVE
INTO THE SPIRIT.

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JENNY: REBECCA, I
HAVE TO TELL YOU A STORY.

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REBECCA: OKAY.

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JENNY: YOU'RE TURNING THIS
INTO SOMETHING REALLY COOL.

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I WAS ON MY SPIN BIKE,

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AT THE TIME IT
WAS IN MY ATTIC.

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AND IT WAS KIND OF
LIKE TO GET ALONE,

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AND, YOU KNOW,
JUST CLOSE MY EYES.

00:13:51.697 --> 00:13:55.901 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
AND MY DAUGHTER WAS
GOING THROUGH SOMETHING

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THAT I WAS THINKING,
HOW DID THIS HAPPEN?

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I WAS RAISED
WITH DYSFUNCTION.

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I WAS RAISED WITH
A BROKEN FAMILY.

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I WAS RAISED IN
ALL SORTS OF WAYS

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THAT MADE SENSE FOR ME

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TO HAVE PROBLEMS.

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BUT HER LIFE, IT
DOESN'T MAKE ANY SENSE

00:14:08.948 --> 00:14:10.749 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
THAT SHE WOULD
FEEL THIS WAY.

00:14:10.816 --> 00:14:11.984 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND SO ALL OF A
SUDDEN I WAS LIKE,

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I DIDN'T TAKE HER
TO THE PARK ENOUGH.

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I DIDN'T DO THIS ENOUGH.

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AND I'M JUST FEELING
LIKE, I AM A FAILURE.

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IF SHE'S FAILING,
I'M FAILING.

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YOU KNOW, THAT MOTHER
PLACE WHERE YOU'RE LIKE, AHH.

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AND I'M JUST SPINNING,
SPINNING, SPINNING.

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AND I CAN FEEL MYSELF
COMING TO THE END

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OF MY COMPLAINING
SESSION,

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AND THE LORD SAYS IN ONLY
THE WAY THAT HE CAN,

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GET OVER YOURSELF.

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[ LAUGHTER ]

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REBECCA: I LOVE IT.

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JENNY: AND I
FELT THIS RELIEF.

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AND HE WAS LIKE, JENNY,
I WAS A PERFECT FATHER.

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AND MY KIDS HAVE PROBLEMS.

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SHE'S IN THE WORLD,

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SHE'S GONNA FIGURE
OUT HER WAY.

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HOW CAN THIS BE ABOUT YOU

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AND WHAT YOU
DIDN'T DO RIGHT?

00:14:55.661 --> 00:14:56.996 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
HE SAID, SURE, YOU
WEREN'T PERFECT.

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SURE, YOU COULD HAVE
DONE THINGS BETTER.

00:14:59.098 --> 00:15:02.001 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
BUT INSTEAD OF LOOKING AT
WHAT YOU COULD DO BETTER

00:15:02.067 --> 00:15:03.202 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
OR WHERE YOU MESSED UP,

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WHY DON'T YOU JUST PRAY
AND INTERCEDE FOR THIS GIRL?

00:15:05.971 --> 00:15:07.473 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
THAT WAS A TURNING
POINT FOR ME.

00:15:07.539 --> 00:15:08.540 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
THAT WAS WHEN I WENT,

00:15:08.607 --> 00:15:09.875 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
THIS ISN'T ABOUT ME.

00:15:09.942 --> 00:15:13.379 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
THIS ISN'T ABOUT WHETHER
I WAS A PERFECT MOM.

00:15:13.445 --> 00:15:16.649 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
THIS IS ABOUT A
GIRL THAT THE ENEMY

00:15:16.715 --> 00:15:20.486 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
WANTS TO STOP FROM EVER
WALKING OUT HER PURPOSES.

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AND SHE WAS -

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SHE'S ANOTHER PERSON THAT
NEEDS THIS INTERCESSION.

00:15:23.422 --> 00:15:25.724 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
SO YOU TAPPED
INTO THIS THING,

00:15:25.791 --> 00:15:27.026 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
INTRODUCING US
WITH INTERCESSION.

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IT JUST OPENED UP
LIKE A FLOODGATE.

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THAT'S COOL.

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REBECCA: AND ONE OF THE
THINGS I WANTED TO

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TAP ON AS WELL,

00:15:32.298 --> 00:15:33.932 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
IS YOU WERE
TALKING EARLIER

00:15:33.999 --> 00:15:35.968 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
ABOUT YOUR FRIEND WHO
GOT INNER HEALING,

00:15:36.035 --> 00:15:37.169 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
AND I WAS ASKING
HOW DO PEOPLE

00:15:37.236 --> 00:15:39.705 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
GET THE FREEDOM TO
HAVE VERY VOICE BACK.

00:15:39.772 --> 00:15:40.572 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
AND IT'S REALLY
THAT EVERY PERSON

00:15:40.639 --> 00:15:41.807 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
NEEDS INNER HEALING.

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AND I WOULD
AGREE WITH THAT

00:15:43.042 --> 00:15:43.876 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
BECAUSE WE LIVE
IN THIS WORLD

00:15:43.942 --> 00:15:46.612 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
AND YOU'RE GONNA
GET WOUNDED.

00:15:46.679 --> 00:15:48.414 align:center line:63% position:50% size:48%
AND WHEN SOMEONE
HAS SHAME OR GUILT,

00:15:48.480 --> 00:15:50.049 align:center line:69% position:50% size:45%
OR WHATEVER IT IS,

00:15:50.115 --> 00:15:52.751 align:center line:63% position:50% size:58%
THE ENEMY USES WHATEVER
WOUNDING IN OUR SOUL

00:15:52.818 --> 00:15:54.286 align:center line:69% position:50% size:40%
TO HOLD US BACK.

00:15:54.353 --> 00:15:57.056 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
AND I WAS LISTENING TO
THE TESTIMONY OF SOMEONE

00:15:57.122 --> 00:15:59.058 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
AND HE EXPLAINED THAT

00:15:59.124 --> 00:16:00.759 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
WHENEVER YOUR TRAUMA
HAPPENS IN YOUR LIFE,

00:16:00.826 --> 00:16:02.961 align:center line:79% position:50% size:33%
LIKE SHE WAS
15 YEARS OLD,

00:16:03.028 --> 00:16:06.165 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
IT'S LIKE THAT PART OF YOU
GETS TRAPPED AT THAT AGE.

00:16:06.231 --> 00:16:07.366 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
JENNY: THERE YOU GO.

00:16:07.433 --> 00:16:08.400 align:center line:79% position:50% size:70%
REBECCA: THAT EVEN THOUGH
YOU CAN GROW IN OTHER AREAS,

00:16:08.467 --> 00:16:10.235 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
THERE'S STILL
THAT 15-YEAR-OLD.

00:16:10.302 --> 00:16:13.605 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
AND UNTIL SHE WAS ABLE TO
GET HEALED AND SET FREE,

00:16:13.672 --> 00:16:15.274 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
THAT SHE COULD GROW UP.

00:16:15.341 --> 00:16:16.075 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
BUT ONE OF THE
THINGS THAT YOU SAID

00:16:16.141 --> 00:16:17.176 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
THAT WAS REALLY
PROFOUND IS,

00:16:17.242 --> 00:16:20.312 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
THE AREA THAT
YOU WERE WOUNDED

00:16:20.379 --> 00:16:22.381 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
IS THE AREA THAT YOU
CAN HAVE AUTHORITY IN.

00:16:22.448 --> 00:16:23.082 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
IS THAT WHAT
YOU WERE SAYING?

00:16:23.148 --> 00:16:24.416 align:center line:85% position:50% size:45%
JENNY: YEAH. YEAH.

00:16:24.483 --> 00:16:25.551 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
REBECCA: CAN
YOU EXPLAIN THAT?

00:16:25.617 --> 00:16:27.252 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
JENNY: YEAH.

00:16:27.319 --> 00:16:30.723 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
SO, WHEN WE GET ATTACKED
BY THE ENEMY IN AN AREA,

00:16:30.789 --> 00:16:32.758 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
YOU KNOW, HE GOES JUST
TO SHUT US DOWN.

00:16:32.825 --> 00:16:34.893 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
HE HAS NO MERCY.

00:16:34.960 --> 00:16:37.763 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
ESPECIALLY WHEN
WE'RE YOUNGER.

00:16:37.830 --> 00:16:42.234 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
SO OUR CORE BELIEF OF
WHAT WE BELIEVE AS ADULTS,

00:16:42.301 --> 00:16:43.702 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
ALL OUR CORE BELIEFS,
WHAT WE BELIEVE

00:16:43.769 --> 00:16:45.337 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
ABOUT THE WORLD,
OURSELVES AND THINGS,

00:16:45.404 --> 00:16:47.439 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
THAT'S BUILT INTO US
BY THE AGE OF FIVE.

00:16:47.506 --> 00:16:49.508 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
50 PERCENT OF WHAT
WE BELIEVE IS AGE 5.

00:16:49.575 --> 00:16:51.810 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
BY THE TIME WE'RE
18, IT'S 95 PERCENT.

00:16:51.877 --> 00:16:52.845 align:center line:85% position:50% size:33%
ALL BUILT IN.

00:16:52.911 --> 00:16:54.213 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
SO THE ENEMY, THAT'S
WHY THE ATTACK

00:16:54.279 --> 00:16:55.447 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
ON THE KIDS IS SO BIG

00:16:55.514 --> 00:16:57.683 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
BECAUSE THEY'RE THE
EASIEST TO REWIRE,

00:16:57.750 --> 00:17:01.387 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
TO LIE TO, TO GET
THE WRONG PARADIGM.

00:17:01.453 --> 00:17:04.790 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
SO, USUALLY, JUST
LIKE YOU SAID,

00:17:04.857 --> 00:17:06.492 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
THE PLACE WHERE
WE NEED HEALING

00:17:06.558 --> 00:17:08.861 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
IS USUALLY ZERO TO FIVE,

00:17:08.927 --> 00:17:10.596 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
MAYBE FIVE TO EIGHT,

00:17:10.662 --> 00:17:12.064 align:center line:85% position:50% size:38%
MAYBE UP TO 12.

00:17:12.131 --> 00:17:13.699 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
IT'S VERY RARE
AFTER 12 YEARS OLD.

00:17:13.766 --> 00:17:18.103 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
SOMETHING HAPPENED
WHERE THE ENEMY CAME IN

00:17:18.170 --> 00:17:23.409 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
AND SAID THIS IS WHERE
I'M GOING TO HANDICAP YOU.

00:17:23.475 --> 00:17:26.512 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
NOW IF WE WILL
ALLOW THE LORD

00:17:26.578 --> 00:17:28.714 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
TO BRING UP THAT MOMENT,

00:17:28.781 --> 00:17:30.716 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
THE HOLY SPIRIT,
IN HIS KINDNESS,

00:17:30.783 --> 00:17:31.917 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
IF WE DON'T THINK
GOD'S GOOD,

00:17:31.984 --> 00:17:33.352 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
THIS IS VERY HARD TO DO,

00:17:33.419 --> 00:17:34.486 align:center line:63% position:50% size:63%
BECAUSE YOU WOULDN'T TELL
SOMEBODY WHO'S NOT GOOD

00:17:34.553 --> 00:17:35.454 align:center line:69% position:50% size:53%
YOUR DEEPEST SECRETS.

00:17:35.521 --> 00:17:36.522 align:center line:63% position:50% size:60%
YOU WOULDN'T TELL
SOMEBODY YOU DON'T TRUST

00:17:36.588 --> 00:17:38.157 align:center line:69% position:50% size:53%
YOUR DEEPEST SECRETS.

00:17:38.223 --> 00:17:41.260 align:center line:63% position:50% size:45%
BUT WHEN WE GO AND
WE'RE HONEST,

00:17:41.326 --> 00:17:42.961 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
OR WE'RE MAD,
OR WE'RE HURT,

00:17:43.028 --> 00:17:45.264 align:center line:79% position:50% size:68%
OR WE'RE OFFENDED, YOU
HAVE TO GO WITH ALL OF YOU.

00:17:45.330 --> 00:17:46.532 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
THE GOOD, THE BAD
AND THE UGLY,

00:17:46.598 --> 00:17:48.200 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
TO THE HOLY
SPIRIT AND SAY,

00:17:48.267 --> 00:17:53.105 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
THIS IS, THIS IS THE
THING RIGHT HERE.

00:17:53.172 --> 00:17:57.309 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
THEN, IF WE TRUST
THE HOLY SPIRIT

00:17:57.376 --> 00:17:59.411 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
TO GO INTO THAT WOUND,

00:17:59.478 --> 00:18:01.079 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
IT'S LIKE A MOTHER
CLEANING OUT

00:18:01.146 --> 00:18:02.748 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
THE LITTLE SCRAPED KNEE,

00:18:02.815 --> 00:18:05.017 align:center line:79% position:50% size:70%
YOU KNOW, THE KID WANTS
YOU TO PUT A BAND-AID ON IT,

00:18:05.083 --> 00:18:07.486 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
BUT WE HAVE TO GO
IN AND WASH IT OUT.

00:18:07.553 --> 00:18:11.390 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
IF WE WILL ALLOW PAIN,

00:18:11.457 --> 00:18:13.659 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
THE PAIN OF CLEANING
OUT THE WOUND

00:18:13.725 --> 00:18:14.993 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
BY THE LOVE OF GOD,

00:18:15.060 --> 00:18:16.462 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
IT IS NOT A
RELIGIOUS PROCESS.

00:18:16.528 --> 00:18:18.864 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
IT IS THE ENCOUNTER
OF THE LOVE OF GOD.

00:18:18.931 --> 00:18:22.201 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
THE LOVE OF GOD
WILL COME IN

00:18:22.267 --> 00:18:24.236 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
AND WASH OUT THAT WOUND.

00:18:24.303 --> 00:18:25.938 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
AND IT'S PAINFUL
BECAUSE WE ACTUALLY

00:18:26.004 --> 00:18:27.606 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
CAN'T BURY IT ANYMORE.

00:18:27.673 --> 00:18:28.740 align:center line:85% position:50% size:28%
IT'S THERE.

00:18:28.807 --> 00:18:29.942 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
IT'S IN FRONT OF OUR FACE.

00:18:30.008 --> 00:18:31.877 align:center line:79% position:50% size:73%
REBECCA: YOU HAVE TO FACE THE
REALITY OF THE PAIN

00:18:31.944 --> 00:18:32.678 align:center line:85% position:50% size:38%
IN THAT MOMENT.

00:18:32.744 --> 00:18:33.712 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
JENNY: THAT'S RIGHT.

00:18:33.779 --> 00:18:35.047 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
REBECCA: AND NOT
LIKE PUSH IT DOWN.

00:18:35.113 --> 00:18:36.381 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
JUST LIKE YOUR FRIEND,
SHE PUSHED IT

00:18:36.448 --> 00:18:38.083 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
SO FAR DOWN DEEP

00:18:38.150 --> 00:18:39.384 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
TO LIKE COPE
WITH THE PAIN.

00:18:39.451 --> 00:18:40.419 align:center line:79% position:50% size:33%
JENNY: YEAH,
SHE WAS NUMB.

00:18:40.486 --> 00:18:41.253 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
REBECCA: BUT SHE
HAD COMPLETELY ALMOST

00:18:41.320 --> 00:18:42.688 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
DISASSOCIATED FROM IT.

00:18:42.754 --> 00:18:43.856 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
SO WHEN YOU'RE
DEALING WITH IT

00:18:43.922 --> 00:18:45.324 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
IT'S BRINGING IT BACK UP,

00:18:45.390 --> 00:18:46.225 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
BUT IT WILL BE ADDRESSED.

00:18:46.291 --> 00:18:47.526 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
JENNY: THAT'S RIGHT.
THAT'S RIGHT.

00:18:47.593 --> 00:18:49.228 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
AND SO IN THE WASHING
OF THE WOUND

00:18:49.294 --> 00:18:50.462 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
BY THE HOLY SPIRIT,

00:18:50.529 --> 00:18:52.431 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
AND THIS ISN'T
ALWAYS JUST A MOMENT.

00:18:52.498 --> 00:18:53.332 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
REBECCA: YEAH,
IT'S A PROCESS.

00:18:53.398 --> 00:18:54.132 align:center line:85% position:50% size:38%
JENNY: EXACTLY.

00:18:54.199 --> 00:18:55.200 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
THIS CAN BE TEN YEARS.

00:18:55.267 --> 00:18:56.368 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
THIS CAN BE TEN DAYS.

00:18:56.435 --> 00:18:58.270 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
THIS CAN BE TEN MINUTES,
AND WE DON'T WANNA -

00:18:58.337 --> 00:19:00.472 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
REBECCA: AND THERE'S
THE TIMING, I THINK, TOO.

00:19:00.539 --> 00:19:02.007 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
I THINK THERE'S A TIMING

00:19:02.074 --> 00:19:03.075 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
BECAUSE I REMEMBER
WHEN I STARTED

00:19:03.141 --> 00:19:04.476 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
ON MY INNER
HEALING JOURNEY,

00:19:04.543 --> 00:19:06.912 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
I WAS LIKE, LET'S
ALL ADDRESS IT NOW!

00:19:06.979 --> 00:19:08.514 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
AND IT WASN'T LIKE THAT.

00:19:08.580 --> 00:19:09.982 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
AND THANK GOD IT
WASN'T LIKE THAT.

00:19:10.048 --> 00:19:12.551 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
I THINK GOD IN HIS
DIVINE TIMING,

00:19:12.618 --> 00:19:14.386 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
AND THAT'S WHY YOU HAVE
TO BE LED BY THE SPIRIT,

00:19:14.453 --> 00:19:16.555 align:center line:79% position:50% size:68%
YOU HAVE TO BE IN
RELATIONSHIP WITH THE LORD.

00:19:16.622 --> 00:19:18.490 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
HE HAS TO HAVE THE
RIGHT MOMENT IN TIME,

00:19:18.557 --> 00:19:19.825 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
WHERE I FEEL LIKE YOU'RE
ALMOST ABLE TO HANDLE

00:19:19.892 --> 00:19:20.659 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
DEALING WITH IT.

00:19:20.726 --> 00:19:22.327 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
JENNY: THAT'S RIGHT.

00:19:22.394 --> 00:19:23.962 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
REBECCA: AND ANYWAYS,
YOU KEEP TALKING.

00:19:24.029 --> 00:19:24.730 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
JENNY: YEAH.

00:19:24.796 --> 00:19:25.998 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
SO THE AUTHORITY COMES,

00:19:26.064 --> 00:19:28.567 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
NOW WE DON'T HAVE
AUTHORITY WHEN WE HIDE.

00:19:28.634 --> 00:19:29.902 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
REBECCA: YEAH.

00:19:29.968 --> 00:19:33.372 align:center line:79% position:50% size:70%
JENNY: SO ESTHER, SHE WANTED
TO HIDE IN THE PALACE.

00:19:33.438 --> 00:19:34.439 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
SHE WOULDN'T
CALL IT HIDING.

00:19:34.506 --> 00:19:36.241 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
SHE'D PROBABLY
CALL IT ARRIVING.

00:19:36.308 --> 00:19:38.410 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
LIKE I ARRIVED IN THE
PALACE, I'M QUEEN.

00:19:38.477 --> 00:19:40.479 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
YOU KNOW, SHE
WAS AN ORPHAN.

00:19:40.546 --> 00:19:42.147 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
SHE CAME IN THAT
AS A YOUNG GIRL,

00:19:42.214 --> 00:19:44.650 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
THEY SAY SHE WAS
14, 15 YEARS OLD.

00:19:44.716 --> 00:19:45.417 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
REBECCA: OH, I
DIDN'T KNOW THAT.

00:19:45.484 --> 00:19:46.318 align:center line:85% position:50% size:33%
THAT'S YOUNG.

00:19:46.385 --> 00:19:47.352 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
JENNY: YEAH.

00:19:47.419 --> 00:19:48.120 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
REBECCA: OH, MY GOSH.

00:19:48.186 --> 00:19:49.221 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
JENNY: YEAH.

00:19:49.288 --> 00:19:50.355 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
SO SHE GETS CHOSEN, BUT
SHE LEAVES EVERYTHING

00:19:50.422 --> 00:19:52.124 align:center line:85% position:50% size:38%
THAT SHE KNOWS.

00:19:52.190 --> 00:19:53.959 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
MORDECAI IS NOT
THERE WITH HER.

00:19:54.026 --> 00:19:57.129 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
AND SHE GOES IN
AND GETS CHOSEN,

00:19:57.195 --> 00:20:00.933 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
BUT THEN SHE HAD TO
STAND BEFORE THE KING.

00:20:00.999 --> 00:20:02.801 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
AND SHE HAD TO
USE HER VOICE.

00:20:02.868 --> 00:20:04.570 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
NOT JUST, PRAY,
FAST, AND THAT'S IT.

00:20:04.636 --> 00:20:06.838 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
BUT SHE HAD TO STAND.

00:20:06.905 --> 00:20:08.907 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
AND SO, THERE IS AN
AUTHORITY THAT GOD WANTS

00:20:08.974 --> 00:20:10.008 align:center line:85% position:50% size:33%
TO GIVE WOMEN

00:20:10.075 --> 00:20:12.644 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
TO STAND IN THIS
HOUR FOR CHILDREN

00:20:12.711 --> 00:20:14.846 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
AND FAMILIES
ACROSS AMERICA.

00:20:14.913 --> 00:20:17.749 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
BUT WE WON'T STAND
WHEN WE DON'T HAVE

00:20:17.816 --> 00:20:19.017 align:center line:85% position:50% size:38%
TRUE AUTHORITY.

00:20:19.084 --> 00:20:22.588 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
SO HERE IS WHAT I'D
LIKE TO SAY TO PEOPLE.

00:20:22.654 --> 00:20:24.056 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
IF THERE'S BEEN AN AREA

00:20:24.122 --> 00:20:27.960 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
THAT THE ENEMY HAS JUST
SAT BACK AND LAUGHED,

00:20:28.026 --> 00:20:29.661 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
I GOT YOU RIGHT THERE,

00:20:29.728 --> 00:20:31.029 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
THAT'S WHERE YOU'RE
HANDICAPPED,

00:20:31.096 --> 00:20:32.431 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
YOU'LL NEVER
RECOVER FROM THAT,

00:20:32.497 --> 00:20:34.132 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
YOU'RE GONNA GO TO
YOUR GRAVE WITH THAT.

00:20:34.199 --> 00:20:36.835 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
DON'T EVER TELL ANYBODY
THAT THAT HAPPENED TO YOU.

00:20:36.902 --> 00:20:38.070 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
YOU ARE DISGUSTING.

00:20:38.136 --> 00:20:39.271 align:center line:85% position:50% size:33%
YOU ARE SICK.

00:20:39.338 --> 00:20:40.539 align:center line:85% position:50% size:45%
YOU ARE PERVERTED.

00:20:40.606 --> 00:20:41.840 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
SEE, THAT'S WHAT HE DOES.

00:20:41.907 --> 00:20:44.076 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
AND, BY THE WAY,
YOU'RE THE ONLY PERSON.

00:20:44.142 --> 00:20:45.577 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
AND IF THEY
EVER FIND OUT,

00:20:45.644 --> 00:20:47.412 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
YOU'RE GONNA BE REJECTED
FROM YOUR FRIEND GROUP.

00:20:47.479 --> 00:20:49.581 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
SEE, THIS IS
TEXTBOOK STUFF.

00:20:49.648 --> 00:20:52.684 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
BUT WHEN WE GO
BEFORE THE LORD

00:20:52.751 --> 00:20:54.152 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
AND ALLOW HIM TO
START UPROOTING THAT,

00:20:54.219 --> 00:20:55.387 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
AND WE FIND THE
SAFEST PERSON,

00:20:55.454 --> 00:20:58.056 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
I TELL PEOPLE FIND THE
SAFEST PERSON IN YOUR LIFE

00:20:58.123 --> 00:21:00.125 align:center line:85% position:50% size:38%
AND CONFESS IT.

00:21:00.192 --> 00:21:01.927 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
AND THEN ASK THEM,
WILL YOU WALK WITH ME

00:21:01.994 --> 00:21:03.996 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
WITH THE WORD,
WITH PRAYER?

00:21:04.062 --> 00:21:04.796 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
AND I'M TELLING YOU,

00:21:04.863 --> 00:21:06.465 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
I'VE NEVER SEEN
A PERSON DO THIS

00:21:06.531 --> 00:21:08.000 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
WITH A SAFE PERSON,

00:21:08.066 --> 00:21:09.267 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
AND THEY BOTH HAVE AN
HONOR FOR THE LORD

00:21:09.334 --> 00:21:10.869 align:center line:85% position:50% size:33%
AND THE WORD,

00:21:10.936 --> 00:21:12.170 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
AND THAT DOESN'T
GET UPROOTED.

00:21:12.237 --> 00:21:14.039 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
BUT THEN THEY HAVE
THE AUTHORITY.

00:21:14.106 --> 00:21:15.941 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
OKAY, THAT'S WHERE THE
AUTHORITY COMES FROM.

00:21:16.008 --> 00:21:18.443 align:center line:63% position:50% size:48%
CONFESS YOUR FAULTS
TO ONE ANOTHER

00:21:18.510 --> 00:21:20.746 align:center line:63% position:50% size:35%
SO THAT YOU
MAY BE HEALED,

00:21:20.812 --> 00:21:21.446 align:center line:69% position:50% size:53%
IN THE BOOK OF JAMES.

00:21:21.513 --> 00:21:22.481 align:center line:69% position:50% size:33%
REBECCA: YEP.

00:21:22.547 --> 00:21:23.949 align:center line:63% position:50% size:55%
JENNY: CONFESS YOUR
FAULTS TO ONE ANOTHER.

00:21:24.016 --> 00:21:25.517 align:center line:69% position:50% size:45%
HOW SCARY IS THAT?

00:21:25.584 --> 00:21:26.818 align:center line:69% position:50% size:63%
IT'S SO SCARY TO BE LIKE,

00:21:26.885 --> 00:21:28.120 align:center line:63% position:50% size:60%
THIS HAPPENED TO ME WHEN
I WAS EIGHT YEARS OLD,

00:21:28.186 --> 00:21:29.855 align:center line:63% position:50% size:40%
OR I DID THIS
WHEN I WAS FOUR.

00:21:29.921 --> 00:21:31.189 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
BUT I'VE BEEN THROUGH
THIS MULTIPLE TIMES,

00:21:31.256 --> 00:21:32.190 align:center line:85% position:50% size:33%
THIS PROCESS,

00:21:32.257 --> 00:21:34.159 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AS THINGS HAVE
COME UP OVER TIME.

00:21:34.226 --> 00:21:35.494 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
BUT WHAT WE HAVE
TO UNDERSTAND,

00:21:35.560 --> 00:21:36.928 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
IT'S NOT GOD BEING MEAN.

00:21:36.995 --> 00:21:39.164 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
HE'S NOT TRYING TO LIKE
POKE AROUND IN OUR PAST.

00:21:39.231 --> 00:21:39.965 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
REBECCA: NO.

00:21:40.032 --> 00:21:40.699 align:center line:85% position:50% size:33%
JENNY: RIGHT.

00:21:40.766 --> 00:21:42.034 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
WHAT HE'S SAYING IS,

00:21:42.100 --> 00:21:45.103 align:center line:79% position:50% size:70%
I WANT YOU TO BE ABLE TO
DRAW YOUR SWORD IN THIS HOUR

00:21:45.170 --> 00:21:48.040 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
WITH SUCH CLARITY
AND NO HESITATION.

00:21:48.106 --> 00:21:50.142 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
BECAUSE WHEN WE
HAVE WOUNDINGS,

00:21:50.208 --> 00:21:53.011 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
WHEN WE HAVE THESE
TETHERS OF OUR PAST,

00:21:53.078 --> 00:21:55.047 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
WE HAVE HESITATION
IN OUR VOICE.

00:21:55.113 --> 00:21:56.715 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
WE FEEL LIKE A FRAUD.

00:21:56.782 --> 00:21:58.884 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
THAT'S PROBABLY ONE OF THE
BIGGEST THINGS WITH SHAME,

00:21:58.950 --> 00:21:59.918 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
IS IT MAKES YOU
FEEL LIKE A FRAUD.

00:21:59.985 --> 00:22:00.919 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
I DON'T ACTUALLY
BELONG HERE.

00:22:00.986 --> 00:22:01.953 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
I CAN'T ACTUALLY
PREACH THE WORD.

00:22:02.020 --> 00:22:02.821 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
I MEAN, REBECCA CAN.

00:22:02.888 --> 00:22:04.122 align:center line:85% position:50% size:45%
I MEAN, SHE'S HER.

00:22:04.189 --> 00:22:05.023 align:center line:85% position:50% size:28%
BUT NOT ME.

00:22:05.090 --> 00:22:06.324 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
I CAN'T DO IT
BECAUSE OF MY PAST.

00:22:06.391 --> 00:22:08.694 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
SO WE HAVE TO JUST LET THE
LORD CLEAN ALL THAT OUT,

00:22:08.760 --> 00:22:11.997 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
AND COME THROUGH AND
BE ENGAGED IN HIS LOVE

00:22:12.064 --> 00:22:14.332 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
AND THEN, WHOO, HERE
COMES THE ANOINTING,

00:22:14.399 --> 00:22:15.534 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
HERE COMES THE AUTHORITY,

00:22:15.600 --> 00:22:16.902 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
FROM THAT POINT FORWARD.

00:22:16.968 --> 00:22:18.370 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
REBECCA: AND IT'S
LIKE THE ENEMY WILL USE,

00:22:18.437 --> 00:22:19.504 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
IT'S GOD DOING
A GOOD THING,

00:22:19.571 --> 00:22:21.673 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
BECAUSE HE WANTS YOU TO
BE IN COMPLETE FREEDOM,

00:22:21.740 --> 00:22:24.042 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
WALK IN THE FULLNESS OF
WHO HE'S CALLED YOU TO BE,

00:22:24.109 --> 00:22:26.344 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
BUT YOU CAN'T DO
THAT UNTIL YOU GET

00:22:26.411 --> 00:22:27.879 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
THE INNER
HEALING YOU NEED.

00:22:27.946 --> 00:22:29.681 align:center line:79% position:50% size:68%
BECAUSE IT'S LIKE
SOMETHING HOLDING YOU BACK.

00:22:29.748 --> 00:22:32.217 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
AND IT'S WHAT THE
ENEMY WILL PRESS ON.

00:22:32.284 --> 00:22:33.018 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
JENNY: OH, YEAH.

00:22:33.085 --> 00:22:34.252 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
REBECCA: AND IN
IMPORTANT TIMES,

00:22:34.319 --> 00:22:35.687 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
IT'S LIKE A CHINK
IN YOUR ARMOR.

00:22:35.754 --> 00:22:37.489 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND YOU DON'T WANT
TO BE EXPOSED.

00:22:37.556 --> 00:22:40.992 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
AND SO I JUST THINK ABOUT
SO MANY TIMES FOR MYSELF,

00:22:41.059 --> 00:22:42.928 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
AND LIKE THE ENEMY WILL
USE IT AGAINST YOU,

00:22:42.994 --> 00:22:45.464 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
AND HE'LL USE IT
TO CAUSE PROBLEMS

00:22:45.530 --> 00:22:46.798 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
WITH EVEN OTHER
PEOPLE IN YOUR LIFE.

00:22:46.865 --> 00:22:47.966 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
JENNY: OH, YEAH.

00:22:48.033 --> 00:22:49.768 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
REBECCA: AND SO I THINK
ABOUT EVEN IN MY OWN LIFE,

00:22:49.835 --> 00:22:51.937 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
THE TRIGGERS THAT I
HAD FROM MY OWN WOUNDING

00:22:52.003 --> 00:22:53.672 align:center line:85% position:50% size:45%
FROM MY CHILDHOOD,

00:22:53.739 --> 00:22:55.474 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
AND THE ENEMY
WOULD PRESS ON IT

00:22:55.540 --> 00:22:56.842 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
AND THEN I WOULD REACT

00:22:56.908 --> 00:22:58.477 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
AND I WOULD REACT
IN MY FLESH

00:22:58.543 --> 00:23:01.680 align:center line:79% position:50% size:75%
AND I WOULD CAUSE LIKE
A BUNCH OF PROBLEMS, YOU KNOW.

00:23:01.747 --> 00:23:03.915 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
AND SO WHEN I WAS ABLE
TO GET INNER HEALING,

00:23:03.982 --> 00:23:05.450 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
HE COULDN'T USE THAT
AGAINST ME ANYMORE.

00:23:05.517 --> 00:23:06.384 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
JENNY: NOPE.

00:23:06.451 --> 00:23:06.918 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
REBECCA: AND THEN I
CAME TO A PLACE

00:23:06.985 --> 00:23:08.053 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
WHERE I WAS LIKE,

00:23:08.120 --> 00:23:11.823 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
I COULD SEE THE, LIKE THE
PLAN, THE SCHEME OF IT.

00:23:11.890 --> 00:23:13.425 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
AND I WAS LIKE,
I AM NOT -

00:23:13.492 --> 00:23:16.495 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
YOU CAN MAKE ME ANGRY
OR HURT OR WHATEVER,

00:23:16.561 --> 00:23:17.896 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
BUT THIS PART
OF ME IS HEALED.

00:23:17.963 --> 00:23:18.864 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
I'M NOT GETTING TRIGGERED

00:23:18.930 --> 00:23:21.466 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
AND I'M NOT GOING
TO FLARE UP

00:23:21.533 --> 00:23:23.001 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND CAUSE PROBLEMS
AND CAUSE DIVISION

00:23:23.068 --> 00:23:24.269 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
OR CAUSE WHATEVER

00:23:24.336 --> 00:23:25.637 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
THROUGH MY HURT.

00:23:25.704 --> 00:23:27.038 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
IT'S LIKE THE
MOMENT I REALIZED

00:23:27.105 --> 00:23:27.906 align:center line:85% position:50% size:45%
WHAT WAS GOING ON,

00:23:27.973 --> 00:23:29.775 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
I WAS LIKE YOU'RE
NOT GONNA USE ME

00:23:29.841 --> 00:23:30.776 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
TO LIKE HURT OTHER PEOPLE.

00:23:30.842 --> 00:23:31.810 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
JENNY: THAT'S POWERFUL.

00:23:31.877 --> 00:23:33.078 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
REBECCA: AND SO THAT'S
ONE OF THE MOST

00:23:33.145 --> 00:23:34.412 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
POWERFUL THINGS,

00:23:34.479 --> 00:23:36.047 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
AND IT'S WHAT WE
NEED IN THE CHURCH.

00:23:36.114 --> 00:23:38.216 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
WE NEED TO BE ABLE
TO RISE ABOVE,

00:23:38.283 --> 00:23:39.751 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
TO WALK IN LOVE.

00:23:39.818 --> 00:23:42.587 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
BECAUSE THE MAIN WAY
THE ENEMY USES US,

00:23:42.654 --> 00:23:44.156 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
LIKE THE MAIN WAY
THE ENEMY HURTS US

00:23:44.222 --> 00:23:45.891 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
IS THROUGH
OTHER BELIEVERS.

00:23:45.957 --> 00:23:46.958 align:center line:79% position:50% size:33%
THROUGH THEIR
OWN WOUNDING.

00:23:47.025 --> 00:23:47.993 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
JENNY: OH, YEAH. YEAH.

00:23:48.059 --> 00:23:50.629 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
IT'S NEVER THE GUY AT,
YOU KNOW, 7-ELEVEN,

00:23:50.695 --> 00:23:51.963 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
BEHIND THE COUNTER
THAT MADE US SO MAD

00:23:52.030 --> 00:23:53.198 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
THAT RUINED OUR LIFE.

00:23:53.265 --> 00:23:55.500 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
IT'S A SISTER, IT'S A
MOTHER, IT'S A FATHER.

00:23:55.567 --> 00:23:56.301 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
REBECCA: BECAUSE HE'S
TRYING TO CAUSE DIVISION

00:23:56.368 --> 00:23:57.102 align:center line:69% position:50% size:35%
IN THE CHURCH.

00:23:57.169 --> 00:23:58.103 align:center line:69% position:50% size:30%
JENNY: YEAH.

00:23:58.170 --> 00:23:59.104 align:center line:63% position:50% size:58%
REBECCA: HE WANTS
TO BREAK DOWN COVENANT.

00:23:59.171 --> 00:24:01.339 align:center line:63% position:50% size:43%
HE WANTS TO BREAK
DOWN FRIENDSHIPS.

00:24:01.406 --> 00:24:02.707 align:center line:63% position:50% size:43%
HE WANTS TO BREAK
DOWN MARRIAGES.

00:24:02.774 --> 00:24:04.009 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
HE WANTS TO BREAK
DOWN FAMILIES.

00:24:04.075 --> 00:24:05.076 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
JENNY: THAT'S RIGHT.

00:24:05.143 --> 00:24:06.411 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
REBECCA: AND SO ONE OF
THE MAIN WAYS HE DOES IT

00:24:06.478 --> 00:24:07.512 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
IS THROUGH OUR WOUNDING,

00:24:07.579 --> 00:24:09.347 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
THROUGH OTHER
PEOPLE'S WOUNDING.

00:24:09.414 --> 00:24:11.149 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
AND WHEN WE CAN
COME TO A PLACE

00:24:11.216 --> 00:24:13.752 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
WHERE WE DO NOT REACT
OUT OF OUR WOUNDING,

00:24:13.819 --> 00:24:14.886 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
WHERE WE'RE ABLE
TO RISE ABOVE

00:24:14.953 --> 00:24:17.055 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
AND BE THE PEOPLE
GOD'S CALLED US TO BE,

00:24:17.122 --> 00:24:18.924 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
IT'S LIKE WE'RE
OPERATING THE WAY

00:24:18.990 --> 00:24:20.625 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
GOD'S CALLED US TO BE.

00:24:20.692 --> 00:24:23.361 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
AND ALSO, ONE OF
THE HARDEST THINGS,

00:24:23.428 --> 00:24:25.831 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
WHEN YOU'RE GOING THROUGH
A DIFFICULT TIME,

00:24:25.897 --> 00:24:27.899 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
OR YOU'RE DEALING WITH
DIFFICULT PEOPLE,

00:24:27.966 --> 00:24:30.635 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
IS TO NOT OPERATE
IN YOUR FLESH.

00:24:30.702 --> 00:24:31.703 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
JENNY: OH, YEAH.

00:24:31.770 --> 00:24:33.772 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
REBECCA: AND
TO BE HONORING.

00:24:33.839 --> 00:24:36.741 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
BUT IF YOU ARE HONORING
AND YOU DON'T COME DOWN

00:24:36.808 --> 00:24:39.077 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
INTO THE FLESHY LEVEL,

00:24:39.144 --> 00:24:41.346 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
GOD CAN DO SUCH
AN AMAZING WORK.

00:24:41.413 --> 00:24:42.948 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
BUT I'M LIKE,
I'M TELLING YOU,

00:24:43.014 --> 00:24:43.982 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
I'VE BEEN LEARNING THIS.

00:24:44.049 --> 00:24:45.050 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
MY MOTHER-IN-LAW,

00:24:45.116 --> 00:24:46.451 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
MY MOTHER-IN-LAW IS
AN INTERCESSOR

00:24:46.518 --> 00:24:48.053 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
AND SHE'S COACHED ME
ON A LOT OF THIS STUFF.

00:24:48.119 --> 00:24:48.954 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
JENNY: THAT'S AMAZING.

00:24:49.020 --> 00:24:50.355 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
REBECCA: AND SHE'S
LIKE, YOU CAN'T -

00:24:50.422 --> 00:24:51.323 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
SHE'S LIKE, I
CAN VENT TO HER,

00:24:51.389 --> 00:24:52.757 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
BUT SHE'S LIKE, YOU CAN'T
COME OUT OF LIKE

00:24:52.824 --> 00:24:53.625 align:center line:85% position:50% size:45%
THE SECOND HEAVEN.

00:24:53.692 --> 00:24:55.327 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
YOU'VE GOT TO STAY
IN THE HEAVEN,

00:24:55.393 --> 00:24:56.895 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
YOU CAN'T COME
DOWN TO THE FLESH.

00:24:56.962 --> 00:24:57.729 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
JENNY: THERE YOU GO.

00:24:57.796 --> 00:24:59.030 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
REBECCA: AND I
HAD TO LEARN LIKE,

00:24:59.097 --> 00:25:01.066 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
I CAN'T COME DOWN
THERE AND FIGHT.

00:25:01.132 --> 00:25:01.967 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
JENNY: BECAUSE
YOU'LL LOSE.

00:25:02.033 --> 00:25:03.969 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
REBECCA: NO, YOU WILL.

00:25:04.035 --> 00:25:05.503 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
IT WILL JUST
RUIN EVERYTHING.

00:25:05.570 --> 00:25:06.771 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
JENNY: YEAH.

00:25:06.838 --> 00:25:08.640 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
WELL, THAT'S WHY
I WROTE THE BOOK,

00:25:08.707 --> 00:25:10.008 align:center line:85% position:50% size:33%
<i>WAKE UP DEAD.</i>

00:25:10.075 --> 00:25:11.109 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
BECAUSE I WAS
GOING THROUGH -

00:25:11.176 --> 00:25:12.944 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
REBECCA: WHICH,
HEY, SHOUT OUT.

00:25:13.011 --> 00:25:13.845 align:center line:63% position:50% size:48%
JENNY: THERE IT IS.

00:25:13.912 --> 00:25:16.414 align:center line:58% position:50% size:48%
REBECCA: WHERE
DO PEOPLE GET THIS?

00:25:16.481 --> 00:25:17.148 align:center line:63% position:50% size:43%
JUST PLUG IT NOW.

00:25:17.215 --> 00:25:18.116 align:center line:58% position:50% size:30%
JENNY: YEAH,
YEAH, YEAH.

00:25:18.183 --> 00:25:19.618 align:center line:58% position:50% size:53%
YOU CAN GET IT ON
OUR MINISTRY WEBSITE,

00:25:19.684 --> 00:25:21.253 align:center line:63% position:50% size:65%
WHICH IS HERVOICEMVMT.COM,

00:25:21.319 --> 00:25:24.289 align:center line:63% position:50% size:55%
OR WAKEUPDEADBOOK.COM.

00:25:24.356 --> 00:25:25.123 align:center line:63% position:50% size:35%
REBECCA: NICE.

00:25:25.190 --> 00:25:26.958 align:center line:58% position:50% size:35%
JENNY: BUT I
WENT THROUGH -

00:25:27.025 --> 00:25:28.627 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
I MEAN WE GO THROUGH
SO MUCH, RIGHT?

00:25:28.693 --> 00:25:29.427 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
REBECCA: MM-HMM.

00:25:29.494 --> 00:25:31.930 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
JENNY: BUT I GOT
TO A PLACE WHERE

00:25:31.997 --> 00:25:33.999 align:center line:69% position:50% size:55%
GOD WANTED TO UPGRADE,

00:25:34.065 --> 00:25:35.500 align:center line:69% position:50% size:65%
WANTED TO ADVANCE MY LIFE.

00:25:35.567 --> 00:25:37.802 align:center line:63% position:50% size:60%
AND HE DOES THESE
SEASONS WHERE IT'S LIKE,

00:25:37.869 --> 00:25:38.970 align:center line:63% position:50% size:48%
OKAY, IT'S TIME TO
GRADUATE FROM THIS.

00:25:39.037 --> 00:25:41.539 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
BUT IN ORDER TO GO
INTO THE NEXT SEASON,

00:25:41.606 --> 00:25:43.241 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
THINGS ARE GONNA
HAVE TO CHANGE.

00:25:43.308 --> 00:25:44.609 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
AND I WAS LIKE, YES, LORD.

00:25:44.676 --> 00:25:46.478 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
MAKE ME INTO NEW WINE.

00:25:46.544 --> 00:25:48.413 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
WELL, I DID NOT THINK
ABOUT THE PROCESS.

00:25:48.480 --> 00:25:49.481 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
REBECCA: I KNOW.

00:25:49.547 --> 00:25:50.582 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
IT'S SUCH A
PAINFUL PROCESS.

00:25:50.649 --> 00:25:51.516 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
JENNY: OF NEW WINE.

00:25:51.583 --> 00:25:52.417 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
I DIDN'T THINK THAT
PRAYER THROUGH.

00:25:52.484 --> 00:25:53.919 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
AND SO THE CRUSHING CAME,

00:25:53.985 --> 00:25:54.986 align:center line:85% position:50% size:38%
THE FERMENTING,

00:25:55.053 --> 00:25:57.455 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
WHICH IS WHEN, YOU KNOW,
THE CRAZINESS IS OVER,

00:25:57.522 --> 00:25:58.723 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
THE BETRAYAL,
ALL THE THINGS,

00:25:58.790 --> 00:26:00.558 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
BUT YOU'RE JUST LAYING
THERE LIKE ROADKILL,

00:26:00.625 --> 00:26:03.194 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
LIKE YOU'RE
DEAD, YOU KNOW.

00:26:03.261 --> 00:26:06.398 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
BUT GOD BROUGHT ME
THROUGH THAT AND HE SAID,

00:26:06.464 --> 00:26:10.201 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
YOU KNOW, IF YOU'RE A
GRAPE, YOU'RE SWEET.

00:26:10.268 --> 00:26:11.836 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND I SAID, BUT I
WANT TO BE POTENT.

00:26:11.903 --> 00:26:13.038 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
I WANT TO BE A
POTENT CHRISTIAN.

00:26:13.104 --> 00:26:15.106 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
I WANT TO SEE PEOPLE
RAISED FROM THE DEAD.

00:26:15.173 --> 00:26:17.008 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
AND HE GOES, THEN YOU'RE
GONNA HAVE TO DIE.

00:26:17.075 --> 00:26:18.243 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
YOU KNOW, AS CHRISTIANS,
WE LIKE JESUS

00:26:18.310 --> 00:26:19.678 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
TO DO ALL THE DYING,

00:26:19.744 --> 00:26:21.646 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND THEN WE DO ALL
THE RESURRECTING.

00:26:21.713 --> 00:26:22.814 align:center line:85% position:50% size:33%
BUT HE SAID -

00:26:22.881 --> 00:26:25.517 align:center line:79% position:50% size:75%
AND THE WORD OF GOD INVITES US
INTO A DEATH PROCESS.

00:26:25.583 --> 00:26:26.751 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
BUT IT'S WHAT
YOU'RE SAYING.

00:26:26.818 --> 00:26:29.154 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
I'M GOING TO DIE TO
DEFENDING MYSELF.

00:26:29.220 --> 00:26:30.922 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
THEY'RE LYING ABOUT ME.

00:26:30.989 --> 00:26:32.824 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
YOU KNOW, I'M
GONNA DIE TO LIKE,

00:26:32.891 --> 00:26:34.592 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
WELL, I WAS RIGHT
AND MY HUSBAND,

00:26:34.659 --> 00:26:36.861 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
HE KNOWS BETTER THAN THAT.

00:26:36.928 --> 00:26:39.097 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
YOU KNOW, SO WE
ACTUALLY HAVE A CHANCE

00:26:39.164 --> 00:26:39.998 align:center line:85% position:50% size:33%
TO DIE DAILY.

00:26:40.065 --> 00:26:41.499 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
AND HE JUST TOLD
ME, HE SAID, JENNY,

00:26:41.566 --> 00:26:45.303 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
IF YOU WILL WAKE UP
AS A DEAD PERSON,

00:26:45.370 --> 00:26:48.239 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
I WILL WORK POWERFULLY
THROUGH YOU.

00:26:48.306 --> 00:26:51.910 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
BUT YOU CAN'T
EXPECT RESURRECTION

00:26:51.977 --> 00:26:55.580 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
WHEN YOU ARE FIGHTING
TO BE ALIVE IN WAYS

00:26:55.647 --> 00:26:57.549 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
I'VE CALLED
YOU TO BE DEAD.

00:26:57.615 --> 00:27:01.653 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
AND SO THERE'S THIS
VERY SWEET REWARD

00:27:01.720 --> 00:27:03.321 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
WITH DYING AND LAYING
YOUR LIFE DOWN.

00:27:03.388 --> 00:27:04.322 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
BECAUSE OUR LIFE
ISN'T OUR OWN.

00:27:04.389 --> 00:27:06.024 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
A LOT OF TIMES, I SAID
THE SINNER PRAYER

00:27:06.091 --> 00:27:07.425 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
AND NOW I'M A CHRISTIAN.

00:27:07.492 --> 00:27:08.560 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
AND I HAVE AMERICAN JESUS.

00:27:08.626 --> 00:27:09.761 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
AND AMERICAN JESUS
IS SUPPOSED TO LIKE

00:27:09.828 --> 00:27:10.962 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
BLESS ALL MY PLANS.

00:27:11.029 --> 00:27:12.430 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
THAT'S WHAT HE -

00:27:12.497 --> 00:27:14.132 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
MORE LIKE A GENIE JESUS.

00:27:14.199 --> 00:27:18.303 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
BUT THAT'S - THAT IS
NOT OUR GOSPEL.

00:27:18.370 --> 00:27:21.139 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
THE GOSPEL IS I
DON'T OWN MY LIFE.

00:27:21.206 --> 00:27:22.540 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
I'M GIVING UP MY LIFE.

00:27:22.607 --> 00:27:23.942 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
I'M GIVING UP THE
RIGHT TO BE GOD.

00:27:24.009 --> 00:27:26.878 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
I'M GIVING UP THE
RIGHT TO BE WOUNDED.

00:27:26.945 --> 00:27:29.114 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
I'M GIVING UP THE
RIGHT TO BE OFFENDED.

00:27:29.180 --> 00:27:31.416 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
THAT DOESN'T MEAN THAT
IT'S NOT HARD, YOU KNOW,

00:27:31.483 --> 00:27:33.685 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
BUT IT MEANS LIKE,
YOU KNOW WHAT?

00:27:33.752 --> 00:27:34.953 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
ALL OF THAT IS NOT MINE,

00:27:35.020 --> 00:27:36.488 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
AND NOW I'M JUST GONNA -

00:27:36.554 --> 00:27:38.923 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
I'M JUST GONNA
BECOME ONE WITH GOD.

00:27:38.990 --> 00:27:40.825 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
SO, BUT EVERYTHING
WE WANT,

00:27:40.892 --> 00:27:42.927 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
EVERYTHING THAT'S SWEET
AND GOOD AND WONDERFUL

00:27:42.994 --> 00:27:44.496 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
AND THE PURPOSES
OF OUR LIFE,

00:27:44.562 --> 00:27:46.564 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
ARE ACTUALLY ON THE
OTHER SIDE OF DYING.

00:27:46.631 --> 00:27:47.665 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
REBECCA: IT'S TRUE.

00:27:47.732 --> 00:27:49.334 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
ONE OF MY FAVORITE
VERSES IN THE BIBLE

00:27:49.401 --> 00:27:51.136 align:center line:85% position:50% size:45%
IS WHEN PAUL SAYS,

00:27:51.202 --> 00:27:52.871 align:center line:69% position:50% size:55%
I WANT TO KNOW CHRIST,

00:27:52.937 --> 00:27:53.638 align:center line:63% position:50% size:45%
AND IT TALKS ABOUT
THE POWER

00:27:53.705 --> 00:27:54.706 align:center line:69% position:50% size:50%
OF HIS RESURRECTION,

00:27:54.773 --> 00:27:56.474 align:center line:63% position:50% size:40%
BUT IT ALSO SAYS
BEFORE THAT,

00:27:56.541 --> 00:27:58.443 align:center line:63% position:50% size:43%
THE FELLOWSHIP OF
HIS SUFFERINGS.

00:27:58.510 --> 00:27:59.511 align:center line:69% position:50% size:50%
JENNY: THERE YOU GO.

00:27:59.577 --> 00:28:01.379 align:center line:63% position:50% size:55%
REBECCA: I WANT TO BE
LIKE HIM IN HIS DEATH.

00:28:01.446 --> 00:28:02.781 align:center line:58% position:50% size:45%
AND THEN IT SAYS -
JENNY: WHOO!

00:28:02.847 --> 00:28:04.082 align:center line:63% position:50% size:55%
REBECCA: AND SO IT'S
LIKE WE WANT THE POWER

00:28:04.149 --> 00:28:05.183 align:center line:69% position:50% size:50%
OF THE RESURRECTION,

00:28:05.250 --> 00:28:07.052 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
SOME PEOPLE WANT THAT,
BUT THEY DON'T WANT THE -

00:28:07.118 --> 00:28:08.953 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
JENNY: BUT SKIRT AROUND.

00:28:09.020 --> 00:28:11.089 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
SKIRT AROUND THE APOLOGY.

00:28:11.156 --> 00:28:12.991 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
SKIRT AROUND
LIKE ANYTHING.

00:28:13.058 --> 00:28:14.292 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
LIKE GOD BROUGHT IT UP,

00:28:14.359 --> 00:28:17.729 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
I FOUND MULTIPLE
TIMES A DAY,

00:28:17.796 --> 00:28:20.665 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
WE HAVE AN OPPORTUNITY TO
SKIRT AROUND SOMETHING.

00:28:20.732 --> 00:28:22.400 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
TO PRESERVE
OUR OWN FLESH,

00:28:22.467 --> 00:28:23.535 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
TO PRESERVE OUR OWN PRIDE.

00:28:23.601 --> 00:28:24.669 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
REBECCA: WHICH
IS LIKE YOUR WAY.

00:28:24.736 --> 00:28:25.437 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
JENNY: YEAH.

00:28:25.503 --> 00:28:26.638 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
REBECCA: I
WANT IT MY WAY.

00:28:26.704 --> 00:28:27.839 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
I WANT TO DEFEND MYSELF.

00:28:27.906 --> 00:28:29.074 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
I WANT TO DO THIS.
I WANT TO DO THAT.

00:28:29.140 --> 00:28:30.241 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
JENNY: YEAH. WHO DOESN'T?

00:28:30.308 --> 00:28:31.342 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
REBECCA: YEAH.

00:28:31.409 --> 00:28:32.644 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
AND YOU'RE RIGHT, IT'S
CONSTANT, AND IT'S REALLY

00:28:32.710 --> 00:28:33.745 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
THE DIFFICULT THINGS

00:28:33.812 --> 00:28:36.347 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
THAT HELP PUSH AND GET
THAT STUFF OUT OF YOU.

00:28:36.414 --> 00:28:37.182 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
JENNY: THAT'S RIGHT.

00:28:37.248 --> 00:28:38.383 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
REBECCA: THERE'S
TWO OTHER VERSES

00:28:38.450 --> 00:28:39.751 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
THAT TALK ABOUT THAT.

00:28:39.818 --> 00:28:41.186 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
ONE OF MY FAVORITES
IS IN HEBREWS.

00:28:41.252 --> 00:28:43.888 align:center line:63% position:50% size:55%
IT SAYS, JESUS LEARNED
OBEDIENCE THROUGH

00:28:43.955 --> 00:28:45.757 align:center line:69% position:50% size:58%
THE THINGS HE SUFFERED.

00:28:45.824 --> 00:28:46.825 align:center line:63% position:50% size:55%
AND IT'S LIKE, HE WENT
THROUGH THIS PROCESS

00:28:46.891 --> 00:28:47.826 align:center line:69% position:50% size:43%
HIMSELF ON EARTH.

00:28:47.892 --> 00:28:48.626 align:center line:69% position:50% size:48%
JENNY: I LOVE THAT.

00:28:48.693 --> 00:28:49.227 align:center line:63% position:50% size:38%
REBECCA: AND
HE WAS PERFECT,

00:28:49.294 --> 00:28:50.462 align:center line:69% position:50% size:60%
BUT HE WAS A HIGH PRIEST

00:28:50.528 --> 00:28:53.198 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
THAT CAN UNDERSTAND US.

00:28:53.264 --> 00:28:54.966 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
AND HE UNDERSTANDS US
BECAUSE HE SUFFERED

00:28:55.033 --> 00:28:56.101 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
ON THIS EARTH.

00:28:56.167 --> 00:28:58.203 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
SO THAT HE CAN UNDERSTAND
OUR SUFFERINGS AS WELL

00:28:58.269 --> 00:28:59.204 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
AND OUR TEMPTATIONS

00:28:59.270 --> 00:29:00.672 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
AND ALL THESE
DIFFERENT THINGS.

00:29:00.738 --> 00:29:01.706 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
AND THEN ANOTHER
VERSE IS,

00:29:01.773 --> 00:29:04.676 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
PAUL SAYS, SOMETHING
ABOUT LIKE

00:29:04.742 --> 00:29:06.644 align:center line:63% position:50% size:53%
THE LACK OF
CHRIST'S AFFLICTIONS.

00:29:06.711 --> 00:29:07.979 align:center line:63% position:50% size:33%
AND WHAT HE'S
REFERRING TO

00:29:08.046 --> 00:29:10.248 align:center line:63% position:50% size:58%
IS HE'S SAYING, CHRIST
DIDN'T LACK AFFLICTION,

00:29:10.315 --> 00:29:13.251 align:center line:63% position:50% size:48%
BUT HE WAS SAYING,
I HAVE NOT RECEIVED

00:29:13.318 --> 00:29:14.052 align:center line:69% position:50% size:43%
ENOUGH AFFLICTION

00:29:14.119 --> 00:29:15.220 align:center line:63% position:50% size:40%
THAT I'VE BEEN
CONFORMED ENOUGH

00:29:15.286 --> 00:29:16.955 align:center line:69% position:50% size:58%
TO THE IMAGE OF CHRIST.

00:29:17.021 --> 00:29:18.523 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
AND SO PAUL, WHO
SUFFERED SO MUCH,

00:29:18.590 --> 00:29:19.891 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
IS SAYING I NEED
TO SUFFER MORE

00:29:19.958 --> 00:29:21.926 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
BECAUSE YOU CAN SEE STILL
PARTS OF HIS FLESH

00:29:21.993 --> 00:29:23.294 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
NEEDED TO BE ADDRESSED.

00:29:23.361 --> 00:29:24.696 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
AND HE HAD THAT
REVELATION.

00:29:24.762 --> 00:29:26.097 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
AND YOU ALSO HAVE
THE REVELATION

00:29:26.164 --> 00:29:27.832 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
THAT SUFFERING -

00:29:27.899 --> 00:29:29.300 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
AND I FINALLY UNDERSTOOD

00:29:29.367 --> 00:29:30.268 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
BECAUSE SOMETIMES
I'D READ IT AND BE LIKE,

00:29:30.335 --> 00:29:31.503 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
WHAT DOES THIS MEAN?

00:29:31.569 --> 00:29:33.138 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
BUT HE WOULD TALK
ABOUT, YOU KNOW,

00:29:33.204 --> 00:29:35.206 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
I HAVE TO SUFFER

00:29:35.273 --> 00:29:37.175 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
SO THAT THE GOSPEL
MAY COME OUT.

00:29:37.242 --> 00:29:38.476 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
AND ONE OF THE
THINGS I LEARNED,

00:29:38.543 --> 00:29:41.279 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
FOR PEOPLE TO BE REACHED,

00:29:41.346 --> 00:29:43.114 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
ONE OF THE THINGS
I LEARNED IS THAT

00:29:43.181 --> 00:29:45.550 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
OUR SUFFERING ISN'T JUST
TO DO SOMETHING GOOD

00:29:45.617 --> 00:29:47.185 align:center line:85% position:50% size:68%
WITHIN US TO AFFECT OTHERS,

00:29:47.252 --> 00:29:50.221 align:center line:79% position:50% size:68%
BUT WHEN WE SUFFER, IT ALSO
HELPS SPREAD THE KINGDOM.

00:29:50.288 --> 00:29:52.757 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
BUT THAT'S NOT LIKE
A REALLY FUN MESSAGE

00:29:52.824 --> 00:29:53.825 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
FOR OUR FLESH.

00:29:53.892 --> 00:29:54.726 align:center line:85% position:50% size:33%
JENNY: RIGHT.

00:29:54.792 --> 00:29:55.560 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
REBECCA: BUT IF YOU
ARE SUFFERING

00:29:55.627 --> 00:29:57.095 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
AND YOU HAVE DIED TO SELF,

00:29:57.162 --> 00:29:58.163 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
IT'S ENCOURAGING.

00:29:58.229 --> 00:29:59.297 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
BECAUSE YOU'RE LIKE,
OH, THIS HAS A PURPOSE.

00:29:59.364 --> 00:30:02.133 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
LIKE IT'S NOT
PURPOSELESS PAIN.

00:30:02.200 --> 00:30:04.602 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
JUST LIKE GIVING BIRTH
OR BEING PREGNANT,

00:30:04.669 --> 00:30:05.870 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
SINCE YOU HAVE FIVE KIDS.

00:30:05.937 --> 00:30:07.205 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
THAT IS PURPOSEFUL PAIN.

00:30:07.272 --> 00:30:08.740 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
LABOR IS PURPOSEFUL PAIN.

00:30:08.806 --> 00:30:10.241 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
JENNY: THAT'S RIGHT.
THAT'S RIGHT.

00:30:10.308 --> 00:30:11.442 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
REBECCA: YOU KNOW,
IT'S NOT EASY,

00:30:11.509 --> 00:30:14.445 align:center line:79% position:50% size:70%
BUT IT'S SOMETHING THAT
YOUR BODY WAS DESIGNED TO DO

00:30:14.512 --> 00:30:15.780 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
AND IT HAS A PURPOSE.

00:30:15.847 --> 00:30:17.115 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
JENNY: THAT'S RIGHT.

00:30:17.182 --> 00:30:18.783 align:center line:79% position:50% size:33%
IT'S LIKE THE
CATERPILLAR,

00:30:18.850 --> 00:30:21.886 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
JUST A REALLY SIMPLE
WAY TO LOOK AT THIS.

00:30:21.953 --> 00:30:23.555 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
REBECCA: I HEARD THAT
METAPHOR, BY THE WAY.

00:30:23.621 --> 00:30:25.156 align:center line:79% position:50% size:68%
JENNY: I KNOW, ME TOO,
IT WORKS SO WELL WITH THIS.

00:30:25.223 --> 00:30:26.157 align:center line:85% position:50% size:38%
IT'S IT, RIGHT?

00:30:26.224 --> 00:30:28.760 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
SO HERE'S THIS
CATERPILLAR ON THE GROUND.

00:30:28.826 --> 00:30:30.395 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
CAN'T GET ANYWHERE
VERY FAST.

00:30:30.461 --> 00:30:32.297 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
ALWAYS ON THE GROUND.

00:30:32.363 --> 00:30:34.432 align:center line:79% position:50% size:33%
BUT HE OR SHE
IS NOT AWARE

00:30:34.499 --> 00:30:38.002 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
THAT THERE ARE WINGS
WRAPPED IN THE INNER PART.

00:30:38.069 --> 00:30:39.037 align:center line:85% position:50% size:45%
BUT YOU KNOW WHAT?

00:30:39.103 --> 00:30:41.973 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
WINGS DON'T COME OUT
UNTIL THE CATERPILLAR

00:30:42.040 --> 00:30:43.942 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
HAS TO TRY TO
GET OUT OF WHAT?

00:30:44.008 --> 00:30:45.109 align:center line:85% position:50% size:28%
RESISTANCE.

00:30:45.176 --> 00:30:45.944 align:center line:85% position:50% size:13%
PAIN.

00:30:46.010 --> 00:30:47.278 align:center line:85% position:50% size:25%
SUFFERING.

00:30:47.345 --> 00:30:49.781 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
HE GETS UP IN
THIS CHRYSALIS,

00:30:49.847 --> 00:30:50.848 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
AND IT ACTUALLY GOES IN,

00:30:50.915 --> 00:30:52.217 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
IT'S CALLED A J FORMATION.

00:30:52.283 --> 00:30:53.484 align:center line:85% position:50% size:33%
IT MAKES A J.

00:30:53.551 --> 00:30:55.320 align:center line:79% position:50% size:33%
I'M THINKING,
JESUS, RIGHT.

00:30:55.386 --> 00:30:56.788 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
IT MAKES A J FORMATION,

00:30:56.854 --> 00:31:00.291 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
AND THEN ONCE THE
CHRYSALIS IS FORMED,

00:31:00.358 --> 00:31:02.227 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
THE GOAL IS, NOW ESCAPE.

00:31:02.293 --> 00:31:03.728 align:center line:85% position:50% size:25%
NOW PRESS.

00:31:03.795 --> 00:31:06.931 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
AND THE LITTLE TINY LEGS
WON'T BREAK THE CHRYSALIS.

00:31:06.998 --> 00:31:10.735 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
SO SOMETHING INSIDE THAT'S
GREATER AND STRONGER

00:31:10.802 --> 00:31:13.304 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
HAS TO COME AND EMERGE.

00:31:13.371 --> 00:31:15.440 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
THAT'S WHAT HAPPENS
IN SUFFERING.

00:31:15.506 --> 00:31:17.275 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
THE WINGS THAT
ARE INSIDE OF US,

00:31:17.342 --> 00:31:18.643 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
THE ANOINTING,

00:31:18.710 --> 00:31:20.812 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
THE GREATER COURAGE THAT
WE'VE NEVER SEEN

00:31:20.878 --> 00:31:21.980 align:center line:85% position:50% size:38%
OURSELVES HAVE,

00:31:22.046 --> 00:31:24.315 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
THE BOLDNESS THAT WE
THINK, OH, THEY'RE BOLD,

00:31:24.382 --> 00:31:25.350 align:center line:85% position:50% size:33%
THEY'RE BOLD.

00:31:25.416 --> 00:31:27.385 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
NO, BOLDNESS IS ACTUALLY
ALREADY HARDWIRED

00:31:27.452 --> 00:31:28.152 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
ON THE INSIDE OF US

00:31:28.219 --> 00:31:29.220 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
FROM OUR CREATOR.

00:31:29.287 --> 00:31:31.589 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
EVERYTHING WE NEED IS
ALREADY ON THE INSIDE.

00:31:31.656 --> 00:31:34.392 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
BUT WE JUST NEED
SOME RESISTANCE

00:31:34.459 --> 00:31:36.427 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
TO THEN, OKAY,
I'VE GOT TO ESCAPE.

00:31:36.494 --> 00:31:37.295 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
I FEEL LIKE I'M GONNA DIE.

00:31:37.362 --> 00:31:38.630 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
YEAH, THAT'S WHAT
IT FEELS LIKE.

00:31:38.696 --> 00:31:40.932 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
AND THEN, BOOM, HERE COME
THESE BEAUTIFUL WINGS.

00:31:40.999 --> 00:31:44.402 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
AND IF YOU SLIT A
CHRYSALIS TOO SOON,

00:31:44.469 --> 00:31:46.604 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
AND HERE COMES
THE BUTTERFLY,

00:31:46.671 --> 00:31:47.639 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
IT FALLS TO THE GROUND,

00:31:47.705 --> 00:31:48.973 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
AND IT DIDN'T GET -

00:31:49.040 --> 00:31:51.376 align:center line:63% position:50% size:58%
THE WINGS GET THEIR
STRENGTH FROM PRESSING,

00:31:51.442 --> 00:31:53.144 align:center line:63% position:50% size:48%
PRESSING,
PRESSING, PRESSING.

00:31:53.211 --> 00:31:55.046 align:center line:63% position:50% size:40%
LIKE WEIGHT
TRAINING, RIGHT?

00:31:55.113 --> 00:31:56.814 align:center line:63% position:50% size:38%
NOW, HERE'S
THIS BUTTERFLY.

00:31:56.881 --> 00:31:58.783 align:center line:63% position:50% size:58%
I'VE NEVER SEEN ANYBODY
RELEASE CATERPILLARS

00:31:58.850 --> 00:32:00.184 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
AT THEIR WEDDING.

00:32:00.251 --> 00:32:01.753 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
[ LAUGHTER ]

00:32:01.819 --> 00:32:02.920 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
REBECCA: THAT
WOULDN'T BE VERY CUTE.

00:32:02.987 --> 00:32:03.755 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
JENNY: NO, YOU'D
BE LIKE, OH, GOSH,

00:32:03.821 --> 00:32:05.690 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
WHAT'S HAPPENING HERE?

00:32:05.757 --> 00:32:07.225 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
BUT HERE'S THE
BUTTERFLIES

00:32:07.292 --> 00:32:08.893 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
WHO HAVE A TOTALLY
DIFFERENT PERSPECTIVE,

00:32:08.960 --> 00:32:10.161 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
A DIFFERENT VIEW,

00:32:10.228 --> 00:32:11.596 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
A DIFFERENT PATH,

00:32:11.663 --> 00:32:13.865 align:center line:79% position:50% size:68%
CAN GET PLACES A
CATERPILLAR WOULD NEVER GO,

00:32:13.931 --> 00:32:15.800 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
SEE THINGS A CATERPILLAR
WOULD NEVER SEE.

00:32:15.867 --> 00:32:18.703 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
THIS IS
RESURRECTION POWER

00:32:18.770 --> 00:32:21.606 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
THAT ONLY COMES THROUGH
EMBRACING THE RESISTANCE.

00:32:21.673 --> 00:32:22.740 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
JAMES ALSO SAID
DON'T TRY TO GET

00:32:22.807 --> 00:32:24.842 align:center line:63% position:50% size:38%
OUT OF ANYTHING
PREMATURELY,

00:32:24.909 --> 00:32:27.779 align:center line:63% position:50% size:43%
BUT LET IT DO
ITS PERFECT WORK.

00:32:27.845 --> 00:32:29.047 align:center line:63% position:50% size:43%
REBECCA: SO THE
REASON WHY I LOVE

00:32:29.113 --> 00:32:30.214 align:center line:69% position:50% size:55%
THAT METAPHOR SO MUCH,

00:32:30.281 --> 00:32:31.616 align:center line:63% position:50% size:53%
IS BECAUSE WHEN I WAS
IN ONE OF THE

00:32:31.683 --> 00:32:33.685 align:center line:85% position:50% size:68%
HARDEST SEASONS OF MY LIFE,

00:32:33.751 --> 00:32:35.386 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
AND I JUST WANTED
TO GET OUT -

00:32:35.453 --> 00:32:36.554 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
JENNY: YEAH, YOU
JUST WANT TO JUMP OUT.

00:32:36.621 --> 00:32:38.690 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
REBECCA: YEAH, FOR A
LONG TIME WITH TRIALS,

00:32:38.756 --> 00:32:39.924 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
I JUST WANTED TO
JUST GET OUT OF IT,

00:32:39.991 --> 00:32:41.859 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
AND I WOULD JUST PRAY, GET
ME OUT, LORD, YOU KNOW.

00:32:41.926 --> 00:32:44.896 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
AND I DID NOT
HANDLE IT RIGHT.

00:32:44.962 --> 00:32:46.331 align:center line:85% position:50% size:45%
I WAS COMPLAINING.

00:32:46.397 --> 00:32:48.700 align:center line:79% position:50% size:70%
BECAUSE I WAS CONFUSED BY
EVERYTHING THAT WAS GOING ON

00:32:48.766 --> 00:32:49.600 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
BECAUSE IT WAS HARD.

00:32:49.667 --> 00:32:51.102 align:center line:69% position:50% size:43%
I DIDN'T SEE GOD,

00:32:51.169 --> 00:32:52.804 align:center line:69% position:50% size:50%
WHERE GOD WAS IN IT.

00:32:52.870 --> 00:32:56.107 align:center line:63% position:50% size:68%
AND I REMEMBER ONE DAY I
WAS WALKING WITH MY FIRST -

00:32:56.174 --> 00:32:57.742 align:center line:63% position:50% size:40%
I ONLY HAD ONE
KID AT THE TIME,

00:32:57.809 --> 00:32:59.744 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
AND WE WERE AT THE PARK
AND THERE WAS LIKE

00:32:59.811 --> 00:33:01.079 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
SO MANY CATERPILLARS

00:33:01.145 --> 00:33:03.014 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
BUILDING THEIR COCOON.

00:33:03.081 --> 00:33:04.482 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
AND I'VE NEVER SEEN
IT AT THAT PARK

00:33:04.549 --> 00:33:05.783 align:center line:85% position:50% size:45%
REALLY SINCE THEN.

00:33:05.850 --> 00:33:08.052 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
AND IT WAS LIKE I
COULDN'T MISS THEM.

00:33:08.119 --> 00:33:08.953 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
LIKE, THEY JUST KEPT,

00:33:09.020 --> 00:33:09.887 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
LIKE RIGHT IN FRONT
OF MY FACE

00:33:09.954 --> 00:33:10.822 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
WHERE WE WERE WALKING

00:33:10.888 --> 00:33:12.256 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
BECAUSE THERE WERE
TREES OVERHEAD.

00:33:12.323 --> 00:33:14.225 align:center line:79% position:50% size:68%
AND I WAS LIKE, I JUST
FEEL LIKE I'M SUPPOSED TO -

00:33:14.292 --> 00:33:15.993 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
AND ON THAT WAY
TO THAT PARK,

00:33:16.060 --> 00:33:17.695 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
I HAD JUST POURED
MY HEART OUT.

00:33:17.762 --> 00:33:18.696 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
I WAS LIKE, I'M SO -

00:33:18.763 --> 00:33:19.764 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
I WAS PROBABLY THE
MOST FRUSTRATED

00:33:19.831 --> 00:33:21.666 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
I EVER HAVE BEEN.

00:33:21.733 --> 00:33:23.067 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
AND I FELT LIKE I WAS
SUPPOSED TO

00:33:23.134 --> 00:33:24.736 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
READ ABOUT CATERPILLARS.

00:33:24.802 --> 00:33:27.372 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND SO I REMEMBER
JUST SITTING DOWN,

00:33:27.438 --> 00:33:31.809 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
AND I READ THAT WHEN
THEY ARE IN THE COCOON,

00:33:31.876 --> 00:33:34.712 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
THEY ACTUALLY COMPLETELY
LIKE LIQUIFY -

00:33:34.779 --> 00:33:35.880 align:center line:85% position:50% size:28%
JENNY: WOW.

00:33:35.947 --> 00:33:38.716 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
REBECCA: WHICH PRODUCES
THE FUEL THAT THEY NEED

00:33:38.783 --> 00:33:41.419 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
TO THEN BECOME THE
BUTTERFLY AND PUSH OUT.

00:33:41.486 --> 00:33:42.453 align:center line:85% position:50% size:28%
JENNY: WOW.

00:33:42.520 --> 00:33:44.922 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
REBECCA: AND THERE
WAS A DEVOTIONAL I READ

00:33:44.989 --> 00:33:46.824 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
WHERE A PERSON
SAW A BUTTERFLY

00:33:46.891 --> 00:33:48.326 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
STRUGGLING TO GET
OUT OF THE COCOON

00:33:48.393 --> 00:33:52.663 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
AND THEY SLIT THE
CHRYSALIS, THE COCOON.

00:33:52.730 --> 00:33:54.632 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
AND THE BUTTERFLY JUST
CAME OUT WOBBLING

00:33:54.699 --> 00:33:57.068 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND ITS WINGS WERE
JUST WRINKLED.

00:33:57.135 --> 00:33:59.170 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
AND THEY SAID, I
THOUGHT I WAS

00:33:59.237 --> 00:34:00.471 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
HELPING THE BUTTERFLY

00:34:00.538 --> 00:34:02.607 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
BY HELPING IT GET
OUT OF THE STRUGGLE,

00:34:02.673 --> 00:34:04.275 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
BUT I WAS ONLY HURTING IT.

00:34:04.342 --> 00:34:06.344 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
BECAUSE THE BUTTERFLY
NEEDED THAT STRUGGLE

00:34:06.411 --> 00:34:08.479 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
FOR THE WINGS TO FLY.

00:34:08.546 --> 00:34:10.214 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
AND I REMEMBER GOD SPOKE
TO ME AND HE SAYS,

00:34:10.281 --> 00:34:14.685 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
I'M NOT GOING TO STOP
THIS PROCESS HALFWAY,

00:34:14.752 --> 00:34:17.188 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
I'M GOING TO LET IT DO
THE COMPLETE WORK IN YOU

00:34:17.255 --> 00:34:18.790 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
SO THAT YOU CAN FLY.

00:34:18.856 --> 00:34:20.057 align:center line:85% position:50% size:28%
JENNY: WOW.

00:34:20.124 --> 00:34:21.559 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
REBECCA: SO IT WAS
HARD IN THE MOMENT,

00:34:21.626 --> 00:34:23.761 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
BUT LOOKING BACK,
NOW IT MAKES SENSE.

00:34:23.828 --> 00:34:26.531 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
A LOT OF TIMES THINGS
MAKE SENSE DOWN THE LINE,

00:34:26.597 --> 00:34:28.433 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
DOWN THE ROAD LATER
AND YOU LOOK BACK

00:34:28.499 --> 00:34:29.734 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
AND YOU'RE LIKE,
OH, THANK GOD.

00:34:29.801 --> 00:34:30.668 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
AND NOW I LOOK BACK

00:34:30.735 --> 00:34:32.637 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
AND I WOULDN'T CHANGE
IT FOR ANYTHING.

00:34:32.703 --> 00:34:34.839 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
BECAUSE IT DID WHAT
IT NEEDED TO DO.

00:34:34.906 --> 00:34:37.642 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
THOSE HARDSHIPS DID WHAT
THEY NEEDED TO DO IN ME,

00:34:37.708 --> 00:34:39.243 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
AND I CAME OUT OF
IT A BETTER WIFE,

00:34:39.310 --> 00:34:40.044 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
A BETTER MOTHER,

00:34:40.111 --> 00:34:42.914 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
A BETTER DAUGHTER
OF THE LORD.

00:34:42.980 --> 00:34:45.216 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
AND SO THAT IS ONE OF
MY FAVORITE METAPHORS

00:34:45.283 --> 00:34:46.350 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
JENNY: I LOVE THAT.

00:34:46.417 --> 00:34:48.386 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
REBECCA: BECAUSE I
LITERALLY, I WAS LIKE,

00:34:48.453 --> 00:34:49.487 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
YOU FEEL LIKE YOU'RE
DYING SOMETIMES.

00:34:49.554 --> 00:34:50.354 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
JENNY: MM-HMM.

00:34:50.421 --> 00:34:51.456 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
REBECCA: BUT IF
YOU DON'T GIVE UP

00:34:51.522 --> 00:34:52.657 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND YOU PERSEVERE
AND YOU TRUST GOD,

00:34:52.723 --> 00:34:55.059 align:center line:79% position:50% size:68%
AND I THINK ONE OF THE
BEST THINGS TO DO IN STORMS

00:34:55.126 --> 00:34:56.828 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
IS TO PRAISE HIM
AND JUST SAY,

00:34:56.894 --> 00:34:59.363 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
I DON'T UNDERSTAND,
BUT I'M NOT GONNA STOP.

00:34:59.430 --> 00:35:01.332 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
BECAUSE THE ENEMY JUST
WANTS YOU TO STOP.

00:35:01.399 --> 00:35:02.900 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
HE WANTS YOU TO LOSE HOPE.

00:35:02.967 --> 00:35:04.168 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
HE WANTS YOU TO GIVE UP.

00:35:04.235 --> 00:35:06.037 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
AND GOD WANTS YOU
TO KEEP GOING.

00:35:06.103 --> 00:35:07.472 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
AND IT WILL MAKE SENSE.

00:35:07.538 --> 00:35:09.173 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
IT WILL PRODUCE
SOMETHING GOOD.

00:35:09.240 --> 00:35:11.275 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
IT WILL BE WORTH IT IF
YOU'RE LIVING

00:35:11.342 --> 00:35:12.443 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
IN OBEDIENCE TO HIM.

00:35:12.510 --> 00:35:13.177 align:center line:85% position:50% size:38%
JENNY: COME ON.

00:35:13.244 --> 00:35:14.645 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
REBECCA: IT
MIGHT BE HARD.

00:35:14.712 --> 00:35:15.913 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
YOU MIGHT WANT
TO GIVE UP,

00:35:15.980 --> 00:35:17.748 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
BUT GOD IS DOING
SOMETHING GOOD IN YOU,

00:35:17.815 --> 00:35:20.218 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
AND HE'S FAITHFUL TO
COMPLETE THE WORK IN US,

00:35:20.284 --> 00:35:22.186 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
BUT WE HAVE TO KEEP GOING.

00:35:22.253 --> 00:35:23.621 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
AND SO IT'S LIKE
THAT VERSE SAYS,

00:35:23.688 --> 00:35:25.189 align:center line:69% position:50% size:40%
WE RUN THAT RACE

00:35:25.256 --> 00:35:28.025 align:center line:63% position:50% size:50%
AND FOR THE JOY THAT
WAS SET BEFORE HIM,

00:35:28.092 --> 00:35:29.961 align:center line:63% position:50% size:43%
IT SAYS JESUS
ENDURED THE CROSS

00:35:30.027 --> 00:35:31.395 align:center line:69% position:50% size:48%
SCORNING ITS SHAME.

00:35:31.462 --> 00:35:32.930 align:center line:63% position:50% size:53%
WHICH MEANT THAT HE
WASN'T EVEN GONNA LET

00:35:32.997 --> 00:35:34.499 align:center line:69% position:50% size:53%
THE SHAME BOTHER HIM.

00:35:34.565 --> 00:35:35.967 align:center line:63% position:50% size:50%
LIKE, HE DIDN'T EVEN
LET IT STOP HIM.

00:35:36.033 --> 00:35:37.468 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
HE HAD THAT JOY
SET BEFORE HIM,

00:35:37.535 --> 00:35:38.536 align:center line:85% position:50% size:33%
WHICH WAS US.

00:35:38.603 --> 00:35:39.604 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
JENNY: THAT'S RIGHT.

00:35:39.670 --> 00:35:40.771 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
REBECCA: AND US BEING
IN THE FAMILY OF GOD.

00:35:40.838 --> 00:35:43.107 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
AND SO IT'S LIKE, WE HAVE
TO SET OUR EYES ON HIM,

00:35:43.174 --> 00:35:44.942 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
KNOWING LIKE, OKAY, I'M
GOING TO ENDURE THIS,

00:35:45.009 --> 00:35:47.245 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
KNOWING THAT IN
THE BIBLE IT SAYS

00:35:47.311 --> 00:35:50.715 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
OUR GREAT WEIGHTS
IN THIS LIFE,

00:35:50.781 --> 00:35:53.618 align:center line:63% position:50% size:60%
PAUL SAYS ARE LIKE SMALL
AND MOMENTARY TROUBLES

00:35:53.684 --> 00:35:55.720 align:center line:63% position:50% size:48%
IN COMPARISON TO
THE WEIGHT OF GLORY

00:35:55.786 --> 00:35:56.854 align:center line:63% position:50% size:40%
THAT IS IN STORE
IN ETERNITY.

00:35:56.921 --> 00:35:57.922 align:center line:69% position:50% size:28%
JENNY: WOW.

00:35:57.989 --> 00:36:00.224 align:center line:63% position:50% size:60%
REBECCA: AND SO I ALWAYS
JUST LIKE TO THINK ABOUT

00:36:00.291 --> 00:36:02.894 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
LIKE HEAVEN AND THAT
GREAT CLOUD OF WITNESSES.

00:36:02.960 --> 00:36:03.895 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
NOW THAT MY
DAD'S IN HEAVEN,

00:36:03.961 --> 00:36:05.062 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
I THINK ABOUT MY DAD,

00:36:05.129 --> 00:36:06.964 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
AND LIKE ALL THE PEOPLE
WHO POURED INTO ME

00:36:07.031 --> 00:36:08.266 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
THAT, YOU KNOW,
HAVE GONE BEFORE ME.

00:36:08.332 --> 00:36:10.268 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND I'M LIKE, I'VE
GOT TO KEEP GOING.

00:36:10.334 --> 00:36:11.569 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
JENNY: COME ON, YOU DO.

00:36:11.636 --> 00:36:12.570 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
REBECCA: AND I
REALLY FEEL LIKE,

00:36:12.637 --> 00:36:13.738 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
I KNOW IT SOUNDS SILLY,

00:36:13.804 --> 00:36:15.306 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
BUT I REALLY FEEL LIKE
THEY'RE ROOTING FOR ME.

00:36:15.373 --> 00:36:16.541 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
JENNY: YEAH.

00:36:16.607 --> 00:36:18.142 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
REBECCA: LIKE WHICH
GETS ME EMOTIONAL.

00:36:18.209 --> 00:36:19.210 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
JENNY: OH, IT'S
SO IMPORTANT, THOUGH,

00:36:19.277 --> 00:36:21.412 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
BECAUSE PEOPLE ARE
RELYING ON YOUR COURAGE.

00:36:21.479 --> 00:36:23.281 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
PEOPLE FOLLOW COURAGE

00:36:23.347 --> 00:36:25.783 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
AND IT'S YOUR
COURAGE, REBECCA,

00:36:25.850 --> 00:36:28.019 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
THAT THAT'S WHY PEOPLE
LISTENING TO THIS,

00:36:28.085 --> 00:36:31.422 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
THAT'S WHY THEY NEED,
THEY NEED COURAGE.

00:36:31.489 --> 00:36:34.692 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
AND THIS IS A REALLY
GOOD THING FOR MOTHERS

00:36:34.759 --> 00:36:36.427 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
AND I THINK YOU'RE
STANDING HERE TODAY,

00:36:36.494 --> 00:36:37.628 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
OR SITTING HERE TODAY,

00:36:37.695 --> 00:36:39.330 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
IN PLACE OF SO
MANY MOTHERS.

00:36:39.397 --> 00:36:41.432 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
AND ONE THING WE
CAN DO AS MOTHERS

00:36:41.499 --> 00:36:43.034 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
IS DISCERN THE DIFFERENCE

00:36:43.100 --> 00:36:46.203 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
BETWEEN OUR KIDS
IN WARFARE,

00:36:46.270 --> 00:36:48.906 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
AND WE NEED TO STEP
IN AND WAR OVER THEM,

00:36:48.973 --> 00:36:52.209 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
AND WHEN THEY'RE
IN A CHRYSALIS.

00:36:52.276 --> 00:36:54.712 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
BECAUSE IF WE
RESCUE OUR CHILDREN

00:36:54.779 --> 00:36:55.980 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
FROM THE PAIN OF, OH,

00:36:56.047 --> 00:36:57.048 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
YOU WAITED UNTIL
10 O'CLOCK AT NIGHT

00:36:57.114 --> 00:36:58.683 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
TO DO THAT HOMEWORK
ASSIGNMENT?

00:36:58.749 --> 00:37:00.851 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
OH, THAT'S GONNA BE A BAD
GRADE FOR YOU TOMORROW

00:37:00.918 --> 00:37:02.887 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
UNLESS YOU STAY UP LATER.

00:37:02.954 --> 00:37:07.658 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
IF WE SAVE OUR CHILDREN
FROM EVERY OUNCE OF PAIN,

00:37:07.725 --> 00:37:10.294 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
WE WILL WONDER
WHY THEY ARE AN ADULT

00:37:10.361 --> 00:37:13.230 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
WHO RUNS FROM EVERYTHING.

00:37:13.297 --> 00:37:14.565 align:center line:85% position:50% size:13%
OKAY.

00:37:14.632 --> 00:37:18.102 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
SO THIS IS LIKE
HONING IN ON -

00:37:18.169 --> 00:37:19.637 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
THIS IS WHAT I TELL
MY CHILDREN, OKAY.

00:37:19.704 --> 00:37:21.172 align:center line:85% position:50% size:38%
SO THERE'S GOD,

00:37:21.238 --> 00:37:23.908 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
AND THROUGH HIS HOLY
SPIRIT, THROUGH HIS WORD,

00:37:23.975 --> 00:37:24.942 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
HE WILL SPEAK TO YOU

00:37:25.009 --> 00:37:26.644 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
AND HE'LL GIVE
YOU INSTRUCTION.

00:37:26.711 --> 00:37:27.678 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
NOW THAT TAKES SOME TIME

00:37:27.745 --> 00:37:28.946 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
TO WORK THAT OUT.

00:37:29.013 --> 00:37:30.514 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
A LIFETIME, RIGHT, TO
FIGURE ALL THAT OUT.

00:37:30.581 --> 00:37:32.550 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
BUT THERE'S ME
AND YOUR DAD.

00:37:32.617 --> 00:37:33.951 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
AND HIM AND I ARE
LISTENING TO GOD

00:37:34.018 --> 00:37:35.086 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
THE BEST WE CAN,

00:37:35.152 --> 00:37:37.722 align:center line:79% position:50% size:73%
AND USING WISDOM AND
EXPERIENCE TO ALSO GUIDE YOU.

00:37:37.788 --> 00:37:40.291 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
AND WHEN NEITHER OF
THOSE WORK FOR YOU

00:37:40.358 --> 00:37:41.559 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
BECAUSE YOU DECIDE YOU
DON'T WANT TO LISTEN

00:37:41.626 --> 00:37:43.427 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
TO EITHER ONE OF
THOSE OR WHATEVER,

00:37:43.494 --> 00:37:45.062 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
YOU HAVE A BETTER PLAN
OR A BETTER IDEA,

00:37:45.129 --> 00:37:49.433 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
PAIN WILL BE WAITING TO
LEAD YOU BACK TO THE PATH.

00:37:49.500 --> 00:37:52.503 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
MOST PARENTS ARE SO AFRAID

00:37:52.570 --> 00:37:55.906 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
OF THEIR CHILDREN
FEELING PAIN

00:37:55.973 --> 00:37:59.610 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
THAT THEY TRY TO KEEP
THEM ON THOSE PATHS,

00:37:59.677 --> 00:38:02.279 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
BUT THEY WON'T WANT
PAIN DO ITS WORK.

00:38:02.346 --> 00:38:03.981 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
AND I'M NOT TALKING
ABOUT WARFARE.

00:38:04.048 --> 00:38:06.751 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
YOU KNOW, WE HAVE TO
WAR OVER OUR KIDS.

00:38:06.817 --> 00:38:09.687 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
BUT THERE ARE TIMES
WHERE IT'S LIKE,

00:38:09.754 --> 00:38:12.990 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
OOH, THIS IS GOING
TO HELP MY CHILD. RIGHT?

00:38:13.057 --> 00:38:14.358 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
LIKE, THIS LITTLE
THING RIGHT HERE,

00:38:14.425 --> 00:38:15.993 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
I PROBABLY NEED TO LET
THEM EXPERIENCE IT,

00:38:16.060 --> 00:38:19.630 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
SO THAT THEY CAN GET
THOSE WINGS PRESSED OUT.

00:38:19.697 --> 00:38:20.931 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
BUT I JUST KNOW
THAT YOU'RE SUCH

00:38:20.998 --> 00:38:23.067 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
AN ENCOURAGEMENT

00:38:23.134 --> 00:38:25.269 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
TO WOMEN WITH THAT
ENCOURAGEMENT.

00:38:25.336 --> 00:38:27.538 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
LIKE, YOU'RE LITERALLY
IMPARTING COURAGE.

00:38:27.605 --> 00:38:28.839 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
REBECCA: OH, THANK YOU.

00:38:28.906 --> 00:38:31.709 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
JENNY: TO WOMEN WITH
YOUNG KIDS ESPECIALLY.

00:38:31.776 --> 00:38:33.511 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
REBECCA: THANK
YOU SO MUCH.

00:38:33.577 --> 00:38:38.082 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
YEAH, YOU KNOW, MOTHERHOOD
HAS BEEN, LIKE HARD,

00:38:38.149 --> 00:38:39.150 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
LIKE ONE OF THE HARDEST
THINGS I'VE DONE,

00:38:39.216 --> 00:38:40.818 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
BUT IT'S ALSO BEEN ONE
OF THE MOST REWARDING.

00:38:40.885 --> 00:38:41.919 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
AND IT'S BROUGHT
SO MUCH -

00:38:41.986 --> 00:38:44.588 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
SO MUCH OF MY INNER
HEALING CAME THROUGH

00:38:44.655 --> 00:38:47.091 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
HAVING MY CHILDREN
AND JUST HAVING TO -

00:38:47.158 --> 00:38:50.327 align:center line:79% position:50% size:68%
GOD'S USED IT TO ADDRESS
MY OWN CHILDHOOD AND STUFF.

00:38:50.394 --> 00:38:53.264 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
AND SO IT'S BEEN THIS
REWARDING EXPERIENCE.

00:38:53.330 --> 00:38:54.832 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
SO EVEN GETTING
MY OWN HEALING,

00:38:54.899 --> 00:38:55.933 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
BEING FREE FROM
MY OWN SHAME,

00:38:56.000 --> 00:38:57.468 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
EXACTLY WHAT YOU'RE
TALKING ABOUT,

00:38:57.535 --> 00:38:59.403 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
WITHIN ME IS
LIKE RISING UP,

00:38:59.470 --> 00:39:02.073 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
AND FEELING LIKE, OKAY,
TAKE MY PLACE

00:39:02.139 --> 00:39:03.240 align:center line:85% position:50% size:38%
IN THE KINGDOM.

00:39:03.307 --> 00:39:05.309 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
AND I WANT TO
HELP OTHER WOMEN.

00:39:05.376 --> 00:39:06.477 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
AND IT'S KIND OF LIKE
WHAT YOU'RE DOING.

00:39:06.544 --> 00:39:08.512 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
IT'S LIKE AS GOD'S
REVEALING IT TO YOU,

00:39:08.579 --> 00:39:09.613 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
YOU'RE LIKE,
OH, I WANT IT.

00:39:09.680 --> 00:39:11.716 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
IT'S LIKE HE SHARES HIS
HEART AND HIS VISION,

00:39:11.782 --> 00:39:13.451 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
AND YOU'RE LIKE, OH, I
WANT TO TAP INTO THAT.

00:39:13.517 --> 00:39:15.386 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
AND THAT'S EVEN HOW I
FEEL WITH INTERCESSION.

00:39:15.453 --> 00:39:16.587 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
IT'S LIKE, I'M
STARTING TO SEE,

00:39:16.654 --> 00:39:18.122 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
OH, I'M FINALLY
UNDERSTANDING

00:39:18.189 --> 00:39:19.457 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
I HAVE A PLACE IN THIS

00:39:19.523 --> 00:39:20.291 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
JENNY: YES, YOU DO.

00:39:20.357 --> 00:39:21.325 align:center line:85% position:50% size:45%
REBECCA: AS A MOM.

00:39:21.392 --> 00:39:23.127 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND I NEED TO BE
TAPPING INTO THAT.

00:39:23.194 --> 00:39:24.428 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
AND I ALSO WANT TO SAY
THANK YOU FOR THAT WORD,

00:39:24.495 --> 00:39:26.530 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
THAT WAS REALLY KIND
AND ENCOURAGING.

00:39:26.597 --> 00:39:28.032 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
ONE OF THE THINGS THAT
YOU WERE SAYING

00:39:28.099 --> 00:39:30.334 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
JUST EARLIER THOUGH, IS,

00:39:30.401 --> 00:39:32.470 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
THAT WE DON'T NEED TO
PROTECT OUR CHILDREN

00:39:32.536 --> 00:39:33.604 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
FROM DIFFICULTY.

00:39:33.671 --> 00:39:35.506 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
AND I THINK THAT'S
ACTUALLY SO IMPORTANT.

00:39:35.573 --> 00:39:37.341 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
AND I THINK IN THIS
DAY AND AGE ESPECIALLY

00:39:37.408 --> 00:39:41.145 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
BECAUSE WE'RE KIND
OF IN MY GENERATION,

00:39:41.212 --> 00:39:42.747 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
I SEE THE
HELICOPTER PARENT.

00:39:42.813 --> 00:39:43.914 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
JENNY: YEAH.

00:39:43.981 --> 00:39:44.715 align:center line:79% position:50% size:68%
REBECCA: AND IT'S LIKE
THEY DON'T WANT THEIR CHILD

00:39:44.782 --> 00:39:46.617 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
TO DO ANYTHING DIFFICULT.

00:39:46.684 --> 00:39:47.752 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
LIKE EVEN LITTLE,
LITTLE KIDS.

00:39:47.818 --> 00:39:48.853 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
THEY DON'T WANT THEM
TO CLIMB ANYTHING,

00:39:48.919 --> 00:39:50.855 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
THEY DON'T WANT THEM
TO JUMP OFF ANYTHING.

00:39:50.921 --> 00:39:52.790 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
I UNDERSTAND
PROTECTING YOUR CHILD,

00:39:52.857 --> 00:39:53.791 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
BUT I REMEMBER ONE
OF THE THINGS

00:39:53.858 --> 00:39:55.192 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
I WAS THINKING ABOUT,

00:39:55.259 --> 00:39:57.094 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
BECAUSE I ACTUALLY HAD
THIS WITH MY FIRST.

00:39:57.161 --> 00:39:59.396 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
I WANTED TO PROTECT
HIM FROM EVERYTHING.

00:39:59.463 --> 00:40:00.598 align:center line:85% position:50% size:38%
ANY MEAN CHILD.

00:40:00.664 --> 00:40:02.666 align:center line:85% position:50% size:33%
ANYTHING BAD.

00:40:02.733 --> 00:40:03.801 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
AND YOU'LL DRIVE
YOURSELF CRAZY.

00:40:03.868 --> 00:40:04.635 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
JENNY: OH, YEAH.

00:40:04.702 --> 00:40:05.836 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
REBECCA: AND HE
WAS JUST LITTLE.

00:40:05.903 --> 00:40:07.171 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
LIKE, I CAN'T EVEN IMAGINE
WHEN THEY GET OLDER,

00:40:07.238 --> 00:40:09.306 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
THEY'RE GONNA BE
FACING SO MUCH MORE.

00:40:09.373 --> 00:40:11.675 align:center line:79% position:50% size:68%
BUT I REMEMBER HEARING
JORDAN PEARSON AND HE SAYS,

00:40:11.742 --> 00:40:12.977 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
YOUR CHILDREN HAVE TO -

00:40:13.043 --> 00:40:14.211 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
HE SAID EXACTLY
THE SAME YOU DO.

00:40:14.278 --> 00:40:16.413 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
YOUR CHILDREN HAVE
TO FACE DIFFICULTY

00:40:16.480 --> 00:40:18.115 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
OR THEY'RE NOT GOING
TO BECOME RESILIENT

00:40:18.182 --> 00:40:19.717 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
AND THEY'RE NOT GONNA BE
ABLE TO HANDLE THE WORLD.

00:40:19.784 --> 00:40:20.618 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
JENNY: THAT'S IT.

00:40:20.684 --> 00:40:22.787 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
REBECCA: THEY'RE
GONNA COME IN WEAK.

00:40:22.853 --> 00:40:24.922 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
AND I EVEN THINK
MY GENERATION

00:40:24.989 --> 00:40:26.590 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
KIND OF SUFFERED A
LITTLE BIT FOR THAT.

00:40:26.657 --> 00:40:28.526 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
LIKE THEY ALWAYS TRY
TO MAKE US LIKE HAPPY,

00:40:28.592 --> 00:40:30.060 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
AND THEN YOU HAVE LIKE
THESE MILLENNIALS

00:40:30.127 --> 00:40:31.695 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
THAT ARE KIND
OF DISGRUNTLED.

00:40:31.762 --> 00:40:33.497 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
YOU KNOW, IT'S LIKE WE
DON'T ALL GET A TROPHY.

00:40:33.564 --> 00:40:35.299 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
WE DON'T ALL GET REWARDED.

00:40:35.366 --> 00:40:36.500 align:center line:85% position:50% size:25%
JENNY: NO.

00:40:36.567 --> 00:40:37.401 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
REBECCA: IT'S KIND OF
LIKE A SAD WAKE-UP CALL

00:40:37.468 --> 00:40:39.069 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
FOR A LOT OF US.

00:40:39.136 --> 00:40:41.071 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
AND SO I THINK WE, YOU
KNOW, MY GENERATION,

00:40:41.138 --> 00:40:42.439 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
I WANT US TO EMBRACE IT.

00:40:42.506 --> 00:40:44.041 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
IT'S NOT A CRUEL THING

00:40:44.108 --> 00:40:45.075 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
TO DISCIPLINE YOUR CHILD.

00:40:45.142 --> 00:40:46.010 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
IT'S NOT A CRUEL THING

00:40:46.076 --> 00:40:47.444 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
TO LET YOUR CHILDREN

00:40:47.511 --> 00:40:49.613 align:center line:79% position:50% size:68%
EXPERIENCE THE CONSEQUENCES
TO THEIR ACTIONS.

00:40:49.680 --> 00:40:51.015 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
BECAUSE HOW ELSE ARE
THEY GONNA LEARN.

00:40:51.081 --> 00:40:52.716 align:center line:63% position:50% size:58%
AND THIS IS THE SAFEST
PLACE THEY COULD LEARN.

00:40:52.783 --> 00:40:53.651 align:center line:69% position:50% size:50%
JENNY: THAT'S RIGHT.

00:40:53.717 --> 00:40:54.652 align:center line:63% position:50% size:48%
REBECCA: BETTER
TO LEARN IT AT HOME

00:40:54.718 --> 00:40:55.820 align:center line:69% position:50% size:63%
WITH PEOPLE WHO LOVE YOU,

00:40:55.886 --> 00:40:57.721 align:center line:63% position:50% size:65%
THAN OUT IN THE WORLD WITH
PEOPLE WHO DON'T CARE.

00:40:57.788 --> 00:40:58.589 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
JENNY: THAT'S RIGHT.

00:40:58.656 --> 00:40:59.423 align:center line:85% position:50% size:13%
YEAH.

00:40:59.490 --> 00:41:00.658 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
AND I JUST TELL MY KIDS,

00:41:00.724 --> 00:41:02.860 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
YOU KNOW, PAIN IS A
VERY GOOD TEACHER.

00:41:02.927 --> 00:41:06.297 align:center line:69% position:50% size:60%
AND THE CHOICE IS YOURS.

00:41:06.363 --> 00:41:08.265 align:center line:63% position:50% size:70%
YOU KNOW, I'M GONNA BE THERE
TO GIVE YOU SOME GUIDANCE,

00:41:08.332 --> 00:41:09.333 align:center line:63% position:50% size:43%
THE WORD OF GOD
IS THERE FOR YOU,

00:41:09.400 --> 00:41:10.901 align:center line:69% position:50% size:33%
GOD IS THERE,

00:41:10.968 --> 00:41:12.102 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
BUT PAIN IS A
GOOD TEACHER, TOO.

00:41:12.169 --> 00:41:13.037 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
SO THEY'RE LIKE,
OKAY, WAIT,

00:41:13.103 --> 00:41:13.971 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
WHICH ONE SHOULD I CHOOSE?

00:41:14.038 --> 00:41:15.506 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
AND THEY START LEARNING,

00:41:15.573 --> 00:41:16.774 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
OKAY, NOW WHAT
DID YOU SAY, MOM?

00:41:16.841 --> 00:41:18.275 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
REBECCA: BECAUSE
WE DON'T CONTROL -

00:41:18.342 --> 00:41:19.310 align:center line:85% position:50% size:38%
JENNY: HUH-HUH.

00:41:19.376 --> 00:41:20.110 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
AND NOW MY KIDS,

00:41:20.177 --> 00:41:21.412 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
I HAVE TWO ADULT KIDS

00:41:21.478 --> 00:41:23.714 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
THAT ARE 19 AND 21.

00:41:23.781 --> 00:41:25.983 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
THEY TEXT ME, THEY'RE
BOTH AT BIBLE COLLEGE

00:41:26.050 --> 00:41:26.851 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
IN SOUTHERN CALIFORNIA.

00:41:26.917 --> 00:41:28.452 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
THEY TEXT ME, MOM,
I HAD THIS DREAM.

00:41:28.519 --> 00:41:29.386 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
CAN YOU HELP ME
INTERPRET IT?

00:41:29.453 --> 00:41:31.222 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
HEY, MOM, THIS IS
HAPPENING AT SCHOOL.

00:41:31.288 --> 00:41:33.958 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
AND THEY'RE WANTING TO
PROBLEM SOLVE WITH ME.

00:41:34.024 --> 00:41:35.125 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
THEY ACTUALLY DON'T
WANT ME TO GIVE THEM

00:41:35.192 --> 00:41:36.927 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
THE FULL ANSWERS
OF EVERYTHING,

00:41:36.994 --> 00:41:38.095 align:center line:85% position:50% size:45%
BUT IT'S BECAUSE -

00:41:38.162 --> 00:41:39.063 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
REBECCA:
THAT'S SO COOL.

00:41:39.129 --> 00:41:40.130 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
JENNY: YEAH.

00:41:40.197 --> 00:41:40.931 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
REBECCA: THAT'S SUCH
A GOOD GIFT

00:41:40.998 --> 00:41:42.066 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
TO GIVE YOUR CHILDREN,

00:41:42.132 --> 00:41:44.535 align:center line:79% position:50% size:70%
BECAUSE THAT TOOK ME
A WHILE LONGER TO GET THERE.

00:41:44.602 --> 00:41:45.502 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
JENNY: YEAH.

00:41:45.569 --> 00:41:46.203 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
REBECCA: I WAS JUST
WANTING TO BE TOLD

00:41:46.270 --> 00:41:47.371 align:center line:85% position:50% size:28%
WHAT TO DO.

00:41:47.438 --> 00:41:49.340 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
YOU KNOW, AND YOU WANT
TO EMPOWER SOMEONE UP

00:41:49.406 --> 00:41:50.774 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
SO THAT THEY WILL GO OUT

00:41:50.841 --> 00:41:52.042 align:center line:79% position:50% size:33%
AND THEY CAN
WORK WITH YOU

00:41:52.109 --> 00:41:53.644 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
BUT TO HEAR GOD
FOR THEMSELVES

00:41:53.711 --> 00:41:55.145 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
AND TO MAKE
THOSE DECISIONS

00:41:55.212 --> 00:41:56.280 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
BECAUSE YOU'VE GOT
TO GET TO THAT PLACE.

00:41:56.347 --> 00:41:57.448 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
JENNY: YEAH.

00:41:57.514 --> 00:41:58.782 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
REBECCA: BECAUSE YOU'RE
NOT ALWAYS GONNA EVEN HAVE

00:41:58.849 --> 00:42:00.951 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
YOUR PARENTS, YOU KNOW.

00:42:01.018 --> 00:42:02.553 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
SO ANYWAYS, THAT'S
SO COOL, THOUGH.

00:42:02.620 --> 00:42:04.622 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
JENNY: I THINK IT'S
LIKE EVEN ASKING,

00:42:04.688 --> 00:42:06.857 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
IF YOU HAVE LITTLE
KIDS AT HOME,

00:42:06.924 --> 00:42:08.359 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
YOU KNOW, IF THEY
ASK YOU A QUESTION,

00:42:08.425 --> 00:42:11.161 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
SOMETIMES IT'S A GOOD
OPPORTUNITY TO SAY,

00:42:11.228 --> 00:42:13.797 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
WELL, WHAT DO YOU THINK
GOD IS TELLING YOU

00:42:13.864 --> 00:42:14.899 align:center line:85% position:50% size:28%
ABOUT THAT?

00:42:14.965 --> 00:42:16.133 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
AND THEY MIGHT BE LIKE,
OH, MOM, I DON'T KNOW.

00:42:16.200 --> 00:42:18.168 align:center line:85% position:50% size:38%
STOP ASKING ME.

00:42:18.235 --> 00:42:19.803 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
BUT I WAS ALWAYS
TRYING TO LIKE,

00:42:19.870 --> 00:42:20.938 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
WHAT IS GOD SAYING?

00:42:21.005 --> 00:42:22.072 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
AND THEN I'M
GONNA BE THERE.

00:42:22.139 --> 00:42:23.641 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
I WOULD JUST SAY THIS.

00:42:23.707 --> 00:42:25.442 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
THAT SUNDAY SCHOOL IS
NOT DISCIPLESHIP

00:42:25.509 --> 00:42:27.011 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
FOR OUR CHILDREN.

00:42:27.077 --> 00:42:28.078 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
THAT'S JUST A SPRINKLE

00:42:28.145 --> 00:42:29.847 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
ON TOP OF THE
WHOLE THING, RIGHT.

00:42:29.914 --> 00:42:32.349 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
SO AS MOTHERS,
WE GET TO DISCIPLE

00:42:32.416 --> 00:42:34.018 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
OUR CHILDREN THROUGH PAIN.

00:42:34.084 --> 00:42:35.552 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
LIKE, TAKE A
PAINFUL SITUATION,

00:42:35.619 --> 00:42:37.121 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
AN EXAMPLE, MY DAUGHTER,

00:42:37.187 --> 00:42:38.689 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
WE PLANTED A CHURCH
WITH ANOTHER COUPLE.

00:42:38.756 --> 00:42:39.556 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
SHE'S 12 YEARS OLD.

00:42:39.623 --> 00:42:41.358 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
THEY HAVE A
12-YEAR-OLD BOY.

00:42:41.425 --> 00:42:44.528 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
AND HE SAYS SOMETHING,
HURTS HER FEELINGS.

00:42:44.595 --> 00:42:45.529 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
AND SHE'S MAD.

00:42:45.596 --> 00:42:47.765 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
AND I SAID, OKAY,
WELL, YOU'RE MAD, OKAY.

00:42:47.831 --> 00:42:49.800 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
SO WE HAVE TWO WAYS
WE CAN HANDLE THIS.

00:42:49.867 --> 00:42:51.936 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
NUMBER ONE, YOU
CAN GO PRAY.

00:42:52.002 --> 00:42:54.171 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
YOU CAN LET HIM GO AND
TOTALLY FORGIVE HIM

00:42:54.238 --> 00:42:55.306 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
IN YOUR HEART.

00:42:55.372 --> 00:42:56.607 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
ABSOLUTELY FORGIVE HIM.

00:42:56.674 --> 00:42:58.676 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
BUT THAT WOULD MEAN

00:42:58.742 --> 00:43:00.678 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
YOU WOULD BE DONE

00:43:00.744 --> 00:43:01.645 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
AND YOU WOULDN'T
HOLD IT AGAINST HIM

00:43:01.712 --> 00:43:02.746 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
AND YOU WOULDN'T
BE MAD ANYMORE.

00:43:02.813 --> 00:43:04.081 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
JUST LITERALLY FLUSH
OUT OF YOUR HEART.

00:43:04.148 --> 00:43:05.749 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
AND YOU CAN GO DO
THAT IN YOUR BEDROOM.

00:43:05.816 --> 00:43:07.785 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
OR I'LL HELP YOU RIGHT
NOW, YOUR CHOICE.

00:43:07.851 --> 00:43:10.754 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
OR YOU COULD CALL
HIM AND SAY,

00:43:10.821 --> 00:43:12.790 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
WOW, YOU REALLY
HURT MY FEELINGS,

00:43:12.856 --> 00:43:14.525 align:center line:79% position:50% size:33%
CAN I TALK TO
YOU ABOUT IT,

00:43:14.591 --> 00:43:16.894 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
AND WORK IT OUT THAT WAY.

00:43:16.961 --> 00:43:18.796 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
BUT WHICH ONE?

00:43:18.862 --> 00:43:22.466 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
BECAUSE STAYING MAD, LIKE
YOUR FEELINGS BEING HURT,

00:43:22.533 --> 00:43:23.400 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
THAT'S OKAY.

00:43:23.467 --> 00:43:25.502 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
STAYING HERE,
ABSOLUTELY NOT.

00:43:25.569 --> 00:43:26.603 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
CHOOSE YOUR
OWN ADVENTURE,

00:43:26.670 --> 00:43:27.638 align:center line:79% position:50% size:33%
WHICH ONE ARE
YOU GONNA DO,

00:43:27.705 --> 00:43:29.406 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
AND BOTH OF THEM WILL
LEAD TO YOUR HEART,

00:43:29.473 --> 00:43:31.442 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
IT'S ALWAYS ABOUT THE
HEART BEING CLEAN,

00:43:31.508 --> 00:43:33.277 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND DISCIPLING OUR
KIDS THROUGH THAT,

00:43:33.344 --> 00:43:34.278 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
IT'S A JOY TO DO IT.

00:43:34.345 --> 00:43:35.879 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
NOW AT THE BEGINNING,
I WAS LIKE,

00:43:35.946 --> 00:43:37.481 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
OH, NO, WHAT'S
HAPPENING, RIGHT?

00:43:37.548 --> 00:43:38.716 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
BUT SINCE I'VE HAD
MORE KIDS, IT'S LIKE,

00:43:38.782 --> 00:43:39.683 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
OH, THIS IS COOL.

00:43:39.750 --> 00:43:40.784 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
I GET TO DISCIPLE
THEM THROUGH THIS.

00:43:40.851 --> 00:43:42.019 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
AND SO SHE CHOSE
TO CALL HIM.

00:43:42.086 --> 00:43:43.420 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
SHE CALLED HIM UP
AND IT WAS DONE.

00:43:43.487 --> 00:43:44.788 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
IT WAS DONE IN
TWO SECONDS.

00:43:44.855 --> 00:43:46.323 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
BUT ISN'T THAT WHAT WE
HAVE TO DO AS ADULTS?

00:43:46.390 --> 00:43:48.425 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
I HAVE TO EITHER
GO TO THE PERSON

00:43:48.492 --> 00:43:50.694 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
ADDRESS THEM, WHICH
MOST PEOPLE DON'T DO,

00:43:50.761 --> 00:43:51.895 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
WHICH IS HOW THE
GOSSIP STARTS

00:43:51.962 --> 00:43:53.864 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
AND THE CIRCLES
OF CRAZINESS,

00:43:53.931 --> 00:43:56.000 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
OR I NEED TO GO AND
JUST LET IT GO,

00:43:56.066 --> 00:43:57.868 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
AND ASK GOD, I'M
GONNA PRAY FOR THEM,

00:43:57.935 --> 00:43:58.802 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
I'M GONNA ASK GOD
TO FORGIVE ME,

00:43:58.869 --> 00:43:59.603 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
I'M GONNA REPENT.

00:43:59.670 --> 00:44:01.505 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
I'M GONNA LET IT GO.

00:44:01.572 --> 00:44:02.973 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
REBECCA: AND
BOTH ARE GOOD WAYS.

00:44:03.040 --> 00:44:03.941 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
JENNY: THEY'RE
BOTH GOOD WAYS.

00:44:04.008 --> 00:44:07.211 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
AND THEY BOTH CAN
WORK REALLY WELL.

00:44:07.277 --> 00:44:08.879 align:center line:79% position:50% size:68%
REBECCA: BUT, YEAH,
YOU'VE GOT TO WORK AT HOME.

00:44:08.946 --> 00:44:09.947 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
JENNY: YEAH.

00:44:10.014 --> 00:44:11.281 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
REBECCA: WHAT A GOOD
THING TO TEACH YOUR KIDS.

00:44:11.348 --> 00:44:14.551 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
I JUST THINK THAT STUFF
IS SO IMPORTANT, YOU KNOW.

00:44:14.618 --> 00:44:16.887 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
I THINK SOMETIMES PEOPLE
FOCUS ON CERTAIN THINGS

00:44:16.954 --> 00:44:18.022 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
BEING THE MOST IMPORTANT,

00:44:18.088 --> 00:44:19.623 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
BUT WE CAN'T
NEGLECT THAT STUFF

00:44:19.690 --> 00:44:20.958 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
BECAUSE THAT REALLY IS
THE BUILDING BLOCKS

00:44:21.025 --> 00:44:22.393 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
TO A SUCCESSFUL LIFE.

00:44:22.459 --> 00:44:23.560 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
AND A FLOURISHING LIFE,

00:44:23.627 --> 00:44:25.329 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
IS TEACHING HOW TO
GUARD YOUR HEART,

00:44:25.396 --> 00:44:27.798 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
HOW TO MAINTAIN
PURITY IN YOUR HEART,

00:44:27.865 --> 00:44:30.167 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
HOW TO KEEP LIKE THE
LOVE OF GOD FLOWING,

00:44:30.234 --> 00:44:32.002 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
NOT LETTING LIKE OFFENSE
OR THINGS PILE UP

00:44:32.069 --> 00:44:32.936 align:center line:85% position:50% size:33%
IN THE HEART.

00:44:33.003 --> 00:44:33.937 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
JENNY: THAT'S HUGE.

00:44:34.004 --> 00:44:34.838 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
REBECCA: AND LEARNING
HOW TO COMMUNICATE

00:44:34.905 --> 00:44:36.073 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
WHETHER IT'S
DEALING WITH -

00:44:36.140 --> 00:44:37.207 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
YOU KNOW, COMMUNICATING,

00:44:37.274 --> 00:44:38.042 align:center line:85% position:50% size:73%
GOING STRAIGHT TO THE PERSON,

00:44:38.108 --> 00:44:39.810 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
NOT GOING AROUND.

00:44:39.877 --> 00:44:41.478 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
IT'S LIKE IF MORE
PEOPLE COULD LEARN THAT

00:44:41.545 --> 00:44:42.479 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
THEY WOULD JUST BE -

00:44:42.546 --> 00:44:43.414 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
IT WOULD BE SO MUCH
BETTER FOR THEM

00:44:43.480 --> 00:44:44.448 align:center line:79% position:50% size:33%
WHEN THEY GET
TO ADULTHOOD.

00:44:44.515 --> 00:44:45.315 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
JENNY: WELL, WHEN
THEY'RE YOUNGER,

00:44:45.382 --> 00:44:46.350 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
THEY'LL DO IT
MORE WILLINGLY

00:44:46.417 --> 00:44:47.284 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
BECAUSE THE FEAR OF MAN

00:44:47.351 --> 00:44:49.319 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
HASN'T TAKEN MASSIVE ROOT.

00:44:49.386 --> 00:44:50.187 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
REBECCA: AND
THEY'RE MORE -

00:44:50.254 --> 00:44:51.321 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
THEIR HEART'S MORE
SOFT, I THINK.

00:44:51.388 --> 00:44:52.222 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
JENNY: MM-HMM.

00:44:52.289 --> 00:44:53.123 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
REBECCA: THEY
HAVE GREATER BELIEF,

00:44:53.190 --> 00:44:54.558 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
GREATER TRUST WHEN
THEY'RE LITTLE.

00:44:54.625 --> 00:44:56.326 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
JENNY: AND FORGIVENESS
IS REALLY FAST.

00:44:56.393 --> 00:44:57.261 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
YOU HURT MY FEELINGS.

00:44:57.327 --> 00:44:58.162 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
IT'S LIKE, I'M SO SORRY.

00:44:58.228 --> 00:44:59.730 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
AND IT'S OVER.

00:44:59.797 --> 00:45:00.798 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
BECAUSE THINGS
DON'T STICK AS HARD.

00:45:00.864 --> 00:45:01.799 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
REBECCA: YEAH.

00:45:01.865 --> 00:45:03.367 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
JENNY: SO THAT'S
A REALLY GREAT WAY.

00:45:03.434 --> 00:45:05.936 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
THE ROOT OF THIS
IS A CLEAN HEART,

00:45:06.003 --> 00:45:07.271 align:center line:63% position:50% size:48%
LIKE A HEART THAT'S
NOT OFFENDED,

00:45:07.337 --> 00:45:08.472 align:center line:69% position:50% size:63%
BECAUSE AN OFFENDED HEART

00:45:08.539 --> 00:45:09.840 align:center line:69% position:50% size:53%
IS HARDER TO WIN OVER

00:45:09.907 --> 00:45:11.642 align:center line:63% position:50% size:43%
THAN A, YOU KNOW,
A WALLED CITY.

00:45:11.708 --> 00:45:15.646 align:center line:63% position:50% size:40%
SO REALLY,
REALLY, TERRIBLE

00:45:15.712 --> 00:45:19.249 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
TO ALLOW OUR CHILD TO
HAVE AN OFFENDED HEART.

00:45:19.316 --> 00:45:21.085 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
I WOULD JUST SAY,
THAT'S OUR MAIN THING,

00:45:21.151 --> 00:45:26.323 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
IS JUST A HEART THAT IS
TENDER AND CAN STAY SOFT.

00:45:26.390 --> 00:45:27.524 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
REBECCA: THE BIGGEST
THING WITH THAT

00:45:27.591 --> 00:45:29.693 align:center line:79% position:50% size:68%
IS NOT HAVING AN OFFENDED
HEART YOURSELF AS A PARENT.

00:45:29.760 --> 00:45:31.161 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
JENNY: WELL, THERE YOU GO.

00:45:31.228 --> 00:45:32.596 align:center line:85% position:50% size:45%
THAT STARTS THERE.

00:45:32.663 --> 00:45:34.331 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
REBECCA: THAT'S LIKE -
WHERE DO WE START?

00:45:34.398 --> 00:45:35.399 align:center line:85% position:50% size:70%
THAT'S LIKE THE FIRST THING.

00:45:35.466 --> 00:45:36.967 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
BECAUSE YOU CAN ACTUALLY
HAND YOUR OFFENSE DOWN.

00:45:37.034 --> 00:45:38.469 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
JENNY: A
HUNDRED PERCENT.

00:45:38.535 --> 00:45:39.436 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
A SECONDHAND OFFENSE.

00:45:39.503 --> 00:45:40.604 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
REBECCA: YEAH.

00:45:40.671 --> 00:45:42.239 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
ESPECIALLY IF YOU TREAT
YOUR KID LIKE YOUR FRIEND.

00:45:42.306 --> 00:45:43.540 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
JENNY: OH, IT'S OVER.

00:45:43.607 --> 00:45:44.541 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
REBECCA: AND THEN
YOU SHARE WITH THEM

00:45:44.608 --> 00:45:46.343 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
HOW SOMEONE HURT YOU.

00:45:46.410 --> 00:45:48.545 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
IT'S JUST LIKE NOT GOOD.

00:45:48.612 --> 00:45:50.080 align:center line:79% position:50% size:70%
JENNY: NO, BECAUSE
THEY'LL TAKE UP THE OFFENSE.

00:45:50.147 --> 00:45:50.981 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
REBECCA: BECAUSE
THEY LOVE YOU.

00:45:51.048 --> 00:45:52.616 align:center line:85% position:50% size:45%
JENNY: YEAH. YEAH.

00:45:52.683 --> 00:45:54.418 align:center line:85% position:50% size:38%
THAT'S AMAZING.

00:45:54.485 --> 00:45:58.789 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
SO I WOULD JUST ENCOURAGE
MOTHERS AND DADS,

00:45:58.856 --> 00:46:02.159 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
TO BE SO PROACTIVE
WITH THEIR OWN HEART.

00:46:02.226 --> 00:46:03.827 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
YOU HIT THE NAIL ON
THE HEAD ON THAT ONE.

00:46:03.894 --> 00:46:05.429 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
BECAUSE, REMEMBER,
WHEN WE'RE OFFENDED

00:46:05.496 --> 00:46:06.697 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
AND WE'RE LOCKED UP
AND WE'RE SILENT

00:46:06.763 --> 00:46:07.931 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
THERE'S NO WAY THEY'RE
GONNA GO THROUGH

00:46:07.998 --> 00:46:08.966 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
THE DISCIPLESHIP PROCESS.

00:46:09.032 --> 00:46:10.234 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
SO IT IS US FIRST

00:46:10.300 --> 00:46:11.468 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
TAKING OUR SONS AND
DAUGHTERS THROUGH

00:46:11.535 --> 00:46:12.936 align:center line:85% position:50% size:33%
THIS PROCESS.

00:46:13.003 --> 00:46:15.239 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
AND IT'S SO COOL BECAUSE
WHEN MY KIDS BECAME ADULTS

00:46:15.305 --> 00:46:19.009 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
I WAS LIKE, AHH,
IT'S WORKING.

00:46:19.076 --> 00:46:21.578 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
I WATCHED MY KIDS BLOSSOM.

00:46:21.645 --> 00:46:22.980 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
AND I WAS LIKE,
OH, MY GOODNESS,

00:46:23.046 --> 00:46:24.214 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW IF
YOU WERE LISTENING

00:46:24.281 --> 00:46:26.150 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
WHEN WE TALKED ABOUT THIS.

00:46:26.216 --> 00:46:28.485 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
IT'S THE MOST
REWARDING THING

00:46:28.552 --> 00:46:31.522 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
TO WATCH YOUR YOUNG
ADULTS JUST SOAR.

00:46:31.588 --> 00:46:32.556 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
NOW, THEY'RE NOT PERFECT.

00:46:32.623 --> 00:46:35.792 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
BUT IT'S PRETTY AMAZING.

00:46:35.859 --> 00:46:37.361 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT
SURE IT'S ALL WORKING

00:46:37.427 --> 00:46:38.595 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
WHEN THEY'RE
IN YOUR HOUSE.

00:46:38.662 --> 00:46:39.696 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
REBECCA: YEAH.

00:46:39.763 --> 00:46:40.797 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
JENNY: YOU
KNOW WHAT I MEAN?

00:46:40.864 --> 00:46:42.866 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
REBECCA: YOU DON'T SEE IT
UNTIL LIKE FURTHER DOWN.

00:46:42.933 --> 00:46:45.402 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
WHAT DID YOU DO
WITH YOUR MARRIAGE,

00:46:45.469 --> 00:46:47.137 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
BECAUSE I THINK IT'S
OBVIOUSLY SO EASY

00:46:47.204 --> 00:46:48.839 align:center line:79% position:50% size:33%
TO FIGHT WITH
YOUR SPOUSE,

00:46:48.906 --> 00:46:50.841 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
YOU KNOW, ESPECIALLY WHEN
YOU HAVE SO MUCH GOING ON,

00:46:50.908 --> 00:46:52.776 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
AND, YOU KNOW, YOUR KIDS
ARE SOMETIMES THERE.

00:46:52.843 --> 00:46:54.344 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
SO LIKE, HOW WOULD YOU
HANDLE THINGS

00:46:54.411 --> 00:46:56.480 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
WHEN YOU AND YOUR
SPOUSE HAD SOMETHING

00:46:56.547 --> 00:46:58.081 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
AND YOUR KIDS
WERE WATCHING?

00:46:58.148 --> 00:46:59.483 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
JENNY: IT DEPENDS
ON WHAT LEVEL

00:46:59.550 --> 00:47:02.753 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
OF INTENSITY IS
HAPPENING, RIGHT.

00:47:02.819 --> 00:47:04.288 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
SO WE'LL WORK
OUT SOLUTIONS,

00:47:04.354 --> 00:47:06.557 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
MAYBE ON A LEVEL
ONE, A LEVEL TWO.

00:47:06.623 --> 00:47:08.325 align:center line:79% position:50% size:75%
AND WHEN WE'VE DONE A
LEVEL THREE IN FRONT OF THEM -

00:47:08.392 --> 00:47:10.727 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
THEY STILL REFER TO THE
ARGUMENT WE HAD IN THE CAR

00:47:10.794 --> 00:47:11.628 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
WHEN WE WERE DRIVING.

00:47:11.695 --> 00:47:12.796 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
LIKE, THEY CAN
REMEMBER IT.

00:47:12.863 --> 00:47:15.933 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
LIKE, WHEN JUST,
IT WAS LIKE, WHOOSH.

00:47:15.999 --> 00:47:17.467 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
AND IN THAT MOMENT,
I WAS LIKE,

00:47:17.534 --> 00:47:19.870 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
OH, MAN, I'M GONNA BE
REPENTING OVER THIS ONE.

00:47:19.937 --> 00:47:21.638 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
I'LL BE APOLOGIZING
TO EVERYBODY.

00:47:21.705 --> 00:47:23.207 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
IT EXPLODED.

00:47:23.273 --> 00:47:24.341 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
THEY REMEMBER IT.

00:47:24.408 --> 00:47:26.777 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
THEY ALSO REMEMBER US
APOLOGIZING TO EACH OTHER.

00:47:26.843 --> 00:47:28.212 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
THEY ALSO REMEMBER US
APOLOGIZING TO THEM.

00:47:28.278 --> 00:47:29.813 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
DO I WANT TO KEEP DOING
THAT OVER AND OVER?

00:47:29.880 --> 00:47:31.114 align:center line:85% position:50% size:38%
ABSOLUTELY NOT.

00:47:31.181 --> 00:47:33.817 align:center line:79% position:50% size:73%
BUT IT KIND OF MADE
HISTORY FOR THE FAMILY, OKAY.

00:47:33.884 --> 00:47:35.319 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
BUT THAT'S OKAY.

00:47:35.385 --> 00:47:37.821 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
BECAUSE GOD CAN
REDEEM ALL OF THAT.

00:47:37.888 --> 00:47:39.656 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
THE MOST IMPORTANT THING,

00:47:39.723 --> 00:47:41.091 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
I DON'T THINK WE
SHOULD HIDE EVERY

00:47:41.158 --> 00:47:43.327 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
HARD CONVERSATION
FROM OUR KIDS.

00:47:43.393 --> 00:47:47.431 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
BECAUSE HOW DO YOU
LEARN, YOU KNOW -

00:47:47.497 --> 00:47:48.665 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
REBECCA: HOW TO
RESOLVE CONFLICT.

00:47:48.732 --> 00:47:49.466 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
JENNY: HOW TO
RESOLVE CONFLICT.

00:47:49.533 --> 00:47:50.434 align:center line:85% position:50% size:33%
IT IS CAUGHT.

00:47:50.500 --> 00:47:51.501 align:center line:69% position:50% size:60%
REBECCA: IF IT'S NEVER -

00:47:51.568 --> 00:47:53.637 align:center line:63% position:50% size:58%
BECAUSE SOME KIDS NEVER
SEE THEIR PARENTS -

00:47:53.704 --> 00:47:54.571 align:center line:69% position:50% size:53%
THERE'S TWO EXTREMES.

00:47:54.638 --> 00:47:55.872 align:center line:63% position:50% size:50%
THEY NEVER SEE
THEIR PARENTS FIGHT.

00:47:55.939 --> 00:47:57.207 align:center line:63% position:50% size:55%
AND SO THEY DON'T EVEN
KNOW PEOPLE FIGHT.

00:47:57.274 --> 00:47:58.275 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
AND THE OTHER EXTREME IS,

00:47:58.342 --> 00:47:59.309 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
THEY ALWAYS
SEE THEM FIGHT

00:47:59.376 --> 00:48:01.345 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
AND IT'S LIKE THE
INTENSE FIGHTS.

00:48:01.411 --> 00:48:02.779 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
THERE'S NO RESOLUTION.

00:48:02.846 --> 00:48:04.948 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
JENNY: MY PARENTS WERE,
THEY WERE SEPARATED

00:48:05.015 --> 00:48:05.849 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
WHEN I WAS FIVE,

00:48:05.916 --> 00:48:07.651 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
DIVORCED WHEN I WAS SEVEN.

00:48:07.718 --> 00:48:09.853 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
AND I NEVER SAW THEM
ARGUE A SINGLE TIME.

00:48:09.920 --> 00:48:10.887 align:center line:79% position:50% size:33%
I NEVER SAW A
SINGLE FIGHT,

00:48:10.954 --> 00:48:12.122 align:center line:85% position:50% size:45%
A SINGLE CONFLICT.

00:48:12.189 --> 00:48:13.223 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
REBECCA: OH, WOW.

00:48:13.290 --> 00:48:15.525 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
SO THEN THE DIVORCE MUST
HAVE REALLY THROWN YOU?

00:48:15.592 --> 00:48:16.727 align:center line:85% position:50% size:25%
JENNY: OH.

00:48:16.793 --> 00:48:18.328 align:center line:79% position:50% size:68%
REBECCA: BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T
THINK ANYTHING WAS WRONG?

00:48:18.395 --> 00:48:19.363 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
JENNY: AT ALL.

00:48:19.429 --> 00:48:20.597 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
REBECCA: OH, NO.

00:48:20.664 --> 00:48:22.666 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
JENNY: AND SO IT WASN'T
UNTIL I WAS A SENIOR

00:48:22.733 --> 00:48:24.001 align:center line:85% position:50% size:38%
IN HIGH SCHOOL,

00:48:24.067 --> 00:48:25.168 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
THAT I SAID,
MOM, I THINK -

00:48:25.235 --> 00:48:26.837 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
I NEED TO KNOW
WHAT HAPPENED.

00:48:26.903 --> 00:48:31.074 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
OUR RELATIONSHIP
CAME INTO SUCH

00:48:31.141 --> 00:48:35.412 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
LIKE CONNECTEDNESS,
AND HONOR AND RESPECT,

00:48:35.479 --> 00:48:36.780 align:center line:79% position:50% size:33%
WHEN I FOUND
OUT HER STORY

00:48:36.847 --> 00:48:38.248 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
AND SHE DID IT
WITH SUCH GRACE.

00:48:38.315 --> 00:48:40.150 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
SHE DIDN'T DO
IT AS A VICTIM.

00:48:40.217 --> 00:48:43.620 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
SHE JUST SHARED
WHAT HAPPENED.

00:48:43.687 --> 00:48:45.756 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
YOU KNOW, SHE'S
A BABY BOOMER.

00:48:45.822 --> 00:48:48.058 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
AND BEFORE THE BOOMERS
WAS THE SILENT GENERATION.

00:48:48.125 --> 00:48:49.426 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
SHE DID THE
BEST SHE COULD.

00:48:49.493 --> 00:48:52.863 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
BUT BEING SILENT WAS THE
ONLY THING THEY KNEW.

00:48:52.929 --> 00:48:57.701 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
I NEEDED, YOU KNOW,
I NEEDED TO KNOW LIKE,

00:48:57.768 --> 00:48:59.836 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
APPARENTLY THERE
WAS CONFLICT.

00:48:59.903 --> 00:49:01.738 align:center line:63% position:50% size:45%
AND I'M NOT SAYING
WE SHOULD ARGUE

00:49:01.805 --> 00:49:03.507 align:center line:63% position:50% size:45%
IN FRONT OF OUR
KIDS ALL THE TIME,

00:49:03.573 --> 00:49:05.475 align:center line:63% position:50% size:60%
BUT I'M JUST SAYING,
LIKE, IT'S OKAY FOR THEM

00:49:05.542 --> 00:49:06.410 align:center line:69% position:50% size:48%
TO SORT THINGS OUT.

00:49:06.476 --> 00:49:08.412 align:center line:63% position:50% size:43%
BUT IF YOU GET TO
A LEVEL THREE,

00:49:08.478 --> 00:49:10.047 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
LIKE, NUMBER ONE,
GET TO YOUR KNEES

00:49:10.113 --> 00:49:11.948 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
AS FAST AS POSSIBLE.

00:49:12.015 --> 00:49:13.550 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
AND THEN APOLOGIZING.

00:49:13.617 --> 00:49:15.452 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
YOU KNOW, LIKE, I WILL -

00:49:15.519 --> 00:49:18.722 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
YOU KNOW, MY HUSBAND,
HEY, YOU KNOW,

00:49:18.789 --> 00:49:21.124 align:center line:85% position:50% size:45%
I APOLOGIZED FOR -

00:49:21.191 --> 00:49:22.459 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
HE WOULDN'T SAY FOR
SAYING SOMETHING TO ME

00:49:22.526 --> 00:49:23.360 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
BECAUSE HE GOES SILENT.

00:49:23.427 --> 00:49:24.294 align:center line:85% position:50% size:25%
THAT'S ME.

00:49:24.361 --> 00:49:26.263 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
YOU KNOW, I HAVE THE
WORD THING GOING.

00:49:26.330 --> 00:49:27.431 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
REBECCA: THAT'S
ME AND MY HUSBAND.

00:49:27.497 --> 00:49:29.833 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
HE'S THE SILENT ONE,
I'M THE TALKING ONE.

00:49:29.900 --> 00:49:32.102 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
JENNY: SO USUALLY
IT'S ME APOLOGIZING.

00:49:32.169 --> 00:49:33.603 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
BUT I WOULD
APOLOGIZE FOR LIKE,

00:49:33.670 --> 00:49:36.540 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
OKAY, I'M SORRY, YOU
KNOW, FOR SAYING THAT

00:49:36.606 --> 00:49:37.474 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
TO YOUR DAD.

00:49:37.541 --> 00:49:39.276 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
I'M SORRY FOR
SAYING THAT TO YOU.

00:49:39.343 --> 00:49:41.178 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
WILL YOU FORGIVE ME?

00:49:41.244 --> 00:49:43.280 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
I REALLY BLEW
IT RIGHT THERE.

00:49:43.347 --> 00:49:45.048 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
SO THAT'S VALUABLE
IN AND OF ITSELF.

00:49:45.115 --> 00:49:46.450 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
IT'S NOT LIKE, HEY,
LET'S START ARGUING

00:49:46.516 --> 00:49:48.352 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
TO TRY TO TEACH OUR
KIDS HOW TO APOLOGIZE.

00:49:48.418 --> 00:49:49.386 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
BUT IT'S MORE LIKE,
OKAY, WE'RE HERE

00:49:49.453 --> 00:49:50.287 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
THIS JUST HAPPENED.

00:49:50.354 --> 00:49:51.355 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
YOU KNOW WHAT?

00:49:51.421 --> 00:49:54.358 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
HUMILITY IS CAUGHT,
IT'S NOT TAUGHT.

00:49:54.424 --> 00:49:55.225 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
I MEAN, YOU CAN
GET IN THE WORD

00:49:55.292 --> 00:49:56.860 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND READ ABOUT IT
AND MEDITATE ON IT

00:49:56.927 --> 00:49:58.428 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
AND THAT'S SO IMPORTANT.

00:49:58.495 --> 00:49:59.796 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
BUT WE EVEN CATCH
IT FROM JESUS.

00:49:59.863 --> 00:50:00.731 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
WE READ ABOUT JESUS.

00:50:00.797 --> 00:50:01.965 align:center line:85% position:50% size:45%
WE EXPERIENCE HIM.

00:50:02.032 --> 00:50:02.833 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
WE'RE LIKE, MAN.

00:50:02.899 --> 00:50:03.900 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
REBECCA: YEAH.

00:50:03.967 --> 00:50:05.535 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
HE EXPERIENCES HUMILITY

00:50:05.602 --> 00:50:06.870 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND THEN YOU
CATCH IT YOURSELF.

00:50:06.937 --> 00:50:07.838 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
JENNY: YEAH.

00:50:07.904 --> 00:50:08.872 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
REBECCA: AND I THINK
BEING ABLE TO SAY,

00:50:08.939 --> 00:50:10.140 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
HEY, I WAS WRONG,

00:50:10.207 --> 00:50:11.408 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
TO YOUR KIDS AND
YOUR SPOUSE,

00:50:11.475 --> 00:50:12.542 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
THAT'S HUGE.

00:50:12.609 --> 00:50:14.444 align:center line:85% position:50% size:45%
JENNY: IT IS HUGE.

00:50:14.511 --> 00:50:15.612 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
REBECCA: SO IF YOU
AND YOUR HUSBAND EVER -

00:50:15.679 --> 00:50:16.613 align:center line:85% position:50% size:45%
I'M LIKE, KIND OF,

00:50:16.680 --> 00:50:18.515 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
I FEEL LIKE NOW I'M
JUST TAKING NOTES,

00:50:18.582 --> 00:50:20.050 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
SINCE I FEEL LIKE
IT'S SUCH GOOD ADVICE

00:50:20.117 --> 00:50:21.351 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
SO I'M ASKING
QUESTIONS FOR MYSELF.

00:50:21.418 --> 00:50:23.153 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
JENNY: IT'S
TOTALLY FUNNY.

00:50:23.220 --> 00:50:24.688 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
REBECCA: WHAT
HAVE YOU LEARNED,

00:50:24.755 --> 00:50:26.156 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
BECAUSE I FEEL
LIKE IN MARRIAGE,

00:50:26.223 --> 00:50:27.891 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
ESPECIALLY IF YOU
GUYS ARE REALLY -

00:50:27.958 --> 00:50:30.394 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
LIKE ANY MARRIAGE, BUT
A COUPLE THAT'S

00:50:30.460 --> 00:50:31.762 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
FOR THE KINGDOM,

00:50:31.828 --> 00:50:33.330 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
THE ENEMY IS GONNA TRY
TO GET IN BETWEEN THAT.

00:50:33.397 --> 00:50:34.898 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
HE'S GOING TO TRY
TO CAUSE RIFTS.

00:50:34.965 --> 00:50:35.966 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
JENNY: OH, YEAH.

00:50:36.032 --> 00:50:38.168 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
REBECCA: HOW HAVE
YOU LEARNED TO HANDLE

00:50:38.235 --> 00:50:40.303 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
CONFLICTS WITH
YOUR HUSBAND?

00:50:40.370 --> 00:50:43.407 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
HOW DO YOU LEARN TO
HANDLE THOSE BIG MOMENTS?

00:50:43.473 --> 00:50:44.941 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
DO YOU LEARN THAT
IT'S BETTER TO JUST

00:50:45.008 --> 00:50:46.977 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
WALK AWAY AND PRAY?

00:50:47.043 --> 00:50:48.011 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
LIKE, WHAT HAVE
YOU LEARNED

00:50:48.078 --> 00:50:49.713 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
THROUGH ALL YOUR
YEARS OF MARRIAGE

00:50:49.780 --> 00:50:51.481 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
WHEN CONFLICT ARISES?

00:50:51.548 --> 00:50:53.717 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
JENNY: WELL,
I'M NOT A RUNNER.

00:50:53.784 --> 00:50:56.353 align:center line:85% position:50% size:38%
I DON'T FLIGHT.

00:50:56.420 --> 00:50:58.755 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
I DON'T FREEZE, I FIGHT.

00:50:58.822 --> 00:51:01.825 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
SO IT DEPENDS ON
HOW YOU RESPOND,

00:51:01.892 --> 00:51:04.694 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
HOW YOU'RE TRIGGERED
IN YOUR FALSE IDENTITY.

00:51:04.761 --> 00:51:07.697 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
SO IN A FALSE IDENTITY,

00:51:07.764 --> 00:51:10.267 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
WE'RE CONFRONTED WITH
OUR DEEPEST FEARS.

00:51:10.333 --> 00:51:12.135 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
AND ALL FEAR CAN
USUALLY BE CATEGORIZED

00:51:12.202 --> 00:51:13.970 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
INTO ONE OF
THREE CATEGORIES.

00:51:14.037 --> 00:51:15.906 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
I'M ALL ALONE.

00:51:15.972 --> 00:51:18.108 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
I DON'T HAVE ANY HELP.

00:51:18.175 --> 00:51:20.143 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
I DON'T HAVE
WHAT IT TAKES.

00:51:20.210 --> 00:51:24.714 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
USUALLY IF I'M LIKE,
I'M TRIGGERED,

00:51:24.781 --> 00:51:26.149 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
IT'S I'M ALL ALONE.

00:51:26.216 --> 00:51:29.219 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
WHICH GOES BACK TO MY
PARENTS SPLITTING UP,

00:51:29.286 --> 00:51:30.620 align:center line:85% position:50% size:38%
MY DAD LEAVING.

00:51:30.687 --> 00:51:32.155 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
SO I HAVE TO
WATCH THAT ONE.

00:51:32.222 --> 00:51:33.557 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
ALTHOUGH, I'D LOVE TO
SIT HERE AND TELL YOU

00:51:33.623 --> 00:51:36.626 align:center line:79% position:50% size:68%
THAT I'M COMPLETELY FREE OF
ALL FEAR EVER, YOU KNOW.

00:51:36.693 --> 00:51:39.196 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
I HAVE ABSOLUTELY
COME A LONG WAY.

00:51:39.262 --> 00:51:42.165 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
NOT ME, IN CHRIST
THROUGH ME.

00:51:42.232 --> 00:51:46.336 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
BUT IT'S THE SPOT WHERE
THE ENEMY STILL TESTS ME.

00:51:46.403 --> 00:51:47.504 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
OH, YEAH, YOU'RE
ALL ALONE, JENNY.

00:51:47.571 --> 00:51:48.805 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
THERE'S NOBODY HERE.

00:51:48.872 --> 00:51:49.940 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
REBECCA: AND
YOU'RE JUST AWARE OF,

00:51:50.006 --> 00:51:50.774 align:center line:85% position:50% size:38%
LIKE YOUR SPOT.

00:51:50.841 --> 00:51:52.175 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
JENNY: AWARENESS, YES.

00:51:52.242 --> 00:51:55.745 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
AND SO I CAN USUALLY,
BECAUSE I KNOW THIS,

00:51:55.812 --> 00:51:57.247 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
IF I GET HOT
AND IT'S LIKE,

00:51:57.314 --> 00:51:58.148 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
NOW I'M GONNA FIGHT.

00:51:58.215 --> 00:51:59.950 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
I'M GONNA SAY SOMETHING.

00:52:00.016 --> 00:52:01.218 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
IN THAT MOMENT I CAN SAY,

00:52:01.284 --> 00:52:03.086 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
OH, I FEEL ALONE.

00:52:03.153 --> 00:52:04.588 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
I FEEL ALL ALONE.

00:52:04.654 --> 00:52:07.090 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND SO THEN I GO,
OKAY, HOLY SPIRIT,

00:52:07.157 --> 00:52:08.158 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
THEN I JUST GO
TO THE QUESTION,

00:52:08.225 --> 00:52:09.559 align:center line:85% position:50% size:38%
AM I ALL ALONE?

00:52:09.626 --> 00:52:10.827 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
NO, JENNY, I'M
RIGHT HERE,

00:52:10.894 --> 00:52:11.695 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
I'M GONNA HELP YOU.

00:52:11.761 --> 00:52:13.096 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
I'M GONNA HELP YOU
IN THIS PROJECT.

00:52:13.163 --> 00:52:14.264 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
IT'S OKAY THAT BOB
IS NOT ABLE

00:52:14.331 --> 00:52:15.398 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
TO HELP YOU WITH THIS.

00:52:15.465 --> 00:52:17.400 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
I'M GONNA HELP YOU.

00:52:17.467 --> 00:52:19.870 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
I USUALLY CAN BACK
MYSELF OUT OF IT

00:52:19.936 --> 00:52:22.205 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
BECAUSE I KNOW
THAT IT'S FEAR.

00:52:22.272 --> 00:52:26.910 align:center line:79% position:50% size:78%
IT'S FEAR IN EITHER THE
PARADIGM OF OUR BELIEF SYSTEMS,

00:52:26.977 --> 00:52:28.378 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
THE EASY SPOT
FOR THE ENEMY.

00:52:28.445 --> 00:52:29.479 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
SO I JUST BACK AWAY.

00:52:29.546 --> 00:52:31.948 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
YES, FOR ME, TO
ANSWER YOUR QUESTION,

00:52:32.015 --> 00:52:33.717 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
YOU JUST BACK AWAY.

00:52:33.783 --> 00:52:36.186 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
BUT IF YOU'RE A RUNNER,

00:52:36.253 --> 00:52:38.288 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
YOU MIGHT BE
WAY BACKED AWAY.

00:52:38.355 --> 00:52:40.790 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
LIKE, WHERE DID YOU GO?

00:52:40.857 --> 00:52:42.759 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
SO YOU'RE GONNA
HAVE TO ASK,

00:52:42.826 --> 00:52:45.562 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
OKAY, HOLY SPIRIT,
HOW DO I APPROACH

00:52:45.629 --> 00:52:48.098 align:center line:85% position:50% size:45%
THIS CONVERSATION?

00:52:48.164 --> 00:52:51.468 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
AND YOU HAVE TO ASK, YOU
HAVE TO ADDRESS THE FEAR.

00:52:51.535 --> 00:52:54.104 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
YOU KNOW, I FEEL LIKE I
DON'T HAVE WHAT IT TAKES

00:52:54.170 --> 00:52:57.140 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
SO I'M JUST OUT OF HERE.

00:52:57.207 --> 00:52:58.375 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
SO DO I HAVE WHAT
IT TAKES, LORD?

00:52:58.441 --> 00:52:59.609 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
AND HE'S LIKE,
I'M IN YOU,

00:52:59.676 --> 00:53:00.443 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
I'M GONNA WORK IT OUT.

00:53:00.510 --> 00:53:02.145 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
YOU HAVE TO GET
TO THE TRUTH.

00:53:02.212 --> 00:53:03.446 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
YOU HAVE TO
ADDRESS THE LIE.

00:53:03.513 --> 00:53:05.315 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
WHAT FEAR AM I
DEALING WITH?

00:53:05.382 --> 00:53:06.583 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
AND THEN THE TRUTH.

00:53:06.650 --> 00:53:07.651 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
GOD, TELL ME THE TRUTH.

00:53:07.717 --> 00:53:10.053 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
HOLY SPIRIT,
WHAT'S THE TRUTH?

00:53:10.120 --> 00:53:12.689 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
IF I DON'T STOP AND
LET THE HOLY SPIRIT

00:53:12.756 --> 00:53:14.558 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
LIKE, UNWIRE THE BOMB,

00:53:14.624 --> 00:53:16.059 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
LIKE, OKAY, PULL
THIS THING APART,

00:53:16.126 --> 00:53:18.929 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
THEN I'M JUSTIFYING,

00:53:18.995 --> 00:53:20.664 align:center line:85% position:50% size:33%
I'M LOGICING,

00:53:20.730 --> 00:53:23.867 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
I'M LIKE, YEAH, I'M
RIGHT, HE'S WRONG, PERIOD.

00:53:23.934 --> 00:53:26.236 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
BUT THAT'S MORE
OF MY BEND.

00:53:26.303 --> 00:53:31.775 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
BUT IF I CAN ADDRESS
THE FEAR, THAT'S IT.

00:53:31.841 --> 00:53:32.742 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
THE ROOT IS FEAR.

00:53:32.809 --> 00:53:34.277 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
AND GET BACK IN LOVE.

00:53:34.344 --> 00:53:36.746 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
LOVE WITH THE
FATHER, RIGHT.

00:53:36.813 --> 00:53:38.615 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
GET BACK IN THE TRUTH.

00:53:38.682 --> 00:53:42.319 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
THEN WITH THE TRUTH I
CAN THEN APPROACH AGAIN.

00:53:42.385 --> 00:53:47.991 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
AND THAT'S USUALLY LIKE,
BOB, WILL YOU FORGIVE ME?

00:53:48.058 --> 00:53:49.693 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
YOU KNOW, WILL
YOU FORGIVE ME?

00:53:49.759 --> 00:53:51.094 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
BUT I'M GONNA
HAVE TO BACK AWAY

00:53:51.161 --> 00:53:52.362 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
AND THEN I APPROACH.

00:53:52.429 --> 00:53:55.365 align:center line:79% position:50% size:68%
WHAT I DON'T DO, IS PRETEND
LIKE IT NEVER HAPPENED.

00:53:55.432 --> 00:53:56.499 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
REBECCA: YEAH,
THAT'S BAD.

00:53:56.566 --> 00:53:57.867 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
JENNY: YEAH,
THAT'S SUPER BAD.

00:53:57.934 --> 00:53:59.235 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
REBECCA: THAT WILL BITE
YOU IN THE BUTT LATER.

00:53:59.302 --> 00:54:00.437 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
JENNY: YEAH, THAT'S
COMING BACK, BABY.

00:54:00.503 --> 00:54:01.271 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
YOU'VE PUT THAT
UNDER THE RUG,

00:54:01.338 --> 00:54:03.473 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
BUT IT'S GONNA
MAKE ITS WAY OUT.

00:54:03.540 --> 00:54:04.741 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
REBECCA: AND YOU DON'T
WANT THAT TO HAPPEN

00:54:04.808 --> 00:54:06.476 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
BECAUSE IT WILL GROW
AND GROW AND GROW.

00:54:06.543 --> 00:54:07.277 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
JENNY: YEAH.

00:54:07.344 --> 00:54:08.144 align:center line:79% position:50% size:33%
REBECCA: SO
YOU'RE RIGHT,

00:54:08.211 --> 00:54:09.479 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
IT'S ADDRESSING IT
BUT IT'S LIKE -

00:54:09.546 --> 00:54:10.380 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
I LIKE THAT.

00:54:10.447 --> 00:54:11.615 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
THAT'S REALLY GOOD.

00:54:11.681 --> 00:54:12.782 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
GETTING TO THE ROOT,

00:54:12.849 --> 00:54:14.851 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
OF WHAT'S THE
UNDERLYING THING HERE.

00:54:14.918 --> 00:54:16.820 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
JENNY: BECAUSE WE DON'T
FIGHT FLESH AND BLOOD.

00:54:16.886 --> 00:54:18.855 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
IT'S NOT SOMETHING THEY'RE
DOING OR NOT DOING.

00:54:18.922 --> 00:54:20.056 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
NOW, I'M NOT SAYING
THEY'RE PERFECT.

00:54:20.123 --> 00:54:21.858 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
THEY COULD BE DOING
EVERYTHING WRONG,

00:54:21.925 --> 00:54:23.760 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
BUT THAT'S NOT
WHAT'S REALLY WRONG.

00:54:23.827 --> 00:54:26.329 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
WHAT'S REALLY WRONG IS
THE ENEMY HAS ACCESS

00:54:26.396 --> 00:54:28.865 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
TO ONE OF YOUR FEARS.

00:54:28.932 --> 00:54:30.567 align:center line:85% position:50% size:25%
AND THAT -

00:54:30.634 --> 00:54:31.768 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
THAT CAN ACTUALLY EXPOSE

00:54:31.835 --> 00:54:33.403 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
AN AREA THAT YOU SAY,
YOU KNOW WHAT, LORD?

00:54:33.470 --> 00:54:34.804 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
APPARENTLY I JUST KEEP
GETTING TRIGGERED

00:54:34.871 --> 00:54:36.306 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE I
DON'T HAVE WHAT IT TAKES.

00:54:36.373 --> 00:54:37.173 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
OR I'M ALL ALONE

00:54:37.240 --> 00:54:38.742 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
OR I DON'T HAVE ANY HELP.

00:54:38.808 --> 00:54:39.876 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
THEN YOU GO TO THE WORD

00:54:39.943 --> 00:54:42.412 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
AND YOU START PULLING
UP SCRIPTURES.

00:54:42.479 --> 00:54:43.913 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
YOU KNOW, AM I ALL ALONE?

00:54:43.980 --> 00:54:44.948 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
LET'S LOOK AT
SCRIPTURES ON THAT.

00:54:45.015 --> 00:54:46.082 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
AND THEN YOU
START MEDITATING.

00:54:46.149 --> 00:54:48.418 align:center line:63% position:50% size:58%
THAT'S WHERE THE WORD
OF GOD RENEWS OUR MIND.

00:54:48.485 --> 00:54:49.419 align:center line:69% position:50% size:63%
WE HAVE TO RENEW OUR MIND

00:54:49.486 --> 00:54:51.888 align:center line:63% position:50% size:53%
WITH THE TRANSFORMING
POWER OF THE WORD.

00:54:51.955 --> 00:54:52.922 align:center line:63% position:50% size:40%
REBECCA: THAT'S
WHAT REPENTANCE,

00:54:52.989 --> 00:54:54.424 align:center line:63% position:50% size:58%
THAT'S ONE OF THE
THINGS REPENTANCE MEANS

00:54:54.491 --> 00:54:55.325 align:center line:69% position:50% size:58%
IS TO CHANGE YOUR MIND.

00:54:55.392 --> 00:54:56.393 align:center line:69% position:50% size:30%
JENNY: YEAH.

00:54:56.459 --> 00:54:58.328 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
REBECCA: TO LITERALLY
CHANGE HOW YOU PERCEIVE.

00:54:58.395 --> 00:54:59.996 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND THAT'S THROUGH
READING THE WORD

00:55:00.063 --> 00:55:01.598 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
AND LETTING GOD WASH
YOU IN HIS WORD

00:55:01.665 --> 00:55:04.234 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
AND REWIRE THE WAY
YOU PERCEIVE THINGS.

00:55:04.300 --> 00:55:05.068 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
JENNY: THAT'S RIGHT.

00:55:05.135 --> 00:55:05.902 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
REBECCA: OKAY.

00:55:05.969 --> 00:55:07.671 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
SO SINCE YOU HAVE
FIVE CHILDREN,

00:55:07.737 --> 00:55:10.106 align:center line:63% position:50% size:55%
WHAT DOES INTERCESSION
LOOK LIKE

00:55:10.173 --> 00:55:12.642 align:center line:63% position:50% size:43%
FOR THE MOMS THAT
ARE SUPER BUSY,

00:55:12.709 --> 00:55:15.245 align:center line:63% position:50% size:60%
FOR THE MOMS THAT HAVE
LIKE REALLY LITTLE KIDS,

00:55:15.311 --> 00:55:16.880 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
AND IT SEEMS LIKE
IT'S VERY HARD

00:55:16.946 --> 00:55:19.382 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
TO EVEN FIND A
MOMENT TO YOURSELF?

00:55:19.449 --> 00:55:22.419 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
JENNY: WELL, IF I
WAS TALKING TO ME,

00:55:22.485 --> 00:55:24.454 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
YOU KNOW, BACK WHEN
I WAS IN MY MID-20S,

00:55:24.521 --> 00:55:26.089 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
STARTING MY FAMILY,

00:55:26.156 --> 00:55:28.024 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
I WOULD HAVE TOLD MYSELF,

00:55:28.091 --> 00:55:31.194 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
WAKE UP JUST A
LITTLE EARLIER

00:55:31.261 --> 00:55:32.562 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
THAN WHEN THE KIDS GET UP.

00:55:32.629 --> 00:55:34.230 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
AND IT'S LIKE, REALLY?

00:55:34.297 --> 00:55:36.700 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
BECAUSE THEY
GET UP AT 5:30.

00:55:36.766 --> 00:55:39.836 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
BUT I'M TALKING LIKE,
JUST SIT WITH THE LORD

00:55:39.903 --> 00:55:42.539 align:center line:85% position:50% size:33%
IN THE QUIET.

00:55:42.605 --> 00:55:47.177 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
THAT HAS BEEN
LIFE BREAKING.

00:55:47.243 --> 00:55:48.178 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
I MEAN, IT'S LIKE
BREAKTHROUGH FOR ME.

00:55:48.244 --> 00:55:49.045 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
REBECCA: YEAH.

00:55:49.112 --> 00:55:49.946 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
JENNY: OKAY.
I SIT WITH THE LORD.

00:55:50.013 --> 00:55:51.815 align:center line:85% position:50% size:25%
I'M QUIET.

00:55:51.881 --> 00:55:54.918 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
INTERCESSION, I PLEAD
THE BLOOD OF JESUS

00:55:54.984 --> 00:55:57.320 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
OVER EVERY ONE OF MY KIDS.

00:55:57.387 --> 00:56:00.056 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
PERSONALLY, I LIKE
TO TAKE COMMUNION.

00:56:00.123 --> 00:56:01.891 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
I HAVE IT IN MY
KITCHEN IN A CANISTER.

00:56:01.958 --> 00:56:03.860 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
YOU KNOW, I JUST
TAKE A COMMUNION CUP.

00:56:03.927 --> 00:56:05.428 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
AND I'M NOT SAYING I'M
RELIGIOUS ABOUT THIS

00:56:05.495 --> 00:56:07.030 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
AND IT'S EVERY
DAY, YOU KNOW,

00:56:07.097 --> 00:56:08.531 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
BUT IT'S JUST A WAY -

00:56:08.598 --> 00:56:09.365 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
REBECCA: IT'S SOMETHING
YOU HAVE ON HAND.

00:56:09.432 --> 00:56:10.200 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
JENNY: YEAH.

00:56:10.266 --> 00:56:11.634 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
IT'S A WAY FOR
ME AND THE LORD.

00:56:11.701 --> 00:56:15.605 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
BECAUSE OTHERWISE, YOU CAN
JUST WORRY DURING THE DAY.

00:56:15.672 --> 00:56:16.740 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
YOU KNOW, THEY'RE
OUT THERE DRIVING.

00:56:16.806 --> 00:56:17.807 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
MY DAUGHTER IS GETTING
HER PERMIT RIGHT NOW.

00:56:17.874 --> 00:56:20.043 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
IT'S LIKE, I CAN
WORRY ALL DAY,

00:56:20.110 --> 00:56:21.644 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
OR I CAN PLEAD THE
BLOOD OF JESUS,

00:56:21.711 --> 00:56:23.747 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
WHICH IS THE MOST
PROTECTION YOU COULD EVER

00:56:23.813 --> 00:56:25.148 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
GIVE ONE OF
YOUR CHILDREN,

00:56:25.215 --> 00:56:26.449 align:center line:85% position:50% size:68%
IS TO JUST PLEAD THE BLOOD.

00:56:26.516 --> 00:56:28.351 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
FATHER, I THANK YOU FOR
YOUR BODY, FOR THE BLOOD.

00:56:28.418 --> 00:56:30.086 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
AND THEN I HAVE
A FEW SCRIPTURES

00:56:30.153 --> 00:56:30.954 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
THAT I TUCK IN MY HEART.

00:56:31.020 --> 00:56:32.021 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
LIKE WHEN MY KIDS
STARTED DRIVING,

00:56:32.088 --> 00:56:33.123 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
I WOULD JUST SAY
OFF THE PORCH

00:56:33.189 --> 00:56:34.491 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
WHEN THEY DRIVE
TO SCHOOL,

00:56:34.557 --> 00:56:36.259 align:center line:63% position:50% size:48%
I'D SAY, SAFELY YOU
WILL LEAVE HOME

00:56:36.326 --> 00:56:38.228 align:center line:63% position:50% size:35%
AND SAFELY YOU
WILL RETURN.

00:56:38.294 --> 00:56:39.562 align:center line:69% position:50% size:43%
THAT'S PSALM 121.

00:56:39.629 --> 00:56:41.765 align:center line:69% position:50% size:55%
SO I HAVE VERY QUICK -

00:56:41.831 --> 00:56:44.134 align:center line:63% position:50% size:68%
I WOULDN'T SAY I HAVE
SUPER LONG PRAYER SESSIONS,

00:56:44.200 --> 00:56:45.535 align:center line:69% position:50% size:40%
BUT I HAVE AMMO.

00:56:45.602 --> 00:56:46.402 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
I HAVE AMMO.

00:56:46.469 --> 00:56:47.604 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
I HAVE CERTAIN THINGS.

00:56:47.670 --> 00:56:49.906 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
LIKE I ALWAYS SEE
10/21 FOR SUMMER,

00:56:49.973 --> 00:56:52.275 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
WHEN MY FIRSTBORN
WAS BORN ON 10/21.

00:56:52.342 --> 00:56:53.910 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
I DON'T SEE THE OTHER
TIMES OF MY OTHER KIDS

00:56:53.977 --> 00:56:54.711 align:center line:85% position:50% size:25%
RIGHT NOW,

00:56:54.778 --> 00:56:55.979 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
BUT EVERY TIME
I SEE 10/21,

00:56:56.045 --> 00:56:57.847 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
I INTERCEDE FOR HANNAH.

00:56:57.914 --> 00:56:59.015 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
AND THEN I JUST GO
DOWN ALL OF THE REST,

00:56:59.082 --> 00:57:00.250 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
THE FOUR KIDS.

00:57:00.316 --> 00:57:01.217 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
SO I HAVE THESE
LITTLE THINGS

00:57:01.284 --> 00:57:03.653 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
THAT GOD'S GIVEN
ME, YOU KNOW.

00:57:03.720 --> 00:57:04.687 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
SO YOU CAN DO THAT.

00:57:04.754 --> 00:57:06.990 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
YOU CAN PUT THEIR PICTURE
UP IN YOUR BATHROOM

00:57:07.056 --> 00:57:08.024 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
WHILE YOU'RE
BRUSHING YOUR TEETH,

00:57:08.091 --> 00:57:09.192 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND JUST SAY, GOD,
THANK YOU, LORD,

00:57:09.259 --> 00:57:11.060 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
I JUST CHARGE
ANGELS OVER THEM.

00:57:11.127 --> 00:57:11.961 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
I JUST THANK YOU, FATHER,

00:57:12.028 --> 00:57:13.663 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
PLEAD THE BLOOD OF
JESUS OVER THEM.

00:57:13.730 --> 00:57:15.665 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND THEN JUST KIND
OF TAP INTO LIKE,

00:57:15.732 --> 00:57:18.468 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
OH, THAT ONE, I HAVE MY
HEART TOWARDS THEM

00:57:18.535 --> 00:57:19.402 align:center line:85% position:50% size:25%
RIGHT NOW.

00:57:19.469 --> 00:57:20.103 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
GOD, WHAT DO I NEED
TO PRAY FOR THEM?

00:57:20.170 --> 00:57:21.504 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
HE'LL TELL YOU QUICKLY.

00:57:21.571 --> 00:57:23.206 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
IT'S NOT THE
LONGER YOU PRAY,

00:57:23.273 --> 00:57:24.674 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
THE MORE YOUR KIDS
ARE PROTECTED.

00:57:24.741 --> 00:57:26.242 align:center line:63% position:50% size:55%
LIKE THE LENGTH THING,
YOU'VE GOT TO

00:57:26.309 --> 00:57:29.078 align:center line:63% position:50% size:43%
KIND OF REIN THAT
IN A LITTLE BIT.

00:57:29.145 --> 00:57:30.880 align:center line:63% position:50% size:45%
I USED TO THINK
THE LONGER I PRAY,

00:57:30.947 --> 00:57:32.682 align:center line:69% position:50% size:68%
THAT'S REALLY IT, YOU KNOW.

00:57:32.749 --> 00:57:34.684 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
BUT I JUST
SCRIPTURE OVER THEM.

00:57:34.751 --> 00:57:36.019 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
THERE WAS A
TIME IN MY LIFE

00:57:36.085 --> 00:57:38.354 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
WHERE I HAD A LITTLE
BIT MORE BANDWIDTH

00:57:38.421 --> 00:57:39.455 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
TO SIT DOWN AND JOURNAL,

00:57:39.522 --> 00:57:40.657 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
AND I WOULD JOURNAL
ABOUT MY KIDS,

00:57:40.723 --> 00:57:42.525 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
AND I'D WRITE LETTERS.

00:57:42.592 --> 00:57:44.460 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
MOSTLY THOSE WERE
THE TIMES WHEN

00:57:44.527 --> 00:57:45.528 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
THEY WERE BECOMING
TEENAGERS,

00:57:45.595 --> 00:57:46.696 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
AND I HAD MY
FIRST TEENAGER,

00:57:46.763 --> 00:57:48.731 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
AND I THOUGHT, UH-OH, THIS
IS REALLY MAKING ME

00:57:48.798 --> 00:57:49.999 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
FEEL OUT OF CONTROL,

00:57:50.066 --> 00:57:51.668 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
WHICH IS EXACTLY HOW
IT MAKES YOU FEEL.

00:57:51.734 --> 00:57:53.570 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
SO I'D JOURNAL ABOUT
THEM, TELL ME ABOUT THEM.

00:57:53.636 --> 00:57:55.905 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND HE WOULD WRITE
THEIR FUTURE

00:57:55.972 --> 00:57:57.707 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
AND WHAT IT LOOKED
LIKE AND WHO THEY ARE.

00:57:57.774 --> 00:57:59.843 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
AND THEN HE SAID
JUST AGREE WITH THAT.

00:57:59.909 --> 00:58:00.977 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
SO THOSE ARE THOSE THINGS.

00:58:01.044 --> 00:58:01.845 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
REBECCA: THAT'S SO COOL.

00:58:01.911 --> 00:58:02.545 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
JENNY: BUT THOSE
QUICK INTERCESSION

00:58:02.612 --> 00:58:03.646 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
AND THEN ALL DAY LONG

00:58:03.713 --> 00:58:05.014 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
AND JUST WHEN YOU CAN.

00:58:05.081 --> 00:58:06.082 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
AND THERE'S NO
SHAME IN THAT.

00:58:06.149 --> 00:58:07.250 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
YOU MIGHT GO A COUPLE
DAYS AND YOU'RE LIKE,

00:58:07.317 --> 00:58:08.551 align:center line:79% position:50% size:68%
OH, MY GOSH, I HAVEN'T
EVEN PRAYED FOR THAT CHILD.

00:58:08.618 --> 00:58:09.452 align:center line:85% position:50% size:25%
IT'S OKAY.

00:58:09.519 --> 00:58:10.486 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
WHEN YOU DO THE LAUNDRY
AND YOU'RE

00:58:10.553 --> 00:58:11.654 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
FOLDING THEIR CLOTHES,
PUTTING IT UP.

00:58:11.721 --> 00:58:12.856 align:center line:85% position:50% size:38%
I PRAY FOR YOU.

00:58:12.922 --> 00:58:14.924 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
SO JUST LITTLE TOUCHES
DURING THE DAY.

00:58:14.991 --> 00:58:16.359 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
YOU KNOW, GOD
HEARS ALL OF THAT.

00:58:16.426 --> 00:58:17.493 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
ALL OF THAT MATTERS.

00:58:17.560 --> 00:58:19.929 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
REBECCA: HOW DO YOU
PRAY FOR YOUR SPOUSE?

00:58:19.996 --> 00:58:23.399 align:center line:79% position:50% size:70%
JENNY: I PRAY FOR PROTECTION
OVER HIM, SAME,

00:58:23.466 --> 00:58:25.935 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
I PLEAD THE BLOOD
OF JESUS OVER HIM.

00:58:26.002 --> 00:58:28.071 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
YOU KNOW, I WAS NOT
GOOD AT PRAYING FOR BOB

00:58:28.137 --> 00:58:29.138 align:center line:85% position:50% size:68%
WHEN WE WERE FIRST MARRIED.

00:58:29.205 --> 00:58:30.506 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
I WOULD SAY FOR
SEVERAL YEARS.

00:58:30.573 --> 00:58:32.308 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
ONE DAY THE LORD
SAID TO ME,

00:58:32.375 --> 00:58:34.210 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
BECAUSE THEY'RE
LIKE YOUR ROCK.

00:58:34.277 --> 00:58:35.078 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
REBECCA: I KNOW.

00:58:35.144 --> 00:58:36.045 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
JENNY: YOU'RE
LIKE, YOU'RE GOOD.

00:58:36.112 --> 00:58:37.447 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
REBECCA: YOU DO
THINK THEY'RE GOOD.

00:58:37.513 --> 00:58:38.481 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
YOU'RE LIKE, YOU'RE GOOD.

00:58:38.548 --> 00:58:39.816 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
JENNY: YOU'RE GOOD,
YOU'RE SO STRONG.

00:58:39.883 --> 00:58:41.084 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
I MEAN, YOU MARRIED
ME, SO I MEAN,

00:58:41.150 --> 00:58:42.218 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
YOU'RE REALLY STRONG.

00:58:42.285 --> 00:58:43.920 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
AND SO NOW THERE'S ALL
THESE OTHER ISSUES

00:58:43.987 --> 00:58:45.121 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
THAT COULD BE SO,

00:58:45.188 --> 00:58:46.122 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
YOU KNOW, THEY
COULD FALL APART,

00:58:46.189 --> 00:58:47.390 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
BUT YOU'RE NOT
GONNA FALL APART.

00:58:47.457 --> 00:58:48.424 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
REBECCA: EXACTLY.

00:58:48.491 --> 00:58:49.926 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
JENNY: SO THE LORD
ONE DAY WAS LIKE

00:58:49.993 --> 00:58:53.730 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
WHO DO YOU THINK
IS PRAYING TODAY

00:58:53.796 --> 00:58:56.032 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
FOR YOUR HUSBAND?

00:58:56.099 --> 00:59:00.603 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
AND I WAS LIKE, UH,
PROBABLY NOBODY.

00:59:00.670 --> 00:59:02.505 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
AND HE SAID, EXACTLY.

00:59:02.572 --> 00:59:04.674 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
AND ALL OF A
SUDDEN I REALIZED

00:59:04.741 --> 00:59:07.076 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
HE'S NOT COVERED
IN PRAYER

00:59:07.143 --> 00:59:08.244 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
UNLESS I PRAY.

00:59:08.311 --> 00:59:09.412 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
NOW, MAYBE THE
PASTOR PRAYS.

00:59:09.479 --> 00:59:10.980 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
MAYBE HE COMES TO
SOMEBODY ELSE'S MIND,

00:59:11.047 --> 00:59:12.448 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
BUT DO WE WANT TO
LEAVE IT TO CHANCE?

00:59:12.515 --> 00:59:13.449 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
REBECCA: NO.

00:59:13.516 --> 00:59:14.384 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
JENNY: SO WHEN I
PLEAD THE BLOOD OF JESUS

00:59:14.450 --> 00:59:16.085 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
OVER MY FAMILY,
I START WITH HIM

00:59:16.152 --> 00:59:18.221 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND THEN I GO DOWN
THE LINE OF KIDS.

00:59:18.288 --> 00:59:20.023 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
AND I PLEAD THE BLOOD OF
JESUS OVER MYSELF, TOO.

00:59:20.089 --> 00:59:21.524 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
BUT I PRAY -

00:59:21.591 --> 00:59:23.259 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
I WILL SAY THIS.

00:59:23.326 --> 00:59:26.796 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
YOU KNOW, WOMEN ARE
VERY PERCEPTIVE

00:59:26.863 --> 00:59:31.334 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
ABOUT WHERE THEIR
HUSBAND COULD -

00:59:31.401 --> 00:59:35.004 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
THE ENEMY COULD BE
SILENCING THEM AS WELL.

00:59:35.071 --> 00:59:36.172 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
SO WE HAVE TO LOOK.

00:59:36.239 --> 00:59:37.674 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
AND YOU KIND OF NOTICE.

00:59:37.740 --> 00:59:39.676 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
MY HUSBAND, AS AN EXAMPLE,

00:59:39.742 --> 00:59:42.011 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
HAS AN INCREDIBLE
LEADERSHIP GIFT.

00:59:42.078 --> 00:59:43.313 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
AND WE BOUGHT A
RETREAT CENTER

00:59:43.379 --> 00:59:44.881 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
AND HE'S GREAT
AT BUILDING,

00:59:44.948 --> 00:59:46.282 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
HE'S BUILDING, BUNK BEDS,

00:59:46.349 --> 00:59:48.418 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
AND HE'S BUILDING
FURNITURE.

00:59:48.484 --> 00:59:49.752 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
AND HE'S GETTING THIS
PLACE PUT TOGETHER.

00:59:49.819 --> 00:59:52.055 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
AND AFTER ABOUT A
YEAR AND A HALF,

00:59:52.121 --> 00:59:54.123 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
THE LORD WAS LIKE,
WHAT DO YOU THINK?

00:59:54.190 --> 00:59:55.558 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
WELL, I LOVE THAT
HE'S BUILDING,

00:59:55.625 --> 00:59:56.960 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
I CALL HIM BOB
THE BUILDER.

00:59:57.026 --> 00:59:58.094 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
REBECCA: I LOVE THAT.

00:59:58.161 --> 00:59:59.562 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
JENNY: BUT I'M LIKE,
HIS LEADERSHIP GIFT,

00:59:59.629 --> 01:00:03.833 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
I HAVEN'T REALLY SEEN
THAT EXECUTED RECENTLY.

01:00:03.900 --> 01:00:08.004 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
AND HE SAID, GO AND TELL
HIM THAT HE IS NOT JUST

01:00:08.071 --> 01:00:10.039 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
A BUILDER OF THINGS,

01:00:10.106 --> 01:00:11.874 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
BUT HE IS A
BUILDER OF PEOPLE.

01:00:11.941 --> 01:00:13.309 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
GO REMIND HIM.

01:00:13.376 --> 01:00:14.877 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
AND THAT'S WHAT WOMEN DO.

01:00:14.944 --> 01:00:18.581 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
WE COME, SOMETIMES
AS A FORCE OF LIKE,

01:00:18.648 --> 01:00:21.050 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
HEY, YOU KNOW.

01:00:21.117 --> 01:00:22.618 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
AND I THINK WOMEN
HAVE TO BE OKAY,

01:00:22.685 --> 01:00:26.522 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
THAT THAT IS ONE OF OUR
CALLINGS AS A WIFE,

01:00:26.589 --> 01:00:28.558 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
IS TO COME AND
SAY, LISTEN,

01:00:28.624 --> 01:00:31.127 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
THERE'S SOMETHING
ON YOUR LIFE,

01:00:31.194 --> 01:00:34.831 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
AND IT NEEDS TO COME
TO THE FOREFRONT

01:00:34.897 --> 01:00:37.734 align:center line:79% position:50% size:68%
IN GOD'S TIMING, BUT I
JUST WANT TO MAKE NOTE HERE

01:00:37.800 --> 01:00:39.535 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
THAT YOU'RE NOT JUST
A BUILDER OF THINGS,

01:00:39.602 --> 01:00:40.770 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
YOU'RE A BUILDER
OF PEOPLE.

01:00:40.837 --> 01:00:42.405 align:center line:85% position:50% size:45%
OKAY? ARE WE GOOD?

01:00:42.472 --> 01:00:43.940 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
SO JUST AN ACCOUNTABILITY.

01:00:44.007 --> 01:00:46.409 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
BECAUSE THEY COULD -

01:00:46.476 --> 01:00:48.344 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
THEY COULD JUST SHUT
THEIR GIFT DOWN

01:00:48.411 --> 01:00:49.679 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
AND IF WE'RE NOT
PAYING ATTENTION,

01:00:49.746 --> 01:00:52.281 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
WE COULD LOOK UP AND
GO, WAIT A MINUTE.

01:00:52.348 --> 01:00:54.717 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
LIKE, THAT THING NEEDS
TO BE AMPLIFIED,

01:00:54.784 --> 01:00:56.486 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
WHATEVER THAT
GIFT MIGHT BE.

01:00:56.552 --> 01:00:58.254 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
SO PUTTING THAT
IN FRONT OF THEM,

01:00:58.321 --> 01:00:59.655 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
AND THEN PRAYING OVER
THEM AND SAYING,

01:00:59.722 --> 01:01:02.125 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
GOD, OBVIOUSLY INWARDLY,

01:01:02.191 --> 01:01:03.893 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
YOU HAVE TO TURN THE
LIGHT SWITCH ON,

01:01:03.960 --> 01:01:06.696 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
YOU HAVE TO LAUNCH THEM
IN WHAT THEY'RE DOING

01:01:06.763 --> 01:01:08.598 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
AND FULLY CONVICT THEM.

01:01:08.664 --> 01:01:09.799 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
RIGHT, THE HOLY SPIRIT.

01:01:09.866 --> 01:01:10.933 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
BECAUSE WE
DON'T WANT TO -

01:01:11.000 --> 01:01:12.668 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
WE DON'T WANT TO PUT
MORE FEAR ON THEM,

01:01:12.735 --> 01:01:13.569 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
LIKE, WELL, YOU'RE
NOT GONNA DO THIS.

01:01:13.636 --> 01:01:16.305 align:center line:79% position:50% size:33%
AND DON'T USE
WEIRD TACTICS

01:01:16.372 --> 01:01:18.207 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
TO GET THEM, LIKE
MANIPULATION.

01:01:18.274 --> 01:01:19.342 align:center line:85% position:50% size:23%
NOT GOOD.

01:01:19.409 --> 01:01:21.144 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
I TRIED THAT WHEN I
WAS YOUNG AND IMMATURE

01:01:21.210 --> 01:01:22.812 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
AND IT DOESN'T WORK.

01:01:22.879 --> 01:01:24.047 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
REBECCA: OR
LIKE NAGGING THEM.

01:01:24.113 --> 01:01:25.348 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
THAT'S WHAT I LIKE
IS YOU DID IT

01:01:25.415 --> 01:01:27.216 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
IN AN HONORING AND
ENCOURAGING WAY.

01:01:27.283 --> 01:01:28.851 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
NOT LIKE, YOU'RE NOT
USING YOUR GIFTS.

01:01:28.918 --> 01:01:30.253 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
IT WAS LIKE THIS
IS WHO YOU ARE.

01:01:30.319 --> 01:01:31.187 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
JENNY: YEAH.

01:01:31.254 --> 01:01:31.954 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
REBECCA: AND THAT WILL,
I FEEL LIKE,

01:01:32.021 --> 01:01:32.855 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
MAKE A MAN BE LIKE,

01:01:32.922 --> 01:01:34.590 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
OKAY, THIS IS WHO
I AM, YOU KNOW.

01:01:34.657 --> 01:01:35.858 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
SO IT'S HOW WE DO IT.

01:01:35.925 --> 01:01:36.993 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
JENNY: YEAH.

01:01:37.060 --> 01:01:40.596 align:center line:79% position:50% size:68%
REBECCA: I THINK, TOO,
WHAT WOULD YOU SAY TO WOMEN

01:01:40.663 --> 01:01:43.166 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
THAT MAYBE THEY SEE STUFF
THAT THEY WANT DEVELOPED

01:01:43.232 --> 01:01:45.268 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
IN THEIR HUSBAND,

01:01:45.334 --> 01:01:48.905 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
BUT IT'S LIKE, IT'S NOT
OUR JOB TO CORRECT THEM,

01:01:48.971 --> 01:01:50.273 align:center line:85% position:50% size:38%
IT'S GOD'S JOB.

01:01:50.339 --> 01:01:51.107 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
JENNY: YEAH.

01:01:51.174 --> 01:01:52.375 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
REBECCA: HOW DO
THEY HANDLE THAT?

01:01:52.442 --> 01:01:53.476 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
JENNY: OKAY.

01:01:53.543 --> 01:01:56.779 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
SO THERE'S A KING AND
A FOOL IN EVERY PERSON.

01:01:56.846 --> 01:01:59.282 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
AND THE ONE YOU SPEAK
TO IS THE ONE

01:01:59.348 --> 01:02:00.516 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
YOU WILL SEE EMERGE.

01:02:00.583 --> 01:02:02.218 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
REBECCA: OH, WOW.

01:02:02.285 --> 01:02:03.753 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
JENNY: SO IF
I'M FEELING LIKE,

01:02:03.820 --> 01:02:05.555 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
OH, HE'S SUCH A FOOL,

01:02:05.621 --> 01:02:07.390 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
HE'S SO IGNORANT,

01:02:07.457 --> 01:02:10.159 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
HE DOESN'T PRAY AND HE'S
NOT A SPIRITUAL LEADER,

01:02:10.226 --> 01:02:12.095 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
AND HE DOESN'T CARE
ABOUT JESUS LIKE ME.

01:02:12.161 --> 01:02:14.363 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
WHICH IS ALL PRIDE, WHAT I
JUST ALL SAID RIGHT THERE.

01:02:14.430 --> 01:02:16.599 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
SO NOW WE'RE LOOKING
AT HIM AS A FOOL.

01:02:16.666 --> 01:02:19.936 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
IN OUR EYES, WE SEE
HIM AS LESSER THAN.

01:02:20.002 --> 01:02:22.505 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
AND THEN WE GO ADDRESS
IT, YOU'RE IN TROUBLE.

01:02:22.572 --> 01:02:23.806 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
YOU'RE ABSOLUTELY
IN TROUBLE.

01:02:23.873 --> 01:02:27.043 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
ALL YOU'RE DOING IS
ACTUALLY FEEDING

01:02:27.110 --> 01:02:28.211 align:center line:85% position:50% size:38%
ALL THEIR FEARS

01:02:28.277 --> 01:02:29.946 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
BECAUSE THEY HAVE
FEARS JUST LIKE WE DO.

01:02:30.012 --> 01:02:31.214 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
ALL THEIR INSECURITIES,

01:02:31.280 --> 01:02:32.415 align:center line:85% position:50% size:78%
JUST LIKE WE HAVE INSECURITIES.

01:02:32.482 --> 01:02:34.784 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
WE'RE FEEDING ALL OF THAT.

01:02:34.851 --> 01:02:36.552 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
SO, WHAT THE
LORD TOLD ME WAS,

01:02:36.619 --> 01:02:37.854 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
BECAUSE I'M QUICK TO ACT,

01:02:37.920 --> 01:02:39.822 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
THAT'S JUST HOW I'M MADE,

01:02:39.889 --> 01:02:42.725 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
HE SAYS, DO NOT
ADDRESS HIM

01:02:42.792 --> 01:02:45.528 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
UNTIL YOU SEE HIM
THE WAY I SEE HIM.

01:02:45.595 --> 01:02:47.463 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
AND WHEN YOU CAN SEE
HIM FROM MY EYES,

01:02:47.530 --> 01:02:50.032 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
AS A KING, GO
ADDRESS THE KING.

01:02:50.099 --> 01:02:51.767 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
HOW WOULD YOU
ADDRESS A KING?

01:02:51.834 --> 01:02:52.802 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
REBECCA: WITH HONOR.

01:02:52.869 --> 01:02:54.137 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
JENNY: TOTAL HONOR.

01:02:54.203 --> 01:02:55.238 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
AND THAT'S WHY I CAN
GO TO HIM AND SAY,

01:02:55.304 --> 01:02:57.140 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
YOU ARE AN
INCREDIBLE BUILDER.

01:02:57.206 --> 01:03:00.009 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
YOU'RE A BUILDER
OF PEOPLE.

01:03:00.076 --> 01:03:01.811 align:center line:85% position:50% size:33%
DON'T FORGET.

01:03:01.878 --> 01:03:05.014 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
I'M REMINDING HIM
OF HIS ANOINTING.

01:03:05.081 --> 01:03:08.284 align:center line:79% position:50% size:68%
INSTEAD OF WELL, WHY DIDN'T
YOU GO TO BIBLE STUDY?

01:03:08.351 --> 01:03:09.318 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
THOSE GUYS COULD HAVE -

01:03:09.385 --> 01:03:10.419 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
YOU COULD HAVE
SAID SOMETHING.

01:03:10.486 --> 01:03:12.388 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
OR WHY WERE YOU SO
SILENT IN OUR MEETING?

01:03:12.455 --> 01:03:13.723 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
YOU KNOW, YOU COULD
HAVE SAID SOMETHING

01:03:13.789 --> 01:03:15.358 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
THAT REALLY BUILT
EVERYBODY UP,

01:03:15.424 --> 01:03:16.726 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
AND WHY DIDN'T
YOU GO TO THAT?

01:03:16.792 --> 01:03:18.261 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
BECAUSE, YOU KNOW,
YOUR LEADERSHIP GIFT,

01:03:18.327 --> 01:03:19.629 align:center line:85% position:50% size:33%
LIKE, REALLY?

01:03:19.695 --> 01:03:20.796 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
BECAUSE YOU CAN
GO ABOUT IT

01:03:20.863 --> 01:03:21.797 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
LIKE YOU'RE BEING A FOOL,

01:03:21.864 --> 01:03:23.566 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
YOU'RE BEING A FOOL,
YOU'RE BEING A FOOL.

01:03:23.633 --> 01:03:25.067 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
OR YOU CAN GO BEFORE
THE KING AND SAY,

01:03:25.134 --> 01:03:28.905 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
HEY, THE PEOPLE NEED
YOUR LEADERSHIP.

01:03:28.971 --> 01:03:31.007 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
AND IT'S AMAZING.

01:03:31.073 --> 01:03:32.742 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND I'M EXCITED TO
SEE IT COME ABOUT,

01:03:32.808 --> 01:03:34.243 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
BUT DON'T PRESS ON TIMING.

01:03:34.310 --> 01:03:35.711 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
LIKE, YOU BETTER DO IT
THIS THURSDAY NIGHT,

01:03:35.778 --> 01:03:37.647 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
AT OUR STAFF MEETING,

01:03:37.713 --> 01:03:38.681 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
OR I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S
GONNA HAPPEN

01:03:38.748 --> 01:03:40.683 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
IF YOU DON'T SAY ANYTHING.

01:03:40.750 --> 01:03:43.886 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
DO YOU SEE HOW THAT'S FEAR
AND MANIPULATION, RIGHT?

01:03:43.953 --> 01:03:47.790 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
SO IT'S MORE LIKE LET
THE TIMING BE ON THEM,

01:03:47.857 --> 01:03:50.059 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
BUT DON'T EVER
AGREE WITH

01:03:50.126 --> 01:03:53.763 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
FEAR OR INSECURITY,

01:03:53.829 --> 01:03:55.431 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
JUST HOW GOD SEES THEM.

01:03:55.498 --> 01:03:57.800 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
REBECCA: THAT
IS SUCH WISDOM.

01:03:57.867 --> 01:03:59.769 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
I JUST AM TAKING
IT ALL IN

01:03:59.835 --> 01:04:02.672 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
BECAUSE I AM LIKE, YES,
I HAVE MADE THAT MISTAKE.

01:04:02.738 --> 01:04:03.839 align:center line:85% position:50% size:38%
AND IT IS NOT -

01:04:03.906 --> 01:04:04.707 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
AND IT'S HURTFUL.

01:04:04.774 --> 01:04:05.875 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND THE TRUTH IS
THAT THEY LOVE YOU

01:04:05.942 --> 01:04:07.310 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
MORE THAN ANYONE.

01:04:07.376 --> 01:04:08.811 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
SO IF YOU'RE COMING
AT THEM THAT WAY,

01:04:08.878 --> 01:04:11.681 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
IT'S SO HURTFUL
TOWARDS THEM.

01:04:11.747 --> 01:04:16.018 align:center line:63% position:50% size:63%
AND MEN ARE, I DON'T WANT
TO SAY LIKE THEY'RE -

01:04:16.085 --> 01:04:17.820 align:center line:63% position:50% size:45%
I DON'T WANT TO
SAY THEY HAVE EGO,

01:04:17.887 --> 01:04:19.155 align:center line:63% position:50% size:50%
BUT I DON'T KNOW THE
RIGHT WAY TO SAY IT.

01:04:19.222 --> 01:04:20.556 align:center line:63% position:50% size:53%
BUT IT'S LIKE THEY'RE
CALLED TO LEAD

01:04:20.623 --> 01:04:22.858 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND IT'S LIKE THEY
NEED YOUR SUPPORT.

01:04:22.925 --> 01:04:24.961 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
AND IF THEY DON'T FEEL
LIKE YOU BELIEVE IN THEM,

01:04:25.027 --> 01:04:26.829 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
IT'S GONNA BE
CRUSHING TO THEM.

01:04:26.896 --> 01:04:28.864 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
IT'S LIKE YOU WANT
TO LIFT THEM UP

01:04:28.931 --> 01:04:30.066 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
AND SPEAK LIFE INTO THEM,

01:04:30.132 --> 01:04:31.367 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
NOT TEAR THEM DOWN.

01:04:31.434 --> 01:04:32.468 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
AND I THINK IT'S
LIKE, YOU'RE RIGHT,

01:04:32.535 --> 01:04:34.103 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
WE'RE PERCEPTIVE,
BUT IT'S LIKE,

01:04:34.170 --> 01:04:35.738 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
HOW WE HANDLE
OUR PERCEPTION.

01:04:35.805 --> 01:04:38.174 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
ARE WE GONNA BE
SERVING AND HONORING

01:04:38.241 --> 01:04:41.110 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
AND HELP BUILD THE VISION
THAT GOD HAS FOR HIM,

01:04:41.177 --> 01:04:43.479 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
OR ARE WE GONNA LIKE TEAR
HIM DOWN AND BE NAGGING

01:04:43.546 --> 01:04:45.181 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
AND LIKE YOU SAID,
PUT TIMELINES ON IT,

01:04:45.248 --> 01:04:48.417 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
OR LIKE, YOU NEED TO DO
THIS, YOU NEED TO DO THAT.

01:04:48.484 --> 01:04:50.620 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
WHICH IS LIKE THE
CONTROLLING, BOSSY.

01:04:50.686 --> 01:04:51.587 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
MEN HATE THAT.

01:04:51.654 --> 01:04:52.622 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
JENNY: IT'S FEAR.

01:04:52.688 --> 01:04:55.024 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
REBECCA: IT'S
BASED IN FEAR.

01:04:55.091 --> 01:04:57.693 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
WE AS WOMEN, WE CAN
BE MORE SENSITIVE,

01:04:57.760 --> 01:04:59.962 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
MORE INTO OUR EMOTIONS.

01:05:00.029 --> 01:05:01.197 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
SO WE NATURALLY ARE LIKE,

01:05:01.264 --> 01:05:02.999 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
OH, WE UNDERSTAND
WHAT WE CAN BE LIKE,

01:05:03.065 --> 01:05:04.700 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
BUT THEY HAVE
EMOTIONS, TOO.

01:05:04.767 --> 01:05:05.768 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
JENNY: YEAH.

01:05:05.835 --> 01:05:08.604 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
THE ROOT OF THAT IS I
ACTUALLY DON'T TRUST GOD

01:05:08.671 --> 01:05:11.674 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
THAT HE WILL, YOU
KNOW, HELP MY HUSBAND.

01:05:11.741 --> 01:05:13.609 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
AND I DON'T
TRUST MY HUSBAND

01:05:13.676 --> 01:05:14.677 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
THAT HE WILL
LISTEN TO GOD.

01:05:14.744 --> 01:05:16.445 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
SO I HAVE TO STEP IN

01:05:16.512 --> 01:05:20.082 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
AND OUT OF FEAR,
I'M GONNA HANDLE THIS.

01:05:20.149 --> 01:05:21.284 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
REBECCA: WHICH
IS THE FLESH.

01:05:21.350 --> 01:05:22.118 align:center line:85% position:50% size:28%
JENNY: YEP.

01:05:22.184 --> 01:05:23.152 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
REBECCA: WHICH
IS THE FLESH.

01:05:23.219 --> 01:05:25.955 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
AND THAT'S WHAT
I CALL MAKING

01:05:26.022 --> 01:05:27.823 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
AN ISHMAEL WHEN IT'S
SUPPOSED TO BE AN ISAAC.

01:05:27.890 --> 01:05:29.725 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
AND THAT IS JUST A BIG NO.

01:05:29.792 --> 01:05:31.260 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
JENNY: JUST TO ENCOURAGE
EVERYBODY LISTENING,

01:05:31.327 --> 01:05:34.096 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
I'VE DONE THIS
WRONG SO MANY TIMES.

01:05:34.163 --> 01:05:34.897 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
REBECCA: ME, TOO.

01:05:34.964 --> 01:05:36.699 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
[ LAUGHTER ]

01:05:36.766 --> 01:05:38.501 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
REBECCA: BUT
I'M LIKE CONVICTED.

01:05:38.567 --> 01:05:40.002 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
JENNY: I WANT EVERYBODY
TO UNDERSTAND

01:05:40.069 --> 01:05:40.936 align:center line:69% position:50% size:40%
LIKE MY HUSBAND,

01:05:41.003 --> 01:05:42.038 align:center line:69% position:50% size:50%
BUT I'VE APOLOGIZED.

01:05:42.104 --> 01:05:45.107 align:center line:63% position:50% size:50%
I HAVEN'T BUILT
FROM PRIDE TO PRIDE.

01:05:45.174 --> 01:05:49.979 align:center line:63% position:50% size:55%
I'VE SAID, OKAY, WOW,
THAT WAS MY OWN ISSUE.

01:05:50.046 --> 01:05:52.848 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
AND YOU HAVE TO OWN
THE ISSUE, APOLOGIZE.

01:05:52.915 --> 01:05:54.917 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
AND WHEN YOU APOLOGIZE
AND YOU REALLY DO IT

01:05:54.984 --> 01:05:57.586 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
WITH A HEART OF LIKE,
OH, GOD, PLEASE HELP ME,

01:05:57.653 --> 01:05:58.721 align:center line:85% position:50% size:45%
WHY DID I DO THAT?

01:05:58.788 --> 01:06:00.256 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
YOU'LL STOP DOING
IT AS OFTEN,

01:06:00.323 --> 01:06:03.326 align:center line:79% position:50% size:68%
AND THEN EVENTUALLY YOU GET
THE REVELATION OF LIKE,

01:06:03.392 --> 01:06:05.461 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
OH, GOD, I TRUST
YOU WITH HIM.

01:06:05.528 --> 01:06:06.896 align:center line:85% position:50% size:45%
AND HE TRUSTS YOU.

01:06:06.962 --> 01:06:08.898 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
AND I JUST GET
TO BE HERE, TOO.

01:06:08.964 --> 01:06:12.001 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
JUST ENCOURAGE AND PRAY.

01:06:12.068 --> 01:06:14.203 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
REBECCA: AND GOD'S WAY
BETTER AT IT THAN I AM.

01:06:14.270 --> 01:06:15.338 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
JENNY: YEAH.

01:06:15.404 --> 01:06:16.372 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
REBECCA: HE'S
WAY MORE EFFECTIVE.

01:06:16.439 --> 01:06:17.673 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
JENNY: THAT'S REALLY
WHAT THE CONCLUSION IS

01:06:17.740 --> 01:06:18.874 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
AT THE END OF THE DAY.

01:06:18.941 --> 01:06:19.809 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
REBECCA:
THAT'S SO GOOD.

01:06:19.875 --> 01:06:20.509 align:center line:85% position:50% size:13%
OKAY.

01:06:20.576 --> 01:06:21.877 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
SO MY OTHER QUESTION IS,

01:06:21.944 --> 01:06:24.580 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
HOW DO YOU TEACH YOUR
CHILDREN ABOUT GOD,

01:06:24.647 --> 01:06:26.615 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND HOW DO YOU GET
THEM TO ENGAGE

01:06:26.682 --> 01:06:28.250 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
IN A RELATIONSHIP
WITH HIM?

01:06:28.317 --> 01:06:30.219 align:center line:79% position:50% size:33%
BECAUSE MINE
IS LIKE FOUR,

01:06:30.286 --> 01:06:33.489 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
SO, YOU KNOW,
HE'S SO LITTLE,

01:06:33.556 --> 01:06:36.659 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
BUT I WANT TO START THAT
AS YOUNG AS POSSIBLE

01:06:36.726 --> 01:06:38.260 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
AND GET THAT GOING.

01:06:38.327 --> 01:06:40.162 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
BECAUSE THAT WAS SOMETHING
THAT I STRUGGLED WITH.

01:06:40.229 --> 01:06:41.897 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
I DID NOT UNDERSTAND HOW
TO HAVE A RELATIONSHIP

01:06:41.964 --> 01:06:44.233 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
WITH GOD UNTIL
I WAS LIKE 20.

01:06:44.300 --> 01:06:45.668 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
JENNY: YEAH.

01:06:45.735 --> 01:06:47.303 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
REBECCA: SO I'M LIKE
TRYING TO INSTILL THAT

01:06:47.370 --> 01:06:48.471 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
IN MY CHILDREN

01:06:48.537 --> 01:06:49.805 align:center line:79% position:50% size:68%
BECAUSE I THINK IT CAN MAKE
A WORLD OF DIFFERENCE

01:06:49.872 --> 01:06:51.340 align:center line:79% position:50% size:33%
IF THEY COULD
START YOUNG,

01:06:51.407 --> 01:06:52.675 align:center line:79% position:50% size:33%
LISTENING AND
HEARING GOD,

01:06:52.742 --> 01:06:53.909 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
KNOWING HIS WORD,

01:06:53.976 --> 01:06:55.678 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
UNDERSTANDING THAT IT'S
RELATIONSHIP-BASED,

01:06:55.745 --> 01:06:57.346 align:center line:85% position:50% size:68%
IT'S NOT PERFORMANCE-BASED.

01:06:57.413 --> 01:07:00.082 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
WHICH IS LIKE KIND
OF MY TESTIMONY,

01:07:00.149 --> 01:07:02.551 align:center line:79% position:50% size:75%
IS I HAD VERY
PERFORMANCE-BASED CHRISTIANITY

01:07:02.618 --> 01:07:03.986 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
AND THAT'S JUST
A NIGHTMARE.

01:07:04.053 --> 01:07:06.555 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
SO HOW DO YOU TEACH
YOUR KIDS ABOUT GOD,

01:07:06.622 --> 01:07:08.791 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
AND ALSO HOW DO YOU -

01:07:08.858 --> 01:07:12.561 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
HOW DO YOU TEACH YOUR
KIDS RIGHT FROM WRONG?

01:07:12.628 --> 01:07:14.997 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
BECAUSE I THINK IF
YOU'RE IN THE PROPHETIC,

01:07:15.064 --> 01:07:16.298 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
I CAN GET LIKE THIS
WHERE I'M LIKE,

01:07:16.365 --> 01:07:17.633 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
THIS IS DEMONIC.

01:07:17.700 --> 01:07:21.070 align:center line:79% position:50% size:75%
AND YOU CAN SEE THROUGH ALL OF
WHATEVER IS IN THE PHYSICAL

01:07:21.137 --> 01:07:22.705 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
AND YOU CAN SEE STRENGTH
IN THE SPIRITUAL,

01:07:22.772 --> 01:07:23.773 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
AND YOU'RE LIKE,
I DON'T WANT MY CHILD

01:07:23.839 --> 01:07:25.207 align:center line:85% position:50% size:45%
ENGAGED WITH THAT.

01:07:25.274 --> 01:07:27.309 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
BUT IT'S LIKE, HOW DO
YOU HANDLE IT IN A WAY

01:07:27.376 --> 01:07:31.447 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
WHERE IT'S NOT FEAR,
IT'S EMPOWERING?

01:07:31.514 --> 01:07:32.648 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
AND HOW DO YOU ALSO NOT,

01:07:32.715 --> 01:07:34.216 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
I DON'T WANT TO
OVEREMPHASIZE

01:07:34.283 --> 01:07:37.853 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
LIKE THIS IS DEMONIC AND
THEN MAKE IT ALL ABOUT,

01:07:37.920 --> 01:07:41.023 align:center line:79% position:50% size:33%
YOU KNOW, HOW
DO I SAY IT,

01:07:41.090 --> 01:07:42.825 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
LIKE AMPLIFYING THE DEVIL?

01:07:42.892 --> 01:07:45.060 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
JENNY: EXALTING
THE ENEMY.

01:07:45.127 --> 01:07:46.996 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
REBECCA: AND WE WERE
NOT LIKE AMPLIFYING GOD.

01:07:47.062 --> 01:07:48.564 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
HOW DO YOU WALK THAT?

01:07:48.631 --> 01:07:52.301 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
JENNY: WELL, THE BEST
ANSWER I HAVE WITH THAT

01:07:52.368 --> 01:07:54.103 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
IS THEY'RE
GOING TO GET IT

01:07:54.170 --> 01:07:58.040 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
FROM YOUR OWN PERSONAL
WALK WITH JESUS.

01:07:58.107 --> 01:08:01.544 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
I ALWAYS TELL PARENTS,
TAKE IT PUBLIC.

01:08:01.610 --> 01:08:03.846 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
SO IF I'M PRAYING IN MY
BEDROOM ALL THE TIME

01:08:03.913 --> 01:08:04.980 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
AND THEY DON'T SEE ME,

01:08:05.047 --> 01:08:06.982 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
I NEED TO MAKE SURE I'M
PRAYING IN THE KITCHEN.

01:08:07.049 --> 01:08:08.317 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
I'M PRAISING GOD.

01:08:08.384 --> 01:08:12.922 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
YOU KNOW, THEY'RE
SEEING ME WALK THIS OUT

01:08:12.988 --> 01:08:17.126 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
AND I'M USING MY VOICE IN
PRAYER IN FRONT OF THEM.

01:08:17.193 --> 01:08:18.294 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
AND I TELL THEM, HEY, IF
I FEEL SOMETHING

01:08:18.360 --> 01:08:19.428 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
FUNKY IN THE HOUSE,

01:08:19.495 --> 01:08:20.763 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
I'M JUST GONNA
TELL IT TO LEAVE,

01:08:20.830 --> 01:08:21.931 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
AND I'M NOT
TALKING TO YOU.

01:08:21.997 --> 01:08:23.699 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
[ LAUGHTER ]

01:08:23.766 --> 01:08:25.201 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
JENNY: SO THEY JUST
KNOW THIS IS MY MOM,

01:08:25.267 --> 01:08:25.968 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
THIS IS HER LIFESTYLE,

01:08:26.035 --> 01:08:29.538 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
THIS IS WHO SHE IS.

01:08:29.605 --> 01:08:30.573 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
AND YOUR KIDS
BEING SO YOUNG,

01:08:30.639 --> 01:08:31.507 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
YOU'LL SEE IT.

01:08:31.574 --> 01:08:32.708 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
THEY'LL PICK UP AND
YOU'LL BE LIKE,

01:08:32.775 --> 01:08:34.743 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
WHOA, THEY'RE
DOING WHAT I DO.

01:08:34.810 --> 01:08:38.047 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
BUT IF THEY DON'T EVER
SEE IT DEMONSTRATED,

01:08:38.113 --> 01:08:40.516 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
THEY CAN'T LIVE IT OUT.

01:08:40.583 --> 01:08:41.550 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
REBECCA: BECAUSE YOU
CAN MAKE YOUR QUIET TIME

01:08:41.617 --> 01:08:42.818 align:center line:85% position:50% size:28%
SO PRIVATE.

01:08:42.885 --> 01:08:44.820 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
SO IT'S GOOD TO
INVITE THEM INTO THAT.

01:08:44.887 --> 01:08:46.121 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
JENNY: MY
BIGGEST THING IS

01:08:46.188 --> 01:08:47.656 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
OKAY, WE'RE AT CHURCH,

01:08:47.723 --> 01:08:49.959 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
MY KIDS COME OUT
AFTER KIDS CHURCH,

01:08:50.025 --> 01:08:51.193 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
I'M PRAYING FOR
PEOPLE AT THE ALTAR.

01:08:51.260 --> 01:08:52.595 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
THEY'RE HOLDING
ON TO MY LEG

01:08:52.661 --> 01:08:55.297 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
AND THEY'RE WATCHING
ME PRAY FOR SOMEBODY,

01:08:55.364 --> 01:08:56.499 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
AND THEY SEE MIRACLES,

01:08:56.565 --> 01:08:58.234 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
THEY'VE SEEN AMAZING
THINGS HAPPEN.

01:08:58.300 --> 01:08:59.468 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
NOW WE'RE AT THE
GROCERY STORE,

01:08:59.535 --> 01:09:00.970 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
STANDING NEXT TO
SOMEBODY IN LINE.

01:09:01.036 --> 01:09:01.770 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
HEY, HOW ARE YOU?

01:09:01.837 --> 01:09:02.838 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
OH, I HAVE A
TERRIBLE HEADACHE.

01:09:02.905 --> 01:09:04.406 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
OH, I'M SORRY.

01:09:04.473 --> 01:09:06.041 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
I NEVER WANT
MY KIDS TO GO.

01:09:06.108 --> 01:09:07.776 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
OH, INTERESTING.
OKAY, SO I GET IT.

01:09:07.843 --> 01:09:10.546 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
GOD IS IN A
BUILDING AT CHURCH,

01:09:10.613 --> 01:09:12.214 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
BUT HE'S NOT AT
THE GROCERY STORE.

01:09:12.281 --> 01:09:15.217 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
REBECCA: OR THIS
IS ONLY FOR THIS AREA,

01:09:15.284 --> 01:09:16.318 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
NOT OUTSIDE.

01:09:16.385 --> 01:09:17.253 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
JENNY: YEAH.

01:09:17.319 --> 01:09:18.754 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND I THINK THAT'S
ONE OF THE REASONS

01:09:18.821 --> 01:09:21.490 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
WE ARE IN A MESS
IN OUR COUNTRY.

01:09:21.557 --> 01:09:24.593 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
IS BECAUSE WE HAVE
GOD ON SUNDAY MORNING

01:09:24.660 --> 01:09:26.195 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
AT OUR 9 OR 11 SERVICE,

01:09:26.262 --> 01:09:28.063 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
AND WE SAY IT'S
ENOUGH TO BE -

01:09:28.130 --> 01:09:29.832 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
AND I'M USING BROAD
GENERALIZATIONS.

01:09:29.899 --> 01:09:31.000 align:center line:79% position:50% size:33%
NOT EVERYBODY
IS LIKE THIS.

01:09:31.066 --> 01:09:35.404 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
BUT IF WE DON'T
TAKE OUR TRUTH,

01:09:35.471 --> 01:09:36.739 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
WHAT WE BELIEVE, WHAT
WE'VE CONSECRATED

01:09:36.805 --> 01:09:37.573 align:center line:85% position:50% size:33%
OUR LIVES TO,

01:09:37.640 --> 01:09:39.308 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
AND TAKE IT INTO
THE PUBLIC,

01:09:39.375 --> 01:09:42.177 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
OUR CHILDREN ARE GONNA
HAVE A PARTIAL FAITH.

01:09:42.244 --> 01:09:45.514 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
IT'S LIKE, YOU KNOW,
MOMS WHO DIDN'T

01:09:45.581 --> 01:09:47.950 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
BRING THEIR FAITH FULLY
OUT IN FULLY FRONT

01:09:48.017 --> 01:09:49.451 align:center line:85% position:50% size:45%
OF THEIR CHILDREN,

01:09:49.518 --> 01:09:52.454 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
AND THEY DIDN'T SEE GOD
EVERYWHERE THEIR MOM WENT.

01:09:52.521 --> 01:09:54.657 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
WHY WOULD THEY TAKE GOD TO
THEIR UNIVERSITY CAMPUS

01:09:54.723 --> 01:09:56.492 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
WHEN THEY GO TO COLLEGE?

01:09:56.559 --> 01:09:57.726 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
REBECCA: THAT'S
SUCH A GOOD POINT.

01:09:57.793 --> 01:09:59.128 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
JENNY: NO, BUT WHEN
I GO HOME AND VISIT,

01:09:59.194 --> 01:10:00.663 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
GOD WILL BE AT MY
CHURCH I GREW UP IN,

01:10:00.729 --> 01:10:02.131 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
BUT HE'S NOT
GONNA BE WITH ME.

01:10:02.197 --> 01:10:04.433 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
SO IT'S LIKE WE
SHOULDN'T BE SURPRISED

01:10:04.500 --> 01:10:07.269 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
THAT OUR CHILDREN DON'T
HAVE RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD

01:10:07.336 --> 01:10:09.204 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
OUTSIDE THE CHURCH
IF WE DON'T

01:10:09.271 --> 01:10:10.940 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
AND WE DEMONSTRATE IT.

01:10:11.006 --> 01:10:11.941 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
REBECCA: AND TOO,
BECAUSE IT WAS KIND OF

01:10:12.007 --> 01:10:13.542 align:center line:85% position:50% size:33%
TAUGHT TO US,

01:10:13.609 --> 01:10:15.911 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
NOT BY MY PARENTS BUT
LIKE THROUGH SOCIETY

01:10:15.978 --> 01:10:19.315 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
IT'S SO STRONGLY
LIKE PUSHED, TOO,

01:10:19.381 --> 01:10:20.316 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
THAT THE GOSPEL'S
OFFENSIVE,

01:10:20.382 --> 01:10:21.450 align:center line:85% position:50% size:45%
JESUS IS OFFENSIVE

01:10:21.517 --> 01:10:22.585 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
SO IT'S LIKE DON'T -

01:10:22.651 --> 01:10:24.653 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
THEY PUSH YOU OUT
OF EVERYTHING.

01:10:24.720 --> 01:10:26.989 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
I REMEMBER I STRUGGLED
WITH FEELING LIKE

01:10:27.056 --> 01:10:28.123 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
OH, THIS IS OFFENSIVE,

01:10:28.190 --> 01:10:29.291 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
IT'S GONNA MAKE
PEOPLE MAD,

01:10:29.358 --> 01:10:31.393 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
LIKE I CAN'T SHARE
IT, YOU KNOW.

01:10:31.460 --> 01:10:33.028 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
AND I HAD TO LEARN LIKE,

01:10:33.095 --> 01:10:34.697 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
JUST BECAUSE OTHER PEOPLE

01:10:34.763 --> 01:10:37.333 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
IN THE SECULAR
WORLD PUSH OUT,

01:10:37.399 --> 01:10:39.702 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
DOESN'T MEAN THAT
YOU HIDE WHO YOU ARE.

01:10:39.768 --> 01:10:40.536 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
JENNY: THAT'S RIGHT.

01:10:40.603 --> 01:10:41.437 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
REBECCA: THIS
IS WHO YOU ARE.

01:10:41.503 --> 01:10:42.805 align:center line:79% position:50% size:33%
SO FOR YOU TO
NOT SHARE IT

01:10:42.871 --> 01:10:44.740 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
IS LIKE HOLDING
BACK WHO YOU ARE.

01:10:44.807 --> 01:10:46.742 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
BECAUSE IT'S JUST
TAUGHT FOR SO LONG,

01:10:46.809 --> 01:10:50.679 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
I THINK IT AFFECTED
OUR CULTURE IN AMERICA.

01:10:50.746 --> 01:10:51.880 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
THERE'S NO GOD IN SCHOOL.

01:10:51.947 --> 01:10:53.616 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
THERE'S NO GOD
IN THE WORKPLACE.

01:10:53.682 --> 01:10:54.883 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
BECAUSE THEY WOULD TRY
TO PUSH ALL THAT OUT.

01:10:54.950 --> 01:10:55.884 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
YOU CAN'T TALK
ABOUT THIS HERE.

01:10:55.951 --> 01:10:56.952 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
JENNY: IT'S A SPIRIT.

01:10:57.019 --> 01:10:58.821 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
REBECCA: YEAH, IT IS,
AN ANTICHRIST SPIRIT.

01:10:58.887 --> 01:11:02.224 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
AND SO IT JUST, EVEN
SUBCONSCIOUSLY,

01:11:02.291 --> 01:11:03.058 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
IT LIKE CAN
MAKE YOU THINK,

01:11:03.125 --> 01:11:03.993 align:center line:85% position:50% size:33%
OH, I'M NOT -

01:11:04.059 --> 01:11:05.961 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
I'M NOT GONNA
TALK ABOUT THIS.

01:11:06.028 --> 01:11:07.830 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
THE SAME WAY HOW
CANCEL CULTURE,

01:11:07.896 --> 01:11:09.098 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
YOU KNOW, GROUPS PEOPLE.

01:11:09.164 --> 01:11:10.466 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
I CAN'T EVER
SPEAK THE TRUTH.

01:11:10.532 --> 01:11:13.535 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
IT'S LIKE, NO, YOU
CANNOT LET THAT STOP YOU.

01:11:13.602 --> 01:11:14.937 align:center line:69% position:50% size:60%
AND THAT'S ALSO SO GOOD.

01:11:15.004 --> 01:11:16.772 align:center line:63% position:50% size:50%
IT'S LIKE YOU HAVE
TO MODEL WHO YOU ARE

01:11:16.839 --> 01:11:18.273 align:center line:69% position:50% size:45%
EVERYWHERE YOU GO.

01:11:18.340 --> 01:11:19.708 align:center line:69% position:50% size:60%
AND I THINK IT'S BIG ON,

01:11:19.775 --> 01:11:21.310 align:center line:63% position:50% size:48%
IT'S LIKE IF YOU
HAVE A FEAR OF MAN,

01:11:21.377 --> 01:11:23.379 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
THAT YOU DON'T WANT
TO TALK TO PEOPLE,

01:11:23.445 --> 01:11:25.114 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
THEY'RE GONNA HAVE
A FEAR OF MAN.

01:11:25.180 --> 01:11:26.749 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
THEY DON'T WANT
TO TALK TO PEOPLE.

01:11:26.815 --> 01:11:27.616 align:center line:85% position:50% size:33%
AND I GET IT.

01:11:27.683 --> 01:11:28.751 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
JENNY: THEY
INHERIT OUR FEARS

01:11:28.817 --> 01:11:30.519 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
AND THEY INHERIT
OUR PROMISES.

01:11:30.586 --> 01:11:31.387 align:center line:79% position:50% size:30%
REBECCA: OH,
THAT'S GOOD.

01:11:31.453 --> 01:11:32.388 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
JENNY: AND
WHAT WE LIVE OUT,

01:11:32.454 --> 01:11:34.023 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
THEY LIVE OUT WHAT
THEY SEE AND FEEL,

01:11:34.089 --> 01:11:36.759 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
AND A LOT OF
THIS IS CAUGHT.

01:11:36.825 --> 01:11:38.193 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
REBECCA: WE JUST
HAVEN'T TAUGHT.

01:11:38.260 --> 01:11:38.961 align:center line:85% position:50% size:33%
JENNY: IT IS.

01:11:39.028 --> 01:11:40.129 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
REBECCA: THAT'S TRUE.

01:11:40.195 --> 01:11:40.929 align:center line:79% position:50% size:68%
JENNY: AND SO YOU CAN
SAY SOMETHING ALL DAY LONG,

01:11:40.996 --> 01:11:42.031 align:center line:79% position:50% size:33%
BUT IF YOU'RE
NOT LIVING IT

01:11:42.097 --> 01:11:44.700 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
IT'S PROBABLY GONNA
BE OF LITTLE EFFECT

01:11:44.767 --> 01:11:46.335 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
JUST TO TEACH AND NOT
LIVE IT OUT YOURSELF.

01:11:46.402 --> 01:11:48.370 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
AND THAT'S
RELIGION, YOU KNOW.

01:11:48.437 --> 01:11:50.305 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
SO DEMONSTRATE -

01:11:50.372 --> 01:11:51.373 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
THIS IS CHALLENGING.

01:11:51.440 --> 01:11:53.142 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
THIS IS WHY KIDS
ARE SO CHALLENGING.

01:11:53.208 --> 01:11:54.476 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
BECAUSE YOU WANT
THEM TO BELIEVE

01:11:54.543 --> 01:11:56.779 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
AND HAVE COURAGE
AND BE BOLD,

01:11:56.845 --> 01:11:58.280 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
BUT THAT MEANS
WE HAVE TO BE.

01:11:58.347 --> 01:11:59.148 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
REBECCA: I KNOW.

01:11:59.214 --> 01:12:00.783 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
JENNY: BUT THAT'S
A GOOD MOTIVATOR.

01:12:00.849 --> 01:12:01.750 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
THE OTHER THING, TOO, IS

01:12:01.817 --> 01:12:03.252 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
I THINK ONE OF THE
RESPONSES WE'VE HAD

01:12:03.318 --> 01:12:05.220 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
AS CHRISTIANS,

01:12:05.287 --> 01:12:07.690 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
WITH THIS WHOLE, LIKE,
DON'T SPEAK ABOUT JESUS,

01:12:07.756 --> 01:12:09.425 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
AND IT'S LIKE, OKAY, SO
NOW WHAT I'M GONNA DO,

01:12:09.491 --> 01:12:10.893 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
IS I'M JUST GONNA BE NICE.

01:12:10.959 --> 01:12:11.960 align:center line:85% position:50% size:68%
I'M GONNA BE A NICE PERSON,

01:12:12.027 --> 01:12:14.229 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
AND SOMEHOW IF I'M
NICE ENOUGH TO PEOPLE,

01:12:14.296 --> 01:12:16.965 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
THAT MAKES
JESUS LOOK GOOD.

01:12:17.032 --> 01:12:20.369 align:center line:79% position:50% size:73%
AND SO IT'S LIKE THIS
UNHOLY ALLEGIANCE TO BE NICE.

01:12:20.436 --> 01:12:21.170 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
REBECCA: I KNOW.

01:12:21.236 --> 01:12:22.404 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
JENNY: AND
GOD ISN'T NICE.

01:12:22.471 --> 01:12:23.872 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
GOD IS KIND.

01:12:23.939 --> 01:12:24.773 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
A BIG DIFFERENCE.

01:12:24.840 --> 01:12:26.508 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
THE WORD NICE IN ITS
ORIGINAL ROOT

01:12:26.575 --> 01:12:29.411 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
ACTUALLY MEANS
FOOLISH AND STUPID.

01:12:29.478 --> 01:12:32.081 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
SO IF WE'VE MADE
AN ALLEGIANCE TO

01:12:32.147 --> 01:12:33.649 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
IF I'M JUST NICE,

01:12:33.716 --> 01:12:34.917 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
'CAUSE WE'VE KIND OF
MADE UP FOR LIKE,

01:12:34.983 --> 01:12:36.218 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
OKAY, I'M NOT GONNA
OFFEND PEOPLE WITH JESUS,

01:12:36.285 --> 01:12:37.453 align:center line:85% position:50% size:45%
I'LL JUST BE NICE.

01:12:37.519 --> 01:12:39.588 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
IT'S LIKE THIS
COUNTERFEIT REPLACEMENT

01:12:39.655 --> 01:12:42.124 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
FOR GOING WITH THE
TRUTH THAT WE KNOW

01:12:42.191 --> 01:12:44.727 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
IN BOLDNESS AND
COURAGE AND LOVE.

01:12:44.793 --> 01:12:45.994 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND SO I JUST WANT
TO CHALLENGE THAT

01:12:46.061 --> 01:12:49.098 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
TO ANYBODY LISTENING
IS, BREAK UP WITH NICE.

01:12:49.164 --> 01:12:50.532 align:center line:79% position:50% size:33%
BREAK UP WITH
NICE AND SAY,

01:12:50.599 --> 01:12:51.767 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
GOD, I WILL HAVE NOTHING
TO DO WITH THAT,

01:12:51.834 --> 01:12:52.968 align:center line:79% position:50% size:33%
BUT I WILL GO
IN KINDNESS,

01:12:53.035 --> 01:12:54.470 align:center line:85% position:50% size:45%
I WILL GO IN LOVE.

01:12:54.536 --> 01:12:56.538 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
BUT I HAVE TO LOOK
AT SOMEBODY AND SAY,

01:12:56.605 --> 01:12:59.708 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
I WOULD RATHER TELL YOU
ABOUT THIS MAN JESUS

01:12:59.775 --> 01:13:01.176 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
AND HOW MUCH HE LOVES YOU

01:13:01.243 --> 01:13:03.679 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
THAN HAVE YOU LIKE ME.

01:13:03.746 --> 01:13:06.882 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
YOU KNOW, SOMETIMES
WE CARE -

01:13:06.949 --> 01:13:09.284 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
THIS IS GONNA
SOUND REALLY HARSH.

01:13:09.351 --> 01:13:11.620 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
BUT, AND I'VE CONFRONTED
THIS IN MYSELF.

01:13:11.687 --> 01:13:14.089 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
DO I CARE MORE THAT
THAT PERSON LIKES ME

01:13:14.156 --> 01:13:16.158 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
THAN I CARE THAT THEY
MIGHT BE GOING TO HELL?

01:13:16.225 --> 01:13:17.893 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
REBECCA: YEAH.

01:13:17.960 --> 01:13:19.161 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
JENNY: THOSE ARE THE
KINDS OF THINGS I'VE HAD

01:13:19.228 --> 01:13:20.329 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
TO ASK MYSELF.

01:13:20.395 --> 01:13:21.864 align:center line:79% position:50% size:68%
WE JUST WENT THROUGH A
COFFEE STAND THE OTHER DAY,

01:13:21.930 --> 01:13:22.831 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
AND MY LITTLE MERCY,

01:13:22.898 --> 01:13:23.966 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
HER MIDDLE NAME IS
EVANGELINE BECAUSE

01:13:24.032 --> 01:13:25.033 align:center line:85% position:50% size:75%
WHEN I WAS PREGNANT WITH HER -

01:13:25.100 --> 01:13:26.034 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
REBECCA: I
LOVE THAT NAME.

01:13:26.101 --> 01:13:26.869 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
JENNY: THANK YOU.

01:13:26.935 --> 01:13:27.903 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
WHEN I WAS
PREGNANT WITH HER,

01:13:27.970 --> 01:13:28.771 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
I SAID, LORD, TELL
ME ABOUT THIS BABY.

01:13:28.837 --> 01:13:30.472 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
AND HE SAID, SHE
IS AN EVANGELIST.

01:13:30.539 --> 01:13:31.907 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
SO AS SOON AS SECOND TALK
SHE WOULD ASK PEOPLE,

01:13:31.974 --> 01:13:33.375 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
DO YOU KNOW JESUS?
DO YOU KNOW JESUS?

01:13:33.442 --> 01:13:35.377 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
SO WE'RE GOING THROUGH
THE COFFEE LINE -

01:13:35.444 --> 01:13:37.179 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
REBECCA: WHICH AS A MOM -

01:13:37.246 --> 01:13:39.181 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
JENNY: AND I HAVEN'T
REALLY RAN IN THAT.

01:13:39.248 --> 01:13:40.849 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
I'M LIKE A SNEAK ATTACK.

01:13:40.916 --> 01:13:41.884 align:center line:79% position:50% size:33%
IN BUSINESS I
WAS THIS WAY.

01:13:41.950 --> 01:13:43.352 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
AND I COULD KIND OF -

01:13:43.418 --> 01:13:44.553 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
BUT I WASN'T LIKE
A STRAIGHT -

01:13:44.620 --> 01:13:46.288 align:center line:63% position:50% size:53%
LIKE STREET
EVANGELIST, YOU KNOW.

01:13:46.355 --> 01:13:47.589 align:center line:63% position:50% size:48%
AND SO I'M GOING TO
THE COFFEE SHOP

01:13:47.656 --> 01:13:49.024 align:center line:63% position:50% size:38%
AND THIS IS
NORMAL FOR HER,

01:13:49.091 --> 01:13:50.425 align:center line:63% position:50% size:45%
AND I'M EXCHANGING
THE CREDIT CARD.

01:13:50.492 --> 01:13:51.760 align:center line:63% position:50% size:45%
AND SHE'S IN THE
BACK, SHE'S SEVEN.

01:13:51.827 --> 01:13:53.962 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
MOM, ASK HER IF
SHE KNOWS JESUS.

01:13:54.029 --> 01:13:55.164 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
AND SHE CAUGHT
ME OFFGUARD.

01:13:55.230 --> 01:13:56.698 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
I DIDN'T HAVE LIKE A
WARMUP OR WHATEVER.

01:13:56.765 --> 01:13:58.967 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
AND WE DROVE OFF AND I
SAID, HONEY, I'M SO SORRY.

01:13:59.034 --> 01:14:00.035 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
WE HAVE TO GO BACK.

01:14:00.102 --> 01:14:03.138 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
YOU KIND OF CAUGHT ME
OFFGUARD A LITTLE BIT.

01:14:03.205 --> 01:14:05.040 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
REBECCA: GOOD ON YOU
FOR GOING BACK, THOUGH.

01:14:05.107 --> 01:14:05.841 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
YOU COULD HAVE BEEN
LIKE IT'S OKAY,

01:14:05.908 --> 01:14:07.576 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
WE CAN GO BACK
ANOTHER TIME.

01:14:07.643 --> 01:14:09.478 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
BECAUSE YOU CAN JUST
BRUSH IT OFF SO EASILY.

01:14:09.545 --> 01:14:10.646 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
SO YOU WENT BACK?

01:14:10.712 --> 01:14:12.181 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
JENNY: NOT YET, IT JUST
HAPPENED THE OTHER DAY.

01:14:12.247 --> 01:14:13.315 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
BUT NOW THAT
YOU SAID THAT,

01:14:13.382 --> 01:14:14.850 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
I'M SUPER ACCOUNTABLE.

01:14:14.917 --> 01:14:15.717 align:center line:85% position:50% size:33%
REBECCA: YES.

01:14:15.784 --> 01:14:17.386 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
JENNY: BUT REALLY
TRULY, SERIOUSLY,

01:14:17.452 --> 01:14:20.522 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
AND I WAS LIKE, YOU KNOW,
HOPEFULLY THAT GIRL

01:14:20.589 --> 01:14:22.124 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
DOES KNOW JESUS
AND WE'LL GO BACK.

01:14:22.191 --> 01:14:24.259 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
BUT MOSTLY FOR MERCY,

01:14:24.326 --> 01:14:27.262 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
I WANT TO DEMONSTRATE
THE KIND OF COURAGE

01:14:27.329 --> 01:14:28.597 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
I WANT HER TO HAVE.

01:14:28.664 --> 01:14:29.431 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
REBECCA: YEAH.

01:14:29.498 --> 01:14:30.666 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
JENNY: AS AN ADULT.

01:14:30.732 --> 01:14:32.100 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
SO ANYWAYS, MOTHERS,
WE GET TO DO THIS.

01:14:32.167 --> 01:14:34.536 align:center line:79% position:50% size:70%
THIS IS THE DISCIPLESHIP
PROCESS WE'RE TALKING ABOUT.

01:14:34.603 --> 01:14:37.239 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
REBECCA: AND IT'S NOT
STIFLING THAT WITHIN HER.

01:14:37.306 --> 01:14:38.307 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
JENNY: YEAH.

01:14:38.373 --> 01:14:39.975 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
REBECCA: BECAUSE YOU
ALMOST WOULD, YOU KNOW,

01:14:40.042 --> 01:14:42.177 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
BECAUSE YOU DON'T
ALWAYS HAVE TO ASK,

01:14:42.244 --> 01:14:43.745 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
BUT YOU DON'T WANT
TO STIFLE THAT.

01:14:43.812 --> 01:14:45.581 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
IT'S A GOOD
THING, YOU KNOW.

01:14:45.647 --> 01:14:46.548 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
SO YOU'RE STEWARDING IT

01:14:46.615 --> 01:14:47.883 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
INSTEAD OF STIFLING THAT

01:14:47.950 --> 01:14:48.717 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
EVEN THOUGH IT
PUTS YOU IN A

01:14:48.784 --> 01:14:49.885 align:center line:85% position:50% size:68%
SOCIALLY AWKWARD SITUATION.

01:14:49.952 --> 01:14:51.153 align:center line:79% position:50% size:70%
JENNY: OH, I WAS LIKE,
COULDN'T YOU HAVE SAID THAT,

01:14:51.220 --> 01:14:53.188 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
WHEN WE WERE LIKE
A COUPLE CARS BACK

01:14:53.255 --> 01:14:54.857 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
AND I COULD
JUST LIKE, OKAY,

01:14:54.923 --> 01:14:55.824 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
SO WHAT I'M GONNA DO.

01:14:55.891 --> 01:14:57.326 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
REBECCA: YEAH, LIKE
GIVE ME SOME PREP.

01:14:57.392 --> 01:14:58.393 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
JENNY: I DID
TELL HER THAT.

01:14:58.460 --> 01:14:59.895 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
I SAID YOU'VE GOT TO SAY
THAT A LITTLE EARLIER

01:14:59.962 --> 01:15:00.796 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
THAN WHEN WE GET
TO THE WINDOW

01:15:00.863 --> 01:15:02.364 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
AND SHE'S RIGHT THERE.

01:15:02.431 --> 01:15:03.665 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
AND WE'RE LIKE, SHE'S
GIVING ME MY RECEIPT

01:15:03.732 --> 01:15:04.566 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
AND I'M DRIVING OFF.

01:15:04.633 --> 01:15:05.167 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
JENNY: YOU'RE IN
OREGON, TOO, RIGHT?

01:15:05.234 --> 01:15:06.068 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
JENNY: YEAH.

01:15:06.134 --> 01:15:07.069 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
REBECCA: OKAY.

01:15:07.135 --> 01:15:08.170 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
SO THAT'S ANOTHER
THING IN AND OF ITSELF.

01:15:08.237 --> 01:15:09.471 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
THAT'S A LITTLE DIFFERENT.

01:15:09.538 --> 01:15:10.606 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
THAT'S NOT PROBABLY -

01:15:10.672 --> 01:15:13.141 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
IT'S PROBABLY NOT NEARLY
AS CULTURALLY AS CHRISTIAN

01:15:13.208 --> 01:15:14.042 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
AS LIKE
HERE IN TEXAS.

01:15:14.109 --> 01:15:15.677 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
JENNY: NO, NO.

01:15:15.744 --> 01:15:16.812 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
NO, WE'RE GETTING THERE.

01:15:16.879 --> 01:15:17.679 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
REBECCA: SO I WOULD
FEEL EXTRA PRESSURE

01:15:17.746 --> 01:15:19.014 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
IN THAT SITUATION

01:15:19.081 --> 01:15:20.449 align:center line:79% position:50% size:73%
BECAUSE IT'S JUST A DIFFERENT
MENTALITY OUT THERE.

01:15:20.515 --> 01:15:21.350 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
JENNY: YEAH.

01:15:21.416 --> 01:15:22.484 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
REBECCA: OH, MY GOODNESS.

01:15:22.551 --> 01:15:23.552 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
THAT'S SO SWEET, THOUGH.

01:15:23.619 --> 01:15:26.488 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
I LOVE THAT.
THAT'S SO GOOD.

01:15:26.555 --> 01:15:28.056 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
SO YOU GOT TO MODEL IT

01:15:28.123 --> 01:15:29.258 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
AND YOU'VE GOT TO STEWARD

01:15:29.324 --> 01:15:31.460 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
HOW GOD'S CALLED
THEM TO BE.

01:15:31.526 --> 01:15:32.794 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
AND THAT'S JUST
SO BEAUTIFUL.

01:15:32.861 --> 01:15:33.729 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
JENNY: EITHER THAT, OR
SOMEBODY ELSE

01:15:33.795 --> 01:15:35.831 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
GETS TO BE THEIR HERO.

01:15:35.898 --> 01:15:36.999 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
YOU KNOW, WHICH
IS FINE, TOO.

01:15:37.065 --> 01:15:38.166 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
LIKE IF THEY -

01:15:38.233 --> 01:15:39.668 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
WE NEED TO BE
AROUND PEOPLE.

01:15:39.735 --> 01:15:43.305 align:center line:79% position:50% size:73%
WE NEED TO HAVE FRIENDS
THAT ARE HEROIC IN THE FAITH.

01:15:43.372 --> 01:15:45.140 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
I JUST DON'T WANT
IT EVER TO BE LIKE,

01:15:45.207 --> 01:15:48.477 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
YEAH, MY MOM, LIKE, SHE
SAID A LOT OF STUFF,

01:15:48.543 --> 01:15:50.379 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
BUT IT WAS THIS GIRL THAT
REALLY CHANGED MY LIFE.

01:15:50.445 --> 01:15:51.580 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND I SAW IT
WALKED OUT IN HER.

01:15:51.647 --> 01:15:53.215 align:center line:85% position:50% size:45%
WOULD YOU BE OKAY?

01:15:53.282 --> 01:15:55.050 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
YEAH, WHOEVER THAT IS
THEY'RE SPEAKING OF,

01:15:55.117 --> 01:15:56.385 align:center line:85% position:50% size:38%
THAT'S AWESOME.

01:15:56.451 --> 01:15:59.087 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
I JUST DON'T WANT THAT.

01:15:59.154 --> 01:16:00.522 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
REBECCA: NO.

01:16:00.589 --> 01:16:05.961 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
JENNY: I DIDN'T BECOME
A MOM TO NOT PAVE THE WAY.

01:16:06.028 --> 01:16:06.795 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
REBECCA: YEAH. WHAT
I WAS THINKING, TOO,

01:16:06.862 --> 01:16:08.931 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
A LOT OF MY PARENTS,

01:16:08.997 --> 01:16:12.200 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
I CAUGHT A LOT OF -

01:16:12.267 --> 01:16:13.201 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
JENNY: OF
DIFFERENT ANGLES, TOO.

01:16:13.268 --> 01:16:14.202 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
REBECCA: AND I THINK
THE BIGGEST THING I

01:16:14.269 --> 01:16:16.271 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
LEARNED FROM THEM WAS

01:16:16.338 --> 01:16:18.073 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
LIKE COMPLETE SURRENDER,

01:16:18.140 --> 01:16:20.175 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
TOTAL OBEDIENCE.

01:16:20.242 --> 01:16:21.043 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
JENNY: THAT'S THE BEST.

01:16:21.109 --> 01:16:21.810 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
REBECCA: LIVING
A LIFE OF FAITH.

01:16:21.877 --> 01:16:23.011 align:center line:85% position:50% size:13%
YEAH.

01:16:23.078 --> 01:16:25.614 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
AND I KNEW, EVEN
WHEN I WAS 18

01:16:25.681 --> 01:16:26.748 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
AND I WAS GOING TO COLLEGE

01:16:26.815 --> 01:16:28.884 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
AND I WAS NOT SURRENDERED
TO GOD AT THIS POINT,

01:16:28.951 --> 01:16:30.752 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
I KNEW THAT THE BEST LIFE

01:16:30.819 --> 01:16:31.887 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
WAS A LIFE -

01:16:31.954 --> 01:16:34.489 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
THE BEST LIFE WAS A LIFE
OF OBEDIENCE TO GOD.

01:16:34.556 --> 01:16:35.691 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
AND SO I KNEW,
IT'S LIKE, OKAY,

01:16:35.757 --> 01:16:36.925 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
HERE ARE THESE
UNIVERSITIES,

01:16:36.992 --> 01:16:38.527 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
BUT I WANT TO GO WHERE
GOD WANTS ME TO BE.

01:16:38.593 --> 01:16:40.228 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
LIKE I UNDERSTOOD THAT
BECAUSE I HAD SEEN THEM

01:16:40.295 --> 01:16:41.930 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
WALK IN THAT FOR YEARS.

01:16:41.997 --> 01:16:42.965 align:center line:85% position:50% size:23%
SO, YEAH.

01:16:43.031 --> 01:16:44.900 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
AND YOU LEARN, IT'S
LIKE, YOU MIGHT NOT EVEN

01:16:44.967 --> 01:16:46.535 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
UNDERSTAND SO MUCH OF IT

01:16:46.601 --> 01:16:47.970 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
UNTIL LATER IN LIFE.

01:16:48.036 --> 01:16:49.571 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
AND THEN YOU'RE IN THAT
POSITION YOURSELF,

01:16:49.638 --> 01:16:51.139 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
AND YOU'RE GRATEFUL
BECAUSE YOU'RE LIKE,

01:16:51.206 --> 01:16:53.208 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
OH, MY GOSH,
THIS IS SO HARD.

01:16:53.275 --> 01:16:55.110 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
I'M SO PROUD OF
THEM FOR DOING THIS.

01:16:55.177 --> 01:16:56.178 align:center line:85% position:50% size:38%
JENNY: TOTALLY.

01:16:56.244 --> 01:16:58.747 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
REBECCA: AND SO - AND I
WILL SAY WITH MY DAD

01:16:58.814 --> 01:17:00.048 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
GOING TO HEAVEN,

01:17:00.115 --> 01:17:02.918 align:center line:79% position:50% size:68%
IT'S SO WEIRD, I DON'T
KNOW WHAT IT IS ABOUT THEM,

01:17:02.985 --> 01:17:06.221 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
LIKE SOMEONE GRADUATING
TO ETERNITY,

01:17:06.288 --> 01:17:08.323 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
BUT SO MUCH CAME
INTO PERSPECTIVE.

01:17:08.390 --> 01:17:09.524 align:center line:85% position:50% size:45%
JENNY: WOW, I BET.

01:17:09.591 --> 01:17:11.293 align:center line:85% position:50% size:78%
REBECCA: YEAH, WHEN HE WENT ON.

01:17:11.360 --> 01:17:12.327 align:center line:85% position:50% size:25%
IT'S WILD.

01:17:12.394 --> 01:17:13.462 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
IT JUST BLOWS MY MIND.

01:17:13.528 --> 01:17:15.263 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT IS.

01:17:15.330 --> 01:17:16.898 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
IT'S JUST SO MUCH
OF WHAT MY DAD,

01:17:16.965 --> 01:17:18.467 align:center line:85% position:50% size:38%
WHO MY DAD WAS,

01:17:18.533 --> 01:17:21.470 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
WHAT HE DID, AND IT JUST
GAVE ME SUCH GRATITUDE,

01:17:21.536 --> 01:17:22.637 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
AND A RESPECT.

01:17:22.704 --> 01:17:26.375 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
AND EVEN LIKE LEGACY,
SO MUCH MORE LEGACY.

01:17:26.441 --> 01:17:28.310 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
LIKE MADE MORE, IT WAS
MORE APPARENT TO ME

01:17:28.377 --> 01:17:29.511 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
WHEN HE WENT ON,

01:17:29.578 --> 01:17:31.513 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
AND THEN THAT, OKAY,
I WANT TO KEEP GOING.

01:17:31.580 --> 01:17:33.682 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
LIKE HE PUT THAT IN ME.

01:17:33.749 --> 01:17:36.551 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
LIKE GOD PUT THAT
IN ME THROUGH HIM.

01:17:36.618 --> 01:17:38.353 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
AND IT'S JUST WILD.

01:17:38.420 --> 01:17:39.821 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
I DON'T KNOW,
IT'S REALLY COOL.

01:17:39.888 --> 01:17:40.622 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
JENNY: HE
PASSED THE TORCH.

01:17:40.689 --> 01:17:41.590 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
REBECCA: AND
THEN I'M LIKE,

01:17:41.656 --> 01:17:42.624 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
I WANT TO KEEP GOING.

01:17:42.691 --> 01:17:44.126 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
AND I'M LIKE, WOW, I
NEVER WOULD HAVE THOUGHT

01:17:44.192 --> 01:17:46.661 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
I WOULD HAVE BEEN SO LIKE
FOCUSED AND DETERMINED

01:17:46.728 --> 01:17:48.263 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
TO LIKE, OKAY,
I'M GONNA DO THIS.

01:17:48.330 --> 01:17:50.265 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
AND THEN LIKE I WAS
SAYING EARLIER,

01:17:50.332 --> 01:17:52.267 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
YOU THINK ABOUT THE GREAT
CLOUD OF WITNESSES,

01:17:52.334 --> 01:17:53.869 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
AND ONE OF MY
FAVORITE SERMONS,

01:17:53.935 --> 01:17:56.571 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
TALKING ABOUT MOURNING
AND GRIEVING AND ALL THAT

01:17:56.638 --> 01:17:58.507 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
WAS ACTUALLY BILL JOHNSON,

01:17:58.573 --> 01:18:00.075 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
WHEN HE TALKED
ABOUT AFTER,

01:18:00.142 --> 01:18:00.909 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
I THINK IT WAS THE
FIRST TIME HE PREACHED

01:18:00.976 --> 01:18:02.811 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
AFTER HIS WIFE PASSED.

01:18:02.878 --> 01:18:04.646 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND HE PREACHED
SUCH A GOOD SERMON

01:18:04.713 --> 01:18:06.581 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
ON MOURNING AND ALL
OF THOSE THINGS.

01:18:06.648 --> 01:18:09.718 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
AND IT WAS JUST SO,
LIKE HEAVEN-MINDED,

01:18:09.785 --> 01:18:11.319 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
AND IT WAS SO ENCOURAGING.

01:18:11.386 --> 01:18:13.021 align:center line:85% position:50% size:45%
BUT HE SAID THAT -

01:18:13.088 --> 01:18:15.023 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
HE SAID THAT THE GREAT
CLOUD OF WITNESSES,

01:18:15.090 --> 01:18:16.658 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
IT'S LIKE A RELAY RACE,

01:18:16.725 --> 01:18:18.260 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
AND SO IT'S LIKE WHEN
YOU'RE WATCHING

01:18:18.326 --> 01:18:19.294 align:center line:85% position:50% size:33%
A RELAY RACE,

01:18:19.361 --> 01:18:22.497 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
EVEN THOUGH YOU'RE
NO LONGER RUNNING,

01:18:22.564 --> 01:18:23.598 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
YOU'VE PASSED THE BATON

01:18:23.665 --> 01:18:25.100 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
AND YOU ARE
CHEERING THEM ON

01:18:25.167 --> 01:18:26.835 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
BECAUSE YOU WANT THEM TO
GET TO THE FINISH LINE

01:18:26.902 --> 01:18:28.336 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
AND YOU WANT
THEM TO RUN WELL.

01:18:28.403 --> 01:18:29.838 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
AND SO IT'S LIKE THEY'RE
WATCHING YOU

01:18:29.905 --> 01:18:30.705 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
AND CHEERING YOU ON.

01:18:30.772 --> 01:18:31.740 align:center line:85% position:50% size:28%
JENNY: WOW.

01:18:31.807 --> 01:18:32.374 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
REBECCA: BECAUSE IT'S
LIKE THEIR OBEDIENCE

01:18:32.441 --> 01:18:33.341 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
AND THEIR THIS

01:18:33.408 --> 01:18:34.009 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
HAS AFFECTED YOUR LIFE

01:18:34.076 --> 01:18:35.177 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
AND NOW YOU'RE GOING.

01:18:35.243 --> 01:18:36.912 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
NOW, ARE YOU GONNA BE
OBEDIENT AND FAITHFUL?

01:18:36.978 --> 01:18:38.246 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
AND I WAS LIKE,
OH, MY GOSH,

01:18:38.313 --> 01:18:40.182 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
AND IT JUST
ENCOURAGED ME SO MUCH.

01:18:40.248 --> 01:18:42.651 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
SO OBVIOUSLY WE WANT TO
DO IT FOR THE LORD FIRST,

01:18:42.717 --> 01:18:44.619 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
BUT IT'S LIKE THAT'S
ANOTHER LAYER

01:18:44.686 --> 01:18:45.821 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
OF LIKE ENCOURAGEMENT,

01:18:45.887 --> 01:18:47.756 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
LIKE, OKAY, THEY
HAVE SACRIFICED,

01:18:47.823 --> 01:18:48.857 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
THEY'VE INSTILLED
THESE THINGS IN ME,

01:18:48.924 --> 01:18:49.791 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
NOW I WANT TO KEEP GOING.

01:18:49.858 --> 01:18:50.559 align:center line:85% position:50% size:38%
JENNY: COME ON.

01:18:50.625 --> 01:18:51.593 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
YOU WANT TO FINISH WELL.

01:18:51.660 --> 01:18:53.728 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
REBECCA: YOU WANT TO
FINISH WELL, EXACTLY.

01:18:53.795 --> 01:18:55.197 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
YOU DON'T WANT TO
JUST START WELL.

01:18:55.263 --> 01:18:56.064 align:center line:85% position:50% size:25%
JENNY: NO.

01:18:56.131 --> 01:18:56.932 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
REBECCA: YOU
WANT TO FINISH WELL.

01:18:56.998 --> 01:18:58.133 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
JENNY: THAT'S RIGHT.

01:18:58.200 --> 01:19:00.669 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
REBECCA: SO WE HAVE
BEEN TALKING FOR -

01:19:00.735 --> 01:19:01.770 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
IT'S SO FUNNY, THIS IS
GONNA BE LIKE

01:19:01.837 --> 01:19:03.472 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
A 30-MINUTE INTERVIEW.

01:19:03.538 --> 01:19:05.474 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
LIKE, I LITERALLY TOLD
MY PRODUCERS THAT,

01:19:05.540 --> 01:19:07.576 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
AND I THINK THIS HAS BEEN
ALMOST AN HOUR AND A HALF.

01:19:07.642 --> 01:19:10.479 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
SO I KNOW WE HAVE
TO WRAP SOON.

01:19:10.545 --> 01:19:12.714 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
SO WHAT DO YOU
WANT TO END ON?

01:19:12.781 --> 01:19:14.783 align:center line:63% position:50% size:58%
I NEVER DO THIS, BUT
WHAT IS THE THING LIKE,

01:19:14.850 --> 01:19:16.485 align:center line:63% position:50% size:45%
IF YOU WANT TO SAY
ONE LAST THING

01:19:16.551 --> 01:19:18.186 align:center line:63% position:50% size:43%
TO THE PEOPLE WHO
ARE LISTENING,

01:19:18.253 --> 01:19:20.288 align:center line:69% position:50% size:45%
WHAT IS THAT NOTE?

01:19:20.355 --> 01:19:22.624 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
WHICH IS THE MOST RANDOM
BALLPARK QUESTION.

01:19:22.691 --> 01:19:23.859 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
JENNY: NO, I THINK
IT'S REALLY GOOD.

01:19:23.925 --> 01:19:26.461 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
SO AS I'VE BEEN AROUND
PEOPLE LIKE YOURSELF

01:19:26.528 --> 01:19:29.998 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
THAT ARE JUST, GOD IS SO
INCREDIBLY PROUD OF YOU,

01:19:30.065 --> 01:19:31.967 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
AND HE'S CHEERING YOU ON,

01:19:32.033 --> 01:19:35.704 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
I SEE THAT
WOMEN RIGHT NOW

01:19:35.770 --> 01:19:39.674 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
ARE NOT JUST, YOU
KNOW, BY THEMSELVES

01:19:39.741 --> 01:19:40.709 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
AND GOD IS NOT SAYING,

01:19:40.775 --> 01:19:43.178 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
HEY, YOU KNOW, BE A GOOD
MOM, BE A GOOD WIFE.

01:19:43.245 --> 01:19:44.679 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
I THINK HE'S ALSO SAYING,

01:19:44.746 --> 01:19:47.115 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
WOMEN, YOU NEED TO
ASSEMBLE AS AN ARMY.

01:19:47.182 --> 01:19:48.350 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
REBECCA: YEAH.

01:19:48.416 --> 01:19:50.185 align:center line:79% position:50% size:73%
JENNY: SO IT'S NOT JUST
EVERYTHING WE'VE TALKED ABOUT

01:19:50.252 --> 01:19:51.620 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
UP UNTIL THIS POINT
BY OURSELVES,

01:19:51.686 --> 01:19:53.255 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
AND KIND OF HAVING A
GOOD FRIEND OR TWO.

01:19:53.321 --> 01:19:57.392 align:center line:79% position:50% size:70%
I BELIEVE THAT GOD IS
ASSEMBLING AN ARMY OF WOMEN,

01:19:57.459 --> 01:19:59.227 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
TO TURN AMERICA
BACK TO GOD.

01:19:59.294 --> 01:20:01.396 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
WE ARE IN THE
HOUR OF WOMEN.

01:20:01.463 --> 01:20:03.031 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
NOW, THERE'S MORDECAIS,
THERE'S MEN,

01:20:03.098 --> 01:20:04.499 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
BUT I CALL THE
MEN THE BOW,

01:20:04.566 --> 01:20:06.301 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
THE WOMEN ARE THE ARROWS.

01:20:06.368 --> 01:20:08.003 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
AND THE ARCHER IS GOD.

01:20:08.069 --> 01:20:09.871 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
THE ARCHER IS
THE HOLY SPIRIT.

01:20:09.938 --> 01:20:11.606 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
JUST SENDING
WOMEN'S VOICES OUT.

01:20:11.673 --> 01:20:12.941 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
AMERICA IS IN TROUBLE.

01:20:13.008 --> 01:20:14.743 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
AND I KNOW PEOPLE KNOW
THIS THAT ARE LISTENING.

01:20:14.809 --> 01:20:16.244 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
SOME OF US DON'T KNOW
THE DEGREE

01:20:16.311 --> 01:20:17.512 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
THAT OTHER PEOPLE KNOW

01:20:17.579 --> 01:20:20.148 align:center line:79% position:50% size:73%
DEPENDING ON, YOU KNOW,
HOW MUCH INFORMATION WE HAVE,

01:20:20.215 --> 01:20:21.283 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
BUT FAMILIES
ARE IN TROUBLE.

01:20:21.349 --> 01:20:22.851 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
THE ENEMY ALWAYS GOES
AFTER THE CHILDREN

01:20:22.918 --> 01:20:24.052 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
TO UNRAVEL THE FAMILY.

01:20:24.119 --> 01:20:26.488 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
THE FAMILY UNIT IS THE
STRENGTH OF A NATION.

01:20:26.555 --> 01:20:30.058 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
WE CANNOT SIT BACK
AND BE SILENT.

01:20:30.125 --> 01:20:31.459 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
WE ARE IN THE BOOK
OF ESTHER RIGHT NOW.

01:20:31.526 --> 01:20:33.795 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
WE CANNOT SIT BACK
AND DO NOTHING.

01:20:33.862 --> 01:20:37.098 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
AND SO WE ARE CALLING
WOMEN TO PRAYER,

01:20:37.165 --> 01:20:38.266 align:center line:69% position:50% size:65%
AND WE'VE BUILT A NETWORK.

01:20:38.333 --> 01:20:40.402 align:center line:63% position:50% size:38%
IT'S CALLED THE
ESTHER NETWORK.

01:20:40.468 --> 01:20:42.938 align:center line:63% position:50% size:58%
AND WE'RE CALLING
WOMEN TO COME TOGETHER.

01:20:43.004 --> 01:20:44.339 align:center line:69% position:50% size:65%
LET'S ASSEMBLE AS AN ARMY.

01:20:44.406 --> 01:20:46.208 align:center line:63% position:50% size:43%
BEING IN
PORTLAND, OREGON,

01:20:46.274 --> 01:20:48.343 align:center line:63% position:50% size:60%
DURING THE PANDEMIC, I
SAW MY TOWN RIPPED APART

01:20:48.410 --> 01:20:50.045 align:center line:69% position:50% size:48%
FROM TOP TO BOTTOM.

01:20:50.111 --> 01:20:52.514 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
ALL THE CHURCHES,
WE SAT IT OUT.

01:20:52.581 --> 01:20:53.415 align:center line:85% position:50% size:28%
WE BENCHED.

01:20:53.481 --> 01:20:55.917 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
AND I WATCHED FOR
OVER 180 DAYS,

01:20:55.984 --> 01:20:59.988 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
AN ARMY ASSEMBLE TO
TEAR APART A WHOLE CITY.

01:21:00.055 --> 01:21:01.890 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
AND I THOUGHT, WOW,
THEY'RE PRETTY ORGANIZED.

01:21:01.957 --> 01:21:03.091 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
WHAT IF WE HAVE
AN ORGANIZATION?

01:21:03.158 --> 01:21:04.426 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
WHAT IF WE HAVE A PLAN?

01:21:04.492 --> 01:21:05.527 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
WHAT IF WE HAVE FUNDING?

01:21:05.594 --> 01:21:07.195 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
YOU KNOW, THEY HAVE
FUNDING, RIGHT?

01:21:07.262 --> 01:21:09.598 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
AND THEN WE HAVE
THE POWER OF GOD.

01:21:09.664 --> 01:21:11.633 align:center line:79% position:50% size:70%
AND SO I WENT FROM
FRUSTRATION AND HOPELESSNESS

01:21:11.700 --> 01:21:13.301 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
TO WAIT A MINUTE.

01:21:13.368 --> 01:21:14.469 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
SO GOD SPOKE TO
ME AND HE SAID,

01:21:14.536 --> 01:21:16.271 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
JENNY, WE'RE GONNA
ASSEMBLE A MILLION WOMEN,

01:21:16.338 --> 01:21:18.974 align:center line:79% position:50% size:70%
AND WE'RE GONNA GO TO
THE MALL IN WASHINGTON, D.C.

01:21:19.040 --> 01:21:19.908 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
AND I SAID, WELL,
THAT'S INTERESTING,

01:21:19.975 --> 01:21:21.109 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW
A MILLION WOMEN.

01:21:21.176 --> 01:21:22.310 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
[ LAUGHTER ]

01:21:22.377 --> 01:21:24.012 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
JENNY: AND HE'S
LIKE, BUT YOU KNOW WHAT?

01:21:24.079 --> 01:21:25.146 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
YOU'RE GONNA ALL START
FINDING EACH OTHER

01:21:25.213 --> 01:21:27.983 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
BECAUSE I'M TALKING TO
WOMEN ALL OVER THE NATION

01:21:28.049 --> 01:21:31.253 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
WHO ARE DEEPLY,
DEEPLY CONCERNED

01:21:31.319 --> 01:21:32.921 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
ABOUT THE SCHOOLS,
THEIR CHILDREN,

01:21:32.988 --> 01:21:34.956 align:center line:85% position:50% size:38%
THE PORNOGRAPHY

01:21:35.023 --> 01:21:38.293 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
THAT IS IN THE LIBRARIES
OF OUR SCHOOLS.

01:21:38.360 --> 01:21:40.762 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
AND HE SAID THAT WOMEN
ALL OVER AMERICA

01:21:40.829 --> 01:21:41.963 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
ARE WONDERING
WHAT CAN I DO,

01:21:42.030 --> 01:21:42.831 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
I'M JUST ONE PERSON?

01:21:42.897 --> 01:21:44.633 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
I LOVE MY KIDS,
I LOVE THE LORD,

01:21:44.699 --> 01:21:46.735 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
BUT I JUST DON'T KNOW
WHAT TO DO, RIGHT?

01:21:46.801 --> 01:21:49.104 align:center line:79% position:50% size:73%
SO THERE'S AN ARMY OF ESTHERS
THAT HAVE ASSEMBLED.

01:21:49.170 --> 01:21:50.805 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
WE'VE STARTED SOMETHING
CALLED THE ESTHER NETWORK.

01:21:50.872 --> 01:21:53.008 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
YOU CAN LOOK AT
IT ON OUR WEBSITE.

01:21:53.074 --> 01:21:54.709 align:center line:63% position:50% size:65%
AND THEN WE HAVE SOMETHING
CALLED PRAYER HUBS.

01:21:54.776 --> 01:21:57.379 align:center line:63% position:50% size:55%
AND WE'RE ASKING WOMEN
TO FIND ONE FRIEND,

01:21:57.445 --> 01:21:58.947 align:center line:69% position:50% size:45%
OR THEIR CHILDREN,

01:21:59.014 --> 01:22:00.749 align:center line:69% position:50% size:63%
CHILDREN BEING A BIG ONE,

01:22:00.815 --> 01:22:02.917 align:center line:63% position:50% size:33%
ONCE A MONTH
FOR ONE HOUR,

01:22:02.984 --> 01:22:04.352 align:center line:63% position:50% size:50%
AND WE HAVE COLORING
SHEETS FOR THE KIDS

01:22:04.419 --> 01:22:05.787 align:center line:69% position:50% size:55%
WE UPLOAD EVERY MONTH.

01:22:05.854 --> 01:22:06.588 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
REBECCA: THAT'S SO COOL.

01:22:06.655 --> 01:22:07.589 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
JENNY: YEAH.

01:22:07.656 --> 01:22:08.556 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
AND THE PRAYER HUBS
ARE ABSOLUTELY FREE.

01:22:08.623 --> 01:22:09.724 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
SO CHURCHES ARE
STARTING TO PUT THIS

01:22:09.791 --> 01:22:11.192 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
INSIDE THEIR
ORGANIZATIONS.

01:22:11.259 --> 01:22:13.061 align:center line:63% position:50% size:40%
WE HAVE, I WOULD
JUST SAY

01:22:13.128 --> 01:22:16.398 align:center line:69% position:50% size:55%
MILLENNIALS AND GEN Z.

01:22:16.464 --> 01:22:19.367 align:center line:63% position:50% size:60%
PRAYER AND INTERCESSION
IS NOT FOR THE GRANDMAS.

01:22:19.434 --> 01:22:21.202 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
YOU KNOW, I LOVE THEM,
AND THANK GOD

01:22:21.269 --> 01:22:22.671 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
I HAVE THEM IN MY LIFE,

01:22:22.737 --> 01:22:25.473 align:center line:79% position:50% size:78%
LIKE DIAL UP AN
INTERCESSION WARRIOR, YOU KNOW.

01:22:25.540 --> 01:22:31.713 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
BUT TO PRAY IS TO STEP
INTO YOUR DESTINY.

01:22:31.780 --> 01:22:33.948 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
AND TO PRAY WITH ANOTHER
PERSON IS POWERFUL.

01:22:34.015 --> 01:22:36.117 align:center line:69% position:50% size:53%
MATTHEW 18:19-20 SAYS

01:22:36.184 --> 01:22:37.619 align:center line:63% position:50% size:58%
WHERE TWO OR MORE
COME TOGETHER AND PRAY,

01:22:37.686 --> 01:22:39.988 align:center line:69% position:50% size:55%
ASK, AGREE IN MY NAME,

01:22:40.055 --> 01:22:41.456 align:center line:69% position:50% size:30%
HE'LL DO IT.

01:22:41.523 --> 01:22:42.757 align:center line:63% position:50% size:50%
WE DON'T HAVE TO
HAVE PROBLEMS ALONE.

01:22:42.824 --> 01:22:44.426 align:center line:63% position:50% size:65%
WE DON'T HAVE TO JUST READ
SELF-HELP BOOKS ALONE.

01:22:44.492 --> 01:22:45.627 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
WE DON'T HAVE TO
GO, OKAY, GOD,

01:22:45.694 --> 01:22:47.962 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
I WANT TO BE THE BEST
I CAN BE IN WHATEVER.

01:22:48.029 --> 01:22:49.798 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
WE NEED TO GET WITH
ANOTHER PERSON.

01:22:49.864 --> 01:22:53.068 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
SO THE NET, THE
ESTHER NETWORK,

01:22:53.134 --> 01:22:54.402 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
I SEE IT LIKE A NET.

01:22:54.469 --> 01:22:55.770 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
LIKE, OKAY, YOU
AND I ARE MEETING

01:22:55.837 --> 01:22:57.038 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
FOR THE FIRST TIME TODAY,

01:22:57.105 --> 01:22:58.707 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
BUT WE'RE TYING A
NET TOGETHER, RIGHT?

01:22:58.773 --> 01:22:59.941 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
THERE'S A NET.

01:23:00.008 --> 01:23:02.043 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
AND SO WHAT WE DO IS
WE LOAD UP PRAYERS,

01:23:02.110 --> 01:23:04.346 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
MONDAY THROUGH SATURDAY.

01:23:04.412 --> 01:23:05.980 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
AND THEN THE PRAYER HUBS
WE HAVE ONCE A MONTH,

01:23:06.047 --> 01:23:07.349 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
THAT PEOPLE COME
TOGETHER PHYSICALLY.

01:23:07.415 --> 01:23:09.284 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
SO WE BUILD UP THIS
PRAYER STRUCTURE

01:23:09.351 --> 01:23:11.486 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
THAT'S REALLY,
REALLY SIMPLE.

01:23:11.553 --> 01:23:15.256 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
BUT THEN I ALSO SEE
WITH THESE WOMEN

01:23:15.323 --> 01:23:18.360 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
THAT ARE COMING
INTO THIS NET,

01:23:18.426 --> 01:23:22.731 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
IS THAT WE WILL
HELP WOMEN USE

01:23:22.797 --> 01:23:23.798 align:center line:85% position:50% size:60%
PART OF THEIR AUTHORITY,

01:23:23.865 --> 01:23:25.367 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
WHICH IS TO VOTE.

01:23:25.433 --> 01:23:27.702 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
YOU KNOW, GOD
DOESN'T VOTE, WE DO.

01:23:27.769 --> 01:23:29.070 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
SO WE DON'T WANT TO GIVE
ANY OF THAT AUTHORITY

01:23:29.137 --> 01:23:30.305 align:center line:85% position:50% size:33%
TO THE ENEMY.

01:23:30.372 --> 01:23:35.110 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
SO WE'RE STARTING TO
EDUCATE ON HOW TO VOTE,

01:23:35.176 --> 01:23:38.580 align:center line:79% position:50% size:75%
YOU KNOW, HOW TO HAVE
BIBLICALLY-ALIGNED CANDIDATES,

01:23:38.646 --> 01:23:39.948 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
THESE TYPES OF THINGS.

01:23:40.014 --> 01:23:42.083 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
I THINK WOMEN ARE GONNA
BE THRUST INTO GOVERNMENT.

01:23:42.150 --> 01:23:43.718 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
I THINK WE'RE GONNA HAVE
WOMEN RUN FOR MAYOR.

01:23:43.785 --> 01:23:45.420 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
WOMEN FOR CITY COUNCIL.

01:23:45.487 --> 01:23:48.623 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
I THINK WE'RE GONNA
SEE SUCH AN INCREDIBLE

01:23:48.690 --> 01:23:49.958 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
RISING UP OF WOMEN,

01:23:50.024 --> 01:23:51.826 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
IT'S GONNA BLOW OUR MINDS.

01:23:51.893 --> 01:23:53.361 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
AND ALL THESE MORDECAIS

01:23:53.428 --> 01:23:54.229 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
ARE GONNA BE THERE.

01:23:54.295 --> 01:23:55.196 align:center line:85% position:50% size:25%
THESE MEN.

01:23:55.263 --> 01:23:56.297 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
MAYBE IT'S A HUSBAND,
MAYBE IT'S NOT.

01:23:56.364 --> 01:23:57.532 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
MAYBE IT'S A PASTOR,
MAYBE IT'S A LEADER,

01:23:57.599 --> 01:23:58.733 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
MAYBE IT'S A
BUSINESS PERSON,

01:23:58.800 --> 01:23:59.667 align:center line:85% position:50% size:53%
AN UNCLE OR A BROTHER

01:23:59.734 --> 01:24:00.802 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
SAYING, YOU HAVE TO GO.

01:24:00.869 --> 01:24:01.936 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
YOU HAVE TO
USE YOUR VOICE.

01:24:02.003 --> 01:24:03.004 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
YOU NEED TO RUN FOR THIS.

01:24:03.071 --> 01:24:03.905 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
YOU NEED TO GO
TO SCHOOL BOARD.

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YOU NEED TO STAND UP.

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AND FOR SOME WOMEN,

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IF YOU HAVE LITTLE KIDS
IN YOUR HOME,

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IT'S HAVING A PRAYER HUB.

01:24:09.043 --> 01:24:10.111 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
IT'S PULLING OUT
THE COLOR SHEETS,

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OKAY, WE'RE GONNA PRAY AND
YOU'RE GONNA SAY AMEN,

01:24:11.613 --> 01:24:13.381 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
I'M GONNA TEACH YOU
HOW TO TAKE COMMUNION.

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AND SO THIS IS THE THING.

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BECAUSE AMERICA
IS IN TROUBLE,

01:24:17.585 --> 01:24:19.454 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
THE CHURCH HAS ALWAYS
BEEN THE ANSWER.

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REBECCA: YEAH.

01:24:20.588 --> 01:24:21.022 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
JENNY: THE CHURCH HAS
ALWAYS BEEN THE ANSWER

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FOR THE EARTH.

01:24:22.157 --> 01:24:23.391 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
SO THIS ISN'T LIKE US
LOOKING AROUND GOING,

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WELL, MAYBE SOMEBODY
GREAT WILL COME ALONG.

01:24:25.360 --> 01:24:26.494 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
NO, YOU'RE GREAT.

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EVERY PERSON LISTENING,
NO, YOU'RE THE ONE.

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TAG, YOU'RE IT.

01:24:29.297 --> 01:24:33.001 align:center line:85% position:50% size:68%
SO WE ALL HAVE TO COME INTO

01:24:33.067 --> 01:24:34.035 align:center line:85% position:50% size:50%
A PLACE THAT WE SAY,

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OKAY, I'LL DO MY PART.

01:24:35.537 --> 01:24:37.172 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
AND IF ALL OF
US DO OUR PART,

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THAT DOESN'T FEEL
VERY SIGNIFICANT,

01:24:39.107 --> 01:24:40.842 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
LIKE TO LISTEN TO
AN AUDIO PRAYER,

01:24:40.909 --> 01:24:42.677 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
TO HAVE THE COLOR
SHEETS OUT WITH MY KIDS.

01:24:42.744 --> 01:24:47.348 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
IT'S ALL DOING WAY MORE
THAN ANYBODY UNDERSTANDS.

01:24:47.415 --> 01:24:50.585 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
AND SO I WOULD SAY,

01:24:50.652 --> 01:24:53.054 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
JOINING THE ESTHER
NETWORK IS HUGE.

01:24:53.121 --> 01:24:53.955 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
IT'S SIMPLE.

01:24:54.022 --> 01:24:54.923 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
REBECCA: HOW DO YOU DO IT?

01:24:54.989 --> 01:24:57.091 align:center line:69% position:50% size:68%
JENNY: ON HERVOICEMVMT.COM,

01:24:57.158 --> 01:24:59.994 align:center line:63% position:50% size:43%
AND IT'S HERVOICE
M-V-M-T.COM.

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YOU GO IN THERE,
YOU'LL SEE IT THERE.

01:25:01.863 --> 01:25:03.398 align:center line:63% position:50% size:55%
AND WE HAVE A MORDECAI
COME ON MONDAYS,

01:25:03.465 --> 01:25:05.266 align:center line:69% position:50% size:60%
AND HE PRAYS FOR PEOPLE.

01:25:05.333 --> 01:25:06.067 align:center line:63% position:50% size:58%
AND THEN WE TEACH ABOUT
THE BOOK OF ESTHER

01:25:06.134 --> 01:25:06.835 align:center line:69% position:50% size:35%
THE FIRST DAY.

01:25:06.901 --> 01:25:07.635 align:center line:63% position:50% size:35%
AND THEN WE GO
INTO PRAYER

01:25:07.702 --> 01:25:08.870 align:center line:63% position:50% size:48%
TUESDAY, WEDNESDAY,
THURSDAY,

01:25:08.937 --> 01:25:10.104 align:center line:69% position:50% size:43%
FRIDAY, SATURDAY,

01:25:10.171 --> 01:25:12.240 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
WHICH IS BEAUTIFUL.

01:25:12.307 --> 01:25:13.675 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND ACTUALLY THE
PROCEEDS FROM THAT

01:25:13.741 --> 01:25:16.611 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
ARE GOING TO THE MEETING
IN WASHINGTON, D.C.,

01:25:16.678 --> 01:25:18.079 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
WHERE A MILLION
WOMEN AND THEIR FAMILIES

01:25:18.146 --> 01:25:19.614 align:center line:85% position:50% size:28%
WILL STAND.

01:25:19.681 --> 01:25:22.383 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
WE'RE LOOKING AT
OCTOBER OF 2024.

01:25:22.450 --> 01:25:23.451 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
BUT I WILL SHARE THIS.

01:25:23.518 --> 01:25:24.686 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
WE DO HAVE A DATE
FOR SOMETHING

01:25:24.752 --> 01:25:26.087 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
EVERYBODY NEEDS
TO KNOW ABOUT.

01:25:26.154 --> 01:25:28.990 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
WE'RE GONNA ASSEMBLE
AT THE STATE CAPITOLS,

01:25:29.057 --> 01:25:31.226 align:center line:85% position:50% size:35%
ALL 50 STATES.

01:25:31.292 --> 01:25:32.861 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
AND THAT WILL
BE ON ONE DAY,

01:25:32.927 --> 01:25:34.462 align:center line:85% position:50% size:28%
APRIL 13TH.

01:25:34.529 --> 01:25:35.797 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
THAT WILL BE IN
THE STATE CAPITOLS.

01:25:35.864 --> 01:25:38.299 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
AND THAT'S US COMING
INTO THE PUBLIC SQUARE,

01:25:38.366 --> 01:25:40.869 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
US SAYING, DON'T
MESS WITH OUR KIDS.

01:25:40.935 --> 01:25:42.537 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
IT'S GOING TO BE A SOLEMN
ASSEMBLY OF PRAYER,

01:25:42.604 --> 01:25:43.404 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
BUT WE'RE ALSO GOING
TO TALK ABOUT

01:25:43.471 --> 01:25:44.772 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
REFORMATION STRATEGIES.

01:25:44.839 --> 01:25:46.975 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
WE'VE GOT TO GET TO
THE SCHOOL BOARDS,

01:25:47.041 --> 01:25:48.476 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
WE NEED TO VOTE.

01:25:48.543 --> 01:25:51.212 align:center line:85% position:50% size:45%
MOST WOMEN LIKE ME

01:25:51.279 --> 01:25:53.982 align:center line:79% position:50% size:68%
HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO DO
THIS AND I'VE HAD TO LEARN.

01:25:54.048 --> 01:25:55.116 align:center line:85% position:50% size:63%
AND NOW WE CARRY A BURDEN

01:25:55.183 --> 01:25:57.485 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
TO HELP JUST THE
AVERAGE MOM,

01:25:57.552 --> 01:25:58.353 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
LIKE, I DON'T
KNOW WHAT TO DO,

01:25:58.419 --> 01:25:59.420 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
BUT I WANT TO MAKE
A DIFFERENCE,

01:25:59.487 --> 01:26:00.455 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
AND I DON'T WANT TO SIT
BACK AND DO NOTHING

01:26:00.522 --> 01:26:02.056 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
OR BURY MY HAND
IN THE SAND.

01:26:02.123 --> 01:26:05.593 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
SO STAY TUNED, BECAUSE
WE'RE GOING TO HAVE WAYS

01:26:05.660 --> 01:26:08.363 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
FOR EVERY WOMAN
IN ESTHER,

01:26:08.429 --> 01:26:09.497 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
EVERY MAN IN MORDECAI,

01:26:09.564 --> 01:26:11.065 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
WE'RE GOING TO HAVE WAYS
FOR PEOPLE TO PLUG IN

01:26:11.132 --> 01:26:12.433 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
AND USE THEIR VOICE

01:26:12.500 --> 01:26:14.002 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
AND ABDICATE THEIR
AUTHORITY TO DO IT.

01:26:14.068 --> 01:26:17.405 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
SO IT'S THE
CAPITOLS IN APRIL,

01:26:17.472 --> 01:26:20.842 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
AND THEN OCTOBER 2024
WE'LL ALL BE AT

01:26:20.909 --> 01:26:22.610 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
THE NATION'S CAPITOL
WITH OUR FAMILIES.

01:26:22.677 --> 01:26:24.345 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
IT'S NOT JUST WOMEN, IT'S
WOMEN AND THEIR FAMILIES.

01:26:24.412 --> 01:26:25.580 align:center line:85% position:50% size:65%
REBECCA: THAT'S BEAUTIFUL.

01:26:25.647 --> 01:26:26.981 align:center line:85% position:50% size:40%
THAT IS SO GOOD.

01:26:27.048 --> 01:26:30.685 align:center line:85% position:50% size:43%
I JUST LOVE THAT.

01:26:30.752 --> 01:26:34.355 align:center line:63% position:50% size:65%
AND IT'S ONE OF THE MOST
IMPACTFUL THINGS WE CAN DO

01:26:34.422 --> 01:26:36.457 align:center line:63% position:50% size:50%
IN THE SPIRIT, IS TO
GATHER TOGETHER

01:26:36.524 --> 01:26:37.792 align:center line:69% position:50% size:53%
IN UNITY AND TO PRAY.

01:26:37.859 --> 01:26:39.360 align:center line:63% position:50% size:50%
AND THAT'S WHEN
REAL CHANGE HAPPENS.

01:26:39.427 --> 01:26:40.461 align:center line:85% position:50% size:38%
JENNY: COME ON.

01:26:40.528 --> 01:26:41.563 align:center line:79% position:50% size:65%
REBECCA: AND I THINK
THAT IS THE KIND OF THING,

01:26:41.629 --> 01:26:42.964 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
WHEN PEOPLE ARE LIKE, HOW
DO WE CHANGE OUR NATION,

01:26:43.031 --> 01:26:44.732 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
HOW DO WE GET OUR NATION
TO TURN BACK TO GOD?

01:26:44.799 --> 01:26:46.334 align:center line:85% position:50% size:45%
IT'S EXACTLY THAT.

01:26:46.401 --> 01:26:47.402 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
LIKE, I'M SEEING
THAT IS THE WAY

01:26:47.468 --> 01:26:48.503 align:center line:85% position:50% size:30%
GOD DOES IT.

01:26:48.570 --> 01:26:50.038 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
AND SO I LOVE WHAT
YOU'RE DOING.

01:26:50.104 --> 01:26:51.573 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
WE'RE GONNA BE
PRAYING FOR YOU.

01:26:51.639 --> 01:26:54.542 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
AND JUST KEEP GOING AND
THANK YOU FOR BEING HERE.

01:26:54.609 --> 01:26:56.578 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
JENNY: IT'S BEEN
SUCH AN HONOR AND A JOY.

01:26:56.644 --> 01:26:57.745 align:center line:85% position:50% size:25%
SUPER FUN.

01:26:57.812 --> 01:26:58.880 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
YOU'RE DOING
SUCH A GREAT JOB.

01:26:58.947 --> 01:26:59.781 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
REBECCA: THANK YOU.

01:26:59.847 --> 01:27:01.950 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
WELL, THANK YOU
FOR BEING WITH US.

01:27:02.016 --> 01:27:03.918 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
AND PLUG YOUR WEBSITE
ONE MORE TIME.

01:27:03.985 --> 01:27:08.389 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
JENNY: YEAH, IT'S
HERVOICEMVMT.COM.

01:27:08.456 --> 01:27:10.525 align:center line:79% position:50% size:78%
REBECCA: OKAY. JENNY, THANK YOU
SO MUCH FOR BEING HERE.

01:27:10.592 --> 01:27:11.559 align:center line:79% position:50% size:33%
JENNY: YOU'RE
SO WELCOME.

01:27:11.626 --> 01:27:16.064 align:center line:85% position:50% size:05%
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