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REBECCA: HEY, GUYS, I'M
EXCITED FOR THIS PROGRAM TODAY,

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BECAUSE WE ARE
JOINED BY SOMEONE

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WHO HAS PERSONALLY
IMPACTED MY LIFE.

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I'M EXCITED TO HEAR WHAT
HE HAS TO SHARE WITH US TODAY.

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HE'S A PROPHETIC VOICE
AND HE'S AN AUTHOR.

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WELCOME TO THE
SHOW, NATE JOHNSTON.

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NATE: THANKS, REBECCA.


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I'M EXCITED ABOUT COMING
ON HERE WITH YOU TODAY.

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I CAN'T WAIT TO
SEE WHAT GOD DOES.

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REBECCA: I'M EXCITED
TO HAVE YOU, TOO.

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AND YOU HAVE
YOUR MINISTRY,

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EVERYDAY REVIVALISTS,


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TELL US A LITTLE
BIT ABOUT THAT.

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NATE: SO WE
STARTED THE MINISTRY,

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WE WERE TRAVELING AROUND
AND SERVING OTHER MINISTRIES

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FOR A LONG TIME,
MY WIFE AND I.

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REBECCA: SHOUT OUT
TO CHRISTY.

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NATE: CHRISTY
IS AMAZING.

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REBECCA: WE LOVE YOU.


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NATE: SHE'S AT
HOME WITH THE KIDS.

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ALL THE PARENTS GET IT.


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WE BEGAN OUR
MINISTRY IN 2016,

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AND WE CALLED IT
EVERYDAY REVIVALISTS

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BECAUSE WHEN WE BEGAN,
WE WERE IN A SEASON

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OF OUR LIVES THAT


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WE JUST WANTED
TO KNOW HOW TO -

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IT'S LIKE WE'D BEEN
DOING MINISTRY

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IN THIS KINGDOM
WORLD FOR SO LONG,

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WE WANTED TO SEE HOW
THAT WAS MEANT TO MEET

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LIKE THE EVERYDAY
LIFESTYLE WE HAD,

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HAVING KIDS AND ALL
THE NORMAL STUFF,

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JOBS, ALL THAT
KIND OF THING.

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WE WANTED TO
SEE OURSELVES

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AND OTHER PEOPLE STEP
INTO THEIR KINGDOM SHOES

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NO MATTER WHAT THEY'RE
DOING IN THEIR JOBS

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AND THEIR SPHERE
OF INFLUENCE.

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I WAS WORKING IN A
GOVERNMENT JOB

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FOR A WHILE IN BETWEEN,


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AND I WAS SEEING PEOPLE
COME UP TO MY DESK,

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I WAS INTERPRETING
THEIR DREAMS,

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GOD WAS MOVING IN
SUCH A POWERFUL WAY.

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AND I WAS LIKE, WE NEED
TO SEE THE BODY OF CHRIST

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BE THE CHURCH NO
MATTER WHERE THEY ARE.

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WHETHER THEY'RE IN
THE FOUR WALLS OR NOT.

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AND WE ALSO HAD
THIS FOCUS,

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WE WANT TO SEE A
HEALTHY CHURCH,

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A HEALTHY BRIDE.


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NOT JUST GIFTED, HEALTHY,


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LIKE FLOURISHING
IN THEIR SOUL,

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IN THEIR MARRIAGES,
ALL THAT KIND OF STUFF.

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SO THAT'S WHERE THE
NAME COMES FROM.

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REBECCA:
THAT'S SO GOOD.

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I FEEL LIKE THAT'S
REALLY IMPORTANT.

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I THINK WE
SOMETIMES FOCUS

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JUST ON THE SERVICE


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AND, OH, WE HAD A GOOD SERVICE,


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BUT IT'S THE PEOPLE
NEED TO BE TRANSFORMED

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FROM THE INSIDE OUT.


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NATE: YEAH.


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BECAUSE WHEN THE PEOPLE,


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AND THAT IS THE
BODY OF CHRIST,

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THAT IS THE BRIDE.


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IF THE PEOPLE
AREN'T HEALTHY,

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THE BRIDE'S NOT HEALTHY.


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AND IF YOU WANT
TO SEE LONGEVITY,

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THERE HAS TO BE HEALTH.


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AND IF YOU WANT
TO SEE IMPACT

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OUTSIDE THE FOUR
WALLS OF THE CHURCH,

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THERE HAS TO BE DISCIPLESHIP
WITHIN THE PERSON.

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AND SO, LIKE IT MIGHT NOT
BE THE MOST FLASHY THING

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NATE: YES.


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REBECCA: BUT IT'S SO IMPORTANT
TO THE HEART OF GOD

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BECAUSE WE WANT
TO BE FAITHFUL

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TO RUN THE RACE
UNTIL THE END.

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NATE: YEAH.


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I MEAN, IF YOU EVER READ
THOSE<i>GOD'S GENERALS</i> BOOKS

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AND HOW MANY PEOPLE
DON'T FINISH WELL,

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IT'S SAD.


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AND THAT'S JUST BEEN
SOMETHING IN OUR HEARTS,

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I'M LIKE, GOD, I DON'T WANT
TO BE A FLASH IN THE PAN.

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LIKE, I WANT TO
RAISE MY KIDS WELL,

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I WANT TO LIKE DO
THIS THING FOR REAL,

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AND LONGEVITY IS A
MASSIVE PART OF THAT

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AND THAT COMES DOWN
TO BEING HEALTHY,

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AND FOCUSING ON
YOUR OWN HEALTH

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RATHER THAN JUST POURING
OUT ALL THE TIME.

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AND YOU KNOW WHAT IT'S
LIKE IN MINISTRY,

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IT CAN EASILY BE THAT
YOU JUST POUR OUT,

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POUR OUT, POUR OUT,


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UNTIL YOU DON'T EVEN
REALIZE YOU'RE EMPTY.

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SO FOCUSING ON THAT,
HAVING A FOCUS OF THAT

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IS SO IMPORTANT TO
LAST THE DISTANCE.

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REBECCA:
THAT'S SO GOOD.

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SO FOR OUR VIEWERS,


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OR PEOPLE WHO MIGHT NOT
HAVE HEARD OF YOU BEFORE,

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LET'S GIVE A
LITTLE BACKGROUND,

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ON SOME OF YOUR STORY.


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NATE: SURE.


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WELL, I'M AUSTRALIAN,
OBVIOUSLY.

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REBECCA: YES, WE
CAN HEAR THE ACCENT.

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NATE: I WAS
TOLD COMING BACK

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THAT MY ACCENT HAS GOT
THICKER AUSTRALIAN

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AND SO MY
APOLOGIES FOR THAT.

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HOPEFULLY WE'LL GET
AROUND THAT FOR YOU GUYS.

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GREW UP IN AUSTRALIA.


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AND WE CAME TO
THE U.S. IN 2009

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AND I FELL IN
LOVE WITH AMERICA.

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SO WE'VE ALWAYS HAD
THIS DUAL CALLING

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BETWEEN OUR HOME COUNTRY
AND WHAT FELT LIKE

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WAS THIS COUNTRY
THAT, YOU KNOW,

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THAT WE WERE -


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FELT LIKE HOME, YOU KNOW.


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SO WE LOVE AMERICA.


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WE'RE HERE NOW.


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WE'RE LIVING HERE WITH
OUR THREE DAUGHTERS.

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MY WIFE CHRISTY IS
ALSO A PROPHETIC VOICE

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AND AN AUTHOR.


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AND SHE REALLY IS REALLY -
VOICES ESPECIALLY

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EVERYTHING GOING ON
IN CULTURE RIGHT NOW.

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REBECCA: YEAH.


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NATE: AND ESPECIALLY HOW GOD'S
DAUGHTERS WEIGH IN

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THAT CONVERSATION.


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AND SO THAT'S US, WE'RE
HERE IN THE STATES.

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WE LOVE IT.


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WE FEEL LIKE
WE'RE CALLED HERE

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TO BE A PART OF THE
REFORMATION OF THE CHURCH

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IN AMERICA


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AND SEE AMERICA
TURN BACK TO GOD,

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IN A POWERFUL WAY.


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REBECCA: WHAT'S
INTERESTING IS,

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I FEEL LIKE FOR
SO MANY YEARS,

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I FEEL LIKE AMERICA WAS A
BLESSING TO OTHER NATIONS,

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BRINGING THE GOSPEL
AROUND THE EARTH,

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AND NOW I FEEL LIKE THESE
PEOPLE FROM OTHER NATIONS

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ARE COMING TO AMERICA
TO BE A BLESSING TO US.

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BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE WE'VE
GONE SOMEWHAT WAYWARD.

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AND IT'S AMAZING TO
SEE PEOPLE

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FROM DIFFERENT NATIONS COME


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AND HELP BRING AMERICA
BACK TO ITS CALLING.

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YOU KNOW, I'VE
SEEN AUSTRALIA,

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I'VE SEEN PEOPLE
FROM AFRICA, ASIA,

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AND I'M JUST SO THANKFUL


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NATE: WOW.


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REBECCA: FOR
THE IMPACT OF THAT.

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SO, I WANT TO TELL A
LITTLE BIT OF YOUR STORY

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GROWING UP.


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HOW DID YOU GET
IN MINISTRY,

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HOW DID YOU AND CHRISTY
GET INTO MINISTRY?

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I LOVE THAT YOU
GUYS DO IT TOGETHER.

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YOU DON'T ALWAYS SEE THAT.


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I LOVE A DUAL CALLING.


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NATE: WE'RE VERY DIFFERENT,
BUT YET IT WORKS.

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IT'S LIKE WE -


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REBECCA: DIFFERENT
BACKGROUNDS, TOO.

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NATE: VERY, VERY DIFFERENT.


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SO WE'VE KNOWN EACH OTHER
SINCE WE WERE LITTLE.

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SHE WAS EIGHT, I WAS TEN.


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WE LIKED EACH
OTHER AS KIDS,

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WHICH WAS WEIRD.


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HER DAD RAN THIS
MOTORCYCLE MINISTRY CHURCH,

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FOR REAL.


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LIKE, THAT'S WHAT IT WAS.


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AND WE USED TO RUN AROUND


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WHILE THEY HAD THE
CHURCH SERVICES

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AND STUFF LIKE THAT.


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AND HER DAD ENDED UP
ESTABLISHING A CHURCH.

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IT WAS LIKE A
HOSPITAL CHURCH.

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IT WAS IN A VERY POOR
AREA OF OUR CITY.

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AND IT WAS VERY
NORMAL TO SEE

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PEOPLE COME IN,
SMOKING DRUGS,

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PEOPLE OFF THE STREET.


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WE'D SEE PEOPLE
COME IN AND GET -

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DELIVERANCE WAS
NORMAL IN OUR CHURCH.

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PEOPLE DRAGGED IN,


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LIKE, DEAD BODIES DRAGGED IN.


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ALL THAT KIND OF STUFF.


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WE WOULD SEE
CRAZY HEALINGS.

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AND SO, I GREW UP ACTUALLY
IN A CHRISTIAN HOME,

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BUT IT WAS A VERY
DYSFUNCTIONAL HOME.

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AND SO I REMEMBER
GOING TO THIS CHURCH,

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IT WAS LIKE A REAL
ESCAPE FOR ME,

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AN OUTLET FOR ME,


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AWAY FROM WHAT WAS
GOING ON IN MY HOME

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AND EXPERIENCING GOD
IN A POWERFUL WAY.

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AND SO WE GREW
UP DOING THAT

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AND I WAS A PART OF
THE WORSHIP TEAM.

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I'M MISSING A LITTLE
BIT IN THE MIDDLE

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WHERE I WANT THROUGH
A LOT OF STUFF

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AND I WAS AWAY
FROM THE CHURCH.

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BUT BASICALLY
CHRISTY AND I,

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WHEN WE STARTED DATING,


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WE RAN THE YOUTH GROUP.


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AND THAT'S KIND
OF OUR STORY,

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OF HOW WE GOT
STARTED IN MINISTRY.

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WE JUST WANTED TO SEE
PEOPLE TOUCHED

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AND IMPACTED BY GOD.


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WE DIDN'T KNOW WHAT
WE WERE DOING AT ALL.

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ALL WE KNEW IS THAT
WE NEEDED TO BE DOING

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SOMETHING FOR
GOD, YOU KNOW.

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YOU JUST HAD THAT KIND
OF HUNGER AND A PASSION,

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BUT YOU HAVE NO CLUE
WHAT YOU'RE DOING,

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WHICH IS HALF THE
TIME IN THE KINGDOM,

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BUT THAT'S WHAT WE
DID WHEN WE BEGAN.

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REBECCA: TOUCH A LITTLE
BIT ON YOUR OWN STORY,

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BECAUSE I THINK IT
WILL HELP PEOPLE.

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NATE: YEAH.


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SO MY DAD LEFT
WHEN I WAS FOUR,

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MY BIOLOGICAL FATHER.


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AND MY MOM REMARRIED AGAIN
WHEN I WAS SIX AND A HALF.

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AND SO THERE WAS
JUST THOSE YEARS

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WHERE IT WAS JUST MY MOM


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RAISING TWO BOYS ALONE.


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MY MOM GOT SAVED A
YEAR BEFORE I WAS BORN.

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AND SO CHRISTIANITY
WAS NEW TO HER.

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AND WE REALLY DIDN'T KNOW


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WHAT IT WAS LIKE
TO KNOW GOD

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OR EXPERIENCE GOD.


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I REMEMBER WHEN
I WAS A KID,

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IT WAS JUST VERY
FOREIGN TO ME.

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BUT MY MOM REMARRIED WHEN
I WAS SIX AND A HALF

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TO A PASTOR WHO WAS
ACTUALLY VERY ABUSIVE.

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AND SO EVERYTHING
LOOKED LIKE

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WE HAD THIS PERFECT CHRISTIAN
HOME ON THE OUTSIDE,

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BUT, REALLY,
IT WAS A MESS.

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'CAUSE I WAS THE OLDEST,
I WAS OBVIOUSLY THE SCAPEGOAT

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IN THAT SITUATION.


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SO MY FORMATION OF GOD


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AND THE IDEA OF GOD WAS


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WHAT MY STEPFATHER WAS.


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I THOUGHT HE
WAS AN ANGRY,

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YOU KNOW, THIS ANGRY PERSON
WHO DID NOT LIKE ME,

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DISAPPROVED OF ME,


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WHO TOLD ME, YOU KNOW,


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THAT I WOULD NEVER
AMOUNT TO ANYTHING.

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AND ALSO LOVED JUST
BELITTLING ME,

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ALL THOSE KINDS OF THINGS.


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AND SO IT WAS VERY
DIFFICULT FOR ME

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TO GRASP THIS GOOD GOD


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WHEN I'D ONLY EXPERIENCED,
NOT GOD THE FATHER,

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BUT THE GODFATHER
ESSENTIALLY.

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AND THAT REALLY IS A
MASSIVE PART OF MY STORY.

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BREAKING OUT OF THAT WAS
A VERY DIFFICULT THING.

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I HAD AN ORPHAN SPIRIT.


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I WAS, EVEN INTO MY 20S,


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I WAS ALWAYS JUST LOOKING
FOR APPROVAL FROM PEOPLE.

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I WAS ALWAYS
APPEASING PEOPLE,

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BECAUSE I JUST WANTED TO DO


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WHATEVER CREATED
THE LESS AMOUNT,

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YOU KNOW, CREATED THE LEAST
AMOUNT OF WAVES.

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I WAS WALKING ON
EGGSHELLS AROUND PEOPLE.

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AND THAT WAS A
NORMAL THING FOR ME.

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AND I WAS LOOKING FOR
A GENUINE FATHER

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IN THE CHURCH.


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I WAS LOOKING FOR
GENUINE PEOPLE

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THAT WOULD APPROVE OF ME.


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SO I WAS GOING
OUT OF MY WAY

00:08:38.500 --> 00:08:40.000
LOOKING FOR
APPROVAL IN PEOPLE,

00:08:40.100 --> 00:08:41.767
RATHER THAN SEEKING GOD.


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AND SO MY STORY
WAS VERY MUCH

00:08:43.467 --> 00:08:44.901
ABOUT ENCOUNTERING
THE FATHER,

00:08:45.001 --> 00:08:46.167
GOD THE FATHER,


00:08:46.267 --> 00:08:47.734
SETTING ME FREE OF ALL
THAT KIND OF STUFF,

00:08:47.834 --> 00:08:48.967
WHICH HAS NOW ENABLED ME


00:08:49.067 --> 00:08:50.934
TO NOW DO THE SAME
THING FOR OTHER PEOPLE.

00:08:51.034 --> 00:08:52.133
AND CONNECT PEOPLE
TO THE REAL THING

00:08:52.233 --> 00:08:56.300
RATHER THAN JUST PEOPLE
OR EVEN THE MOST

00:08:56.400 --> 00:08:57.934
WELL MEANING OF LEADERS


00:08:58.034 --> 00:08:59.067
IN THE WORLD, YOU KNOW.


00:08:59.167 --> 00:09:00.234
WE NEED TO CONNECT GOD,


00:09:00.334 --> 00:09:02.267
WE NEED TO KNOW HIM.


00:09:02.367 --> 00:09:03.867
AND THAT'S WHERE
EVERYTHING BEGINS

00:09:03.967 --> 00:09:05.267
TO BE REVEALED IN OUR LIVES.


00:09:05.367 --> 00:09:06.567
THAT'S WHERE WE
BEGIN TO TAP INTO

00:09:06.667 --> 00:09:07.834
THE GIFTINGS ON OUR LIFE.


00:09:07.934 --> 00:09:10.200
THAT'S WHEN WE BEGIN
TO HEAR HIM CLEARLY

00:09:10.300 --> 00:09:12.600
BECAUSE IT'S
DETACHED FROM PEOPLE

00:09:12.700 --> 00:09:14.567
AND IT'S COMING
THROUGH HIM.

00:09:14.667 --> 00:09:15.533
REBECCA: YOU KNOW,
THAT'S SO INTERESTING

00:09:15.633 --> 00:09:16.933
THAT YOU SAY THAT,


00:09:17.033 --> 00:09:18.667
I THINK ABOUT THE THINGS
THAT I'VE STRUGGLED WITH,

00:09:18.767 --> 00:09:19.500
AND I'VE ACTUALLY
STRUGGLED WITH

00:09:19.600 --> 00:09:20.467
SOME OF THAT AS WELL,


00:09:20.567 --> 00:09:23.334
PEOPLE PLEASING,
FEAR OF MAN,

00:09:23.434 --> 00:09:26.534
INSECURITY, REJECTION.


00:09:26.634 --> 00:09:28.167
AND NOW THAT GOD'S
BROUGHT ME THROUGH

00:09:28.267 --> 00:09:29.267
A PROCESS OF HEALING,


00:09:29.367 --> 00:09:31.301
I THINK HEALING
TAKES TIME, TOO.

00:09:31.401 --> 00:09:32.001
NATE: IT DOES.


00:09:32.101 --> 00:09:33.000
REBECCA:
IT'S A PROCESS.

00:09:33.100 --> 00:09:33.767
YOU KNOW, THERE'S SOME
STUFF I FEEL LIKE

00:09:33.867 --> 00:09:35.267
IS INSTANTANEOUS


00:09:35.367 --> 00:09:38.267
AND SOME STUFF
IS A PROCESS.

00:09:38.367 --> 00:09:40.267
AND WHEN I LOOK
BACK ON MY LIFE,

00:09:40.367 --> 00:09:42.134
BEFORE I WAS HEALED,


00:09:42.234 --> 00:09:44.100
I DIDN'T LIKE
THE BROKENNESS,

00:09:44.200 --> 00:09:46.500
BUT WHEN GOD BROUGHT ME
THROUGH RESTORATION,

00:09:46.600 --> 00:09:48.500
I ACTUALLY WAS THANKFUL
FOR THE HARD TIMES.

00:09:48.600 --> 00:09:49.601
NATE: YEAH.


00:09:49.701 --> 00:09:51.600
REBECCA: BECAUSE NOT
ONLY DO YOU LEARN FROM IT,

00:09:51.700 --> 00:09:54.234
THERE'S AN INTIMACY
THAT YOU HAVE WITH GOD

00:09:54.334 --> 00:09:55.600
BECAUSE OF THE HARDSHIPS


00:09:55.700 --> 00:09:56.834
BECAUSE HE
SUFFERED AS WELL

00:09:56.934 --> 00:09:58.900
AND HE CAN RELATE
TO OUR SUFFERING.

00:09:59.000 --> 00:10:01.800
BUT ALSO, IT JUST DOES
SOMETHING TO YOUR HEART

00:10:01.900 --> 00:10:03.500
WHERE YOU WANT
TO HELP PEOPLE,

00:10:03.600 --> 00:10:05.067
WHEN GOD INFUSES
HIS HEALING

00:10:05.167 --> 00:10:07.034
INTO OUR HURT.


00:10:07.134 --> 00:10:09.367
IT GIVES YOU A PASSION
TO HELP PEOPLE

00:10:09.467 --> 00:10:11.233
THAT ARE IN
THAT SITUATION.

00:10:11.333 --> 00:10:12.767
AND YOU CAN GO
WITH A BOLDNESS

00:10:12.867 --> 00:10:13.867
AND A CERTAINTY,


00:10:13.967 --> 00:10:15.867
BECAUSE YOU KNOW THAT
GOD DID IT FOR YOU.

00:10:15.967 --> 00:10:16.867
AND SO THAT'S HOW I FEEL.


00:10:16.967 --> 00:10:20.867
AND SO WHAT THE ENEMY
INTENDS FOR EVIL,

00:10:20.967 --> 00:10:22.633
GOD USES FOR GOOD.


00:10:22.733 --> 00:10:24.834
FOR THOSE PEOPLE
WHO ARE LISTENING,

00:10:24.934 --> 00:10:27.000
THEY MIGHT GO
WHAT'S AN ORPHAN SPIRIT,

00:10:27.100 --> 00:10:29.233
BECAUSE I THINK A LOT OF
PEOPLE HAVE FATHER WOUNDS

00:10:29.333 --> 00:10:30.700
AND I THINK A LOT OF
PEOPLE HAVE AN ORPHAN SPIRIT,

00:10:30.800 --> 00:10:33.667
BUT PROBABLY DON'T
KNOW WHAT THAT IS.

00:10:33.767 --> 00:10:36.934
NATE: WELL, I
REMEMBER READING ABOUT

00:10:37.034 --> 00:10:40.400
A GUY CALLED MEPHIBOSHETH
IN THE BIBLE.

00:10:40.500 --> 00:10:44.501
AND HE WAS, I THINK HE
WAS A SON OF JONATHAN.

00:10:44.601 --> 00:10:46.867
YOU KNOW, DAVID
AND JONATHAN,

00:10:46.967 --> 00:10:51.267
HAD THIS COVENANT
BROTHERHOOD THING.

00:10:51.367 --> 00:10:53.434
AND EVEN AFTER
SAUL AND JONATHAN,

00:10:53.534 --> 00:10:55.167
YOU KNOW, PASSED AWAY,


00:10:55.267 --> 00:10:57.600
DAVID WANTED TO
DO SOMETHING

00:10:57.700 --> 00:10:59.467
TO BLESS THE
HOUSE OF SAUL,

00:10:59.567 --> 00:11:01.634
AND JONATHAN,


00:11:01.734 --> 00:11:04.067
AND HE WANTED TO
DO THAT AS AN HONOR.

00:11:04.167 --> 00:11:06.401
DAVID UNDERSTOOD
THAT EVEN -

00:11:06.501 --> 00:11:08.501
MAN, THIS STORY JUST
IMPACTS ME SO MUCH.

00:11:08.601 --> 00:11:09.633
AND IF YOU'RE A
PROPHET OUT THERE,

00:11:09.733 --> 00:11:10.700
OR YOU'RE A
PROPHETIC VOICE,

00:11:10.800 --> 00:11:11.634
YOU KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE


00:11:11.734 --> 00:11:14.267
TO GO THROUGH
OPPOSITION AND SLANDER

00:11:14.367 --> 00:11:15.967
AND EXPERIENCE THAT.


00:11:16.067 --> 00:11:17.801
IT KIND OF COMES
WITH THE TERRITORY.

00:11:17.901 --> 00:11:20.767
BUT DAVID, EVEN
AFTER HE'D DIE,

00:11:20.867 --> 00:11:24.134
WAS LIKE WHAT CAN
I DO TO BLESS,

00:11:24.234 --> 00:11:26.267
YOU KNOW, THEIR LINEAGE?


00:11:26.367 --> 00:11:29.167
AND HE FOUND THIS GUY
CALLED MEPHIBOSHETH.

00:11:29.267 --> 00:11:32.901
HE WAS LIVING - HE WAS LAME,
HE COULDN'T WALK.

00:11:33.001 --> 00:11:34.234
REBECCA: HE HAD BEEN
DROPPED I THINK AS A BABY.

00:11:34.334 --> 00:11:35.367
NATE: DROPPED
AS A BABY.

00:11:35.467 --> 00:11:37.101
REBECCA: OR
SOMETHING LIKE THAT.

00:11:37.201 --> 00:11:38.133
NATE: AND HE WAS
LIKE, WHAT CAN I DO

00:11:38.233 --> 00:11:40.500
TO BLESS THIS GUY?


00:11:40.600 --> 00:11:42.833
AND HE LIVED IN A
PLACE CALLED LO DEBAR,

00:11:42.933 --> 00:11:46.534
WHICH MEANS LIKE A
DRY PLACE, YOU KNOW.

00:11:46.634 --> 00:11:48.200
AND THIS GUY HAD
AN ORPHAN SPIRIT

00:11:48.300 --> 00:11:50.001
BECAUSE OF THE
WAY HE GREW UP.

00:11:50.101 --> 00:11:53.634
IT'S LIKE WHEN YOU ARE
NOT FATHERED SPIRITUALLY,

00:11:53.734 --> 00:11:56.867
AND I THINK EVEN
IN THE NATURAL,

00:11:56.967 --> 00:12:00.134
A FATHER INSTILLS
IDENTITY, VALUE,

00:12:00.234 --> 00:12:02.200
WORTH, ALL THOSE
THINGS THAT MAKE YOU

00:12:02.300 --> 00:12:03.600
WHO YOU ARE.


00:12:03.700 --> 00:12:06.967
AND WHEN YOU
DON'T HAVE THAT,

00:12:07.067 --> 00:12:09.133
YOU BECOME
ESSENTIALLY AN ORPHAN.

00:12:09.233 --> 00:12:10.400
WHETHER YOU
KNOW IT OR NOT,

00:12:10.500 --> 00:12:12.067
YOU BEGIN -


00:12:12.167 --> 00:12:16.334
YOU BEGIN EXPERIENCING
LIFE THROUGH A DIFFERENT LENS

00:12:16.434 --> 00:12:18.267
BECAUSE YOU WERE NEVER
GIVEN THAT BLESSING,

00:12:18.367 --> 00:12:21.767
THE FATHER'S BLESSING,
WHICH WAS A BIBLICAL THING.

00:12:21.867 --> 00:12:24.934
IT'S LIKE, THIS IS MY -


00:12:25.034 --> 00:12:26.467
THIS IS MY VICTORY, SON.


00:12:26.567 --> 00:12:28.167
THIS IS THE THINGS
THAT, YOU KNOW,

00:12:28.267 --> 00:12:29.200
YOU MEANT TO PASS DOWN,


00:12:29.300 --> 00:12:31.067
YOU DON'T RECEIVE
THOSE THINGS.

00:12:31.167 --> 00:12:32.900
SO IN THE STORY
OF MEPHIBOSHETH,

00:12:33.000 --> 00:12:35.434
HE CAME TO DAVID
AND HE SAID

00:12:35.534 --> 00:12:37.900
WHO AM I? I'M JUST A DOG.


00:12:38.000 --> 00:12:40.367
THAT THERE SUMS UP
THE ORPHAN SPIRIT.

00:12:40.467 --> 00:12:43.534
YOU SEE YOURSELF
SO LOWLY,

00:12:43.634 --> 00:12:45.001
THAT YOU'RE EVEN
UNABLE TO RECEIVE

00:12:45.101 --> 00:12:46.067
WHAT GOD'S WANTING
TO GIVE TO YOU.

00:12:46.167 --> 00:12:47.100
GOD'S ALWAYS PRESENT.


00:12:47.200 --> 00:12:48.134
THE FATHER'S
ALWAYS PRESENT.

00:12:48.234 --> 00:12:49.501
HE'S ALWAYS
WANTING TO SPEAK.

00:12:49.601 --> 00:12:52.900
BUT BECAUSE OF THE
WAY YOU SEE YOURSELF,

00:12:53.000 --> 00:12:54.567
YOU'RE UNABLE TO RECEIVE


00:12:54.667 --> 00:12:55.701
THE VERY THING
THAT'S PRESENT

00:12:55.801 --> 00:12:58.267
OR MADE AVAILABLE TO YOU.


00:12:58.367 --> 00:12:59.667
AND I THINK FOR ME,


00:12:59.767 --> 00:13:02.401
HAVING THAT
ORPHAN SPIRIT,

00:13:02.501 --> 00:13:05.167
THE FATHER WAS
SO PURSUING ME

00:13:05.267 --> 00:13:06.534
AND AFTER ME, BUT
I COULDN'T SEE IT,

00:13:06.634 --> 00:13:07.767
BECAUSE I WAS LOOKING
THROUGH THE LENS OF

00:13:07.867 --> 00:13:11.001
I'M WORTHLESS, I'M LOWLY.


00:13:11.101 --> 00:13:12.534
AND IT CAN BE A VERY
DIFFICULT THING TO BREAK.

00:13:12.634 --> 00:13:14.501
I FEEL LIKE IT'S AN
ENCOUNTER WITH GOD.

00:13:14.601 --> 00:13:15.667
YOU NEED AN ENCOUNTER
WITH THE LORD.

00:13:15.767 --> 00:13:16.701
YOU NEED AN ENCOUNTER
WITH THE FATHER

00:13:16.801 --> 00:13:18.300
HOW TO GUIDE.


00:13:18.400 --> 00:13:20.101
AND IT ABSOLUTELY
DISRUPTS THAT

00:13:20.201 --> 00:13:22.001
AND IT SHIFTS IT AND
I'VE SEEN PEOPLE

00:13:22.101 --> 00:13:23.267
BREAK FREE FROM IT.


00:13:23.367 --> 00:13:24.701
IT'S NOT SOMETHING THAT'S
HARD TO BREAK FREE FROM,

00:13:24.801 --> 00:13:26.267
BUT IT DOES -


00:13:26.367 --> 00:13:27.834
IT DOES NEED TO
BE ENCOUNTERED

00:13:27.934 --> 00:13:29.734
BY THE LOVE OF THE FATHER.


00:13:29.834 --> 00:13:31.134
AND I BELIEVE
WE'RE IN A TIME

00:13:31.234 --> 00:13:32.901
WHERE THIS GENERATION
ESPECIALLY,

00:13:33.001 --> 00:13:34.601
NEEDS AN ENCOUNTER WITH
THE BAPTISMAL LOVE

00:13:34.701 --> 00:13:35.834
OF THE FATHER.


00:13:35.934 --> 00:13:36.900
SO, YEAH.


00:13:37.000 --> 00:13:38.367
REBECCA: I THINK
THAT'S SO GOOD.

00:13:38.467 --> 00:13:40.234
I THINK WITH AN
ORPHAN SPIRIT,

00:13:40.334 --> 00:13:43.267
YOU FIGHT FOR EVERYTHING


00:13:43.367 --> 00:13:45.600
BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT USED
TO HAVING A FATHER -

00:13:45.700 --> 00:13:46.767
NATE: NO, EXACTLY.


00:13:46.867 --> 00:13:48.134
WOW.


00:13:48.234 --> 00:13:49.967
REBECCA: YOU FEEL LIKE YOU
NEED TO PROTECT YOURSELF

00:13:50.067 --> 00:13:52.467
BECAUSE YOU DON'T HAVE
A FATHER TO PROTECT YOU.

00:13:52.567 --> 00:13:54.633
AND THEN YOU GO
LOOKING IN PEOPLE,

00:13:54.733 --> 00:13:56.167
IDENTITY, LIKE
YOU SAID, PURPOSE.

00:13:56.267 --> 00:13:57.967
AND THEN PEOPLE ARE
GOING TO LET YOU DOWN.

00:13:58.067 --> 00:13:59.267
PEOPLE ARE PEOPLE.


00:13:59.367 --> 00:14:01.167
AND THE THING
IS, ALSO IS,

00:14:01.267 --> 00:14:03.067
YOU WON'T BE
EFFECTIVE IN MINISTRY.

00:14:03.167 --> 00:14:05.100
YOU'LL ONLY PROBABLY BE
EFFECTIVE TO A CERTAIN POINT

00:14:05.200 --> 00:14:07.100
BECAUSE MINISTRY
IS FOR GOD.

00:14:07.200 --> 00:14:07.900
NATE: YEAH.


00:14:08.000 --> 00:14:09.301
REBECCA: THE
PEOPLE BENEFIT.

00:14:09.401 --> 00:14:10.900
AND I JUST
THINK ABOUT JESUS.

00:14:11.000 --> 00:14:12.534
YOU THINK ABOUT HIS
RELATIONSHIP

00:14:12.634 --> 00:14:14.634
MODELED TO THE FATHER
ON THE EARTH,

00:14:14.734 --> 00:14:16.700
AND HIS LIFE AND
MINISTRY ON THE EARTH.

00:14:16.800 --> 00:14:18.634
IT WAS VERY CLEARLY
ESTABLISHED

00:14:18.734 --> 00:14:21.300
BEFORE EVEN JESUS STEPPED
FOOT INTO MINISTRY,

00:14:21.400 --> 00:14:23.034
GOD SAID THIS IS
MY BELOVED SON,

00:14:23.134 --> 00:14:24.334
IN WHOM I'M WELL PLEASED.


00:14:24.434 --> 00:14:26.034
BEFORE HE DID ANYTHING,


00:14:26.134 --> 00:14:30.000
GOD THE FATHER ESTABLISHES
HIS IDENTITY AND HIS WORTH.

00:14:30.100 --> 00:14:32.200
SO JESUS DIDN'T GET
THAT FROM WHAT HE DID.

00:14:32.300 --> 00:14:33.267
NATE: YEAH.


00:14:33.367 --> 00:14:34.333
REBECCA: AND FOR A LOT
OF PEOPLE IN MINISTRY

00:14:34.433 --> 00:14:36.267
AND PEOPLE WHO ARE
CHASING SUCCESS,

00:14:36.367 --> 00:14:37.734
THEY'RE CHASING
THOSE THINGS,

00:14:37.834 --> 00:14:39.100
AND ACCOMPLISHMENTS,


00:14:39.200 --> 00:14:42.300
BECAUSE THEY WANT
TO FEEL GOOD ENOUGH.

00:14:42.400 --> 00:14:44.267
AND WITH GOD HE
ESTABLISHES THAT,

00:14:44.367 --> 00:14:45.701
NOT OUT OF WHAT YOU DO,


00:14:45.801 --> 00:14:48.067
BUT THE IDENTITY
YOU BEING HIS.

00:14:48.167 --> 00:14:49.000
NATE: YES.


00:14:49.100 --> 00:14:50.134
REBECCA: AND SO
THAT'S SO IMPORTANT.

00:14:50.234 --> 00:14:51.567
THAT'S SO ESSENTIAL.


00:14:51.667 --> 00:14:53.134
AND I THINK YOU'RE
COMPLETELY RIGHT.

00:14:53.234 --> 00:14:54.600
I WAS THINKING
ABOUT THAT VERSE,

00:14:54.700 --> 00:14:56.867
I WAS JUST TALKING TO ANOTHER
GUEST ABOUT THAT VERSE

00:14:56.967 --> 00:14:58.133
IN ROMANS 8
WHERE IT SAYS,

00:14:58.233 --> 00:15:00.600
THE HOLY SPIRIT IN US,
HE CRIES -

00:15:00.700 --> 00:15:01.634
IT CRIES ABBA FATHER.


00:15:01.734 --> 00:15:02.434
NATE: OH, YES.


00:15:02.534 --> 00:15:03.234
REBECCA: SO EVEN
THE HOLY SPIRIT,

00:15:03.334 --> 00:15:05.000
HE REMINDS US
OF OUR ADOPTION

00:15:05.100 --> 00:15:07.367
BECAUSE WHEN
WE GET SAVED,

00:15:07.467 --> 00:15:09.067
WE ARE NOW ACCEPTED.


00:15:09.167 --> 00:15:10.800
WE ARE NOW A PART,


00:15:10.900 --> 00:15:11.867
WE ARE IN THE BELOVED.


00:15:11.967 --> 00:15:14.534
WE ARE NOW BORN AGAIN
AS A CHILD OF GOD.

00:15:14.634 --> 00:15:16.534
BUT THE THING IS,
YOUR SPIRIT IS SAVED,

00:15:16.634 --> 00:15:17.967
BUT YOUR SOUL
NEEDS HEALING.

00:15:18.067 --> 00:15:19.067
NATE: EXACTLY.


00:15:19.167 --> 00:15:20.233
REBECCA: LIKE THE
SPIRIT IS INSTANTANEOUS,

00:15:20.333 --> 00:15:23.134
THE SOUL, WHATEVER YOU
EXPERIENCED GROWING UP

00:15:23.234 --> 00:15:24.867
ALL THOSE YEARS,


00:15:24.967 --> 00:15:27.034
GOD NOW HAS TO
UNLEARN THE LIES

00:15:27.134 --> 00:15:29.000
THAT YOU'VE BELIEVED.


00:15:29.100 --> 00:15:30.533
AND THE THING IS, YOU
WERE WALKING AROUND,

00:15:30.633 --> 00:15:32.067
AND I WALKED
AROUND SIMILAR,

00:15:32.167 --> 00:15:32.834
REJECTION, INSECURITY,


00:15:32.934 --> 00:15:34.633
THESE DIFFERENT LIES.


00:15:34.733 --> 00:15:36.234
AND EVEN THOUGH
IT WASN'T TRUE

00:15:36.334 --> 00:15:37.967
HOW GOD FELT ABOUT ME,


00:15:38.067 --> 00:15:41.067
MY EXPERIENCES MADE
ME BELIEVE THAT.

00:15:41.167 --> 00:15:45.167
AND WHATEVER YOU BELIEVE,
THAT'S WHAT YOU SEE.

00:15:45.267 --> 00:15:46.667
AND THAT'S WHY ONE OF
THE THINGS I JUST HEARD

00:15:46.767 --> 00:15:48.234
IN A TEACHING THAT
WAS POWERFUL IS,

00:15:48.334 --> 00:15:51.734
PART OF WHAT REPENTANCE
MEANS IN THE BIBLE,

00:15:51.834 --> 00:15:52.834
IS TO CHANGE THE
WAY YOU THINK.

00:15:52.934 --> 00:15:54.000
NATE: YES.


00:15:54.100 --> 00:15:55.234
REBECCA: SO THE MOMENT
GOD SPEAKS TO YOU AND SAYS,

00:15:55.334 --> 00:15:57.900
YOU ARE ACCEPTED,
YOU ARE MY BELOVED,

00:15:58.000 --> 00:15:59.133
YOU CAN REPENT AND SAY,


00:15:59.233 --> 00:16:01.401
LORD, I'M SORRY
I BELIEVED A LIE.

00:16:01.501 --> 00:16:03.234
AND BREAK THAT OFF.


00:16:03.334 --> 00:16:05.334
SO I THINK THAT'S
AN AMAZING STORY.

00:16:05.434 --> 00:16:07.100
I DON'T THINK ANYONE
SHOULD BE DISCOURAGED

00:16:07.200 --> 00:16:08.467
BY WHAT THEY'VE
EXPERIENCED.

00:16:08.567 --> 00:16:09.500
NATE: NO.


00:16:09.600 --> 00:16:10.501
REBECCA: I ACTUALLY
READ IN THIS ONE BOOK,

00:16:10.601 --> 00:16:12.367
IT SAYS YOU SHOULD
ACTUALLY BE ENCOURAGED

00:16:12.467 --> 00:16:14.501
THAT THE ENEMY
WENT AFTER YOU.

00:16:14.601 --> 00:16:16.434
BECAUSE IT SHOWS THAT HE SAW
SOMETHING ON YOUR LIFE,

00:16:16.534 --> 00:16:17.967
AND HE WANTED TO STOP IT.


00:16:18.067 --> 00:16:18.867
NATE: YEP.


00:16:18.967 --> 00:16:19.900
REBECCA: BUT GOD AND
HIS FAITHFULNESS

00:16:20.000 --> 00:16:21.567
BRINGS IT THROUGH.


00:16:21.667 --> 00:16:23.800
SO I JUST THINK
THAT'S SO BEAUTIFUL.

00:16:23.900 --> 00:16:26.901
HOW DID YOU FORGIVE
YOUR FATHER,

00:16:27.001 --> 00:16:30.033
YOUR STEPFATHER,
BOTH OF THEM?

00:16:30.133 --> 00:16:32.034
[ LAUGHTER ]


00:16:32.134 --> 00:16:36.634
NATE: YOU KNOW, CHRISTY
AND I WERE STARTING TO

00:16:36.734 --> 00:16:40.067
RUN A YOUTH GROUP
AT HER DAD'S CHURCH

00:16:40.167 --> 00:16:42.167
AND I GOT FREE OF
A LOT OF THINGS,

00:16:42.267 --> 00:16:44.034
LIKE GOD HAD SET
ME FREE OF SO MUCH

00:16:44.134 --> 00:16:44.900
AND I WAS GRATEFUL.


00:16:45.000 --> 00:16:46.867
LIKE I WAS SERVING GOD,


00:16:46.967 --> 00:16:49.033
I WAS OUT OF
ALL THE YEARS

00:16:49.133 --> 00:16:51.401
WHERE I WAS JUST
OPPRESSED BY THE ENEMY.

00:16:51.501 --> 00:16:55.067
BUT IT FELT THERE WAS
SOMETHING IN THE WAY, YOU KNOW.

00:16:55.167 --> 00:16:56.467
REBECCA: BUT YOU
COULDN'T QUITE FIGURE OUT

00:16:56.567 --> 00:16:57.200
WHAT IT WAS.


00:16:57.300 --> 00:16:58.101
NATE: NO, I COULDN'T.


00:16:58.201 --> 00:16:59.134
I COULDN'T FIGURE OUT
WHAT IT WAS.

00:16:59.234 --> 00:17:02.333
I WAS LIKE, WHAT IS
THIS BUMP IN THE ROAD?

00:17:02.433 --> 00:17:03.833
I WAS STILL HAVING
THESE MOMENTS

00:17:03.933 --> 00:17:06.867
WHERE I WAS LIKE LOVING,
SERVING IN OUR CHURCH,

00:17:06.967 --> 00:17:07.701
AND DOING WHAT
WE'RE DOING,

00:17:07.801 --> 00:17:10.134
LOVING ON KIDS
AND ALL THAT,

00:17:10.234 --> 00:17:12.600
I WAS STILL A KID MYSELF.


00:17:12.700 --> 00:17:15.700
BUT HERE, I SO WANTED TO
JUST DEDICATE MY LIFE TO GOD,

00:17:15.800 --> 00:17:17.101
AND THERE WAS SOMETHING
IN THE WAY, YOU KNOW.

00:17:17.201 --> 00:17:19.200
I WAS LIKE, WHAT
IS THAT THING?

00:17:19.300 --> 00:17:20.200
AND THEN THE BEGINNING
OF THAT YEAR,

00:17:20.300 --> 00:17:23.734
I THINK IT WAS EITHER
2003 OR 2004,

00:17:23.834 --> 00:17:25.200
IT WAS WEIRD BECAUSE
THAT'S KIND OF WHERE

00:17:25.300 --> 00:17:26.767
THE PROPHETIC THING STARTED,


00:17:26.867 --> 00:17:28.067
I STARTED HEARING
GOD'S VOICE.

00:17:28.167 --> 00:17:29.301
IT WAS JUST IN MY SPIRIT,


00:17:29.401 --> 00:17:30.867
JUST ON THE INSIDE OF ME.


00:17:30.967 --> 00:17:32.034
BUT IT WAS CLEAR.


00:17:32.134 --> 00:17:33.700
LIKE IT WAS CLEAR ENOUGH
THAT IT WAS THE DISTINCTION

00:17:33.800 --> 00:17:36.801
BETWEEN MYSELF AND I KNEW
THIS WAS THE LORD SPEAKING.

00:17:36.901 --> 00:17:38.767
AND HE WAS GIVING ME LIKE
THESE SPECIFIC WORDS

00:17:38.867 --> 00:17:40.867
FOR LIKE MONTHS THAT
BEGAN TO HAPPEN.

00:17:40.967 --> 00:17:44.201
I WAS LIKE, WOW, OKAY,
SO IT WAS BEGINNING THEN.

00:17:44.301 --> 00:17:45.800
AND HE SAID TO ME
AS CLEAR AS DAY,

00:17:45.900 --> 00:17:47.500
HE SAID, YOU WANT TO
KNOW WHAT THAT THING IS?

00:17:47.600 --> 00:17:48.400
AND I SAID,
YEAH, WHAT IS IT?

00:17:48.500 --> 00:17:52.034
AND HE SAYS, IT'S THE
UNFORGIVENESS

00:17:52.134 --> 00:17:53.801
TOWARDS YOUR STEPDAD.


00:17:53.901 --> 00:17:57.067
AND I WAS LIKE, OH, OKAY.


00:17:57.167 --> 00:17:59.167
REBECCA: WERE YOU
AWARE THAT YOU HAD IT?

00:17:59.267 --> 00:18:00.734
NATE: I KNEW THERE
WAS SOMETHING UNRESOLVED.

00:18:00.834 --> 00:18:01.900
REBECCA: YEAH.


00:18:02.000 --> 00:18:03.633
NATE: BUT I DIDN'T KNOW
HOW TO DEAL WITH THAT,

00:18:03.733 --> 00:18:04.967
I WAS KIND OF JUST
LIKE SHOVING IT.

00:18:05.067 --> 00:18:08.233
I'M GOOD NOW, YOU'RE BUSY
YOURSELF IN ACTIVITY.

00:18:08.333 --> 00:18:09.700
REBECCA: EXACTLY.


00:18:09.800 --> 00:18:11.701
NATE: YOU'VE
BEEN THERE.

00:18:11.801 --> 00:18:13.200
GOD WILL GET TO IT,


00:18:13.300 --> 00:18:14.401
HE'LL CLEAN THAT OUT.


00:18:14.501 --> 00:18:15.767
AND HE WAS DOING IT.


00:18:15.867 --> 00:18:19.001
AND IT WAS LIKE I WAS FEELING
THINGS COME TO THE SURFACE.

00:18:19.101 --> 00:18:20.167
REBECCA:
FROM YOUR PAST.

00:18:20.267 --> 00:18:21.067
NATE: YEAH.


00:18:21.167 --> 00:18:22.400
BY THE WAY, I'M
JUST FEELING LIKE,

00:18:22.500 --> 00:18:24.000
PEOPLE LISTENING
TO THIS RIGHT NOW,

00:18:24.100 --> 00:18:26.400
AS I'M BEGINNING TO
SPEAK ABOUT THIS,

00:18:26.500 --> 00:18:30.367
THINGS ARE BEGINNING
TO COME TO YOUR MEMORY

00:18:30.467 --> 00:18:31.834
THAT HAVE JUST BEEN
LINGERING BACK THERE.

00:18:31.934 --> 00:18:33.934
JUST LET HOLY SPIRIT
MINISTER TO THOSE THINGS.

00:18:34.034 --> 00:18:35.767
I JUST FEEL LIKE HE'S
WANTING TO DO THAT RIGHT NOW.

00:18:35.867 --> 00:18:38.734
HE'S JUST WANTING TO LIFT
SOME STUFF OFF PEOPLE.

00:18:38.834 --> 00:18:41.834
I JUST FEEL LIKE
THERE'S BURDENS.

00:18:41.934 --> 00:18:43.167
IF HE SHOWS YOU A FACE


00:18:43.267 --> 00:18:44.934
AS I SPEAK THIS
NEXT PART,

00:18:45.034 --> 00:18:46.534
FORGIVE THEM.


00:18:46.634 --> 00:18:48.101
MAYBE IT'S HARD FOR YOU.


00:18:48.201 --> 00:18:50.400
JUST RELEASE THEM TO HIM.


00:18:50.500 --> 00:18:51.767
GOD'S GONNA HEAL
SOME PEOPLE

00:18:51.867 --> 00:18:54.367
AS I SHARE THIS NEXT PART.


00:18:54.467 --> 00:18:55.300
AND HE SAID TO ME,


00:18:55.400 --> 00:18:57.167
I WANT YOU TO
FORGIVE YOUR STEPDAD.

00:18:57.267 --> 00:18:58.800
I WENT, OH, THAT'S IT.


00:18:58.900 --> 00:19:00.234
I'M LIKE, I
HAVE, I'M GOOD.

00:19:00.334 --> 00:19:01.367
I'M GOOD.


00:19:01.467 --> 00:19:05.100
HE SAID, NO, I'M GOOD
ISN'T YOU'VE FORGIVEN HIM.

00:19:05.200 --> 00:19:07.634
OKAY. HOW DO I FORGIVE HIM?


00:19:07.734 --> 00:19:09.334
AND THEN CLEAR AS
DAY HE SAID TO ME,

00:19:09.434 --> 00:19:12.333
I WAS OUT OF CONTACT WITH
MY PARENTS AT THE TIME.

00:19:12.433 --> 00:19:14.100
AND HE SAID TO ME,


00:19:14.200 --> 00:19:15.567
IN APRIL THERE'S GONNA
BE A FAMILY EVENT

00:19:15.667 --> 00:19:18.167
YOU'RE GONNA BE
INVITED TO, GO THERE.

00:19:18.267 --> 00:19:19.367
IF YOU FORGIVE
YOUR STEPDAD,

00:19:19.467 --> 00:19:21.067
IT WILL BE GONE LIKE THAT.


00:19:21.167 --> 00:19:22.334
AND I KNOW THERE'S
PROCESSES TO HEALING,

00:19:22.434 --> 00:19:24.167
AND THERE'S PROCESSES
TO FORGIVENESS,

00:19:24.267 --> 00:19:26.467
BUT THERE WAS A DIRECT
WORD FROM THE LORD SAYING,

00:19:26.567 --> 00:19:29.767
IF YOU RELEASE HIM,


00:19:29.867 --> 00:19:31.834
IT'S GONNA BE GONE.


00:19:31.934 --> 00:19:33.167
AND HE SAID WHY.


00:19:33.267 --> 00:19:36.233
HE SAID I HAVE TOO
MUCH AHEAD FOR YOU

00:19:36.333 --> 00:19:37.434
FOR YOU TO BE
HELD BACK IN THIS

00:19:37.534 --> 00:19:39.234
FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE.


00:19:39.334 --> 00:19:42.234
AND IT IS
HOLDING YOU BACK.

00:19:42.334 --> 00:19:46.467
AND I WRESTLED IT BUT
THEN I SAID, OKAY.

00:19:46.567 --> 00:19:49.167
I WAS WAITING TO SEE IF IT
WAS GONNA HAPPEN, YOU KNOW.

00:19:49.267 --> 00:19:51.133
I GET A CALL, WILL YOU
COME TO THIS FAMILY EVENT?

00:19:51.233 --> 00:19:53.267
OH, MAN, YOU KNOW.


00:19:53.367 --> 00:19:54.300
OKAY.


00:19:54.400 --> 00:19:56.367
I'VE GOT TO BE THERE,
I'VE GOT TO DO THIS.

00:19:56.467 --> 00:19:57.201
THERE'S A LOT OF
PEOPLE THERE,

00:19:57.301 --> 00:19:58.667
IT'S GONNA BE GOOD.


00:19:58.767 --> 00:20:02.467
I GO THERE AND WE'RE ALL
SITTING AT THIS TABLE

00:20:02.567 --> 00:20:05.400
OUTSIDE MY AUNTIE'S HOUSE.


00:20:05.500 --> 00:20:07.101
AND EVERYONE'S THERE.


00:20:07.201 --> 00:20:08.267
IT WASN'T AS AWKWARD


00:20:08.367 --> 00:20:11.533
BECAUSE THERE WAS JOKES
AND LAUGHS AND EVERYTHING.

00:20:11.633 --> 00:20:12.667
BUT THEN EVERYBODY
LEAVES THE TABLE

00:20:12.767 --> 00:20:15.534
EXCEPT ME AND
MY STEPDAD.

00:20:15.634 --> 00:20:18.034
AWKWARD MOMENT, YOU KNOW.


00:20:18.134 --> 00:20:20.701
AND THEN WITHOUT REALLY


00:20:20.801 --> 00:20:21.733
A KIND OF SEGUE,


00:20:21.833 --> 00:20:24.901
HE JUST BEGINS TELLING
ME ABOUT HIS DAD.

00:20:25.001 --> 00:20:26.301
AND TELLING ME THE STORIES
OF THE THINGS

00:20:26.401 --> 00:20:27.567
THAT HE DID TO HIM.


00:20:27.667 --> 00:20:28.600
AND THEY WERE
HORRIFIC.

00:20:28.700 --> 00:20:31.834
LIKE WAY WORSE THAN
WHAT HE DID TO ME.

00:20:31.934 --> 00:20:34.067
LIKE PHYSICAL ABUSE,


00:20:34.167 --> 00:20:36.967
WAY WORSE THAN
WHAT I EXPERIENCED.

00:20:37.067 --> 00:20:38.067
LIKE, JUST REALLY BAD.


00:20:38.167 --> 00:20:40.467
AND I START FEELING
SORRY FOR HIM.

00:20:40.567 --> 00:20:42.034
AND I KNOW HE WASN'T
TRYING TO DO THAT,

00:20:42.134 --> 00:20:44.134
I THINK HE WAS JUST
TRYING TO CONNECT WITH ME

00:20:44.234 --> 00:20:46.234
AND LET ME KNOW,
I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL.

00:20:46.334 --> 00:20:47.567
EVEN THOUGH I'M THE ONE
WHO DID THIS TO YOU,

00:20:47.667 --> 00:20:49.834
I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL.


00:20:49.934 --> 00:20:51.300
AND I SENSED A REAL LIKE,


00:20:51.400 --> 00:20:53.301
THERE WAS THIS MELLOW,


00:20:53.401 --> 00:20:55.267
THE HARDNESS, THE
RAGE WASN'T THERE.

00:20:55.367 --> 00:20:59.834
I WAS LIKE, WHAT CHANGE
HAS HAPPENED IN HIS LIFE?

00:20:59.934 --> 00:21:01.067
AND THEN IT JUST
BURST OUT OF ME,

00:21:01.167 --> 00:21:02.867
I SAID, I FORGIVE YOU.


00:21:02.967 --> 00:21:06.200
AND HE WAS TAKEN ABACK.


00:21:06.300 --> 00:21:09.167
AND HE SAID, OKAY, CAN
I TELL YOU WHAT'S BEEN

00:21:09.267 --> 00:21:10.067
HAPPENING WITH ME?


00:21:10.167 --> 00:21:11.233
AND I SAID, SURE.


00:21:11.333 --> 00:21:12.967
HE SAID, WELL, I'VE BEEN
GOING THROUGH INNER HEALING.

00:21:13.067 --> 00:21:15.900
GOD'S BEEN DEALING
WITH THE AREAS OF MY LIFE.

00:21:16.000 --> 00:21:17.234
AND TOLD ME HOW HE WANTED
TO COMMIT SUICIDE

00:21:17.334 --> 00:21:18.467
BECAUSE OF HIS DAD,


00:21:18.567 --> 00:21:19.700
TELLING ME HOW
THIS UNFORGIVENESS

00:21:19.800 --> 00:21:21.634
WOULD JUST -


00:21:21.734 --> 00:21:23.267
IT WOULD BRING HIM
TO THE POINT OF

00:21:23.367 --> 00:21:24.367
BEFORE HE WAS SAVED,


00:21:24.467 --> 00:21:26.467
HE WOULD BE TAKING DRUGS
TO TRY TO KILL HIMSELF,

00:21:26.567 --> 00:21:28.934
'CAUSE HE COULD NOT
LIVE WITH THIS,

00:21:29.034 --> 00:21:32.934
WITH THIS IMMENSE
REALLY DISAPPROVAL

00:21:33.034 --> 00:21:34.934
YOU KNOW, THAT HAPPENED.


00:21:35.034 --> 00:21:37.934
HE SAID CAN ME AND
YOUR MOM PRAY WITH YOU

00:21:38.034 --> 00:21:40.467
AND ASK HOLY
SPIRIT TO SHOW YOU

00:21:40.567 --> 00:21:43.600
WHERE ALL OF THE HURT
IN YOUR LIFE STARTED?

00:21:43.700 --> 00:21:44.767
'CAUSE I STARTED
TELLING HIM,

00:21:44.867 --> 00:21:49.267
YOU KNOW, I LIVE EVERY DAY
FEELING JUST FRUSTRATION,

00:21:49.367 --> 00:21:51.167
FEELING LIKE THERE'S
SOMETHING MISSING,

00:21:51.267 --> 00:21:52.101
THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG,


00:21:52.201 --> 00:21:53.200
I'VE DONE
SOMETHING WRONG,

00:21:53.300 --> 00:21:54.534
THAT GOD'S MAD AT ME.


00:21:54.634 --> 00:21:57.167
AND HE SAID WELL,
LET'S ASK HOLY SPIRIT

00:21:57.267 --> 00:22:00.034
TO SHOW YOU WHERE THAT ALL
ENTERED INTO YOUR LIFE.

00:22:00.134 --> 00:22:02.567
AND IN THE BACK OF
MY MIND I'M LIKE,

00:22:02.667 --> 00:22:04.600
IT STARTED WITH YOU, MATE.


00:22:04.700 --> 00:22:08.067
AT SEVEN YEARS OLD
IT STARTED WITH YOU.

00:22:08.167 --> 00:22:09.700
AND I STARTED EVEN
FEELING UNPROTECTED

00:22:09.800 --> 00:22:10.767
BY GOD IN THAT MOMENT.


00:22:10.867 --> 00:22:12.133
I SAID, GOD, YOU
DID THIS TO ME.

00:22:12.233 --> 00:22:13.234
YOU BROUGHT
THIS GUY ALONG.

00:22:13.334 --> 00:22:14.633
YOU DID THIS.


00:22:14.733 --> 00:22:15.834
MY DAD LEFT
WHEN I WAS FOUR

00:22:15.934 --> 00:22:17.467
AND I REALIZED MY
VENDETTA WAS ACTUALLY

00:22:17.567 --> 00:22:21.667
NOT EVEN AGAINST HIM,
IT WAS AGAINST GOD.

00:22:21.767 --> 00:22:23.601
I PRAYED WITH THEM


00:22:23.701 --> 00:22:24.734
AND I WENT INTO A VISION.


00:22:24.834 --> 00:22:26.267
I'VE NEVER BEEN IN A
VISION AS CLEAR

00:22:26.367 --> 00:22:27.267
AS OUT OF MY LIFE


00:22:27.367 --> 00:22:29.701
THAT I FEEL LIKE
I'M STANDING THERE

00:22:29.801 --> 00:22:31.767
LIKE FOR REAL
IN THIS VISION.

00:22:31.867 --> 00:22:33.634
I'M A FOUR-YEAR-OLD BOY.


00:22:33.734 --> 00:22:35.400
AND I'M IN MY HOUSE


00:22:35.500 --> 00:22:37.300
AND I'M WATCHING
THE SCENE PLAY OUT

00:22:37.400 --> 00:22:39.634
OF MY DAD LEAVING WHEN
I WAS FOUR YEARS OLD.

00:22:39.734 --> 00:22:40.533
I DIDN'T REMEMBER IT.


00:22:40.633 --> 00:22:42.400
I BLOCKED IT OUT.


00:22:42.500 --> 00:22:43.934
AND I'M WATCHING MY MOM


00:22:44.034 --> 00:22:47.734
AND SHE'S SCREAMING
LIKE INTO THE CUSHION.

00:22:47.834 --> 00:22:53.801
SHE'S ABSOLUTELY JUST, YOU
KNOW, IN PAIN, YOU KNOW.

00:22:53.901 --> 00:22:55.100
AND I RUSH OUT,
FOUR-YEAR-OLD BOY,

00:22:55.200 --> 00:22:58.901
RUSH OUT ON TO
THE FRONT PORCH

00:22:59.001 --> 00:23:00.134
AND I'M WATCHING MY
DAD IN HIS TRUCK

00:23:00.234 --> 00:23:02.434
AND HE'S CRYING, HE'S
LIKE, I HAVE TO GO.

00:23:02.534 --> 00:23:07.000
AND NOT KNOWING HOW TO
HANDLE WHAT I'M SEEING,

00:23:07.100 --> 00:23:09.400
I RUSH DOWN THE HALLWAY
AND I'M FEELING,

00:23:09.500 --> 00:23:11.100
THIS IS MY FAULT.


00:23:11.200 --> 00:23:15.367
I'M FEELING LIKE, THIS
IS ALL BECAUSE OF ME.

00:23:15.467 --> 00:23:18.901
A FOUR-YEAR-OLD, LIKE
FEELING THAT PAIN.

00:23:19.001 --> 00:23:21.267
I RUSH UNDER MY BED


00:23:21.367 --> 00:23:23.434
AND I STILL SEE THE --


00:23:23.534 --> 00:23:25.434
I STILL SEE THE BEDSPREAD
MY MOM HAD MADE.

00:23:25.534 --> 00:23:26.567
I'M LIKE, WOW,
I SAID,

00:23:26.667 --> 00:23:27.667
MOM, DID YOU ACTUALLY
MAKE THIS?

00:23:27.767 --> 00:23:28.467
AND SHE SAID, YEAH.


00:23:28.567 --> 00:23:30.234
YOU HAD A DONALD
DUCK BEDSPREAD

00:23:30.334 --> 00:23:31.867
AND MATCHING CURTAINS


00:23:31.967 --> 00:23:33.967
AND I SEWED IT
TOGETHER FOR YOU, YOU KNOW.

00:23:34.067 --> 00:23:36.500
I'M LIKE, WOW, I SAW
THIS IN THE VISION.

00:23:36.600 --> 00:23:40.700
AND I'M UNDER MY BED AND
THEN I'M JUST CRYING

00:23:40.800 --> 00:23:43.400
AND I FEEL SOMEONE
IN THE ROOM WITH ME.

00:23:43.500 --> 00:23:46.834
AND I LOOK UP AND
THERE'S JESUS.

00:23:46.934 --> 00:23:49.000
AND HE'S LIKE THIS.


00:23:49.100 --> 00:23:51.134
AND HE'S JUST CRYING
AND CRYING FOR ME.

00:23:51.234 --> 00:23:53.267
INSTANTLY SOMETHING BROKE,


00:23:53.367 --> 00:23:57.901
I CAN'T EVEN TELL YOU
WHAT IT WAS.

00:23:58.001 --> 00:24:00.834
EVERYTHING THAT I ATTRIBUTED
AND BLAMED ON GOD,

00:24:00.934 --> 00:24:04.667
AND ON MY STEPFATHER,
LIFTED IN A MOMENT.

00:24:04.767 --> 00:24:06.900
BECAUSE IN THAT MOMENT I
RECOGNIZED EVERYTHING

00:24:07.000 --> 00:24:10.567
THAT HAD HAPPENED
TO ME WAS THE ENEMY.

00:24:10.667 --> 00:24:11.901
IT WAS NOT HIM.


00:24:12.001 --> 00:24:14.667
IT WAS NOT EVEN GOD.


00:24:14.767 --> 00:24:16.300
IT WAS THIS PERSON
THAT SAW -

00:24:16.400 --> 00:24:17.267
THE ENEMY.


00:24:17.367 --> 00:24:19.667
LIKE YOU SAID, SAW
SOMETHING IN MY LIFE

00:24:19.767 --> 00:24:23.967
AND SOUGHT TO DEFILE THAT


00:24:24.067 --> 00:24:27.134
AND TO POISON THAT
AT A YOUNG AGE

00:24:27.234 --> 00:24:28.467
SO I WOULDN'T STEP INTO


00:24:28.567 --> 00:24:31.367
WHO I WAS MEANT TO BE.


00:24:31.467 --> 00:24:33.800
AND I LEFT THAT NIGHT


00:24:33.900 --> 00:24:35.134
AND IT WAS THE
WEIRDEST FEELING.

00:24:35.234 --> 00:24:36.733
THE LIGHTNESS,
I CAN'T EVEN -

00:24:36.833 --> 00:24:38.700
HONESTLY, I THOUGHT
I COULD FLY.

00:24:38.800 --> 00:24:40.334
IT WAS JUST LIKE
THIS WEIGHT HAD

00:24:40.434 --> 00:24:41.601
LIFTED OFF MY SHOULDERS.


00:24:41.701 --> 00:24:45.500
MY BROTHER, WHO HAD A LOT OF
THE SAME UNFORGIVENESS,

00:24:45.600 --> 00:24:47.167
WE DISCONNECTED BECAUSE
HE THOUGHT I WAS LYING.

00:24:47.267 --> 00:24:48.667
HE THOUGHT I WAS
MAKING IT UP.

00:24:48.767 --> 00:24:50.133
HE COULDN'T UNDERSTAND
WHY SUDDENLY,

00:24:50.233 --> 00:24:52.434
I'D HAVE THE MEMORIES
OF THESE THINGS,

00:24:52.534 --> 00:24:53.767
BUT THERE WAS NO
MORE PAIN OR TRAUMA

00:24:53.867 --> 00:24:54.800
ATTACHED TO THEM ANYMORE.


00:24:54.900 --> 00:24:57.333
HOLY SPIRIT, WHICH BY
THE WAY, PEOPLE SAY,

00:24:57.433 --> 00:24:59.000
WELL, GOD CAN'T
REDEEM TIME.

00:24:59.100 --> 00:25:02.301
GO READ ISAIAH 5, I RENEW
YOUR YOUTH LIKE THE EAGLE.

00:25:02.401 --> 00:25:04.300
HE'S THE ONLY ONE
WHO CAN GO BACK IN

00:25:04.400 --> 00:25:07.200
TO A MEMORY THAT'S PAST


00:25:07.300 --> 00:25:11.267
AND GO AND JUST POUR
HIMSELF UPON THAT

00:25:11.367 --> 00:25:12.300
AND REDEEM IT.


00:25:12.400 --> 00:25:15.367
AND HE DID THAT FOR ME.


00:25:15.467 --> 00:25:18.200
AND, YEAH, THAT WAS
THE BEGINNING OF

00:25:18.300 --> 00:25:19.367
ENCOUNTERING THE FATHER.


00:25:19.467 --> 00:25:24.834
BECAUSE I REALIZED, YOU
KNOW, HE WAS THERE FOR ME,

00:25:24.934 --> 00:25:26.933
BUT I JUST DIDN'T SEE IT.


00:25:27.033 --> 00:25:28.901
AND IT BROKE
IN THAT MOMENT.

00:25:29.001 --> 00:25:30.667
AND THERE'S PROBABLY
PEOPLE LISTENING RIGHT NOW

00:25:30.767 --> 00:25:32.634
WHO WERE JUST LIKE,


00:25:32.734 --> 00:25:35.334
WELL, I'VE BEEN THROUGH
SIMILAR THINGS

00:25:35.434 --> 00:25:37.134
BUT I DIDN'T GET
THAT ENCOUNTER,

00:25:37.234 --> 00:25:38.700
THAT EXPERIENCE,


00:25:38.800 --> 00:25:40.200
BUT THAT'S WAITING
FOR YOU RIGHT NOW.

00:25:40.300 --> 00:25:41.734
REBECCA: YEAH.
I FEEL THAT, TOO.

00:25:41.834 --> 00:25:42.934
WHILE YOU WERE TALKING,
I FELT LIKE

00:25:43.034 --> 00:25:45.733
I SAW THE RIVER OF GOD


00:25:45.833 --> 00:25:48.734
AND IT BRINGS LIFE,
IT BRINGS HEALING.

00:25:48.834 --> 00:25:52.067
AND WE JUST PRAY FOR
THOSE PEOPLE RIGHT NOW

00:25:52.167 --> 00:25:54.634
THAT THEY WOULD JUST
ENCOUNTER THAT RIVER.

00:25:54.734 --> 00:25:56.800
LORD, I JUST THANK YOU, AND
WE SPEAK HEALING OVER YOU,

00:25:56.900 --> 00:25:58.267
WE THANK YOU, GOD,


00:25:58.367 --> 00:26:00.567
THAT YOU WILL REVEAL
JESUS TO THESE PEOPLE,

00:26:00.667 --> 00:26:02.967
HOW IN THOSE PAINFUL MOMENTS
OF THEIR LIVES

00:26:03.067 --> 00:26:03.867
YOU WERE PRESENT,


00:26:03.967 --> 00:26:05.700
JUST LIKE YOU WERE
PRESENT FOR NATE.

00:26:05.800 --> 00:26:06.701
LORD, WHAT YOU
DID FOR HIM,

00:26:06.801 --> 00:26:08.533
YOU'LL DO FOR
THEM AS WELL.

00:26:08.633 --> 00:26:09.700
AND, GOD, I
JUST THANK YOU

00:26:09.800 --> 00:26:11.334
THAT THESE PEOPLE WILL
ENCOUNTER YOU IN THE RIVER,

00:26:11.434 --> 00:26:12.767
EVEN RIGHT NOW.


00:26:12.867 --> 00:26:16.367
THE RIVER OF GOD, THE
RIVER THAT BRINGS LIFE.

00:26:16.467 --> 00:26:18.867
AND, GOD, WE JUST
PRAY HEALING

00:26:18.967 --> 00:26:21.767
AND I JUST THANK YOU FOR
THE OIL OF THE HOLY SPIRIT,

00:26:21.867 --> 00:26:24.234
THAT IS LIKE A BALM
THAT HEALS THE HEART

00:26:24.334 --> 00:26:27.267
AND HEALS THE SOUL AND
BRINGS RESTORATION.

00:26:27.367 --> 00:26:29.367
FATHER, I JUST THANK YOU
FOR ALL THESE THINGS.

00:26:29.467 --> 00:26:31.133
IN JESUS' NAME, AMEN.


00:26:31.233 --> 00:26:32.601
NATE: AMEN.


00:26:32.701 --> 00:26:34.967
REBECCA: HEALING IN
THE MIDDLE OF THE EPISODE.

00:26:35.067 --> 00:26:36.300
ONLY THE LORD.


00:26:36.400 --> 00:26:37.467
I LOVE IT, THOUGH.


00:26:37.567 --> 00:26:38.734
I LOVE BEING LED.


00:26:38.834 --> 00:26:40.001
IT'S THE BEST.


00:26:40.101 --> 00:26:41.767
IT'S AN HONOR TO EVEN GET
TO DO THIS KIND OF STUFF,

00:26:41.867 --> 00:26:42.800
THAT'S HOW I FEEL.


00:26:42.900 --> 00:26:43.967
NATE: ABSOLUTELY.


00:26:44.067 --> 00:26:45.700
REBECCA:
THAT'S SO GOOD.

00:26:45.800 --> 00:26:47.201
SO YOU WERE ABLE TO
FORGIVE YOUR STEPFATHER.

00:26:47.301 --> 00:26:49.901
YOU WERE ABLE TO
FORGIVE YOUR FATHER.

00:26:50.001 --> 00:26:51.334
DID YOU EVER SEE
YOUR FATHER AGAIN

00:26:51.434 --> 00:26:53.567
AFTER THAT EXPERIENCE?


00:26:53.667 --> 00:26:55.633
NATE: I NEVER
MET MY DAD

00:26:55.733 --> 00:26:57.234
UNTIL I WAS ABOUT,


00:26:57.334 --> 00:26:59.434
I THINK I WAS
18 OR 19.

00:26:59.534 --> 00:27:02.434
FOR WHATEVER REASON,


00:27:02.534 --> 00:27:06.233
THAT EXPERIENCE THAT TOOK
PLACE WITH MY STEPDAD,

00:27:06.333 --> 00:27:08.067
DID THE SAME
THING FOR HIM,

00:27:08.167 --> 00:27:09.600
LIKE ACROSS-THE-BOARD.


00:27:09.700 --> 00:27:10.467
IT WAS ACROSS-THE-BOARD,


00:27:10.567 --> 00:27:12.134
I JUST RELEASED THEM.


00:27:12.234 --> 00:27:13.500
REBECCA: IT WAS
LIKE A RIPPLE EFFECT.

00:27:13.600 --> 00:27:14.734
NATE: YEAH.


00:27:14.834 --> 00:27:17.167
IT'S LIKE I REALLY DIDN'T EVEN
FEEL LIKE I ADDRESSED IT.

00:27:17.267 --> 00:27:20.167
I'VE JUST NOT FELT ANY
UNFORGIVENESS THERE AT ALL.

00:27:20.267 --> 00:27:21.067
IT WAS WEIRD.


00:27:21.167 --> 00:27:22.667
IT JUST TOUCHED ALL BASES.


00:27:22.767 --> 00:27:23.733
REBECCA: I THINK
WHAT'S COOL IS,

00:27:23.833 --> 00:27:26.400
THERE SEEMED TO BE A
GENERATIONAL THING

00:27:26.500 --> 00:27:30.000
AND GOD USED YOU TO BREAK
THAT OFF IN YOUR FAMILY.

00:27:30.100 --> 00:27:32.967
AND EVEN YOU'RE ABLE TO
HELP YOUR BROTHER, RIGHT?

00:27:33.067 --> 00:27:33.967
NATE: MANY YEARS LATER.


00:27:34.067 --> 00:27:35.301
SO MY BROTHER AND I
DISCONNECTED A BIT.

00:27:35.401 --> 00:27:36.801
REBECCA: YEAH.


00:27:36.901 --> 00:27:37.867
NATE: MANY
YEARS LATER,

00:27:37.967 --> 00:27:39.267
I WAS WORKING FOR BENNY
HINN AT THE TIME

00:27:39.367 --> 00:27:41.167
ACTUALLY IN AUSTRALIA,


00:27:41.267 --> 00:27:42.567
AND CHRISTY AND
I HAD JUST BEEN,

00:27:42.667 --> 00:27:44.700
I THINK WE HAD
JUST BEEN MARRIED.

00:27:44.800 --> 00:27:46.767
YEAH, 2006.


00:27:46.867 --> 00:27:48.367
SO TWO YEARS LATER OR SO,


00:27:48.467 --> 00:27:50.934
TWO OR THREE YEARS LATER
AFTER THAT ENCOUNTER

00:27:51.034 --> 00:27:53.801
WITH THE LORD,


00:27:53.901 --> 00:27:56.334
AND I GET TO WORK AND
I FEEL THIS ALARM

00:27:56.434 --> 00:27:57.634
IN MY SPIRIT,


00:27:57.734 --> 00:27:58.901
SEND YOUR BROTHER
A MESSAGE.

00:27:59.001 --> 00:28:01.267
I'M LIKE, HE WON'T
WRITE BACK TO ME.

00:28:01.367 --> 00:28:03.667
AND IT WAS THE LYRICS


00:28:03.767 --> 00:28:06.600
TO ONE OF THE
HILLSONG UNITED SONGS,

00:28:06.700 --> 00:28:07.700
A THOUSAND TIMES
I'VE FAILED,

00:28:07.800 --> 00:28:08.834
STILL YOUR MERCY.


00:28:08.934 --> 00:28:10.300
I TEXTED HIM THE LYRICS.


00:28:10.400 --> 00:28:11.500
HE'S NOT A CHRISTIAN.


00:28:11.600 --> 00:28:13.000
HE WAS WORKING
IN THE CITY,

00:28:13.100 --> 00:28:15.000
IN BRISBANE CITY.


00:28:15.100 --> 00:28:16.867
I GET A MESSAGE
STRAIGHTAWAY BACK

00:28:16.967 --> 00:28:18.333
AND HE SAID
CAN YOU PICK ME UP

00:28:18.433 --> 00:28:19.600
AT THE TRAIN STATION TONIGHT?


00:28:19.700 --> 00:28:21.200
I HAVE SOMETHING TO
TALK TO YOU ABOUT.

00:28:21.300 --> 00:28:22.534
I'M LIKE, WHOA,
THIS IS NEW.

00:28:22.634 --> 00:28:23.834
HE DOESN'T DO THIS.


00:28:23.934 --> 00:28:25.867
HE WAS HARD, YOU KNOW.


00:28:25.967 --> 00:28:30.334
AND HE WAS IN A
DARK SCENE AS WELL.

00:28:30.434 --> 00:28:32.101
AND I PICK HIM UP FROM
THE TRAIN STATION,

00:28:32.201 --> 00:28:33.201
AND IT WAS GOOD.


00:28:33.301 --> 00:28:34.367
IT WAS A LOT.


00:28:34.467 --> 00:28:35.534
HE'S A BIT OF A
PRANKSTER, A JOKESTER.

00:28:35.634 --> 00:28:36.834
HE WAS KIND OF,


00:28:36.934 --> 00:28:39.200
FELT LIKE OLD DAYS.


00:28:39.300 --> 00:28:41.034
BUT THEN AS WE GET OUT TO
THE FRONT OF HIS HOUSE,

00:28:41.134 --> 00:28:41.834
HE SAID STOP.


00:28:41.934 --> 00:28:42.534
STOP HERE.


00:28:42.634 --> 00:28:43.201
JUST PULL OUT THE FRONT.


00:28:43.301 --> 00:28:44.567
I SAID, WHAT?


00:28:44.667 --> 00:28:46.767
AND HE BROKE DOWN CRYING.


00:28:46.867 --> 00:28:48.900
HE SAID, DO YOU KNOW WHAT
I WAS DOING THIS MORNING

00:28:49.000 --> 00:28:50.767
WHEN YOU SENT ME THAT TEXT?


00:28:50.867 --> 00:28:52.200
AND I SAID, NO, I
JUST GOT TO WORK.

00:28:52.300 --> 00:28:56.801
AND HE SAID, I WAS
IN THE TOILETS

00:28:56.901 --> 00:29:00.201
DOWN UNDERNEATH MY
WORK IN THE BUILDING,

00:29:00.301 --> 00:29:02.867
ABOUT TO POP 30 PILLS,
END MY LIFE,

00:29:02.967 --> 00:29:04.233
AND I WAS WRITING
YOU A NOTE

00:29:04.333 --> 00:29:06.700
BECAUSE YOU'RE
THE ONLY ONE

00:29:06.800 --> 00:29:08.167
THAT I CARE ABOUT.


00:29:08.267 --> 00:29:09.767
AND I WAS ENDING MY LIFE.


00:29:09.867 --> 00:29:11.701
I GET YOUR TEXT.


00:29:11.801 --> 00:29:13.567
I WENT, OKAY.


00:29:13.667 --> 00:29:14.867
OKAY, GOD.


00:29:14.967 --> 00:29:17.667
IF THIS IS YOU,
THEN FAIR ENOUGH.

00:29:17.767 --> 00:29:21.300
I'M GONNA TALK TO NATE
TONIGHT AND SEE WHAT HAPPENS.

00:29:21.400 --> 00:29:22.567
AND THEN HE BURST
OUT CRYING AND SAID,

00:29:22.667 --> 00:29:24.567
HOW DID YOU FORGIVE
OUR STEPDAD?

00:29:24.667 --> 00:29:26.333
HOW DID YOU DO IT?


00:29:26.433 --> 00:29:28.367
HE SAID I RECOGNIZE YOUR
LIFE IS DIFFERENT NOW.

00:29:28.467 --> 00:29:30.000
WHAT'S GOING ON?


00:29:30.100 --> 00:29:31.334
YOU'RE NOT A
WRECK ANYMORE.

00:29:31.434 --> 00:29:33.501
WHAT HAPPENED?


00:29:33.601 --> 00:29:35.034
AND I TOLD HIM.


00:29:35.134 --> 00:29:36.000
I TOLD HIM AND HE SAID,


00:29:36.100 --> 00:29:36.933
YEAH, YOU TOLD ME THAT


00:29:37.033 --> 00:29:38.400
BUT THAT DOESN'T
MAKE ANY SENSE TO ME.

00:29:38.500 --> 00:29:39.834
HOW DO YOU JUST
FORGIVE HIM?

00:29:39.934 --> 00:29:42.600
I SAID IT'S SOMETHING THAT
GOD HAS TO EMPOWER YOU

00:29:42.700 --> 00:29:43.901
AND ANOINT YOU TO DO.


00:29:44.001 --> 00:29:45.100
YOU DO IT BY FAITH.


00:29:45.200 --> 00:29:48.333
YOU SAY, GOD, HELP
ME FORGIVE THEM.

00:29:48.433 --> 00:29:51.401
JESUS EVEN SAID, FORGIVE
YOUR BROTHER 70 TIMES 7.

00:29:51.501 --> 00:29:52.567
THERE ARE PEOPLE
LISTENING RIGHT NOW

00:29:52.667 --> 00:29:55.367
AND LIKE, GOD, I'VE ALREADY
FORGIVEN THIS PERSON.

00:29:55.467 --> 00:29:57.767
YOU'VE GOT TO
KEEP DOING IT.

00:29:57.867 --> 00:30:01.267
BUT KNOWING THAT IT
WILL BE EFFECTIVE.

00:30:01.367 --> 00:30:02.734
AND HE THEN REACHED
INTO HIS BAG

00:30:02.834 --> 00:30:04.201
AND HE PULLED
OUT THAT NOTE.

00:30:04.301 --> 00:30:05.134
AND I SAID, I DON'T
WANT TO READ IT.

00:30:05.234 --> 00:30:06.434
RIP IT UP RIGHT NOW.


00:30:06.534 --> 00:30:08.133
I LED HIM TO JESUS.


00:30:08.233 --> 00:30:11.067
HE FORGAVE -


00:30:11.167 --> 00:30:12.967
HE DID THE SAME THING.


00:30:13.067 --> 00:30:14.733
IT'S CRAZY, BECAUSE
MY WIFE AND I

00:30:14.833 --> 00:30:16.301
WERE LOOKING AT PHOTOS OF HIM,


00:30:16.401 --> 00:30:18.734
AND HIS EYES WERE DIFFERENT
BEFORE AND AFTER.

00:30:18.834 --> 00:30:20.234
LIKE DIFFERENT,
THE LIGHT WENT ON.

00:30:20.334 --> 00:30:23.034
AND I JUST LOVE THAT.


00:30:23.134 --> 00:30:25.500
SO, YEAH, GOD IS SO GOOD.


00:30:25.600 --> 00:30:28.734
HE IS ON THE
PURSUIT FOR US.

00:30:28.834 --> 00:30:30.100
THE FATHER IS.


00:30:30.200 --> 00:30:35.401
HE'S THE SHEPHERD THAT
LEAVES THE 99 FOR THE ONE.

00:30:35.501 --> 00:30:39.300
AND I CAN'T THINK OF
A MORE CRUCIAL TIME

00:30:39.400 --> 00:30:41.200
THAT WE NEED TO
ENCOUNTER THE FATHER,

00:30:41.300 --> 00:30:43.334
AND THIS GENERATION NEEDS
TO ENCOUNTER THE FATHER,

00:30:43.434 --> 00:30:47.900
AND TO KNOW THAT
HE'S SO AFTER THEM.

00:30:48.000 --> 00:30:51.133
LIKE HE'S SO IN
LOVE WITH THEM

00:30:51.233 --> 00:30:53.834
AND AFTER THEM AND
IN PURSUIT OF THEM.

00:30:53.934 --> 00:30:56.367
AND WE GET TO
BE PEOPLE THAT

00:30:56.467 --> 00:30:58.200
ARE HIS REPRESENTATIVES
OF THAT IN THE EARTH.

00:30:58.300 --> 00:31:00.867
AND SO WHILE WE'RE
SPEAKING TRUTH

00:31:00.967 --> 00:31:03.333
AND WE'RE LIKE,
WE'RE ALSO PEOPLE,

00:31:03.433 --> 00:31:06.567
THEY'RE LIKE,
HEY, WE LOVE YOU,

00:31:06.667 --> 00:31:07.833
BUT WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH


00:31:07.933 --> 00:31:10.567
WE'RE PULLING YOU OUT
OF WHAT YOU'VE BEEN IN.

00:31:10.667 --> 00:31:11.834
AND THAT'S THE
HEART OF THE FATHER.

00:31:11.934 --> 00:31:13.534
THAT'S THE MINISTERS
OF RECONCILIATION

00:31:13.634 --> 00:31:14.734
THAT WE'RE CALLED TO BE.


00:31:14.834 --> 00:31:15.801
SO I DON'T KNOW.


00:31:15.901 --> 00:31:17.133
REBECCA: THAT
MAKES ME THINK,

00:31:17.233 --> 00:31:18.767
YOU JUST REMINDED ME OF AN
ENCOUNTER I HAD WITH GOD,

00:31:18.867 --> 00:31:21.534
I THINK NOW ALMOST
TEN YEARS AGO.

00:31:21.634 --> 00:31:23.967
AND I WAS IN MY CAR,


00:31:24.067 --> 00:31:26.767
AND GOD'S PRESENCE JUST
FELL ON ME IN MY CAR

00:31:26.867 --> 00:31:28.867
AND I FELT HIS
PRESENCE SO STRONG.

00:31:28.967 --> 00:31:31.200
AND HE TOLD ME, HE SAYS,
TELL PEOPLE

00:31:31.300 --> 00:31:32.700
HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM.


00:31:32.800 --> 00:31:33.800
NATE: WOW.


00:31:33.900 --> 00:31:35.334
REBECCA: AND HOW THAT'S
SOMETHING THAT PEOPLE

00:31:35.434 --> 00:31:36.933
NEED TO HEAR,


00:31:37.033 --> 00:31:38.367
THAT THIS GENERATION
IS NEEDING.

00:31:38.467 --> 00:31:39.300
NATE: YEAH.


00:31:39.400 --> 00:31:40.300
REBECCA: IS THE
LOVE OF THE FATHER.

00:31:40.400 --> 00:31:41.767
AND I COMPLETELY
FORGOT ABOUT THAT.

00:31:41.867 --> 00:31:43.867
BUT THAT IS SOMETHING
THAT'S COMING UP

00:31:43.967 --> 00:31:45.433
IN THIS TIME.


00:31:45.533 --> 00:31:49.367
I PERSONALLY BELIEVE THAT
THERE IS COMING A REVIVAL.

00:31:49.467 --> 00:31:51.101
NATE: YEAH.


00:31:51.201 --> 00:31:53.234
REBECCA: AND IT'S
GOING TO BE BIG.

00:31:53.334 --> 00:31:55.334
CAN YOU SPEAK TO, AND I
FEEL LIKE MAYBE WE'RE IN

00:31:55.434 --> 00:31:57.933
THE PREPARATION PHASE,
I DON'T KNOW,

00:31:58.033 --> 00:31:59.167
I'M NOT GOD.


00:31:59.267 --> 00:32:03.267
BUT CAN YOU SPEAK TO WHAT
GOD HAS SHOWN YOU ABOUT THAT?

00:32:03.367 --> 00:32:04.267
NATE: YEAH.


00:32:04.367 --> 00:32:06.801
I DON'T THINK IT'S WHAT
THE CHURCH IS

00:32:06.901 --> 00:32:09.501
EXPECTING RIGHT NOW.


00:32:09.601 --> 00:32:10.967
I'VE BEEN AROUND
REVIVALS,

00:32:11.067 --> 00:32:12.267
I'VE BEEN IN REVIVALS,


00:32:12.367 --> 00:32:14.400
I'VE BEEN ONE OF THOSE -


00:32:14.500 --> 00:32:16.333
I MEAN, WHEN
I WAS LIKE 17

00:32:16.433 --> 00:32:17.800
AND I USED TO JUST DRIVE
AROUND WITH MY FRIEND,

00:32:17.900 --> 00:32:19.533
WE WERE LIKE THESE
LITTLE SURFY BOYS,

00:32:19.633 --> 00:32:22.067
AND WE'D LIKE TO TRY TO
FIND WHERE GOD WAS MOVING.

00:32:22.167 --> 00:32:24.900
AND YOU SPEND THREE DAYS
WITH STRAW IN YOUR HAIR

00:32:25.000 --> 00:32:27.200
AND, YOU KNOW, ON THE
FLOOR OF A TENT, YOU KNOW.

00:32:27.300 --> 00:32:29.034
I LOVE ALL THAT STUFF.


00:32:29.134 --> 00:32:31.867
BUT I THINK WHAT
GOD'S DOING -

00:32:31.967 --> 00:32:35.134
AND I THINK YOU'VE
SEEN THE MOVIE,

00:32:35.234 --> 00:32:36.934
<i>JESUS REVOLUTION.</i>


00:32:37.034 --> 00:32:41.133
I WAS WATCHING THAT AND
MY SPIRIT WAS LIKE,

00:32:41.233 --> 00:32:44.300
IT'S NOT A REVIVAL,
IT'S A REVOLUTION.

00:32:44.400 --> 00:32:45.801
AND I THINK IT'S GOING
TO SHOCK THE CHURCH

00:32:45.901 --> 00:32:46.867
WHAT GOD DOES.


00:32:46.967 --> 00:32:49.633
AND THEN THE PEOPLE THAT
GOD'S GONNA MOVE THROUGH

00:32:49.733 --> 00:32:51.367
IN THAT SCENARIO IS
VERY MUCH GONNA BE

00:32:51.467 --> 00:32:54.167
VERY SIMILAR TO WHAT
HAPPENED BACK IN

00:32:54.267 --> 00:32:56.400
THE JESUS PEOPLE MOVEMENT,


00:32:56.500 --> 00:32:59.933
WHERE, YOU KNOW, IT COULD
EVEN OFFEND THE CHURCH.

00:33:00.033 --> 00:33:01.667
IT COULD OFFEND
THE CHURCH.

00:33:01.767 --> 00:33:03.000
AND IT'S NOT
GONNA BE MESSY -

00:33:03.100 --> 00:33:04.167
I'M SORRY, IT'S NOT
GONNA BE NEAT AND TIDY,

00:33:04.267 --> 00:33:06.234
IT'S GONNA BE MESSY.


00:33:06.334 --> 00:33:08.567
IT'S GOING TO BE
LESS ABOUT

00:33:08.667 --> 00:33:11.100
SOME CUTE LITTLE ENCOUNTER,


00:33:11.200 --> 00:33:15.967
AND MORE ABOUT MOBILIZING
AN ARMY FOR HARVEST, YOU KNOW.

00:33:16.067 --> 00:33:18.267
I FEEL LIKE IT'S
VERY STRATEGIC

00:33:18.367 --> 00:33:19.733
BECAUSE GOD IS
SO AFTER SOULS.

00:33:19.833 --> 00:33:23.000
HE'S SO AFTER JUST WANTING
TO SHOW THIS GENERATION

00:33:23.100 --> 00:33:24.200
HOW MUCH HE LOVES THEM.


00:33:24.300 --> 00:33:27.233
AND HE'S WANTING TO
RAISE UP A PEOPLE

00:33:27.333 --> 00:33:29.501
WHO WOULD BE THE
DISTRIBUTORS OF THAT, I GUESS.

00:33:29.601 --> 00:33:31.134
AND SO FOR ME,


00:33:31.234 --> 00:33:33.567
I'M NOT QUITE LOOKING
FOR THE NEAT THING

00:33:33.667 --> 00:33:35.267
IN THE CHURCH BUILDING.


00:33:35.367 --> 00:33:36.334
I'M LOOKING FOR
THE THINGS THAT ARE

00:33:36.434 --> 00:33:37.834
BURSTING OUTSIDE OF IT.


00:33:37.934 --> 00:33:39.501
I'M LOOKING FOR THE
WILDERNESS MOVEMENTS

00:33:39.601 --> 00:33:43.834
AND THE THINGS THAT LOOK
MORE LIKE JOHN THE BAPTIST,

00:33:43.934 --> 00:33:45.433
THAT EVEN OFFEND ME.


00:33:45.533 --> 00:33:49.067
I'M LOOKING AT
THAT RIGHT NOW.

00:33:49.167 --> 00:33:50.201
AND SO I DON'T KNOW,
THAT'S JUST PERSONALLY

00:33:50.301 --> 00:33:51.700
WHAT I BELIEVE.


00:33:51.800 --> 00:33:53.100
I'M NOT SAYING GOD WON'T
MOVE IN THOSE PLACES,

00:33:53.200 --> 00:33:55.400
BECAUSE HE
ABSOLUTELY WILL,

00:33:55.500 --> 00:33:56.634
BUT I THINK IT'S JUST
GOING TO LOOK DIFFERENT

00:33:56.734 --> 00:33:59.767
THAN WHAT WE'VE BEEN
LOOKING AT, YOU KNOW.

00:33:59.867 --> 00:34:02.034
REBECCA: I JUST THINK
YOU HAVE TO BE OPEN

00:34:02.134 --> 00:34:03.700
SO THAT YOU DON'T -


00:34:03.800 --> 00:34:05.167
IT MAKES ME THINK
OF JOHN THE BAPTIST

00:34:05.267 --> 00:34:07.233
WHEN HE WAS IN PRISON


00:34:07.333 --> 00:34:09.034
AND JESUS TELLS -


00:34:09.134 --> 00:34:11.600
HE SENT THE DISCIPLES
TO GO SEE HIM.

00:34:11.700 --> 00:34:13.200
AND I DON'T REMEMBER
EXACTLY WHAT JESUS TELLS

00:34:13.300 --> 00:34:13.967
JOHN THE BAPTIST,


00:34:14.067 --> 00:34:16.567
BUT HE SAYS DON'T
BE OFFENDED.

00:34:16.667 --> 00:34:18.967
BECAUSE HE DIDN'T
SEE HIMSELF THERE.

00:34:19.067 --> 00:34:22.667
AND SO WE DON'T KNOW HOW
IT ALL IS GOING TO LOOK.

00:34:22.767 --> 00:34:24.667
SO WE HAVE TO BE OPEN


00:34:24.767 --> 00:34:26.767
AND ALLOW GOD TO DO
WHAT HE NEEDS TO DO

00:34:26.867 --> 00:34:27.867
AND NOT TO BE OFFENDED.


00:34:27.967 --> 00:34:30.533
AND JOHN THE BAPTIST WAS
AN ANOMALY OF HIS TIME.

00:34:30.633 --> 00:34:31.334
NATE: ABSOLUTELY.


00:34:31.434 --> 00:34:32.634
REBECCA: YOU
KNOW WHAT I MEAN?

00:34:32.734 --> 00:34:34.167
THAT MAKES ME THINK
ABOUT YOUR BOOK.

00:34:34.267 --> 00:34:35.334
NATE: OH, YEAH, YEAH.


00:34:35.434 --> 00:34:37.167
THIS IS A BOOK FOR THE
JOHN THE BAPTIST, FOR SURE.

00:34:37.267 --> 00:34:38.333
REBECCA: I'VE
GOT TO SHOW IT.

00:34:38.433 --> 00:34:41.633
<i>WILD ONES, THE PIONEER CALL
OF EMERGING VOICES</i>

00:34:41.733 --> 00:34:44.001
<i>FROM THE WILDNERNESS TO
THE FRONT LINES.</i>

00:34:44.101 --> 00:34:46.400
AND I WANT TO
TALK ABOUT THAT,

00:34:46.500 --> 00:34:48.367
BUT I ALSO WANT
YOU TO SHARE

00:34:48.467 --> 00:34:51.101
THE WORD THAT YOU FEEL
LIKE GOD HAS FOR RIGHT NOW.

00:34:51.201 --> 00:34:52.534
NATE: SOMETHING I
WASN'T COMING ON HERE

00:34:52.634 --> 00:34:53.634
TODAY TO TALK ABOUT,


00:34:53.734 --> 00:34:55.734
BUT SINCE WE TALKED ABOUT
THE HEART OF THE FATHER,

00:34:55.834 --> 00:34:59.434
I JUST NEED TO SHARE THIS.


00:34:59.534 --> 00:35:02.667
ABOUT TWO MONTHS AGO,


00:35:02.767 --> 00:35:04.234
JUST TALKING ABOUT THIS
CURRENT GENERATION

00:35:04.334 --> 00:35:08.367
THAT I BELIEVE GOD WANTS
TO TOUCH MIGHTILY,

00:35:08.467 --> 00:35:10.134
PEOPLE RIGHT NOW ARE
REALLY NOT KNOWING

00:35:10.234 --> 00:35:12.967
HOW TO SPEAK TO THE LGBT.


00:35:13.067 --> 00:35:14.267
THEY'RE REALLY STRUGGLING.


00:35:14.367 --> 00:35:16.001
I'M STILL TRYING TO
FIGURE THAT OUT MYSELF

00:35:16.101 --> 00:35:18.801
BECAUSE IT'S THIS
STRANGE KIND OF TENSION

00:35:18.901 --> 00:35:23.100
THAT WE NEED TO BE PEOPLE
THAT SPEAK THE TRUTH

00:35:23.200 --> 00:35:26.701
WHILE WE ALSO NEED TO LOVE
THESE PEOPLE, YOU KNOW.

00:35:26.801 --> 00:35:29.367
I MEAN, THEY'RE NO
DIFFERENT TO ME

00:35:29.467 --> 00:35:31.333
AS A KID THAT
WAS DEMONIZED.

00:35:31.433 --> 00:35:35.200
I DIDN'T OBVIOUSLY
STRUGGLE WITH

00:35:35.300 --> 00:35:37.667
WHAT THEY'RE STRUGGLING WITH,


00:35:37.767 --> 00:35:38.901
BUT IT'S NO DIFFERENT.


00:35:39.001 --> 00:35:40.634
I WAS AN ORPHAN.


00:35:40.734 --> 00:35:46.033
I WAS SOMEONE THAT, YOU
KNOW, WAS AWAY FROM GOD.

00:35:46.133 --> 00:35:47.833
AND WE'VE BEEN REALLY
STRUGGLING HOW TO HAVE

00:35:47.933 --> 00:35:49.300
THIS CONVERSATION.


00:35:49.400 --> 00:35:50.267
AND SO ABOUT
TWO MONTHS AGO,

00:35:50.367 --> 00:35:52.067
WE HEARD THAT A FAMILY
MEMBER OF OURS,

00:35:52.167 --> 00:35:55.101
A YOUNG FAMILY
MEMBER OF OURS,

00:35:55.201 --> 00:36:00.167
IDENTIFIED HERSELF AS GAY.


00:36:00.267 --> 00:36:03.200
AND WE WERE LIKE, WELL,
HOW DO WE DEAL WITH THAT?

00:36:03.300 --> 00:36:04.534
I WAS IN THE
LIVING ROOM FLOOR

00:36:04.634 --> 00:36:06.600
HAVING A WORSHIP ONE NIGHT,


00:36:06.700 --> 00:36:08.467
WHEN AS CLEAR AS DAY,


00:36:08.567 --> 00:36:09.500
THE VOICE OF
THE LORD SAYS,

00:36:09.600 --> 00:36:11.467
WOE TO THE WRONG FATHER.


00:36:11.567 --> 00:36:13.300
WOE TO THE WRONG FATHER.


00:36:13.400 --> 00:36:16.167
AND IT CAME THROUGH LIKE
THIS ELIJAH SPIRIT,

00:36:16.267 --> 00:36:18.334
LIKE, WOE TO THE
WRONG FATHER!

00:36:18.434 --> 00:36:19.601
AND IT BIRTHED THROUGH ME


00:36:19.701 --> 00:36:24.767
AND I BEGAN TO SEE THE
COUNTERFEIT FATHERING MOVEMENT

00:36:24.867 --> 00:36:28.334
THAT ARE CREATED,


00:36:28.434 --> 00:36:32.533
IDENTITY DYSFUNCTION.


00:36:32.633 --> 00:36:33.534
AND THEN THE
LORD SAID TO ME

00:36:33.634 --> 00:36:35.234
IN THE ABSENCE OF
THE CHURCH RISING UP

00:36:35.334 --> 00:36:36.767
AND FATHERING
A GENERATION,

00:36:36.867 --> 00:36:40.467
A COUNTERFEIT HAS COME.


00:36:40.567 --> 00:36:43.634
AND THE COUNTERFEIT IS THE
ENEMY PARADING AS A FATHER,

00:36:43.734 --> 00:36:46.434
INSTILLING IDENTITY
AND VALUES

00:36:46.534 --> 00:36:48.333
THAT DO NOT COME FROM ME.


00:36:48.433 --> 00:36:51.067
WE HAVE A RESPONSIBILITY
RIGHT NOW,

00:36:51.167 --> 00:36:53.067
WHETHER YOU TALK ABOUT
THIS TOPIC OR NOT

00:36:53.167 --> 00:36:55.967
ON YOUR SOCIAL MEDIA
DOESN'T MATTER.

00:36:56.067 --> 00:36:58.800
WE HAVE A RESPONSIBILITY
TO REVEAL

00:36:58.900 --> 00:37:02.034
THE HEART OF THE FATHER
TO THIS GENERATION.

00:37:02.134 --> 00:37:05.433
AND THAT MEANS, WHAT
DOES A FATHER DO?

00:37:05.533 --> 00:37:09.267
A FATHER INSTILLS
IDENTITY, WORTH, LOVE,

00:37:09.367 --> 00:37:11.734
BUT TRUTH.


00:37:11.834 --> 00:37:13.967
IF MY DAUGHTER COMES
TO ME AND SAYS,

00:37:14.067 --> 00:37:16.534
YOU KNOW, DAD, THIS IS
THE WAY I FEEL LIKE

00:37:16.634 --> 00:37:17.801
I'M MEANT TO DO THIS.


00:37:17.901 --> 00:37:20.301
I'LL SAY, AS YOUR FATHER,


00:37:20.401 --> 00:37:22.267
I'M LETTING YOU KNOW THAT
MAY NOT BE THE RIGHT WAY,

00:37:22.367 --> 00:37:23.234
TO DO SOMETHING.


00:37:23.334 --> 00:37:24.934
AND IT'S REVEALING TRUTH


00:37:25.034 --> 00:37:27.234
WHILE ACTUALLY SAYING,
HEY, I LOVE YOU,

00:37:27.334 --> 00:37:30.434
BUT THAT'S NOT GONNA BE
THE BEST PATH FOR YOU.

00:37:30.534 --> 00:37:33.534
WE HAVE A RESPONSIBILITY
IN THIS HOUR,

00:37:33.634 --> 00:37:35.234
TO BE THOSE VOICES.


00:37:35.334 --> 00:37:37.733
IN MY BOOK I SPEAK
ABOUT HAMMER AND OIL.

00:37:37.833 --> 00:37:39.367
AND HOW THE LORD
REALLY SPOKE TO ME

00:37:39.467 --> 00:37:42.067
ABOUT WHEN I'M BEING


00:37:42.167 --> 00:37:43.567
A VOICE OF REFORMATION
IN THE CHURCH,

00:37:43.667 --> 00:37:45.400
AND IT FEELS LIKE
I'M JUST SLEDGING

00:37:45.500 --> 00:37:47.967
AT ALL THE -


00:37:48.067 --> 00:37:49.933
YOU KNOW, I WAS TOLD
BY A PASTOR YEARS AGO,

00:37:50.033 --> 00:37:53.334
HEY, NATE, THAT HAMMER
REFORMATION OF YOURS,

00:37:53.434 --> 00:37:56.301
IT GETS PRETTY
MESSY SOMETIMES.

00:37:56.401 --> 00:37:58.467
AND I'M LIKE, YEAH,
BECAUSE I'LL JUST GO INTO

00:37:58.567 --> 00:37:59.801
ENVIRONMENTS SOMETIMES


00:37:59.901 --> 00:38:00.867
AND I'M LIKE,
THAT'S NOT WORKING,

00:38:00.967 --> 00:38:02.234
THAT'S NOT WORKING,
THAT'S NOT WORKING.

00:38:02.334 --> 00:38:04.067
YOU'VE GOT TO
MOVE FROM THAT,

00:38:04.167 --> 00:38:05.900
AND I'LL JUST DO THAT.


00:38:06.000 --> 00:38:09.501
AND I HAD TO
LEARN HOW TO ALSO

00:38:09.601 --> 00:38:10.767
YOU KNOW,
RELEASE THE OIL,

00:38:10.867 --> 00:38:14.534
RELEASE THE FRAGRANCE
OF GOD'S PRESENCE

00:38:14.634 --> 00:38:18.200
IN A WAY THAT ACTUALLY,


00:38:18.300 --> 00:38:21.267
YOU KNOW, I GUESS ESTABLISHED
A BRIDGE IN BETWEEN

00:38:21.367 --> 00:38:22.434
FOR THOSE CHURCH
ENVIRONMENTS.

00:38:22.534 --> 00:38:24.534
AND I THINK IT'S THE
SAME IN THIS TOPIC.

00:38:24.634 --> 00:38:27.467
WE NEED TO LOVE
THESE PEOPLE.

00:38:27.567 --> 00:38:32.700
BUT IT REALLY IS,
IT'S A DEMONIC THING.

00:38:32.800 --> 00:38:34.234
AND IT HAS TO BE
SAID LIKE THAT.

00:38:34.334 --> 00:38:36.434
IT'S A WRONG FATHER.


00:38:36.534 --> 00:38:38.767
IT REALLY IS A
WRONG FATHER.

00:38:38.867 --> 00:38:43.567
AND I WOULD LIKE
TO SEE THE LORD

00:38:43.667 --> 00:38:48.034
RAISE UP A
PEOPLE WHO WOULD

00:38:48.134 --> 00:38:49.900
RELEASE THE LOVE OF
A FATHER IN A WAY

00:38:50.000 --> 00:38:51.667
THAT IT LITERALLY
MADE PEOPLE GO,

00:38:51.767 --> 00:38:55.001
OH, I'VE BEEN BELIEVING
SOMETHING THAT IS COUNTERFEIT.

00:38:55.101 --> 00:38:56.334
AND IN THAT MOMENT,


00:38:56.434 --> 00:38:58.467
LIKE HAPPENED TO ME,


00:38:58.567 --> 00:38:59.933
I SHIFTED OUT OF
AN ORPHAN SPIRIT

00:39:00.033 --> 00:39:02.401
INTO BEING A SON.


00:39:02.501 --> 00:39:05.333
THEY SHIFTED OUT OF
IDENTITY CONFUSION,

00:39:05.433 --> 00:39:06.434
GENDER CONFUSION,


00:39:06.534 --> 00:39:08.101
INTO I'M A DAUGHTER,
I'M A SON.

00:39:08.201 --> 00:39:09.633
YOU NOTICE THAT
IT GOES AGAINST

00:39:09.733 --> 00:39:12.134
THE VERY NATURE
OF THE GOSPEL.

00:39:12.234 --> 00:39:14.501
AND I BELIEVE
THAT THAT IS -

00:39:14.601 --> 00:39:17.900
I BELIEVE THAT THIS
GROUP OF PEOPLE,

00:39:18.000 --> 00:39:22.300
ARE GOING TO BE A PEOPLE
GOD MOVES THROUGH

00:39:22.400 --> 00:39:23.401
IN A VERY POWERFUL WAY.


00:39:23.501 --> 00:39:24.434
REBECCA: YEAH.


00:39:24.534 --> 00:39:26.600
NATE: THEY'RE GOING
TO EXPERIENCE

00:39:26.700 --> 00:39:28.834
A 2.0 OF LIKE
SONSHIP MOVEMENT.

00:39:28.934 --> 00:39:30.967
I FEEL LIKE THAT'S COMING.


00:39:31.067 --> 00:39:32.933
THAT'S A PART OF WHAT
I WAS GONNA SHARE.

00:39:33.033 --> 00:39:34.434
AND I ALSO FELT LIKE
THE LORD WANTED ME

00:39:34.534 --> 00:39:36.367
TO SPEAK TODAY ABOUT
WHAT HE'S DOING

00:39:36.467 --> 00:39:39.534
IN THE CHURCH RIGHT NOW.


00:39:39.634 --> 00:39:41.133
THERE'S AN
INTERESTING PASSAGE

00:39:41.233 --> 00:39:44.801
WHERE ELIJAH
IN 1 KINGS 19,

00:39:44.901 --> 00:39:48.234
HE SAYS TO GOD WHEN
HE'S IN HIDING

00:39:48.334 --> 00:39:53.100
AND HE'S RUN AWAY FROM
JEZEBEL AND HE SAYS,

00:39:53.200 --> 00:39:55.034
GOD, I'VE BEEN FAITHFUL.


00:39:55.134 --> 00:39:57.867
I'VE DONE ALL THESE
THINGS FOR YOU,

00:39:57.967 --> 00:39:59.067
BUT THERE'S NO ONE ELSE,


00:39:59.167 --> 00:40:00.634
IT'S JUST ME ALONE.


00:40:00.734 --> 00:40:02.200
AND HE KEEPS
DOING THIS STORY,

00:40:02.300 --> 00:40:04.234
OF, YOU KNOW, WOE IS
ME KIND OF THING.

00:40:04.334 --> 00:40:06.334
AND WHAT DOES GOD SAY
TO HIM IN THE END?

00:40:06.434 --> 00:40:09.367
HE SAYS I'VE ACTUALLY
PRESERVED A REMNANT

00:40:09.467 --> 00:40:12.067
7,000 STRONG WHO'VE NOT -


00:40:12.167 --> 00:40:14.901
NOT BOWED THEIR
KNEES TO BAAL.

00:40:15.001 --> 00:40:16.067
REBECCA: BAAL,
THE FALSE GOD.

00:40:16.167 --> 00:40:17.467
NATE: YEAH.


00:40:17.567 --> 00:40:22.034
AND I BELIEVE THAT RIGHT
NOW GOD IS RAISING UP

00:40:22.134 --> 00:40:23.501
A PEOPLE WITHIN
THE CHURCH

00:40:23.601 --> 00:40:24.934
WHO ARE NOT JUST
GOING TO CHURCH,

00:40:25.034 --> 00:40:27.501
NOT JUST DOING CHURCH,


00:40:27.601 --> 00:40:29.000
BUT THEY'RE ACTUALLY
IN THIS PLACE

00:40:29.100 --> 00:40:31.700
WHERE THEY'VE RESPONDED
WITH A YES TO THE LORD,

00:40:31.800 --> 00:40:35.200
THAT THEY WILL BE USED
BY GOD IN A POWERFUL WAY

00:40:35.300 --> 00:40:40.767
TO BE A VOICE OF CHANGE
IN THIS ERA OF THE CHURCH.

00:40:40.867 --> 00:40:43.300
THE OTHER PASSAGE THAT
CAME TO MIND FOR ME

00:40:43.400 --> 00:40:46.800
WAS IN 1 SAMUEL 2,
VERSE 35.

00:40:46.967 --> 00:40:48.767
AND IT SAYS BUT I'LL
RAISE UP FOR MYSELF

00:40:48.867 --> 00:40:50.133
A FAITHFUL PRIEST,


00:40:50.233 --> 00:40:52.001
WHO WILL DO ACCORDING
TO WHAT IS IN MY HEART

00:40:52.101 --> 00:40:53.567
AND IN MY SOUL.


00:40:53.667 --> 00:40:56.300
AND I'LL BUILD HIM
AN ENDURING HOUSE

00:40:56.400 --> 00:41:01.000
AND HE'LL WALK BEFORE
MY ANOINTED ALWAYS.

00:41:01.100 --> 00:41:03.134
GOD IS DOING
SOMETHING RIGHT NOW

00:41:03.234 --> 00:41:05.067
WHERE HE IS -


00:41:05.167 --> 00:41:07.534
THERE'S A CLARION
CALL TO THE CHURCH

00:41:07.634 --> 00:41:09.634
WHO WILL NOT JUST -


00:41:09.734 --> 00:41:11.200
WHO WILL NOT JUST
ATTEND CHURCH,

00:41:11.300 --> 00:41:13.934
WHO WILL NOT JUST HAVE
THE TITLE OF CHRISTIAN,

00:41:14.034 --> 00:41:20.233
BUT WHO WILL STEP
INTO THE PRIESTHOOD.

00:41:20.333 --> 00:41:22.600
WHO WILL STEP INTO
THE PRIESTHOOD

00:41:22.700 --> 00:41:26.467
TO BE MY REPRESENTATIVES
IN ALL THE AREAS

00:41:26.567 --> 00:41:28.701
THAT IT MATTERS RIGHT
NOW IN CULTURE.

00:41:28.801 --> 00:41:32.567
ALL THE PLACES THAT NEED
REPRESENTATIVES OF GOD,

00:41:32.667 --> 00:41:35.301
WHO NEED TO EXPERIENCE
THE LOVE OF THE FATHER,

00:41:35.401 --> 00:41:36.600
THE MOUNTAINS
OF INFLUENCE,

00:41:36.700 --> 00:41:39.033
POLITICS, EDUCATION,
ALL THOSE.

00:41:39.133 --> 00:41:41.867
WHO WILL BE MY
REPRESENTATIVES

00:41:41.967 --> 00:41:44.567
IN THIS ERA AND THIS TIME?


00:41:44.667 --> 00:41:47.200
AND I BELIEVE THAT THAT'S
TAKING PLACE RIGHT NOW.

00:41:47.300 --> 00:41:48.833
AND THAT IS
REVEALING ITSELF

00:41:48.933 --> 00:41:50.201
BECAUSE A LOT OF
THE BODY OF CHRIST

00:41:50.301 --> 00:41:51.267
ARE FEELING A DISCONTENT,


00:41:51.367 --> 00:41:52.434
THEY'RE FEELING A
DISSATISFACTION

00:41:52.534 --> 00:41:54.167
FOR THE THINGS THEY
WERE ONCE DOING.

00:41:54.267 --> 00:41:55.601
MAYBE IF YOU'RE LISTENING
TO THIS YOU'RE LIKE,

00:41:55.701 --> 00:41:56.667
YEAH, I'VE BEEN
FEELING THAT.

00:41:56.767 --> 00:41:57.667
I'M NOT SURE WHY
I'M FEELING THIS.

00:41:57.767 --> 00:42:00.034
I FEEL BAD THAT I'M
FEELING THIS DISCONTENT.

00:42:00.134 --> 00:42:01.967
IT'S NOT THAT GOD'S
WANTING TO TURN YOU AGAINST

00:42:02.067 --> 00:42:03.201
THE THING THAT
YOU'VE BEEN DOING,

00:42:03.301 --> 00:42:05.434
IT'S JUST THAT HE'S
HIGHLIGHTING IN YOU

00:42:05.534 --> 00:42:07.867
THAT THERE'S A DEEPER
CALL UPON YOUR LIFE

00:42:07.967 --> 00:42:10.534
AND HE'S WANTING YOU TO
STEP INTO YOUR SHOES

00:42:10.634 --> 00:42:13.400
AS A VOICE OF CHANGE
FOR THE TIMES.

00:42:13.500 --> 00:42:14.934
AND SO I BELIEVE THAT'S
WHAT HE'S DOING RIGHT NOW

00:42:15.034 --> 00:42:15.800
IN THE CHURCH.


00:42:15.900 --> 00:42:17.000
WE'RE SEEING THIS,


00:42:17.100 --> 00:42:18.600
I WOULDN'T SAY IT'S
LIKE A SEPARATION,

00:42:18.700 --> 00:42:20.033
I BELIEVE IT'S
ALMOST LIKE,

00:42:20.133 --> 00:42:22.334
IT'S JUST LIKE GIDEON'S
MEN WHERE GOD'S LIKE,

00:42:22.434 --> 00:42:24.600
WHO ARE THE ONES WHO
ARE SERIOUS ABOUT THIS?

00:42:24.700 --> 00:42:25.767
IT'S LIKE A SECOND YES.


00:42:25.867 --> 00:42:26.667
WE SAID YES TO HIM.


00:42:26.767 --> 00:42:29.467
GOD'S LIKE, WHO'S
REALLY IN ON THIS?

00:42:29.567 --> 00:42:32.267
YOU KNOW, DAVID DIDN'T
NEED TO DANCE THE ARK

00:42:32.367 --> 00:42:33.600
BACK TO ITS
RIGHTFUL PLACE,

00:42:33.700 --> 00:42:36.700
BUT HE DID IT BECAUSE
HE WAS LIKE I'M ALL IN.

00:42:36.800 --> 00:42:40.367
I'M NOT JUST GONNA
DO THE CEREMONY,

00:42:40.467 --> 00:42:41.900
THIS IS A WORSHIP.


00:42:42.000 --> 00:42:44.034
YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN?


00:42:44.134 --> 00:42:47.634
ANOTHER EXAMPLE I THINK
IS DAVID'S MIGHTY MEN.

00:42:47.734 --> 00:42:49.500
IMAGINE ALL THE
ARMIES THEY HAD,

00:42:49.600 --> 00:42:51.834
LIKE TENS OF
THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE,

00:42:51.934 --> 00:42:56.167
BUT YET DAVID HAD,
WAS IT 300 MIGHTY MEN?

00:42:56.267 --> 00:42:57.633
AND THE DISTINCTION
IS THIS.

00:42:57.733 --> 00:42:59.433
THE ARMY WOULD
SERVE THE KINGDOM,

00:42:59.533 --> 00:43:01.834
DAVID'S MEN
SERVED THE KING.

00:43:01.934 --> 00:43:03.500
AND THERE'S A DISTINCTION.


00:43:03.600 --> 00:43:06.767
YOU KNOW, THE STORY OF WHERE
DAVID SAID IN PASSING,

00:43:06.867 --> 00:43:08.734
OH, MAN, I'D SO
LOVE TO JUST HAVE

00:43:08.834 --> 00:43:10.834
SOME WATER FROM
BETHLEHEM RIGHT NOW.

00:43:10.934 --> 00:43:13.434
AND THERE WAS THE
PHILISTINES IN BETWEEN,

00:43:13.534 --> 00:43:15.934
YOU KNOW, THE PLACE.


00:43:16.034 --> 00:43:18.767
AND IN THE NIGHT,
HIS MEN AS A WORSHIP

00:43:18.867 --> 00:43:22.233
THEY WENT, STORMED THROUGH
KILLING ALL THESE PHILISTINES,

00:43:22.333 --> 00:43:25.067
AND BROUGHT BACK
THIS WATER FOR DAVID.

00:43:25.167 --> 00:43:27.267
AND HE POURED IT ON THE
GROUND AS A WORSHIP.

00:43:27.367 --> 00:43:29.001
THAT'S JUST DAVID.


00:43:29.101 --> 00:43:31.267
HE'S AWESOME.


00:43:31.367 --> 00:43:33.300
THERE'S A DISTINCTION
RIGHT NOW BETWEEN THOSE

00:43:33.400 --> 00:43:36.267
WHO ARE LIKE, OKAY, I'M
SERVING IN THE ARMY

00:43:36.367 --> 00:43:38.367
OR AM I SERVING THE KING?


00:43:38.467 --> 00:43:40.000
AND GOD IS PULLING
ON THE HEARTS

00:43:40.100 --> 00:43:41.100
OF HIS CHURCH RIGHT NOW


00:43:41.200 --> 00:43:46.533
TO SAY, HEY, WILL YOU GO
EVEN A LITTLE BIT DEEPER?

00:43:46.633 --> 00:43:48.767
WILL YOU BE ALL-IN ON
WHAT I'M ABOUT TO DO,

00:43:48.867 --> 00:43:50.401
BECAUSE THERE'S A PLAY
THAT'S ABOUT TO UNFOLD

00:43:50.501 --> 00:43:54.201
IN THE EARTH
I'M PREPARING YOU FOR.

00:43:54.301 --> 00:43:56.567
I'M GETTING YOU
IN SHAPE FOR THIS.

00:43:56.667 --> 00:43:58.267
THAT'S WHY IT'S
UNCOMFORTABLE.

00:43:58.367 --> 00:44:00.700
THAT'S WHY YOU'RE
HAVING TO STEP INTO

00:44:00.800 --> 00:44:03.333
SOME PLACES OF BOLDNESS
YOU HAVEN'T HAD TO BEFORE.

00:44:03.433 --> 00:44:05.667
THAT'S WHY I'M CLEANING
UP SOME OF THE THINGS

00:44:05.767 --> 00:44:07.033
THAT ARE GOING
ON IN YOUR LIFE.

00:44:07.133 --> 00:44:09.133
THAT'S WHY THINGS ARE
COMING TO THE SURFACE.

00:44:09.233 --> 00:44:12.034
THAT'S WHY, YOU KNOW,
THERE'S CONFRONTATIONS

00:44:12.134 --> 00:44:13.400
AND I'M EXPOSING AREAS


00:44:13.500 --> 00:44:15.900
WHERE THERE'S JUST BEEN
SNAKES IN THE GRASS

00:44:16.000 --> 00:44:18.567
IN YOUR LIFE, AND PEOPLE,
THE WRONG ALIGNMENTS.

00:44:18.667 --> 00:44:21.600
ALL OF THOSE THINGS
POINT TO THE FACT

00:44:21.700 --> 00:44:25.134
THAT GOD IS
GETTING US READY.

00:44:25.234 --> 00:44:28.100
AND I THINK IT'S A GREAT TIME
TO BE ALIVE PERSONALLY.

00:44:28.200 --> 00:44:30.467
REBECCA: I THINK IT'S A GREAT
TIME TO BE ALIVE, TOO.

00:44:30.567 --> 00:44:34.067
IF YOU LEAN INTO THAT AND
YOU DON'T LOOK AT THINGS

00:44:34.167 --> 00:44:35.767
FROM AN EARTHLY
PERSPECTIVE.

00:44:35.867 --> 00:44:39.967
BECAUSE THE SAME ENEMY
THAT IS CAUSING THIS CONFUSION,

00:44:40.067 --> 00:44:42.167
IN THE LGBTQ COMMUNITY


00:44:42.267 --> 00:44:45.300
IS ALSO SPEAKING OUT
FEAR TO THE WORLD.

00:44:45.400 --> 00:44:47.267
AND IT'S TELLING
PEOPLE THAT IT'S BAD.

00:44:47.367 --> 00:44:49.233
BUT OUR SOURCE
IS THE LORD.

00:44:49.333 --> 00:44:50.267
NATE: YEAH.


00:44:50.367 --> 00:44:51.467
REBECCA: AND I THINK
ABOUT THAT VERSE WHERE

00:44:51.567 --> 00:44:54.567
PAUL SAYS THAT YOU
WILL SHINE LIKE STARS

00:44:54.667 --> 00:44:55.634
AMONGST THE DARKNESS,


00:44:55.734 --> 00:44:58.034
AMONGST A CROOKED
GENERATION.

00:44:58.134 --> 00:45:01.067
AND I WANT TO HIT
ON ALL THE THINGS,

00:45:01.167 --> 00:45:02.467
SINCE I BROUGHT
UP THE LGBTQ,

00:45:02.567 --> 00:45:05.600
WE CAN START WITH THAT
AND WORK OUR WAY THROUGH,

00:45:05.700 --> 00:45:07.867
I THINK THAT'S
SUCH A GOOD WORD.

00:45:07.967 --> 00:45:12.300
I THINK THE DEVIL WANTS
TO MAKE HIMSELF LIKE A FATHER.

00:45:12.400 --> 00:45:14.100
AND WHOEVER, WHEN
WE'RE ALL BORN,

00:45:14.200 --> 00:45:15.234
WHICH THIS BLEW MY MIND


00:45:15.334 --> 00:45:17.034
WHEN I UNDERSTOOD
THIS IN BIBLE SCHOOL,

00:45:17.134 --> 00:45:19.867
IS THAT WE ALL COME
INTO THIS WORLD

00:45:19.967 --> 00:45:20.867
REJECTED BY GOD


00:45:20.967 --> 00:45:22.267
BECAUSE WE'RE
BORN INTO SIN.

00:45:22.367 --> 00:45:23.867
NATE: YEAH.


00:45:23.967 --> 00:45:25.967
REBECCA: AND OUR
FATHER IS THE DEVIL,

00:45:26.067 --> 00:45:28.034
WHICH IS SUCH A CRAZY
THING TO EVEN THINK ABOUT,

00:45:28.134 --> 00:45:30.400
UNTIL WE ARE BORN OF GOD


00:45:30.500 --> 00:45:32.300
AND WE COME
INTO HIS FAMILY

00:45:32.400 --> 00:45:33.900
WHEN WE GET BORN AGAIN.


00:45:34.000 --> 00:45:36.700
AND SO IT'S
INTERESTING BECAUSE

00:45:36.800 --> 00:45:38.700
I INTERVIEWED A SATANIST


00:45:38.800 --> 00:45:40.100
AND HE SAID HIS
FATHER WAS THE DEVIL

00:45:40.200 --> 00:45:41.101
AND HE WORSHIPED
THE DEVIL.

00:45:41.201 --> 00:45:42.067
HE SERVED THE DEVIL.


00:45:42.167 --> 00:45:44.567
AND HE WAS HIGH, HIGH UP
IN SANTERIA.

00:45:44.667 --> 00:45:47.600
JESUS BEGAN MINISTERING
TO HIM AND SAYING,

00:45:47.700 --> 00:45:51.401
YOU KNOW, BECKONING
HIM TO HIMSELF.

00:45:51.501 --> 00:45:56.200
AND HE WAS SAYING, I DON'T
WANT TO BE A PART OF THAT.

00:45:56.300 --> 00:45:57.601
AND SO GOD GAVE HIM
THIS EXPERIENCE

00:45:57.701 --> 00:46:00.301
WHERE HE WENT
DOWN INTO HELL.

00:46:00.401 --> 00:46:01.834
AND THEN HE SAW THE DEVIL.


00:46:01.934 --> 00:46:03.101
AND IT'S SUCH
A CRAZY STORY,

00:46:03.201 --> 00:46:06.467
BUT HE SAID THE DEVIL
SAID TO THIS GUY,

00:46:06.567 --> 00:46:10.801
YOU KNOW, YOU'RE MY
SON, I LOVE YOU,

00:46:10.901 --> 00:46:12.800
BUT I HAVE TO
DESTROY YOU NOW.

00:46:12.900 --> 00:46:14.733
AND JESUS REVEALED
TO HIM THAT

00:46:14.833 --> 00:46:18.134
THE DEVIL WHO HE THOUGHT
HIS WHOLE LIFE LOVED HIM

00:46:18.234 --> 00:46:20.367
REALLY DIDN'T LOVE HIM
AND MEANT TO DESTROY HIM.

00:46:20.467 --> 00:46:21.800
AND AS THE DEVIL
GOES TO DESTROY HIM,

00:46:21.900 --> 00:46:24.400
THE CROSS SHOWS
UP IN THE MIDDLE

00:46:24.500 --> 00:46:26.867
AND MAKES HIM FALL BACK.


00:46:26.967 --> 00:46:28.534
AND THEN HE COMES
AT HIM AGAIN

00:46:28.634 --> 00:46:29.667
AND THE CROSS
SHOWS UP AGAIN

00:46:29.767 --> 00:46:31.700
AND HE FALLS WAY BACK.


00:46:31.800 --> 00:46:33.333
AND HE COMES BACK UP OUT


00:46:33.433 --> 00:46:35.500
BACK INTO EARTH,
BACK INTO HIS BODY

00:46:35.600 --> 00:46:36.767
AND HE GETS SAVED.


00:46:36.867 --> 00:46:39.501
AND NOW HE SPENDS HIS
LIFE REVEALING, YOU KNOW,

00:46:39.601 --> 00:46:41.467
THE DECEPTIONS
OF THE DEVIL,

00:46:41.567 --> 00:46:44.134
WITCHCRAFT AND ALL
THAT KIND OF STUFF.

00:46:44.234 --> 00:46:45.267
BUT THAT IS WHAT HE DOES.


00:46:45.367 --> 00:46:48.267
HE IS, THROUGH THE
LGBTQ COMMUNITY,

00:46:48.367 --> 00:46:50.700
IT'S DIFFERENT BECAUSE
IT IS BEING MARKETED

00:46:50.800 --> 00:46:52.300
AS COMPASSIONATE.


00:46:52.400 --> 00:46:53.767
AND IT'S SAYING
THIS IS AN IDENTITY

00:46:53.867 --> 00:46:55.300
AND IT'S A FALSE IDENTITY.


00:46:55.400 --> 00:46:56.567
AND THE REASON WE
KNOW IT'S THE ENEMY

00:46:56.667 --> 00:46:58.534
IS BECAUSE THERE'S
SO MUCH CONFUSION.

00:46:58.634 --> 00:47:00.767
THERE'S SO MUCH CHAOS.


00:47:00.867 --> 00:47:02.367
IT'S SO IMPORTANT
TO LEARN WHO GOD IS

00:47:02.467 --> 00:47:03.601
AND WHAT ARE THE
TRAITS OF GOD

00:47:03.701 --> 00:47:04.400
AND WHO THE DEVIL IS


00:47:04.500 --> 00:47:05.400
AND WHAT HIS TRAITS ARE.


00:47:05.500 --> 00:47:07.134
BECAUSE IT'S ACTUALLY
A WAY TO DISCERN

00:47:07.234 --> 00:47:09.400
IS THIS FROM THE
LORD OR IS THIS NOT?

00:47:09.500 --> 00:47:12.533
AND I WAS JUST LISTENING
TO THE TESTIMONY

00:47:12.633 --> 00:47:14.233
OF A GIRL, CHLOE,


00:47:14.333 --> 00:47:17.534
WHO HAD TRANSITIONED,
HAD GOTTEN THE SURGERY,

00:47:17.634 --> 00:47:20.033
SHE REMOVED HER BREASTS.


00:47:20.133 --> 00:47:21.800
AND SHE WAS UNDER THE
GUIDANCE OF HER SCHOOL,

00:47:21.900 --> 00:47:24.134
OF THERAPISTS, ALL THESE
DIFFERENT THINGS,

00:47:24.234 --> 00:47:26.434
AND ONLY ENDED UP
MORE TRAUMATIZED.

00:47:26.534 --> 00:47:27.700
AND SHE'S COME OUT OF IT.


00:47:27.800 --> 00:47:30.233
SHE'S BACK TO
IDENTIFYING AS A WOMAN,

00:47:30.333 --> 00:47:32.700
BUT SHE WAS BEING
INTERVIEWED AND SHE SAID,

00:47:32.800 --> 00:47:33.967
I DIDN'T KNOW THAT
HAVING THIS SURGERY

00:47:34.067 --> 00:47:35.933
WOULD JUST BRING
MORE TRAUMA.

00:47:36.033 --> 00:47:38.534
AND SHE SAID I WISH SOMEONE
WOULD HAVE JUST TOLD ME

00:47:38.634 --> 00:47:40.700
THAT IT'S OKAY
TO BE A WOMAN,

00:47:40.800 --> 00:47:42.967
THAT THERE'S NOTHING
WRONG WITH YOUR BODY,

00:47:43.067 --> 00:47:44.333
THAT YOU ARE ENOUGH.


00:47:44.433 --> 00:47:46.501
AND IT ALL TIED
BACK TO IDENTITY.

00:47:46.601 --> 00:47:49.100
AND I THINK WHAT


00:47:49.200 --> 00:47:51.201
I FEEL LIKE THE WORD
THAT YOU'RE BRINGING IS

00:47:51.301 --> 00:47:53.934
THE REASON WHY SO MANY
CHRISTIANS ARE STRUGGLING

00:47:54.034 --> 00:47:55.700
IS BECAUSE WE DON'T
UNDERSTAND IT.

00:47:55.800 --> 00:47:56.767
NATE: NO.


00:47:56.867 --> 00:47:58.367
REBECCA: AND I THINK THE
LACK OF UNDERSTANDING,

00:47:58.467 --> 00:48:00.667
YOU NEED THE HEART
OF THE FATHER.

00:48:00.767 --> 00:48:01.667
BECAUSE THE ONLY WAY
WE CAN LOVE PEOPLE

00:48:01.767 --> 00:48:03.833
IS THROUGH THE
HEART OF THE FATHER.

00:48:03.933 --> 00:48:05.701
AND THEN ALSO, I THINK
THE REASON WHY PEOPLE

00:48:05.801 --> 00:48:06.834
ARE STRUGGLING -


00:48:06.934 --> 00:48:08.500
THAT'S WHY I LIKE TO
LISTEN TO TESTIMONIES

00:48:08.600 --> 00:48:10.201
OF PEOPLE WHO HAVE
STRUGGLED WITH IT,

00:48:10.301 --> 00:48:12.167
BECAUSE IT ACTUALLY HELPS ME
EMPATHIZE AND UNDERSTAND.

00:48:12.267 --> 00:48:14.634
NATE: ABSOLUTELY.


00:48:14.734 --> 00:48:17.201
REBECCA: BUT I THINK
CHRISTIANS ARE STRUGGLING

00:48:17.301 --> 00:48:19.400
BECAUSE THERE
IS A DEMONIC AGENDA

00:48:19.500 --> 00:48:20.667
THAT IS BEING PUSHED.


00:48:20.767 --> 00:48:22.834
AND IT'S WRONG AND IT'S
GONE FROM CHRISTIANS

00:48:22.934 --> 00:48:23.900
NEED TO TOLERATE IT,


00:48:24.000 --> 00:48:26.533
TO CHRISTIANS NEED TO
ACCEPT THIS OR ELSE.

00:48:26.633 --> 00:48:29.334
BUT YOU HAVE TO SEPARATE OUT
FROM A DEMONIC AGENDA

00:48:29.434 --> 00:48:31.334
THE PEOPLE WHO
ARE SUFFERING

00:48:31.434 --> 00:48:32.834
AND LOVE THOSE PEOPLE.


00:48:32.934 --> 00:48:34.533
AND YOU CAN STAND UP
TO THE AGENDA

00:48:34.633 --> 00:48:36.600
AND SAY IT'S WRONG AND
NOT BOW A KNEE TO IT,

00:48:36.700 --> 00:48:39.901
BUT YOU CAN ALSO HUMBLE
YOURSELF AND SHOW LOVE.

00:48:40.001 --> 00:48:40.934
NATE: EXACTLY.


00:48:41.034 --> 00:48:41.767
REBECCA: IN THE FATHER'S
HEART TO THE PEOPLE

00:48:41.867 --> 00:48:43.434
WHO ARE SUFFERING.


00:48:43.534 --> 00:48:44.633
AND THAT'S WHY I THINK
THESE CONVERSATIONS

00:48:44.733 --> 00:48:45.667
ARE SO IMPORTANT,


00:48:45.767 --> 00:48:46.900
BECAUSE I THINK PEOPLE
ARE SO UNCOMFORTABLE

00:48:47.000 --> 00:48:48.133
THEY DON'T WANT
TO TALK ABOUT IT,

00:48:48.233 --> 00:48:49.967
THEY'RE AFRAID OF
BEING CANCELED.

00:48:50.067 --> 00:48:51.901
AND THAT'S JUST
THE ENEMY, TOO.

00:48:52.001 --> 00:48:54.734
BUT THERE IS A BAD FATHER


00:48:54.834 --> 00:48:56.667
AND THEN THERE'S
OUR REAL FATHER.

00:48:56.767 --> 00:48:58.834
AND WHEN YOU COME
INTO HIS KINGDOM,

00:48:58.934 --> 00:49:00.367
YOU'RE IN HIS FAMILY.


00:49:00.467 --> 00:49:01.500
NATE: YEAH.


00:49:01.600 --> 00:49:02.667
REBECCA: AND SO MANY
PEOPLE ARE HUNGRY FOR THAT.

00:49:02.767 --> 00:49:04.000
AND I HEARD A WORD ABOUT


00:49:04.100 --> 00:49:06.000
HOW THEY BELIEVE THAT PART
OF THE NEXT GREAT REVIVAL

00:49:06.100 --> 00:49:07.400
WILL BE THAT MOVEMENT.


00:49:07.500 --> 00:49:08.934
AND I JUST THINK,
I THINK THIS IS

00:49:09.034 --> 00:49:10.100
MY THIRD TIME SAYING IT,


00:49:10.200 --> 00:49:11.334
WHAT THE DEVIL
MEANT FOR EVIL,

00:49:11.434 --> 00:49:12.434
GOD MEANT FOR GOOD.


00:49:12.534 --> 00:49:15.100
BUT THE CHURCH NEEDS TO
ASK GOD FOR HIS HEART.

00:49:15.200 --> 00:49:16.601
AND INSTEAD OF TRYING
TO RUN AWAY FROM IT,

00:49:16.701 --> 00:49:17.367
HIDE FROM IT,


00:49:17.467 --> 00:49:18.767
NOT TALK ABOUT IT.


00:49:18.867 --> 00:49:21.167
I ASKED GOD, GIVE ME
YOUR HEART FOR THIS.

00:49:21.267 --> 00:49:23.000
BECAUSE THERE NEEDS
TO BE A BOLDNESS

00:49:23.100 --> 00:49:24.333
TO STAND UP FOR TRUTH,


00:49:24.433 --> 00:49:26.967
AND THERE NEEDS TO BE
CLARITY FOR SOME PEOPLE

00:49:27.067 --> 00:49:29.101
BECAUSE SOME PEOPLE HAVE
GOTTEN CONFUSED,

00:49:29.201 --> 00:49:30.434
AND THEY'RE STARTING
TO AFFIRM IT,

00:49:30.534 --> 00:49:32.567
AND THEN THERE NEEDS TO BE A
SUPERNATURAL DEPOSIT

00:49:32.667 --> 00:49:34.000
OF GOD'S LOVE.


00:49:34.100 --> 00:49:35.133
NATE: YEAH.


00:49:35.233 --> 00:49:36.234
REBECCA: AND THAT'S HOW
YOU MINISTER TO PEOPLE.

00:49:36.334 --> 00:49:37.167
YOU'RE NOT GONNA HAVE IT
IN YOUR HEART NATURALLY

00:49:37.267 --> 00:49:38.000
FOR ALL PEOPLE.


00:49:38.100 --> 00:49:38.767
NATE: NO.


00:49:38.867 --> 00:49:39.900
REBECCA: GOD
GIVES IT TO YOU.

00:49:40.000 --> 00:49:41.701
AND GOD, THIS IS WHAT I
LOVE ABOUT THE PROPHETIC,

00:49:41.801 --> 00:49:43.700
GOD WILL SHOW
YOU HIS PURPOSE

00:49:43.800 --> 00:49:45.867
AND HIS INTENTION AND
HIS LOVE FOR SOMEONE.

00:49:45.967 --> 00:49:47.067
AND SO FOR PEOPLE -


00:49:47.167 --> 00:49:48.934
AND I'VE HAD PEOPLE IN MY LIFE
THAT I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND,

00:49:49.034 --> 00:49:52.034
WERE DIFFICULT AND I
DID NOT LIKE IN MY SOUL

00:49:52.134 --> 00:49:55.467
AND I'VE HAD GOD REVEAL
THINGS ABOUT THEM TO ME.

00:49:55.567 --> 00:49:57.867
AND I UNDERSTAND THAT'S
THE FATHER'S HEART.

00:49:57.967 --> 00:49:59.934
BUT WE ONLY GET
THE FATHER'S HEART

00:50:00.034 --> 00:50:01.334
THROUGH INTIMACY WITH HIM


00:50:01.434 --> 00:50:04.367
AND ASKING HIM
WHAT'S ON YOUR HEART?

00:50:04.467 --> 00:50:06.100
WHAT DO YOU
SAY ABOUT THIS?

00:50:06.200 --> 00:50:07.867
AND SO MANY PEOPLE
TALK TO GOD

00:50:07.967 --> 00:50:10.200
AND THEY SAY, I NEED
THIS, THIS, THIS.

00:50:10.300 --> 00:50:11.667
AND GOD CAN DO ANYTHING,


00:50:11.767 --> 00:50:14.034
AND HE LOVES US, AND HE
WANTS TO TAKE CARE OF US,

00:50:14.134 --> 00:50:16.000
BUT WE HAVE TO MOVE
INTO AN INTIMACY

00:50:16.100 --> 00:50:19.234
FROM I NEED THESE THINGS


00:50:19.334 --> 00:50:21.733
TO WHAT IS ON YOUR HEART


00:50:21.833 --> 00:50:23.000
AND WHAT DO YOU
WANT ME TO DO?

00:50:23.100 --> 00:50:24.234
NATE: WOW.


00:50:24.334 --> 00:50:26.401
REBECCA: AND THAT TRANSITIONS
TO THE NEXT WORD,

00:50:26.501 --> 00:50:28.967
WHICH IS MOVING IN DEEPER.


00:50:29.067 --> 00:50:31.400
I THINK ABOUT
THE TABERNACLE.

00:50:31.500 --> 00:50:33.267
THE TABERNACLE OF MOSES,


00:50:33.367 --> 00:50:35.767
IT TALKS ABOUT IN
HEBREW IS IN HEAVEN,

00:50:35.867 --> 00:50:37.534
THE TABERNACLE ON THE
EARTH IS A TYPE AND SHADOW

00:50:37.634 --> 00:50:38.634
OF WHAT'S IN HEAVEN.


00:50:38.734 --> 00:50:40.734
ISAIAH WENT UP TO HEAVEN


00:50:40.834 --> 00:50:43.101
AND HE SAYS WOE IS ME.


00:50:43.201 --> 00:50:44.667
WHEN HE SEES GOD
HE GOES, WOE IS ME.

00:50:44.767 --> 00:50:46.067
I'M A MAN OF UNCLEAN LIPS.


00:50:46.167 --> 00:50:47.133
NATE: THAT'S RIGHT.


00:50:47.233 --> 00:50:49.301
REBECCA: AND THE ANGEL
COMES AND GRABS THE COAL

00:50:49.401 --> 00:50:50.600
AND PUTS IT ON
ISAIAH'S LIPS

00:50:50.700 --> 00:50:51.667
AND HE'S PURIFIED.


00:50:51.767 --> 00:50:53.534
THAT'S ACTUALLY THE COAL
FROM THE BRAZEN ALTAR.

00:50:53.634 --> 00:50:54.734
NATE: WOW.


00:50:54.834 --> 00:50:56.867
REBECCA: WHICH IS THE SECOND
PART OF THE TABERNACLE.

00:50:56.967 --> 00:51:01.034
BUT THAT TABERNACLE, I HAD
A TEACHING BY ZACH NEESE,

00:51:01.134 --> 00:51:02.000
HE HAS A BOOK,
<i>HOW TO WORSHIP A KING,</i>

00:51:02.100 --> 00:51:03.400
BUT HE BREAKS DOWN
THE TABERNACLE

00:51:03.500 --> 00:51:05.701
AND HOW WE APPLY IT
TO OUR OWN LIVES.

00:51:05.801 --> 00:51:07.367
AND SO MANY PEOPLE,


00:51:07.467 --> 00:51:09.200
THERE'S THE OUTER COURTS,


00:51:09.300 --> 00:51:10.434
AND YOU HAVE TO -


00:51:10.534 --> 00:51:12.501
THE FIRST THING IS YOU
HAVE TO HAVE THANKSGIVING.

00:51:12.601 --> 00:51:13.501
THAT'S PRAISE.


00:51:13.601 --> 00:51:15.334
BUT THE SECOND THING
IS THE BRAZEN ALTAR.

00:51:15.434 --> 00:51:16.701
AND NOT ONLY IS IT
PUTTING OUR LIVES

00:51:16.801 --> 00:51:18.400
UPON THE ALTAR AND SAYING,


00:51:18.500 --> 00:51:20.101
BURN UP WHAT'S NOT
PLEASING TO YOU,

00:51:20.201 --> 00:51:22.834
IT ALSO IS A
SUBMISSION TO THE LORD.

00:51:22.934 --> 00:51:25.534
IT'S ALSO GOD, WHAT
JESUS DID ON THE CROSS,

00:51:25.634 --> 00:51:28.501
GOING DOWN INTO
THE DEPTHS OF HELL

00:51:28.601 --> 00:51:31.034
AND SAVING US AND THAT WE
DON'T HAVE TO GO DOWN THERE.

00:51:31.134 --> 00:51:32.400
NATE: WOW.


00:51:32.500 --> 00:51:33.900
REBECCA: AND THEN
IT'S THE LAVER,

00:51:34.000 --> 00:51:35.901
WHICH WASHES US,
THAT'S GOD'S WORD.

00:51:36.001 --> 00:51:37.401
SO YOU CAN'T BE
WASHED BY THE WORD OF GOD

00:51:37.501 --> 00:51:38.667
UNTIL YOU SUBMIT
YOURSELF TO HIM.

00:51:38.767 --> 00:51:39.800
NATE: THAT'S IT.


00:51:39.900 --> 00:51:41.867
REBECCA: AND THEN YOU
GET INTO THE HOLY PLACE.

00:51:41.967 --> 00:51:44.234
AND THERE'S JUST SO MANY
PEOPLE WHO ARE ON THE OUTSIDE,

00:51:44.334 --> 00:51:45.500
THAT HAVEN'T GOTTEN
TO THE HOLY PLACE

00:51:45.600 --> 00:51:46.933
AND THAT'S WHERE THE
TABLE OF SHEWBREAD IS,

00:51:47.033 --> 00:51:48.234
THAT'S COMMUNION
WITH JESUS,

00:51:48.334 --> 00:51:49.500
THAT'S WHERE THE
GOLDEN LAMPSTAND IS,

00:51:49.600 --> 00:51:50.967
THAT'S THE HOLY SPIRIT.


00:51:51.067 --> 00:51:53.067
AND THEN IS THE
HOLY OF HOLIES.

00:51:53.167 --> 00:51:54.001
AND SO GOD IS
WAITING FOR US

00:51:54.101 --> 00:51:55.600
TO COME NEAR TO HIM,


00:51:55.700 --> 00:51:58.767
AND HE'S EVEN GIVEN US
AN EXAMPLE IN THE WORD,

00:51:58.867 --> 00:52:00.534
BUT WE HAVE TO
MAKE THAT DECISION.

00:52:00.634 --> 00:52:01.600
NATE: YES.


00:52:01.700 --> 00:52:02.967
REBECCA: AND I WANT TO
READ THAT VERSE AGAIN.

00:52:03.067 --> 00:52:05.401
IT SAYS, THEN I WILL RAISE
UP A FAITHFUL PRIEST

00:52:05.501 --> 00:52:07.000
WHO WILL SERVE ME AND
DO WHAT I DESIRE.

00:52:07.100 --> 00:52:08.200
I WILL ESTABLISH
HIS FAMILY

00:52:08.300 --> 00:52:13.334
AND THEY WILL BE PRIESTS
TO MY ANOINTED KINGS FOREVER.

00:52:13.434 --> 00:52:14.467
AND THAT'S WHAT WE CAN DO.


00:52:14.567 --> 00:52:15.367
NATE: YEAH.


00:52:15.467 --> 00:52:17.100
REBECCA: BUT WE
HAVE TO GO DEEPER.

00:52:17.200 --> 00:52:19.234
AND I THINK ABOUT
GIDEON'S ARMY,

00:52:19.334 --> 00:52:21.334
IS THAT THEY -


00:52:21.434 --> 00:52:23.501
WHAT DID THEY
DO DIFFERENTLY?

00:52:23.601 --> 00:52:24.667
NATE: IT WAS THE DRINKING.


00:52:24.767 --> 00:52:26.167
REBECCA: OF THE WATER.


00:52:26.267 --> 00:52:27.601
THEY WEREN'T JUST
LIKE DRINKING IT,

00:52:27.701 --> 00:52:29.167
THEY WERE BEING WATCHFUL.


00:52:29.267 --> 00:52:30.700
NATE: THEY WERE
BEING WATCHFUL.

00:52:30.800 --> 00:52:32.901
I THINK, I MEAN I'VE
HEARD THIS SAID

00:52:33.001 --> 00:52:33.734
SO THIS ISN'T MINE,


00:52:33.834 --> 00:52:36.834
BUT I HEARD
SOMEONE SAY LIKE,

00:52:36.934 --> 00:52:40.534
THIS IS A SEASON GOD'S
WANTING TO SEE WHO DRINKS.

00:52:40.634 --> 00:52:42.067
GOD'S WANTING TO SEE WHO,


00:52:42.167 --> 00:52:47.367
IN A TIME WHERE THERE'S SO
MANY DISTRACTIONS AROUND US,

00:52:47.467 --> 00:52:49.501
WHO'S MAKING TIME
TO, YOU KNOW

00:52:49.601 --> 00:52:53.134
FILL UP THEIR
LAMPS, YOU KNOW,

00:52:53.234 --> 00:52:54.267
AND STAY FULL.


00:52:54.367 --> 00:52:55.334
REBECCA: YEAH.


00:52:55.434 --> 00:52:56.367
NATE: AND HE'S JUST
LOOKING FOR THOSE

00:52:56.467 --> 00:52:58.301
WHO WILL DO THAT.


00:52:58.401 --> 00:53:00.867
AND I THINK IT'S THOSE
WHO GOD'S GOING TO

00:53:00.967 --> 00:53:02.234
GIVE THESE MESSAGES,


00:53:02.334 --> 00:53:04.800
AND I THINK RIGHT NOW
WE'RE IN THIS TIME

00:53:04.900 --> 00:53:06.634
WHERE THE CHURCH
NEEDS NEW STRATEGIES,

00:53:06.734 --> 00:53:09.434
AND WAYS OF
LOOKING AT THINGS.

00:53:09.534 --> 00:53:11.167
AND WE'RE NOT GONNA
KNOW UNLESS WE DRINK.

00:53:11.267 --> 00:53:12.567
WE'RE NOT GONNA KNOW
UNLESS WE'RE LIKE

00:53:12.667 --> 00:53:13.501
INTIMATE WITH THE LORD.


00:53:13.601 --> 00:53:15.034
I ACTUALLY HAD
AN ENCOUNTER,

00:53:15.134 --> 00:53:17.067
OR A VISION YEARS AGO,


00:53:17.167 --> 00:53:19.400
WHERE I WAS ON
THE OUTER COURTS.

00:53:19.500 --> 00:53:21.534
AND I COULD HEAR
THINGS GOING ON

00:53:21.634 --> 00:53:23.400
IN ANOTHER ROOM.


00:53:23.500 --> 00:53:24.600
AND IT WAS ALMOST LIKE


00:53:24.700 --> 00:53:26.067
I WAS EXPERIENCING
THE PRESENCE OF GOD,

00:53:26.167 --> 00:53:30.301
BUT I WAS WANTING
MORE, YOU KNOW.

00:53:30.401 --> 00:53:32.067
AND THE LORD WAS
JUST LIKE, JOIN ME,

00:53:32.167 --> 00:53:33.367
THERE'S SO MUCH MORE.


00:53:33.467 --> 00:53:36.367
AND IT WAS A SEASON OF
MY LIFE WHERE I SPENT,

00:53:36.467 --> 00:53:38.034
FOR EIGHT MONTHS,


00:53:38.134 --> 00:53:39.134
WHEN WE FIRST GOT
MARRIED ACTUALLY,

00:53:39.234 --> 00:53:40.633
CHRISTY THOUGHT SHE
MARRIED A CRAZY PERSON,

00:53:40.733 --> 00:53:41.900
BY THE WAY.


00:53:42.000 --> 00:53:45.600
SHE WAS LIKE, I WOULD
SPEND THREE TO FOUR HOURS,

00:53:45.700 --> 00:53:48.433
SOMETIMES LONGER, IN MY
STUDY ON MY BACK AT NIGHT.

00:53:48.533 --> 00:53:49.467
NO ONE TOLD ME
HOW TO DO THIS,

00:53:49.567 --> 00:53:50.567
I DIDN'T KNOW.


00:53:50.667 --> 00:53:51.734
PEOPLE CALL IT SOAKING
THESE DAYS OR WHATEVER.

00:53:51.834 --> 00:53:55.901
I WAS JUST
HUNGRY FOR GOD,

00:53:56.001 --> 00:53:57.301
SO CHRISTY DID
MARRY A CRAZY,

00:53:57.401 --> 00:53:59.734
SHE WOULD WALK PAST
THE DOOR AND GO,

00:53:59.834 --> 00:54:02.767
OH, WHO DID I MARRY?


00:54:02.867 --> 00:54:05.101
AND YEARS LATER, GOD
ENDED UP GETTING HER, TOO,

00:54:05.201 --> 00:54:06.434
SO IT WAS GOOD.


00:54:06.534 --> 00:54:08.234
BUT I WOULD JUST
LAY ON MY BACK

00:54:08.334 --> 00:54:09.700
AND I REMEMBER THE
FIRST LIKE, WEEK,

00:54:09.800 --> 00:54:12.101
I SAID, GOD, I WANT TO
JUST LAY ON MY BACK.

00:54:12.201 --> 00:54:13.501
I NEED YOU TO SPEAK.


00:54:13.601 --> 00:54:14.501
AND IT WAS LIKE


00:54:14.601 --> 00:54:16.334
I COULDN'T GET ME OUT OF
MY HEAD, YOU KNOW.

00:54:16.434 --> 00:54:20.400
I WAS LIVING THIS
OUTER COURTS THING.

00:54:20.500 --> 00:54:22.500
AND THEN SOMETHING BROKE
AND I BEGAN EXPERIENCING,

00:54:22.600 --> 00:54:23.900
NOT JUST THE PRESENCE,
BUT THE GLORY.

00:54:24.000 --> 00:54:24.967
YOU KNOW WHAT THE
GLORY FEELS LIKE?

00:54:25.067 --> 00:54:27.400
IT'S LIKE THOSE
MOMENTS WHERE -

00:54:27.500 --> 00:54:28.667
REBECCA: IT'S WEIGHTY.


00:54:28.767 --> 00:54:30.167
NATE: OH,
YOU CAN'T MOVE.

00:54:30.267 --> 00:54:31.267
YOU CAN'T TALK.


00:54:31.367 --> 00:54:33.967
GOD'S LIKE, GOOD, HE SHUT
UP FINALLY, YOU KNOW.

00:54:34.067 --> 00:54:37.667
HE'S LETTING ME
MINISTER TO HIM, RIGHT?

00:54:37.767 --> 00:54:39.367
THAT'S THE PLACE.


00:54:39.467 --> 00:54:40.801
AND IT'S FUNNY, BECAUSE
WE'RE WANTING TO BRING

00:54:40.901 --> 00:54:42.267
PEOPLE TO THE TABLE
LIKE YOU SAID,

00:54:42.367 --> 00:54:43.901
THE SHEWBREAD,


00:54:44.001 --> 00:54:45.967
HOW CAN WE LEAD PEOPLE TO
THE TABLE THAT NEED IT

00:54:46.067 --> 00:54:47.267
UNLESS WE'VE BEEN
THERE OURSELVES?

00:54:47.367 --> 00:54:48.433
REBECCA: EXACTLY.


00:54:48.533 --> 00:54:50.334
NATE: SO THAT'S
OUR MISSION.

00:54:50.434 --> 00:54:52.434
REBECCA: AND ONLY
PRIESTS COULD GO INTO -

00:54:52.534 --> 00:54:53.800
NATE: THAT'S RIGHT.


00:54:53.900 --> 00:54:55.633
COME ON, YOU'RE -


00:54:55.733 --> 00:54:56.933
COME ON, DROP IT.


00:54:57.033 --> 00:54:59.067
REBECCA: BUT HE SAID THAT
WE ARE ROYAL PRIESTHOOD.

00:54:59.167 --> 00:55:01.167
WHEN WE WERE SAVED,


00:55:01.267 --> 00:55:03.767
SALVATION, THE BLOOD OF
JESUS CLEANSED OUR TEMPLE

00:55:03.867 --> 00:55:05.267
THAT THE PRESENCE OF GOD,


00:55:05.367 --> 00:55:07.167
THE HOLY SPIRIT MAY
LIVE INSIDE OF US.

00:55:07.267 --> 00:55:08.067
NATE: WOW.


00:55:08.167 --> 00:55:08.933
REBECCA: THAT'S
WHY JESUS HAD TO -

00:55:09.033 --> 00:55:10.867
THERE WAS AN ORDER
TO EVERYTHING.

00:55:10.967 --> 00:55:13.834
AND I THINK WE FORGET
THE HOLY SPIRIT.

00:55:13.934 --> 00:55:17.034
BUT THE REASON THAT WHEN
JESUS DIED ON THE CROSS

00:55:17.134 --> 00:55:19.400
HE SAID IT'S FINISHED.


00:55:19.500 --> 00:55:23.201
IN THE TEMPLE,
THERE WAS A THICK,

00:55:23.301 --> 00:55:26.100
VERY, VERY THICK
AND VERY, VERY TALL

00:55:26.200 --> 00:55:28.167
PIECE OF FABRIC,
A CURTAIN,

00:55:28.267 --> 00:55:30.601
THAT SEPARATED THE
HOLY OF HOLIES

00:55:30.701 --> 00:55:33.301
FROM THE HOLY PLACE.


00:55:33.401 --> 00:55:35.700
AND ONLY THE HIGH PRIEST
COULD GO THERE ONE DAY A YEAR.

00:55:35.800 --> 00:55:39.000
AND HE HAD TO GET DOWN
ON HIS HANDS AND KNEES

00:55:39.100 --> 00:55:41.767
AND IT WAS A VERY
SMALL OPENING.

00:55:41.867 --> 00:55:44.967
AND IT SHOWS
THE AWE OF GOD.

00:55:45.067 --> 00:55:47.167
HOW AMAZING, HOW AWESOME,
HOW HOLY IS

00:55:47.267 --> 00:55:49.067
THE FEAR OF THE LORD.


00:55:49.167 --> 00:55:50.734
BUT WHEN JESUS
DIED ON THE CROSS

00:55:50.834 --> 00:55:53.667
THAT VEIL WAS RIPPED
FROM TOP TO BOTTOM.

00:55:53.767 --> 00:55:55.133
ONLY SOMETHING
THAT GOD COULD DO.

00:55:55.233 --> 00:55:56.634
BUT IN THAT MOMENT
HE WAS SAYING,

00:55:56.734 --> 00:55:59.334
MY PRESENCE WILL NO
LONGER BE JUST HERE,

00:55:59.434 --> 00:56:01.267
BUT IT WILL NOW INDWELL
IN MY PEOPLE,

00:56:01.367 --> 00:56:04.600
WHICH IS WHAT HE WANTED,
BACK TO THAT INTIMACY,

00:56:04.700 --> 00:56:06.334
THAT RELATIONSHIP THAT
WE LOST IN THE GARDEN

00:56:06.434 --> 00:56:07.667
WHEN ADAM FELL.


00:56:07.767 --> 00:56:09.167
IT WAS HIS
INTENTION ALL ALONG.

00:56:09.267 --> 00:56:10.501
AND THE THING THAT,
I DON'T KNOW,

00:56:10.601 --> 00:56:12.867
THE THING THAT I'VE REALLY
BEEN MEDITATING ON,

00:56:12.967 --> 00:56:14.034
IS HOW GOD WANTS,


00:56:14.134 --> 00:56:15.167
THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE
OF THE BIBLE,

00:56:15.267 --> 00:56:16.733
GOD WANTS A PEOPLE
FOR HIMSELF.

00:56:16.833 --> 00:56:18.234
NATE: YEAH.


00:56:18.334 --> 00:56:20.467
REBECCA: THAT HE CREATED US
TO BE KINGS AND PRIESTS,

00:56:20.567 --> 00:56:22.167
IT SAYS THAT IN
REVELATION 5.

00:56:22.267 --> 00:56:23.267
AND HE WANTS TO
ESTABLISH THAT

00:56:23.401 --> 00:56:26.233
AND HE WANTS TO ESTABLISH
WORSHIP AMONG HIS PEOPLE.

00:56:26.333 --> 00:56:28.067
AND SO THESE
ARE THE THINGS

00:56:28.167 --> 00:56:29.834
THAT JUST MAKES
ME SUPER EXCITED.

00:56:29.934 --> 00:56:33.433
IT MAKES ME HAVE SUCH
AN AWE OF THE LORD.

00:56:33.533 --> 00:56:36.300
AND, YOU KNOW, SOMETHING
THAT GOD'S

00:56:36.400 --> 00:56:40.534
REALLY BEEN DOING IN ME IS
TAKING OUT THE THINGS

00:56:40.634 --> 00:56:42.267
THAT ARE NOT NECESSARY


00:56:42.367 --> 00:56:44.900
AND BEING WILLING
TO TAKE THINGS AWAY

00:56:45.000 --> 00:56:47.000
SO THAT WE CAN
HAVE MORE OF HIM.

00:56:47.100 --> 00:56:49.634
PRIORITIZING MY TIME
TO SPEND WITH HIM.

00:56:49.734 --> 00:56:51.567
AND REALLY JUST HOLINESS.


00:56:51.667 --> 00:56:54.733
AND I THINK WE HAD A -


00:56:54.833 --> 00:56:56.101
HOLINESS IS NOT
A BAD THING.

00:56:56.201 --> 00:56:58.134
IT'S ACTUALLY
A GOOD THING.

00:56:58.234 --> 00:57:00.000
IT'S BECAUSE THERE'S
NO ONE LIKE HIM.

00:57:00.100 --> 00:57:02.134
AND HE CALLS US INTO
A LIFE OF HOLINESS

00:57:02.234 --> 00:57:03.200
AND IT'S NOT MANMADE.


00:57:03.300 --> 00:57:05.934
YOU CAN'T DO IT
OF YOUR OWN SELF.

00:57:06.034 --> 00:57:09.100
IT'S BY ABIDING IN HIM AND
BEING LED BY HIS SPIRIT.

00:57:09.200 --> 00:57:10.234
NATE: YEAH.


00:57:10.334 --> 00:57:12.500
REBECCA: BUT GOD
WANTS TO TAKE YOU DEEPER,

00:57:12.600 --> 00:57:14.067
YOU KNOW, BUT IT'S LIKE
WHAT ARE YOU WILLING

00:57:14.167 --> 00:57:15.267
TO GIVE UP?


00:57:15.367 --> 00:57:17.434
AND I THINK ABOUT HOW WE HAVE
SO MANY DISTRACTIONS,

00:57:17.534 --> 00:57:19.733
WE HAVE MUSIC AND TV


00:57:19.833 --> 00:57:21.167
AND ALL THESE
THINGS IN THE WEST

00:57:21.267 --> 00:57:23.034
AND WE CAN CONSTANTLY
BE DISTRACTED,

00:57:23.134 --> 00:57:24.667
AND NEVER HEAR
THE VOICE OF GOD.

00:57:24.767 --> 00:57:27.867
BUT IT'S LIKE WHAT ELSE
ARE YOU WILLING TO

00:57:27.967 --> 00:57:29.600
PUT ASIDE FOR HIM?


00:57:29.700 --> 00:57:31.067
AND SO I FEEL LIKE
THE TWO WORDS

00:57:31.167 --> 00:57:32.434
FOR THIS SEASON OF MY LIFE


00:57:32.534 --> 00:57:33.700
THAT I'VE REALLY
BEEN MEDITATING ON,

00:57:33.800 --> 00:57:35.734
IS I WANT PROXIMITY
TO THE LORD.

00:57:35.834 --> 00:57:37.234
I WANT TO BE CLOSE TO HIM.


00:57:37.334 --> 00:57:38.433
AND PREEMINENCE,


00:57:38.533 --> 00:57:40.967
WHICH MEANS HE HAS RULE
OVER EVERY AREA OF MY LIFE.

00:57:41.067 --> 00:57:42.000
NATE: WOW.


00:57:42.100 --> 00:57:43.167
REBECCA: AND SO THAT'S
THE BECKONING

00:57:43.267 --> 00:57:44.467
THAT GOD HAS FOR US.


00:57:44.567 --> 00:57:47.201
HE'S DRAWING US INTO
SOMETHING DEEPER,

00:57:47.301 --> 00:57:48.567
BUT IT'S OUR CHOICE.


00:57:48.667 --> 00:57:50.667
BUT I WANT TO
STAND BEFORE HIM,

00:57:50.767 --> 00:57:52.133
I DON'T WANT TO GET UP
TO HEAVEN AND THINK

00:57:52.233 --> 00:57:54.033
THERE'S SO MUCH MORE
I COULD HAVE DONE.

00:57:54.133 --> 00:57:55.067
NATE: YEAH.


00:57:55.167 --> 00:57:55.667
REBECCA: AND I DON'T
WANT TO BEHOLD HIS GLORY

00:57:55.767 --> 00:57:56.701
AND HIS GOODNESS


00:57:56.801 --> 00:57:58.667
AND THINK, WHY DIDN'T
I DO MORE FOR YOU?

00:57:58.767 --> 00:57:59.800
BECAUSE HE'S WORTH IT.


00:57:59.900 --> 00:58:01.033
NATE: YEAH.


00:58:01.133 --> 00:58:02.667
REBECCA: AND SO, AND YOU KNOW
WHAT BLOWS MY MIND?

00:58:02.767 --> 00:58:03.700
NATE: WHAT'S THAT?


00:58:03.800 --> 00:58:04.901
REBECCA: IS THAT ONE
OF MY FAVORITE TEACHERS,

00:58:05.001 --> 00:58:06.300
HE'S IN HEAVEN NOW,


00:58:06.400 --> 00:58:08.267
AND I'M LIKE, WE WILL
STAND BEFORE GOD

00:58:08.367 --> 00:58:10.567
AND IT ISN'T
JUST THE THINGS,

00:58:10.667 --> 00:58:13.000
HOW WE AFFECT PEOPLE
IN THE PRESENT,

00:58:13.100 --> 00:58:15.334
BUT IF YOU DO
THINGS CORRECTLY,

00:58:15.434 --> 00:58:18.067
YOUR OBEDIENCE WILL
IMPACT THE GENERATIONS,

00:58:18.167 --> 00:58:19.433
AND WE'LL BE
REWARDED FOR THAT.

00:58:19.533 --> 00:58:21.767
AND THAT'S A GIFT THAT
WE CAN GIVE TO THE LORD.

00:58:21.867 --> 00:58:22.800
BECAUSE I THINK
ABOUT THIS PERSON

00:58:22.900 --> 00:58:23.900
WHO'S NO LONGER ALIVE


00:58:24.000 --> 00:58:25.300
WHO HAS IMPACTED MY LIFE


00:58:25.400 --> 00:58:26.401
WHICH IMPACTS OTHER PEOPLE.


00:58:26.501 --> 00:58:29.200
THE RIPPLE EFFECTS
ARE ACTUALLY MASSIVE.

00:58:29.300 --> 00:58:31.034
AND SO I ALWAYS
THINK OF IT AS

00:58:31.134 --> 00:58:33.167
INVESTING INTO ETERNITY.


00:58:33.267 --> 00:58:36.001
THERE IS SO MUCH MORE
IF YOU HAVE HEAVENLY THINKING.

00:58:36.101 --> 00:58:38.867
THE IMPACT IS
SO MUCH GREATER

00:58:38.967 --> 00:58:40.134
THAN WE CAN EVEN REALIZE.


00:58:40.234 --> 00:58:42.301
WE CAN'T EVEN UNDERSTAND
THE MAGNITUDE

00:58:42.401 --> 00:58:44.400
THAT OUR YES AND OUR
OBEDIENCE TO GOD IS.

00:58:44.500 --> 00:58:48.333
BUT THAT'S WHY I THINK A
HEAVENLY UNDERSTANDING

00:58:48.433 --> 00:58:50.701
AND AN UNDERSTANDING
OF ETERNITY

00:58:50.801 --> 00:58:55.201
AND LIVING YOUR LIFE
BEHOLDING HIM AND SAYING,

00:58:55.301 --> 00:58:57.434
GOD, I LONG FOR
YOUR APPEARING,

00:58:57.534 --> 00:58:59.634
AND THAT I WILL OBEDIENT
TO YOU UNTIL THEN,

00:58:59.734 --> 00:59:00.967
THAT I AM YOUR BRIDE.


00:59:01.067 --> 00:59:03.634
IT GOES BACK TO IDENTITY,


00:59:03.734 --> 00:59:06.967
THAT WE MAKE THE MOST
OF OUR LIVES TO HIM.

00:59:07.067 --> 00:59:08.867
BECAUSE AT THE END OF THE
DAY IT'S OUR DECISION,

00:59:08.967 --> 00:59:11.534
ARE WE GONNA BE
LED BY THE SPIRIT

00:59:11.634 --> 00:59:12.767
AS SONS OF GOD ARE,


00:59:12.867 --> 00:59:14.667
OR ARE WE GONNA BE
LED BY OUR FLESH?

00:59:14.767 --> 00:59:17.267
THE BEAUTIFUL THING IS,


00:59:17.367 --> 00:59:18.633
YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT TIME


00:59:18.733 --> 00:59:20.167
WAY EARLIER IN
THE PODCAST,

00:59:20.267 --> 00:59:21.834
AND THAT GOD CAN
REDEEM TIME.

00:59:21.934 --> 00:59:23.000
NATE: YES.


00:59:23.100 --> 00:59:24.633
REBECCA: AND I ALWAYS
THINK ABOUT THE APOSTLE PAUL

00:59:24.733 --> 00:59:26.001
WHO GREW UP AND
HE TALKS ABOUT

00:59:26.101 --> 00:59:28.300
LIKE AN APOSTLE
OUT OF DUE TIME

00:59:28.400 --> 00:59:29.467
OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT.


00:59:29.567 --> 00:59:31.834
BECAUSE HE WASN'T WITH
JESUS WHEN HE WAS ON EARTH.

00:59:31.934 --> 00:59:33.533
HE WAS PERSECUTING
CHRISTIANS.

00:59:33.633 --> 00:59:34.567
NATE: YEAH.


00:59:34.667 --> 00:59:36.934
REBECCA: BUT GOD IN
HIS GRACE AND HIS MERCY

00:59:37.034 --> 00:59:39.000
APPEARED BEFORE PAUL
AND TOOK HIS LIFE

00:59:39.100 --> 00:59:40.633
AND HE MADE IT COUNT.


00:59:40.733 --> 00:59:43.134
AND YOU SEE THE IMPACT
OF HIS LIFE TO THIS DAY.

00:59:43.234 --> 00:59:44.800
SO GOD CAN REDEEM IT.


00:59:44.900 --> 00:59:46.400
SO WHOEVER'S LISTENING
TO THIS AND THEY THINK

00:59:46.500 --> 00:59:49.533
OH, I HAVEN'T,
YOU KNOW -

00:59:49.633 --> 00:59:51.301
IT'S TOO LATE FOR ME OR
THIS OR THIS OR THAT,

00:59:51.401 --> 00:59:52.867
IT'S NEVER TOO LATE.


00:59:52.967 --> 00:59:54.033
AS LONG AS YOU'RE
BREATHING,

00:59:54.133 --> 00:59:55.933
GOD CAN TAKE YOUR LIFE AND
MAKE IT MEAN SOMETHING,

00:59:56.033 --> 00:59:57.400
YOU JUST HAVE TO
SUBMIT YOURSELF TO HIM.

00:59:57.500 --> 00:59:58.901
NATE: ABSOLUTELY.


00:59:59.001 --> 01:00:01.801
AND WE'RE IN A
TIME RIGHT NOW

01:00:01.901 --> 01:00:03.567
THAT IT JUST -


01:00:03.667 --> 01:00:09.633
IT'S SO OBVIOUS THAT ALL
THESE THINGS IN THE WORLD

01:00:09.733 --> 01:00:11.134
WILL NOT SATISFY.


01:00:11.234 --> 01:00:12.334
REBECCA: YEAH.


01:00:12.434 --> 01:00:15.734
NATE: THERE'S NOTHING
THAT WILL SATISFY LIKE JESUS.

01:00:15.834 --> 01:00:18.600
AND IT'S CRAZY HOW
RIPE THE WORLD IS.

01:00:18.700 --> 01:00:22.267
LIKE YOU GO OUT THERE AND
YOU BEGIN TO SHARE THIS STUFF,

01:00:22.367 --> 01:00:23.800
YOU GET OPPOSITION
IN SOME PLACES,

01:00:23.900 --> 01:00:26.667
BUT I FEEL LIKE
PEOPLE ARE JUST -

01:00:26.767 --> 01:00:28.701
THEY RECOGNIZE ALL THE
THINGS THEY'RE CHASING

01:00:28.801 --> 01:00:29.701
IN THE WORLD.


01:00:29.801 --> 01:00:31.200
EVEN CELEBRITIES,
IT'S NOT DOING ANYTHING

01:00:31.300 --> 01:00:32.967
FOR THEM ANYMORE.


01:00:33.067 --> 01:00:36.267
THE HIGH THEY'RE GETTING
FROM IT IS SO LITTLE, YOU KNOW.

01:00:36.367 --> 01:00:38.500
AND THEY'RE LIKE
WHAT IS THAT?

01:00:38.600 --> 01:00:40.501
WHAT IS THAT THING THAT'S
GONNA GIVE ME THAT FEELING

01:00:40.601 --> 01:00:42.001
OF BEING FULFILLED?


01:00:42.101 --> 01:00:44.167
AND IT CAN ONLY BE JESUS.


01:00:44.267 --> 01:00:46.033
SO WE NEED TO BE
LIVING LIKE THAT, TOO.

01:00:46.133 --> 01:00:47.067
AND LIKE YOU SAID,


01:00:47.167 --> 01:00:48.067
THE WORD HOLINESS,


01:00:48.167 --> 01:00:49.434
IT GETS A BAD RAP,


01:00:49.534 --> 01:00:51.667
BUT IT JUST MEANS BEING
SET APART FOR JESUS.

01:00:51.767 --> 01:00:52.533
REBECCA: MM-HMM.


01:00:52.633 --> 01:00:53.401
NATE: IT JUST
MEANS LIKE JESUS,

01:00:53.501 --> 01:00:54.900
I'M FULLY YOURS.


01:00:55.000 --> 01:00:58.001
MY APPETITE, IT'S YOU,
NOTHING ELSE.

01:00:58.101 --> 01:00:59.100
YOU'RE MY PRIZE.


01:00:59.200 --> 01:01:03.567
I'M NOT DOING THIS FOR
ACCOLADES OR REPUTATION

01:01:03.667 --> 01:01:04.700
OR GETTING MY
NAME IN LIGHTS.

01:01:04.800 --> 01:01:06.400
ALL THAT STUFF
IS MEANINGLESS.

01:01:06.500 --> 01:01:07.834
IT'S YOU.


01:01:07.934 --> 01:01:09.067
SO WHATEVER I NEED
TO DO RIGHT NOW

01:01:09.167 --> 01:01:11.467
TO ADJUST MY
LIFE TO THAT,

01:01:11.567 --> 01:01:12.934
I'LL DO IT.


01:01:13.034 --> 01:01:15.867
BECAUSE I'M DONE
WASTING MY TIME

01:01:15.967 --> 01:01:17.733
CHASING ALL THESE THINGS


01:01:17.833 --> 01:01:19.033
THAT DON'T LEAD
ME ANYWHERE.

01:01:19.133 --> 01:01:21.167
REBECCA: YEAH,
AND LEAD TO DEATH.

01:01:21.267 --> 01:01:23.734
IF IT'S SIN, THE
WAGES OF SIN IS DEATH.

01:01:23.834 --> 01:01:26.134
AND I THINK ABOUT, I
THINK ABOUT MY OWN LIFE,

01:01:26.234 --> 01:01:27.767
I WAS IN DECEPTION.


01:01:27.867 --> 01:01:29.767
AND I WAS AWAY FROM GOD.


01:01:29.867 --> 01:01:30.634
AND I HAD TO HAVE -


01:01:30.734 --> 01:01:32.000
GOD GAVE ME A VISION.


01:01:32.100 --> 01:01:33.033
NATE: WOW.


01:01:33.133 --> 01:01:35.367
REBECCA: AND IN THE
VISION IT WAS THIS

01:01:35.467 --> 01:01:37.634
PITCH-BLACK DARKNESS


01:01:37.734 --> 01:01:39.367
AND THERE WAS THIS PATH.


01:01:39.467 --> 01:01:43.300
AND ON THE PATH IT WAS
COMPLETELY BROKEN

01:01:43.400 --> 01:01:44.667
AND DRY AND DEAD.


01:01:44.734 --> 01:01:47.101
IT'S LIKE WHAT IT WOULD
LOOK LIKE IN A DESERT.

01:01:47.334 --> 01:01:50.534
AND THE VERSE
IMMEDIATELY CAME TO ME,

01:01:50.634 --> 01:01:53.334
BROAD IS THE WAY
TO DESTRUCTION.

01:01:53.434 --> 01:01:54.767
AND GOD SPOKE TO
ME AND HE SAYS,

01:01:54.867 --> 01:01:56.301
IF YOU CONTINUE
DOWN THIS PATH

01:01:56.401 --> 01:01:57.834
YOU WILL DESTROY YOURSELF.


01:01:57.934 --> 01:02:00.367
AND I JUST THINK FOR
THE MERCY OF GOD,

01:02:00.467 --> 01:02:01.967
THE GRACE OF GOD,


01:02:02.067 --> 01:02:04.467
YOU KNOW, IN MY
DECEPTION HE SPOKE TO ME

01:02:04.567 --> 01:02:05.500
AND SHOWED ME THE TRUTH.


01:02:05.600 --> 01:02:07.134
AND I MADE A DECISION
RIGHT THEN AND THERE,

01:02:07.234 --> 01:02:09.633
THAT TURNED THE WHOLE
OF MY LIFE AROUND.

01:02:09.733 --> 01:02:12.200
BUT WHEN I CAME
BACK TO THE LORD,

01:02:12.300 --> 01:02:14.867
THIS IS WHEN
I WAS 18, 19,

01:02:14.967 --> 01:02:16.734
WHEN I CAME BACK TO HIM,


01:02:16.834 --> 01:02:19.100
I FELT LIKE I UNDERSTOOD
THE WORDS OF PETER

01:02:19.200 --> 01:02:21.600
WHERE HE GOES, GOD,
WHERE ELSE COULD WE GO?

01:02:21.700 --> 01:02:22.700
LORD, WHERE ELSE
COULD WE GO?

01:02:22.800 --> 01:02:24.567
YOU ALONE HAVE
THE WORDS OF LIFE.

01:02:24.667 --> 01:02:26.101
AND THERE WAS THIS
UNDERSTANDING

01:02:26.201 --> 01:02:27.167
BECAUSE I HAD
BEEN WAYWARD,

01:02:27.267 --> 01:02:28.934
I WAS LIKE, I KNOW THE
ANSWER IS NOT THERE.

01:02:29.034 --> 01:02:30.267
YOU ARE MY ONLY ANSWER


01:02:30.367 --> 01:02:31.800
AND THERE'S NO
TURNING BACK.

01:02:31.900 --> 01:02:34.000
AND THERE'S THIS UNDERSTANDING
BEING A BELIEVER

01:02:34.100 --> 01:02:35.634
THAT THERE'S NO
TURNING BACK

01:02:35.734 --> 01:02:38.201
AND IT'S ALSO SAYING
TO COUNT THE COST

01:02:38.301 --> 01:02:40.800
KNOWING THAT JESUS SAYS
HAVE YOU COUNT THE COST?

01:02:40.900 --> 01:02:45.801
AND I THINK ABOUT, I HAD AN
ENCOUNTER WITH THE LORD

01:02:45.901 --> 01:02:48.934
WHERE HE GAVE
ME A VISION OF

01:02:49.034 --> 01:02:51.934
THESE BELIEVERS THAT
WERE WORSHIPING.

01:02:52.034 --> 01:02:53.101
THEY WERE ASIAN.


01:02:53.201 --> 01:02:54.733
I BELIEVE THEY
WERE CHINESE.

01:02:54.833 --> 01:02:56.600
AND THEY WERE BEHOLDING
THE GLORY OF GOD

01:02:56.700 --> 01:02:58.934
AND THEIR FACES
ILLUMINATED HIS GLORY.

01:02:59.034 --> 01:03:02.101
AND I KNEW THAT THEY WERE
GOING TO LOSE THEIR LIVES

01:03:02.201 --> 01:03:03.934
FOR WORSHIPING HIM.


01:03:04.034 --> 01:03:05.800
AND SO HE SAYS, HAVE
YOU COUNTED THE COST

01:03:05.900 --> 01:03:07.700
AND HE GAVE ME
THAT VISION.

01:03:07.800 --> 01:03:08.767
AND IN THAT MOMENT
I WAS LIKE,

01:03:08.867 --> 01:03:10.101
LORD, I COUNT THE COSTS.


01:03:10.201 --> 01:03:12.267
WHATEVER IT IS,
I CHOOSE YOU.

01:03:12.367 --> 01:03:14.400
AND SO WHEN YOU
CHOOSE HIM,

01:03:14.500 --> 01:03:15.667
YOU HAVE TO
COUNT THE COSTS

01:03:15.767 --> 01:03:17.200
AND THEN THERE'S
NO TURNING BACK.

01:03:17.300 --> 01:03:19.000
BUT HE IS ALONG
THE WAY OF LIFE.

01:03:19.100 --> 01:03:20.434
NATE: YEAH.


01:03:20.534 --> 01:03:22.001
REBECCA: AND WHATEVER
WE DO FOR HIM,

01:03:22.101 --> 01:03:23.367
IT WILL BE WORTH IT.


01:03:23.467 --> 01:03:24.667
NATE: ABSOLUTELY.


01:03:24.767 --> 01:03:27.434
I THINK DEREK PRINCE,
WHO'S ONE OF MY -

01:03:27.534 --> 01:03:29.067
REBECCA: THAT'S MY -


01:03:29.167 --> 01:03:30.067
THAT'S - YES.


01:03:30.167 --> 01:03:30.901
NATE: I KNEW WHEN
YOU SAID IT I WAS LIKE,

01:03:31.001 --> 01:03:32.433
I WONDER IF IT'S
DEREK PRINCE?

01:03:32.533 --> 01:03:34.067
REBECCA: THAT'S SO FUNNY.
YEAH.

01:03:34.167 --> 01:03:35.401
NATE: CHRISTY PUT ME ON HIM,
BY THE WAY.

01:03:35.501 --> 01:03:36.934
I'VE READ HIS
BOOKS AND STUFF.

01:03:37.034 --> 01:03:38.934
BUT HEARING
HIM ON YOUTUBE, HIS MONOTONE.

01:03:39.034 --> 01:03:40.067
REBECCA: THAT'S
HOW I LISTEN TO HIM.

01:03:40.167 --> 01:03:41.634
NATE: I DON'T CARE,
IT IS SO AMAZING.

01:03:41.734 --> 01:03:43.033
IT'S DEEP.


01:03:43.133 --> 01:03:45.134
BUT ANYWAY DEREK
PRINCE SAYS

01:03:45.234 --> 01:03:47.633
WHEN YOU GO JOIN AN ARMY


01:03:47.733 --> 01:03:49.401
TO FIGHT FOR
YOUR COUNTRY,

01:03:49.501 --> 01:03:50.433
YOU COUNT THE COSTS.


01:03:50.533 --> 01:03:52.200
THAT COULD COST
YOU YOUR LIFE.

01:03:52.300 --> 01:03:54.401
WHY IS THE KINGDOM
ANY DIFFERENT?

01:03:54.501 --> 01:03:57.401
WE'RE LOOKING FOR COMFORT
INSTEAD OF REALIZING

01:03:57.501 --> 01:03:58.667
WE'VE JOINED AN ARMY


01:03:58.767 --> 01:04:03.067
AND WE MAY, THAT'S
JUST WHAT THIS IS.

01:04:03.167 --> 01:04:05.167
AND SO LIKE YOU
SAID, COUNT THE COST,

01:04:05.267 --> 01:04:07.034
WE'RE IN THIS
OR WE'RE NOT.

01:04:07.134 --> 01:04:08.334
REBECCA: I THINK THAT'S
ONE OF THE BIGGEST ISSUES

01:04:08.434 --> 01:04:10.534
WITH BEING A
CHRISTIAN IN THE WEST

01:04:10.634 --> 01:04:12.501
IS WE HAVE FREEDOM,
THANK GOD,

01:04:12.601 --> 01:04:13.600
I'M THANKFUL FOR IT


01:04:13.700 --> 01:04:15.167
BUT WE LIVE IN A PLACE


01:04:15.267 --> 01:04:17.901
WHERE THERE'S
SO MUCH COMFORT,

01:04:18.001 --> 01:04:19.834
DISTRACTION AND SEDUCTION.


01:04:19.934 --> 01:04:21.800
THERE'S ALWAYS SOMETHING
FIGHTING FOR OUR AFFECTION.

01:04:21.900 --> 01:04:23.067
NATE: YES.


01:04:23.167 --> 01:04:25.767
REBECCA: AND WHERE
PEOPLE ARE BEING PERSECUTED,

01:04:25.867 --> 01:04:28.067
THEY ARE RISKING
THEIR LIVES.

01:04:28.167 --> 01:04:32.600
BUT WITH US, IT'S A DIFFERENT
BATTLE THAT WE FACE.

01:04:32.700 --> 01:04:35.034
AND IT'S TO NOT
BE LED ASTRAY,

01:04:35.134 --> 01:04:37.433
TO NOT BE SEDUCED
BY THE WORLD

01:04:37.533 --> 01:04:39.201
AND TO NOT GET
COMFORTABLE.

01:04:39.301 --> 01:04:41.334
AND I'VE BEEN GUILTY
SO MANY TIMES

01:04:41.434 --> 01:04:42.767
OF WANTING TO
BE COMFORTABLE

01:04:42.867 --> 01:04:45.300
OR THINKING THAT
THIS WORLD IS IT.

01:04:45.400 --> 01:04:47.534
BECAUSE SO MANY
PEOPLE AROUND US

01:04:47.634 --> 01:04:49.567
THEY'RE LIVING THEIR
LIVES THAT WAY,

01:04:49.667 --> 01:04:50.767
BUT WE CAN'T
LIVE THAT WAY.

01:04:50.867 --> 01:04:51.767
NATE: NO.


01:04:51.867 --> 01:04:54.467
REBECCA: WE HAVE TO
LIVE LONGING FOR THE

01:04:54.567 --> 01:04:56.167
APPEARANCE OF JESUS,


01:04:56.267 --> 01:04:58.267
BUT WE ALSO HAVE TO LIVE,


01:04:58.367 --> 01:05:01.534
KNOWING IT'S NOT ABOUT
BEING COMFORTABLE.

01:05:01.634 --> 01:05:02.701
IT'S NOT ABOUT
WHAT WE WANT.

01:05:02.801 --> 01:05:04.000
IT'S ABOUT WHAT HE WANTS.


01:05:04.100 --> 01:05:06.067
BUT WE CONSTANTLY HAVE
TO SURRENDER THAT TO HIM

01:05:06.167 --> 01:05:08.601
BECAUSE IT'S SO EASY
TO LIVE A COMFORTABLE,

01:05:08.701 --> 01:05:14.334
QUIET, NON- WHAT'S
IT CALLED?

01:05:14.434 --> 01:05:16.001
NATE: NONCONFRONTATIONAL.


01:05:16.101 --> 01:05:18.901
REBECCA:
NONCONFRONTATIONAL LIFE.

01:05:19.001 --> 01:05:20.034
NATE: THAT
IS EXACTLY -

01:05:20.134 --> 01:05:22.867
YOU KNOW, WHEN WE WERE
IN AUSTRALIA LAST YEAR,

01:05:22.967 --> 01:05:25.667
I WAS LIKE, CHRISTY,
WE'RE ON THE GOLD COAST,

01:05:25.767 --> 01:05:27.467
IT'S LIKE BEACH CULTURE.


01:05:27.567 --> 01:05:29.901
WE'VE JUST BEEN IN
AMERICA THROUGH COVID

01:05:30.001 --> 01:05:30.934
AND EVERYTHING


01:05:31.034 --> 01:05:32.567
AND THEN WE'RE BACK IN
LIKE THIS LAND WHERE

01:05:32.667 --> 01:05:35.067
IT FEELS LIKE
NOTHING HAPPENED.

01:05:35.167 --> 01:05:36.901
AND WE WENT DOWN TO
VICTORIA WHERE EVERYTHING

01:05:37.001 --> 01:05:37.934
WAS LOCKED DOWN


01:05:38.034 --> 01:05:40.401
AND NOTHING AFFECTED THEM.


01:05:40.501 --> 01:05:42.100
SO EVERYTHING
WAS LA-DI-DA,

01:05:42.200 --> 01:05:44.501
EVERYONE WAS JUST OFF TO
THE BEACH LIKE NORMAL.

01:05:44.601 --> 01:05:45.967
THERE WAS NOTHING
HAPPENING IN THE WORLD.

01:05:46.067 --> 01:05:50.001
IT WAS SO EASY TO SLIP
BACK AND JUST BE LIKE,

01:05:50.101 --> 01:05:51.433
OH, YOU KNOW,


01:05:51.533 --> 01:05:53.034
AND JUST GET
VERY APATHETIC.

01:05:53.134 --> 01:05:55.267
AND I'M LIKE, NO, WE
NEED TO STAY SHARP.

01:05:55.367 --> 01:05:57.234
WE NEED TO REMEMBER WE'RE
STILL IN A WAR HERE.

01:05:57.334 --> 01:06:00.734
AND THAT TOOK
SOME DISCIPLINE.

01:06:00.834 --> 01:06:03.967
BECAUSE IT'S SO SEDUCTIVE
IN COMFORTABLE COUNTRIES,

01:06:04.067 --> 01:06:06.867
ESPECIALLY IF YOU'RE IN
ENVIRONMENTS OR CITIES

01:06:06.967 --> 01:06:09.334
WHERE THERE'S LESS
CRIME OR WHATEVER

01:06:09.434 --> 01:06:13.234
AND YOU CAN JUST SLIP BACK
INTO THIS COMPLACENT LIFE.

01:06:13.334 --> 01:06:15.434
GOD'S LIKE, NO,
NO, STAY SHARP.

01:06:15.534 --> 01:06:16.567
LOOK TO THE SPIRIT.


01:06:16.667 --> 01:06:18.500
YOU'RE IN A WAR.


01:06:18.600 --> 01:06:19.801
SO, YOU KNOW, IT DOESN'T
MEAN WE HAVE TO

01:06:19.901 --> 01:06:20.800
LIVE IN ANXIETY,


01:06:20.900 --> 01:06:22.800
BUT AT LEAST IT
MEANS WE STAY SHARP.

01:06:22.900 --> 01:06:25.667
REBECCA: SO
REALLY QUICK,

01:06:25.767 --> 01:06:28.134
WHO ARE THE WILD ONES,


01:06:28.234 --> 01:06:30.067
AND TAP ON THIS BOOK.


01:06:30.167 --> 01:06:31.800
IT'S 400 PAGES SO YOU'RE
GONNA HAVE TO GET IT

01:06:31.900 --> 01:06:33.001
AND READ IT.


01:06:33.101 --> 01:06:34.100
NATE: WHEN I WAS
WRITING THE BOOK,

01:06:34.200 --> 01:06:35.900
IT WAS WITH DESTINY
IMAGE AND THEY'RE GREAT,

01:06:36.000 --> 01:06:38.334
LOVE THEM,


01:06:38.434 --> 01:06:40.601
I PITCHED THE IDEA
OF<i>THE WILD ONES</i>

01:06:40.701 --> 01:06:43.134
AND, YOU KNOW, IT DIDN'T
SEEM TO REALLY GEL

01:06:43.234 --> 01:06:44.567
WITH A BUNCH OF PEOPLE,


01:06:44.667 --> 01:06:46.800
AND I WAS LIKE, WELL,
SO I BEGAN WRITING

01:06:46.900 --> 01:06:48.600
ABOUT REFORMATION.


01:06:48.700 --> 01:06:50.101
AND IT WAS ABOUT THREE
MONTHS INTO THAT,

01:06:50.201 --> 01:06:52.834
I'D ONLY WRITTEN
LIKE 15,000 WORDS

01:06:52.934 --> 01:06:54.667
AND I WAS LIKE, THIS
IS NOT EVEN A BOOK YET

01:06:54.767 --> 01:06:56.500
AND I'M BORED.


01:06:56.600 --> 01:06:57.733
I DIDN'T LIKE IT.


01:06:57.833 --> 01:06:59.434
I WASN'T BEING
TRUE TO MYSELF.

01:06:59.534 --> 01:07:01.600
YET AGAIN, THE
THINGS I HAVE TO DO,

01:07:01.700 --> 01:07:03.367
IT HAS TO BE LIKE I HAVE
TO GO OFF THE BEATEN PATH

01:07:03.467 --> 01:07:04.434
TO DO IT, YOU KNOW.


01:07:04.534 --> 01:07:06.001
I'M LIKE, COME ON, GOD,
GIVE ME SOME SLACK.

01:07:06.101 --> 01:07:07.900
LET ME JUST WRITE
SOMETHING THAT'S EASY

01:07:08.000 --> 01:07:10.034
OR I CAN DO WHAT
EVERYONE ELSE IS DOING.

01:07:10.134 --> 01:07:11.334
NO.


01:07:11.434 --> 01:07:12.134
AND I WENT TO
CHRISTY AND I SAID,

01:07:12.234 --> 01:07:12.901
WHAT DO I DO?


01:07:13.001 --> 01:07:13.934
I WANT TO CANCEL
THE CONTRACT.

01:07:14.034 --> 01:07:15.800
I WANT TO GET RID
OF THIS THING.

01:07:15.900 --> 01:07:18.301
AND I HEAR THE LORD SAY,


01:07:18.401 --> 01:07:20.201
YOU NEED TO DO WHAT
I'VE TOLD YOU TO DO.

01:07:20.301 --> 01:07:21.501
REBECCA: YEAH.


01:07:21.601 --> 01:07:25.033
NATE: YOU NEED TO WRITE THE
MANUAL THAT YOU WISH YOU HAD.

01:07:25.133 --> 01:07:27.434
I WENT, AHH.


01:07:27.534 --> 01:07:29.567
AND SO, YES, THIS
BOOK IS LIKE A BOOK

01:07:29.667 --> 01:07:34.167
TALKING ABOUT, I MEAN,


01:07:34.267 --> 01:07:36.033
IT'S LIKE WRITTEN FOR THE
DAVIDS OUT THERE

01:07:36.133 --> 01:07:37.600
IN THE WILDERNESS


01:07:37.700 --> 01:07:39.467
TRYING TO NAVIGATE
EVERYTHING,

01:07:39.567 --> 01:07:43.567
THE BEARS AND THE GIANTS
AND EVERYTHING LIKE THAT.

01:07:43.667 --> 01:07:48.367
AND IT'S LIKE WRITTEN
FROM A FATHER'S HEART.

01:07:48.467 --> 01:07:51.333
IT'S LIKE, YOU'RE
NOT WEIRD,

01:07:51.433 --> 01:07:52.967
YOU'RE NOT CRAZY.


01:07:53.067 --> 01:07:54.467
YOU'RE NOT CRAZY BECAUSE
I'VE PUT SOMETHING IN YOU

01:07:54.567 --> 01:07:55.500
THAT'S DIFFERENT.


01:07:55.600 --> 01:07:56.967
AND THEN SHOWING THEM
THE END OF THE STORY

01:07:57.067 --> 01:07:58.133
OF WHAT GOD'S
LED THEM TO,

01:07:58.233 --> 01:08:00.467
THE ARMY THAT THEY'VE BEEN
CALLED TO BE A PART OF,

01:08:00.567 --> 01:08:01.867
THE VOICE THEY'RE
CALLED TO BE

01:08:01.967 --> 01:08:03.333
LEADING THEM THROUGH HEALING,


01:08:03.433 --> 01:08:06.233
LEADING THEM OUT OF THAT
WILDERNESS OF WOUNDEDNESS

01:08:06.333 --> 01:08:08.933
THAT A LOT OF PROPHETIC
VOICES STAY STUCK IN,

01:08:09.033 --> 01:08:10.234
BY THE WAY.


01:08:10.334 --> 01:08:11.734
A LOT OF PEOPLE GET STUCK
IN THAT MESSY MIDDLE

01:08:11.834 --> 01:08:13.167
AND NEVER ACTUALLY
EXPERIENCE

01:08:13.267 --> 01:08:14.901
THE OTHER SIDE OF
BEING EFFECTIVE

01:08:15.001 --> 01:08:16.000
FOR THE KINGDOM, YOU KNOW.


01:08:16.100 --> 01:08:17.934
THEY GET CAUGHT UP
IN THE WOODS THERE.

01:08:18.034 --> 01:08:20.201
AND, REALLY, IT'S A
BOOK THAT SPELLS OUT

01:08:20.301 --> 01:08:21.434
THE CURRENT CLIMATE
OF THE CHURCH

01:08:21.534 --> 01:08:22.501
AND WHAT THEY'RE
CALLED TO,

01:08:22.601 --> 01:08:24.567
AS WELL AS THE
MESSY PROCESS,

01:08:24.667 --> 01:08:29.434
AND REALLY DETAILING THE
SPECIFICS OF THE SYMPTOMS

01:08:29.534 --> 01:08:31.000
OF WHAT THEY'VE
BEEN GOING THROUGH

01:08:31.100 --> 01:08:32.667
AND GIVING THEM LANGUAGE
FOR THEIR SEASON

01:08:32.767 --> 01:08:35.167
THAT THEY'RE NOT GONNA
FIND IN THE CHURCH.

01:08:35.267 --> 01:08:36.767
AND THEY'RE GONNA GO,
OH, IT'S NOT JUST ME,

01:08:36.867 --> 01:08:39.134
THERE'S SO MANY
OTHERS LIKE ME

01:08:39.234 --> 01:08:40.567
THAT WILL BE
WALKING THIS ROAD,

01:08:40.667 --> 01:08:43.567
THIS NARROW ROAD.


01:08:43.667 --> 01:08:44.567
AND THIS IS MY FUTURE.


01:08:44.667 --> 01:08:46.300
GOD HAS SOMETHING
AMAZING PLANNED FOR ME

01:08:46.400 --> 01:08:47.534
AND THAT'S WHY I
WROTE THE BOOK.

01:08:47.634 --> 01:08:51.167
THE WILD ONES ARE THOSE
WHO ARE UNDEFILED BY RELIGION.

01:08:51.267 --> 01:08:53.267
THEY'RE THOSE WHO ARE
NOT GOING TO BE

01:08:53.367 --> 01:08:56.867
BOUGHT OR SOLD
FOR THE HIGHEST BIDDER.

01:08:56.967 --> 01:09:00.500
THEY'RE GONNA DO ONLY WHAT
GOD PUTS IN THEIR HEART TO DO.

01:09:00.600 --> 01:09:05.734
IT'S THOSE WHO CARRY
THE DRUMBEAT OF HEAVEN

01:09:05.834 --> 01:09:08.467
AND THEY JUST LIVE TO SEE


01:09:08.567 --> 01:09:10.801
JESUS FAMOUS IN
THE EARTH, YOU KNOW.

01:09:10.901 --> 01:09:13.001
AND SO WHETHER
YOU'RE A WORSHIPER,

01:09:13.101 --> 01:09:14.734
WHETHER YOU'RE AN
APOSTOLIC VOICE,

01:09:14.834 --> 01:09:18.600
WHATEVER IT IS, THE
WILD ONES ARE THOSE

01:09:18.700 --> 01:09:23.300
WHO SIMPLY ARE OBEDIENT


01:09:23.400 --> 01:09:25.767
TO PIONEER THE
UNBEATEN PATH OF JESUS

01:09:25.867 --> 01:09:28.934
AND SAY YES, NO MATTER HOW
MUCH OPPOSITION THEY FACE

01:09:29.034 --> 01:09:33.533
FROM CULTURE, FROM THE
STATUS QUO OF, YOU KNOW, CHURCH.

01:09:33.633 --> 01:09:36.367
THE INSTITUTION
SOMETIMES COMES -

01:09:36.467 --> 01:09:38.934
YOU KNOW, YOU HIT UP
AGAINST SO MANY AREAS

01:09:39.034 --> 01:09:40.334
AS A WILD ONE


01:09:40.434 --> 01:09:42.234
AND IT'S JUST BEING
FAITHFUL TO DO IT AS A

01:09:42.334 --> 01:09:44.434
WORSHIP UNTO THE LORD


01:09:44.534 --> 01:09:46.467
AND FORGIVING PEOPLE
ALONG THE WAY

01:09:46.567 --> 01:09:47.967
AND STAYING TRUE
TO YOUR PATH.

01:09:48.067 --> 01:09:49.567
I MEAN, I CAN'T EVEN TELL
YOU HOW MANY PEOPLE

01:09:49.667 --> 01:09:52.167
HAVE TOLD ME EVERY
STEP OF THE WAY,

01:09:52.267 --> 01:09:53.601
THAT'S NOT GOD,
THAT'S NOT GOD.

01:09:53.701 --> 01:09:54.667
YOU SHOULD BE DOING THIS.


01:09:54.767 --> 01:09:56.334
YOU STOPPED DOING
THIS, YOU'RE IN PRIDE.

01:09:56.434 --> 01:09:57.334
AND I'VE JUST GONE,


01:09:57.434 --> 01:09:59.667
GOD, I'M DOING THIS
AS A WORSHIP TO YOU.

01:09:59.767 --> 01:10:01.601
AND I'VE HAD TO
STAY THE PATH.

01:10:01.701 --> 01:10:02.733
AND PEOPLE COME
BACK AND SAY,

01:10:02.833 --> 01:10:04.700
HEY, I'M SORRY, I DIDN'T
REALIZE WHAT YOU WERE DOING.

01:10:04.800 --> 01:10:05.767
I DIDN'T REALIZE
THAT'S WHAT'S -

01:10:05.867 --> 01:10:07.100
I'M LIKE, THAT'S
ALL GOOD,

01:10:07.200 --> 01:10:09.034
BUT I'VE HAD TO
STAY THE PATH.

01:10:09.134 --> 01:10:10.834
I WANTED TO GIVE PEOPLE
A BOOK THAT WOULD SAY,

01:10:10.934 --> 01:10:12.667
STAY THE PATH.


01:10:12.767 --> 01:10:14.401
BE WHO GOD'S
CALLED YOU TO BE

01:10:14.501 --> 01:10:18.000
AND THE FRUIT WILL
SPEAK FOR ITSELF.

01:10:18.100 --> 01:10:19.167
REBECCA: SO
DON'T GROW WEARY.

01:10:19.267 --> 01:10:20.800
NATE: EXACTLY.


01:10:20.900 --> 01:10:25.234
HEBREWS 12:1, YOU KNOW,
SINCE WE'RE SURROUNDED BY

01:10:25.334 --> 01:10:26.634
A GREAT CLOUD
OF WITNESSES,

01:10:26.734 --> 01:10:28.400
WE'VE JUST GOT
TO PUSH FORWARD.

01:10:28.500 --> 01:10:29.834
WE'VE GOT TO KEEP GOING.


01:10:29.934 --> 01:10:31.334
JESUS IS OUR PIONEER.


01:10:31.434 --> 01:10:32.367
HE'S GONE BEFORE US.


01:10:32.467 --> 01:10:33.533
WE'RE JUST FOLLOWING HIM.


01:10:33.633 --> 01:10:35.200
THAT'S ALL THAT
THIS IS ABOUT.

01:10:35.300 --> 01:10:37.967
AND THE WILD ONES
ARE THOSE WHO GO,

01:10:38.067 --> 01:10:39.234
OKAY, I'M GONNA DO THAT.


01:10:39.334 --> 01:10:40.167
IF THAT'S ALL I DO,


01:10:40.267 --> 01:10:42.233
IF THAT'S THE ONE
THING THAT I DO WELL,

01:10:42.333 --> 01:10:43.801
I'M JUST GONNA
FOLLOW JESUS

01:10:43.901 --> 01:10:44.901
AND IT TAKES US
ON A BIT OF -

01:10:45.001 --> 01:10:47.567
YOU THINK ABOUT
WHAT JESUS DID.

01:10:47.667 --> 01:10:52.934
HE OFFENDED EVERY SINGLE
RULE, REGIMEN AND,

01:10:53.034 --> 01:10:55.733
YOU KNOW, TRADITION


01:10:55.833 --> 01:10:57.834
TO DO WHAT HE
WAS CALLED TO DO.

01:10:57.934 --> 01:10:59.533
AND I THINK THE
WILD ONES ARE THOSE

01:10:59.633 --> 01:11:01.067
WHO ARE UNAFRAID
TO DO THAT.

01:11:01.167 --> 01:11:02.901
I MEAN, IT DOES COME WITH
A LOT OF FEAR OF MAN.

01:11:03.001 --> 01:11:06.733
WE NAVIGATE THAT, BUT
IT'S JUST STAYING TRUE TO IT.

01:11:06.833 --> 01:11:09.701
AND I THINK WE NEED THAT
IN THE CHURCH RIGHT NOW.

01:11:09.801 --> 01:11:11.767
AND THOSE PEOPLE ARE
GONNA RESHAPE THE CHURCH.

01:11:11.867 --> 01:11:13.367
BUT WE NEED TO ALSO
WORK WITH THE CHURCH.

01:11:13.467 --> 01:11:15.600
IT'S THIS BRIDGE -


01:11:15.700 --> 01:11:19.200
YEAH, IT'S A
STRANGE DYNAMIC,

01:11:19.300 --> 01:11:20.767
BUT IF WE JUST
SAY YES TO THAT

01:11:20.867 --> 01:11:22.500
AND BEGIN, GOD WILL
WORK OUT THE REST

01:11:22.600 --> 01:11:23.734
LIKE HE'S DONE FOR ME.


01:11:23.834 --> 01:11:24.734
HE HAS DONE IT.


01:11:24.834 --> 01:11:26.501
AND I'M SO BLESSED TODAY


01:11:26.601 --> 01:11:30.634
THAT THE VERY INSTITUTION
THAT SAID I WAS THE OUTCAST,

01:11:30.734 --> 01:11:32.667
I WORK WITH THEM NOW.


01:11:32.767 --> 01:11:35.734
I PRAY, I GIVE THEM
PROPHETIC STRATEGIES.

01:11:35.834 --> 01:11:37.467
AND THAT'S WHAT
THIS IS ALL ABOUT.

01:11:37.567 --> 01:11:39.501
REFORMATION IS NOT JUST
ABOUT TEARING DOWN,

01:11:39.601 --> 01:11:40.767
IT'S ABOUT BUILDING.


01:11:40.867 --> 01:11:41.467
REBECCA: OH, YEAH.


01:11:41.567 --> 01:11:42.567
NATE: IT'S BOTH.


01:11:42.667 --> 01:11:44.767
AND SO THE WILD ONES
ARE CALLED TO BOTH.

01:11:44.867 --> 01:11:46.300
THEY'RE CALLED TO BOTH.


01:11:46.400 --> 01:11:47.500
REBECCA: THAT MAKES
ME THINK OF THAT VERSE

01:11:47.600 --> 01:11:49.167
THAT SAYS IN THE LAST DAYS
I WILL POUR OUT MY SPIRIT

01:11:49.267 --> 01:11:51.000
AND YOUNG MEN
WILL PROPHESY.

01:11:51.100 --> 01:11:51.667
NATE: YEAH.


01:11:51.767 --> 01:11:52.867
REBECCA: AND DREAM DREAMS.


01:11:52.967 --> 01:11:55.734
AND I THINK THERE'S A LOT OF
PEOPLE THAT ARE PROPHETIC

01:11:55.834 --> 01:11:57.267
AND THEY DON'T KNOW IT


01:11:57.367 --> 01:11:59.400
AND THEY DON'T KNOW
HOW TO STEWARD IT.

01:11:59.500 --> 01:12:02.767
AND THIS IS A GUIDE TO
HELP THEM WITH THAT.

01:12:02.867 --> 01:12:03.967
NATE: ABSOLUTELY.


01:12:04.067 --> 01:12:05.300
REBECCA: AND I THINK IT'S SO
IMPORTANT TO UNDERSTAND

01:12:05.400 --> 01:12:08.967
WHO YOU ARE, WHAT
YOU'RE CALLED TO DO

01:12:09.067 --> 01:12:11.233
BECAUSE I THINK IF YOU'RE
PROPHETIC AND YOU'RE YOUNG

01:12:11.333 --> 01:12:12.667
YOU FEEL THINGS
VERY DEEPLY

01:12:12.767 --> 01:12:14.467
AND GOD SHOWS YOU THINGS.


01:12:14.567 --> 01:12:15.467
AND KIND OF LIKE YOU WERE
TALKING ABOUT

01:12:15.567 --> 01:12:16.467
THE HAMMER AND THE OIL,


01:12:16.567 --> 01:12:19.233
YOU WANT TO BREAK THINGS
DOWN THAT'S WRONG

01:12:19.333 --> 01:12:21.467
AND YET YOU HAVE TO DO IT
IN A WAY THAT'S HEALING.

01:12:21.567 --> 01:12:22.567
BECAUSE OIL IS HEALING.


01:12:22.667 --> 01:12:24.034
NATE: ABSOLUTELY.


01:12:24.134 --> 01:12:26.467
REBECCA: AND I THINK
ABOUT HOW THERE HAS TO BE

01:12:26.567 --> 01:12:29.234
A SUBMISSION TO GOD
AND THERE'S A TIMING.

01:12:29.334 --> 01:12:30.634
BECAUSE IF YOU HAVE
THE RIGHT WORD

01:12:30.734 --> 01:12:32.967
BUT YOU SAID IT THE WRONG
TIME OR IN THE WRONG WAY,

01:12:33.067 --> 01:12:34.633
IT'S NOT EFFECTIVE,
IT'S HURTFUL.

01:12:34.733 --> 01:12:35.601
NATE: I DID THAT.


01:12:35.701 --> 01:12:36.867
REBECCA: THERE'S
SO MANY LESSONS.

01:12:36.967 --> 01:12:38.101
NATE: I DID
IT FOR YEARS.

01:12:38.201 --> 01:12:39.267
REBECCA: YES.


01:12:39.367 --> 01:12:41.567
AND I THINK THIS IS SUCH
AN INCREDIBLE BOOK ACTUALLY,

01:12:41.667 --> 01:12:43.400
BECAUSE I THINK A
LOT MORE PEOPLE,

01:12:43.500 --> 01:12:46.300
THEY DON'T EVEN REALIZE
THAT THEY'RE PROPHETIC.

01:12:46.400 --> 01:12:48.101
YOU KNOW, IF YOU'RE -


01:12:48.201 --> 01:12:49.234
WHAT WOULD YOU SAY,


01:12:49.334 --> 01:12:50.633
HOW DOES SOMEONE KNOW
THEY'RE PROPHETIC?

01:12:50.733 --> 01:12:51.367
BECAUSE I THINK
THERE'S PEOPLE

01:12:51.467 --> 01:12:52.734
WHO ARE LISTENING TO THIS NOW


01:12:52.834 --> 01:12:53.634
THAT THEY ARE PROPHETIC,


01:12:53.734 --> 01:12:54.701
LIKE I FEEL IT.


01:12:54.801 --> 01:12:56.001
NATE: THERE'S A LOT.


01:12:56.101 --> 01:12:58.701
I FEEL LIKE EVEN THE
PEOPLE THAT ARE LISTENING

01:12:58.801 --> 01:13:00.967
TO YOUR PODCAST, REBECCA,


01:13:01.067 --> 01:13:04.200
LIKE THESE ARE PEOPLE WHO ARE
HUNGRY FOR THE PROPHETIC,

01:13:04.300 --> 01:13:05.967
MAYBE THEY DON'T
HAVE THE LANGUAGE.

01:13:06.067 --> 01:13:08.834
AND I THINK THEY'RE LOOKING
FOR LANGUAGE AS WELL.

01:13:08.934 --> 01:13:12.400
AND I THINK, YOU KNOW,
GOD'S GONNA REALLY USE YOU

01:13:12.500 --> 01:13:14.034
TO GIVE THEM
THAT LANGUAGE.

01:13:14.134 --> 01:13:15.501
BUT IF YOU'RE LISTENING
TO THIS AND YOU'RE LIKE,

01:13:15.601 --> 01:13:17.534
WELL, HOW DO I KNOW
THAT I'M PROPHETIC?

01:13:17.634 --> 01:13:20.100
NUMBER ONE, WHETHER YOU
THINK YOU'RE A PROPHET OR NOT,

01:13:20.200 --> 01:13:21.767
DON'T GET ALL
WEIRD ABOUT THAT.

01:13:21.867 --> 01:13:22.900
THE WHOLE CHURCH -


01:13:23.000 --> 01:13:25.434
YOU KNOW, 1 CORINTHIANS
SAYS WE'RE ALL PROPHETIC.

01:13:25.534 --> 01:13:26.967
WE CAN ALL PROPHESY.


01:13:27.067 --> 01:13:29.800
SO HOW DO YOU KNOW
YOU'RE PROPHETIC?

01:13:29.900 --> 01:13:32.901
IT'S LIKE DO YOU DREAM?


01:13:33.001 --> 01:13:34.567
DOES GOD GIVE YOU VISIONS?


01:13:34.667 --> 01:13:36.834
WHETHER YOU THINK YOU'RE
HAVING JUST PIZZA DREAMS

01:13:36.934 --> 01:13:37.734
OR THEY'RE WEIRD DREAMS,


01:13:37.834 --> 01:13:40.000
ARE YOU GETTING
THOSE THINGS?

01:13:40.100 --> 01:13:42.067
DO YOU GET LIKE
IMPRESSIONS

01:13:42.167 --> 01:13:43.401
THAT GOD GIVES YOU LIKE -


01:13:43.501 --> 01:13:45.134
REBECCA:
LIKE A KNOWING.

01:13:45.234 --> 01:13:46.667
NATE: THAT'S MY NUMBER
ONE WAY GOD SPEAKS TO ME,

01:13:46.767 --> 01:13:47.767
IS KNOWING.


01:13:47.867 --> 01:13:49.934
SOMETIMES NOT EVEN A
DOWNLOAD, IT'S JUST THERE.

01:13:50.034 --> 01:13:51.600
IT'S JUST SITTING THERE.


01:13:51.700 --> 01:13:52.600
YOU'RE IN A CONVERSATION
WITH SOMEBODY

01:13:52.700 --> 01:13:54.567
AND SUDDENLY YOU'RE
READING THEIR MAIL

01:13:54.667 --> 01:13:55.467
WITHOUT EVEN KNOWING IT.


01:13:55.567 --> 01:13:57.433
THEY'RE LIKE HOW
DID YOU KNOW?

01:13:57.533 --> 01:13:58.467
WE'RE LIKE, WHAT
DO YOU MEAN?

01:13:58.567 --> 01:13:59.600
HOW DID YOU KNOW?


01:13:59.700 --> 01:14:00.934
CAN I TELL YOU A CRAZY
STORY REAL QUICK?

01:14:01.034 --> 01:14:01.667
REBECCA: YES.


01:14:01.767 --> 01:14:02.534
NATE: OKAY.


01:14:02.634 --> 01:14:04.067
THIS HAPPENED A WEEK AGO


01:14:04.167 --> 01:14:06.134
AND THIS STUFF HAPPENS
TO ME ALL THE TIME.

01:14:06.234 --> 01:14:08.901
THIS IS, NOT SAYING IF
YOU'RE PROPHETIC

01:14:09.001 --> 01:14:09.900
THIS HAPPENS TO YOU,


01:14:10.000 --> 01:14:11.067
BUT THESE ARE THE
KINDS OF SITUATIONS,

01:14:11.167 --> 01:14:12.233
OKAY, I'LL SAY THIS.


01:14:12.333 --> 01:14:14.533
YOU'RE PROPHETIC IF YOU WALK
INTO WEIRD SITUATIONS

01:14:14.633 --> 01:14:17.867
ALL THE TIME
WITHOUT EVEN SAYING

01:14:17.967 --> 01:14:20.501
YES, GOD, I'LL DO THAT.


01:14:20.601 --> 01:14:22.467
I HAD ORDERED SOMETHING
LATE AT NIGHT FROM UBER,

01:14:22.567 --> 01:14:23.767
I THINK IT WAS MEDICINE
FOR MY KIDS

01:14:23.867 --> 01:14:26.167
OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT.


01:14:26.267 --> 01:14:27.901
AND BEFORE SOMEONE
CAME TO THE DOOR,

01:14:28.001 --> 01:14:30.801
I NORMALLY JUST LET
THEM LEAVE IT THERE,

01:14:30.901 --> 01:14:33.301
GOD SAID TO ME, THIS
PERSON NEEDS PRAYER.

01:14:33.401 --> 01:14:34.967
I'M LIKE, OH, COOL, OKAY.


01:14:35.067 --> 01:14:37.233
SO I GO OUT AND I'M
WAITING FOR THEM

01:14:37.333 --> 01:14:38.733
WITH A LIGHT ON, BECAUSE
IT'S 10 O'CLOCK AT NIGHT.

01:14:38.833 --> 01:14:41.167
I DON'T WANT
TO BE A WEIRDO.

01:14:41.267 --> 01:14:43.901
AND THIS LADY COMES
UP AND SHE'S LIKE,

01:14:44.001 --> 01:14:45.600
IS YOUR NAME -


01:14:45.700 --> 01:14:46.201
IT SAYS NATE JOHNSTON.


01:14:46.301 --> 01:14:47.401
I'M LIKE, YEAH.


01:14:47.501 --> 01:14:50.667
AND THEY'RE LIKE,
THAT'S SO CRAZY.

01:14:50.767 --> 01:14:53.300
MY COUSIN PASSED
AWAY THREE WEEKS AGO

01:14:53.400 --> 01:14:55.700
HIS NAME WAS
NATHANIEL JOHNSTON.

01:14:55.800 --> 01:14:57.200
I SAID, YEAH, THAT'S
MY FULL NAME, TOO.

01:14:57.300 --> 01:14:58.634
SHE WENT, GET OUT.


01:14:58.734 --> 01:15:00.434
AND SHE STARTS CRYING.


01:15:00.534 --> 01:15:01.967
SHE SAID, I'M SO
SORRY, I'M SO SORRY.

01:15:02.067 --> 01:15:04.801
HE PASSED AWAY
AND, YOU KNOW,

01:15:04.901 --> 01:15:07.500
I SPEAK TO MY
ANCESTORS, SPIRITS,

01:15:07.600 --> 01:15:09.167
WHO LED ME HERE TONIGHT.


01:15:09.267 --> 01:15:13.200
I SAID, YEAH, GOD LED
YOU HERE TONIGHT, OKAY,

01:15:13.300 --> 01:15:14.734
BECAUSE YOU NEED PRAYER.


01:15:14.834 --> 01:15:15.767
HE TOLD ME THAT
BEFORE YOU GOT HERE.

01:15:15.867 --> 01:15:17.567
SHE STARTS CRYING.


01:15:17.667 --> 01:15:19.367
BECAUSE SHE'S OBVIOUSLY
SPEAKING TO THE DEAD

01:15:19.467 --> 01:15:20.533
AND ALL THAT STUFF.


01:15:20.633 --> 01:15:22.400
I DIDN'T GET INTO THAT BUT
I TOLD HER ACTUALLY NO.

01:15:22.500 --> 01:15:23.867
GOD LED YOU HERE TONIGHT
BECAUSE HE WANTED YOU

01:15:23.967 --> 01:15:25.667
TO GET PRAYER.


01:15:25.767 --> 01:15:26.567
AND IT WAS CRAZY.


01:15:26.633 --> 01:15:27.667
EVEN THE NUMBER
OF OUR HOUSE

01:15:27.667 --> 01:15:27.700
AND IT WAS CRAZY.


01:15:28.400 --> 01:15:29.301
HAPPENED TO BE
HER BIRTHDAY.

01:15:29.401 --> 01:15:30.501
I START SPEAKING
INTO HER LIFE.

01:15:30.601 --> 01:15:34.367
I SHARED HOW -


01:15:34.467 --> 01:15:36.134
I SHARED ABOUT HER JOB.


01:15:36.234 --> 01:15:38.000
I SHARED ABOUT THIS
SITUATION SHE WAS FACING.

01:15:38.100 --> 01:15:40.500
SHE IS JUST BREAKING
DOWN CRYING.

01:15:40.600 --> 01:15:42.300
I GO AND GIVE
HER THIS BIG HUG.

01:15:42.400 --> 01:15:43.634
THE LOVE OF THE
FATHER HITS HER.

01:15:43.734 --> 01:15:44.734
SHE IS LIKE A BOILING -


01:15:44.834 --> 01:15:47.400
SHE STARTS SHAKING
UNDER THE POWER OF GOD.

01:15:47.500 --> 01:15:48.600
AND I SAID DO YOU
WANT TO RECEIVE JESUS?

01:15:48.700 --> 01:15:49.734
SHE DIDN'T, THAT'S OKAY.


01:15:49.834 --> 01:15:52.034
SHE ADDED ME ON FACEBOOK,
THAT'S ALL GOOD.

01:15:52.134 --> 01:15:53.567
WENT ON HER MERRY WAY.


01:15:53.667 --> 01:15:58.000
I'M GOING, I GOT TO LIKE
SPEAK INTO HER LIFE

01:15:58.100 --> 01:15:59.100
BUT I DIDN'T GET A WORD,


01:15:59.200 --> 01:16:02.134
I JUST DROPPED AS
YOU SPEAK, YOU KNOW.

01:16:02.234 --> 01:16:03.167
AND I LOVE THOSE
SITUATIONS

01:16:03.267 --> 01:16:05.100
YOU FIND YOURSELF IN


01:16:05.200 --> 01:16:06.034
WHETHER YOU'RE
PROPHETIC OR NOT,

01:16:06.134 --> 01:16:07.034
JUST A CHILD OF GOD


01:16:07.134 --> 01:16:08.734
WHERE GOD PUTS YOU
IN A SITUATION.

01:16:08.834 --> 01:16:10.567
BUT I THINK
PROPHETIC PEOPLE,

01:16:10.667 --> 01:16:12.034
YOU FIND YOURSELF
IN WEIRD SITUATIONS

01:16:12.134 --> 01:16:13.533
WHERE YOU JUST GET TO
SPEAK INTO PEOPLE'S LIVES.

01:16:13.633 --> 01:16:15.833
AND SOMETIMES IT'S
JUST A CONVERSATION.

01:16:15.933 --> 01:16:16.734
YOU'RE JUST HAVING
A CONVERSATION

01:16:16.834 --> 01:16:17.767
WITH SOMEONE AT THE PARK,


01:16:17.867 --> 01:16:20.600
AND SUDDENLY THEY'RE
LIKE, I DON'T KNOW WHY

01:16:20.700 --> 01:16:21.401
I'M OPENING UP TO YOU,


01:16:21.501 --> 01:16:22.400
I DON'T KNOW.


01:16:22.500 --> 01:16:23.267
I KNOW WHY.


01:16:23.367 --> 01:16:24.300
I KNOW WHY YOU'RE
OPENING UP TO ME.

01:16:24.400 --> 01:16:25.401
I KNOW WHY YOU'RE TELLING
ME YOUR LIFE STORY

01:16:25.501 --> 01:16:26.867
TO A STRANGER.


01:16:26.967 --> 01:16:27.901
IT'S LIKE, YEAH.


01:16:28.001 --> 01:16:29.967
BECAUSE I'M ABOUT TO
SPEAK INTO YOUR LIFE

01:16:30.067 --> 01:16:31.167
AND IT'S GONNA BLESS YOU.


01:16:31.267 --> 01:16:32.767
AND IT MIGHT JUST BE
SOME SMALL ENCOURAGEMENT.

01:16:32.867 --> 01:16:34.567
I THINK CHRISTY TOLD
ME THE OTHER DAY

01:16:34.667 --> 01:16:35.834
HOW SHE WENT INTO A STORE


01:16:35.934 --> 01:16:37.000
AND THERE WAS A GUY THERE


01:16:37.100 --> 01:16:40.267
WHO WAS CLEARLY IDENTIFYING
AS GAY OR SOMETHING,

01:16:40.367 --> 01:16:42.767
AND, YOU KNOW, SHE
READ HIS NAME

01:16:42.867 --> 01:16:44.334
AND GOD SAID, THIS IS
WHAT THE NAME MEANS.

01:16:44.434 --> 01:16:45.367
START SAYING IT.


01:16:45.467 --> 01:16:46.300
TEARS.


01:16:46.400 --> 01:16:47.534
HOW DID YOU KNOW?


01:16:47.634 --> 01:16:49.200
THAT'S WHAT GOD'S
SPOKEN OVER YOUR LIFE

01:16:49.300 --> 01:16:50.834
THROUGH YOUR NAME.


01:16:50.934 --> 01:16:52.367
AND IT'S JUST
THESE SMALL THINGS.

01:16:52.467 --> 01:16:54.767
WHEN YOU'RE PROPHETIC,
YOU'RE IN TUNE WITH THAT.

01:16:54.867 --> 01:16:57.067
YOU'RE PICKING UP ON -


01:16:57.167 --> 01:16:59.367
YOU THINK ABOUT
WHAT JESUS DID

01:16:59.467 --> 01:17:03.067
IN JOHN 4, WHEN HE MET
THE WOMAN AT THE WELL.

01:17:03.167 --> 01:17:04.767
HE JUST READ HER MAIL.


01:17:04.867 --> 01:17:06.467
BUT IT CAME FROM
A PLACE OF -

01:17:06.567 --> 01:17:08.634
IT WAS JUST CONVERSATION


01:17:08.734 --> 01:17:10.967
AND IT WAS GOD
JUST DROPPING IT.

01:17:11.067 --> 01:17:13.867
IT'S COMPASSION,
IT'S LOVE FOR PEOPLE.

01:17:13.967 --> 01:17:15.134
SO I WOULD SAY IF
YOU'RE PROPHETIC,

01:17:15.234 --> 01:17:16.734
GOD SPEAKS TO YOU IN
A MYRIAD OF WAYS,

01:17:16.834 --> 01:17:19.067
YOU HAVE NO IDEA
WHAT TO DO WITH IT,

01:17:19.167 --> 01:17:20.034
YOU NEED TO STEWARD IT.


01:17:20.134 --> 01:17:21.534
LIKE A DREAM,
WRITE IT DOWN.

01:17:21.634 --> 01:17:23.234
AT THE VERY MINIMAL,
PRAY ABOUT IT.

01:17:23.334 --> 01:17:24.800
PRAY ABOUT WHAT
GOD'S GIVEN YOU.

01:17:24.900 --> 01:17:26.234
YOU'RE GETTING A WORD
FOR A FRIEND OF YOURS,

01:17:26.334 --> 01:17:27.701
YOU KNOW, IT'S
A WARNING WORD

01:17:27.801 --> 01:17:28.634
YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT
TO DO WITH IT,

01:17:28.734 --> 01:17:29.634
PRAY FOR THEM.


01:17:29.734 --> 01:17:30.834
AT THE VERY MINIMAL,
YOU DON'T NEED TO GO

01:17:30.934 --> 01:17:32.301
BROADCASTING EVERYTHING
OVER SOCIAL MEDIA.

01:17:32.401 --> 01:17:34.700
DO SOMETHING WITH IT
BY PRAYING ABOUT IT.

01:17:34.800 --> 01:17:37.033
BEGIN IGNITING AND
ACTIVATING THE CALL OF GOD

01:17:37.133 --> 01:17:38.167
ON YOUR LIFE


01:17:38.267 --> 01:17:39.667
BY DOING SOMETHING WITH
WHAT YOU'VE BEEN GIVEN.

01:17:39.767 --> 01:17:41.934
EVEN IF YOU DON'T
HAVE FULL ASSURANCE

01:17:42.034 --> 01:17:43.701
OR CONFIDENCE ON WHAT
YOU'VE BEEN GIVEN,

01:17:43.801 --> 01:17:44.767
START SOMEWHERE.


01:17:44.867 --> 01:17:46.200
IT'S LIKE THE
TALENTS, RIGHT.

01:17:46.300 --> 01:17:48.167
YOU DON'T GO BURY IT,
YOU DO SOMETHING WITH IT.

01:17:48.267 --> 01:17:49.667
SO, YEAH, ENCOURAGE
PEOPLE OUT THERE,

01:17:49.767 --> 01:17:51.000
DO SOMETHING WITH WHAT
YOU'VE BEEN GIVEN.

01:17:51.100 --> 01:17:52.067
YOU DON'T KNOW
YOU'RE PROPHETIC,

01:17:52.167 --> 01:17:53.067
JUST DO SOMETHING WITH IT.


01:17:53.167 --> 01:17:55.667
IF IT GOES NOWHERE,
THEN IT GOES NOWHERE.

01:17:55.767 --> 01:17:56.467
BUT YOU'VE GOT
TO DO SOMETHING

01:17:56.567 --> 01:17:59.334
WITH WHAT GOD GIVES YOU.


01:17:59.434 --> 01:18:01.000
REBECCA: THOSE
GIFTS OF THE SPIRIT,

01:18:01.100 --> 01:18:03.667
THEY ARE THE MOST
EFFECTIVE AT REACHING PEOPLE.

01:18:03.767 --> 01:18:05.633
AND THAT'S WHY I THINK
ITS HIS EARNEST DESIRE,

01:18:05.733 --> 01:18:06.867
THOSE GIFTS.


01:18:06.967 --> 01:18:09.300
BECAUSE WHEN SOMEONE HEARS
A WORD OF KNOWLEDGE,

01:18:09.400 --> 01:18:10.867
OR THESE
DIFFERENT THINGS,

01:18:10.967 --> 01:18:13.467
A PROPHETIC WORD,


01:18:13.567 --> 01:18:15.001
FOR ME IT'S ALWAYS
MADE ME FEEL LIKE

01:18:15.101 --> 01:18:17.167
MAN, GOD KNOWS ME AND
HE CARES ABOUT ME.

01:18:17.267 --> 01:18:18.701
AND THAT CAN TOUCH
YOUR HEART IN A WAY

01:18:18.801 --> 01:18:21.067
THAT ALL THE NICEST
WORDS FROM A PERSON,

01:18:21.167 --> 01:18:22.967
IT JUST GOES SO
MUCH FARTHER.

01:18:23.067 --> 01:18:25.133
IT'S SO MUCH
MORE EFFECTIVE.

01:18:25.233 --> 01:18:28.233
AND I WANT PEOPLE TO
EARNESTLY DESIRE THOSE GIFTS.

01:18:28.333 --> 01:18:30.134
BECAUSE THAT IS
WHAT GOES INTO

01:18:30.234 --> 01:18:31.967
THE KINGDOM OF DARKNESS


01:18:32.067 --> 01:18:33.600
AND IT BREAKS PEOPLE OUT


01:18:33.700 --> 01:18:34.967
AND BRINGS THEM INTO
THE KINGDOM OF LIGHT.

01:18:35.067 --> 01:18:36.267
AND EVEN WITH THAT LADY,


01:18:36.367 --> 01:18:38.567
I LOVE THAT YOU ASKED
HER TO RECEIVE JESUS.

01:18:38.667 --> 01:18:40.900
BUT DON'T GET DISCOURAGED
IF SOMEONE SAYS NO.

01:18:41.000 --> 01:18:44.167
BECAUSE GOD IS STRATEGIC
WITH PEOPLE'S LIVES

01:18:44.267 --> 01:18:46.100
AND SHE MIGHT NOT HAVE
BEEN READY IN THAT MOMENT,

01:18:46.200 --> 01:18:47.467
BUT YOU SOWED A SEED.


01:18:47.567 --> 01:18:48.400
NATE: EXACTLY.


01:18:48.500 --> 01:18:49.333
REBECCA: AND SO
THAT'S WHAT MATTERS.

01:18:49.433 --> 01:18:50.901
AND YOUR OBEDIENCE
IS WHAT MATTERS.

01:18:51.001 --> 01:18:52.700
AND YOU HAVE TO
STEWARD YOUR LIFE.

01:18:52.800 --> 01:18:55.767
AND, YOU KNOW, RECENTLY
I WAS THINKING ABOUT,

01:18:55.867 --> 01:18:57.067
I THINK IT'S JUST
SO IMPORTANT

01:18:57.167 --> 01:18:59.734
THAT WE DON'T COMPARE
OURSELVES TO OTHER PEOPLE

01:18:59.834 --> 01:19:01.934
IN THEIR LIVES


01:19:02.034 --> 01:19:04.233
AND I THINK THAT'S EASY TO
DO THROUGH SOCIAL MEDIA.

01:19:04.333 --> 01:19:07.067
BECAUSE WHAT THEY'RE
CALLED TO DO

01:19:07.167 --> 01:19:09.867
IS NOT NECESSARILY WHAT
YOU'RE CALLED TO DO.

01:19:09.967 --> 01:19:11.633
AND IF YOU DISCREDIT
YOURSELF AND SAY

01:19:11.733 --> 01:19:13.100
WELL, THIS PERSON'S
DOING THIS ALREADY

01:19:13.200 --> 01:19:15.034
OR THIS PERSON'S
DOING THIS,

01:19:15.134 --> 01:19:16.867
I DON'T NEED TO DO IT,


01:19:16.967 --> 01:19:18.834
I THINK SO MANY PEOPLE
GET DISCOURAGED.

01:19:18.934 --> 01:19:20.833
BUT GOD HAS GIVEN
YOU YOUR OWN TALENTS

01:19:20.933 --> 01:19:21.967
NATE: ABSOLUTELY.


01:19:22.067 --> 01:19:23.333
REBECCA: FOR
YOU TO STEWARD.

01:19:23.433 --> 01:19:26.433
AND I THINK IT'S VITAL
THAT YOU PUT BLINDERS ON

01:19:26.533 --> 01:19:29.634
AND YOU FOCUS ON HIM AND YOU
STEWARD WHAT HE'S GIVEN YOU.

01:19:29.734 --> 01:19:31.667
BECAUSE I THINK
ABOUT THAT PARABLE,

01:19:31.767 --> 01:19:32.901
AND ONE PERSON
HAD I THINK TEN,

01:19:33.001 --> 01:19:34.167
ONE PERSON HAD FIVE,


01:19:34.267 --> 01:19:35.733
ONE HAD ONE.


01:19:35.833 --> 01:19:37.734
IT DIDN'T MATTER -


01:19:37.834 --> 01:19:39.334
YOU KNOW, THE PERSON WITH
FIVE DIDN'T LOOK AT

01:19:39.434 --> 01:19:41.333
THE PERSON WITH TEN


01:19:41.433 --> 01:19:42.267
AND SAY, OH,
THEY HAVE MORE,

01:19:42.367 --> 01:19:43.767
I SHOULDN'T DO ANYTHING.


01:19:43.867 --> 01:19:45.367
THEY STILL STEWARDED IT.


01:19:45.467 --> 01:19:46.934
AND THEY WERE
REWARDED FOR IT.

01:19:47.034 --> 01:19:49.100
BUT THE PERSON WHO HAD
ONE WENT AND HID IT.

01:19:49.200 --> 01:19:51.267
THE WORST THING YOU CAN
DO IS HIDE THE TALENTS.

01:19:51.367 --> 01:19:54.367
IT'S TO NOT STEWARD
WHAT GOD HAS GIVEN YOU.

01:19:54.467 --> 01:19:55.701
AND JUST BE ENCOURAGED
BY THAT WORD.

01:19:55.801 --> 01:19:57.167
STEWARD WHAT GOD
HAS GIVEN YOU.

01:19:57.267 --> 01:19:58.967
LEAN INTO WHAT
HE HAS FOR YOU.

01:19:59.067 --> 01:20:00.934
AND YOU LEAN INTO
WHAT HE HAS FOR YOU

01:20:01.034 --> 01:20:02.601
BY PURSUING HIM FIRST.


01:20:02.701 --> 01:20:05.533
I REMEMBER WHEN I STARTED
GETTING WORDS ABOUT

01:20:05.633 --> 01:20:07.134
WHAT GOD HAD
CALLED ME TO BE.

01:20:07.234 --> 01:20:09.233
I WAS NEWLY DEDICATED
TO THE LORD

01:20:09.333 --> 01:20:11.867
AND SO MUCH WAS
HAPPENING IN THE SPIRIT.

01:20:11.967 --> 01:20:14.067
MY MIND DIDN'T EVEN HAVE
THE GRID TO UNDERSTAND.

01:20:14.167 --> 01:20:15.900
IT'S LIKE MY MIND
UNDERSTOOD YEARS LATER

01:20:16.000 --> 01:20:16.767
AS I STUDIED THE WORD


01:20:16.867 --> 01:20:18.200
WHAT GOD WAS
DOING RIGHT NOW.

01:20:18.300 --> 01:20:19.667
NATE: WOW, I LOVE THAT.


01:20:19.767 --> 01:20:23.700
REBECCA: BUT I REMEMBER
BEING SO AFRAID BY THE CALLING

01:20:23.800 --> 01:20:26.134
BECAUSE YOU CAN'T DO IT
IN YOUR NATURAL FLESH.

01:20:26.234 --> 01:20:27.234
NATE: NO.


01:20:27.334 --> 01:20:27.867
REBECCA: YOU CAN'T DO IT
OUT OF YOUR OWN STRENGTH,

01:20:27.967 --> 01:20:29.100
YOUR OWN WILL, ANYTHING.


01:20:29.200 --> 01:20:31.601
BUT I REMEMBER
GOD TELLING ME,

01:20:31.701 --> 01:20:33.967
HE SAID EVERYTHING
FOR LIFE AND MINISTRY

01:20:34.067 --> 01:20:36.367
WILL FLOW FROM YOUR
RELATIONSHIP WITH ME.

01:20:36.467 --> 01:20:37.701
SO FOCUS ON THAT.


01:20:37.801 --> 01:20:39.267
AND SO PEOPLE WHO ARE
LISTENING TO THIS,

01:20:39.367 --> 01:20:41.567
THEY'RE STIRRED,
THEY'RE EXCITED,

01:20:41.667 --> 01:20:44.100
IT'S LIKE SET THE
FOUNDATION OF RELATIONSHIP

01:20:44.200 --> 01:20:45.034
WITH HIM.


01:20:45.134 --> 01:20:46.467
OF KNOWLEDGE OF HIS WORD.


01:20:46.567 --> 01:20:48.533
BECAUSE PEOPLE WHO
GET INTO THE SPIRIT,

01:20:48.633 --> 01:20:49.734
IF THEY DON'T HAVE THE
KNOWLEDGE OF THE WORD,

01:20:49.834 --> 01:20:50.967
THEY'RE GOING
TO GET WAY OFF.

01:20:51.067 --> 01:20:52.367
THEY CAN GET DECEIVED.


01:20:52.467 --> 01:20:53.267
NATE: YES.


01:20:53.367 --> 01:20:53.933
REBECCA: YOU KNOW,
PEOPLE WHO ONLY

01:20:54.033 --> 01:20:55.134
FOCUS ON THE WORD,


01:20:55.234 --> 01:20:56.900
AND THEY DON'T INVITE THE
HOLY SPIRIT IN, THEY'RE DRY.

01:20:57.000 --> 01:20:58.001
NATE: YEAH.


01:20:58.101 --> 01:20:59.600
REBECCA: AND SO THERE'S
TWO DIFFERENT SPECTRUMS.

01:20:59.700 --> 01:21:01.034
BUT THERE'S SO MANY
DIFFERENT THINGS IN HERE

01:21:01.134 --> 01:21:02.867
WHERE YOU GUIDE
THE PERSON THROUGH

01:21:02.967 --> 01:21:05.133
BECAUSE THERE'S
DIFFERENT STRUGGLES

01:21:05.233 --> 01:21:06.567
THAT PROPHETIC
PEOPLE FACE.

01:21:06.667 --> 01:21:07.567
NATE: YEAH.


01:21:07.667 --> 01:21:08.334
REBECCA: AND WHAT I
LOVE ABOUT THIS IS,

01:21:08.434 --> 01:21:09.733
IT HELPS ENCOURAGE PEOPLE


01:21:09.833 --> 01:21:11.834
SO INSTEAD OF
BEING DISCOURAGED

01:21:11.934 --> 01:21:16.900
BY THE WARFARE AND THE
PERSECUTION AND THE TRIALS,

01:21:17.000 --> 01:21:19.900
THEY CAN GO, OH, THIS
IS PART OF WHAT HAPPENS.

01:21:20.000 --> 01:21:20.833
CAN YOU SPEAK TO THAT?


01:21:20.933 --> 01:21:21.700
NATE: YEAH.


01:21:21.800 --> 01:21:23.167
I MEAN, I CALL IT
RIGHT OF PASSAGE.

01:21:23.267 --> 01:21:24.534
[ LAUGHTER ]


01:21:24.634 --> 01:21:25.467
REBECCA: BECAUSE
IT PREPARES YOU.

01:21:25.567 --> 01:21:26.600
NATE: IT DOES.


01:21:26.700 --> 01:21:28.234
REBECCA: IF
YOU DON'T GIVE UP.

01:21:28.334 --> 01:21:31.500
NATE: THINK ABOUT ANY
WELL-KNOWN PROPHET

01:21:31.600 --> 01:21:32.567
OUT THERE, RIGHT,


01:21:32.667 --> 01:21:34.334
LET'S JUST THINK ABOUT
PROPHETS FOR EXAMPLE.

01:21:34.434 --> 01:21:37.967
ALL OF THEM HAVE A STORY


01:21:38.067 --> 01:21:41.734
OF BEING IN ENVIRONMENTS
OF JEZEBELIC,

01:21:41.834 --> 01:21:43.334
LIKE NARCISSISM.


01:21:43.434 --> 01:21:45.534
THAT IS THE RITE OF PASSAGE.


01:21:45.634 --> 01:21:49.333
AND YOUR CALLING HAS
ITS OWN RITE OF PASSAGE.

01:21:49.433 --> 01:21:51.000
IT'S LIKE THESE
ARE THE THINGS

01:21:51.100 --> 01:21:53.801
THAT GOD DOESN'T
ORCHESTRATE,

01:21:53.901 --> 01:21:55.101
BUT THE ENEMY
THROWS AT YOU

01:21:55.201 --> 01:21:56.400
BECAUSE HE KNOWS
THEY'RE THE THINGS,

01:21:56.500 --> 01:21:57.967
LIKE YOUR KRYPTONITE,


01:21:58.067 --> 01:21:59.434
THEY'RE THE THINGS
THAT HE HOPES

01:21:59.534 --> 01:22:03.434
IS GOING TO STOP YOU FROM
STEPPING INTO YOUR CALLING.

01:22:03.534 --> 01:22:06.767
AND, YOU KNOW,
LUCKY FOR JESUS,

01:22:06.867 --> 01:22:08.701
LIKE HE KNEW WHO HE WAS,


01:22:08.801 --> 01:22:11.001
BUT THERE WAS SOMETHING
THAT WAS IMPARTED TO HIM

01:22:11.101 --> 01:22:12.200
AT THAT BAPTISM.


01:22:12.300 --> 01:22:13.933
BECAUSE THEN HE WAS ABOUT
TO WALK INTO THE WILDERNESS

01:22:14.033 --> 01:22:15.634
FOR 40 DAYS.


01:22:15.734 --> 01:22:18.167
REBECCA: WHERE HE WOULD
BE TEMPTED BY THE DEVIL.

01:22:18.267 --> 01:22:19.133
NATE: TEMPTED
BY THE DEVIL.

01:22:19.233 --> 01:22:21.634
REBECCA: AFTER NOT
EATING FOR 40 DAYS.

01:22:21.734 --> 01:22:23.500
IT'S A CRAZY STORY.


01:22:23.600 --> 01:22:27.101
AND I MEAN, THAT TEMPTATION
WAS EXTREMELY DECEPTIVE

01:22:27.201 --> 01:22:30.067
BECAUSE THE DEVIL USED THE
WORD OF GOD AGAINST JESUS.

01:22:30.167 --> 01:22:31.501
IF JESUS DIDN'T KNOW
THE WORD HIMSELF,

01:22:31.601 --> 01:22:33.934
HE WOULDN'T HAVE BEEN
ABLE TO STAND IT.

01:22:34.034 --> 01:22:35.401
WHICH JUST SHOWS HOW
IMPORTANT UNDERSTANDING

01:22:35.501 --> 01:22:36.534
GOD'S WORD IS.


01:22:36.634 --> 01:22:37.700
ANYWAYS, KEEP GOING.


01:22:37.800 --> 01:22:38.601
NATE: BUT, YEAH, LIKE
HE WAS PREPARED

01:22:38.701 --> 01:22:40.600
FOR 30 YEARS, RIGHT.


01:22:40.700 --> 01:22:43.167
AND THEN OBVIOUSLY
THAT AMAZING MOMENT

01:22:43.267 --> 01:22:45.200
WHERE HE WAS
BAPTIZED AS WELL.

01:22:45.300 --> 01:22:46.300
THE LOVE OF THE FATHER,


01:22:46.400 --> 01:22:50.133
THE IDENTITY OF FATHER
WAS PUT OVER HIM.

01:22:50.233 --> 01:22:52.534
BUT WE GO THROUGH
THESE DIFFERENT THINGS

01:22:52.634 --> 01:22:54.167
AND WE DON'T FEEL LIKE
WE'RE GONNA MAKE IT

01:22:54.267 --> 01:22:57.067
OUT THE OTHER SIDE.


01:22:57.167 --> 01:22:57.934
YEAH, I JUST NEED
TO TELL PEOPLE,

01:22:58.034 --> 01:22:58.800
HEY, YOU'RE GONNA MAKE IT.


01:22:58.900 --> 01:23:00.433
YOU'RE GONNA
MAKE IT THROUGH.

01:23:00.533 --> 01:23:03.134
THIS IS ALL JUST A
PART OF YOUR PROCESS

01:23:03.234 --> 01:23:05.100
AND IT'S GONNA MAKE YOU,


01:23:05.200 --> 01:23:07.267
LIKE YOU'RE GONNA
NAVIGATE THINGS -

01:23:07.367 --> 01:23:11.434
LIKE, FOR INSTANCE, I
REMEMBER YEARS AFTER

01:23:11.534 --> 01:23:13.367
KIND OF COMING OUT OF
MY WILDERNESS SEASON

01:23:13.467 --> 01:23:16.701
AND WE'RE IN THIS CHURCH.


01:23:16.801 --> 01:23:18.667
AND THIS ONE SUNDAY
OUR PASTOR SAYS,

01:23:18.767 --> 01:23:19.834
HEY, NATE AND CHRISTY,
WILL YOU GET UP

01:23:19.934 --> 01:23:20.867
AND MINISTER AT THE END


01:23:20.967 --> 01:23:22.667
AND JUST LIKE
PROPHESY OVER PEOPLE?

01:23:22.767 --> 01:23:24.501
AND I THINK SHE
WAS WANTING US

01:23:24.601 --> 01:23:27.634
TO GIVE PEOPLE LIKE NICE
WORDS OF ENCOURAGEMENT.

01:23:27.734 --> 01:23:29.133
BUT SHE HANDS US THE MIC,


01:23:29.233 --> 01:23:31.467
I COULD FEEL IT
IN THE ROOM,

01:23:31.567 --> 01:23:33.567
PEOPLE WERE IN BONDAGE.


01:23:33.667 --> 01:23:36.200
I LOOK AT CHRISTY,
SHE LOOKS AT ME,

01:23:36.300 --> 01:23:37.400
AND WE JUST
READ EACH OTHER.

01:23:37.500 --> 01:23:39.767
SHE'S LIKE, DO
WE GO THERE?

01:23:39.867 --> 01:23:42.034
I'M LIKE, ASK FOR
FORGIVENESS LATER.

01:23:42.134 --> 01:23:43.533
AND WE STARTED
RELEASING CORPORATELY.

01:23:43.633 --> 01:23:45.200
THERE ARE PEOPLE HERE
TONIGHT WHO ARE BOUND.

01:23:45.300 --> 01:23:46.101
GOD'S SETTING YOU FREE.


01:23:46.201 --> 01:23:47.067
WE STARTED LISTING OFF
WHAT WE WERE

01:23:47.167 --> 01:23:49.234
SENSING IN THE ROOM.


01:23:49.334 --> 01:23:50.734
NO JOKE, THIS IS
WHAT HAPPENED.

01:23:50.834 --> 01:23:52.901
THIS ONE LADY, I SAW HER


01:23:53.001 --> 01:23:54.133
AND SHE WAS PROBABLY LIKE


01:23:54.233 --> 01:23:55.867
FOUR OR FIVE ROWS
AWAY FROM WHERE I WAS.

01:23:55.967 --> 01:23:58.000
I WAS STANDING
AT THE FRONT.

01:23:58.100 --> 01:23:59.434
AND SHE STARTS SHAKING.


01:23:59.534 --> 01:24:01.667
AND I SAW THIS SPIRT,


01:24:01.767 --> 01:24:02.734
THIS TORMENT.


01:24:02.834 --> 01:24:04.167
LIKE YOU COULD SEE
IT IN THE SPIRIT,

01:24:04.267 --> 01:24:06.734
LIKE FOR A MOMENT, IT
WAS WRAPPED AROUND HER.

01:24:06.834 --> 01:24:10.134
AND I JUST SAID, YOU, GET
OFF IN THE NAME OF JESUS.

01:24:10.234 --> 01:24:11.634
SHE FELL BACK
OVER HER CHAIR,

01:24:11.734 --> 01:24:13.700
GETS COMPLETELY DELIVERED.


01:24:13.800 --> 01:24:15.900
THAT SET OFF
THIS CHAIN EVENT

01:24:16.000 --> 01:24:17.234
WHERE EVERYONE
IN THE ROOM,

01:24:17.334 --> 01:24:18.234
PEOPLE STARTED
GETTING DELIVERED

01:24:18.334 --> 01:24:19.367
WITHOUT EVEN PRAYING.


01:24:19.467 --> 01:24:20.467
IT WAS LIKE
THIS MASS THING.

01:24:20.567 --> 01:24:24.400
CHRISTY STARTS GOING OFF
TO SOME SPECIFIC STUFF.

01:24:24.500 --> 01:24:26.734
AND I THINK
ABOUT THAT NOW

01:24:26.834 --> 01:24:27.900
AND I WOULDN'T
HAVE SENSED THAT

01:24:28.000 --> 01:24:29.133
UNLESS I'VE BEEN
THROUGH THAT

01:24:29.233 --> 01:24:31.267
AND I'D BEEN OPPRESSED
BY THAT MYSELF.

01:24:31.367 --> 01:24:32.400
REBECCA: YEAH.


01:24:32.500 --> 01:24:33.934
NATE: LIKE SOME OF THE
WILDERNESSES WE GO THROUGH

01:24:34.034 --> 01:24:35.067
ARE TRAINING.


01:24:35.167 --> 01:24:36.367
REBECCA: YEAH,
THEY'RE REFINING.

01:24:36.467 --> 01:24:38.034
NATE: REFINING.


01:24:38.134 --> 01:24:42.034
YOU KNOW, THE
PURIFICATION, IT'S A GIFT.

01:24:42.134 --> 01:24:43.367
IT IS A GIFT.


01:24:43.467 --> 01:24:44.600
YOU KNOW WHY?


01:24:44.700 --> 01:24:46.133
BECAUSE THEN WHEN YOU GET
OUT THERE AND YOU'RE SURROUNDED,

01:24:46.233 --> 01:24:48.000
SUDDENLY EVERYONE'S
CALLING YOUR NAME,

01:24:48.100 --> 01:24:49.667
EVERYONE WANTS YOU
TO DO THIS AND THAT,

01:24:49.767 --> 01:24:50.933
YOU'RE NOT WOWED BY IT.


01:24:51.033 --> 01:24:51.801
REBECCA: EXACTLY.


01:24:51.901 --> 01:24:53.534
NATE: I'M
NOT WOWED BY IT.

01:24:53.634 --> 01:24:57.401
IT'S LIKE NO, BECAUSE I'VE
ALREADY BEEN THROUGH THIS,

01:24:57.501 --> 01:24:59.534
THAT'S NOT MY PRIZE.


01:24:59.634 --> 01:25:01.533
BUT IF YOU DON'T
GO THROUGH

01:25:01.633 --> 01:25:02.733
SOME OF THESE
WILDERNESS SEASONS

01:25:02.833 --> 01:25:04.200
AND THE REFINING,


01:25:04.300 --> 01:25:07.467
YOU'RE GONNA BE
SOLD REAL QUICK.

01:25:07.567 --> 01:25:09.267
AND GOD KNOWS THAT.


01:25:09.367 --> 01:25:10.900
REBECCA: HE HAS TO
BREAK THAT OFF OF YOU.

01:25:11.000 --> 01:25:11.734
NATE: YEAH.


01:25:11.834 --> 01:25:13.200
REBECCA: HE
HAS TO PURIFY YOU.

01:25:13.300 --> 01:25:15.034
IF YOU DON'T KNOW
YOUR IDENTITY,

01:25:15.134 --> 01:25:17.601
YOU'RE GONNA FIND IT IN
THE MINISTRY YOU HAVE.

01:25:17.701 --> 01:25:18.534
NATE: EXACTLY.


01:25:18.634 --> 01:25:19.300
REBECCA: AND THAT'S
JUST WHERE

01:25:19.400 --> 01:25:20.467
IT'S SO EASY FOR YOU,


01:25:20.567 --> 01:25:22.567
IF YOU DON'T HAVE THE
CHARACTER AND THE REFINEMENT

01:25:22.667 --> 01:25:25.101
AND THE PREPARATION AND
THE FORTIFICATION WITHIN YOU,

01:25:25.201 --> 01:25:26.167
YOU WON'T WITHSTAND.


01:25:26.267 --> 01:25:28.634
YOU'LL FALL UNDER THE
WEIGHT OF THE CALLING.

01:25:28.734 --> 01:25:29.601
NATE: YEP.


01:25:29.701 --> 01:25:30.367
REBECCA:
AND THAT'S NOT,

01:25:30.467 --> 01:25:31.867
GOD DOESN'T WANT
THAT FOR YOU.

01:25:31.967 --> 01:25:33.200
GOD LOVES YOU.


01:25:33.300 --> 01:25:34.634
HE WANTS YOU TO
ENDURE UNTIL THE END.

01:25:34.734 --> 01:25:36.033
HE DOESN'T WANT TO
JUST RAISE SOMEONE UP

01:25:36.133 --> 01:25:36.901
FOR THEM TO FAIL.


01:25:37.001 --> 01:25:38.500
THAT'S NOT GOD'S
HEART AT ALL.

01:25:38.600 --> 01:25:41.367
AND SO YOU NEED TO GO
THROUGH THAT PURIFICATION,

01:25:41.467 --> 01:25:43.234
THAT FORTIFICATION.


01:25:43.334 --> 01:25:44.734
AND ONE OF THE
THINGS I LEARNED WAS

01:25:44.834 --> 01:25:47.267
DON'T DESPISE THE
SEASONS OF PRUNING,

01:25:47.367 --> 01:25:49.367
OF TESTING AND TRIAL.


01:25:49.467 --> 01:25:50.901
AND I THINK ABOUT
THAT VERSE IN JAMES,

01:25:51.001 --> 01:25:53.100
IT SAYS COUNT IT
JOY, BRETHREN,

01:25:53.200 --> 01:25:54.600
WHEN YOU GO
THROUGH TRIALS.

01:25:54.700 --> 01:25:56.034
IT SAYS COUNT IT JOY.


01:25:56.134 --> 01:25:58.234
BUT IT'S SAYING HAVE
A HEAVENLY PERSPECTIVE.

01:25:58.334 --> 01:25:59.267
BE JOYOUS OVER THIS


01:25:59.367 --> 01:26:01.101
BECAUSE THIS IS DOING
SOMETHING IN YOU

01:26:01.201 --> 01:26:02.567
TO HELP YOU FOR LONGEVITY.


01:26:02.667 --> 01:26:04.234
BECAUSE GOD WANTS US TO
BE FAITHFUL TO THE END.

01:26:04.334 --> 01:26:05.800
AND HE WANTS TO EQUIP US.


01:26:05.900 --> 01:26:07.900
BUT WE HAVE TO BE
SUBMITTED TO HIM IN THAT.

01:26:08.000 --> 01:26:11.034
WE CAN'T RESIST, WE CAN'T
DESPISE AND WE CAN'T QUIT.

01:26:11.134 --> 01:26:12.100
NATE: NO.


01:26:12.200 --> 01:26:13.034
REBECCA: AND THOSE ARE
THE TEMPTATIONS WE FEEL.

01:26:13.134 --> 01:26:14.167
AND I THINK IF PEOPLE
READ THIS BOOK

01:26:14.267 --> 01:26:17.300
AND THEY UNDERSTAND
WHAT'S GOING ON

01:26:17.400 --> 01:26:18.501
AND BE ABLE TO
IDENTIFY IT,

01:26:18.601 --> 01:26:19.967
I THINK THEY CAN
BE ENCOURAGED,

01:26:20.067 --> 01:26:21.467
OKAY, THIS IS
WHAT'S GOING ON.

01:26:21.567 --> 01:26:22.767
I CAN KEEP GOING.


01:26:22.867 --> 01:26:24.234
BECAUSE FOR ME, I FEEL
LIKE I'VE LEARNED,

01:26:24.334 --> 01:26:26.667
I'VE LEARNED, OKAY,
THAT'S WHAT THAT WAS,

01:26:26.767 --> 01:26:28.300
LIKE AFTER THE FACT.


01:26:28.400 --> 01:26:29.700
NATE: I KNOW,
SO HELPFUL, RIGHT?

01:26:29.800 --> 01:26:31.267
REBECCA: SO IT'S NICE
FOR SOMEONE TO COME ALONG

01:26:31.367 --> 01:26:33.634
AND BE LIKE, HEY, THIS
IS ACTUALLY WHAT THIS IS.

01:26:33.734 --> 01:26:35.433
BUT, THANKFULLY, GOD
ALWAYS REVEALS IT

01:26:35.533 --> 01:26:37.367
AND HE'LL LEAD
YOU EITHER WAY.

01:26:37.467 --> 01:26:41.201
SO YOU MENTIONED
JEZEBELIC,

01:26:41.301 --> 01:26:42.634
PEOPLE I THINK -


01:26:42.734 --> 01:26:44.401
THE TERM JEZEBEL GETS
THROWN AROUND A LOT.

01:26:44.501 --> 01:26:45.333
NATE: SO MUCH.


01:26:45.433 --> 01:26:47.800
REBECCA: BUT WHAT
DOES THAT ACTUALLY MEAN?

01:26:47.900 --> 01:26:49.400
NATE: THERE'S SO MANY
YEARS I FEEL LIKE THE CHURCH

01:26:49.500 --> 01:26:51.267
HAS JUST CALLED
EVERYTHING A JEZEBEL.

01:26:51.367 --> 01:26:52.167
REBECCA: YEAH.


01:26:52.267 --> 01:26:53.600
THAT'S WHY THERE'S
CONFUSION THERE.

01:26:53.700 --> 01:26:55.034
NATE: WE KNOW WHO
JEZEBEL WAS IN THE BIBLE.

01:26:55.134 --> 01:26:56.201
REBECCA: YEAH.


01:26:56.301 --> 01:27:00.800
NATE: I WOULD JUST
SAY ON A GLOBAL LEVEL,

01:27:00.900 --> 01:27:04.634
I WOULD SAY JEZEBEL IS
DEFINITELY ACTIVE

01:27:04.734 --> 01:27:07.700
IN MEDIA RIGHT NOW.


01:27:07.800 --> 01:27:09.567
JEZEBEL IS NOT A
CONTROLLING SPIRIT

01:27:09.667 --> 01:27:10.867
LIKE PEOPLE SAY.


01:27:10.967 --> 01:27:12.500
YES, SHE USES
SPIRIT OF CONTROL,

01:27:12.600 --> 01:27:16.900
SHE USES THE SPIRIT OF
RELIGION, WITCHCRAFT,

01:27:17.000 --> 01:27:18.701
JEZEBEL IS A
SEDUCING SPIRIT.

01:27:18.801 --> 01:27:20.034
REBECCA: YEAH,
SHE'S SEDUCTION.

01:27:20.134 --> 01:27:21.301
NATE: SO IT'S
NOT REALLY CONTROL.

01:27:21.401 --> 01:27:22.501
REBECCA: CONTROL
IS WITCHCRAFT.

01:27:22.601 --> 01:27:23.700
NATE: THAT'S RIGHT.


01:27:23.800 --> 01:27:26.067
AND SO WHEN PEOPLE
SAY, JEZEBEL, AGAIN,

01:27:26.167 --> 01:27:27.667
I'M IN A CHURCH
OF JEZEBEL.

01:27:27.767 --> 01:27:29.434
NO, NO, NO, NO.


01:27:29.534 --> 01:27:32.667
I'M SORRY, JEZEBEL
IS A SEDUCING SPIRIT.

01:27:32.767 --> 01:27:33.901
REBECCA: TO
LEAD YOU ASTRAY.

01:27:34.001 --> 01:27:34.934
NATE: EXACTLY.


01:27:35.034 --> 01:27:36.033
SO YOU THINK ABOUT ALL
THE DIFFERENT THINGS

01:27:36.133 --> 01:27:38.700
THAT WOULD LEAD
YOU OFF THE PATH.

01:27:38.800 --> 01:27:39.833
I ACTUALLY HAD A -


01:27:39.933 --> 01:27:40.867
I WON'T TALK
ABOUT IT NOW,

01:27:40.967 --> 01:27:42.300
BUT I HAD A DREAM
ABOUT JEZEBEL YEARS AGO.

01:27:42.400 --> 01:27:44.534
I WANTED TO KNOW AND
UNDERSTAND THAT PRINCIPALITY

01:27:44.634 --> 01:27:46.001
AND GOD GAVE ME A DREAM.


01:27:46.101 --> 01:27:49.501
AND REALLY, I SAW
WHAT I FEEL LIKE

01:27:49.601 --> 01:27:50.767
WAS IN THE SECOND HEAVENS


01:27:50.867 --> 01:27:51.934
AND IT WAS A LAYER.


01:27:52.034 --> 01:27:54.133
IT WAS LIKE AN
UNDERGROUND LAYER

01:27:54.233 --> 01:27:55.100
OF ALL THESE
DIFFERENT ROOMS

01:27:55.200 --> 01:27:57.034
THAT PEOPLE
WERE IN BONDAGE.

01:27:57.134 --> 01:27:59.200
AND IT WAS
THROUGH SEDUCTION.

01:27:59.300 --> 01:28:00.501
AND IT WAS ALL THESE
DIFFERENT PERVERSIONS

01:28:00.601 --> 01:28:02.333
I SAW IN THIS DREAM.


01:28:02.433 --> 01:28:05.000
AND SO YOU THINK
ABOUT WHAT CULTURE

01:28:05.100 --> 01:28:06.801
IS BAITING PEOPLE
INTO TODAY.

01:28:06.901 --> 01:28:08.001
IT'S SEDUCTION.


01:28:08.101 --> 01:28:09.334
IT'S THIS, LOOK THIS
WAY, LOOK THAT WAY,

01:28:09.434 --> 01:28:10.767
GET THEIR EYES OFF JESUS.


01:28:10.867 --> 01:28:11.867
AND THAT'S WHY, YOU KNOW,


01:28:11.967 --> 01:28:15.267
IN THE STORY OF
JEZEBEL AND ELIJAH,

01:28:15.367 --> 01:28:19.200
HE WAS LIKE, I NEED TO
GET THE PROPHETS

01:28:19.300 --> 01:28:22.267
OUT OF THE CAVE AGAIN.


01:28:22.367 --> 01:28:25.167
SO REALLY, WHEN YOU THINK
ABOUT JEZEBEL IN THAT LIGHT,

01:28:25.267 --> 01:28:28.034
SHE WANTS TO
SILENCE THE CHURCH

01:28:28.134 --> 01:28:35.401
FROM SIMPLY BEING A VOICE
FOR TRUTH AND HOLINESS.

01:28:35.501 --> 01:28:38.167
THOSE PROPHETS WERE
HIDDEN IN A CAVE

01:28:38.267 --> 01:28:41.134
IN THAT TIME OF
JEZEBEL'S REIGN

01:28:41.234 --> 01:28:45.900
BECAUSE IT WAS WHEN
SHE WAS SPREADING -

01:28:46.000 --> 01:28:47.333
SHE USED TO
SACRIFICE BABIES,

01:28:47.433 --> 01:28:48.967
ALL THE DIFFERENT
THINGS SHE DID.

01:28:49.067 --> 01:28:51.167
REBECCA: YEAH, BECAUSE
JEZEBEL WAS MARRIED TO AHAB.

01:28:51.267 --> 01:28:52.067
HE'S THE KING OF ISRAEL.


01:28:52.167 --> 01:28:55.567
SHE WORSHIPED BAAL.


01:28:55.667 --> 01:28:59.500
AND THEN SHE STRUCK DOWN
THE PROPHETS OF GOD,

01:28:59.600 --> 01:29:01.001
THE PRIESTS, AND RAISED UP BAAL.


01:29:01.101 --> 01:29:02.000
AND THEY WOULD -


01:29:02.100 --> 01:29:04.301
THAT IS WHO THEY WOULD
SACRIFICE BABIES TO.

01:29:04.401 --> 01:29:07.667
AND SHE RESISTED AND
SHE HATED ELIJAH

01:29:07.767 --> 01:29:08.800
WHO WAS THE PROPHET.


01:29:08.900 --> 01:29:10.134
AND ALL THE PROPHETS.


01:29:10.234 --> 01:29:11.767
AND THROUGHOUT THE BIBLE,


01:29:11.867 --> 01:29:13.334
WHEN THERE'S OTHER -


01:29:13.434 --> 01:29:14.800
LIKE A THING OF JEZEBEL
IS SHE RESISTS AND SHE HATES

01:29:14.867 --> 01:29:16.301
AND SHE TRIES TO
SILENCE THE PROPHETS

01:29:16.334 --> 01:29:18.667
BECAUSE PROPHETS
ARE TRUTH.

01:29:18.901 --> 01:29:20.300
AND SHE WANTS TO
DECEIVE AND SEDUCE.

01:29:20.367 --> 01:29:21.267
NATE: YEP.


01:29:21.267 --> 01:29:21.301
AND SHE WANTS TO
DECEIVE AND SEDUCE.

01:29:22.201 --> 01:29:23.333
AND HER NAME ACTUALLY
MEANS UNHUSBANDED.

01:29:23.433 --> 01:29:24.534
REBECCA: SHE
WON'T SUBMIT.

01:29:24.634 --> 01:29:25.934
THAT'S THE OTHER THING.


01:29:26.034 --> 01:29:27.601
NATE: YEAH,
BECAUSE SHE'S NOT.

01:29:27.701 --> 01:29:29.634
YOU THINK ABOUT WHAT OUR
RELATIONSHIP IS WITH JESUS,

01:29:29.734 --> 01:29:31.634
HE'S OUR
BRIDEGROOM, RIGHT.

01:29:31.734 --> 01:29:33.133
REBECCA: YEAH.


01:29:33.233 --> 01:29:34.867
NATE: SO HE'S
OUR HUSBAND,

01:29:34.967 --> 01:29:36.467
IN THAT SPIRITUAL SENSE.


01:29:36.567 --> 01:29:38.101
SHE'S UNHUSBANDED.


01:29:38.201 --> 01:29:40.701
SO ANYTHING THAT
JEZEBEL IS A PART OF

01:29:40.801 --> 01:29:43.134
IS NOT IN
SUBMISSION TO JESUS.

01:29:43.234 --> 01:29:46.833
AND SO JEZEBEL COMES
AFTER PROPHETS,

01:29:46.933 --> 01:29:50.234
ESPECIALLY IN THEIR
WILDERNESS SEASONS

01:29:50.334 --> 01:29:53.667
TO SILENCE THEM
FROM BEING PROPHETS

01:29:53.767 --> 01:29:56.567
THAT WOULD SPEAK
HOLINESS AND TRUTH.

01:29:56.667 --> 01:29:58.201
AND YOU THINK ABOUT
THE TWO ALTARS,

01:29:58.301 --> 01:30:00.001
YOU KNOW, THE MOUNT
CARMEL SHOWDOWN.

01:30:00.101 --> 01:30:01.734
REBECCA: YEAH.


01:30:01.834 --> 01:30:02.800
BEST STORY EVER.


01:30:02.900 --> 01:30:04.334
NATE: BEST STORY EVER.


01:30:04.434 --> 01:30:05.767
LIKE, COME ON,
JESUS, DO IT AGAIN.

01:30:05.867 --> 01:30:06.567
REBECCA: SO COOL.


01:30:06.667 --> 01:30:07.867
NATE: SO COOL.


01:30:07.967 --> 01:30:11.267
YOU'VE GOT AN ALTAR THAT
WAS COMPLETELY COLD, EMPTY,

01:30:11.367 --> 01:30:13.301
NOTHING HAPPENED IN AN
ALTAR THAT THE FIRE OF GOD

01:30:13.401 --> 01:30:14.800
CAME ON, RIGHT?


01:30:14.900 --> 01:30:16.834
AND THE PROPHETS THAT GOD
WANTS TO RAISE UP TODAY,

01:30:16.934 --> 01:30:19.401
ARE THOSE WHO ARE
ON FIRE FOR HIM.

01:30:19.501 --> 01:30:22.400
THE ALTARS ARE
LIT, YOU KNOW,

01:30:22.500 --> 01:30:24.734
THAT SPEAKS ABOUT
IN LEVITICUS.

01:30:24.834 --> 01:30:27.400
WHERE GOD SAYS, LET
THE FIRE IN THE TEMPLE

01:30:27.500 --> 01:30:31.034
BE LIT AND LET IT NOT
GO OUT, NIGHT AND DAY.

01:30:31.134 --> 01:30:32.334
SOMETHING LIKE THAT.


01:30:32.434 --> 01:30:36.100
AND WE AS PROPHETS AND
AS PROPHETIC PEOPLE

01:30:36.200 --> 01:30:37.967
AND A PROPHETIC
GENERATION,

01:30:38.067 --> 01:30:40.334
HAVE TO BE, NUMBER ONE,


01:30:40.434 --> 01:30:43.633
IN SUBMISSION
TO JESUS, HUSBANDED.

01:30:43.733 --> 01:30:45.733
AND ALSO WE NEED TO BE
THOSE THAT HAVE

01:30:45.833 --> 01:30:46.967
FIRE ON THE ALTAR.


01:30:47.067 --> 01:30:48.533
WE'RE ON FIRE FOR GOD.


01:30:48.633 --> 01:30:50.200
INTIMACY WITH HIM.


01:30:50.300 --> 01:30:55.367
SO PROPHETS WHO GO THROUGH
JEZEBELIC ATTACKS,

01:30:55.467 --> 01:30:57.733
ARE SIMPLY THOSE WHO
ARE TRYING TO BE,

01:30:57.833 --> 01:30:58.967
THE ENEMY WANTS
TO SHUT DOWN

01:30:59.067 --> 01:31:00.667
BECAUSE OF THE
VOICE THEY CARRY

01:31:00.767 --> 01:31:02.833
THAT IS A VOICE OF
HOLINESS AND PURITY.

01:31:02.933 --> 01:31:03.834
SIMPLY PUT.


01:31:03.934 --> 01:31:04.933
REBECCA: THROUGH
INTIMIDATION.

01:31:05.033 --> 01:31:06.001
NATE: INTIMIDATION,
CONTROL.

01:31:06.101 --> 01:31:06.967
REBECCA: FEAR.


01:31:07.067 --> 01:31:07.867
NATE: FEAR, WITCHCRAFT.


01:31:07.967 --> 01:31:08.800
ALL THAT STUFF.


01:31:08.900 --> 01:31:09.734
BULLYING.


01:31:09.834 --> 01:31:10.733
REBECCA: AND YOU
SEE THAT IN ELIJAH,

01:31:10.833 --> 01:31:11.701
WHO WAS THIS
MIGHTY PROPHET,

01:31:11.801 --> 01:31:12.733
BUT HE RAN AWAY
AND WAS LIKE,

01:31:12.833 --> 01:31:13.934
I WANNA DIE.


01:31:14.034 --> 01:31:16.134
EVERYONE WANTS TO HATE
ON ELIJAH FOR THAT,

01:31:16.234 --> 01:31:18.100
BUT I LOVE THAT
THE BIBLE,

01:31:18.200 --> 01:31:19.134
IT JUST TELLS THE TRUTH


01:31:19.234 --> 01:31:21.567
AND IT SHOWS THE
FRAGILITY OF US,

01:31:21.667 --> 01:31:23.067
AND HOW GOD IS
OUR STRENGTH

01:31:23.167 --> 01:31:24.567
AND GOD STRENGTHENS


01:31:24.667 --> 01:31:25.700
AND HE ENCOURAGES HIM.


01:31:25.800 --> 01:31:29.467
AND BECAUSE OF THE FAITHFULNESS
OF GOD TO ISRAEL,

01:31:29.567 --> 01:31:31.633
AND BECAUSE OF
ELIJAH'S OBEDIENCE

01:31:31.733 --> 01:31:34.300
AND STEADFASTNESS,


01:31:34.400 --> 01:31:36.134
JEZEBEL WAS THROWN DOWN.


01:31:36.234 --> 01:31:37.833
SO THERE IS A WORD OF
ENCOURAGEMENT THERE

01:31:37.933 --> 01:31:40.200
THAT YOU DON'T HAVE
TO BE INTIMIDATED.

01:31:40.300 --> 01:31:43.701
STAY FAITHFUL AND
GOD WILL HANDLE IT.

01:31:43.801 --> 01:31:44.801
NATE: EXACTLY.


01:31:44.901 --> 01:31:45.800
REBECCA: AND THE THING IS


01:31:45.900 --> 01:31:47.434
IS THAT YOU'VE SAID
THAT VERSE

01:31:47.534 --> 01:31:49.300
WE DON'T ATTACK PEOPLE,


01:31:49.400 --> 01:31:51.567
WE UNDERSTAND THAT WHEN
SOMEONE IS DEMONIZED

01:31:51.667 --> 01:31:53.234
OR UNDER THE
INFLUENCE OF A DEMON,

01:31:53.334 --> 01:31:56.501
WE UNDERSTAND THAT WHAT
THAT PERSON IS DOING IS WRONG,

01:31:56.601 --> 01:31:57.634
BUT WE UNDERSTAND
OUR BATTLE

01:31:57.734 --> 01:31:59.167
ISN'T AGAINST
FLESH AND BLOOD.

01:31:59.267 --> 01:32:00.467
SO WE DON'T ATTACK
THE PERSON,

01:32:00.567 --> 01:32:01.967
IT'S AGAINST DARKNESS.


01:32:02.067 --> 01:32:03.233
WE'RE NOT SAYING GO OUT


01:32:03.333 --> 01:32:04.767
AND TRY TO GET ON
A PRINCIPALITY.

01:32:04.867 --> 01:32:07.367
BECAUSE THAT'S NOT
SOMETHING YOU WANT TO DO.

01:32:07.467 --> 01:32:09.000
BUT IT'S UNDERSTANDING
THAT WE,

01:32:09.100 --> 01:32:10.567
IT'S SPIRITUAL WARFARE.


01:32:10.667 --> 01:32:13.101
IT'S NOT HUMAN WARFARE
THAT WE ENGAGE IN.

01:32:13.201 --> 01:32:14.567
WE PRAY FOR PEOPLE,


01:32:14.667 --> 01:32:15.534
WE LOOK TO GOD,


01:32:15.634 --> 01:32:17.300
WE DO WHAT HE
TELLS US TO DO

01:32:17.400 --> 01:32:18.434
AND WE SUBMIT TO HIM.


01:32:18.534 --> 01:32:19.734
SOME OF THE GREATEST
SPIRITUAL WARFARE

01:32:19.834 --> 01:32:21.701
IS JUST SUBMISSION
TO THE LORD.

01:32:21.801 --> 01:32:22.734
NATE: THAT'S RIGHT.


01:32:22.834 --> 01:32:24.167
REBECCA: BUT I THINK
IF PEOPLE CAN IDENTIFY

01:32:24.267 --> 01:32:26.867
WHAT THEY'RE GOING
THROUGH SPIRITUALLY,

01:32:26.967 --> 01:32:28.167
HOW IT'S AN ATTACK


01:32:28.267 --> 01:32:29.833
AND THAT I THINK
ONE OF THE DEVIL'S,

01:32:29.933 --> 01:32:32.800
MOST FAVORITE WAYS
OF ATTACKING PEOPLE

01:32:32.900 --> 01:32:35.900
IS THROUGH USING OTHER
PEOPLE THAT ARE DEMONIZED,

01:32:36.000 --> 01:32:37.534
YOU CAN RECOGNIZE
WHAT IT IS,

01:32:37.634 --> 01:32:39.401
NOT GET OFFENDED
AT THE PERSON,

01:32:39.501 --> 01:32:40.801
AND NOT GROW WEARY,


01:32:40.901 --> 01:32:43.101
NOT GIVE UP, NOT RUN AWAY.


01:32:43.201 --> 01:32:45.434
BUT UNLESS GOD
TELLS YOU TO LEAVE,

01:32:45.534 --> 01:32:46.300
OBVIOUSLY, THEN LEAVE.


01:32:46.400 --> 01:32:48.034
BUT IF GOD'S TELLING
YOU TO STAY,

01:32:48.134 --> 01:32:50.800
YOU REMAIN STEADFAST AND
YOU KNOW GOD WILL DELIVER.

01:32:50.900 --> 01:32:51.567
NATE: ABSOLUTELY.


01:32:51.667 --> 01:32:52.533
REBECCA: GOD
WILL SUSTAIN ME.

01:32:52.633 --> 01:32:54.034
HE IS MY PORTION.


01:32:54.134 --> 01:32:55.067
AND SO THAT'S WHAT I LOVE.


01:32:55.167 --> 01:32:56.100
DO YOU TALK ABOUT
THAT IN THIS BOOK?

01:32:56.200 --> 01:32:56.900
NATE: I DO.


01:32:57.034 --> 01:33:00.701
REBECCA: SO SEE,
THIS IS THE BOOK.

01:33:00.801 --> 01:33:02.701
<i>THE WILD ONES.</i>


01:33:02.801 --> 01:33:05.834
AND THIS IS, I LIKE IT, A
PROPHETIC SURVIVAL GUIDE.

01:33:05.934 --> 01:33:07.667
AND WHAT I FEEL LIKE
WHEN WE WERE TALKING IS,

01:33:07.767 --> 01:33:09.534
THERE'S SO MANY PEOPLE
THAT ARE PROPHETIC,

01:33:09.634 --> 01:33:11.434
THEY HAVE DREAMS,
THEY HAVE VISIONS

01:33:11.534 --> 01:33:14.267
AND A VISION IS SOMETIMES
JUST PICTURES

01:33:14.367 --> 01:33:15.567
AND IT CAN BE
REALLY FAINT,

01:33:15.667 --> 01:33:17.367
THAT'S WHY WE
STEWARD THE GIFT.

01:33:17.467 --> 01:33:18.367
YOU KNOW, YOU MIGHT
SEE SOMETHING,

01:33:18.467 --> 01:33:19.300
IF GOD SHOWS
YOU SOMETHING,

01:33:19.400 --> 01:33:20.267
GO INTO HIS WORD,


01:33:20.367 --> 01:33:21.934
WHAT DOES THIS
REPRESENT IN YOUR WORD?

01:33:22.034 --> 01:33:24.101
YOU KNOW, EVERYTHING THAT
GOD IS SPEAKING TO US,

01:33:24.201 --> 01:33:27.001
IT'S AN INVITATION
INTO SOMETHING DEEPER.

01:33:27.101 --> 01:33:29.200
AND THROUGH
RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM,

01:33:29.300 --> 01:33:30.434
BUT THERE'S A LOT OF
PEOPLE THAT ARE HAVING

01:33:30.534 --> 01:33:32.301
VISIONS, DREAMS, WORDS,


01:33:32.401 --> 01:33:35.634
KNOWINGS, A FEELING,
NOT EMOTIONAL,

01:33:35.734 --> 01:33:37.634
BUT A FEELING LIKE,
I DON'T KNOW,

01:33:37.734 --> 01:33:39.167
I DON'T KNOW HOW
YOU EXPLAIN THAT,

01:33:39.267 --> 01:33:41.733
BUT IT'S LIKE, SOMETIMES
THE SPIRIT ALLOWS YOU

01:33:41.833 --> 01:33:43.234
TO FEEL WHAT OTHER
PEOPLE ARE FEELING.

01:33:43.334 --> 01:33:44.167
NATE: EXACTLY.


01:33:44.267 --> 01:33:45.434
REBECCA: SO THAT
YOU CAN PRAY FOR THEM.

01:33:45.534 --> 01:33:46.667
SO IF SOMETHING IS GOING
ON AND YOU'RE LIKE,

01:33:46.767 --> 01:33:48.867
THIS IS WEIRD AND I
DON'T UNDERSTAND IT,

01:33:48.967 --> 01:33:51.967
THIS BOOK HELPS, YOU
KNOW, TOUCHES ON THAT.

01:33:52.067 --> 01:33:54.467
IT HELPS ENCOURAGE
PEOPLE HOW TO KEEP GOING.

01:33:54.567 --> 01:33:55.533
NATE: ABSOLUTELY.


01:33:55.633 --> 01:33:56.601
REBECCA: NOT
TO GROW WEARY.

01:33:56.701 --> 01:33:59.234
FOR PEOPLE WHO WANT
TO GET THE BOOK,

01:33:59.334 --> 01:34:00.234
HOW DO THEY GET IT.


01:34:00.334 --> 01:34:01.067
WHAT'S YOUR WEBSITE?


01:34:01.167 --> 01:34:02.700
GIVE US THE INFO.


01:34:02.800 --> 01:34:05.667
NATE: JUST NATEANDCHRISTY.CO.


01:34:05.767 --> 01:34:07.000
YOU CAN FIND THE
BOOK ON THERE.

01:34:07.100 --> 01:34:08.167
REBECCA: ALL RIGHT,
WELL, NATE,

01:34:08.267 --> 01:34:09.200
WE TALKED FOR SO LONG


01:34:09.300 --> 01:34:10.633
BECAUSE IT WAS SO GOOD.


01:34:10.733 --> 01:34:11.700
NATE: THANKS
FOR HAVING ME.

01:34:11.800 --> 01:34:13.301
REBECCA: NO, THANK YOU.


01:34:13.401 --> 01:34:15.367
I WAS GONNA SAY
THANKS FOR COMING.

01:34:15.467 --> 01:34:17.301
COME BACK, WE'LL
HAVE CHRISTY ON,

01:34:17.401 --> 01:34:18.133
IT'S GONNA BE GREAT.


01:34:18.233 --> 01:34:19.200
NATE: ABSOLUTELY.


01:34:19.300 --> 01:34:20.234
REBECCA: BUT THANK YOU
SO MUCH FOR BEING HERE

01:34:20.334 --> 01:34:21.767
AND FOR TAKING TIME
TO TALK TO THE PEOPLE.

01:34:21.867 --> 01:34:22.900
WE REALLY APPRECIATE YOU.


01:34:23.000 --> 01:34:24.334
NATE: THANK
YOU SO MUCH.

01:34:24.434 --> 01:34:26.401
REBECCA: AND THANK
YOU FOR LISTENING.

01:34:26.501 --> 01:34:27.733
AND WE'LL SEE
YOU HERE AGAIN.